#I barely wanna do art too
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i really hate to ask for help cuz like, it makes me feel vulnerable, but like, I need help with affording food to feed myself and sister, and stuff to make my life more livable like new clothes and toiletries.
not getting into it.in detail but I live in a pretty abusive household that gets harder to leave by the second and it does take a massive toll on my mental and physical health.
if you wanna support me, (disabled black trans guy) my link is here. if not that's ok too! I'm very glad people on Tumblr have been kind enough to offer patronage even if I seem kinda crazy. i think my mental health will improve once I find an opening to leave.
thank you, have a good day everyone!
- Salem
#i cant open commissions rn because I'm trying to not only figure out my pricing and the type of art i wanna do#but also how much time ill put info each slot#i will definitely open them#just not rn when im feeling tired and can barely produce art as fast as i used too
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#I feel like giving up#like I cant get a job#noone will give me an interview just a 'your application was unsuccessful'#no explanation just someone else was better I guess#but I'm applying for apprenticeships#the jobs that are for people with no skills becasue they teach you to do it on the job#hell I even got rejected from doing housekeeping and being an admin assistant#an admin assistant not admin#god fucking damn does that sting#so yeah wanna give up#not gonna though because theres life to live but goddamn is this crushing#I barely wanna do art too#like I wanna but I feel like its not worth it#cos when I do make art the only attention I really get is from my wife#and like thats nice#but its really disheartening to spend a lot of time on something and not have anyone acknowledge it#so similar feelings there I guess#no ones looking at my art or my job applications#like if I got one of them sorted I'd be good#cos I'd have money from either a job or commissions#but I don't got either#so my self esteem is really low rn and I dont know what to do with myself#I'm just rambling at this point#I'll shut up now and let you enjoy your dashboard now
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happy flora friday (its saturday
#soup art#professor layton#flora reinhold#doing my time honored thang of taking a character i like drawing them as on-model as possible#and then hitting them with my soupification lasers#ive got luke + layton sketched out too i just wanna post flora on her own first bc i love her . i love her a whole lot ok#im barely into diabolical box and i saw her in the opening cutscene and in the little save illustrations I KNOW SHES IN THERE.#WHERE IS SHE. WHERE ARE YOU KEEPING MY DAUGHTER
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-“I think we’re gonna have to kill this guy, Jet.” -“Damn.”
#and that’s a glock fact™️#anyways I’m 3000 years late to this meme 😭 but! I just hit 30 followers so I wanna share smth special :3#my fanart#jet black#greg otgw#fanart#cowboy bebop fanart#otgw fanart#I hecked up on Greg’s hands- they were too small and I applied the paint too heavily so I could barely ink over them when I finished 🥲#this is my favorite art that I’ve done of Jet tho!!#cowboy bebop#over the garden wall#bout that time of year for a rewatch#ugh I can’t believe it’s almost fall- that means it’s gonna be winter soon and I will suffer immensely#traditional media#I can never get the pictures of my watercolors to look right but this is close enough#fun fact tho: I spent MONTHS hemming and hawing over the sketch- his cybernetic arm can be so tricky to draw and in the reference photo—#—it wasn’t even with/shaped the same as his other arm and it fucked with me sm. took forever to get it to look right but I’m very pleased#might do a version of this without Greg bc that’s how happy I am with it
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Sirius refuses to dress seasonally appropriate, but he has a boyfriend with soft jumpers who keeps him warm :)
I got several asks for wolfstar but here is them as kiss 2 from this prompt
#Again anatomybis definitwly not corrwct but i guess thats just what happens when i dont use refwrences#I mwan they were mainly for fun anyway like all these prompts arwnt the pieces i wanna create badly so the effort was medium#Wolfstar#Wolfstar fanart#remus x sirius#remus lupin#sirius black#Marauders fanart#Sirius black fanart#Remus lupin fanart#Someone asked for moonwater fanart and i realsied too late that doing moonwater and wolfstar for the same pose might be weird#But ivr already done thr sketch for moonwater so too late#Hp#Marauders#My art#Mine#Oh also!! Half of sirius tattoos are now krabat inspired#And then there is the regulus sirius ambigram thats barely visible but i adore ir
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yeesh... been a while since i posted art. hey chat
reblogs much appreciated tyvm
killer -> rahafwabas
nightmare & dream/dreamtale -> jokublog
#killer sans#how do i tag killer's au do i just.#something new#???#nightmare sans#dream sans#dreamtale#ts!underswap#harry and larry#harry and larry ts!underswap#rabbitsona#<- temp sona tag hehe#undertale au#undertale multiverse#utmv#dont tag as ship for the twins ill kill you with my bare hands#also yes the screenshot is shayy#i have a lot more utmv art from the last two-three months but ..... WHOOF#dude rejoining the undertale/mv fandom dropkicked me right back into the art and writing grind#ive picked up 7 projects i originally abandoned in 2018 ??? ermmmm#lemme know if ygs wanna see my utmv ocs too hehe i love them and have been revamping a lot of oldies#anyway sorry for tag spam love u xo#EDIT I NOTICED I MISSED KILLERS SOUL IN THAT ONE DOODLE I KNOW IM SORRY#rabbit's art tag
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2024 summary! template by latortilla
honestly i didn't do anywhere near as much experimentation as i wanted to at the start of the year? but i still find it insane that i managed to draw as much as i did.
i'm gonna be honest! drawing's become much more difficult for me as of late! it physically hurts now, even if all i've drawn is a couple of doodles. same goes for writing. my hands ache a lot more often and tbh i wouldn't be surprised if i got something like carpal tunnel or arthritis. no clue though!
i think my whole like. resolution for art next year will to just take it easy with things and do what i want. i don't really want to improve anymore, i wanna get myself in a comfortable spot where i'm happy about drawing and writing because, tbh, it does feel like a chore sometimes. my mental health has been through crazy ups and downs this year (then again when does it not?), and it's like. how do i put it. i want to be mentally healthy enough to draw as often as i used to. i need that joy back in my life
aaaand. well. my next uni semester's my last. and i doubt i'll have a job for a good while. so hey! maybe next late spring/summer will be a good time to recover! we'll see :3
#okay fine i MIGHT have remembered to do this bc my mutual did. shhhh#my art#i want to write more next year too. i barely got anything out this year i feel#i get writing ideas but i never act on them for whatever reason. i wanna write!! i wanna practice!!!
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first art post of the new year!!! granted, i don't share my art here that much anyway, but– shhh.
hehehehhhooo,, here's something i've been working on for 'bout a month,, albeit not consecutively– took a few,, very very long breaks in between working on this,, but i managed to finish it in the end! am i satisfied with it? .......ehhhh? not completely, but if this took any longer, it might not have seen the light of day, so like. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.
anyway,, made a little poster for my favorite fic, tommyinnit's services for villains, vigilantes, and various other vagabonds, by @scorpionoesit!!! it's really really good,,, and i've always wanted to make more art for it,, so i decided– poster! at least,, that's what it's mean to resemble,,, dkdmkdmdkd.
i will freely admit,, i'm... not the biggest fan of the fan-made logo i tried to design for it,, feels a bit boring, and could definitely have used a bit more pizazz, something to make feel more like the fic itself(what does that mean? you figure that out),,,, but– again, steam was running low,, dkdnksjs. graphic design is my passion. i do also have other complaints, but i'm afraid i already punched my one-use self-critique card,, oh well,,, dkdnkxjdkd.
regardless,, even with the flaws only i can really see,, this still turned out pretty okay!! hope you enjoy it, mx. scorpio and mx. alibi!!! and i hope everyone else has a wonderful new year!!!!
#my art#dream smp#services for vagabonds#tommyinnit fanart#tommyinnit#i don't wanna try tagging the rest of them so i'm just not gonna <3#anyway wrow i wonder who the skull guy and mysterious shadowy figure are....... could be anyone.#i was gonna try and fit in some sort of hero so i could check all the dots of everyone tommy's help#specifically either dr**m (derogatory) or phil#(was mostly leaning towards phil)#but 1) couldn't figure out a way to make it look good with the current set up#my first thought was to try moving the current characters around a bit; but then it would feel too crowded#my second thought was to have them appear from the smoke; somehow? a smoky figure?#but that only really looked good in sketch form and i didn't have the patience to figure that out properly#and 2) no clue what their designs look like. don't even know what their powers are; yet!#was also wanting to fit fundy in but it didn't work for the first reason#fun rapid fire character design facts: niki has a littol sharp tooth 'cause of the joker stuff!#i originally gave tubbo green eyes;; but i decided blue-green looked cooler#tech– [cough] i mean;; *orion's* cloak has a faint lil orion pattern on can barely see it but it's there i assure you !!!#(i tried my best for his design but i am. not the greatest at outfits;; especially hero/villain ones)#tommy has long hair bc it's *MY* art and *I* say he gets long hair. this definitely isn't canon to vagabonds i just like to do this#<- also why michael and tommy have freckles#tommy has a bit of green in his design(through the patch) due to a theory of mine :D#might have over-rendered the hair a bit but. fuck you i like it#anyway i think that's all i have to say about it? if you've actually read all these tags;;; have a cookie -> 🍪#pretend it's a peanut butter cookie#actually. no pretend it's both. you get two cookies. as a treat.#anyway have a good rest-of-your-day !!!!!!
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Sometimes i make fanart and think ‘wow, this one specific person would love it!’ And its happened multiple times with many people and i still don’t understand why i feel disappointed when Ive barely shared two words with these people when they don’t see it at all.
#lego ninjago#im tagging ninjago because eveything i posy is ninjago related#especially this post#i need to draw Lloyd agin#soon#like properly#i also need to draw bonzle shes pretty#and i want to draw forvidden jay#three things#gotts do em#i also have this one art idea for wu#oh god they keep piling up i do NOT hav the skills nor motivation for tjis#OMG I HAVE AN IDEA FOR HARUMI AND MORRO TOO HOW DID I FORGEY#aghsegu#i dony wanna#but im gonna#eventually#fanart#artists on tumblr#idk man#im doing smth#no literally i barely interact with people on here because im way too socially awkward#but i still think they would love it#i think you guys should know that if ive seem you at elast twice in my notifs i have thoroughly stalked your profile#and only some of you will know this because i KNOW barely any of you read this far into my tags unless prompted#wait#okay maybe more of you would read this this time#ignore that#i never said that#i swear
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*sprays fandoms with a spray bottle* height is NOT a personality trait!!!
#STOP IT#idc if they're canonically short ortall or whatever but STOP IT#thereis literally no correlation between height and personality guys pls...#shprt ppl aren't uwu lil babies need p[rotecting and tall ppl aren't omg must protecc strong silent#most ppl don't even acknowledge height that much like come on why do we feel the needto bring it up ALL THE TIME#LET PPL LIVE#ngl i have stopped reading fics or refused to reblog art bc of height jokes on either end or if a character is depicted incorrectly in#direct correlation with their height *cough n/injago fandom w/ jay and cole*#pisses me off ugh#like i'm short and barely anyone mentions it#only my students or my sister and my students do it usually bcof whiplash bc oh wow she's our teacher she;s short! and my sister is like a#few inches taller than me and is younger and thinks it's funny that's it!!! maybe sometimes my students do it if they wanna be jerks#but most don't!!! bc they don't care!!! bc it doesn't matter!!! also if a character has a canonical height and you make them shorter tHAN#THEIR CANONICAL HEIGHT THAT'S JUST WEIRD especially bc ppl usually do it to infantilize them!!!#and how about we stop treating short ppl like children also. that'd be great. especially if they look young on top of being short :)#okay am done now#sometimes i think about height in fandoms and just get filled with burning rage#c.huuya short jokes piss me off#the n.injago fandom ruined height in fandoms for me even moreso lol#and like obviously in other fandoms too but those are the main two that piss me off regarding height🙄#corey talks:)
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[when the angst and The Horrors is too much all you gotta do is imagine your OCs as being actors playing the role of a character.]
[makes The Horrors less bad to think of cuz then they're just acting!!!!!1!1!1!!!]
#someone should come and stop me before I make an actor AU for TMM GOOD DAMN VOID#I HAVE ENOUGH AUS WHY WAS I GIVEN THE POWER TO NOT ONLY MAKE CHARACTERS BUT MAKE AUS OF SAID CHARACTERS#I've seen people do the actor AU thing before with characters from shows they like and AAAAAAAAAA I wanna do it with my OCs but also at the#-same time 'Too Many Misadventures' is still all a concept series and not a real one that's up and running#so maybe I might go a little crazy and pretend the show is real just for this ONE TIME#I should be stopped#tmm#too many misadventures#actor au#tagging this as such cuz it MAY happen and yall MAY see it pop up on the art tumblr-#that and also DA FINALLY HAS MULTIPLE POSTS OPTION FOR A DEVIATION I'M SO HAPPY#FINALLY THE OLD ART SITE HAS FINALLY CAUGHT UP EVERYONE CONGRATULATE OL' DA FOR DOING THE BARE MINIMUM!!
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Meet my Tav! His name's Lyric, a tiefling druid/rogue. Don't let his baby-face fool you, he's got quite the feral side, a trait which, along with his biting sarcasm, won Astarion over pretty quickly. Though not one for starting fights, he'll always gladly finish them, especially if there's a reward involved. Otherwise he's fairly easy going, always up for a good prank. Act like a prick, though, especially toward his friends, and you'll soon find his fist in your face. Like Aradin. Fuck Aradin.
#artists on tumblr#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 tav#my tav#astarion#bg3 astarion#my art#barely drawn anything lately cuz all i wanna do is play the game ^^;#finally got the mental energy to sketch my tav#trying desperately to motivate myself to draw this short comic idea with him too#got that end of the semester burnout goin on#anyway please enjoy my slightly feral tiefling boy#if you're wondering about his design i am using many mods lol
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i wanna learn to draw humans and animate properly but man its hard to sit down and do it
#i wish i was still in my art club#i wish i was in my writing club too!#those two classes helped me draw/write at least once a week#now i can barely do either of these and i wanna make this huge gift for someone but i need to understand animation and humans and#barbarian yapping#classy complains#< new tag
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by the way my last print design came out so good for something I thought was gonna be realll bad I really need to show you guys
#it was a bigger space like 6“x4”#and I really think I'm only good at drawing in small spaces like the 2“x2” stamps we did first#but i think mistakes I made came out really unnoticeable with the rough design I had going on#it's a wooden fence made from scraps and a tire fence at my dad's house in mexico#barely processing this now lol#I'm really excited for next class#my first design was too ambitious I wanted to do the whole landscape from a pic I took of that fence#however the two different fences was good#Im considering the printmaking class at the community college but I really don't wanna do art for a grade
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i havent even read enough gl to justify the feelings and emotions i have about kyle i just have the lovers heart and also something wrong with me. and my projection. in my mind he's just like me. and he would have loved college vending machine frozen cheeseburger and heating it up in the microwave at 1 in the morning because he was bored and didn't want to work on a drawing assignment on 20" x 30" paper that was due tomorrow in his freshman year. he would have loved going to the club to push off finals work that's creating the worst stress known to man in his brain. and he would love to annoy the fuck out of his roommate when high and avoiding homework on a saturday.
#IN MY MIND HE'S JUST LIKE ME and i understand why he dropped out of art school also.#i need to get back to my readings but im too into thinking about the couple dozen issues i have read#and then going i wonder what he was like in college. and the answer is definitely fucking annoying.#if i knew him i know we would be not arguing in art history class. i would be saying his takes are stupid outside of class during break.#and he would go i dont know how somoene can defend british utilitarian furniture so vehemently and try to liken it to bauhaus design#our arguments would also stem from having very different art history and therefore philosophy education. his background would be from a pro#who would focus on european canon as per usual while my prof was coming from the perspective of someone with a phd in asian art history#and a curriculum based mostly around exploring and investigating non euro art work and how movements like modernism and#post modernism functioned in other continents.#this is such a main blog post but idont care. EVERYONE HAS TO KNOW HOW I PROJECT AND INTERACT WITH HIM IN MY MIND#he would also hate how i argue for art even i dont care about by approaching it at the philosophical angle.#'how do you like this it's barely even art. or it is art. but it's a boring cop out for suckers. honestly.'#'the thing is i dont like it. i just think you need to expand your world views and stop being close minded. youre limiting yourself.'#you might go eiffel what are you basing this on? the answer is vaguely remembered panels in my mind plus generally taste opinions of his i#can gleam from what art references they give him within issues.#it would also be funny bc like. he has a background in design... he's just stubborn and snobby i think when it then comes to the realm of#fine arts. i think his opinions and how they operate in regards to design + illustration + non gallery art are probably quite different#but i cant lie. from the singular 'i dont wanna be some loser who shows up with a blank canvas to a gallery' panel i remember someone talki#about in a post i have used it to create a variety of thoughts i think he could have had.#and the answer is the opinions of someone definitely a little annoying in art school. with a pretty standard traditional training#and background that stems from euo+american art history and sensibilities that inform how he interacts with art. which is very normal#but i think it's funny to view him as someone i would probably roll my eyes at for some comments he would be making.#and it gets funnier with how he acts generally as a person.#kyle you cant be this snobby when you are drawing pin ups of your work crush in your home studio...#good lord this got so long i have a problem. hi. sorry to my new follower your kyle posting made me go ha ha kyle. i like that guy.#static.soundz#back issues box#< it might as well go there bc i blabbed way too hard and too much. sorry. overtaken by an entity in my mind
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#palestine#comissions#i wanna know if it would be worth trying#the art wouldnt be huge really#they'd be like headshots or pfps or chibis#or just silly doodles of anything#i really want to help but my fanily is barely scrapping by ourselves economically#even if we end up collecting like..20$ i'd do it#but i want to make sure that people are willing to donate too#sketch#ilustracion#free palestine
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