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You made a mistake @wingedkittyunknown when you asked me about my oc's. So here, just for you!
((All of these are old art but eh. Something to look at)) Murazai was a student under a very strict, but talented, Swordmaster. She learned all his skills but also carries a lot of trauma from those days. Her early adulthood she spend wandering around, using her skills to settle fights and disputes, until she settled down to work for a very rich(evil) lady. She even trained her own students.
Eventually one of her students, Awri, rebels and really tells her what's what, making Murazai face the fact that yes, her teacher was ass and now she just keeps hurting people like he hurt her. Murazai had left her family behind when she became a student, she kept her lover at an arms length her whole life and she could not name a single person she'd call her friend. All thanks to her teacher. After this moment, she could really see the damage she had done to her students. Especially to Ira...
Long story short, during the events of the story, she decides to let go of her admiration of her late teacher, and joins Awri's quest.
Auriga'Man'Lu is a jovial but very professional woman who has worked almost her whole life right under her kingdoms ruler. She met Murazai when she was traveling and learning about the wolf clans, and fell in love with the grumpy swordmaster instantly. They started a relationship that neither could really call a proper relationship, due to both of them being tied to their duties and Murazai being very awkward/distant. Auriga never gave up, tho. She did her job, even gave birth to two children while they were separated, but never stopped visiting/writing Murazai.
She promised that when they were both ready to retire, she would marry Murazai and force her to live a quiet, cookie cutter life with her and the kids. This promise keeps Murazai going
- Yeaaa. This is a story that I have the most world building/story/etc on. Thanks to my friend, tbh. It's also the reason why I have put it on a back-burner, I don't want to "ruin it" by "not having the know-who of how to make good comics".
Auriga is part of a race that have big burly women and small, magically gifted men. Men are born less often. Yes, that trope. Murazai is part of a nature loving, underground living race. She has never visited the "capital city" of her people nor wants to.
Thanks for giving me the opportunity to talk about my babiessss
#my art#sketchy sketch#my oc#original character#talking about stuff#ooh boy thats a lot hah#but you asked so skjfhsf#I babble easily#Auriga is a side character but she has a big part in well uhh part of the story
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Please, someone stop me from listening to Josh Groban, because otherwise I will end up DRAWING ANOTHER "MOTTIE AT BED" ARTWORK.
Like seriously, I cannot.
When I hear him sing "You have no idea" all I can hear is Mathias singing to Dorothea AND MY HEART CANNOT TAKE IT.
IT'S EXPLODING WITH SOFT TENDERNESS.
(and I have become the joke of my own household, because my husband, loving Josh as much as I do, now DOES IT ON PURPOSE OF PUTTING HIM ON OUR SPEAKERS, especially when he sees that I am busy working on something not Mottie-related. He knows how my brain works. HE KNOWS IT. So if sometimes you see me derailing, IT'S MR. NEMO'S FAULT AS WELL).
#Nemo babbles#good gods today I need to get stuff done#and here I am#brain empty only Mathias thoughts lol#ok tbh Mottie thoughts#but gods#it's the fluff#the unconditional love#the type of love that is born from the soul#the one that is built on trust and respect#the one where you know that you are loved completly#flaws included#fml#FML#I honestly either go from obsessive toxic ships (Mephistea am look at you) to most wholesome. Like there is no in-between.#And if you wonder why I jump in between#it's partially because I am easily distracted#but also because I need to give my own brain some respite from the different kind of emotions that these things elicit in me#as I said often#I feel ALL that I write#And that is true for good and bad emotions alike#Mephistea is intense as a ship#like INTENSE LIKE FIRE#And Mottie instead is soft and gentle#so I need to balance out#otherwise I run the risk of burning out lolololl
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huurrhggg i just figured out i can cream while standing up 😁
oh my goood i pulled my pants down and rubbed my clit and hshshh it sounded soo sloppy, now i know people aren't exaggerating when they talk about creamy pussies 😵💫😵💫
as i got closer and closer i swiped my fingers side to side on my boy clit really fast and WOOAAAGGHHH i felt like a bitch in heat
my knees kept buckling and my hips kept bucking up into my hand, next time i’m gonna imagine someone doing to it me 😵💫😵💫🤤
#trying to get used to speaking my mind and not watering down my kinky thoughts 🤩#(i get embarrassed easily so i hope i don’t take this down later)#queer nsft#ftm bottom#puppy sub#trans nsft#t4t nsft#puppy nsft#ftm puppy#mlm ns/fw#nblm nsft#bug babbles
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It's weird to describe any Tolkien thoughts as "coming out of nowhere" given who I am as a person, but I woke up thinking about Ghân-buri-ghân.
I wish the depiction of him were not deeply entrenched in noble savage tropes, because there's something kind of amazing in this idea of a people who have barely survived through the ages yet still persist; who saw the earliest warning signs and ditched Númenor before most people had the slightest idea of what was going to happen; who have gotten profoundly screwed over by basically everyone except (iirc) the Haladin; who have had their own powers since the First Age; who have always been implacable opponents of Morgoth's and Sauron's forces, even as these days they're hunted for sport by the Rohirrim; and at the same time who are facing down the threat of total obliteration by Sauron. And Ghân-buri-ghân manages to navigate all of this and get his people security and autonomy.
So like ... there's a seed of a really intriguing concept there, but I'm not sure Middle-earth has ever been in the right hands to actually do it right.
#drûg rights though!!!#ghân-buri-ghân's whole 'okay we'll help you swing the course of a tactically critical battle if you stop hunting us like animals'#has always stuck in my head as just a 'holy shit' moment#but the execution is ...........#also occasionally i see it argued that tolkien's problematization of rohan's extreme martial cultural values#as something that can be cool but also brutal and easily taken to excess#is ultimately unfair and there's no real basis for condemning them#and it's just like 'ghân-buri-ghân might disagree...'#also thinking about the one line about the dunlendings being kin of the haladin#and the haladin-drûg alliance of the first age#anghraine babbles#legendarium blogging#legendarium fanwank#lord of the rings#ghân buri ghân
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I still don't know exactly how it would work but Shadowheart/Durge/Astarion still calls to me, and one of their dynamics is going to be Astarion fighting the urge to bash their heads together until sense gets through.
The other spawn are on a 'Cazador needs us,' 'He hurts us to make us better,' kind of cope. Astarion is Not, and if you play as Lae'zel and remain loyal to Vlaakith he calls it 'falling in love with your chains' (and it's 'painful to watch.')
And then there's Shadowheart desperately insisting Shar loves her and hurts her to make her stronger. We - potentially -seem have finally gotten over that! Just yesterday! And then Act 3 rolls around and now the Dark Urge is potentially on the 'Daddy loves me!' kick.
That or you have a Bhaalist and Sharran zealot knocking heads and a vampire spawn with a migraine whose secondary concern to gaining power and keeping himself safe is using that power to keep his lover/s safe and willing to stay with him ('this world made Cazador so is clearly inherently dangerous and evil', and he does think he has nothing to offer after all.) Which later potentially translates (or is admitted as) to 'I'd like to lock you in a room somewhere, but alas.' Shame they're so brainwashed. And that's assuming we haven't got Ascended Astarion and his blind belief that he's untouchable. Yeah, sell your soul to your evil deities. More power for us/me! This totally won't affect him negatively.
Both the potential for healing and the potential for dysfunction is so delightful.
#babbling#It's the Astarion/Shadowheart part of the OT3 I struggle with#(Durge's dynamics I can both spot easily and control due to them being customisable)#I like my polycules to all be involved with each other and I still haven't really grasped the dynamic#The way they play off each other is fun though#Watching Shadowheart bully him is my hobby#'Why does our leader look like a vampire?' 'Because they're a vampire?' 'But WHY do they look like a vampire...?' 'THEY'RE A VAMPIRE.'#drama goth trio#/shadowheart#/astarion#/durge#edgelord hours
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just saw a post by goobiestar where tigerclaw has been put on babysitting duty and they doodled him surrounded by tiny babies thinking "i cant believe bluestar is making me babysit a bunch of drooling pathetic whiny pieces of--" and with bonefall tigerstar being a genuinely good dad (at least when his babies were tiny) i have this image in my head of firepaw imagining this is what's happening and then it cuts to tigerclaw calmly playing teeterstrike with the babies
I'm telling a super different story from the other guys in my orbit LMAO, I've noticed that also. A lot of my.... fellow satellites? Companion Comets. Peripheral Planets. Lean into the comedy angle of Tigerclaw being a nasty little boy
I especially love that one comic (I think it's Blimbo?) Where he sees his younger sibs and just starts kitty-smacking them like a real cat lmao. Top tier. If the punchline is "KITTY SMACK" you'll kill me every time.
But yah BB!Tigerclaw is really important to understand as like... a guy. Just a shitty guy, has some good things about him, but ultimately the darkness within him is run-of-the-mill. He isn't special. Firestar comes to understand that any one of the dozens of assholes in his life could have become Tigerstar-- and that's TERRIFYING.
Evil is mundane and common. Goodness is complicated and unique.
So your image is spot on lmao. Young Fireheart watching him from across camp like, "ill PROVE his evil to bluestar. Look at him now. What is he doing with swiftkit. Something horrible im sure. He probably hates kittens"
And Tigerclaw is pressing his mouth to Swiftkit's baby belly and going PTHHHBBBBB.
#Though I do think it's important that Firepaw respected Tiger at first#And it's an easily forgotten detail#But like... we should remember it more imo#Firepaw realized that Tigerclaw was evil not because of immediate suspicion#But because the respected and beloved senior warrior was a XENOPHOBE#Of COURSE Firepaw realized it before the other members of the clan#They were blind to it because the entire Clan is BIGOTED#They did not see the warning signs as important because his first open targets where the powerless#Gray and Raven and Fire#People you're allowed to bully and threaten.#But Firepaw. Who is NEW to the Clan. With a FRESH perspective. Can see it immediately that Ravenpaw is being abused#And that Tiger often uses his status to bully those below him including himself#RE: The thesis of BB!TPB being ultimately that SCOURGE IS RIGHT#And that the Clans need to change.#Bone babble#Also I only hesitate to call anyone mutuals because I actually follow veeerrrry few ppl on tumblr#I read tmblr like a newspaper. When I wanna see what some guy is up to I check their blog lmao#And read back. Then close it out#Heavy dashboard scary. Elder Bones needs quiet time#I read other blogs like newspaper
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I feel like SV girlies haven't seriously considered "codependent mutually obsessive JuliNemo" yet and that's a shame, really. I've seen a lot of wholesome ChampionRank (really cute but a rehash of every wholesome yuri I've ever seen, not much original content here and that's okay) and one-sided obsessive yandere!Nemona ChampionRank (REALLY do not like the villainization of Nemona's neurodivergence but eh, you can do whatever you want forever) but not as much "these two get on like a house on fire. and boy, it's dry season" ChampionRank.
Where is "battle-hungry socially starved trainwrecks who have no one but each other" JuliNemo. Where is "oh god these two exacerbate each others issues into the stratosphere and this can only end in disaster but I can't look away" JuliNemo. Where is "bringing out the worst in each other and scaring the hoes" JuliNemo. Where is "you two are perfect for each other. Never change, just never involve anyone else in any of this" JuliNemo. There's so much potential here. Toxic codependent yuri save me
#pokémon#pokemon sv#championrankshipping#julinemo#babbles#my juliana is such a mess#she does not make friends easily and can't keep relationships for long at all#whenever someone enters her life she aants to make the best impression so she lovebombs them incessantly#and that either comes across as too much too fast or causes people to get too attached.#but she's young. she is very young. and the people who bothered to match her energy had ulterior motives#so now she's too afraid of getting too close to someone#she'll act the part but never show her true self#and at the slightest hint of genuine connection she'll RUN.#this of course clashes horribly with Nemona's own overbearing personality and loneliness#you know how she wants you to be her ideal rival. and you end up becoming exactly that.#yeah to my Juliana this was kind of a nightmare because. as much as this toed her boundaries#she isn't so inept as to not recognize a bit of herself in Nemona. so she decided to ride this out and appease her#and UH OH! she got attached. fear and need for control and validation from feeling wanted mixed in her head#and she started matching Nemona's energy and the two jumped into dating too fast and oops. they're codependent now#they literally can't handle being away from each other for more than two days or they start going feral#i wish i had the energy to write this one because i'm fascinated by this horrible dynamic. i want to study them in a rat maze#edit: i feel like i should clarify that this interpretation relies on Florian existing and being the one to help Penny and Arven#Florian isn't without his issues. he's a huge people pleaser too. but he's more of a doormat who can't say no
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does anybody else cry a little while cumming…or just while feeling good
#୨ ꨄ︎ ྀི babbling ୧#okay idk if this is tmi whatever#i tear up so easily when i’m turned on…like even while reading smut sometimes or listening to an audio 😖#actually makes my mind melt
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GASP! You're playing prsk too? :o Yay! Yippee! Who's the character and group you like from it so far?
yes!!! I haven't been playing it much lately because I haven't had time or motivation to play, but I'm definitely not dropping it, I love rhythm games
n25 is of course my favorite group, I'm very normal about them (lie)
for favorite character probably Kanade, I relate to her a lot (because of course I do), though I do also love Ichika and Shiho a lot too (because I also relate to them quite a bit. of course.)
#I think it's pretty funny actually how I can easily find similarities between Kanade + Shiho and other characters I love from other things#for example Shiho is kind of similar to both Sabitsuki from .flow and Haruka from sailor moon#do you see it. do you#chimera babbles
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I really need to wrap up this s5 fic so that I can get back to Lucy being at least somewhat happy.
#i ended up not writing for almost all of october because i was sick for so much of it#trying to jump back in now#don't get me wrong i've loved writing the angst and i think the s5 arc is easily my strongest of all of the season rewrites#but i miss my girl being bubbly and sarcastic and making tommy laugh with her dumb little jokes#and them just being happy and cuddly together#my ocs#lucy winters#lily babbles#love me where i'm most ruined
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every so often i think about how if i ever make a post or something that blows up, i'll immediately be harassed en masse by people claiming i'm a zionist
#i've seen the people you call zionists and that's when i know we're not speaking the same english#1) every time it's about someone who *isn't* pro-israel and/or *is* pro-palestine:#but what they *are* is somebody who condemns hamas or mourns 10/7 or calls out antisemitism or thinks israelis are normal people#defensive anti-propoganda on tumblr (where the majority opinion seems to be that israel and *anything and anyone remotely connected to it*-#-is Pure Evil) is not indicative of somebody's full opinions or their other actions#do you know how many progressive jews debate with pro-israeli-government jews offline and in more prominently jewish spaces?#no. because there's no room here to talk about any of that#not when discussion is seen as co-conspiring and the only real action is extreme action#jews *are* a close-knit community and a lot of jews probably don't feel comfortable airing their arguments within the community#because there's also a general feeling that regardless of our actual politics people are going to consider us a monolith and-#-be antisemetic across the board. this is a feeling that does not originate from but was heavily reinforced by the Holocaust.#2) i don't know how good of an idea it is to say this so bluntly but it's sorta horrifying how easily people will just say 'X is a zionist'#and expect that one word to carry so much meaning that no other explanation is required.#Zionist. Evil. Stay away.#i'm so fucking exasperated and disappointed#not only does *actual* zionism come in many different forms functionally#but the word means *nothing* when you use it to mean so many different things *which do not all hold the same weight*#blast babbles#jumblr#i/p#sorta#ask to tag#regarding the actual post here...#i'm not a zionist#i'm not an antizionist#i'm not comfortable trying to stick a label that's bigger than me over my name#i don't have any illusions that people will judge my opinions fairly either way#just don't say that i'm something i'm not#just because i say some of the same things as people you don't like#gonna have reblogs off but replies on. feel free to chip in. (edit: tag limit reached!)
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you may think being an alto means being an alto. no. it actually means being a tenor while also being a soprano
#a low F sharp on one page and a high G on the next#fortunately i am the sexiest alto alive and can do it all easily i love this#harper babbles#choir#is there a choirblr
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your vampire rpg game looks SO COOL OMG!!!! would you mind if you told us a bit about it? also i love your art SO MUCH OH EM GEE!!!!! the lineart and the shading and the coloring!!!!! have a great day/night!! 🫶
GIGGLING WILDLY. omg i'd love to--
Our game takes place in current-day Blackwater Bay, a make-believe city in California under Anarch with hella crime, just to keep things fun and funky. Our original party make-up included Prescott, a young Nosferatu with a penchant for dirt-bike-racing, auto mechanics, and being clueless, Tomasso, a ghoul-turned-vampire Lasombra who worked with organized crime in the city, his hired muscle, Dimitri, a massive Russian Gangrel with 0 braincells and a badger for a ghoul, and Candle, a (secret) Ravnos who travels the country in his van with his pet rabbit Brooklyn and has recently found himself in Blackwater. Tomasso (Tommy) eventually got his shit wrecked (got blown up) and Candle basically ended up Taking Ownership of Dimitri. Tommy previously provided him with housing, salary, etc etc, so Candle took up this mantle in Tommy's absence, as how lucrative career as a stripper left him with more than enough pocket change to Sugar Daddy.
Candle and Dimitri were easily the most fun dynamic in the game because they'd just Do Whatever. They're constantly just fucking around and doing shit. There's half a braincell between them and they're constantly prepared to fuck around and find out. Candle just tells Dimitri to do stuff and they do it. Hey, Dimitri, wanna go clubbing? Hey, have you ever been on a ferris wheel before? Dimitri let me paint your nails. Let me braid your hair. Let's play truth or dare. I dare you to pick up that guy and throw him as hard as you can--
Candle has HELLA high charisma stats and can talk just about anyone into anything, and though he's not super well-suited for combat, Dimitri sure is, which made them an absolute delightful power couple. On the rare occasion Candle was unable to talk someone down, he could just sic his Gangrel on them. Candle is very sassy, outgoing, and talkative, but also has a bit of a temper and when he tells people to SHUT UP AND LET HIM TALK people LISTEN because he just has that level of authority. And also, he has Dimitri.
My other favorite thing about Candle is that he's a ridiculously effective hunter. Stripping is both how he makes his money and finds his food-- one song on stage and the entire club is pretty much invariably enraptured with him, and he basically has his pick of the herd. All he's gotta do is suggest they go to the bathroom, to the back, to the alley, etc. for some fun and then uhhhhhhhh bite the shit out of them and drink their blood <3 works like a charm every time. He is so good at this, in fact, that he 1) sugar daddies the entire party, as he's by far the most effective moneymaker 2) when we're in a rush or if people aren't up for a long hunt, he will literally HUNT FOR THE REST OF THE PARTY FOR THEM and just bring people back to their hiding places to feed, because he basically NEVER misses and it takes SO little effort for him to do this.
And the whole time he's running around being this cute lil strawberry blonde with a rabbit in his purse ;3c
#and none of this is even touching on his complicated backstory which i could also babble about for DAYS#hes my special little boy#an absolute menace to society#i had no idea what i was doing when i made him as far as build goes but i accidentally made him#like#so fucking good#its a long-running joke in the group how the other party members roll their eyes at candle sometimes and underestimate him#but hes easily one of the most dangerous and powerful vampires in the entire city#i love him SOOOO much he is such a bitch#can talk his way out of anything#will tell you if he doesnt like you#if you do something he doesnt like its homophobia#he also plays like five different instruments#asks#anon#vtm#vampire the masquerade
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yo does anyone have a toyhouse invite code? EDIT: account has been obtained! it's here, but its empty rn and its time for sleep so. standby
#thinking about migrating my oc stuff there maybe.#or at least using it to organize my art fight info#currently fighting for my life trying to pare down the oc pages on af#but i want the Details still easily available for those who want it#toyhouse#wish babbles
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“Those gods who do not wish to go along with your plans will be enslaved or destroyed, I assume,” Myrkul said suspiciously. “And you will use Mystra’s power to accomplish this.” “Of course,” Bane said. “But we are already allies. Why speak of such things?” “Indeed,” Myrkul said.
Myrkul: Bane is an untrustworthy idiot who will inevitably betray me and - more importantly - can't plan for shit in a way that drives me absolutely insane with rage. Myrkul: So obviously I will ally myself with him and go along with this plan he proposes.
I would honestly pay for a book that is nothing but the Dead Three locked in a room with each other. I remember nothing concrete from the Avatar series except for Myrkul suffering Bane's company and Bhaal suffering the consequences of those two idiots (I live forever with the scene of Myrkul, nursing a headache, threatening to drop Bane down a ravine if he doesn't stop screaming in his ear).
#And tbh I don't particularly care about anything that happens in that series except for those scenes. Blah blah plot: gimme the trainwreck 3#I'm actually looking for something specific in these books but I AM easily distracted#babbling#the idiot three
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okay hang on im gonna finish this stupid book no one let me be on tumblr
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