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been playing a lot of patho 2 lately
#my first patho post. shaking in my boots bout this one#pathologic#pathologic 2#artemy burakh#stanislav rubin#bad grief#please be Kind. thank you#lara ravel#i accidentally tagged this as lara croft because i was really tired. um . my apologies
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so ik it’s not cannon accurate but,,,
i need a fic of tim just crashing out.
like he gets so sick of like damian and jason talking about how weak he is and shit like that that he’s like “yall realize lady shiva was my one of my FIRST teachers, and i was the first robin she trained. i had to train under b AFTER he already lost a robin. you DONT think he was 10x harder on me than any of you guys???? there’s a reason my training videos are mainly redacted without bruce’s or my permission. i got ra’s al ghul BEGGING ME to join his league or have my children. i get gifts from him WEEKLY. do you KNOW how many of his little ninja i fight per DAY??? nahh im sick of this shit let’s take it to the mats” and just demolishing both of them at the same time.
i just think it’d be very funny. i just like fics of people who pretend to be weaker than they are(or they just never really have a reason to go full tilt so they just don’t) get sick of holding back and just losing it :D
#batfam#tim drake#red robin#jason todd#red hood#damian wayne#robin#unhinged tim drake#batfamily shitposts#i just need fics of tim losing his shit and crashing out#just because they are funny#and i sometimes feel like people would forget that just because he’s smart does not mean he doesn’t have hands#like bro all robins are certified villains only being held back by b’s rules#they all have insane hands and are all very smart#don’t get distracted by whichever one they choose to put at the forefront of their personality so you forget about the other#but basically yeah i just want it bc it’d make me giggle#also yes ik bruce never physically abused tim during training but i love the angst fics that use that so i added it anyways#i. don’t think it was like intentional on bryce’s part tho just that he was struggling so hard with his grief#he just never noticed how hard he was pushing tim until he pushed wayyyy too far#and yeah he and tim eventually resolved their issues and had a BIG talk about training boundaries#but only after he started getting a bit better and got it through his head that tim was just a kid and not a moving punching bag#i like to think it was only after like titans tower or some other time where he was very close to losing tim tho#bc as much as i want bruce to just be a good dad all the time he had struggles actually verbalizing his feelings#and apologizing for his mistakes
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Let us scream into the void for our batshit insane jester into the void together-
What do you think about Shadow Milk Cookie who once had a lover during his days as a cookie free from corruption, and when that day comes where he wreaks havoc onto Earthbread, his lover stood against him and lives freely during his imprisonment.
To see their fragments in the present, whether it's their name or their achievement as one of the cookies who went against a beast... Or to know how they're known as a cookie who loves a beast until their end.
(can I be 🍡 anon?)
Shadow Milk Cookie does not take your betrayal well.
Not agreeing with his philosophies is one thing, but acting out against him— helping those wretched witches seal him away— he won’t forget it. He stews in his rage, replays the moments of your treachery over and over again. He doesn’t blame you, he blames the witches. Those cowardly, despicable, rotten farces of gods. You are incredibly misguided by them, that’s all it is. You just need a little shove in the right direction, and once he escapes, he’ll happily provide that.
While Shadow Milk Cookie does not think you are at fault, he does believe that your actions warrant some sort of punishment. He pours himself over this during his imprisonment; ways to get back at you, make you suffer a little before he feels you’ve earned his forgiveness. Nothing he thinks of ever feels severe enough, there is nothing you could possibly do to mend his broken heart. (Perhaps if you stay by his side; spend the rest of eternity repenting and groveling, proving your loyalty and remorse, never estranging yourself from him again… maybe then, he’ll consider taking pity on you.)
After he breaks free from imprisonment, he’s all smiles and theatrics. Naturally, it’s a deceptive cover. Beneath his conniving grin is a deep-seated resentment. He tears the silver tree asunder with a manic smile and a burning desire for revenge. There are many things he intends to reclaim:
First of all, the other half of his soul jam.
He’ll run circles around that false little hero— as he finds that Pure Vanilla is surprisingly susceptible to corruption. It’s an excellent warm-up after laying dormant for so long, and Shadow Milk Cookie intends on enjoying every second of that thief’s descent into madness.
Then, once that’s out of the way, he’ll come for his silly, misguided, deceitful little lover next.
#Beast of Deceit#Spire of Truth#cookie run kingdom x reader#crk x reader#shadow milk cookie x reader#shadow milk x reader#🍡 anon#He’s a very spiteful person…#When he hears of the legends of a cookie who helped seal the ‘beasts’ he scoffs#To him you are no hero more than you are a lying little worm#Luckily (or unluckily) for you… he’s a good person! And he’ll forgive you if you join his emo band and apologize 3838728293 times a day—#—for the rest of your life.#I need to make it clear that after eons with nothing to do except contemplate his conflicting feelings of—#— of anger/betrayal/grief/love/hatred regarding his (once) lover—#— Shadow Milk comes out of that tree pretty twisted. All those feelings have accumulated into a wretched and horrific obsession—-#— that you will never be able to shake.
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Some reunions, like Naruto and Lee, are filled with happy hugs and warm welcomes.
Others...not so much.
Ino and Sakura's reunion...yeah it doesn't go great.
Sakura had been invited back into her mother's estranged family after her accident, but on the way through Tea Country, the caravan had been attacked by bandits/dissidents and Sakura ended up jumping into a river to save herself.
Her body was never found, and she was considered dead. She has an empty grave right beside her mother's and father's in Konoha.
Ino, Naruto and Lee were devastated. Ino, in particular, was inconsolable. She'd just made up with her friend and they'd been struggling to find footing after Sakura's accident, so to get the news of her death crushed Ino.
She'd felt so guilty, fighting over stupid things like boys, all the dumb insults they'd leveled at each other, and her helplessness at Sakura's condition ate at her for a long time. Ino threw herself into the job and she left flowers at Sakura's grave every Sunday for a year (and her parents did it for her when she was on missions) before finally beginning to heal.
To learn that Sakura was alive the entire time, that she didn't care enough to send Ino a single letter...that she just let Ino go through all that heart-wrenching grief is a betrayal that Ino can't suffer. It's like having that wound, only just now scarring over, be torn open and salted.
She spent a year mired in grief, and the next three trying to mend the hole Sakura's death left in her life. And to have all of that history, friendship and grief disrespected... Ino doesn't talk to Sakura for almost 7 months.
As for Sakura, she was in such a depression after her accident, she managed to convince herself that she didn't matter to any of her old friends (especially because it was so awkward and difficult to find common footing with everyone after being honorably discharged). So she made the mistake of assuming no one cared, almost as a method of protecting herself from the consequences of her own decisions.
This bites her in the ass, ofc.
Eventually, they enter a 'cold but civil' relationship when Sakura makes a sincere, heartfelt (and groveling) apology. After that, the walls come down, but their friendship won't ever take the same form as it did before, but maybe that's for the better.
Their new friendship is much stronger.
Once again, thank you so much to everyone for all the amazing asks and the incredibly kind words about this AU!
@evaregia
#naruto#haruno sakura#ino#ino yamanaka#coven!sakura#as if a simple apology is going to erase the YEARS of grief sakura come on girlie#youd be shocked at how people dont like being lied to#especially about things like...u know...ur DEATH#Sakura did have her head up her own ass here for a bit#and absolutely deserved to get rocked for it#also i made the skip 4 years because no one can stop me
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Use your head, artilleryman. This railroad is my bread and butter. My veins! Blowing things up... It doesn't matter. The inquisitor will come.
Day 4, Sabotage
(You'll be the first person they hang!)
#pathologic fest#day 4#artemy burakh#bad grief#grigory filin#pathologic#pathologic fanart#don't u hate it? when all your best friends are self sacrificial martyrs?#i love this quest#it makes so much sense! to want to stop a force like the inquisition! sadly for you the narrative has decided#it is already a metaphor for too many things that can't be held back!!#i apologize for the rambling#jajadraws#pathologic_fest#Мор Утопия
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I was twelve when my father died And he was holding me I couldn't seem to die
#arya stark#sansa stark#ned stark#thenorthsource#asoiafedit#does anyone use that tag anymore#valyrianscrolls#rani graphics#once again. i apologize but the 'we were sick and she was holding me' always gets me#i get why people drag lmm for his singing but he has never said he's a good singer lol its always been about the emotion#and the way he chokes up on the recording when he says that line......#altho shout out miguel cervantes his hurricane is HEAVENLY. like angels singing in your ears. had the whole audience weeping.#(lbr anything about being sick chokes me up alsdjfsladf i'm crying from that first 'see alex and his mother bedridden half dead#sittin in their sick the scent thick and alex got better but his mother went quick' that's the grief babeeee)
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Hi, it's like almost 4 in the morning, but I suddenly had an angsty Time Loop AU realization that was like semi-horrifying and I kept thinking about it, so.
It could be easy to write off Sun and Moon as not really having to face much trauma during the time loops, while just Y/N does. But when you take into account that Y/N's the only one who knows they'll be okay in the end, the loops in which Y/N dies are devestating on Sun and Moon. Because they're not constantly in virus mode. Moon has moments. A lot of moments, but they pass. The virus eases up. And the loops aren't dependant on Y/N, they're dependant on the day of the fire, meaning that they're just kind of in sleep mode until time's up to bring them back. So Sun and Moon just have to deal with the burden of what's happened to Y/N until time resets, and they're not waiting for that reset to happen, because they don't know it's coming. Sometimes it all went wrong early on, and those times were easier. Sometimes it all went wrong much too late when they already loved you, and those times broke them.
Maybe just the faintest phantom memory of what that loss felt like slips through on Y/N's next "first day" of the job (if we're sticking to Eclipse having the memories, then it'd be a fun thought to consider the tiniest of memories slipping through sometimes), and Sun and Moon are both confused by the sudden wave of relief-desperation-anguish-love-guilt-guilt-guilt they randomly feel upon Sun meeting you. The feeling's easy to discard, but they don't understand why it happened. They suspect it to be a bug. Just a quick second of confusion in the programming that runs what emotions they feel.
After the loops, Sun and Moon remember every single day they spent genuinely believing Y/N was gone forever, and that hurts. And honestly, I'm caught between saying "they never let go of Y/N afterwards" and "they're too scared to hold Y/N anymore." Perhaps it's both. Perhaps they want to hold onto Y/N, and Y/N is the one who has to help them learn that's okay. I did put post-loops Y/N down as "very cuddly," after all.
Mm. Anyway. I should sleep
#cw death mention#nothing graphic. its more about loss i suppose. the after#time loop au#cw grief#GOODNIGHT GAMERS... UHHHH. APOLOGIES FOR WHAT THIS AU HAS GOT ME SAYING
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long-winded glinda gelphie angst thought ahead.
i just had a Thought™. a very sad glinda gelphie thought.
it's always been discussed how absolutely crushing the finale is; interpretations of glinda's grief driving her to do good, not by her own desire but because it was elphaba's last wish for her, amongst many implications in the finale that i love. however, it's always plagued me how it must be so painful and, to a point, numbing elphaba's absence post-defying gravity to glinda is.
it was never said in the musical how long they were apart (i have not read the book), but i rather think it must be a few years since glinda had to graduate ("we all went to uni together"). so, imagine how desperate she must've been in finding elphaba but not pursuing her search because she deemed it safer for the both of them (glinda with her status and elphaba's everything). how worried she felt in her day to day, wondering if her best friend's even safe, if she's already dead somewhere and no one was able find her body because nobody really knows where she is. all she's ever seen of her are the flashes of black flying through the sky, the sad reality of existing in a world with the one who she loves most but not being able to hold her, not even see her.
and then comes the reunion in the wizard's den.
she hears a commotion, she barges in concerned for whatever's going on in there, she sees elphaba. she sees elphaba. they crash onto each other in a tight hug. she's safe, she's here, she's alive. she holds onto her hand.
but then she realises that elphaba wasn't there to see her. not really. she waited and worried and waited even longer, but elphaba wasn't there for her.
what if she came to the conclusion that elphaba was there to apologise. to make amends with the wizard, so she can be with glinda again. what if glinda thought this was her second chance, a blessed one after she rejected elphaba's idea of flying with her during defying gravity.
she chooses fiyero.
now this is where the Thought™ really sprouted from—
she chooses fiyero and runs away and doesn't even say goodbye. and then the wretched senior citizen duo have the gall, the audacity to plan her beloved's demise right in front of her. but. after she's been brutally chosen over someone else, she bitterly says, "her sister. use her sister. spread a rumor, make her think her sister's in trouble. she will fly to her side and you'll have her."
it works. of course, it does. because that's her sister! her only living family left (though, she wasn't aware of that yet). but what if, glinda started to realise, after being left by elphaba again, that the plan wouldn't work if she were the one in trouble. what if glinda begun to think, how insignificant she must be in elphaba's life. to not be protected by her, to not have her fly over and fight whatever evil that has come to target glinda. to not be priotised by her.
to not even be a choice.
#(while writing this i suddenly had Another Thought™. the sequences that make up the end of act i#and the entirety of act ii is just a full process of glinda going through the five stages of grief)#this is VERY long-winded. apologies for that#i feel like i should announce that i came upon this ~epiphany~ in the middle of listening to a wilphaba+suzie!glinda audio#truly a dynamic duo#glinda angst! because u can never have too much glinda angst ^-^#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#gelphie#wicked#wicked musical
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They have shown time and again that they can’t be trusted. Well, I think we need to pursue all available options before this turns into an even bigger incident.
#for all mankind#i apologize for making you watch sergei go through the 7 stages of grief as he listens to reason#margo madison#sergei nikulov#margo x sergei
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sorry but genius episode to me. it’s all a play and and they’ve all been cast in their roles since the beginning. and yet the truth strains against the cloth of the fake thing. lestat has his lines but they’re written by the coven, and no one but the audience truly believes him. his victimhood is too convenient and it’s not the even the story he wants to tell. instead, with the help of his sidesteps and the lines he refuses to say, something true emerges from the fog. a story where everything is real, the love and the horror and most of all the way claudia was always a daughter, as some daughters are. immensely loved but also immensely failed
#i love it actually i’m very satisfied#the way he was playing the playwrights and also playing the play. and the way his abuse was real. and the apology for it#i feel pretty relieved at the way they handled it although the 1x05 revisit is a little untrustworthy and maybe still not real? idk#but i’m okay with where we are right now in terms of doing the revisit without undermining what louis went through#and also the fact remains that this story is about grief and claudia dying at its core#interview with the vampire#m
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*jigsaw voice* hello arcane fandom in front of you there is a well written character showing how easy it is to fall into fascist rhetoric you can either appreciate her for what she stands for or you can write entire twitter threads trying to justify every single one of her choices because liking a 'bad' character makes you bad yourself. Chose wisely
#if I see one more post about her doing the things she does because of grief LMAOOO#also cait is not real I don't need to do fascist apologism in order to like her why are you people so#insistent on proving the fact that you have zero to none political education#arcane#do I need to tag for spoilers?
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On Monday morning, Oscar finds a coffee next to his chopping board and a note.
in the firing line || Oscar Piastri/Lando Norris, chef au, 5k
Tags: alternate universe - chefs, thigh humping, the age ol story of line chefs having a favourite waiter
for @ericaisokay !!
#f1 rpf#landoscar#chef au#my fic#just to sooth the brain worm#semi-explicit#this fic is an apology for all the grief i put everyone through with flowers tbh
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whenever i think about gihun and daeho's reunion in s3, in the aftermath of jungbae's death, i imagine it like this
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#just overwhelming grief 😭#i have such a clear image in my head of gihun being brought back to the dormitory#and daeho immediately going to him to apologize and then he sees that jungbae is there#and he's about to ask but one look at gihun's devastated tear-stircken face and he knows#he starts crying and gihun approaches him slowly since he doesnt know if his comfort is wanted#but daeho closes the distance between them like jace is doing and gihun folds him into his arms like rhaenyra does#squid game#seong gi-hun#kang dae-ho#yapping 4ever#seong gihun#kang daeho#daehun grieving jungbae together is something i really need in s3
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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.
#tw grief#sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day#the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love#days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul#longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time#a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does#all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky#the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this#if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side#each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity#in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well#if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you#it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece#i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done#will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us#this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog#forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right#have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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Sadness As A Gift (Adrienne Lenker) / Karate Kid (1984) / Karate Kid pt II (1986) / Cobra Kai (2018-)
#pip.txt#yeah sorry guys. thought about them.#daniel larusso#mr miyagi#karate kid#web weaving#found family#on grief#cobra kai#sorry for making every song i listen to cobra kai/karate kid related it just happens#also. there is a certain warmth that shines in the lighting in these images and i just kinda noticed. whatever. could mean nothing#i'd like to hope daniel finds his peace soon. show be damned#that warmth will return. in a way#this feels a bit incoherent in retrospect so apologies#anyway. take or leave it
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