#I am picking up crumbs
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I would bring popcorn to watch the dumpster fire that's our country's political situation if it wasn't, you know, real and actually happening and directly concering the future of my country
#this is about nothing specific because with all that happened in the past few months#it would be hard to pick just one (1) thing to complain about#vie niekto niečo o tom kultúrnom štrajku? má šancu to aspoň niečo dosiahnuť?#i am taking any crumbs i can get at this point#also what's up with schools suddenly getting bomb threats every other day#ema rambles#ťumbľr
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imagine dads sephiroth tucking in his and genesis’ kid(s) and when they ask for a bedtime story, they sit on either side of their kids bed as genesis recites loveless (like the actual story, not just the poem) to them, which has ended up being their kids favorite bedtime story, and they smile as their kid(s) fall right asleep, before they both give the child(ren) a little kiss on the forehead and quietly make their way out of the room. and when the kid(s) ever had a nightmare when they were younger and sephiroth and genesis would let the kid(s) sleep in their bed, and read to get them to fall asleep again, sometimes genesis reading loveless would also make sephiroth fall asleep too, and in those cases genesis would reach over and tuck in sephiroth the way they tuck in their kid(s) (forehead kiss included)
#dadesis and daddyroth my dearly beloveds :(#i am yearning so hard for some soft sephgen :( just any fluffy crumbs i can get of them#how they aquired the children is up to reader interpretation… mpreg/omegaverse/transgenderism/adoption take your pick idc#(my vision was mpreg though)(in the trans way not the omegaverse way)#this idea hit me after seeing ppl complain that gen was annoying since he always quotes loveless but i actually love it…#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#crisis core#sephgen#sephiroth#genesis rhapsodos#im still getting over being sick so my head is still very empty…
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Update on my situation:
While driving to work the car stopped working. Just suddenly the gas pedal stopped working in the middle of an icy intersection in 8°F weather. My ex-would-be-father-in-law did his best to keep control of a suddenly uncontrollable vehicle. Oncoming traffic didn't even slow down. I hate the drivers here. But at least no one hit us. I suggested we try backing into a side street and luckily that worked. After restarting the car we tried driving back instead of continuing to work. Thank gawd we didn't chance it cuz a block later it did it again. We managed to get back and we are ok but we were both very shaken up. He joked later joked how people in his life would say it was God's way of telling us we needed to stay put. My ex-would-be-father-in-law told me that that's what's gonna happen. For now at least. I will be staying at least one extra week and we'll figure it out week by week moving forward. It's not the end, but I got a small refrain. He was initially planning to help put me up in a hotel for a few weeks to give me more time, but with what just happened, it won't be this Friday. So I'm staying put for now. This whole mess is so stupid. And completely preventable. I'm too tired to write more. It's been a really weird day.
On the bright side, I got a job interview on Monday. I don't think it's any better than what I have, but it's worth giving it a chance. If nothing else it's easier to get to.
#i hate this whole situation#i keep picking up my phone to tell my best friend everything and then i remember#it doesnt feel real#it doesnt feel like he could really be this kind of person#i never thought he was capable of doing what he's done but i was wrong#i just cant wrap my head around this betrayal#thats what it was. betrayal#even his own father owns up to that#i keep wondering what happens if he changes his mind again#what exactly am i supposed to do?? not leave?? trust him again??#i dont know if i ever could. i just dont know#but unless he actually takes that step i guess im worried for nothing#i really want to go on a walk but its damn cold outside#and i am so exhausted i cant see straight#i miss my best friend#its wildly unfair that i still care so much about him when i clearly mean nothing to him. not a crumb.#i dont want to be hurt or angry i just want to sleep this nightmare away
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SAREVOK TAMOKO DURGE AND GORT PARALLELS!!!!!!!!!! durge and xvim!!!! I can’t
OKAY I HAVE TO PREFACE THIS BY SAYING. I am on team cleric of Xvim Tamoko I have not been active in any bg1 spaces probably since I was a teenager I do not know what the fandom consensus of her deity was but I DO remember that it was never actually confirmed in game (do I think the plan was for her to become Sarevok's Chosen? Maybe. Maybe the original plan after Sarevok's apotheosis was to help Tamoko push someone else off of the throne she wanted. You know, much like a popular durgetash theory ;))
ANYWAY the point is. Tamoko was a cleric of Iyachtu Xvim to me. So imagine being me running around as an amnesiac Bhaalspawn and finding out I USED TO HAVE FEELINGS FOR A BANITE? Already. AlREADY the wheels are turning. Already I am going HMM. THIS FEELS FAMILIAR.
And like...obv this is all up to interpretation and kinda depends on your choices in your own playthroughs but. Gort being so happy for you if you shake off Bhaal's influence? Vs him jumping straight to pragmatism and well guess you have to die for me if you won't be my ally? And then later w the brain, the theory that he knew the stones weren't working and chose to try and take the hit for you even though you don't remember him or any of what you had, maybe even showed up w a new lover? Compared to Tamoko being so willing to die for Sarevok just bc he told her to, even though he'd strayed so far from the man she loved? Did Gort know durge planned to betray him in the end? Would he have been willing to die for them?
And YEAH the durge/Xvim parallels are...SO tasty. Durge being born before Bhaal was even resurrected? Were they supposed to be his ticket back to godhood like how Bane did it? The fact that durge is technically a cambion too... Like, did pre tadpole durge chafe against their leash? WERE they planning on patricide? Was that the real reason for the lobotomy?
There's just. Idk there's something really poetic to me about Sarevok changing so much that he is unmoved by Tamoko's death vs durge having the potential to change so much that they are unmoved by Gortash's...
Also. I would save the man within the beast he wishes to be. You know. Which couple am I talking about here.
#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE sry I have a headache I'm not super coherent#ARE YOU PICKING UP WHAT I'M PUTTING DOWN#I am so. I am SO normal about them#I fucking SCOURED the murder tribunal looking for a singular CRUMB#like just ONE mention of Tamoko#but alas#maybe I'll expand on this later I just. I love the parallels a LOT they drive me INSANE#Baldur's gate#dark urge spoilers#answered#mightymizora
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man i thought i moved out to escape my family but it turns out i've jumped from the pan into the fire because holy shit my guys what the fuck??
#at least at home we have people competent enough to not flush wet wipes and tampons down the toilet#let alone FOOD???#and we don't leave our dishes out for so long by the sink that they start to RUST#like ok my lil brothers make a mess sometimes and accidentally shat on the floor a few times but at least they're fucking children why tf#should i deal with shit water because of your incompetence#and yknow i can deal with noise. im the noisiest at night at home b/c i always go shower late but im not fucking SCREECHING and chatting#so loudly you'd think i was at a concert or some shit#and this bitch?? can't comprehend i just want to not have crumbs all over the couch???#like girl. how did this become a slight against you. why would i ask you to keep the couch clean b/c you slept there once or twice#BITCH I CLEANED THE COUCH COVER ON MY OWN DIME *BECAUSE* I KNEW YOU MIGHT SLEEP THERE AGAIN & WANTED IT TO BE CLEAN FOR YOU#YOU NOT ONLY INSULT ME BUT ENTIRELY MISCONSTRUE MY KINDNESS TOWARDS YOU??? WHY WOULD IT BE DIRTY B/C YOU SLEPT THERE???#you can't make this shit up i hate having roommates holy hell#only slightly made up for by the fact i get a room to myself these days#the other one smells like weed all the time and the other other one doesnt wash her hands properly after using the toilet + keeps her dishe#out by the sink + doesn't pick her hair up#also i'm the youngest so that's just even sadder#i was also the youngest last year and bitch. you have no idea#this is what being the eldest sibling does to a mf#not really related but they made the ugliest doormat ever i wish i had been there to stop them from that atrocity#and why do they not take their shoes off. girl i mop the floors like every 2 weeks#it's fucking clean trust me just take them off bitch#am i being holier than thou? probably but fucking DESERVED#i can't be taking care of people two years older than me like this. yall have too much fucking drama
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WAIT DARCY GNC ARC
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You’ve heard of mirror pronouns, now get ready for aluminum foil pronouns!
#CRINKLING NOISES#'what am I looking at?' you may be asking yourself#& to that I say 'yes; exactly'#are you confused? you should be! it's aluminum foil#crinkle crinkle your pronouns get wrinkled#pick a pronoun; any pronoun; if it's one of mine you got it right; if not; must be a left over crumb of food; your foil wasn't clean 😋#these neopronouns are hardly comprehensible & that's the point; much like trying to look at your reflection in the foil sheet#this was funnier in my head; but we stay silly!#I just made this MOGAI (?) label up; have fun with it; it's not serious#this isn't meant to be taken seriously but art much like my words is up to interpretation i suppose#mine#op#trans memes#transgender memes#transgender#trans
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Homophobia strikes again:
"You've exceeded your daily image upload limit. Please try again tomorrow."
#the hidden moon the series#the hidden moon#I am not done yet picking up all the crumbs#coming back tomorrow
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Currently it is 12:50 am and my dash is one person having a Deep Space 9 Spiral and one person having a Julian Baker spiral and i am happily kicking my feet and observing.
#i am trying to look at julian so respectfully#do i want or do i want to be?#yes#i have not actually seen deep space 9#to my deep shame#but i enjoy picking up crumbs of knowledge#i have had multiple seperate conversations with strangers at the sex club about ds9 while naked in a hot tub
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Dug out the old Dr. Doom skin for some shenanigans with the sib @g0dp4rticl3 (I love the surprised look of players who didn't play back then during the marvel season that had this particular Dr. Doom in the BP and maybe even forgot he was a thing and are now like "WAIT HOW DO YOU HAVE DOOM ALREADY?!" *snickers*). Well at least Dr. Doom and Megalo Don are besties now! B)
#I stand by what I said that I'm not a fan of collabs messing with the Fortnite lore but that is how it is by now.#If there's one thing FN always nails it's just how much fun the game is and I enjoy all the new skins.#I still am a casual Marvel enjoyer so this is a blast nontheless; I really just wish FN would do its own lore more again.#Like... bring back The Seven and what is going on with The imagined Order?? Where is Fox Clan? Cube Queen??? The Syndicates? Shadow? Ghost?#KEVIN?????#Just... some crumbs of that stuff please? ;o; so many strings left lose and never picked up again and it's a shame#blondieblabla
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taps the mic
I LOVE YOU DANI AND THAT AIN'T GONNA CHANGE BITCH
I LOVE YOU TOO LIZ, AND I AIN'T EVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU OR MAKING YOU SUFFER AT THE HANDS OF MY CURSED CREATIONS BIIIIIIIITCH
#out of talks#mun stuff#chibitantei#((thank you I need me some little pick-me-ups after this shitstorm of a week#and sleep...GOD do I need more sleep#you have fed me a good crumb of compassion thank you for this I am fed so well T_T))
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What would Val be like as a friend?
he looks out for people :) only so much of it is programming, he cares about people so much, more than anyone else in his unit did - even if he acts like he's only hanging around out of obligation or convenience. so you can imagine it's hard being friends with so many folks who do such dangerous work for a living, but he says those are the kinds of people who need someone to lean on most of all. he hates feeling unappreciated, and he'll give you a verbal beating if you need sense knocked into you, but no matter what happens his clinic doors are always open to you
also he's generally very quirky and sillygoofy, he is not a robot who tries to humanize himself. he is strange, and he thinks everyone Else is the strange one.
#val#robots#ask#galacticpan#static sky#its 4am i am thinking about mr val thsi morning and picking out another random ask about him to answer#what a strange fellow. he's one of my favorites#he hates when tessa gets hurt or dies. even though she literally... Grows Back. and wakes up. please stop getting hurt :(#and he's always giving Davis second opinions on his cybernetics; as a robot himself he thinks he can help see if anything's not quite right#he always checks nisha's harnesses and equipment before she goes on a dome repair run. she is crawling around on the sky#and that is a HELL of a distance to fall. why does a robot have chronic anxiety what kind of 'Feature' is this#he can help people. he's built to help people. he wants to help people. so if you're someone he calls his friend he is going to do#as much as he can to help you even in spite of his busy schedule and his grumpy 'i dont care' attitude#but when push comes to shove. you get to see his big dumb stupid heart#-- metaphorically that is. sorry did he leave one sitting out somewhere? that needs to be in storage#god i wish i had the energy to make comics i NEED TO SHOW OFF MY FUNNY LITTLE GUYS but i am SO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#throws crumbs onto the internet instead
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Follow up to my last post
Sometimes can't believe none of you know what I actually look like
I hope I look confusing to y'all!
#picking up adam physical appearance crumbs as I mention them#i am like jigsaw#<- the puzzles not the man#adam fucking around
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#lowkey wanna delete those discussion posts because it feels like im presenting but no one's in the room#or if they are they're staring at me#the silence is incredibly awkward and i just wanna leave because it's so mortifying#hate that i dropped some bombshells in the story and there was like... very little reaction#or reactions during the whole update#so its like well shit what am i doing wrong#it doesn't make sense because the polls i made concerning the story got more of a response -- 16 people!!#maybe ppl like pushing button#i would just like some feedback or something; is that too much to ask for#yes i KNOW i shouldn't expect etc etc etc but come on#i dont think anyone's in the history of ever has come to my inbox about something story related or eagerly awaiting#anon is *extremely* on#or offering some perspective/picking up the proverbial bread crumbs/guessing on a future thing#i care a lot obviously#obviously everything's for me but on the other hand yknow *vague gesture*#it just feels like im just forcing it with all of the tzrs and everything and im *sure* it's annoying to someone#so idk man#it sucks that i wanna talk about shit but it feels like 'well anyway'#and maybe i am just too harsh on myself and maybe a little impatient and my expectations are too high for myself#i am having a bad brain time and i wish i can dunk this bitch into some water and scrub it#dw i'll be fine but it's just something that i noticed#vent post
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Almost done with my Star Wars WIP!!!
Now at that stage where I'm like, I'm doing something intentional but I don't entirely trust the audience to pick up on the unreliability of the narration, so how clearly do I want to telegraph what's going on here...
#it's not hugely important but i am laying Bread Crumbs of characterization#and i worry people will not pick up the intentions
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I Miss Delta Squad
#In light of the new Book coming out about the Not Actually Commandos#When will Delta Squad return from the war (they won't)#Unfortunately I have a disease where when I was 16 I read Hard Contact and liked it except for Etain/Darman and then re read it later#And went 'wow actually I hate this never speak to me again'#So I am eeking out my survival on the content of one 10 hour video game and fanfic#Thankfully the Repcom books aren't actually ABOUT my boys so like. Thats fine. but also. I can't necessarily just. Go Pick Up one#of those books and get excited about crumbs.#Though I think I may have to bite the bullet and listen to Triple Zero or which ever one it is where they work together.#ANYWAY
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