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Howlin' for Yule
Hello and welcome to my Christmas AUvent Calendar! Every day from now until the 24th I will be posting a ficlet that is 500-1500 from an AU I've done over the years.
All stories will be marked with the tag #12 aus of christmas so you can follow along as I will only be tagging my permanent list for this (it would get too confusing otherwise).
The next one on our list is: Werewolf verse. You can read the story here. All links will be to the first chapter, but the chapter itself will have links to the rest of the story.
Do you know how ridiculously proud I am of that title? Do you? Because I am so damn proud of that title. Also welcome to the one that got away from me. I could have kept it short. They dance, they schmooze, and they go home.
But I wanted to write more with this one and when I realized if I wanted this to end on the 24th, I should have started on the 13th, instead of the 12th, I figured I could extend this and post it Christmas Eve.
Day 1 Day 2 Day 3 Day 4 Day 5 Day 6 Day 7 Day 8 Day 9
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Eddie stood in front of a mirror and fussed with his tie. He usually got a chuckle from seeing his reflection in a mirror because according to Wayne that one only became a myth recently with them no longer using silver to back them anymore. But not even that thought could bring a smile to his face.
Because he had to look super nice for his boyfriendâs big Yule Tide âdo up at the new vampire covenâs place. After the Creel house had almost burnt down when Jason attacked, Chrissy thought it would be better to move the coven somewhere safer. Closer to civilization so that if that happened again, they could get help faster.
They had bought a beautiful mansion in Loch Nora that was able to house all the remaining members of the coven comfortably. It even had a large room just for balls. Which is what this most certainly was.
When Chrissy suggested it back in October, she had merely suggested party including the vampires and werewolves as a way to foster peace between them. But Steve, the beautiful big brained and even bigger hearted had suggested a Yule Ball for all the supernatural beings in Hawkins.
So that meant that all Eddieâs friends were going to be there and he had to look nice.
âYou look like youâre going to a funeral,â Wayne groused from behind him. âProbably your own judging from the sour expression on his face.
Eddie whirled around in shock. Wayne was standing there in early 18th century clothes in golds and browns. He looked amazing. âWhy canât I look like that?!â
Wayne looked down at his attire and then back up. âWould you like to?â
Eddie cocked his head to the side. âI mean we really donât have much time to make me something like that.â He waved at Wayneâs outfit. âBecause I donât think your clothes will fit me very well.â
Wayne chuckled. âOh ye of little faith. You take that monkey suit off, and Iâll play fairy goduncle. Go on.â
Eddie raised a questioning eyebrow but did as he was told. He hadnât been gone two scant minutes when he came back and all the clothes were laid out on his bed. Silks, velvet, and lace all in black. He would cut a dashing figure for sure.
He hurried to get dressed and then rushed out to the front to the kitchen and poured out a bowl of milk, placing it on the windowsill.
Wayne chuckled from the living room. âShe owed me a favor, but Iâm sure she will appreciate the treat anyway.â
Eddie shook his head. âItâs just good manners.â
Wayne nodded solemnly. He had raised this boy right. Not just in the ways of the supernatural, but in the ways of being a good human, too.
Then the sound of horses arriving, clattered outside their window and they both exited the trailer to see an elegant coach and four black horses.
âYour boy sure has a flare for the dramatic,â Wayne huffed as he was helped into the carriage by an actual footman. Something that Wayne had never experienced in his long life.
Eddie could only agree. In the last light of the shortest day of the year, the driver and footman seemed to glimmer as though they had a glamour placed over them to look vaguely human.
They pulled up to the covenâs new home and Eddie let out a wolf whistle. âThe new Dominus seems to have her own flare for the dramatic.â
âNah,â Wayne said as he exited the carriage, âthat just comes from being a vampire.â
They were shown into what Eddie could only call a ballroom. It was massive. It was currently setup with long mahogany tables with little nameplates in front of every placement. The eating utensils were gold, the glasses were crystal, and plates were fine china.
It screamed opulence and once Eddie would have turned tail and ran. But not anymore. Being a vampire changed that, for sure, but what really cinched the deal was the man, standing next to the Dominus in a beautiful red and gold outfit similar to what Wayne and Eddie were wearing.
Steve Harrington, Roane Pack Alpha.
To be continued on Dec. 24th
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Day 11
I could have waited until the 23rd to post this one, but there was something symbolic about posting it on the day of the winter solstice. The longest night.
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4- @bookbinderbitch @bookworm0690 @forgottenkanji @dreamercec @blondie1006
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7- @counting-dollars-counting-stars @tinyplanet95 @ravenfrog @swimmingbirdrunningrock @lingeringmirth
8- @gutterflower77 @a-lovely-craziness @just-a-tiny-void @w1ll0wtr33 @beelze-the-bubkiss
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I'm thinking about the drastic differences between how Bruce reveals his identity and how Dick reveals his identity in World's Finest. Dick simply takes off his mask and presents himself to the Titans, but Bruce? Bruce, he calls the Daily Planet, asking them to send Clark Kent to his manor immediately. Clark is now in the house of a stranger he only knows as a rich extravagant man, and said man starts explaining how he knows Clark is Superman. Clark tries to deny it and Bruce explains how he filed the room with a gas that humans cannot breathe, and Clark can breathe, so he is not human. At this point, for Clark, Bruce Wayne is a dangerous man who knows his secret identity, and he has him in his house full of gadgets. Bruce asks him to follow him, and he takes him to the Batcave, which is how Clark makes the connection. Like, the dramatics of it all? The theatrics? Making your colleague fear for their safety? Showing how they need to be better at hiding their identity? Slightly playing bad guy? This is so good.
Anyway, now I cannot accept Bruce not doing something like this everytime he reveals his identity to another Justice League's member. But his kids, they are simply taking their masks off, like normal people. And now, you have other vigilantes' families discussing how they learn their bats' identity and being baffled.
Barry: They just... Took their masks off? And told you their names? That's it? No supervilain's monologue?
Wally: BATMAN PRANKED YOU???!!! I'm calling Dick.
Bart: *Blue screened from learning that Batman pranks the JL*
#Batman#Batfam#Bruce Wayne#justice league#teen titans#young justice#dc comics#my ramblings#I am not going to start to tag them all or we are here until the end of times#look at Batman and Robin and you would not believe which one of them actually prank his friends when revealing his identity#imagine being a kid and you know Batman as this dark brooding father figure of your friend who is against fun because âit's not safeâ#and you learn that the man like to prank his colleagues/friends in a very dramatic way#Jason takes after his father in the department of âdramatic identity revealâ#and he is probably also the most protective of his identity of the batkids
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I finished posting the unabashedly educational Sword Fic.
It includes a detailed (but hopefully beginner-friendly) explanation of all the steps of making a Nichirin blade from a sunny mountain like Mt. Youkou, a touch of swordsmith and metalworker folk lore (including demons), meta about what must make Kimetsu no Yaiba's swordsmithing methods different from real life methods, some character exploration for Haganezuka and his polishing method, vocabulary and additional resources in the chapter notes, and hopefully, an endearing, silly POV character to learn this all through.
#my fics#SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS#would you like a story about the years of background of this fic?#I was not very well-versed in metallurgy until recent years but my study of the Japanese language goes back to#well#longer than some of you may have been around#I always liked samurai and swords for the aesthetic but started to take more of an interest when I lived in Shimane#and on a day when I had a friend taking me around to rural sites associated with a legendary monster she was like#let's go see the sword museum while you're out here#but that museum was closed (it comes back into this story though)#so we went to a different one that no longer exists but that was my first encounter with how much work it takes to make the sword ore#fast forward years later#I am writing this blog and it becomes known as a fun place to read about Japanese culture as seen in KnY (thanks glad you enjoy)#I decide that I must tell people how hard it is to make the ore and finally visit that main museum on a trip back to Shimane#I collect material and struggle to do more research and wrap my head around it#and I write the first version of Teppi's story that focused mostly on the smelting and glazed over the forging and polishing and stuff#meanwhile I am in a job situation I have already long since wanted out of and soon I want out a lot more desperately#job searches were disheartening but then I found THE ONE I WANTED#and on that first interview when I was already like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#they asked if there's a Japanese cultural topic I could suddenly explain in great detail if asked#and without mentioning this blog I said I had recently written up something for fun about tatara smelting methods (and they forgot this)#fast forward again and I very happily got the job and was very nervous as I got the rundown on a very large annual nerd project#and when they announced the topics for that year I saw that tatara smelting methods in the region I knew them from was on the list#and I was like#asudyaiusdyuasdyuahduahduhsdhuPLEASE GIVE ME THAT#and i got it and when I went out there for research people were like#...why do you know all this...???????#and since I dared not mention my KnY blog I was like#...I lived in Shimane...#it seems I broke the tags because the rest of the story got cut off but hi yes you get the idea
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#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas#and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when#we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates#just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night#ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me#ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but#she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening#he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by#people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again#i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends#and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer#than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they#helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that#they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient#im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk#tag vent#vent in tags
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ily bakugou katsuki u are the only thing that hasn't pissed me off today
#today i was basically told that i have to take all of my breaks at work back to back to back within one hour two hours after i clock in#which means that i don't get a break at all later during the night so i don't fucking Want that but i have no other choice because#i'm basically being cornered into doing it by one of the managers who texted my department lead and said i tried to get someone to#cover me for my break at âalmost 7 when everyone is going homeâ which is a fucking lie i asked at 6#who the fuck wants to take all of their breaks in one hour two hours after they start their eight hour shift#i asked for someone to cover me at 6 because i had to use the bathroom really fucking badly and she was like#âwhy didn't you take them while the midshift was hereâ the midshift has a three hour overlap with my shift and i have to be clocked in#for at least two hours before i take any breaks at all and i don't want to take all of my breaks at once that soon#ONE HOUR BEFORE MY COWORKER LEAVES#and like we both have stuff to do????#all three breaks two hours into my shift then nothing for the next six fucking hours funniest joke i've ever heard in my entire life#except it's not a joke because it's from a manager so if i don't do this stupid ass shit i could get disciplined or fired#because they don't want to send anyone to cover for me#you know what's even funnier? i am the ONLY PERSON scheduled for these fucking 2-10 shifts except for our full time guy#my other coworkers? 4-10. i don't want this fucking 2-10 shift get me the fuck OFF OF IT#EATS MY ENTIRE FUCKING DAY#i woke up at 8:30am this morning and it still felt like my entire goddamn day was stolen from me because i wake up have time to myself for#about 5 hours out of my whole day then i have to get ready and get my ass to work until the end of the fucking day#tag rant#tag vent#bakugou katsuki#i feel like this is something i should call my union rep about but idk
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Castlevania is interesting but tell my why we get three episodes of internal conflict in the dracula castle (good) while the main characters are on a library and do fuck all. Well they have three scenes of relationship building that are supposed to mean something when they come out but they are so little and superficial imo
#and why the hell was season 1 four episodes#alucard and trevor hating each other is understandable but the resolution is fuck all and do not get me started on sypha and trevor#or sypha and alcuard. also sypha talks like she is supposed to reveal their inner workings and thats so bad.....#trevor and alucard are teens stuck in men bodies so they dont get along ok. can i know why....#also they were laughing and joking in gresit so what happened all of the sudden. the library is no excuse bc alucard knew who trevor was#idk man. its such a nothing burger. sypha and trevor relationship comes out of thin air wdym youre the best. since when are you being honest#am i going to blame this on a short episode count and also short episodes. yeah maybe. plague upon the earth#but them stuck in the library for three episodes and doing fuck all is just.... why#also dracula your war council is WHACK#get better fighters what is thus#also why is alucard a wolf. and hus flying sword. i an sure it is explained in the games but hello can i know why#why are we fighting in the study....#you know maybe i dont care bc alucard killing his father was very good. wish it made me care about trevor or sypha#and the dialogue wasnt so cringe sometimes#i respect sypha's two boyfriends grind i do. by god she will make them get along#wished i cared more.....#sypha telling them how they have grown as characters.... stop.....#hector has been kept as a pet noooo.....#not his face carmilla.... thats his biggest asset....#girl are you making marriage bows on the wagon after a week??? girl..... did he suddenly stop smelling like piss bc he sure didnt bathe#dont you worry ablut feeling lonely alucard im on my way.... if you will have me bc i am not sure about that yet but i will try alas#that last cry was just a little treat bc damn#you know alucard and dracula are the thing here and they dont even talk until the end.... travis and sypha on the other hand....#talking tag#watching castlevania
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being a busy ass student with student journalism gigs on one hand and comm academic shit on the other is very interesting because with the jam-packed life I live I only really get to breathe at like late lAAATE night when no one can bother me about my responsibilities other than myself. that being said that's also when creative brain goes into overdrive and now misfits finally has the final draft of its opening number woo
#so heres the thing kasi the opening number of that damn project hAS BEEN THE HARDEST TO WRITE#i believe at this point there had been morethan 10 drafts gjdjd because like heres the thing with that number specifically#misfits is a fourth wall breaky show within a show and the 5 narrators (and 1 misfit which i'll get to in a bit) knowingly perform#to appease the audience. hence the opening number throughout the years has reflected that - a performance that breaks the barrier between#audience and stage. even when misfits wasnt a show withjn a show concept this had always been the general treatment so that the audience#actually GETS whats happening - but i always come to changing it because well i also wanted to add foreshadowing factors: somehing that#suggests that the show isn't actually all that it seems. previous drafts had this show through the typical Tagalog - Real#and English - Scripted element in the show - language being used to determine authenticity. however that begs the question of how to#properly utilize the Misfits in the opening number - given that two of them dont know about the Show while the other is confused#and then at 2 am i remembered Hermes from Hadestown and boop a lightning bulb#instead of opting for opening numbers that had hints of sabotage or theatrical malfunctions that suggests that the show is Not What It Seems#i thought - why not have it 'malfunction' at the start and have it introduce the wrong character first 5 minutes before the Narrators come#so basically after the Producers (represented through um P.A. voices smth like that) welcome everyone - what is supposed to be the#introduction of the Narrators first ends up as the introduction of the 3rd Misfit (Zeke - 18 - nb) who appears genuinely lost#they appear genuinely in distress though they keep themselves composed at the realization that they are facing an Audience#and they Know this because he was formerly a Narrator as well - though at this point in the story nobody (bar one) knows that#they decide to take their time in chatting with the audience while charming them using their old Narrator tactics in order to get a grip on#whats going on - being a first step towards how involved the audience will be in the story as Zeke then goes to question them outwardly on#the morals of the story they expect and whether it is ethical to have children forcibly conform to religion in the first place#but they do so in an entertaining Bo Burnham manner - a way that doesnt catch people off guard until They Want To - because ayun he#plays by the rules of the show#this doesnt seem like the 'opening number' yet does it but im getting there fjd because once they sense that the narrators will be on stage#as a memento they teach them to sing a melody that will serve as Zeke's motif - something that will eventually scare the lead Narrator and#the Producers - because whenever the motif is sung it means that someone has Broken a Significant Part of the show#especially since the Motif was um lets say its from a now defunct show the Producers and Zeke and the Lead Narrator used to have#that melody will then be subtly present throughout the entire opening number of the Narrators - which will then be played straight#but with the Misfits make their pre-official-introduction appearances by forming the bridge of the opener using the Motif#thats when we learn of the show being compromised from the very start - especially with the lyrics of the motif expressing doubt in faith#personal shit (ran out of tags whoops but um yea basically its Have The Audience Have A Hint to Whats Going On Through Recognizable Motifs)#(also the motif the audience learns is a melody - Zeke (and the lead narrator) changes the lyrics as they go) (also sorry for the ramble)
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#it always feels so nice whenever i do things i just kinda. never imagined myself doing#aka 'i didnt think id have friends ever so i was just going to hermit forever' kgjdjdjsjs#its more 'i dont think people would like me enough to hang out' so.#but yeah....#i got to talk more to this guy x at work who started the same time i did#so he and i just kinda vibe and are honest w each other#it was nice just chatting about life and all that#he didnt have a ride home so i offered him one and thats just something i didnt really think id do#idk bc it was more spontaneous and i feel id be too anxious or think 'oh god maybe he doesnt like me and would feel weird'#but we actually vibe so the ride was super chill#IT WAS CHILL UNTIL HE MENTIONED STAR RAIL AND I WAS JUST 'DONT SAY THAT#but yeah.#idk.#its that thing of 'try to be the friend you wished you had'#x is cool tho hes funny#i was just surprised he said hes quiet when he started. he was not quiet at all when we first had a shift together jdfjdjdj#orientation buddies ig sjfjdjsjs#ANYWAYS#i also started training on my promotion job and its been nice. a little overwhelming but skfjdjd its not bad#friends tag#avil speaks#it was just a nice day today haha#SORRY i just am mush lately about friends. believe me itd be worse here but djfdjjd you know. have to shut up.#otherwise its like everyday 'man.... i like my friends. my friends are so nice. i wish them happiness and warmth'
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hello everyone!! iâve compiled some genshin age headcannons with the help of @interstate35south !!!! because youâre all wrong and iâm SICK of every character only being in their early 20s or several thousand years old with no in between. this will not be nearly the whole cast itâll probably be like 10 characters or so bc i donât have time for all that (iâm a liar). ok here we go
- first up letâs talk about ragbros!! this post is gonna be mostly bullet points but we had more to say about these 2. FIRST of all: Diluc was missing for 10 years after Crepusâ death instead of 4. How do i know this?? he told me himself trust me. No but actually him being missing much longer feels more impactful for Diluc and Kaeyaâs festering issues theyâve got going on ykwim?? as a wise man (intertstate35south) once said, heâs been gone for 4 years starting at 18?? big whoop thatâs just college. Second: Diluc is like 43 ish, kaeya is 40 ish. Diluc came back to mond at ~28 and kaeya was ~25! between then by the time traveler arrives in mond itâs been about 15 years.
- next up cyno tighnari and collei!! iâm ill about them!! i actually have no clue at all what their approximate ages are BUT iâve seen enough people hc them as being in their mid 20s that i felt the need to make this post in the first place (i am a drama queen)!! in my head i have decided that at the time cyno went to mondstadt to seal colleiâs archon residue collei was ~12 (with some wiggle room b/c of how long she was with dottore) and cyno and tighnari were 36 and 34 respectively. as of traveler arriving in sumeru ik sayinf itâs been 3 years and cyno is at 39 and tighnari at 37 and BEFORE YOU TELL ME cyno is the youngest general mahamatra in ages YES thatâs true but he couldâve still been the youngest and just been on the job for 15 or so years since being appointed!! he was still appointed young but he wasnât made general mahatma last week ykwim??
- ok iâm done with the super long ones iâm so sorry for that!! next up we got beidou and ningguang. if i see one more of you call them milfs and then in the same breath say they are twenty seven it will cause the heat death of the universe. to be honest i can see them anywhere in the range of 35-47 i donât really have a specific one for them!! but seriously stop calling them milfs and also 27 years old you canât do that
- albedo!! i do think him being immortal and some unspecified very large age would be fun but in the case of him being a normal age even if he is immortal i give him a solid 34-37
- jean and lisa early-mid 40s!! itâs just more fun when lisa has substantially less time left yk it ups the stakes
- less of an age headcanon more of a dumb pet peeve of mine but if ONE more of you mfs calls zhongli an old man and then gives him anime baby face.. lord.
-wriothesley 32 trust trust trust . heâs on the younger side for my age hcs bc i think he is still young just not like early 20s young yk
-thoma is in the same age range as diluc/kaeya/jean/lisa bc i am a diluc jean and thoma childhood friends truther
ok thatâs all!! may reblog with more some day but for now this is all i got!! donât take this too serious iâm goofing around and i think about this god awful game FAR too much itâs terrible actually
#thank you thank you iâll be here all week#anyways!#i am not genuinely bashing you if you headcannon them as younger thatâs your business i talk like this about a lot of things#itâs truly not that serious i promise iâm just having fun !!!!!!!#that said yâall cannot keep saying [____] character is older and then following it up with your headcannon that they are TWENTY EIGHT#guys 25-40 is NOT old iâd even say old doesnât start until 50 like calm down#you are not withering away when you turn 30 youâll be alright#ok character tags here we go (said with a profound air of misery)#genshin impact#ragbros#diluc ragnvindr#kaeya alberich#cyno#tighnari#collei#beidou#ningguang#albedo#jean gunnhildr#lisa minci#zhongli#wriothesley#thoma#wiklm shitposting
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really wish there was a tag that separated âIâm having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Warsâ from âIâm goofing off with Star Wars Iâm playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical senseâ posts because thereâs too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state
#starlight personal#the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and itâs sooner than I thought theyâd have an opening#the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and weâre kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope#now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed#because pretty much in an ideal world Iâd have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs canât afford that#2) they donât have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) canât take off of work THAT frequently without consequences#4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I donât think docs would allow it#treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill thatâd be great#treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body#idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing#PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks#ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brainâs got going on means two good months followed by x bad months#until my next appointment#which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps#I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides#also wish I didnât have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is#also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldnât wake up puking the min things are rough#this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering#but Iâm also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly#which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose#(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know whoâs like âyeah meds would help but idk :/â like!!!!!!!!#bro itâs a privilege to have access to meds and itâs a privilege to have a body that doesnât turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I donât mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyoneâs reasons may be their own#I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient#and then feeling guilty b/c I know Iâm lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to#like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here#so I donât wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here#Iâd just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly#make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isnât so bad
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Special guest | MV1
In which Max pays a visit to a primary school class to answer a few questions before the Dutch gp
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In which Max only has eyes for the young class teacher
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Today is a very special day. Your six-year-old pupils were particularly looking forward to this day.
The Zandvoort Grand Prix, which was not too far from the school, would take place at the weekend.
In a few minutes, a very special guest would be coming to your class - the lion class.
Over the last few days, you and your class have organised and prepared a lot to make your guest's time in class as pleasant as possible.
A satisfied smile sits firmly on your face as you walk through the rows of tables and put up the children's name tags you have made so that your guest can call them by name.
You then unfold the blackboard to reveal the colourfully painted greeting.
Written in orange chalk in the centre is the words Welcome Max Verstappen.
Your pupils have painted a few trophies around it, as well as chequered flags and racing cars.
A glance at the clock hanging above the classroom door tells you that it is about time for the first pupils to arrive.
Shortly afterwards, the first pupils enter your classroom with big smiles on their faces. Some of the children are already wearing fan merchandise.
After you have greeted each child with a quick hug, the rows of tables slowly start to fill up and an excited murmur goes round the room.
"Good morning my lions", you greet your class with a smile on your lips and a little chant of welcome comes back.
"As you know, we have a visitor coming in a few minutes. But before we get there, I'd like to go through a few things with you about how we're going to behave during this," you begin as you sit down on the edge of your desk and look around the room.
Yesterday you went through the rules for today with your protĂŠgĂŠs. It is important to you that everything runs smoothly and well today.
It's not a given that someone famous would take the time to answer questions in a class full of six-year-olds.
" Who can tell me the most important things to consider for today? "
Within a few seconds, countless hands shoot into the air.
Your gaze wanders briefly through the rows before you take a boy from your class, who lists all the rules to be observed for the next two lessons.
With a satisfied smile on your lips, you thank the boy and add a sentence or two, telling your charges that it's important that they don't talk out of turn and to please come forward if they want to ask Mr Verstappen a question.
You know that the class is pretty excited and probably not everything will go one hundred per cent, but despite all that, you're really confident that it will go well.
Some time passes, during which your class spends painting Max Boliden in bright colours, until there is a knock at the door of your classroom.
Countless heads go up and look over to the door with wide eyes, while one or two squeak out.
You can clearly see the nervousness slowly rising in each of them, even in you.
You wipe your slightly sweaty hands on your black jeans before a smile creeps back onto your lips and a "Come in" leaves your lips.
Shortly afterwards, the door opens and a smiling Max Verstappen steps into your classroom.
As he does every time there's a race weekend, he's wearing one of his team shirts and dark trousers.
"Good morning! "He beams as he enters the classroom and lets his gaze wander round the room.
"Good morning Mr Verstappen! "The class literally shouts in chorus, causing a proud smile to spread across your lips.
Point one has already been successful.
"Welcome to the lion class. I am Mrs y/l/n. I'm really pleased to welcome you here today," you greet the Dutchman and hold out your hand to him, which he shakes with a smile.
" I'm delighted to be here today. "
You notice how his eyes linger on you a little longer, so you clear your throat quietly and look back at your protĂŠgĂŠs, who are scrutinising Max curiously and whispering quietly.
"Look what we've painted for you! " shouts Leona, one of your students, pointing to the blackboard and presenting the colourful picture to Max.
"You drew this especially for me? That's really great! " Max steps a little closer to the board to take a closer look at the artwork.
"And we drew cars too! " shouts the next child and gets Max's attention.
"Did you design new liveries for special Grand Prix races? " Max begins to walk through the rows to take a closer look at the coloured-in cars.
He repeatedly takes time for each of the children to exchange a few sentences with them about their coloured pictures.
Smiling, you watch him and sit back on the edge of your desk.
A glance at the map next to you shows that Max will start by introducing himself and talking about his motorsport career. Afterwards, the children will ask a few questions and get autographs. Finally, there will be a little bobby car race in the schoolyard, where each child will compete against Max himself.
"You're all really great artists. I'll show my team your paintwork and I'm sure something can be done! " Max grins as he walks back to the blackboard with the pile of leaves.
Enthusiastic murmurs go through the class as Max begins to prepare for his little talk.
And shortly afterwards, he begins to tell your class, who are literally glued to his lips, about his motorsport career.
During Max's lecture, you sat in the back row to give Max enough space at the front of the blackboard.
His lecture was quite interesting, so now you know a lot more about the Dutchman.
The children had been so quiet throughout the lecture that you are really proud and shower the children with a little praise.
"And now we come to your questions. Now you can ask me anything you've always wanted to know. But think about your question carefully, because everyone is only allowed to ask me one. "
Max holds up his index finger to make it clear to the children that they are really only allowed to ask one question.
"Just one? How am I supposed to decide which question to ask? " Liana's sad voice sounded from the front, causing Max to start smiling.
" You'll manage that, Liana. Take some time to think of a good question," you reassure the little blonde-haired girl, whereupon Max gives you a grateful look.
" Who wants to start asking me a question? " As Max's gaze begins to wander around the class, countless little fingers are raised in the air.
One or two of them even start to kneel on the chair so that they can stick their finger higher in the air and be seen better by Max.
" Finn ", Max takes the first boy.
" Would you like to drive for Red Bull forever or for Mercedes or Ferrari? "
The Red Bull driver leans against your desk and rests his hands slightly to the right and left of him as he begins to think for a moment.
Your protĂŠgĂŠs look eagerly at their star and wait for an answer.
"I actually feel incredibly comfortable in my team and so far there's no reason for me to leave. I get on well with everyone in the team and we have a good working relationship so that everything runs as smoothly as it should. I'll never rule out a change, because you never know what's to come, but so far I can reassure you and tell you that I'm not considering a change. "
A sigh of relief goes through the class, which makes you grin.
In fact, most of your class are Max and Red Bull fans.
" Who is your favourite team colleague? " Joleen asks Max after he has taken her on.
"So far I've got on really well with all my team mates and we've all got on really well, but if I had to choose a team mate who I've got on best with, I'd say Daniel. The two of us not only get on particularly well in Formula 1, but also in our private lives. "
In fact, you've already guessed this answer, as you could always clearly see how well Max and Daniel got on and harmonised with each other.
You still mourn the time when Max and Daniel were team-mates. That time really was by far one of the funniest content times at Red Bull Racing.
A few more interesting questions were asked, which Max answered in detail, such as his favourite colour, which is blue, his favourite food, which was tomato soup and the question about his pets, Jimmy and Sassy two Bengals cats.
"Is there anyone else who hasn't asked me a question yet? " Max's gaze travelled around the class.
Even after answering countless questions, he still seemed pretty relaxed and happy.
"Mrs y/l/n hasn't asked a question yet," Johann takes the floor as all the children turn to look at you.
Max also leans a little more on the desk now as he leans forward to see you in the back row.
" Do you have a question for me? " he grins.
So you start going through all the possible questions that are floating around in your head.
There are a lot of things that would interest you, but they don't belong here right now, so you decide on the simplest question that any teacher would have asked.
" What was your favourite subject at school? "
" Oh, that's really easy! " Max grins and almost claps his hands. " Your teacher will probably rip my head off for this, but I never liked going to school. The only subject I liked was geography. What's your favourite subject? "
Countless voices start shouting their favourite subjects in confusion, which Max takes in his stride with a smile and somehow tries to catch every subject.
To restore some calm, you walk back to the front and start clapping a rhythm, which the children immediately follow and the class becomes quiet again.
A quiet " Wow " leaves Max's lips, who looks at you with fascination and makes the blush rise slightly in your cheeks.
"That's the best way to keep things quiet," you almost babble as you start to clear your desk to give Max a little more space for the upcoming autographs.
You had already cleared out your desk, so there were hardly any things on it. However, you now have to keep your hands busy to avoid blushing even more or doing something stupid.
" Please line up to get an autograph. If you have an autograph, please go and put on your jacket so that we can go out into the school playground straight away. Please keep your voices down," you remind the children, who shortly afterwards line up in front of your desk waiting to sign an autograph.
You take the seat next to the door to keep an eye on the children who are putting on their jackets.
The autograph session goes faster than expected, so that within twenty minutes all the children are standing in the corridor whispering in their jackets and then follow Max and you out into the schoolyard in a duck march.
Yesterday afternoon you had already set up a small parkour, which you will have to drive through today with the two Bobby Cars.
The red and blue Bobby Car are already ready and waiting to be used.
You had even made a small podium out of cardboard boxes and bought small mini trophies to give your offspring the full programme of a racing experience.
While the children would race against Max, you would time them and the three fastest times would end up on the podium.
Max grabs the blue Bobby Car, which just fits half his knee, while Aaron can sit perfectly on the red Bobby Car.
While the two race against each other, the children cheer on Max and Aaron in different groups.
The latter narrowly wins, as Max has a few problems with the only Bobby Car.
Despite all this, the Dutchman doesn't lose the fun of the game, so he competes against every single child with joy and fun, even if it's not enough for one of the three podium places in the end.
Standing proudly on the podium with their trophies, the three winners literally raise their plastic trophies in the air until a couple of water pistols are used to replace the champagne shower and all the children run across the schoolyard screaming and chasing each other.
Smiling, you look after your class as Max stands next to you.
"That was a really nice day. Thank you for preparing so many nice things. I really don't know the last time I really enjoyed a day like this," said Max, smiling and thanking you.
"I also have to thank you. You really put a lot of effort into my class. You were really looking forward to the day, which was a real success. "
You can't stop a smile from forming on your lips as Max gives you a smile and then pulls something out of his trouser pocket.
" I forgot to give you your autograph. "
The Dutchman smiles and hands you the autograph card before also grabbing a water pistol and running over to your class.
Confused, you lower your eyes to the autograph card, which shows a grinning Max in his dark racing suit.
You really have a great class.
Your lions are really lucky to have such a great teacher like you.
You've learnt a lot about me today and I hope I get the opportunity to get to know you a little better.
Why don't you write to me
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pairing: lando norris x fem bff!reader
you could set your bestie up with a driver or you could confess your feelings? lando norris is dumb.
based on this request: Could you write something about being best friends with lando and he tries to help set you up with another driver you have a crush on, but then he realises he actually likes you so he has to sabotage all the wingmanning heâs done and you end up together Idk if that makes sense đđŤśđźđŤśđź -@mbappesleftthigh
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yourusername: someone please save me from the grips of hinge and this oh so lonesome life
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user1: girl knows the whole f1 paddock and looks like that and is still alone there is NO HOPE for me
user2: this post might have thrown me over the edge
landonorris: "i'm so lonely" "why don't you approach that guy" "no too scary"
user3: that's so real though
yourusername: thank you!
landonorris: how do you expect to find a boyfriend when you don't like to talk to anyone and treat hinge like a gameshow
yourusername: i didn't come here for actual advice let me commiserate in peace. god, can women have anything these days?
landonorris: ???
yourusername: oh! idea! pretty please set me up with one of your friends? they have to be great otherwise you wouldn't be friends with them, right? RIGHT?
landonorris: i guess...
yourusername: please lando, i've never asked for anything before
landonorris: i can feel you pouting through the phone
yourusername: so you'll consider ?
landonorris: fine...
user4: bro either gotta admit his feelings now or be condemned to be in the plot of a weird romantic comedy
user5: i personally don't think i can wait until the third act break up with this side character LANDO ACT NOW
oscarpiastri: you'd really trust lando's judgement?
yourusername: he's friends with me, he's got good taste?
oscarpiastri: touche
maxverstappen1: whatever you really wanna say oscar, you gotta keep it in, these idiots will figure it out eventually
yourusername: ???
landonorris: ???
user6: the grid are so done with their asses i can't đ
user7: but what if the universe doesn't intervene and lando really has just lost the girl forever?
user8: bestie we can't be thinking like this
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landonorris: being back home means being bothered by her (and whatever is her newest hyperfixation - it's sylvanian families this month if you couldn't tell)
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user9: i am so sorry but they are so in love
user10: it's cute in the movies, but these blind bitches are starting to piss me off
yourusername: THEY CAN HEAR YOU, BE A BETTER DAD
landonorris: they're not my children
yourusername: you take that back right now, you LOVE them
landonorris: you spent my money on them yes
yourusername: that's fatherhood, buddy. buckle up
user11: whoever he sets her up (if he's still dumb enough to do that) is gonna be the biggest third wheel in history
user12: who would willingly sign up for that
user13: me. i would. i have two working eyes and have seen y/n
maxverstappen1: who are these funky little critters and how can i procure some for p?
yourusername: finally a man with sense, literally any grocery store or toy store
maxverstappen1: perf
yourusername: if lando stops being mr. grumpy i'll ask him if i can come to a race and p and i can play animal families
landonorris: i am NOT mr. grumpy
maxverstappen1: you kinda are dude. is it the set-up is it stressing you out?
landonorris: nO
yourusername: then why are you putting it off !!! lando i might die from terminal yearning !!!
landonorris: i have an interested candidate
yourusername: really? do you think they'll actually like me? like this isn't a pity date right?
landonorris: nope!
user14: lando is typing through tears as we speak
user15: if y/n does go on a date with someone from the paddock i actually hope it goes well, as one lonely girl to another, it's tough out here we need one win
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f1wagupdates: turns out lando is a bit of a cupid as his childhood friend y/n y/ln was spotted out and about with carlos sainz.
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user20: HE ACTUALLY DID IT
user21: that moment when you're so down bad for a girl that you set her up with your best friend
user22: that moment when you're such a wimp you can't admit your feelings and set up the girl you like with a literal GREEK GOD
user23: i am so bamboozled by this move he literally looked like a kicked puppy on his stream bro this is your doing đ
user24: she's a lover girl she's going to get her heart broken :(
user25: this has mess written all over it
user26: she's literally described herself as a terminal yearner i feel like she'll throw herself in and will get hurt
user27: UNLESS! this is all part of the plan? what if lando set her up with a messy guy like carlos so he can be the shoulder to cry on and that's how he slides in?
user28: that's very convoluted, very rom-com but i'll take it if it means we get lando and y/n together in the end
user29: i know this probably won't last long but can we all appreciate how hot this couple is?
user30: lando and y/n runs rings round y/n and carlos
user31: lol lando is a bad friend for setting her up with CARLOS him and charles are THEE red flags
user32: i hope y/n is prepared
user33: also lando hasn't thought it fully out if his plan is to be the shoulder to cry on because he's just opening her up to be called a homie hopper or a paddock bunny
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carlossainz55: productive weekend with my girl
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user34: well that's not y/n
user35: that finished faster than i expected
user36: lando DO NOT quit your day job
landonorris: call me bro
carlossainz55: si, cabron
user37: i don't think they'll be cabrons after this call
user38: maybe this is all just going to plan?
user39: yall gotta give up this conspiracy theory maybe these people are just as dumb and mean as they seem to be
user40: soooooo... what did we all do this weeekend?
user41: i broke a girl's heart @carlossainz55 twins đŻââď¸
user42: AHHHH???
maxverstappen1: oh that's not-
yourusername: you're so chronically online :(
maxverstappen1: you're alive?
yourusername: yes. coming at you live from the bed i'm currently rotting in
maxverstappen1: not going to say i didn't warn you?
carlossainz55: really? in my own comment section?
yourusername: one second, we're having a conversation here
maxverstappen1: yeah carlos, gosh.
carlossainz55: i'm so confused
user43: okay power move to just start a conversation in his comments?
user44: the power of confusion is simply unmatched
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yourusername: certified boy hater
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user45: a ferrari boy will do that to you
landonorris: feeling hashtag victimised rn
yourusername: obviously doesn't include you girlypop. but you seriously need to reevaluate your judgement
landonorris: carlos is attractive?
yourusername: he ghosted me?
carlossainz55: i am right here
yourusername: blocked.
landonorris: did you actually just block him?
yourusername: yes đ !
landonorris: god this is a nightmare
yourusername: not if you'd take a GOD DAMN HINT
landonorris: WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?
user46: yall this is a public instagram comment section
user47: don't say that, this is their argument in the rain moment
user48: lemme grab the popcorn đż
maxverstappen1: this better not include the real number one girlypop here
yourusername: of course not pookie
oscarpiastri: you gonna continue the lil spat above this?
yourusername: no?
oscarpiastri: well some people (max and i) would like to listen so please continue
yourusername: no, i don't think i will
oscarpiastri: GOD YOU PEOPLE ARE INSUFFERABLE
maxverstappen1: what oscar said
user49: oscar and max are so real
user50: they can't leave us on this cliff hanger
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user51: have we just been thirst trapped?
user52: i don't think it was intended for us
user53: this has "i am hotter than carlos sainz" written all over it
yourusername: posting tits on main, brave.
landonorris: i came second in singapore.
yourusername: sureeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. modesty, ever heard of it lan?
landonorris: slutshaming isn't cute y/n
yourusername: you kinda have to pull to be a slut lan. you are under qualified for the position
landonorris: if you keep being mean to me i will call your mum or my mum.
yourusername: try it. i see cisca more than you, i have faith in her
landonorris: the line is busy. are you on the phone to MY mum right now?
yourusername: maybe.
user54: we're so close to them getting their heads out of their asses
user55: don't get my hopes up
danielricciardo: i hope this works lol
landonorris: you don't think i'm sexy?
danielricciardo: it doesn't matter what i think
landonorris: i'm not sexy :(
danielricciardo: you're baiting me but yes, you are sexy.
user56: i'll fight anyone who made this man believe he's not beautiful
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user57: I SAW THAT đ¸
user58: someone just lock them in a cupboard at this point
oscarpiastri: noted.
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yourusername: yeah, yeah. you can stop yelling at us now.
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user61: LET'S FUCKING GO
user62: it was worth all that yelling. i expect an invite to the wedding now.
user63: wedding? girly they only just realised their feelings after a DECADE
maxverstappen1: it was about fucking time
yourusername: okay miss ma'am. some people are EMOTIONALLY VULNERABLE AND NOT VERY GOOD AT PROCESSING THEM
maxverstappen1: you must've been emotionally constipated because this was painful
yourusername: it was painful for me too
maxverstappen1: so painful that you dated CARLOS
yourusername: one date! ONE!
maxverstappen1: carlos said can you unblock him so he can be mean to me?
yourusername: fine.
carlossainz55: STOP MAKING ME LOOK LIKE A BAD PERSON. YES I AM NOT THE BEST AT RELATIONSHIPS BUT LEAVE ME BE
maxverstappen1: lol
yourusername: lol
user64: unblocking carlos to hit him with the lol max and y/n might be more iconic than lando and y/n
landonorris: not on our relationship announcement post đ¤¨
user65: OOP.
landonorris: i love you doofus
yourusername: i love you too muppet
landonorris: how much was the betting pool for your family?
yourusername: it got to over ÂŁ300
landonorris: ours was ÂŁ750
yourusername: are we dumb?
landonorris: no!
oscarpiastri: two dumbass girls saying 'yass' to each other
yourusername: LEAVE US BE
landonorris: oscar :(
user66: not their own families betting on when they'd get together đ
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user67: MY BABIES
user68: i feel like i've been on this journey with them
oscarpiastri: thank god you guys got your shit together, i was THIS close to jumping out the nearest window if i had to watch lando mope around like a kicked puppy when y/n had the lil thing with carlos
user69: so it wasn't some grand plan?
oscarpiastri: no he's just dumb enough to actually set up his first love with his best friend
landonorris: OSCAR!
oscarpiastri: am i wrong?
landonorris: no... but! i got there in the end
oscarpiastri: good thing you're faster on track
user70: the grid being just as done with them as us is killing me
maxfewtrell: finally this unnecessarily long and overly convoluted saga has come to and end, lets never do this again!
landonorris: i'm locked in for life bro no worries
yourusername: awwwwwwwwwwwwww i love you too bubs
maxfewtrell: stop being sappy under my comment
yourusername: you just complained we didn't sort out our shit fast enough and now we're too sappy?
landonorris: STICK TO A STORY BOZO
maxfewtrell: now you're even more ride or die... can we go back?
yourusername: nope!
landonorris: nope!
maxverstappen1: i for one am very happy for you both
yourusername: thank you max !!
landonorris: not so fast, he had the biggest bet on us in the paddock
yourusername: get that bag sis
landonorris: ???
yourusername: we can't fight it anymore, let them have their jokes, we actually have each other now :)
landonorris: yes we do :) xx
user71: golly gosh this is so fucking cute
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PARK SUNGHOON HARD THOUGHT
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you knew that your boyfriend had been going to the gym more here recently because jake started begging him to go. what you didn't realize was how much muscle he was gaining. not until you tagged along with the duo, not in the mood to sit at home and be lazy.
you had been walking on the treadmill, watching as jake and sunghoon were lifting weights. almost choking on your water when sunghoon flexed, showcasing just how much his biceps have grown.
trying to keep your cool, you tore your eyes away, pleading with your brain to stop wandering off. it was no use, though. all that plagued your mind was your boyfriend's arms and how easily he could pick you up and manhandle you in any way he desired. it made you all hot and bothered, eyes stealing glances at him.
what you didn't know, though, was that jake had caught you staring and mentioned it to sunghoon. smirking to himself, he watched your reflection in the mirror, catching your stare. he then started flexing his arms more just to rile you up, enjoying the way that you kept rubbing your hand over your face or patting the sides of your thighs as you walked, trying to distract yourself. however, the most tale-tell sign that he was getting to you was how you kept your legs close together, your thighs rubbing together.
oh, how he was going to ruin you when you both got back to your shared apartment. so he could give you an up-close view of his arms that you seem to be drooling over.
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"you like how easy I can pick you up, don't you?" sunghoon chuckled against your ear as he pressed you between the shower wall and his body. his cock sliding against your gummy walls with such force that it left you seeing white.
"h-hoon-" you choked out a moan as he brushed over your sweet spot, hand gripping the back of his neck for support.
sunghoon's arms flexed as he moved your legs, practically folding your body in half as he situated your legs to hang over his shoulder. he loved having you in this position because not only could he watch as his cock disappeared in your dripping heat, but he could also see every twist of pleasure that overcame your features.
your hand slipped from his neck, nails digging into the pale skin of his chest, feeling the muscles flex under your fingertips. your mind was reeling as he continued to fuck into your tight pussy, hands gripping your hips with enough force to leave bruises for days.
"i bet watching me lift those weights turned you on so much," he teased, his lips pulling up into a smirk, his canines poking out. you whined, head falling back to rest on the cool tile wall. "don't worry, baby, i'll show you just how much i can throw you around."
with those words, your orgasm washed over your body, legs trembling next to his head, and your eyes rolled back. your ears started to ring as your hands found purchase on his forearms, fingers digging into his skin when his pace didn't relent.
"sunghoon, fuck!" you cried out as he delivered a particularly hard thrust, stars dancing across your vision.
he let your legs down to wrap around his waist as his hands found your ass cheeks, still moving you along his length. stepping out of the shower, he walked you both back to the bedroom, dropping you on the bed, not caring that either of you was still dripping with water or that the now cold shower was still running in the other room. he only had one goal in mind at the moment.
and that was to completely ruin you.
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BDSMaid - Chapter 7
Series Summary: After recently graduating you take what is supposed to be a job to save money before you go back to university to get your law degree. Your best friend offers you a job cleaning luxury homes for clients youâll never know. Easy. Simple. Mundane. Until one of your clients is home and everything you felt was missing in your life starts to fall into place. This goes against the NDA you signed and you could get fired. Or worse, you could fall in love.Â
CW: 18+ MDNI. In order to avoid spoilers, all tags are under the cut in small red lettering. Reader does have some body descriptions so more of an oc than female reader.
AN: I am not the least bit sorry for the ending đ
Word Count: 8k
Series Masterlist | My Masterlist | AO3
TW: open door smut scenes, unprotected P in V. Cream pie. Squirting. Use of nipple clamps. Oral (female receiving). Fingering (anal and vaginal). Ass play. Use of nicknames (good girl, sweet girl). Pussy and dick pronouns. Joel having a filthy mouth.
You
Holy shit, I just fucked Joel Miller.Â
The thought rattles around your brain over and over, as if the more you say the more real it will feel, but youâre still floating, still up in the clouds even though youâre firmly tucked against Joel's side. Your head rests in his chest, rising and falling with the quick rhythm of this breathing. Your eyes flick down to his beautiful cock; itâs standing straight up, ready whenever you are, as you both try to slow your heartbeats and breathing. You nestle your body tighter to the warm, solid wall of a man beside you, wrapping a leg around his. He slides his fingers up and down your spine. As you lay in silence your mind races.Â
âJust call me Joelâ.Â
There are almost too many things bouncing around your head, making it hard to focus on only one. Does he love me? When I tell him what I've decided with college, will he think Iâm staying in Austin because of this? Arenât I staying in Austin because of this? How else do I explain it? What about my friends? I donât want to keep this a secret anymore; is this worth losing my job over? What if this is all part of his plan? Sleep with me and then use it as a reason to end our dom/sub relationship? Is this even a dom/sub relationship anymore?Â
Anxiety and worry start to buzz through your veins. The sight of soft belly and rock hard cock blurs. You slam your eyes shut, the unknown starting to overwhelm you. Sucking in a big breath, you try to break the vice grip thatâs starting to tighten around on your lungs and throat.Â
âAre you ok?â Joel says softly.Â
âYa,â you nod as his free hand that's been tucked under his head comes to your chin and tilts it up. The moment youâre engulfed by his soft chocolate brown eyes, your brain stops. Quiet washes over you. Youâre safe here, youâve always been safe here. Rolling over, you perch yourself on his leg and hip, chin resting on the tops of your hands as they lay on his chest. You can feel his heart beating strong and steady under your hands. Thatâs what you need: consistent stability. No, not need, deserve.
Joel removes the golden clip from your hair. âFreckles, I probably should have said this before, but this isnât what I normally do with my subs, and IâmâŚâ
His eyes dance around yours as he pauses. You can see a million emotions happening at once, all of them mirrored in yours. Fear. Happiness. Confusion. Anxiety. Vulnerability. But mostly, love. You finish the sentence for him.
âIâm pretty sure we arenât just a dom and a sub, Joel. I donât know if we ever have been.â
I love you.
 With that, he pulls himself up, stuffing some pillows so he can lean comfortably against the headboard. You follow, and he guides you to straddle his lap, his cock pressed between your bodies. The air between you feels thick with emotion. Both of you look at the other, your shallow breaths in sync before both of you snap and dive in. The kiss is hungry and desperate. Thereâs probably a million things you both could say, but in this moment, the kiss is enough.Â
âIâm never going to get enough of you,â he moans as your lips trail his jawline.Â
âGood,â you hum, sliding your hips up to drag your pussy along his length. Youâve slept with a handful of men before Joel, but itâs never been this passionate with anyone else. You just had each other, yet here you both are, acting like itâs been years since youâve touched. His head falls back, a sigh passing his parted lips as you kiss down his neck.Â
âFuck that feels good, sweet girl.â His hands tighten along your hips. Joel is always so concerned with your pleasure and needs, so for now, or for as long as heâll let you, you spend time focusing on him. You kiss every inch of him that you can reach: his neck and shoulders, his collarbone and ear lobes, all while softly grinding against his cock. Every moan and gasp from his lips has you growing wetter.Â
You drag your slippery pussy up his cock, both of you completely coated in your arousal. Joel lifts you to hover above his cock. âNeed to feel you wrapped around me again. Please, sweet girl.â
You capture the sound of him begging with your lips, snake a hand in between your bodies, and guide the tip of his bare cock inside of yourself. You shudder and whimper at the delicious stretch of him. âOh god.â
âThis pussy,â he coos, and the sound of his weakness at the feel of you has the muscles behind your navel tightening. Your lips find his again as you slowly work yourself down his cock. âThatâs my girl, nice and slow.â
You rock and grind, sliding him in further, your body writhing as you take inch by tortuous inch. As your hips finally come into contact with his, you still your movements and relax into the feeling of him at this new angle. Joel is definitely big, not in a scary romance novel kind of way, but bigger and thicker than youâve been with. âJoel,â you mew, the vowels of his name lasting longer than they should and you tuck your head into his neck.Â
âItâs all you, baby girl. Just sit on him if you need to, fuck.â He kisses your shoulder, hands moving to the globes of your ass. âTell me how it feels.â
âF-full,â you whine into his skin.Â
âWhat else, my sweet girl?â
âYouâre so big, J-Joel. I can feel you everywhere. I - I need, oh my god.â You grind your hips forward slightly, the cool metal of his piercing sending a shockwave through your clit and up your spine. âMore. I need more.â
âJust take it, baby. Iâm yours.â He rasps between kisses along your shoulder and neck.Â
You pull back, your face mere inches from him. Heâs everywhere all at once and the painful stretch of your cunt around his cock starts to become an intense burning pleasure with each flick of your hips.Â
âSuck on my nipples,â you gasp, leaning back slightly. The shiny silver ring in his pelvis presses harder against your clit, and now, not only are you madly in love with Joel Miller, youâre also so fucking addicted that not even a twelve step program could fix you.Â
He obeys your wishes, sucking your right nipple into his warm mouth roughly and swirling his tongue as your hips grind back and forth once, twice, three times. He moans against your skin, moving his hands up your body to cup both your breasts. âHarder, please Joel, harder.â
Your movements become less fluid; your clit aches with every brush against his piercing. The muscles behind your navel start to feel like theyâre going to snap. He moves to the other nipple, meeting it with his teeth, but itâs still not enough.
âHarder,â you beg.
âDo you need clamps, baby?â Of course this man would know what you need; heâs never not known what you need.Â
âYes, god yes. I need more.â
âCan you reach the top drawer of the nightstand?â You nod, then push his sweaty curls away from his forehead. He raises an eyebrow and you reach into the drawer, pulling out a small set of gold nipple clamps. âGood girl. Now, can you reach my hat at the end of the bed?â
You press your lips into a thin line to stop your smile and nod excitedly. He winks and you turn your upper body the other way and stretch to reach his hat. As soon as you place it on his head you feel the sharp pressure of the clamp on your left nipple. The pain heightens the feeling of him inside of you and a high pitched whine leaves your throat.Â
âFuck, please, Joel. Please.â
As he places the second clamp he says, âYou donât even know what youâre begging for, do you?âÂ
A mix between a whimper and a whine passes your lips in response and your lashes flutter shut. âThatâs what I thought. Just as long as I keep myself deep in this tight little pussy, youâll be happy. Wonât you?â
The second clamp evens out the pain and sends a wave of adrenaline through your system. You pick up the speed of your hips. His piercing bumps against your clit, the pleasure coursing through your veins mixed with the burning pinch on your nipples is almost all the ingredients you need to fall over the edge.Â
âYouâre doing so well for me, sweet girl. Wish you could see how good you look right now.â Joel moves his hands back to your ass, pulling you forward in time with the pace youâve set.Â
âI love - Joel, oh my god.â You want to tell him how much you love the feeling of him inside of you, how much you love the words he says and the praise he gives, but you arenât capable of forming sentences with the way his piercing teases at your clit. All you can do is let your forehead fall to his shoulder, your eyes squeezing tighter.Â
âLove what, huh?â He whispers deeply into your ear. âThe feeling of my bare cock so deep inside of you that you can feel it in your stomach? Or the way my piercing feels against your swollen clit? Or maybe you love the pain of the clamps on your nipples as you ride me? Huh? Is that what you love, baby?â You make a gasping whining sound of agreement.
âLook at me,â he adds. It takes all of your strength to sit back up and open your eyes. When he comes into focus youâre overcome with desire. Heâs so much more than you could ever imagine in his new black cowboy hat, pupils blown wide with passion, and cheeks flushed a light pink. âGood girl, keep your eyes on me. I want to see it in your eyes when you come on my cock.â
 Your hips slow, but you push your clit harder against his pelvis, and you blurt the first thought you have. âYouâre so fucking beautiful, Joel.â
A smile tug of his cheek reveals the boyish dimple you love so much. You slide your hands from his shoulders to the short hair at the nape of his neck. Youâre close, so very close. âCome with me, Iâm so close,â you whimper.
âI know, Freckles. Fuck, I can feel it.â He doesnât take his eyes off yours, but the flex of his jaw tells you heâs holding back for you. âSqueezinâ me so tight. Fuck, can feel her fluttering, listen to how wet you are.âÂ
You reach back and grab his wrist, squeezing it gently, âSpank me.â
âChrist, sweet girl.âÂ
You release his wrist, and without looking away he spanks you hard and you are launched into your orgasm. His face lights up with admiration as you chant a mixture of his name and âoh godâ. You grind frantically into his piercing, your clit practically vibrating at the attention.Â
âThatâs it baby. Good, fuck, Iâm gonna, good girl. Donât stop, fuck, donât stop.â He slaps your ass again and that same familiar pooling of liquid starts to build.Â
âMore,â you cry and he spanks you again.Â
You feel the gush of your cum, and Joel takes over as youâre consumed by pleasure. His strong hands grip your hips, moving you at a slower pace. âThere she goes, such a messy little pussy.â
You peel your eyes away from him, looking down at the way his piercing presses against your clit when your bodies meet. âFill me,â you moan.
âFuck - oh fuck, sweet girl.â Your orgasm starts to fade and you tug at the hair you can reach.
âFill me, Joel. I want to feel you leaking out of me for days.â You arenât sure where this version of yourself has come from. Just weeks ago you wandered around JMKink all wide-eyed and nervous, and now youâre saying words that you never thought you could.Â
Joel lets out a mix between a growl and a moan and you feel his cock harden before it jerks inside of you, hot ropes of his cum filling you like you asked. He moans your name, stilling your hips in his hands as his orgasm washes over him. âGod, you feel so good.â
The two of you gasp for breath, your head falls back and you close your eyes, trying to slow your heart beat. Joel removes the nipple clamps and you cry out just as he places light kisses along them. âOuch,â you whimper.Â
âI know,â he says, moving to kiss the other one. âTaking them off is the worst part. Iâm sorry, sweet girl.â
When he pulls back to look at you again your body goes limp and you fall into his chest, head tucked into the crook of his neck. âNeed a minute,â you murmur.
He pulls the blanket from the other side of the bed and wraps it around the two of you. âGood, because Iâm not ready to let you go yet.â His lips caress your hairline softly, one hand on your back under the blanket, the other playing with your hair.
I love you.
After a few moments of blissfully content silence you wince at the pinch in your hip. âI gotta get up, Iâm sorry.â
He laughs gently into your hair, and pulls back the blanket before helping you slide off his softened cock. You both look at the mess youâve made on his lap and you let out a mischievous giggle.Â
âDonât even think about it, Freckles. I need nourishment before you take advantage of me again.â He says jokingly.
âWell, I guess this is what I get for fucking around with an old man,â you laugh, flopping down on the bed beside him.Â
Joel moves quickly, slipping two thick fingers inside of you easily and you squirm at the feeling. You suck in a huge breath, like youâre about to swim to the bottom of a deep pool. Tears start to burn behind your eyes as overstimulation makes it almost impossible to breathe, nevermind being able to tell him to stop.Â
His voice is a gravel filled growl, âThat right, little girl? Because from what I can tell, youâre about to beg me to stop, so be careful who you call old.â
Heat flushes your skin, pleasure building, yet when your tired pussy flutters around his strong digits a loud, pained cry fills the room. Youâre not willing to admit defeat as you force your lungs to suck in a breath.Â
âIâm not.âÂ
âNo?â He pumps his fingers harder against your sensitive g-spot. âDonât wanna use that safe word?âÂ
Canât. Fuck, I might actually die if I come again again. You never imagined yourself debating if you wanted another orgasm. A cold sweat coats your lower back as you arch off the bed, a sob leaving your throat.Â
âHowâs that feel? Wanna come again?âÂ
You shake your head and moan in disagreement.Â
âYou sure? She wants to, I can feel it.â He pumps his fingers forward again.Â
âM-mister Miller. No.â As you swallow down the scream thatâs inching its way up from your lungs he watches your throat like a starved wolf.Â
âSafeword,â he commands.Â
âSteg-â you donât even say the full word and heâs slipping his fingers out of you with a lewd squelching sound. âThank you.âÂ
âAre you okay?â He says softly, his dom mask gone as his eyebrows knit in concern.Â
âYes,â you say with a quiet laugh. âI was close to coming again, butâŚ.â
He gives you a thigh lipped smile, âSore?âÂ
You nod as he continues, âFood, then shower, then we can come back here,â he says deeply before he slips his two fingers in his mouth, cleaning off the mixture of the two of you.Â
I fucking love you, Joel Miller.Â
JoelÂ
The small crack of light in the curtains wakes him. His alarm clock shows 7:18 am; he canât remember the last time he slept past six am, but he also canât remember the last time he stayed up until two in the morning. He rolls slowly, careful not to disturb you in the cocoon of blankets youâve created in the night. The top of your head and one foot is the only thing visible, your slow, quiet breathing filling the room.Â
So fucking cute.
He pulls on a pair of black pajama pants and adjusts the curtains to keep the room dark before slipping downstairs. The morning sun reflects off the gold in the marble, basking his kitchen in warm fire light. His eyes glance around the kitchen, a dirty frying pan sits in the sink from the grilled cheese sandwiches he made you both last night, the kitchen stool still pulled out from where you sat. A smile pulls at his cheeks, his cock stirring as he remembers the rest of the evening.Â
The two of you ate your sandwiches; all you had on was one of his t-shirts, and he was wearing the pants heâs in now. After you both finished eating, he grunted as he came over to help you off the stool. You made another joke about him being old. Slipping in and out of dom mode is almost too easy around you. Without missing a beat, he made you clean the cum that had leaked out of you off the stool with your tongue, then spanked you until more cum dripped down your legs and onto the floor. He didnât even have to tell you what to do, all he did was glance at the floor then at you with a raised brow. His sweet girl got down on her hands and knees and cleaned up. He praised you the entire time and then took you upstairs to shower; not that it did much good, because he fucked you from behind the moment the two of you got back into his bed. Joel hasnât fucked someone back-to-back like that in years, but you have him feeling like heâs in his twenties again.Â
He pulls the jar of imported coffee beans from the cupboard and grinds them, reflecting upon how easy it was to just sit with you. As you ate, you both laughed and joked about whatever came to mind. He made fun of you for asking for ketchup to dip your sandwich in, then you poked fun back by eating the sandwich with one pinky up once you realized it wasnât just processed bread and cheese.Â
As he tamps the freshly ground beans into the basket he realizes just how lonely he has been. Heâs always been surrounded by people and enjoyed coming home to his quiet solitude of a house, but now? He smiles sadly to himself. This is really going to hurt.
He places the basket in the machine and as it brews he gets your beans in the grinder and then grabs the milk to steam and froth. He adds the milk to his cup and then starts on yours just as he hears a very soft âGood Morningâ from behind him.Â
He looks over his shoulder as you wrap your arms around his middle, placing a kiss on his bare spine. It shoots right to his heart and he holds it there, desperate to keep this love heâs feeling, love he knows is on a timeline.Â
âGood morning, sweet girl. Coffee?â
âMmm, yes please.â
He rubs at your arms around his stomach. âHow does bacon and eggs sound?â
The soft warmth of your cheek rests on his back as he steams your milk, your espresso almost done. âYou actually use the kitchen?â
âUsed it last night, didnât I?â
âYea,â you reply, âbut Iâve never seen you have actual food in your fridge. Cleaning it is always on your list, but aside from milk thereâs never been anything in it.â
âThatâs not entirely true,â he says.Â
âYouâre right, once there was just a single long stemmed red rose.â The rose he got you for your birthday.Â
âSo youâre saying you donât want surprise long stemmed roses?â
You gasp dramatically behind him and then wiggle under his arm. He laughs, adjusting his grip on the milk and coffee cup to pour the milk just right, creating a heart on the top of your latte and then holding it in front of you. He watches the little smile that curves your lips. âThank you, Joel.â
He kisses your forehead before you both part. His eyes trail from your face, down your body thatâs draped in one of his black t-shirts brushing the top of your bare thighs. âBreakfast?â
You nod, wrapping both your hands around your coffee cup and inhaling. âWhat can I do to help?â
âNothing. Get that cute little ass on one of those stools,â he spins you and pats at your butt gently, a giggle escaping your throat as you wander around the island to sit.Â
Joel gathers what he needs for breakfast, and after a few heartbeats you break the silence. âCan I ask you a question?â
He glances over at you, âWeâve been through this. You donât need to ask permission, just ask.â
âWell, itâs about the hat.â
âAh,â he says softly, starting one of the gas burners to heat the cast iron pan for the bacon. âYou can ask anything youâd like, baby.â
âI just wasnât expecting that sort of reaction.â
âThatâs not a question,â he says jokingly.Â
You let out an amused sound thatâs part giggle, part snort. âWhatâs the history behind the black cowboy hat?âÂ
He clears his throat, moving around the kitchen the entire time he speaks. âI grew up on a small ranch outside of Austin. My grandparentsâ ranch. Me and Tommy lived there with our mom. My grandma gave us both our first cowboy hats; mine was a black Stetson with a black satin liner. I wore that hat all the time. It brought me comfort for whatever reason, or maybe it was confidence in those awkward adolescent years. Whatever it was, it sort of became a part of who I was as a teenager. One night, in my senior year, after winning our baseball state championship I went to a party, with my hat on, of courseâŚthatâs, umm, thatâs where I met her.â
He watches you take a sip of your coffee, eyes soft. âTiffany, myâŚmy wife. Thatâs where I met her. My grandpa always said that Iâd feel a tug, like a pull behind my belly button, and it did. When I went to talk to her she took my hat and put it on her head andâŚI just knew. That hat, well, I wore it for her from then on.â
âWhereâs the hat now?â You say, looking shyly up at him.Â
He turns back the stove, swallowing the dry lump in his throat and flips the bacon before cracking the eggs in the second pan. His voice is low. âWhen she passed away it just felt right to send the hat with her. I couldnât let her go alone.âÂ
The eggs sizzle as he flips them. âHow old were you when that happened?âÂ
âYoung,â he says, then looks back over at you. âAbout twenty three or twenty four.âÂ
He scoops two eggs and a few pieces of bacon on each plate and then walks around to the stool beside you. âIâm sorry that happened, Joel.âÂ
He places a light kiss on your forehead, sliding the plate in front of you. âMe too, baby. Thank you.âÂ
Joel sits on the stool next to yours but that still isnât close enough for him. He grabs the leg of your stool and pulls you tight to his side. The moment your shoulder makes contact with his arm he feels more at ease. Talking about Tiffany isnât so painful anymore.Â
âSo itâs just been you and your daughter since then? You didnât want to remarry?â He watched the way your lips purse to blow on your fork full of eggs before he answers.Â
âI wasnât opposed to remarrying. Sarah used to try to set me up with her friends' moms when she was kid. But, I never felt that pull like I did with Tiff. I focused all of my time on Sarah and building my construction firm.â
It feels almost too comfortable to talk to you as he continues between bites. âI just kept waiting for that pull again. Then my career took off; I went from building homes to mansions, and then eventually apartment complexes. I didnât have time to even look for a partner.âÂ
âIs that when you got into BDSM?â You ask, nibbling on your bacon.Â
âYa, I met CapâŚâ
âCap?â You interrupt, looking at him with wide eyes. âLike the sweet man with the grey hair and kind blue eyes who drives me around?âÂ
âYes, same Cap. He taught me almost everything about being a Dom.â
You shake your head in disbelief. âHeâs so soft and kind.âÂ
âAm I not soft and kind?â He says, placing a hand on his chest. You press a kiss to his cheek and he raises an eyebrow at you. âAs I was saying, I met Cap through one of the trades we hired to run cable through a large apartment building. Spent a lot of hours with him and he eventually brought up how being a dom might be a good option for me and wouldnât risk Sarah getting hurt through a break up.âÂ
âSarah is older than me, isnât she?â You put your fork down and look up at him with concern.Â
He nods, âShe is. Not by much, but she is. However, I recently learned that I was the campus DILF while she was in university.âÂ
You snort a laugh beside him.Â
âShe just wants me to be happy. I donât know what I did right with that kid. Sheâs a doctor and just got accepted to a surgery fellowship in New York.âÂ
As he finishes his last few bites, your soft, warm palm traces up and down his bare back slowly. âIâm sure you were, or are, an amazing dad.âÂ
He smiles over at you as reality slams into him. Youâre younger than his daughter. Youâre going to want things that heâs already done and is too old to do again. And quite frankly, he doesnât want to do it again. Biologically he cannot have any more kids, and heâs not looking to adopt. Heâs done that part of his life. Â
One of his hands wraps around the back of your neck and his mind races as he lowers his face to yours. Heâs sure youâre going to go to Berkeley, which will break his heart, but also means he can keep that pesky little secret heâs been keeping from you hidden. You finding out about that will ruin him.
You
Something shifts in Joelâs eyes before he kisses you, his tongue swiping against your lips, asking to let him in. You tilt your head, deepening the kiss, as the urge to show him just how much you need him takes over. You spin your body towards him, kissing him back at the pace heâs set. You could sit like this for hours, your lips fused to his, his tongue flicking sweetly against yours. Your hands roam along the muscle-lined skin of his arms, pressing your lips happily to his without any plans to break the kiss first.
After a few minutes, Joel pulls back, cupping your chin, his thumb caressing your bottom lip. âSpeaking of university,â he prompts.Â
You take a slow deep breath in through your nose, trying to keep your face a neutral mask as all of your thoughts around school and Joel scream in your mind. He squeezes your hand reassuringly, âCome with me.âÂ
As he leads you towards the stairs to the basement you say, âWe should clean up.âÂ
âNah,â he starts leading you down the stairs, his voice light, âI have a cleaner coming this week.âÂ
You jokingly hit his shoulder with a laugh as he walks down the stairs in front of you. The two of you settle into the plush couch. You cozy up into the corner of the sectional, him beside you. He pulls your feet onto his lap and then flips a blanket from the back of the couch over you.Â
âItâs gonna be Berkeley, right?â Joelâs voice is excited and curious, not disappointed. For a second you think he might not care in the way you think he does, until your eyes meet his. His eyes tell a whole damn story right now, more honey flecks than onyx shine your direction. They seem sad almost, or longing. Â
âMaybe. That was sort of my dream school but I donât know anymore.âÂ
His thumbs press into the arches of your feet and after wearing those ridiculous heels last night it feels delicious. âYour phone screen, which, by the way, Iâm getting you a new phone. That screen is a hazard, and donât bother arguing with me. But your Lock Screen is the beach.âÂ
âI know,â you look down at your hands, picking at the pearly white polish.Â
âI want you to follow your dreams, sweet girl.âÂ
âBut thatâs the thing, Joel. Becoming a lawyer is the dream. Either way, I will graduate as a lawyer, soâŚâ The words die on your tongue and hang heavy between the two of you.
âDonât pick based on me.â He says softly.Â
You scoff, immediately annoyed by his ego. Is that really what he thinks of you? That some man would come along and change everything you had planned. Didnât he though?Â
You pull your feet from his lap, bending your knees up as if youâre building a wall between the two of you. âIâm not. Iâm a grown woman who can, and does, make decisions for herself.âÂ
âSo then whatâs the reason for giving up what was always your dream school for a law school here?âÂ
You feel sick to your stomach. His singing last night, that wasnât a proclamation of love to you. He was just singing a song that he knows and you almost changed your entire lifeâs trajectory for him.
No, you remind yourself, these are valid points. Joel or not, it makes sense to stay. Â
It doesnât matter how you justify it to yourself in your mind, the annoyance that anyone would think youâd make a decision this huge for anyone but yourself doesnât ease. You didnât even consider your parents when you left for university, so why would he think youâd consider him when youâve only known him a few weeks?Â
You try to keep the edge of frustration out of your voice as you respond. âItâs cheaper, for one. I also have a job that I could do once or twice a week if I stay here. I have a chosen family of friends who support and love me. Thereâs lots of reasons. And at the end of it all, I come out with a law degree.âÂ
âSweetheart,â he says softly, his fingers toying with the hem of the blanket. âI didnât mean to make you feel like you had to defend yourself or your decisions.âÂ
âYou assumed Iâd choose my future based on you.â You say, and it comes out a lot angrier than you intend. You rush an apology, âSorry, I didnât mean for that to sound so harsh.âÂ
âYou donât have to be sorry,â his voice stays soft as he moves to rub the top of your foot under the blanket. You let him pull it back onto his lap, shortly followed by the other foot. âYouâre making a big decision and I could see you working through your thoughts in the car last night. I just donât want you to think you have to figure this out on your own. Iâm here for you. Iâm sorry, sweet girl. I was trying to let you know Iâm here. I should have worded that differently to begin with.âÂ
âSorry,â you murmur, looking back down at your hands. You feel about two feet tall all of a sudden.Â
âHey,â he squeezes at your calves and you look back up at him. âYou have nothing to be sorry for. Câmere.âÂ
You slide across the couch and he pulls you close, draping your legs over his and wrapping you in his arms. âI know Berkeley is more expensive, but youâd have more opportunities there, wouldnât you?âÂ
You shrug and lean into his touch. âMaybe, but Iâd finish top of the class here, I donât know where Iâll fit there. Plus, my friends. Itâs weird, Iâve never been scared to leave somewhere before; not even when I was freshly eighteen and left my parents, but now I am.âÂ
His strong hands rub along skin, desire beginning to flicker at your core. Itâs only further ignited when he speaks again.Â
âThose are all very valid reasons and fears, sweet girl. We all feel that way about big change. Your friends will always be there for you, regardless of what state you decide to go to school in. Iâve only known you for a short time, and I can see how much this means to you. Theyâve known you a lot longer, I can only imagine how proud of you they must be. Youâre an amazing person and an incredibly hard worker. If anyone can do this, itâs you.âÂ
âIâll be in debt forever,â you say with a sigh, leaning back so you can see his face.Â
âYou donât have to beâŚâ
âNo, Iâll accept the phone, albeit begrudgingly, but I will not accept that.âÂ
âWeâll see about that,â he says with a wink and a laugh as you roll your eyes.
Joel
The rest of the morning was spent laughing and talking. He asked about your first kiss, your favourite song, what you were most proud of so far. He filed away every single answer.Â
As the two of you cleaned up from breakfast he said, âSo you never saw yourself having kids?âÂ
âNo. I saw myself fighting for others. I think based on my past that Iâd be a great mother, just do the opposite of what my parents did, but that never interested me.âÂ
His fears from earlier started to ease knowing that you didnât want kids, and your views on marriage were so mature compared to what he usually heard.
He oiled the cast iron as you spoke. âI just need a partner. Someone who is on my side. Iâve been alone almost my entire life, and I can be happy alone. Itâs not the company I need - itâs the support. Someone who can shut the world off. You know?âÂ
He knew the moment he saw you that he could turn you into the perfect little submissive, his perfect submissive.Â
âSounds like you need a partner who knows how to be a Dom,â he says with a wink, eyes roaming over your body in just that thin black t-shirt he gave you. He sees the switch in your eyes, desire blows your pupils wide, darkening your usually sparkling orbs. âDoes my sweet girl need something?âÂ
He watches your thighs squeeze together as you stand beside him. You hum a yes and nod your head.Â
âAre you sore?âÂ
âYes, Mister Miller. But I still need it.âÂ
He leans in closely, tracking the shiver that runs up your body as his lips ghost along the shell of your ear. In a deep whispered command he says, âGive me that shirt, and then go wait upstairs for me.âÂ
He pulls back and watches as your arms cross in front of your body and grab the hem of the soft cotton shirt. Time slows as you reveal your naked body to him, his heart catching in his throat along with his breath. So utterly perfect.Â
âGood girl,â he hums, extending his hand for the shirt. âUpstairs, on your hands and knees at the foot of the bed.âÂ
He watches you the entire way up the stairs. You only glance over your shoulder once, and he knows the wink he sends you is the reassurance you need. Granted, the little smile and the slight skip in your step afterwards were a dead giveaway that youâre excited for whatever he has planned.Â
He waits in the kitchen, forcing himself to keep his eye on the digital clock of the microwave. Three minutes, he tells himself. His dick has other plans, throbbing behind his loose, low hanging pajama pants. Wait three minutes, you weak and pathetic little man.Â
He palms himself through the fabric to relieve some of the ache, picturing your ass up in the air on the end of his bed. When the three minutes pass, he practically sprints up the stairs until he reaches his bedroom. He takes a breath to compose himself before stepping over the threshold. Looking to his left, youâre exactly how he wanted you. Knees on the edge of the bed, hands planted on the mattress, eyes glued to the fluffy sheets below you.Â
âRemind me, sweet girl,â he fights the smile as you startle at his voice, wide eyes looking over your shoulder. He leans against the doorframe and crosses his arms. âDid you mark off that youâre interested in exploring aspects of anal sex?âÂ
âYes, Mister Miller.â You say shyly.Â
âHereâs what we are going to do,â he starts to walk towards you, eyes roaming along every inch of you. âLook at the mattress, please.âÂ
He smiles as you obey, always his good girl.Â
âYouâre going to stay very still. I am going to tease your beautiful pussy and ass with my tongue and fingers.â He stops right behind you, running his fingertips along the back of your thighs. âIâm going to go slow. I want you to close your eyes and just breathe. Focus on my tongue. Can you do that?âÂ
âYes, Mister Miller.âÂ
âGood girl. Before we start, grab a pillow and put your chest on the bed. I need you to arch your back for me.â He slips his pajama pants off as you crawl forward to grab the pillow and licks his lips as your ass scoots back down the bed before you get into his desired position.Â
âSo beautiful,â he coos, kneeling on the small bench at the foot of his bed. âIâm going to start by drawing long lines of my tongue from here,â his finger lightly presses on your clit, he collects your arousal as he runs it up the soft folds of your cunt, stopping when he reaches your asshole, âTo hereâ.
âIâm going to do that a few times, and then start applying more and more pressure. Once you start to shake, and you will start, sweet girl, so please, donât hold back. But once you start to shake, Iâm going to swirl my thumb along that tight little ring of muscle while I eat your pussy.âÂ
You let out a moan, he hasnât even touched you yet and he can see you growing wetter. âThink you like the idea of that. Already so wet for me.âÂ
âWhat else?â You ask with a moan.Â
âIâm going to tease your ass with my tongue and fingers until you let me in. And then fuck you with my fingers, all while continuing to suck on your clit until you come for me. Do I have your consent?âÂ
He can hear the smile on your face as you say, âYes, Mister Miller.âÂ
âNo, no, baby. I want you to say âYes, Mister Miller, you have my consent to play with my assâ.âÂ
He sees your cheeks flush crimson, he brings his hands to your waist, holding you firmly as his cock rubs against your thighs. âY-yes, Mister Miller. You have my consentâŚ.â
âYou can say it, sweet girl. Come on.âÂ
âToâŚ.â
He leans over you, placing a kiss on your shoulder. âGood girl, keep going.âÂ
âTo play with my ass.âÂ
He sinks his teeth into the meat of one of your cheeks and then runs his tongue over the sharp pain before he does exactly as he said he was going to.Â
YouÂ
Your whimpers of pleasure fill the room as two of Joelâs thick fingers slide easily into your ass. You have no concept of how long heâs been teasing you. Since he took the lube out, youâve been nothing but a vibrating ball of pleasure. His tongue flicks your clit with perfect precision, his fingers stretching and caressing you at the same time.Â
âI wanna come, Mister Miller,â you whine.Â
He pulls his face away from your centre. âThat right?âÂ
âPlease. It feels so good.âÂ
âYou know you donât have to ask, sweet girl. You can come as many times as you want.âÂ
âNeed more,â you manage to gasp as he curls his fingers slightly inside of you.Â
âWhat do you need?âÂ
âFuck me - fuck me while you do that with your fingers.âÂ
ââManners!â He growls.Â
âPlease, Mister Miller,â you half whine, half cry. âI need to come. Please.âÂ
He slips his fingers from you and you whimper in protest. âI know, sweet girl.âÂ
He urges you to move forward and then you feel the mattress dip as he kneels behind you. The click of the cap of the lube sounds behind you, the cool liquid hitting your ass. The warm tip of his cock slides from your ass to clit, back and forth, spreading your slick along with the lube. You push back into the soft top of his cock every time it teases your ass.Â
âNeedy little thing, arenât you?âÂ
âItâs been hours, please, Mister Miller.âÂ
âThatâs a bit dramatic, baby,â he says, focusing his attention on that tight ring of muscle that youâve never explored before. âIt hasnât even been an hour.â
You push back again, feeling intense pressure. You hiss as the sensation but donât pull away. âEasy, sweet girl. I donât want to hurt you.âÂ
The slippery tip of his cock slides towards your entrance. He pauses, and then as he finally pushes inside of you, his thumb enters you at the same time. You cry out, âOh my god.â
The usual pinch of the stretch of him filling you isnât there this time. You donât need to adjust to his size, you just need him to fuck you.
âHarder, Mister Miller.âÂ
He obliges, keeping his thumb firmly inside of you as he slides his hips back and thrusts forward. He repeats this motion, setting a quick pace, his hips slamming against your ass over and over. You bury your face into the pillow and scream; deja vu washes over you. The darkness, the way his cock kisses your g-spot, the heat of his body behind you. This is the recurring dream you used to have about Joel, and itâs so much better in real life.Â
âPlay with your pretty clit, sweet girl. Wanna feel you.âÂ
You bring your hand to your clit. Youâre so wet that your fingers easily slip along your most sensitive part. You rub fast, tight circles, moaning and somehow arching your back even further. âAtta girl. Make yourself come for me.âÂ
Your orgasm slams through you and you scream his preferred dom name into the pillow. Your entire body is vibrating, your pussy clenches hard around his cock. You feel him growing harder before heâs calling your name along with praise and then spills inside of you.Â
His forehead meets your back, the sweat of his forehead mixing with your own as you both try to catch your breath. Your heart races. I love you.Â
Joel
When his alarm goes off Monday morning, itâs the first time in a long time that heâs not looking forward to work. He spent the better part of his weekend with you. The rest of your Saturday was spent in a bubble bath before ordering take out and watching movies. He reluctantly dropped you off at home on Sunday morning in a pair of his sweatpants, a hoodie and wool socks. Even while carrying your dress and heels and doing a proverbial walk of shame, you were undeniably gorgeous.Â
Now, he sits in his office, the heat of the afternoon spring sun causing the air conditioner to whirl. In the past few weeks, his feelings towards being in a relationship has mirrored the weather. When he met you in February, he was cold and isolated towards the idea, but now just weeks later as March turns to April, heâs warm and soft towards it, opening up to someone when he didnât think he ever would. He opens a brown folder, a proposal for a new building that JMConstriction is going to take on. Tommy has already done the real work; at this point, Joel is just the figurehead for the construction side. He grabs his pen, looping a J and an M neatly.Â
He places his glass on the table and pinches the bridge of his nose. He knows he should have read that before signing, if only he could focus on the words. Somehow the letters on the page transformed into you. Smiling as the movie played, laughing as the two of you tried to toss popcorn across the couch and into the other person's mouth.Â
Heâs all in, for as long as youâll let him. He woke up Sunday morning to his cock in your mouth. You whispered asking if it was ok and after his hum of approval he watched your lips slide up and down his shaft. Simply put, he is mesmerized by you. He stopped you before he came, pulling you onto your side, your back against his front and slipped inside of you. He made you come three times before he let himself fall over the edge.Â
As he held you, you confirmed that you were staying here for law school.Â
âAre you sure thatâs what you want?â
âYes. For lots of reasons. But yes, Iâm happy. I donât think Iâve ever been happy. Iâm staying here.â
Guilt and excitement swirled in his stomach at your decision. He has to tell you what he did. He should tell you regardless of your decision, but itâs going to be so much harder now. He picks up his phone and texts you.Â
Joel: Hi, sweet girl. Before we celebrate at the club on Tuesday, can I take you out for dinner?Â
You: I would love that, Mister Miller. But this super rich man has me scheduled to clean his house from 12-4, so what time are you thinking?Â
Joel: Get ready at my place, Freckles. Weâll have a drink and then go for dinner, then Iâm going to teach you all about the St. Andrewâs Cross. Â
He wants you to stay. More than wants, he needs you to stay. The thought of you leaving now makes him feel like his lungs are in a vice grip. Wrong, Joel. That vice grip is actually that thing you did. You know this is going to hurt her, he scolds himself loudly. The imaginary iron fist squeezes tighter and he fights to suck in a full breath.Â
He has to tell you. He will tell you. At dinner tomorrow night, he will explain everything from the beginning. You canât find out any other way or youâll likely never forgive him. His heart starts to deflate at the thought of not being able to wake up beside you again; seeing you in a cocoon of down-filled sheets, just the top of your head and one foot giving away your identity.Â
He stands from his desk and walks towards his office door, clicking the lock and resting his forehead against the wood. He closes his eyes, resting one hand on his chest. I canât lose her.Â
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donât test me. / park sunghoon
๨ৠ## i've never felt this before, i can't hide it, my head is spinning, crazy park sunghoon x fem reader!
synopsis: your test on your best friend decided to have your friendship to the next level.
includes: 3.4k words | childhood friends to lovers | inspo was actually the song brought the heat back because theyâre all delusional, like look at the lyrics â actually | lyrics mentioned x2 !! | sunghoon is a hopeless romantic | both of them are bold with their actions el oh el.. | oh taesan BND mention ^3^ | ever after high mentioned !!
extra: actually am back from the dead iâm very sorry LOL | the whole romance: untold album gave me me inspiration to write this.. | hot girl activities of being an enhypen stan <3 | ALSO am redoing my tag list since iâm back after a hot minute, lmk if u wanna be apart of it <3 | love u chiptole pls sponsor me <3
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what are we doing here at the mall?â sunghoon stares ahead, seeing multiple clothing stores. he sees groups of girls going in and out of them while holding multiple shoppings bags. he sighs, already depicting himself holding bags for you as you go shopping.
âprom shopping, duh.â you proudly stated. your eyes brighten while eyeing each attractive store.Â
âwhatâs the point of going to prom when you donât have a date?â immediately your mood shut down as sunghoon slammed fact at your face while maintaining his blank stare. he was right, you donât have a date, like an actual date. your last minute plan was to go with your childhood neighborhood best friend, platonically because disappointingly all of the hot guys in your school got dates.Â
âyouâre literally my date sunghoon.â you rolled your eyes and looked at sunghoon who seemed to have reddish cheeks. he looked away before you can turn to him, blocking his red cheeks from being seen.
you snickered, knowing that he is embarrassed since sunghoon doesnât have a date either from his school. well, he rejected all of them. but that confused you more, he rejected all of the girls that asked him out but he didnât mind going to your prom as your date. you donât care now because you have a purpose to go prom-dressing.
âooh windsor seems cute~â you skipped towards the store that caught your eye first. âwoah..â your eyes sparkled at the glitterly lavender dress that has a slit on the right side of the leg and have gems around the chest area. this was your dream ever since you were little, going prom dressing and imagining yourself wearing your favorite dresses with your prince charming.Â
but it had to be with sunghoon â nothing wrong with sunghoon but he was someone you didnât expect for him to say yes.
i mean, both of you pinky promised ever since babies that you two would marry each other if both of you stayed single. you wondered if he remembers the same thing.
sunghoon stayed at the corner of the store, eyeing your excited self while scanning the various dresses in front of you as he held your bag after volunteering. he wonders what type of dresses you prefer.
he imagines you in some of the dresses he eyes wander on.
you insisted to keep your bag onto you but he persisted until you give up. his excuse was to âroam freelyâ â you dead looked at him in the eye replying that itâs bullshit.
you didnât want to argue with him any further first thing you entered the mall so you let him deal with whatever. Â
sunghoon doesnât know what made him possessed to say yes to you when he received your text. he didn't even pay for prom, he was uninterested, but the thought of going with you - as his date, didn't seem too bad.
he remembered himself blushing crazy when he abruptly received your text message when he was hanging out with his friends. sunghoon took a pause in the middle of the sidewalk, staring at his screen with wide eyes. he slowly turned around and started running towards home, abandoning his startled, questioned friends. they heard silence except his shoes hitting the concrete floor.
two hours later, he replied with âsureâ to remain nonclatant but little did you know his face was a blushing mess, feet in cold sweat to the fact he had to wear socks in bed, and his heart rapidly beating to the point he had high blood pressure. his mind was occupied onto you as he stared at your bedroom from across his window, wondering what youâre up to.
his parents were so confused as to why their son was acting this way. he was on cloud 9 when you asked him out but felt a bit sad when you mentioned to go together with plantonic feelings.Â
you walked towards sunghoon with shrugged shoulders and a frown that made sunghoon be concered of your expression. âwhat happened?â sunghoon looked down at you, uttering a deep tone to indicate his concern. he was still seeing your pouty lips and your eyes being tight. ânone of them are what i am looking for.â
maybe youâre acting like a spoiled child who cannot find their favorite toy but you believed that prom was the most important event in your life. you wanted to find your perfect dress.
then you opened your eyes, being face to face to sunghoonâs chest which made you feel uneasy at the unfamiliar appearance.
you then realized how close you are with sunghoon so you took a step back.
you sighed, looking up at sunghoon. âitâs fine we have multiple stores.â your motivated smile made sunghoon chuckle.
you left the store, then sunghoon behind you.
âthat green looks like a swamp.â âthatâs too glittery.â âtoo long.â âi look like a child of divorce with this dress!â
âi guess youâre picky.â sunghoon teased, ruffling your hair as he followed you exiting the last store. you still had an unsatisfied expression.
you didnât react to his gesture since it was normal between the two of you. you didnât mind sunghoon messing up your hair.
sunghoon felt bad and fixed your hair carefully, eyeing each strand of hair being back in the right place originally.
you looked from left to right onto where to explore, slightly giving up but not fully. you wanted to go home already and swallow yourself in your favorite blanket, blasting the AC on high volume while watching ever after high.
countless attempts of finding the right dress for you was too difficult. youâre starting to understand why people buy their dresses months before, you believe that the good batch of dresses were already brought before and you started to panic if you can even find one.Â
âthereâs nothing wrong with being picky..â you murmured, walking around in hopes another store caught your eye. âof course,â sunghoon responded. he continued. âyou should keep your standards high, never settle for less.â you lightly scoffed, turning your head towards sunghoon with a mischevious expression. âis that why youâre still single?âÂ
youâve always been curious of sunghoonâs standards are since he remains single throughout your high school years. middle school doesnât count. his last relationship was a fail because he lost feelings for the girl.
yes, you admit he is shamelessly handsome and he knows that but have a personality of a delicate cat. which makes you laugh once in a while.
you still think of sunghoon as a child in an adult body.
sunghoon seems to be taken aback of your question. he tilted his head, thinking about it. âwellâŚi never thought about it like that. i was gonna be more busier with each year, iâm not gonna have time for relationships.â sunghoon confessed nonchantly since it wasnât a big deal for him. you nodded, understanding where he was coming from.Â
âthen..have you liked anyone before?â you questioned, also curious as you eyed the storeâs figuerines on display. âthatâs cute..â you whispered to yourself before looking back at sunghoon with a smile, waiting expectantly.
sunghoonâs heart jumped. he shivered when he felt the cold air passing behind him, glancing at you to see if youâve noticed but he was so grateful that you were distracted by some damn figuerines.Â
he immediately looked ahead when you looked back at him, geez why canât i answer?
ân-no.â he choked on his words. you decided to poke his holes further when you noticed how nervous he was. you can read your best friend pretty easily. âreally?â you stopped walking which made him also stop. sunghoon turned to his right and he held his breath when you leaned closer to his face, eyeing him like a hawk to justify his truth. âdo you like someone now?â
âyes.â he muttered, still staring at your eyes. seconds of staring at each other made your heart suddenly fluttered which was weird and out of the norm. you held in your breath when none of you pulled away yet, continuing to gaze upon each other.
you realized the position you were in, especially when sunghoon easily towered over you. you immediately back away, sunghoon now smirking at your sudden nervousness. âwonder whoâs the unfortunate girl..â you gulped on your words.
âwhy are you single?â sunghoon asked, hands in his pockets as he started walking. you coughed, hands rubbing your tight chest. âe-erm,â you tried to find an excuse. âjust like you.. i have other priorities.â you didnât see the little frown sunghoon made at your response. you werenât lying but at the same time you were telling the truth. dating felt like it could affect your daily routine and studies.
okay, maybe your best friend seem a bit too handsome for your liking. itâs weird. wait
âhow about this store?â sunghoon pointed at a store that was near the exit. you sneaked a glance, interested by the pretty dresses on display. you decided to go. âsure letâs go.â trying to distract yourself on what happened earlier.Â
now sunghoon was reflecting on himself and what happened earlier as well as he sat down, waiting for you to try on the dresses. he was frustrated, he wanted you. it has always been you, ever since both of you pinky promised as babies.
that relationship he had in middle school - yeah he thought the girl was pretty but it was only to perform a distraction to get rid of his feeling for you.
your extroverted personality intimidated him ever since growing up. he wonders what makes you fearless and mentally strong. in moments where you fell down countless from playing tag with him, you didnât cry. oddly - you continued to play with tag despite having a bleeding knee.
but when you would see his displeased face, you would offer him a lollipop that you keep inside your book bag just for fun.
he still has the candy wrapper somewhere inside his drawers.
but you donât know that. he wanted to know if you were feeling the same way. is it worth ruining the friendship? is there any hope to turn it into something intimate? something more? heâs craving a lot of answers.Â
as you were adjusting the dress, your hands slowed down on your straps when you also questioned the same thing. then memories of you and sunghoon started replaying on your mind; where both of you were in his bed one summer night after having a bbq dinner from your parents, talking about your futures together â where the both of you have to be involved in each othersâ futures; where sunghoon gives you his hoodie without any question whenever youâre cold, where you packed an extra lunchbox for sunghoon because he was craving your pork cutlets. the past, happy memories slowly transitioned to the memories where youâre now questioning your feelings on sunghoon.
where sunghoon wrapped his arm around your shoulder, pulling you closer to him when the train was crowded with people. you felt his chin touch the top of your head. you remembered your heartbeat being in the same speed as the train was going and you were glad sunghoon couldnât see your blush â where sunghoon offered you to sleep on his shoulder on the way home after hanging out together â where both of your hands would featherly touch each other in random times but immediately both of you let go and feel electric shocks all over the body.Â
so youâre gonna put your feelings on the test.
âhoon!â you called out on his nickname. sunghoon immediately paid attention to you. âyeah y/n? what happened?â you scrunched your nose when you hear the concern on his tone.Â
you huffed out a breath. âcan you help me with the zipper please?â you questioned why your heart is already beating fast. you hear the footsteps coming closer to you and you swore your heart was gonna jump out of the ribcage.Â
behind you, you slightly opened the curtain, to prevent not only revealing the dress to him but as well as not wanting to face sunghoon. you can feel his eyes glued onto your back.
sunghoon rolled his tongue inside his cheek, feeling unusual even though heâs childhood friends with you. he noticed your hands trying to zip up your dress.
he took a step closer to you, you shivered when you can feel his chest against your back and your breath lingering on your bare neck. you gulped at the intense silence engulfed by the both of you.Â
âsilly you.â he let out a slight chuckle. you can feel his slight smirk from behind you.
âjust help me park.â you rolled your eyes at his teasing, hoping itâs something to ease the tension.Â
âstop moving.â sunghoon hand was lightly placed on your waist which made you frozen. your eyes widened at the sudden touch. his eyes were focused on the zipper, his hands being gently so that he doesnât hurt you.Â
breathe y/n â breatheâÂ
shit.
you looked up from the ground to curiously see the scene with the mirror in front of you. the first thing was his figure, how his white shirt easily makes his body look good with his headphones around his neck. you can see his fluffy hair that youâre eager to touch. you see sunghoonâs tongue on the corner of his lips to indicate his concentration. your eyes slowly followed his hand, you eyed his watch â his hand on your waist.Â
you suddenly wanna pass away.Â
sunghoon sighed, âthere.â you then immediately looked down to prevent any eye contact. goddamit y/n why are you so shy?Â
âthanks.â you grabbed the curtain and shut the room in front of him, whining mentally at your shy self. you stared at yourself in front of the mirror, surprised at how red your cheeks are under the light.
sunghoon stood in front the curtain, surprised with his eyebrows furrowed but then his face relaxed into a soft smile before returning back to seat and waiting for you to reveal the dress to him.
him only.Â
âsoââ he heard you through his headphones after some few minutes. you opened the curtain. âhow do i do?â as sunghoon was pausing his music and taking his headphones off. you presented yourself wearing the dark red, sparkly dress, standing still and with a smile as you waited for sunghoonâs reponse. you smiled so hard, not containing your excitement that you felt while wearing the dress. it really made you feel like a princess.Â
sunghoon stared at you for a couple of seconds then slowly looked down at your figure. how the dress was hugging your body, your curves were being emphasized, how it complimented your skin tone, god you were stunning. you literally looked like a goddess in front of him and he was willing to drop everything and pull you close just like earlier. sunghoon was utterly at a loss of words. his mouth wanted to spill out words but he was frozen.
what did you did do to him?
you caught him being speechless so you worried, forming a form. âi-is it not good?â you turned around to face the mirror in worry.Â
but before you do it you heard him yell. âwait!â you paused. âitâs good. you look great.â your muscles relaxed after hearing sunghoonâs reassurance. you smiled, turning back around to face sunghoon. sunghoon was too shy to face you, looking away as he was gulping.Â
âreally great..â he coughed into his fist, clearing his throat.Â
well that was good enough for you.Â
âgreat!â you closed back the curtain to change back into your normal clothes.Â
sunghoon cursed at himself mentally, hand coming to his head to massage his temples as he closed his eyes to gather his thoughts. he felt like this was torture.
as youâve already bought the dress, both of you were hungry so you guys went to the food court.
âgo find a table, iâll get us something.â you frown at sunghoonâs suggestion. âno donât pay for me. youâve already gone through so much, itâs right if i pay for your meal.â you find your wallet through your bag that sunghoon is still holding for you. sunghoon shook his head, shutting down the zipper making you speechless. âno need itâs fine for me.â you insisted. âsunghoon-â you whined.
sunghoon gave you a look that made you instantly sit down. âfine.â you rolled your eyes. sunghoon smiled as you followed his words, dropping the bags on the chair next to you. what a switch up.
you eyed sunghoonâs back disappearing slowly from your vision. you smiled when he headed to your favorite fast food place.
you were on your phone while waiting for sunghoon to come back.Â
ây/n?â you looked up after hearing your name being called. both of you smiled â it was your classmate, taesan. you got out from your seat to hug him as taesan hugged you back tightly. âwhat are you doing here?â you asked him, going back to your seat.
âi went to the park with the guys.â indicating the basketball on the chair across from you and he turned his back, which made you see the bunch of his friends ordering from a different store. âi saw you sitting by yourself, are you also with your friends?â taesan smiled at you, also wondering why youâre here.Â
âmhmm,â you nodded. âprom shopping.â taesan cursed. âshit i realized i have to do the same..â you giggled at his comment as taesan panicked a bit since itâs in a week. âgood luck with that.â you saluted to him. âmhm thanks.â taesan smiled at your gesture.
âokay i gotta go and find a table for these hungry monsters. iâll see you again.â taesan ruffled your hair, before leaving your table. âhey youâre gonna mess up my hair!â you playfully said, fixing your strands. âugh my hair..â you commented to yourself.
a few seconds later, youâre startled when a plastic bag of food was placed in front of, rather harshly.Â
you turned your head towards sunghoon when he pulled a chair next you and sat next to you with a serious expression. âwho was that guy?â youâre confused at sunghoonâs question.Â
âwhat guy?â your nervousness made you forget your memory. âwhy are you smiling to him like that?âÂ
did he watch the whole scene?
sunghoon kept staring at you, still maintaining a cold look that made you shiver. yeah, thatâs the look that he is pissed at you.
you realized something. âpark, are you jealous?â you eyed him which made sunghoon realize what he was doing and broke eye contact, letting out a puff of air.
but you are not letting it go until you got your answer. you leaned closer to him, tilting your head so he can look at you again but heâs resisting because he didnât want to show that side to you. âmhmm are you jealous?â you asked annoingly, making sunghoon blush. you kept teasing him. he was covering his face with his hands but you wanted to see this scene unfold on you. âam not.â he muttered, making you laugh at how grumpy his voice was. âcmon, why are you jealous? hm?â youâre entertained.
he is envious that there are other guys who can make you smile and laugh.
you smiled as your hands were touching each of his wrists, pulling his hands away from his face. sunghoon was pretty strong which made you struggle.Â
âdonât test me.â sunghoon shot a glare after you removed his hands from his face. you gulped at the sight in front of you. âokay i wonât, iâm sorry.âyouâre still smiling.
he crossed his arms, pouting. this wasnât the sunghoon that you grew up with and you wondered how much he has grown up â and that you two arenât kids anymore.Â
âdonât worry about taesan, he has a girl.â you laid back to your seat, unpacking your chiptole bowl that sunghoon bought. sunghoon stayed silent, eyeing you unpacking the bowl with excitement that made sunghoon instantly forgive you but now heâs too embarrassed to speak to you.Â
âuhm..â both of your heads turned to see a guy on your right side. the guy saw sunghoonâs grumpy face which made him gulp and nervous on what he was gonna say as you looked at him with a smile as an act of kindness. âi-i thought youâre pretty and i would like to ask if i can have your number?â the guy looked at you with sweaty glands all over his forehead, not daring to look at sunghoon or he will run away. you widened your eyes at the sudden confession.
âoh uhm-â
your bones became frozen when you felt one of sunghoonâs arms sneak around your neck, his fingers lightly touching your waist while his other arm was leaning on the table, eyeing the guy with apissed expression. he became close, too close when you felt his cheek be pressed onto yours.
he eyed the guy annoyingly, jaw clenched and eyes piercing through his body as you were a blushing mess and your heart fluttering too much. âshe has a boyfriend.â sunghoon muttered, causing you to gasp lightly at his words. the way he said, felt like he really meant it.
you saw the guy panicked and apologized, running away from both of your visions.Â
âcmon park, you scared the dude.â you turned to him as he removed his arm from your shoulder, leaning back to his seat. you were feeling bad for the guy but sunghoon didnât feel bad.
âyou didnât decline.â sunghoon shrugged, making you wanna slap his shoulder at his egotistical self.
now that youâve realized, you didnât.Â
âi-i..â youâre at a loss of words. you swear youâre gonna die in front of sunghoon if you get a heart attack. âright..â you muttered something that was not supposed to be aloud. but you didnât notice, trying to calm yourself down.
sunghoon leaned closer to you, eyes staring at you as you saw him smiling, causing his fangs to be present. âi wouldnât mind.â Â
you realized where this was going and he indirectly confessed to you. sunghoon tilted his head to the side, entertained to see your blushing state. âi wouldnât mind either.â his face dropped when you repeated the same thing to him without looking at him, coughing your nervousness out.Â
both of your faces relaxed, smiling at each other, relieved that the both of you felt the same way towards each other.Â
âso weâre gonna marry each other now?â sunghoon spoke, maintaining a slight smirk. he loves seeing you flustered like crazy.Â
youâre surprised. âyouâve remembered?â sunghoon nodded proudly, playing the ends of your hair which made your heart beat even more crazy as if itâs not at its limit right now.Â
âof course i remember, itâs you.âÂ
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inextricably bound - viktor, jayce
summary; stuck in a plane above all else but at least you're together
genre/extra tags; oneshot, fluff, bad jokes?, a dash of angst?, czech viktor, jayvik are canon fuck whatever christian linke was saying, just two bros being soulmates in every timeline and they're each others everything (but not in a gay way am i right chat /j), god forbid two dudes be canonically gay in every timeline, sorry im pissed off, im coping with jayvik being gone, OOC jayvik??, i dont know how to write for jayce well, jayvikreader poly sloppy toppy (jk), it's like implied that reader just got pulled in and doesn't know the dramatic moment they had n the astral plane before finally making up., headcanon that the astral plane is almost like being in limbo for death or reincarnation
[reader's gender not specified or mentioned]
word count; 808
a/n; can you tell im mad that there are jayvik non believers? like hate them all you want, but you can't just say that they were just bros and im glad most of the fandom can understand that. am i absolutely greedy for viktor? yes, but im not taking him away from his literal soulmate/twin flame/whatever the fuck gay shit they got going. also i feel like this isnt my best work but anyways enjoy :)
empty.
that's what being in the astral plane feels like. but it's calm. most of your body is engulfed the stars that you once looked up to. now you were part of that. not as a star but as a being. your face is illuminated a white gold shimmer.
"love?" a voice echoes and before you know it, two familiar faces are close to yours.
"vik? jayce?" your voice echoes in the listless space. and it's only then do you register how.. normal they look again.
despite the stars that cover their body and shimmering light of the ethereal, they look like themselves. it was the viktor and jayce you knew. your hands move, your body floating as you hold viktor's face.
"it's you. viktor.." the mentioned male looks at you, guilt and love in his eyes. jayce's hand rests on the small of his back, a silent encouragement for the shorter man. "it's you.." your voice trembles. viktor can't look you in the eye until jayce's hand gently nudges him, and it's only then that he sees the absolute love pouring from your eyes. "i should be more concerned that we're stuck here, but fuck.. i missed seeing you."
you can't exactly cry in the astral plane. your tears end up sparkling and twinkling away and become part of the galaxy you've been pulled into.
"milĂĄÄek.." you don't even realize how much you've missed his normal voice until now. even if it did have that ethereal echo, it was still him. your viktor. your forehead presses against his for just a moment.
"you... i have a lot to say, but let me be happy for just a moment." viktor tenses at your words, but he relaxes in your touch. you pull away to give jayce the love you missed giving him.
"jayce.. you did so well. more than well. i don't know everything of what you experienced, but you never gave up. didn't know i could be more thankful for you." jayce smiles brightly at your words as you hold his face between his hands in appreciation.
he looks at you with that look he used to give you and viktor when things we once normal. that silly lovesick grin on his face, but you know he can't express how thankful he is for you and him. "i missed you so much, too. you have no idea." he said softly.
"now, with that out of the way, what exactly happened?" the two men look at each other before slowly explaining how everything started and ended with them. and they definitely ended it, seeing as they were taken here by the crystal that jayce held so dear to him. "but why am i here then? i mean, it makes sense for you two to be here. you're basically soulmates."
"don't say that, milĂĄÄek. we love you too. whether you're in this timeline or not." viktor said gently, floating to you and holding you in his arms. "we won't allow you to think so lowly like that. especially when jayce is around. and especially because that line of thinking does not seem to do well for us. my insecurities blinded me to want to fix everything to a dangerous degree.." he confesses.
"youâre ours whether you like it or not. and it's not like we can find a way to leave here." jayce smiled softly, his large arms wrapped around yours and viktor's shoulders. he hugs you two close, not missing a moment to hold you both in his arms.
"i guess it was really meant to be when i said you're both stuck with me forever." you joked, kissing them on the cheek. "but we're really stuck here?"
after your kisses, viktor starts giving his share of kisses. "it would seem so. not that i'm complaining." jayce joins in on the sweet kissing session, making sure to give as much as he could before you or viktor start telling him to stop. echoing laughter rings out in the empty void. the cold of the astral plane could never make you shiver when you were with the men who did nothing but give you warmth.
"maybe we'll just reincarnate. do you believe in reincarnation?" you asked between kisses. they pause for a moment, contemplating your words.
"eh.. well, i'm sure it wouldn't be crazy to believe in reincarnation." viktor said with the slight tilt of his head, his look silently conveying his uncertainty but uncaring of it.
"if we do get reincarnated, i'll make sure to find you two before anything else." jayce whispered, his face firm with determination and love.
"that's so sweet. and sappy." you laughed lightheartedly.
the two men can't help but join in with their own laughter and just for a moment, the stars twinkle a little brighter as if joining in on the joy.
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