#I am just so tired and miserable
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Can we stop posting untagged photos of half dead children on tumblr pls? I can't keep unfollowing you all.
I am well aware there are brutally disfigured and dying children in war-torn countries right now without all these photos of it in my feed.
I am allowed to care and do my best to stop such atrocities without seeing them first hand on the daily on the website I get my memes from.
#like go off and keep doing it but at least fucking tag it#free palestine#donate to pcrf#all that 100%#I am just so tired and miserable#I don't want to keep unfollowing people I like on here#privledged fucking take I know but also you have to take care of yourself in order to have the energy to take care of others#compassion fatigue is very real#I am doing all I can
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When “the sillies” are 2 dead gay old French men
#the les mis brain rot is BACK BABY#I’m reblogging everything all over again#you can’t escape#I had a stressful train journey and the goddam French are like therapy#jk it wasn’t that bad#my ticket didn’t work so the guy made me buy a new one#I was just tired#uuugghhhh#wow#2 am rambles here we go#I’m fine rly dw#just bein silly#:3#funny#meme#funny meme#les mis#les miserables#valvert#jean valjean
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every time there's a rise in fascist action and power in the us, there's an en masse feminist response of like. affirming that gender is an ontological trait, you can tell what gender someone is without them directly stating it to you, appearance is indicative of gender (rather than just being correlative particularly in conservative populations), gender is a useful signifier of ideology separate from factors such as class and race (and may even be more causative regarding fascist ideology than class or race are), there is no form of gendered oppression targeting men, and there is no form of gendered privilege afforded to women.*
it's annoying! i do not like it.
*nb4 someone gets on my case about how gendered targeting of men is "just" racism/ableism/etc and gendered privilege afforded to women isn't "truly" privilege as men who reap the benefits of patriarchy are still higher in the social hierarchy than women who reap the benefits of patriarchy: we have entirely different modalities for viewing interactions of privilege + power + hegemony. your modality is, in fact, part of what i'm critiquing. it refuses to recognize gender itself as the oppressive structure, and patriarchy as a structure enforcing gender. we can chat in good faith if you want to understand this lens better but like i'm not going to be arguing about it or trying to make a Discourse Post(tm) defending my ideology.
#so many people come to this blog acting like i'm trying to defend an ideology or convert them or create educational resources#in actuality i am just saying things that i don't want to say on my main because i do not affiliate myself with online activism#(not that i think it's bad if other people do. however it would be truly truly horrific for me personally if i were to allow myself to view#the internet as an appropriate space for my activism. it is not and will never be and it is simply a place to speak my personal thoughts.)#and quite honestly as a result i do not think i owe a theoretical ''audience'' defenses or explanations#i will write them out if i am thinking about it and find it interesting and fulfilling#but like. this is a blog. it is not a resource. it is not a fount of activism. it is my space to write out thoughts i do not want to#put out into my low-stakes fandom-based social spaces due to this stressing my friends out irreparably.#(tag ramble fairly unrelated i am just... so tired. this is why i rarely use this blog and i do not check my notes when i do#because the way tumblr users interact with this blog is absolutely fucking miserable and antithetical to my purposes using it)
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Finished the Penacony story and my heart fr stopped at THIS MOMENT
THAT??? That’s love.
And then she LITERALLY died for us.
#stellefly#honkai star rail#hsr#penacony spoilers#penacony#ofc she didn't JUST die for us#also she didn't... actually die...#but the romance of her being the one to save us from the dream is MUAH MUAH#stelle's like “my knight in shining armor 🥰”#firefly she's so amazing she deserves her own post and I'm giving it to her btw#SHE IS SUCH A COMPELLING CHARACTER OUTSIDE OF HER RELATIONSHIP WITH THE TRAILBLAZER AND I'M TIRED OF PPL PRETENDING SHE ISN'T#I knew about the princess carry but them flying through the air with fireworks I didn't know that was real OMOAAMFLMSD#THEY'RE SOULMATES#stelfly#steltaru#fireblazer#sparkle ships them so hard. also acheron.#PENACONY FINALE WAS SO FIRE????????#I LOVE Acheron taking on the role of Charon like OMG her story is so sad and she's genuinely so sweet I WILL DIEEEEEE#AND THE OAK SIBLINGS????? I'M DISTRAUGHT#I MISS MISHA SO BAD. HIM LEAVING CLOCKIE WAAAAAAAA. I'M SO MISERABLE HE CAN'T VISIT THE EXPRESS ANYMORE I AM DAMAGED#my son he don't even exist!!#chriterary classics
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#im having such a miserable time dating in this city that I have actually thought about going back to my ex#not in like a genuinely considered way#just like. fuck. ugh. I am not having a good time#I’m tired lol#and I do miss the company I miss having someone around to cuddle and hug and be physical with#and she’d help me carry and open things…#ugh#and I’m not someone who like. gets something out of just cuddling friends rly#it’s nice sometimes but it by no means gives me what I’m looking for when I seek contact from someone I’m romantically into#whatever#I’m sad#👍🏼#batty posts#batwings#oh also disclaimer bc people love to be stupid:#yes Heather and I are still doing well and I love her like crazy#I also can’t really cuddle her while she’s 3000ish km away#so. Yknow
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https://in.pinterest.com/pin/694821048793866267/
Vale when cornered by PinkNews for comment
context. is he french well no. do i appreciate making jokes about white europeans well absolutely
#journo: valentino rossi and how would you define ur sexuality in the wake of the news about your relationship with marc marquez?#vale: EH YOU KNOW THE FRONT TIRE IS VERY SOFT SO WILL BE VERY DIFFICULT TO MAKE IT LAST THE FULL EH RACE---#motogp#callie speaks#asks#i just got my period and my cramps are sooo bad and its when my head is worst so i am miserable curled in bed eating choc chips#from a bag like a small horse and feeling SICK...#well callie stop eating chocolate if you feel sick. NO !
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the amount of times I have potentially controversial opinions that I type up and then save in my drafts forever because I still feel them but am too shy and afraid to choose violence in any way
#wc fandom an absolute mess right now LOL#I'm reserving judgment until i read the new book. I don't believe in having bad faith takes on a book I've never read#if it's bad oh believe me brother you will hear about it when I've read it!#until then all i will do is shake my head at everyone saying ''dont read it it's bad!!!''#no! read it actually! if you want to form and articulate your opinions on something you have to READ IT#you look like a fool if you just go off of hearsay forever#something i see constantly in this fandom is people being like ''i refuse to read some book but can you BELIEVE this happens in it??''#and then say the dumbest shit about a scene taken out of context#yes yes i will never claim this series is well written. it's messy! not denying it#but sometimes y'all overreact in the most insane ways#I'm getting too old for this#sorry wait i just wanna add one more thing which is that if i avoided everything that people told me never to experience#i never would have read some of my favorite books or played some of my favorite games#currently quite obsessed with a game that so many claim is ''the worst entry in the series''#which is a wild thing to say with such confidence for any entry in a series that's been running for over 30 years#anyway i loved it. it's flawed and i loved it. so the rest of the series had better blow me away#pigeon mews#i just woke up i am extremely sleepy#i should not be posting this but I'm doing it#quick clarification: this post is not about people disliking the new book. dislike to your heart's content#this is about people (especially people who haven't read it themselves) saying do not read it because it's bad#maybe I'm just tired of this fandom being so miserable all the time. you don't have to be here if you're not having fun!#anyway. me: I'm too shy to say what i mean. me in the tags: HERE'S WHAT I MEAN lmfao#this post may self destruct (by which i mean get privated) if i feel self conscious about it once I've finished waking up
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#second night in a row where I didn't get hardly any sleep for worry over Nini#I feel like someone scraped my insides clean like shucking a mollusk. hollow.#I know I did the right thing taking her in for that surgery but when the light of your life is sneezing and drooling blood#it's hard to believe in your own choices#I think I've pushed myself too hard this year. lent too much money to friends. did too many projects#but I am the only adult in my own life. I am the person everyone goes to for support#I don't know. it's just. I'm so fucking miserable#and I'm so insanely tired of people asking me for shit
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eepy lil guy
#i cannot put into words the amount of love and affection i have for him. u do not understand. he is my SON im giving him a QUILT#the first character i think in my whole life that i have loved so deeply i wish he were real so i could tell him. i want adoption papers#i feel so bad i wish he didnt hafta suffer with the tired eepy. i want to get him uncursed i want him cured i want him to be free from sleep#the absolutely crushing guilt of how much he misses from being tired all the time sounds miserable i want to#i dont even know. i want to help. i am just a stupid lil lady on my phone how can i possibly help him from here. it sucks. im stuck behind t#he screen and theres nothing i can do. it KILLS me. like haha if i invite him to my guest room 1000 times maybe itll help. sobs#twisted wonderland#twst#twst silver#silver vanrouge#suntails
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#idk i just. it would be so much easier to do Anything if i had any idea what amount of love is acceptable to show to other people#hanging out with people! talking to them! doing activities together! i like all of these things and i like the people i do them with#but it's always so hard to figure out where The Limits are#i know other people often aren't nearly as open to affection and closeness as i am#and i Very Much Do Not Want to make anyone uncomfortable with unwanted advances#i'm not sure how to communicate 'i will not get any closer than you wish me to' without the message coming across as 'i wish you didn't#come any closer to me'#because i feel like that's what i'm doing most of the time! pushing people away so they know i'm not trying to offend their personal space#and then i end up feeling miserable and left out and abandoned because no one gets as near me as i wish them to#idk idk just feels bad man#and like as much as i crave physical intimacy with people this also applies very much on emotional distance#generally i'd like to be a lot closer to the people in my life in every sense of those words#and i don't know how???#giving a compliment or offering a hug or inviting someone to a thing always makes me feel like some sort of monster#clumsy and unwanted and clueless about their horrid existence that is barely tolerated#why aren't there any clear rules to these things i could learn! so i could Fucking Communicate with people!!!#euuogggggh i'm just tired and frustrated and sad and haven't slept properly and it's been a long week at work#i think i'm doing better than what it sounds like here#maybe#sussitalk
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My head is full of thoughts so I am pouring them into the tags like a pitcher of water so that I can clear out my brain please just don’t mind me 👍🏻
#Ugh#I’m so tired#but if I sleep I’ll feel useless#But if I stay awake I’m gonna stare off into the void and be miserably exhausted#Need to go out and get that bereavement card#But I need a shower#But I’m already dressed#And then there’s that training meeting tonight#But it’s on LVADs and I take care of LVAD patients on my unit so squad training for it isn’t a big feal#BUT I’d get paid to be there#But I’m tired#and then can’t have dinner with my fam#Ugh I’ve been awake since 5:45am 😩#I need to remember to pray a decade of the rosary too#And lectio divina maybe??#I wanna take a nap#but feel gross#You know what to heck with it#Coffee and shower and upbeat music let’s goooo#Is there something wrong with my head or am I just tired LOL#The daily struggle 😂#ANYWAY BYE TUMBLR I HAVE TO GET OFF MY STUPID BUTT
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You have a Blacephalon? Those are rare in my neck of the woods.
Does it actually try to drain your life force by scaring you, or is that only a myth?
- @megalo-biology
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Is that what's happening???
#Is that what thats about?? What the fuck.#Excuse the strong language. They're extremely underdocumented with such few specimens.#I was unaware of any such rumor but would NOT be surprised.#The Menace takes immense pleasure in startling me around corners and otherwise living up to its rather unofficial nickname#cosmusings#pokemon irl#pkmn irl#rotumblr#rotomblr#pokeblogging#[cyomea buddy... oh you poor thing...]#[i need everyone seeing this to imagine cyomea sitting at the table miserably exhausted like why am i so tired i just woke up???]
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what do you think theyre giggling about
#happy last day of pride month#ergehr nyways im never drawing again#this guy is soo so tired. should really stop staying up all night#magia record#iroha tamaki#sana futaba#irosana#the. cat n dog of all time#this ws mostly just to try and see if i could figure out how to draw from the side cause i dont think ive ever done that#failed miserably i am so so bad at using references
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Trying not to cry on the way home from work is so fun
#the turtle speaks#literally nothing else bad has happened but i am so frustrated and anxious and tired#and like I'm just so fucking miserable
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2024 is probably not my best year now that i think about it
#i mean - let's go over the good ones. i have my own laptop now - i'm doing okay in uni. and I haven't gotten any bad issues with irl stuff#in terms of living i'm doing okay and im pretty content#but emotionally and mentally ? horrendous. I don't think i'm really actually doing okay mentally#im struggling to find myself to be the same person i was awhile back. it just doesn't fit like a puzzle anymore even if it's supposed to fit#whats genuinely saving me from feeling miserable is my current interest which is why i'm really so quick to get excited or happy w it#it's so hard to look at past interests now and not think about the “bad” highlight - even if the good highlights are bigger than the bad#i feel like i'm keeping a facade when i'm talking to people. i feel like im being fake when im talking to people. i just cant find myself to#feel like myself when talking to others. that's why i havent been so active talking unless its close people#i'm scared of not being able to “keep up” with them. feel boring with them. not feeling like “the jil” they know#i'm tired. and upset. maybe i am bothered after all#being told that i sounded so fake when i talked really opened my eyes. maybe i am fake because i'm tired. but i wouldn't know#Losing a friend really does something to you huh.
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drew this earlier to distract myself from the filling i had to get
#i've been having a dental battle for an entire year now btw please help#getting out of college was just ''okay time to get my life together!'' and turns out that's really hard#when you havent been to a general dentist in 5+ years and havent seen a doctor in over a decade#doctor has gone okay but i still cant sleep and my sleep medicine hurts my chest which is a ''STOP TAKING IMMEDIATELY'' symptom :/#dentist tho... get me out of here. im so tired. so many appointments...#but anyways funny piggie. chat i am so tired i need positive enrichment#online environment is miserable and offline environment is exhausting#chat#awa
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