#I am in hell and cannot escape
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Dadan takes her recently-acquired Foster Demon to the beach as soon as the weather is nice enough for it. She slathers Ace in sunscreen, gets his floaties on him, and looks away for all of five seconds to set up the umbrella.
In that time, Ace has toddled his little ass right up to the really incredibly large man sunbathing a little bit away, and slapped one sunscreen-sticky hand right down on the guy's chest.
Dadan snatches the little hellion up, apologizes profusely, and hightails it the fuck out of there.
Hours later on the drive home, Edward Newgate's sons heckle him for the rather odd tan line: a perfect, tiny little baby hand, right over his heart. Personally, Newgate can't help but be utterly charmed by the hand print, and by the little freckled child who'd given it to him, and by the rather voluptuous woman with vibrant red hair who had been that child's guardian.
He does so hope their paths cross again.
#One Piece#curly dadan#One Piece Dadan#Whitebeard#edward newgate#Dadshipping#Crackship#rarepair#The old people romance has me in its grips#I am in hell and cannot escape#oh yeah also#Portgas D. Ace#Portgas D Ace#he's here too
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Kinger with the shotgun was really badass and I'm just so glad he got moments of really impressive competency in this brief window of lucidity we had with him.
He seems like he was a really good, very kind, scarily competent man before the trauma of the Circus broke him.
#the amazing digital circus#tadc spoilers#tadc kinger#(also the implication that he may have been one of the programmers that built the circus?)#(and that he's stuck in a self-made hell that he cannot escape from???)#(why am i getting ANOTHER tragic old man /pos)
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Here's a silly little idea I've had on my mind for ages, if anyone will hear me out.
Shadowpuppet prompt week???
Maybe the dates for the prompt list could align with the airfares for the Skeleton Key and Macaque's first episode???
I could release a prompt list (because I already have ideas), unless someone else wants to do it lmao. I just... I just, I just want an excuse to see more Shadowpuppet content, and make more content for it myself too.
#as you all can probably tell- I am simply just some form and level of delusional#shadowpuppet#at this point I do not care of nobody is intrested or unwilling to commit because I am willing to make and fulfil the prompt list by myself#as I recall once saying: If I cannot escape the sillies then the sillies sure as hell won't be able to escape me
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THE goal for holidays 2024 is to show up to the family jacked and tatted like I’ve wanted to for the past 2 years
#I’m not gonna be like. tiktok fitness influencer jacked probably lol and that’s fine#I just want my little brother to nod and do his lil ‘that’s what’s up; respect’ bc I love that guy and he is fit as hell#my sisters are beautiful my brother is handsome they’re all funny and charming and I am the Recluse Artist with a vague and confusing#gender they don’t understand 😭 which is fine I just think it’s funny#my mom cannot wrap her mind around my fashion choices it just completely bewilders her#anyways I’m gonna carve out my niche as the hot gay cousin and escape the niche of artist relative. not entirely. I’ll live in both. lol#star’s thoughts#dl
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Genuinely fuck if you if you're going to judge me for this I could not care less in the slightest.
#OHH MY GODS SHUT THE FUCK UP#THE MORE FUCKING “THEY DESPERATELY NEED PEOPLE TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON!!1!1!1!!1!!!! YOU NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT!!!1!!!1!!!11!”#THE LESS I CARE#I THINK I CANNOT CARE LESS ABOUT THESE FUCKING PEOPLE AND YET I AM CONTINUOUSLY AMAZED BY YOUR CAPABILITY TO MAKE ME CARE LESS#I COME ONTO THE INTERNET TO ESCAPE MY MISERABLE LIFE YET EVERY SINGLE PLATFORM IS OVERTAKEN BY THIS BULLSHIT#YOU MORAL GRANDSTANDING FUCKWITS WOULDN'T EVEN CARE IF YOU DIDN'T FEEL LIKE YOU HAD TO#DON'T PRETEND I SEE THROUGH YOU#WE ALL KNOW ALL THIS BULLSHIT IS JUST BECAUSE YOU FEEL OBLIGATED BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE HAS MADE YOU FEEL OBLIGATED#FUCKING HELL#f rants#also last minute addition I know half of the people who are throwing such a public fit about this kind of thing are wildly antisemitic#it's not hard to tell#you can advocate for folks' lives without being antisemitic it's not that hard
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Alucard or Anthy
Alucard
Anthy
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#seasalt talks#thanks for the ask!!#I saw others go all out so I thought I would have some fun and include more than one#alucard#hellsing#anthy himemiya#revolutionary girl utena#now I am imagining these two interacting and it is wild#they can't be more different on the surface#but I feel like they would gaslight each other like#'wow I am imprisoned in an endless living hell I cannot escape in a way that is so much cooler and less cringe than you'#wait a second the hellsing manga started in 1997#so theoretically they are contemporaries anthy could definitely stumble across hellsing looking for utena#while they react like 'what the fuck is that' and meanwhile she just skips along not willing to deal with another shady secret society#anyway go crazy with this idea fanfic writers
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I have this issue where I see people talking about how bad others interpretations of certain characters are and then I start going "Oh no what if my interpretations suck. What if people hate them. Am I mischaracterizing and don't realize it??? Oh god oh god oh god"
And then I just panic, burn myself out and become unable to write.
#vee's random thoughts go brr#being trapped in this flesh prison with an over emotional brain is my own personal hell#I cannot escape my own thoughts and it's killing my ability to be creative#I'm terrified of doing something wrong even when I've done NOTHING wrong to the point I drive myself into a hole#Lately I just am hating every COD thing I write and just want to drop all of it and focus on Resident Evil instead#So many issues in this lil body
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<- boy who is feeling nauseous over a. chibi tiny tales episode what the hell
#i just wanted to get any potential hunter screenshots what the HELL man#literally wbat the hell#chibiverse team i am out for blood I'm afraid#what even do i do about this. why would you put that in there#uahghh i know all the ship fans are gonna be going crazy about this. im sick. literally cannot ever escape#hell honestly im going as far to say even a cheek kiss has to be platonic at this point because theres no way they can force these dudes#into a relationship That hard. literally what are you talking about
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just listened to penny lane for the first time in years and for a moment I was a young teen again, chest deep in my beatles phase, I know it's hella cringe but the beatles were my happy place at the time, my comfort in a shitty inescapable environment
#i even had a beatles wall calendar and wrote the guys' names on my pencil case with sharpie#and idek how many times i rewatched the yellow submarine because it was my nr. 1 comfort movie at the time#also my very misinformed romanticised hippie phase orz#bought a bedazzled peace sign necklace from a decor/party store that's been gone for at least 10 years now#never wore the necklace tho because i didn't want to be perceived...#if i could i would reach through time and space to give my younger self the 60s/70s make over of his dreams#and take his hand and go out into the world looking however the hell we wanna look#to show him that it's okay to look weird and have people stare because looks cannot kill us!!#especially not when i'm around <3#wanna hold younger me and kiss his face and tell him it'll all be okay and that he's not alone and i'm there for him aughh#and tell him that he doesn't have to hide his hobbies or passions or have to live in the shadows to escape the bullying#i know he just tried to survive and along the way wished he could just be an unseen spectator in life#but that's no way to live tbh....#back then i wished for future me to guide me and help me and make me feel less alone#and now current me would do anything to make that a reality#alas. the linear passage of time and the fact that i am just a single person...
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not to doomer post. but. american politics is like here's a conservative warmonger who wants to burn you alive personally and here's a different conservative warmonger who definitely wouldn't stop someone from burning you alive BUT who might raise the minimum wage by $0.30/hour for you, but only like eight years from now (so re-elect me please!! >w<). yes one of them has to be president they are the only two options we'll let you have. no neither of them will stop the government from killing you or anyone else, but at least one will say "it's kind of bad to kill people :( someone should really do something about that..." while giving the people-killers $20,000,000,000,000 to keep doing it then saying they can't afford to help you at all, but oh shucks, maybe next cycle, if you vote for me again! and also everyone will pretend as though they are extremely different political entities covering two highly polarized ends of the political spectrum despite nearly identical policy views obscured by their slightly different ways of addressing their target audiences, many of whom are also conservative warmongers. and also if you don't vote or vote third party the other guy will win and you will watch as they burn everyone you love alive in the same way they've burned so many strangers so you kind of feel like you have to vote for the other warmonger because even though they both have blood on their hands you'll take a handshake over an uppercut. even if you can still see the bodies piling up behind them. even if you can only save like five people you know and not the thousands of people who are dying in the other room. because you believe the difference between 30,000 and 30,005 is still worth it even though no one needed to die in the first place and no one seems to agree with you. you have to keep living in this world every day. if anything changes it will take decades and it will never be enough. if this takes a toll on you good fucking luck surviving off the generosity of the warmonger state that claims to serve you. happy voting!!
#like. yeah i'll take the raised minimum wage. i guess. but jesus christ#yes you are doing slightly good things sometimes almost. can you stop killing people though. please. that is a higher priority#like this is my first prezzy election season since i turned voting age right and like. what the fuck am i supposed to do now#what am i supposed to do with this. it took me 5 fucking months to pick a dead cockroach off my floor how am i supposed to fix this.#how am i meant to be a person and go on living while knowing i am doing nothing and cannot do anything and won't do anything#i need to fight i need to get up but i am stuck. im always stuck. i pray yknow. i don't know what else to do#how can people think about buying houses and getting promotions in this world. how are they not feeling likr their chest is caving in every#time they falter in their complex self-distraction. how am i supposed to do anything when all i can think about is helping and my body won't#let me. i cant do anything i cant but i have to but i cant. im supposed to and im a bad person if i dont and i cant live like that.#and if i am too upset about that i am punished for it by the people around me and ignored by those in power if not punished as well.#i love the world. i love people. you motherfuckers are killing everything and im not stopping you and you're getting in the way of me loving#the life i was built to love and i can't understand why you think it's even thinkable to do what you're doing. or what im doing.#i just want to look at clovers and paint and be good to my neighbors but you won't stop fucking murdering people in front of me#and i can't fucking do anything. i cant take care of the people i love i can't carry my own weight i can't take care of myself i can't move#and im supposed to fucking file taxes? to fund mass slaughter? on the off chance it might go to welfare or something. god.#i hate it here i hate it here america is a fucking nightmare it is hell i can't stand it but if i leave im just running and saving myself#whch is selfsh and cruel and so i would never be able to escape the feeling and i would always be in american hell because it' a part of me#but if i stay i cannot do anything because my body is filled with smoke and broken glass and im supposed to fucking get my drivers license#so i can buy groceries or get a job so i can keep myself on life support watching everything get worse and worse around me#and knowing that nothing has ever been good here and ive been lied to forever and im still being lied to#and i am in hell.#and me dying won't fix it and me living won't fix it ans both are too painful to even consider.#i am drowning i am drowning i am drowning i am drowning and my skin is on fire im on fire and i want to have children. but i can't imagine#doing that to someone. oh my god. and to raise them and watch them come to understand what this place ive brought them to is#that ive raised them in a slaughterhouse and to feebly try to show them the clovers and the ducks and the baby shoes and teach them to love#when maybe that love of the world is a distraction. or maybe i use it as one. i think of the blood as an obstacle to love and joy but maybe#i would not love the world so much if i was not so constantly desperately scared and ashamed of living in it#and i am a very lucky person. my life is cushy and i want to rip my skin off because what does that matter when it doesnt let me help people#god help me. but help the rest of them first. but i am helped first anyway and i hate it. i dont. i cant. god.#nyarla dni
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you ever see something and just
#leave her alone get her out of there she wouldn’t say those things#like do you hate her do you actually just hate her#i cannot escape that man it’s been so long i’ve moved so far on and yet#and Yet#to everyone who decided to make that man happen in that show i wish you a very go to hell#3ddie / heather in my notifs is like a personal insult towards me#and heather#immediately no#siccing billy on him like a feral dog#by GOD i am trying to curate my experience why can’t people ever tag things ever
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been on here for over a decade and just wrote my first Complaint to the staff about the sponsored MLP vore-scat comic that keeps appearing on my dash
tumblr you have always been actively hostile to your users but this and the trypophobia ads- I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO PAY FOR TUMBLR+ IN ORDER TO AVOID SEEING A MLP CHARACTER EATING SHIT.
#IT WOULD BE ONE THING IF IT WAS A USER I COULD BLOCK#BUT I CANNOT ESCAPE IT#ADVERTISERS CANT BE BLOCKED SO EVERY OTHER AD IS THE PONY EATING SHIT AND TRYPOPHOBIA#THIS IS HELL I AM IN HELL
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been out of the house for like 6 hours feet hurt head hurts and i've gotta go bring cows in for the night eyyyy
#incredible time we're having over here#experiencing tractor problems when we are just trying to get the haying done#my chickens being criminals and escaping their pen in a way i just do not have time for#i am having the hell of knowing just what i want to do with the next few scenes of this fic but having had NO TIME to write today#ahghghghghghhhh#also tsv s3 teaser this morning got me feeling crazy cannot wait for it to land a few days before my bday#babbles
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also in regards to that last post, I need to reinstate that if you ever wanted to torture me for information use baked beans
#I honestly cannot stand the stuff#why are the beans sweet why are they sweet why would you put sugar in them where am I need to escape oh fuck oh shit hell is real an
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URGENT!!!Help Abdul Salam Al-Anqar and his family get through this war in Gaza!!!
(URGENT) THEY ARE AT €3,445 OUT OF €50,000 GOAL
I was asked by @nader5555 to make this, if u cannot donate please please share this post. Copy pasted from a message i was sent:
"Only a Few Hours Left Before We Enter Our First Year of War, Genocide, Starvation, and Displacement A Final Plea from the Heart of Hell: Save Us Before Hope Dies 💔🔥 I am Abdel Salam, and I have nothing left but words written by a trembling hand ✍️. The war has not only destroyed our lives; it has taken everything from us. Our home, which was once our refuge, is now a pile of rubble 🏚️.
My car, my only source of livelihood, was destroyed in a sudden strike 🚗, and the work that sustained us is now a distant memory 💼. Today, I live in an endless nightmare. Under a sun that burns everything in its path 🌞🔥, my family and I sit in a worn-out tent, a tent that shields us neither from the summer heat nor the winter cold ❄️. Insects 🦟 invade the place, diseases consume our bodies 🩺, and my younger siblings cry from hunger and thirst 🍞💧. We have no clean water or a crumb of bread to ease our hunger. Each passing day deepens the weight of this hell we live in.
My Daughter Eman is Dying from Malnutrition 😨 My daughter Eman suffers from malnutrition; I have nothing to feed or treat her with. The deterioration of her health is killing me slowly. Every glance in her eyes, every pain she endures, crushes my heart 💔. How can I explain to her that what was once our hope has now turned into nothing but a mirage? The Night Only Adds to Our Pain 🌙 The night does not bring us rest; it only adds to our pain. We sleep on hard ground, feeling the cold in every bone of our bodies 🥶, with nothing but pieces of cardboard 📦 to cover us. My wife Aya cries in silence 🥺 as she watches our daughter’s future fade before her eyes. My mother Eman suffers from illness and needs urgent medical care 🩺💊.
My Father Ahmed is Sick with Cancer and Needs Emergency Treatment My father Ahmed, who is sick with cancer, needs emergency treatment outside Gaza, and the cost of his treatment is at least $10,000, not including accommodation. As he suffers from severe pain, I cannot provide the treatment he needs due to our dire situation.
My Siblings Are in Constant Suffering ⚰️ My brother Omar was unable to continue his studies due to the situation. My brother Nader could not take his high school exams, and my younger brother Mohammad suffers from brittle bones and needs treatment we cannot afford. Every day we live brings us one step closer to the end. Death surrounds us from every side: if not from hunger 🍽️, then from illness 🦠. And if not from illness, then from the despair that devours our souls. Where is Humanity? Where is the World? 🌍💔 We want to leave the devastated Gaza Strip to escape the machinery of destruction and killing and the severity of hunger and poverty. The cost of travel for each person is $5,000, and we are a family of seven members, bringing the total cost to $35,000.
Where are the compassionate hearts? Are you waiting for us to disappear into the depths of this suffering? Are you waiting until death takes us before you act? We are drowning, and we don’t have enough strength to scream for help 🆘. Will you let this cry go unanswered? 😭 Your donation today is our last thread of hope. With the little support I received, I was able to buy a simple phone 📱 to reach out to you. But the bitter truth is that what I and my family need is much greater. We are not asking for much; just enough to save our lives from this hell 🔥. Every donation, no matter how small, could be the difference between life and death for us 👐. Don’t Let Us Disappear in the Darkness of Suffering 🌑 Don’t let our story end here. Be the light that guides us to salvation 🕯️✨.
With every tear, with every pain, I write this final plea to you, Abdel Salam."
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"First, I would like to thank everyone who supported me.🙏🌹
This is my new platform, friends, after my old platform was deleted for reasons unknown to me.
I ask for your help in sharing my story again to keep hope alive for me and my family, friends.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.♥️
My family and I appreciate your cooperation and hope to reach the desired goal and save us.🙏
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My approved number by the families in need and endorsed by the supervisors is 196."
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Trapped Family in Gaza Appeals for Help to Survive 🕊️🇵🇸🙏
I Samer Abu Ras, am reaching out to you with a heartfelt humanitarian appeal, after the ongoing war in Gaza has cast its dark shadow over my life and the lives of my family. Our lives were once filled with peace and stability before the onset of this catastrophe, but now, we find ourselves living in a situation described as nothing short of tragic.
My wife, Shurooq, our three children, and I are now homeless, without a source of income, and without hope for the future. My family and I have lost our businesses and our home due to the war, and we now have nothing left but the cold streets and troubled hearts.
My children are suffering greatly as a result of these horrific events. They have lost the security and stability they once enjoyed and are now facing new health and psychological challenges that threaten their lives. As a father and husband, I feel powerless in my ability to provide adequate protection and care for them.
My child, who is a year and a half old, is experiencing hardships far beyond his tender age. Since the war broke out, we had to flee our home and seek refuge in a tent in a displacement camp. My child lives in extremely difficult conditions, deprived of safety and stability. The tent does not provide adequate protection from harsh weather, and food and medicine are scarce. My child suffers from malnutrition and illness, lacking basic healthcare. He cannot play or grow in a healthy and suitable environment. My only dream is to see him grow up in a safe place full of opportunities
In the face of difficult circumstances, Samer Abu Ras and his family find themselves facing serious challenges in their daily lives. They reside in a modest tent lacking comfort and security, suffering from a shortage of clean water and food, and encountering difficulties in accessing necessary healthcare. Despite these challenges, they continue to express hope and resilience in confronting adversity, holding onto hope for a better tomorrow and a return to a more stable and secure life.
I appeal to you today, dear friends, to extend to me a helping hand in escaping this hell. Regardless of the size of the donation, every drop of generosity will contribute to alleviating our suffering and rebuilding our lives anew.
We need your help to secure the funds necessary to travel away from these destructive wars and seek a safe and stable environment where we can build a better future for our children
Let us stand together in these difficult times and let hope triumph over despair by providing support and assistance to those in dire need. Let us be part of the solution and build a better future for ourselves and future generations.
Thank you for listening and for the potential generosity of your giving, and for your generous donations that will change the lives of my family for the better.
With sincere gratitude and appreciation
Samer Abu Ras and family.
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