#I am beyond upset
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anyway, if Jere says one wrong thing next imma throw a chair at him
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I'm not gonna be able to finish my comms for a while. My house is gonna be without electricity for a while and my laptop is dead already. Who knows when I can speite again but hopefully soon.
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something i love about (at least a few of) lou wilson's dnd characters is that they always start out with a fun and interesting concept that would make a great character in its own right
and then lou says, "you know what would be hilarious?" and creates the most devastating, heartbreaking, stress-inducing, tragic backstory for said character
and i eat it up every time
#i am thinking about gunnie and eursulon specifically#gunnie's debt is so upsetting#but eursulon literally got trapped in a world not his own as a child!!!#and lou was like 'this will be so funny' NO IT IS NOT!!!!! I AM SAD SIR!!!!!#anyway. thank you mr. wilson. you're doing good work#lou wilson#dimension 20#d20#a starstruck odyssey#d20 aso#gunnie miggles-rashbax#worlds beyond number#wbn pod#wbn: www#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wwwo#eursulon the wild one#eursulon toma#eursulon wbn
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I am not a prey animal.
#worlds beyond number#wbn#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wwwo#wwwo fanart#wwwo spoilers#wbn pod#wbn: www#wbn fanart#wbn spoilers#fanart#digital art#guys i am HOWLING#grimore of the wild hunt#holy SHIT that episode#wwwo grimore#grimoar#wbn grimore#wbn grimoar#i dont know how to spell itttt#wbn 28#anyway. the scariest fucking scene and taylors fucking sfx holy SHIT dude#i love her. my beastie.#tumblr if you dont like this post il be so upset#Bitter Content#my art#procreate
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So I just finished the Creep Cast episodes on Borrasca and I'm not coping well.
#borrasca#i haven't been this fucked up by a creepypasta since penpal#i am feeling feelings#feelings i have no words to describe beyond upset#i am equal doses of sad and raging and i have no clue what to do with myself now#ck walker#creep cast#wendigoon#meatcanyon
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sorry this is the ONLY discourse ill allow myself to participate in post finale of agatha all along (or i fear i will lose my mind entirely), but DAMN some people out here rn after the finale being like “i’m sorry you didn’t get the agathario smut you wanted” BITCH!!!! I WASNT ASKING FOR THEM TO FUCK ON SCREEN!!!! i didn’t even need them to get together or even get any semblance of a happy ending!!! i didn’t expect a happy ending in the least tbh!!!!! but you know what i did expect? a final ending. a wrap up. a satisfying and complete finale. a conclusion that actually answers any one of my remaining questions or gave us more context for scenes that we’ve been missing context on the entire time. and i’m sorry but this finale didn’t do that at all. and it’s obviously not bury your gays but jesus christ it wasn’t a good conclusion either. at best it’s honestly a cheap set up for a season two or further content with billy that will prob include bits and pieces of agatha
#i am. beyond words#i was already feeling pretty ick about the ending for a few reasons#but scrolling on the aaa tag is making me so much grouchier#bc some of you bitches are acting like everyone else is dumb and ungrateful just because we’re not kissing the floors jac schaeffer walks o#like PLEASE i love jac i LOVE HER i had so much hope and faith in her and that’s why im upset!!#bc it feels like she didn’t wrap up HER OWN STORY properly#it’s not because she killed off agatha or didn’t get agathario together again#it’s fuckin because i watched the ending and felt just so empty bc of how … incomplete it was??#and then it’s like. well maybe it’s incomplete bc they’re gonna make a s2 or some kind of#elaboration#but that just pisses me off more bc that’s fucking CAPATALISM and CORPORATE GREED controlling it AGAIN#bc yknow what? ten years ago??? this finale would’ve been the half season finale#and we would’ve had twelve+ more episodes to wrap up this season#and to contextualize it#and to even give it filler!!#bring back filler episodes#i’m so sick of back to back action plot packed episodes bro……. what are we even doing#im a little drunk prob gonna delete later#is this unintentionally kind of a subtweet at another post i saw on here? yes? sorry bestie but i am nonconfrontational#and didn’t wanna comment on anybody’s post seeming like i’m trying to fight bc i don’t want to 😭 i just completely fucking disagree#with some of these takes#(ahem hope disney is paying some of you for all that bootlicking)#sorry i am not sober#silas speaks#agatha all along#agathario
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You know, first I was like, "There's no way Sol Regem is going to agree to be essentially used for someone else's benefit"
Then I was proven wrong and immediately thought,"There's no way he's gonna do what they want him to do"
And I am both glad and upset I was right.
Also glad that we got our exact five minutes of Aaravos time, no more no less (We lost and won)
#tdp#tdp s6#tdp spoilers#the dragon prince#the dragon prince season 6#i cannot wait for s7#I am very normal about all this#but very happy with the Rayllum we got this season#it was great in all ways tbh#upset they won't give us our Aaravos time beyond the allowed minutes#I promise we behave#we just WANT TO SEE MORE#SEASON 7 NOWWWW
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Have you watched dead boy detectives yet? I think you’d like it. Canon gay ships!
I’m gonna be real with you, man. Absolutely fucking nothing I heard about that show made it sound even remotely interesting to me before, and now, the idea of even interacting with stuff tangentially attached to Gaiman makes me feel physically ill. I’m not watching that.
#i still wouldn’t watch it because it looks extremely boring. i did not watch it before for this reason.#but I *can’t* watch it now. you understand?#like i also probably wasn’t going to watch good omens s3 beyond wanting to see how bad it would be. but i. cannot do that now.#which sucks. but also like fine whatever those things don’t really impact me i guess. because i wasn’t going to interact with them anyway.#but i am still. i am trying to. i don’t know how to explain to anyone how i can’t do this. beyond just repeating it.#and that’s fine for things i wasn’t going to give a shit about anyway but there were things i did care about!#sorry you didn’t ask for this anon. you just hit a nerve. i’m sure that wasn’t your intention.#i am just. i don’t know. i’m still fucking angry. i’m just fucking angry.#the selfish and terrible thing about our relationship to an artist is that it is through the art. so the way this gets verbalized is as#being upset that the *art* has been taken away from you.#and that looks like a childish response in the context of it all. because how can you talk about art when people have been hurt.#but what remains is that i didn’t fucking know the man but i knew the art. and it doesn’t go away.#sorry god this is getting so off topic its. it doesn’t fucking go away. we’ve got posts on posts of ‘here’s what you should watch instead.#here’s what you should read instead. top 10 things to replace the artist that turned out to be a shit person’ but it doesn’t fucking go awa#that i didn’t read those things! did i! i can’t go back and unread anything! i can’t unwatch things!#of course we talk about the art that was taken away from us when these things happen. its selfish. its not what the conversation should#focus on. but of course we do. because it is violating that it was/is a part of you and now you can’t take it back.#anyway. that’s why im not watching you show anon. also because it looked boring. mostly it looked boring.#but also the other stuff.#ask
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Every day I wake up, I'm full of inspiration and ambition, I lollygag a bit, I kinda skirt around it, I actively avoid The Thing I WANT to do. Then I just kinda give up and do something else.
#idk what's up w this but like. the more intensely i WANT the more i can't bring myself to do it.#like feh example like you'd think bc it's ALL i'm on about. i'd be deeply IN the source material#and i have felt i've been away doing my own thing for too long i need to revisit it. i Need to#but for some reason it's unbearable. not bad. i just can't bear it. i do NOT know what's up w that#i wanna keep listening to a playlist too (hoping it's still up) but like. i broke away. and i am struggling to return.#AND LIKE. BEYOND FEH. i feel this about video games in general like i have to do something that requires no commitment.#labyrinth of galleria was great for this. for some INEXPLICABLE reason. it is just a COMPLETELY different experience#like. the feelings i feel when playing galleria vs like etrian odyssey where i'm VERY attached to my guys#the most upsetting side effect is i feel like i'm losing alfonse's voice like i feel like i used to be able#to mimic his speech patterns PERFECTLY. but everything just feels off or not cleaned up enough#and again i can't fucking bear it. like i am almost going to fucking cry about it. like what is wrong here.#like WHY can't i get myself to DO. THE THINGS. I LIKE. THAT BRING ME JOY. THE COMMITMENT.#i think i'm also worried like i don't wanna get to the point where like. my blorbos are unrecognizable.#spent too much time in my head and now they're all warped and weird. but like. like. for some reason.#esp if i feel this INTENSE fucking affinity it's like. i get in this weird headspace where can't look directly at it.#i should do ANYTHING else. what is my fucking PROBLEM.#does anybody have a cure. or do i just give up forever.
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I don’t like to get to real on here since it’s mainly for my game but I feel I do need to share this
Fuck that bull shit ass stale Cheeto looking mother fucker. I hope that motherfuvking piece of shit orange Oompa Loompa looking ass cheating piece of horse shit gets what’s coming to him. I am a firm believer in karma and I fuvking need her to get his ass.
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Did you see the merch leak!?!! J plush and a JCJenson pen

I FUCKING KNEW THAT PEN WOULD BE MERCH ONE DAY HGJFKDL
#Zeisty's Askbox#murder drones spoilers#just in case because of something#from here on out i want to know nothing of any leaks if they mayhaps contain spoilers. merch or otherwise tell me nothing#also do not call my attention to anything that isn’t what i’m focusing on in the post#i am. kind of upset someone called my attention to the glass painting in the replies#only because they called my attention to it being there. genuinely unhappy. i went in a thousand percent blind with the last six episodes#so don’t even tell me about that upcoming MD news if it contains anything beyond what we’ve seen in that beginning of the end teaser thing#i will close my askbox if anyone says anything to me about it and i will not open it until after both episodes come out i swear
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just finished www #23: on your way, and i have many thoughts. all of them make me want to cry.
ame knowing as soon as she got back to the cottage that her actions had burned a bridge, not just with the citadel but with one of her best friends, and yet still needing to complete her tasks as the witch of the world's heart. the spirits she awakens so as not to leave the cottage untended or unprotected, and the way she asks and does not take. the note she leaves, should her friends make it there.
eursulon in the fire, followed by the man in black, who is a brother in the way all spirits are brethren, but not the sibling eursulon seeks. leaving through the burrow, fighting monstrosities, and seeing the citadel raze cities to ruin beside a jungle of rot. finding the tree. his tree. the tree that is emblazoned on his shield, his coat of arms, what he fights to protect. and inside... his sister. a family she made for herself.
and suvi. hurt but still afraid that ame will die if she stays. determined to not let that happen. conversations with steel where she says that another wizard said that the wizard sly lied, or did not tell the full truth. commiseration, but suvi holds back the full truth, and suspects steel of doing the same. an airship to fly north. to protect ame, yes. but the mage armor mean that no creature or spirit or witch will ever be able to touch her again. broken trust, if not broken love.
and through it all, the thread that the citadel represents a threat to the world's heart itself, and to all spirits beyond. the council of elders wishes to neutralize that threat. grandmother wren did not.
questions moving forward: what is the true purpose of the war on gaothmai being waged by the empire? why does kalaya's family look like suvi? is suvi going to have a villain arc? i have my theories, but i'll get into those in other posts.
thank you to the worlds beyond number cast and crew for giving us this incredible story. i'm so excited to see where you take us next.
#i was surprised but glad that suvi was upset with ame but still wanted to protect her#i was glad that ame knew she had done something hurtful to her friend#i'm SO fucking glad that eursulon found his sister!#i was sobbing throughout that whole scene with kalaya#also AME LEVELED UP! LEVEL THREE WITCH BABY!#and suvi had the fun empire music behind her... god i hope aabria gets to play villain arc suvi. that would be so hot#but also i want them to be ok and happy. conflicting interests#it's wild to listen to a dnd podcast that is straight up a drama#like it's funny in moments when they have a chance to be together and not stressed#but overall it is an epic where every player is taking the story seriously in every moment#that's the craziest part. there are so few bits#but it's amazing#worlds beyond number#wbn pod#wbn spoilers#the wizard the witch and the wild one#wbn: www#wwwo#wwwo spoilers#ame wbn#ame the witch#eursulon toma#eursulon the wild one#suvirin kedberiket#suvi the wizard#the wizard sky#erika ishii#lou wilson#aabria iyengar#brennan lee mulligan
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I just need to say, I received an all-time ask that... I can't even adequately describe it, you'll see it soon enough, and I'm working on the prompt and basically I've realised my first ever smut is just pure crack treated seriously.
When you see it you'll understand why I needed to share this news with you, lol, it's not the sort of thing that sits quietly in your brain.
#like nothing that requires a content warning beyond 'smut' but guys it's a combination of words i never thought to see together#i might delete this later but i simply could NOT write this in silence#anyway i'm three thousand words in on this bad boy and i keep having to take pauses to laugh at the absurdity of what i'm doing#it's 10pm and i'm probably going to keep at it until i'm done#there's a storm outside and everything i am upsetting the balance of nature with this crack prompt
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#SIGHS LOUDLY#IM STILL UPSET AT MYSELF FOR CONCEIVING THIS AND TAKING THE TIME TO MAKE IT#every time i see this thing that i made i am filled with a disappointment beyond that of any asian parent#anyway im sorry for this but now you have to suffer by looking at this too#project wingman#crimson 1
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suvi and ame !
#i dont know why suvi looks so worried/upset thats just how it worked out lmao#suvirin kedberiket#ame the witch#worlds beyond number#the wizard the witch and the wild one#my art
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I hate the idea of low vs high functioning labels bc most of the time my autism is "teehee i'm a oddball savant" (/hyp i'm very good at math but not genius level) but sometimes it's "i am literally doing everything i know how to convey what i am experiencing but nothing is getting through to you no matter how hard i try *proceeds to instantly devolve into crying, screaming, hitting myself, throwing myself on the floor*"
#please note that the hitting myself and such is not voluntary! and not purposeful!#it is just a really unfortunate stim that i do when incredibly upset#text#not giving further context rn bc i am emotionally exhausted literally beyond words#actually autistic#actuallyautistic#asd#actually asd#autism spectrum disorder#autism#autistic#functioning labels
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