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uwaaa how about some little tidbits with ezekial and luther.... like once ezekial pulls up and luther's life turns upside down how does he cope with it
OH ive been thinking about this too but how many aus do you have revolving around your ocs ??? im curious :3
SHEKEL. I AM LOOKING AT YOU WITH VERY BIG AUTISTIC EYES.
I’m going to answer the second question first bc it’s shorter I think. I actually don’t have like a ton of aus as a whole. Juno’s got the most variations though bc I’m insane about digivalen <3 For them I’ve got
- shogunswap (where juno stays part of the main gang)
- shogunswap (where Juno’s with DNA instead)
- mermaid au
And I could’ve sworn I had another one but I can’t remember it at the moment.
EDIT: I REMEMBERED!!! MANGA JUNO! Idk if that really counts as like an au au but manga compliant juno and anime compliant juno are very different so I count it. That also brings up manga Victoria as an au for her too, since anime compliant Victoria dies while Sakyo’s still young while manga Victoria’s still kicking 🫡
The other that immediately comes to mind is Ezekial and Luther au where Luther’s family is actually completely fine and normal and nothing goes wrong and everyone’s fine. That one’s uuuunrealistiiiic :]
When I was younger I was super into Undertale aus though and I had an underfell version of my main ocs at the time where they were all just edgy and mean and sad. fun times <3
OH YK I did just remember I do have mfb wakfu au from when I was rewatching wakfu. Juno was an eniripsa, Axyl’s an eliatrope, and then bc of that I have two different Wakfu Essi’s. Alone, I can definitely see her as an iop, but in wakfu lore, all eliatrope’s have a shapeshifting dragon sibling who come from the same egg as them, so that also opens the door for dragon essi (I actually have doodled eliatrope Axyl and dragon essi before I’ll have to find those when I get home.) For the other characters, feca kite and eight for sure, sacrier chao xin (I also have sacrier Chao Xin somewhere I will also be finding those later), and I never fully settled on a species for the garcias but ecaflips were the main option in my head.
Then for Ezekial and Luther. smile :)
Luther is a whole mess of emotions when Ezekial shows back up. When his goons essentially “capture” Ezekial while he’s snooping around, the bring him to Luther, who looks down on Ezekial very intensely and very coldly. Their entire first interaction there is completely cold on Luther’s end. Ezekial is ECSTATIC to finally see him again but Luther is really intent on keeping up his professional demeanor. At first, he’s willing to let Ezekial go unharmed and just leave it at that, but when Ezekial refuses to go, Luther tries to be a little bit more “convincing,” and in that moment is especially trying to emphasize (both to Ezekial and to himself) that he’s a different person that he once was and isn’t so merciful. Even then, Ezekial persists, and the more he pushes, the more Luther finds himself enraged for reasons he can’t quite understand. Luther has a reputation for usually being able to prevent his own hands from getting dirty, but he can’t help but shut Ezekial’s whole speech about how he knows that “his best friend is still in there somewhere” down with a firm kick to the gut from his own boot. This is not the last time something like this will happen, and it’s notable that Ezekial is the only person who’s ever been able to rile Luther up enough that other people see him lose his temper and put his hands on someone. It’s notable also that it’s not just rage behind Luther’s eyes, but a deep unsteadiness and what could be considered fear.
Luther from there on out decides to keep Ezekial “prisoner” basically, not necessarily because he wants him around but because he knows Ezekial can cause problems for him if left to his own devices and wants to keep an eye on him. That is how The Problems start and continue to develop into A Plot :]
There is actually one scenario I’ve thought A LOT about because it’s a really important scene for these two. Maybe the first night Ezekial is there, maybe not, but it’s still relatively early into them being reunited, Luther lets Ezekial into his room one night. Ezekial is there kind of awkwardly twiddling his thumbs while Luther showers ((((((IN A SEPERATE ROOM)))))) ((((((LUTHER HAS A BATHROOM ATTACHED TO HIS BEDROOM)))))) ((((((EZEKIAL IS AWKWARDLY SITTING AROUND IN LUTHER’S BEDROOM WHEN THIS HAPPENS))))), notably the most unsupervised Luther has left him at this point, and when Luther comes out, he still barely acknowledges Ezekial but instead walks past him onto the balcony. He leaves the door open, a silent invitation, as Ezekial follows him out and finds Luther lighting a cigarette, leaning against the railing. Ezekial stiffly copies the action and the two sit in a tense (well, tense for Ezekial at least) silence before Luther is the one to start the conversation and the two just. Talk. It’s the most vulnerable Luther has left himself in front of Ezekial and the closest thing Ezekial’s gotten to feeling like he’s connecting to the real Luther again. When this conversation is over, they’ll go back to how it was before, but it’ll stay in both of their minds, and it definitely won’t be the last of its kind despite that.
This is like, fairly old art that I don’t like anymore, but I did kinda draw out part of this scene.
#axel’s silly little thoughts#Ezekial and Luther#tw smoking#I am actively insane#kosuke got the short end of the wakfu au stick#I think I could see him as a xelor or a sacrier but I would have to look more into it#was writing about that scene and realized how weird it sounded without clarification of the architecture here#there’s other coping mechanisms that Luther probably turns to during that time but I cannot talk about that here
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Knife thought he was alone
#sodas art#I thought this was like hilarious I am actively laughing at my own joke#ii movie#inanimate insanity#suitcase inanimate insanity#ii suitcase#inanimate insanity suitcase#suitcase ii#knife inanimate insanity#knife ii#ii knife#osc#osc art#object shows#osc fanart#ii finale
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Uploading all my Tomgreg art at once from the past few week before season 4 hits, who knows in what kind of mental state i'm gonna be once it does :')
#tomgreg#succession#dont even talk to me i started watching this show when i had nothing to do at work and now i watch it with averiel my good friend averiel#and we are going to watch s4 together and i feel physically ill from bein so excited#so ya thats what ive been up to... anyway. i love these idiots they desever nothing but the worst (affectionate)#im also a tomshiv lover btw. im the one who yells 'THIS IS HOW TOMSHIV CAN STILL WIN' while they are actively losing on screen#thats the kind of person i am#dont look at me (lying on the floor)#okay i was not going to say stuff in the tags and let the art speak for itself but i NEED to point out details in the wine Painting..#i put a lot of work into that one. thinly veiled metaphors and symbolism yknow..#greg is gripping the stem of the wine glass with his full fist. tom and greg are dressed in the same outfit (sock garters included)#greg look appalled but he is not doing anything about the spill. tom is fondly pouring greg more and more wine. he is doing him a favor#i colored the red wine the same way i would color blood :) oh and tom is not really touching greg#only holding the chair in place. greg is making himself look smaller than he is like usual#oh and @ the person who said that it's the inverse of the tom and nate scene i love the way you think. i did not think of that before#but god. yeah. i actually thought about the scene change from when roman uhh.. christens his office in s1. the one with the coffee machine#i always go insane at that cut. this is not exactly the same since it's more.. about emotions but yknow.. it can be.. the same...
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“This reminds me of playtime back home,” Diana’s smile is pearly and smudged with blood, and Bruce struggles not to stare.
He won’t point out that she just ripped an alien apart with her bare hands and way too little effort.
He wants to. Anyone would have words faced with gods, but he doesn’t trust his conversation skills.
“Hn.”
“Boy, you’re a chatty one,” Green Lantern is positively insufferable.
He’s whip-smart, dangerously brave, selfless and tactical when needs be, but insufferable all the same, “ Also, cool boomerang.”
Defensive, Bruce grips the gadget a little closer to his hip, “It’s a batarang.” And it was my son’s idea. Of course it’s impressive.
The brunette snorts, Diana chuckling alongside him, both entirely too bright for the gore on their clothes, “Oh yeah, that sounds so much better. But you obviously know how to handle it, I’ll tell you that much,”
inwardly, Bruce frowns. Why would he design a weapon he couldn’t use?
“Yes, your combat skills are impressive! You must do your tribe proud,”
Involuntarily, his head lowers in embarrassment. The cowl feels ten times hotter now, and he wants to snarl at Superman for tugging at the pointy ears. His smile just blinds him too much, that’s all.
Aquaman picks body matter out of his hair, beach sand blonde, sending The Flash a smirk Bruce assumes is teasing.
He can’t quite tell. They’ve known each other for 10 hours, 20 minutes, and 32 seconds, and an odd, familiar energy had settled. “At least you’re not the only nerd in class.”
The Flash is young; Bruce notes the eagerness in his footsteps, the reckless courage, the perseverance to fight for the world and against it;
More than anything, he notices pride sparking a light in his chest.
“Not a nerd!"
"Whatever, speedy,"
"This nerd saved your well-conditioned ass! But anyway, DUDE, – I mean, can we talk about the tech? Just, – I need to know how you designed that utility belt, because holy FUCK, -,”
There’s a full minute of just animated hand gestures, plentiful explanations, queries, and Bruce of course pays attention to all of it.
The Flash, – Barry, as he accidentally revealed five minutes in, too lost in excitable rambling to notice, – stops, frowns,
“Uh, dude? I mean, obviously, the whole,” he gestures to the entirety of Bruce, “Man Bat thing, that rocks, but isn’t it easier to just use your powers?”
Superman’s fingers snap, “I was wondering about that! Why didn’t you?”
But there’s an underlying hint that the man already suspects it; It makes Bruce’s teeth grind anxiously, looking around expectant, curious eyes,
“I don’t have superpowers,” the truth spills in a rush, and Bruce doesn’t take it back in time.
They share stunned looks between them, but sky-blue eyes, peppered with a ring of brown in the left one, those stay on him. He’s uncomfortable with the appreciative gleam.
Superman smirks, “We should do this again!”
#do you ever go crazy insane over bruce being the only human - mortal - member of the JL and not only keeping up with LITERAL OTHERWORDLY#super beings. and demi gods. and metahumans that bend and break the law of physics#but actively shocking them with how capable and resistant and enduring he is#cause i do. i am INSANE abt him actually. but also!! your honor they are FRIENDS#the justice league#dc#dc comics#batman#bruce wayne#barry allen#arthur curry#hal jordan#diana prince#wonder woman#clark kent#superbat#text
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I hate to say it but I might have to admit that Redditors can be pretty based sometimes
#dead by daylight#dbd#dbd unknown#dbd the unknown#pls pls pls you can trust me to be normal about that i am completely normal about that i am so normal about these themes#and their direct opposite i am normal and can be trusted with anything that's either like Th//e La//st Uni//corn or its direct opposite#like no. no i have to remember that bhvr have no idea what they're doing. i must not get sucked in. i must remember better games... unless#like no you have no idea what id give for this to be intended like aaaaugh i am unimaginably insane about the inhuman desperately#trying to be human in any way it can and the world continually rejecting those efforts#just like i am incredibly abnormal about humanity as a horror for the inhuman and the active rejection of humanity by something#that is; despite its best efforts and thw verdict of its biology; human. haha humanity as a horror you are forced to be and#perhaps always were but never had the chance to realise it. anyway. i digressed.#also the actual reason why Oh Gross (aka The Unknown) looks like that is because the lore states that some people thought#it was just a typical serial killer and gross is just a cumulation of everything everyone has ever thought about it#(god thats depressing)#so yeah. sorry no themes of humanity here i think. though id kill for them.
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Post AC Sephiroth, spat out of the Lifestream somehow sane and filled with immense guilt and regret. World’s biggest sad wet cat and Cloud is at utter loss at how to deal with him.
Meanwhile, Sephiroth somehow has to deal with the most daunting opponent he’s ever had to face in his entire career, children. Cue him getting his hair braided and nails painted by Marlene bc she pulled the puppy eyes on him and he immediately caved. Love that for him.
#it’s like my favorite au#or trope? I guess#been spinning in my head like a rotisserie chicken for the last few days#what am i talking about#I’m literally writing a fic about it#me trying to be more active outside of art posts#I probably sound insane#random thoughts#ffvii#ff7#sephiroth#cloud strife#marlene wallace
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It is wild how you can go like 18 years of your life and simply not know what it's like to click with other people. Not to say it isn't worthwhile to try and form friendships with others regardless of whether you feel that immediate spark of connection. But man. It's something different to feel like other people understand you. And once you've experienced it so much about the world makes SENSE it's crazy
#the first time i was genuinely into someone who was also into me felt like this too. i was like ohhh hang on#y'all are doing this because you LIKE doing it. okay. got it makes sense#but the craziest thing is before that point you'll like convince yourself you are simply insane#you will be there trying to live your life and do normal activities like why does this SUCK. but there's no reason for it to suck.#so i guess it really doesn't. so i guess this feeling is the normal feeling. unrelated why am i hiding behind a coke machine
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Sorry for not being as active as I used to be y'all, I haven't been on here because I've been pouring most of my focus into finishing a backlog of commissions and it has unfortunately left me with no energy to interact and socialize here lol
For the past week alone I've been working on this BEAST of a comm, and both me and my setup had a bit of a technical difficulty with just how BIG this specific commission was, in terms of details and quite literally file size too (this was originally a 5000x3000 piece, which caused a lot of black screens and me waiting for my PC to catch up everytime a 15-minute autosave was happening)
I feel like me suddenly being inactive was a necessary thing as well because as much as I don't want to admit it, my socials have been a bit... distracting... in this pursuit, and I am realizing a very concerning problem. And as such, I had to cut off and limit the amount of times I will be present here in an effort to exert self-control and instill discipline on myself.
I do not have anything new to show unfortunately, and may continue to NOT be able to show anything Digital Circus AU or fandom content at all, so all I can say is I'm sorry is this post is disappointing news because you followed me for that kinda thing.
Also I got a tooth infection(?) and a pink eye lol, how fun /s (don't worry though, I'm still fine and not really in a painful situation, just a minor inconvenience)
#Ziku's insane rambles#blog update#life update#personal post#I think this means I'm on an undetermined hiatus??#one that will probably force me to pop up once in a while and go “what's up guys” and then dip again#can't promise I will be active at all#this is a situation I HAVE and NEED to do because I've unfortunately brought this upon myself and am reaping the consequences of it#rest assured I will come back in full force#one day#but not today
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Me when I see ppl saying Makoto is bland and has no personality like my guy do you realize that being kind, selfless, and forgiving are all strong personality traits
#and the way that’s not even all his character is either#chat he saved the remnants of despair give him more credit#he’s a better person than me bc if I was him and I was sent to my death by my friends for something I didn’t even do I’d be LIVID#he committed treason for the mere chance to reform literal TERRORISTS and succeeded like good for him#patience of a saint ong#he was ready to punt monokuma into orbit and his internal dialogue during the thh introductions sure are something#‘this guy is.. kinda annoying’ <<guys he’s NOT all sunshine and rainbows he has depth I swear#(I am actively going insane)#makoto naegi#danganronpa
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this is so cute idk why. like thank u for showing me ur view of the game joseph.
#my pathetic ass loves anything he does#he literally just posted this#and here i am so happy#thank u for being active joey#i’m insane sorry#joseph woll#jw60#maple leafs#toronto maple leafs#hockey#leafs lb
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new sitcom featuring stuilly (yuri edition) having a Totally Normal Summer™—coming this june to an ao3 tab near you!
#initially was gonna keep this in the queue for longer but it's lesbian visibility week and i am temporarily able to be perceived#yall hear that buzzing too or is that just billy#hope nothing irreversible happens haha#guys i wish i could say im doing this for the people but that would be a lie#im doing this for me#yes they are still homicidal no need to worry#dazndoodraws#stuilly#lesbian au#listen i almost didn't but in for a penny in for a pound#spending weeks on end unsupervised in a mansion is peak hs homoerotic sapphic best friend activity i fear (i sound insane)#butterbee#stu macher#billy loomis#scream 1996#except this is set in 1995 for reasons#scream fanart#stuilly fanart#Totally Normal Summer of 1995#tns1995#shorthand tag because ykt(idwtg) doesn't flow as well as a tag<3
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so much stuff has happened to the tmnt fandom in the past few days and i am so here for it
if i missed anything please tell me 🙏
#rottmnt#tmnt#mutant mayhem#rottmnt au#the eldest brother#rottmnt bloodbath#bloodbath au#trial and error#rottmnt tae#mutant mayhem cinemacon#rottmnt residuum#residuum#teenage mutant neglected turtles#tmnt ashes#tmnt au#this is insane and i love it#is this what it’s like to be in an active fandom#/pos#also the little guy at the bottom is me#i am overwhelmed#cass apocalyptic series#simon says
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cringe Kinito pet oc time ok
I know there’s definitely other sea urchin Kinitopet ocs somewhere out. There and I probably should of expected that before hand but Aourhrrrgh this stupid thing has grown on me guys I’m crasy anywhay this is it this is earl urrm,m,, it’s scare activity thing is still in the works but the general idea is below 👇👇👇👇
Also liettol human concept because I’m a sucker for humanizing unhuman critters
huurrhhhhhgggghhhoufhhhh
#kinito fanart#kinitopet#kinito the axolotl#kinitopet oc#actually going insane#Losing my mind guys#Earl the urchin#The scare/activities doodles are rlly rough so if you have a hard time understandinh or like.#Need a clearer desc of what’s happening I would be OVERJOYED to tell you in like a reblog or comment section#Just btw#I am very scatterbrained I m sowwrryyyyyyy🎀☹️
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QUEEN OF NOTHING (wearing such a heavy crown..)
So that V headcanon, huh?
If anyone wants me to elaborate, I WILL. I AM DYING TO TALK ABOUT THIS ARGH. Anyway😊
Opened clip studio, blacked out, came back and saw this on the screen. That’s the type of shit the crane wives does to me.
[reblogs are appreciated🫶]
Close up, because I already know tumblr will fuck the quality
#murder drones#v#v murder drones#murder drones fanart#md v#md v fanart#i am actively going insane about her#will hopefully go back to drawing lesbians after this tho#LOST-CODE👾#actual art👾
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it is just unfathomable how actively cruel people will choose to be because fundamentally they dont view brown people as real humans with lives that are worth something. awesome 👍 i think some of you should die 😁
#observant followers may have noted i became progressively less active on tumblr#after getting a job which often makes me physically tired. it does not take that long to check for verification when i am home#and it takes nothing to Not make some fucking insanely evil assumptions and sabotage someone's#attempt to stay alive.#losing $20 will probably not impact Your life meaningfully - it is fucking life or death for some people#its the desperation in your attempts to justify incredible cruelty!! if you shut up you wont embarrass yourself.#babbling
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To our lovely duo:
*a Bai He doll appears along with a tiny Mao and Hershey figurine*
Now the gang is complete! :D
Would it be alright if I could get a head pat from one of you guys? You don’t have to if you don’t want to tho-
For our amazing Hershey: *gives her a little icy blue bow with violets embroidered onto it*
To our darling author: *gives you a virtual hug and a basket full of baked goodies cuz you deserve it*
And that folks, is the final ask in the box!!! Sorry that you had to wait so long, but I have finally done it, haha!
Now, since the Blue and Violet Series is on hiatus, I have decided that as of now, the ask box shall remain closed :'))). At the very latest it will open again when the new instalment for the series comes out, but who knows! Maybe I will bring back the ask blog sooner.
If I counted right, then we have had a total of a whopping 147 asks! Far more than I could have ever expected. So thank you to everyone who sent asks to this blog and following, it's been a real pleasure entertaining you all (◍•ᴗ•◍).
Until next time everyone!!!
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#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#monkie kid macaque#lmk macaque#blue and violet#I know that the moment I post this I will not know what to do with myself anymore#just kidding- I have stuff to do 😭#gonna be busy for a while but in a couple weeks I will get more free time so thats whem I will be more active#so expect the ask blog and fanfic series to be up and running again sometime then#anyways THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH#the amount of art improvement within the blog is insane lmao-#I might actually link all of these asks together and make a master post for convenience at some point#also: yeah Macaque is leaning his head agsinst Mayor's shouleer#typical homie behaviour am I right?
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