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How to harm yourself? Safely.. No scars or burns.. From Nonny.
...Don't hurt yourself Nonny. I understand how overwhelming it can be and how it can feel like the only outlet that can help but it's not. I promise it's not. If you feel you're losing control of yourself you can always put on a movie that comforts you and go to bed or take a long shower. I don't want you to feel like that..
...But if you really need it...
I have a formula I can share with you. It hurts. It hurts very bad but leaves no physical marks. I would rather not but I also understand needing to be grounded.. I'm sorry...
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i really hope people on here tag gear 5 spoilers because i wanna experience the anime when i get to it 🥺
#i’m kinda sad i saw gear 4 before i got to it in the anime but#i also understand#it’s the internet lmao#but i’m literally not getting in twit or insta for. a while#liv speaks
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well 🧍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.
#if youre feeling upset or disillusioned i am right there with you#but now more than ever#i want to remind you of the importance of community#check in on your friends#advocate for your friends#protect your friends#protect your community and who you love and care about#and we will get through this#my dms and inbox are always open#even if you just want to vent#im also so sad right now but we have to be strong and stick together right now#(also if youre not american pls understand this affects us all and to not invalidate the feelings of americans)
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someone on twitter said Imagine what s2 jayce would give to talk to s1 viktor just one more time. and someone had a time travel alternate dimension fic ready to go. and i read it. and now my face is being eaten by 3750 feral dogs i think
#thisss wass going to be just one little sketch lord help me#the guys you put on this earth to finish their psych degrees are drawing pathetic men again#jayvik#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce talis#my art#fanart#i have uni and work and also therapy to do but i got sick this week so i think i read like. over 30 fics yesterday like i was struck#by some affliction legitimately#please talk with me about them. this is a cry for help#i drew all these while listening to circa survive on repeat do you understand what that does to a man
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Crying bc the events of Pacific's Rim are literally happening right now. January 8 was the day Mako and Raleigh fought those kaijus in the Hong Kong double event. January 12 is the triple event where they close the breach. In two days we cancel the apocalypse.
#AND MY TIMEZONE DAYS TOO SO PITERALLY PN MY SUNDAY OMGGG#you so dont understand how excited this makes me feel#but also sad#i love pacific rim lol#totally gonna watch the movie on sunday now#nemos thoughts#pacific rim
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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not caring too much about a fandom’s favourite guy is the worst. you’ll think “oh i’ll look into the tag see if anything new and cool’s there” and it’s just that fucking guy again
#this is about astarion. gale to an extent too#had this with dragonage too because 80% of the time it was just solas or cullen. who i dont care for too much#and i do LIKE astarion and gale. But my favourites are the girls and wyll#something i had less with the dao cast because i generally also like the popular guys of that one alistair and zev#but then it’s like. ‘do you guys even understand these characters’#da2 i dont care for anders dragonage all that much. Fenris i do LIKE and he’s my fav guy. but i dont care for them the most#sorry for complain posting. Went into a tag today if you couldnt tell#roscoe rambles
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HATSUNE MIKU?! IS THAT YOU?
#my art#vocaloid#miku#fortnite#kasane teto#listen#I understand this appears like the easiest buck kind of artwork one could make rn#but you dont understand. i love miku. i play fortnite#i aint no casual#this is my barbenheimer#I hope that feeling gets across when you look at this drawing hahah#have also watched that snapcube fandub uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh 1000 times#<3333
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"Originally it was not called 'Good Luck, Babe!', it was called 'Good Luck, Jane!", but my co-writer and I kept getting in arguments about it, so it became 'Good Luck, Babe!'." CHAPPELL ROAN on 'Good Luck, Babe!'
#*gifs#1k#chappell roan#chappellroanedit#chappellsource#userchappell#tusermiles#ughmerlin#userbru#tuserdee#alielook#tusercj#userhann#userhella#dailywomen#femaledaily#ladiesblr#dailymusicqueens#dailymusician#femalepopculture#wonderfulwomendaily#loooove that she unintentionally wrote it about herself that's a repressed lesbian queen right there#also this is such a cute interview but it jumps between great camera with good quality and potato camera and i just don't understand WHY#so if it doesn't feel like the text matches her mouth that's why
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"i hate microlabels" yeah i also kind of dislike the idea of putting ourselves and our identities into very specific boxes, i think it can be really isolating- ohh wait you mean you think they're invalid. ohh no that's not the way to look at it. killing you
#IF there is an issue w micolabels/identities it's with the isolation that comes w that level of individualism but also like. there's#nuance there and if you think someones identity is invalid bc you don't understand or agree with it im killing you#there are many things i don't understand but agree with the concept of! being cishet for example
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Everyone loves FNAF music man.. even Michael
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#michael afton#dj music man#security breach#fnaf pizzeria simulator#MICHEAL GETS another W in the pizzaplex!!#I love doing these comics where Vanessa shows Michael around#updates him on everything new in Freddy’s#usually it’s changes he’s not really into#BUT THIS ONE HE IS#Finally the unsung hero of MUSIC MAN is here#he got all the clout#Everyone understands what Michael liked about him now 💜#Think DJ remembers Michael too he knows#also this is so wild but first time seeing Michael’s bag dead on PFF#bag reveal ✨
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Last part whoo!!!
PART 1 / PART 2 / PART 3 / PART 4
#I should clarify that I’ll be continuing to work on this au#this is just the final part to the intro essentially#thank you everyone so much for reading as well!!!#it’s been really cool to see that I was firstly able to make a comic at all#but also that everyone seemed to actually understand what I was trying to convey#like it was dumped directly from my brain and somehow we’ve ended up on the same page#so that’s cool :)#my art#gravity falls#twins in time au#Stan pines#Stanley pines#Stanford pines#ford pines
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midoriya-sensei!
#do u understand. how happy i am to hear he pursued teaching. do u even understand#i also like to think him and bkg still keep in touch relatively more than him and his other classmates cus their families are close#bnha#mha#midoriya izuku#bakudeku#bakugou katsuki#bkdk#fan art#becki draws stuff n stuff#bnha manga spoilers#mha manga spoilers#mha 430
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Every Nico Di Angelo fan focusing more on the background of the episode than the actual plot
#I wanted something!#I understand why they couldn’t show them#but a girl’s voice calling ‘Nico!’ or even a ‘Ghost King’ high score#(shhh I know that wouldn’t work with the timeline but nor does the entire episode)#edit: thank you to the people who pointed out that we hear him (so glad he’s Italian too!)#pjo#pjo series#pjo tv show#Percy Jackson#Percy Jackson spoilers#pjo spoilers#Nico Di Angelo#solangelo#also for the record I didn’t make the picture I saw it on Twitter and knew the perfect use for it
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what are we, some kind of league of legends?
#im the only person alive who understands her including the writers and i stand by that#in my epic fanfiction she stays with ekko post-canon nd they sort of stand next to eachother with their arms crossed#arcane#arcane season 2 spoilers#ekko arcane#sevika arcane#also featuring sloane of borderlambs fame#just for funs#my art#i ahve another sketchdump ill post later but im doing this one first because its more respectable
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I am at the rock bottom part when it’s the smushed black tar bit on a concrete sidewalk that construction didn’t get to, or missed, or couldn’t be bothered bc it was too much of a bother so they left it.
Thank you God! I’m thankful for where I am, but I am so so open to much more!
I pray for strength, courage, endurance, perseverance, resiliency, grace (to give and receive), clarity, relentlessness, humanity, integrity, clear sincere spirit and soul. I pray I choose myself to save myself, in doing so I will honor my mother bc there is nothing else more I can do now. She is living and miserable and it has been verbalized that I am at the core of this misery (not my fault tho she’s not blaming me tho just gaslighting when she has no place to put the failure the anger the whatever else I have had to decipher and walk on tsar Russian glass fabrige egg shells all alone by myself. I used to have my imagination to cope she ground that like tar on a side walk I used to dream I took care of that by failing bc she failed bc he failed bc they failed.
I pray I get out and move onward upward balanced safe in one piece a new but still foundational me I love og me. I miss her like a sister. Idk if my aborted siblings actually had developed a little longer and they can be angels and are watching me bro bro sis sis or bro and sis or sis and bro please pray we get through this bc I’m having a really hard time. Please God I don’t know what we did in this life but I’m so sorry we e we’ve been trying and it doesn’t seem to be working for 30 + yrs.
Good great Quality of life I pray for. I pray I choose myself and cultivate this. I pray that my mother doesn’t curse me using God. I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesn’t even matter.
RIP Chester Bennington, RIP Chris Cornell, RIP Anthony Bourdain, RIP Jas Waters, RIP Robin Williams.
#bedrot final level?#I am going to kill myself and my mother will be mad that ppl might know omg shame your daughter killed herself#bc the pressure the projection the pain of past ignored sacrifices and gaslighting demoralizing killing confidence mother helped build lol#and now the worst of it the genuine shocking worst of it#I hope and pray for courage to save myself and live life to thrive#if it is still going to be survival like it has been or God forbid another newer version no I feel it in my bones and spirit#beautiful waters on a cliff in the pnw a beautiful I mean gorgeous glass of dewars white label until I finish the bottle enough to#hopefully feel no pain as I slip off the cliff and into the Pacific Ocean#I am grateful then now always#I also understand#now I must break the chain of cowardice and being intimidated and bullied into doing what Ethiopian village nigger tells me that told them#I will break it or kill myself after trying#🧿📿🙏🏾
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