fmdminji

[fmdminji]

fmdguanyu‌:

They felt awkward, even now. It had been years since Guanyu had ended things with Minji (Minji had ended things with Guanyu? BC had made them end things? The lines were blurry and messy) but to this day the first emotion to flood their mind was guilt. Guilt for not having been better at hiding, guilt for not having taken a fall like she had, guilt for not knowing how to handle their situation even now. Guanyu was good at running, that had always been their thing. They were no fighter, had no spine to hold them up in a confrontation and they knew.

With a silent wave they set down a bottle of unsweetened green tea next to Minji, settling onto the training room floor next to her, mindful to keep a respectful distance between them. “I think we should talk. Before you go to Japan.” Guanyu’s voice was small, barely above a whisper. “I know I’ve been avoiding you a lot and if you don’t want to do this now we don’t have to. But–” They paused and looked up, searching Minji’s beautiful face for a sign, any sign. Something tugged at their heart. 

They had loved Minji so fiercely, once upon a time it had felt like torture to be in the same room with her, to be reminded of what they had lost. Guanyu was sad to find out that whatever remained of that overwhelming feeling, it was feeble and faint. Maybe they had never been any good at loving after all and this had always been for the best. Better have it end when it ended, rather than having it fall apart because they weren’t only a coward but had failed her altogether. She’d always own a part of their heart, nothing in the world could change the urge to see Minji safe and healthy, shining bright on stage and off. But somewhere between then and now, Guanyu had grown out of love and it felt unfair when they owed her so much still.

“I just wanted you to know that I’m sorry. For a lot of things. But most of all for running away all the time.”

dilated pupils fixate on a countenance that she had come to adore, to truly love, over the course of many moons; the mere sight of guanyu bringing her back to days of  halcyon summers, and romantic winters cuddled up together—their seemingly endless game of hide and seek with the company that promised them success still in action, and still reckless. it was a time that she will always look back on with fondness; the way that their strong hands would embrace every dip and curve of her body, and how their kisses were her favorite form of sustenance—their lovely, honeyed sweetness rivaling only that of sugar cane and vanilla. now, though, all of those flickers only belonged to memory, and today, their unions weren’t at all similar to years gone by. now, whenever she beholds them in her sight, there’s a nervous pit that forms within the caverns of her stomach—one that swallows up her heart, and soul, and she knows that somehow, and in some fashion, they feel the same as she does. they have to. there’s no way that they could’ve escaped the feelings of yearning, of regret. if they did, well, they mustn’t have been human.

so, as the two of them hid away ( like old times ) in one of bc’s rehearsal quarters, minji had a difficult time making eye contact. she knew that if she caught one look into those stunning irises that she’d memorized the pattern to, she’d fall prey to their charms all over again; that her heart, and mind, would run rampant with vivid imagery of the what-ifs and the could-be’s. all she did was listen to him, to that pristine voice, and nod periodically to show that she was tuning into all that they had to share with her. though, when it came time for her to communicate, she lifted her head slightly and pursed her lips together; her arms crossing over her chest to keep herself held together, to keep herself somehow stable in all of this nostalgia.

“i—i don’t know what to say...” she responded, her head shaking back and forth. “i don’t blame you for always running away from me, or from us. i’m guilty of that, too, sometimes.” it was true. she was so terrified of being further punished by bc, and never would she ever want to be the cause of more scandals for knight to struggle through. “honestly, i don’t think it’s either of our faults for being scared to interact. unless, you know, you have other reasons for avoiding me... i know that i only don’t reach out you because i’m afraid to. w—what if we get caught again?” even now that they were meeting privately, she was constantly looking over her shoulder to see if either of their managers were around. “i don’t wanna get you into trouble like i am. i’d never, ever wish that upon you, guanyu-ah...”

[fmdminji]

fmdtaeyong·:

ash had gone to find food as soon as he’d been given permission to earlier in the day, but having found himself hungry once again, he’d wandered until he found the nearest of the open eateries within the park. he wasn’t in the mood for anything in particular, so the sight of the open cafe labelled a twosome place was all he needed to make his choice of where he’d be eating. he’d been to locations of the chain cafe before, but never the one in lotte world. their desserts weren’t anything his manager would be happy to see him snacking on, but it was food, and that’s all his growling stomach cared about at the moment.

he was about to enter when he caught a familiar form in his peripheral. “minji?” he asked in way of greeting as he approached his junior label mate. “hey,” he added softly, trying to read what he could only understand as hesitance in her posture and expression. “were you headed into the cafe?” he asked, motioning to the eatery in front of them. she seemed to be alone, and it was only right of him to extend an invitation to eat together if she was headed to the same place as him. if she wasn’t, there was no harm in offering his company regardless.

“even if you weren’t, their tiramisu is kickass, you know. ever had it?” he glanced at the store front and nodded approvingly, trying to coax her to join him this time, now quite taken with the idea of not having to eat all on his own. “if you’re worried about your manager yelling at you for indulging, i’ll watch your back, don’t worry.” his eyes found hers again and he smiled encouragingly.

a deep sigh filled up her lungs, and after a few moments of keeping it held, she released it; a cerulean-hued aura swathing her as she continued to contemplate what had come of her life. while she was blessed with the bounties of fame, and fortune, she knew that existing within the public eye of the world came at a price, and even after almost four years in the industry, she’s still unsure if what’s listed on the tag is what she wants to pay. life is flooded with sacrifices that need to be made, but at this point, minji feels as though she’s made enough of those, and for once, she wishes that she could be selfish; that she could take a step in a direction the benefits her, and her only, but while all of that sounds fantastic, she knows that she can never, ever do it. she’s the leader of wish, after all, and that position comes with responsibilites that need to be firmly upheld. if any scandals threatened to besmirch her presently pristine public image, she, and her members, could suffer greatly, and she’d never want to be the unfair cause of their hypothetical fall from grace. so, for now, she sits idle and waits for orders to be thrown at her; needing to obey no matter how uncomfortable they occasionally make her.

however, before she continued down avenues that she’s traveled far too many times to count, she was spoken to, and that voice —- oh, that voice —- she was able to simply recognize from anywhere. it had been one she’s heard many times ever since she entered bc entertainment to train. they were meant to début in brother and sister groups, after all, but that never happened. now, though, he was her sunbae, and hopefully, she was a hoobae that he remembered fondly. so, without further hesitation, she gleamed over to him; meeting his eyes with her own, and lit up from within at the sight of his handsome countenance. “oh, prince ashton, have you come to save me from my loneliness yet again?” she teased, a coquettish simper pulling at the corners of her mouth. “yeah, i was gonna grab something to eat, but i think it’d be all the more fun if i went with you, hah.” this invitation was almost as if the heavens had heard her cries and sent her a gift for enduring so much nonsense, but it was bittersweet —- she was almost positive that he was currently involved with someone, but she didn’t want to be too intrusive. she’d never want him to feel uncomfortable by any curiosities she may have.

“wanna know something funny?” minji queried, shaking her head back and forth. “i’ve never in my life have tried tiramisu. my mother never let me have it when i was a kid since it has caffeine, and she didn’t want me to get too wound up.” a chuckle escapes from her as she remembers those much simpler times. “my manager can yell at me all they want, truth be told. i always follow the rules now, so i think i deserve some sort of reward, yeah? so —- what say you?” the vocalist begins, extending a hand of her’s out to see if he’d clutch onto it. “wanna go be a little bad together? causing trouble is always more fun in pairs, after all.”

[fmdminji]

[fmdminji]

fmdkyunghwa·:

“ were you waiting for your date? ” jokes. cherry made so many of those around the woman that had a bit of her heart and yet all of them meant more than they were supposed to come across. a secret locked with several keys, one cherry herself didn’t bother touching, but that scraped the surface more often than it was supposed to. how much of a cliché was she? going around falling for her best friend. her most likely straight best friend. if her life story wasn’t enough to become a movie before this, then most definitely it deserved an entire tv show season. “ i’ve come to rescue you so you can eat a delicious cake inside and hopefully buy me a piece as well. ” she tightened her grip for a moment before stepping back. “ where have you been all day? not that i was looking for you but — i hadn’t seen you until now. ”

there were a myriad of instances within her lifetime where minji felt as though she was dealt the wrong set of cards; where she couldn’t necessarily move forward, or backward, and she was left to kick around in the emptiness of the in-between—her heart set on finding a man to love, but her soul needed self-fulfillment, as well. while she knew that all of the treasures she longed to discover were found within the heart and soul of a person of the opposite sex, she knew that she couldn’t be fully reliant on him, whoever he may be, whenever he came around. in order for him to love her, and to learn on her as she wanted, she would need to be independent; a girl who was put together, but somehow still needed saving. in turn, she would save him, too, when he needed her to. throughout her entire existence, that’s all she wanted, all she yearned for, and at the time, she thought nothing would make her happier. before she attended that one fateful fan-sign for decipher, and before she was so serendipitously discovered by bc’s talent scouts, all she had her sights set on were a fairytale marriage; one equipped with a luxurious ivory gown, an aisle overflowing with roses and chrysanthemums, and a man waiting to make that one special promise to her. following suit would be the birth of a few children—her desire to become a doting wife, and mother, still present despite her idol status—and later growing old surrounded by those she holds dear. now, though, she has no idea when this will come true; her contracts with the entertainment industry extending years into the future, and she fears that she won’t ever be free... won’t ever find the romance she craves.

a deep sigh falls from betwixt her ombré stained pout, though, and before she allows herself to become too lost in amorous reveries, she feels the grasp of a familiar set of arms wrap around her waist; the embrace one she’s felt often, but she doesn’t know who it was until they speak. turning her head slightly to catch sight of fuse’s main dancer, she smiles wide; trying her best to appear in happier spirits. “me? a date? do you know who you’re talking to, unnie?” minji retorts, the tone of her voice donning both frustrated, and comical, tones. “you should know by now that, as far as men are concerned, they take one look at me and run for the hills.” this wasn’t a jab at her outer appearance, per se, but more the fact that she preferred to settle down with a person rather than entertain one night stands. not only that, but even those who were somehow interested in pursuing her knew that her schedule was overloaded—wish being one of the most ( if not the most ) busy groups in the k-pop market. so, no matter what, she was doomed. “are you offering to take me out though, hmm? you know i’m so weak for you,” she teased, an open palm reaching out to nudge at the other’s shoulder as her grip released. the mention of a piece of cake, and a beautiful container full of banana milk, or even bubble tea, perked her up though, and before she knew it, she was reaching out to grab hold of the slightly older’s hand within her own; the affection still filling the void she had within her enough to feel satiated for now.

“c’mon, c’mon... i’ll treat you to a dessert and drink, but then you’re stickin’ with me throughout the rest of the evening, okay?” she winked, gently tugging at the other’s arm as she guided the two of them into twosome place; wandering up to the counter. “i’m in the mood for chocolate, but also something with strawberries... think i can find the best of both here, unnie?”

[fmdminji]

𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑. monday, march 11th, 2019. 04:22pm, lotte world + twosome place.

having just wrapped up a set hopped aboard the ever-romantic camelot carousel, the petite chanteuse felt a twinge of annoyance blossom within her abdomen. at this point, in her oh-so self-important mind, it was almost as if bc entertainment and lotte world wanted to embarrass her, and though it could’ve easily been a delusion, or merely a figment of the imagination put in place by paranoia, minji couldn’t help but feel as though ceo kim byungchul was laughing in her face. if marketing her as this pixie dream girl that all men would love to covet, a woman who would make the perfect spouse, wasn’t enough already, they continued to, time and time again, throw her out into the world as a romantic interest—one that brings the male gaze to her group, but in a way that’s more wholesome than overt displays of sensuality. little did they know that, while she respected the image that she had to portray, and would do her darnedest to ensure that it was done with ease and grace, it was also a knife digging into her back; rendering her immobile at times.

obviously the creative team and managerial staff at her company knew of her past tryst; they were the ones who reprimanded her, after all. they were aware of the halcyon days spent flittering above the clouds with her now ex-boyfriend, and they were the reason that those sunshiny moments turned dark, and cold. there would always be a resentment locked within her heart for them, even if now she understands what her mistakes were, and why she never should’ve made them. however, that didn’t mean they could continue to subtly dangle them before her whenever they got the chance: making her treat the lens of the 4k camera as she would a lover to lure in the lonesome; to make them believe she’s there’s to claim. all of this was only making her uncomfortable; making her yearn for those butterflies and goosebumps.

was it so wrong of her to crave romance? did vying for a man to hold in the middle of a cold night make her weak? lately, it seemed as though the answer to these questions was always a resounding ‘absolutely,’ but she did her best not to shame herself into that negative headspace. a deep sigh fluttered from between her glossed pout, it’s gradient hues of blossom pink and red rose creasing into a firm line as she wandered through bright lights, and loud chirps, of the ever-loved amusement park. filming had just wrapped for most all of the idols in attendance, and at this point, she hadn’t made plans with anyone to embark on any recreational adventures. instead, she found herself being idle; meandering through a strangely vacant area for fun and games with a frown decorating her disposition. the cherry-on-top of this pity party though? catching sight of an eatery that she’d been to one-too-many times in the past, especially in the company of boys; finding it to be one of the most romantic spots around: twosome place.

pausing for a moment, she let the delectable scent of the freshly brewed coffee tickle her nose, and when it was paired with the even more scrumptious aroma of cookies just out of the oven, she hummed a delicate “mmm...” wondering if she’d be allowed to treat herself a little. however, her issue from before tapped on her shoulder to remind her that she, indeed, was all by her lonesome, and moreover, that the café was called twosome place. she would’ve felt almost unwelcomed if she went there alone. shutting her eyes for a brief second, she cursed herself under her breath; debating whether or not entering the dessert shop would be a good, or bad idea.

[fmdminji]

* ⠀⠀ ♡ ⠀⠀ ─── ⠀⠀ hello, sweet loves ! guess who ?? it’s 𝐑𝐘𝐀𝐍 and i’m back at it again with a second muse, and to some of you, she may seem familiar at first glance ! so, without further ado, i’d like to introduce you to my beautiful babe, 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐈, wish’s leader, and main vocal. i’ve based her slightly on my first ever muse in this group, yeo yeoreum, but i’ve updated her, and revised her, so that she’s more well-rounded in my eyes ! below the cut, you’ll be able to find a tl;dr version of her biography, some fun facts that weren’t mentioned in her bio, as well as some plot ideas ! if you’re interested in writing with us, don’t forget to 𝐏𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 in the corner so i can message you. love you all v much !

* ⠀⠀ ♡ ⠀⠀ ─── ⠀⠀ BIOGRAPHY HIGHLIGHTS !

born in seoul, south korea to a single mother in seoul, south korea, minji’s upbringing wasn’t like many others in her class. she, her grandmother, and her mother all lived in a two bedroom apartment, and while the two women in her life worked hard to provide a great life for her, she was often dragged along to both of their jobs; finding a deep love for books, films, and television dramas, from a young age ! after all, she had to find little ways to entertain herself, so when she wasn’t keeping her nose tucked between the pages of a novel, she was lost in a land of fantasy; one where she was often the princess, and she was being rescued by a prince — a man that would save her from this lonesome upbringing. her obsession with romance started at an alarmingly early age, and by the time she was eight, she found herself filling up pages of diaries with love letters to boys in her class; keeping all of them a deep-dark secret from everyone !

however, when she was about to go and give her most coveted crush a valentine she’d saved a lot of money ( you know, a lot of money for an elementary schooler ) to buy, she was interrupted by another girl who, essentially, swooped in and stole her man, hah. the amount of jealousy and rage that flooded through her in that moment was so immense that, even to this day, those feelings of jealousy and wrath ( two of the deadliest sins to exist ) still have never left her, and unfortunately, they’re two of her most fatal flaws. that, and well, being almost desperate for a chance to fall in love with someone.

her teenage years were fairly mild, too, but every time she became entangled in a loving romance, she’d ruin it time after time for being controlling, possessive, and jealous, and it was hard for her to not only keep love interests for long periods of time, but her friends often found her hard to be around, too. her emotions were intense, and to be honest, all of them would find her exhausting to be around after awhile. so, even though she was able to make friends, they often left her alone, too, and the reason she was so attached to keeping men in her life is because she’s never had a father, nor any positive male influence, in her whole life. so, she uses romance as something to fill this void inside her.

though, when she was fourteen, she went with her mother to see a concert of decipher’s — a new boy group who had just débuted. they became her latest obsession, and her mom used money she’d saved up to treat her daughter to a day of fun together. though, while there, she was decided by bc entertainment scouts. her beauty is what made her standout, but when she auditioned, they realized she had a big voice, but little to no idea how to use it. so, after a private audition, they offered her a trainee spot.

her trainee experience was... rough. during this process, she learned to better control her voice, and she even picked up on how to play the piano pretty well, but after awhile, she got a bit bored with everything, so she made the bold decision to ignore the dating ban put in place and start playing the field. this is when she met her first love ( wanted connection ! ) and they began a relationship together that lasted a good while. he was in line to début in knight, and she was set to join the group now known as lipstick, but while the girls’ lineup was being finalized, they caught onto the two of them, and her punishment was that she wouldn’t début as lipstick’s lead vocal, as she was once told. they also forced her to end the relationship she was in, and her heart was broken.

so, in bc she remained, and she learned a lot about herself in those moments. not only did she get into trouble for even being in a relationship, but her jealousy continued to rise up back then, too, and she’d bully her fellow trainees — really, anyone who even dared to talk to her now ex-boyfriend while they were dating. deciding that she needed to focus on herself and her career so she could help her mother and grandmother out in the future, she quit screwing around and got to work, and later went on to début as wish’s main vocalist, and leader.

things started out well, but a few years in, she was beginning to realize that, while many of the other girls in her group were gaining traction and immense popularity, she was somehow falling behind. with hana now starring in dramas, sooyeon releasing tons of solo material, and now june about to make a solo début, too, her jealous rage is kicking in again. she went from a loving leader to someone that’s overwhelmed with envy for her own members, lol. so, that’s where she’s at now... wanting to kill all the girls in her own group that are more popular while she slowly starts to compete with them.

* ⠀⠀ ♡ ⠀⠀ ─── ⠀⠀ FUN LITTLE FACTOIDS !

as mentioned before, minji knows how to play the piano, and towards the end of her trainee years, she began writing her own little songs for fun; she has a few done and complete. she doesn’t really think she’s much of a composer / producer, no, but she aspires to write her own solo music when the time comes for her to make a début.

ever since wish was able to make their own individual social media accounts, she’s taken that allowance in stride, and has become quite popular on instagram ! she not only posts beautifully edited photos of herself, and her surroundings, but she’s also known to post acoustic, piano-led covers of songs she loves.

she currently feels as though she’s not getting as many lines on wish’s tracks as she was in the beginning, and hates that she’s really only there to hit all the high notes and call it a day, lol. she wants to be trusted with more than what she’s given, tbh.

not very surprisingly, she’s been involved in a few dating scandals in her past career, but shockingly, they weren’t true, and since her début, she hasn’t really had a serious bf.

* ⠀⠀ ♡ ⠀⠀ ─── ⠀⠀ LITTLE LIST OF PLOT IDEAS !

as denoted above, i’d looove to see her first love plot taken up ! i’ve envisioned the spot being taken by a member of knight, especially if they trained in bc from 2009-2012. they débuted first, so bc wasn’t able to truly punish them as badly as they were able to punish her. however, if you’re interested in this plot, and your muse isn’t a member of knight, but instead a member of charm, we can try to make that work somehow, too !

also mentioned above, she was a bit of an asshole to other girls while she trained from 2009-2012, and she softened slightly from 2012-2015. i’d love to see a plot where your muse was one of those girls she was really harsh to, and she’s had to try to make amends to her for it. in my eyes, this plot would make most sense if your muse is a member of lipstick, but we can see if we can make it work if your muse is in wish, too !

additionally, i’d love for her to have a best friend — male, female, or whatever else. this is someone who isn’t afraid to call her out when she’s acting like a brat, and though she gets so frustrated by that, she also appreciates it a whole helluva lot. their relationship will be really sweet, and they’ll be almost brutally honest with each other, but everything said is only out of love and respect, as they’d never want to truly wound one another.

i’d geek out really hard if like, your muse ( a member of decipher ) just so happened to be minji’s bias in the group, as she’s an avid fan, and she has a mad crush on them, and they either exploit how she feels about them and toy around with her, or they just avoid her at all costs because she’s... a bit much for them. that, or really, we can discuss other options if those two things wouldn’t fit your muse. i just think it’d be fun !

it’s no secret that my bbg loves love, and at one point in time, she became curious to know if she was interested in women, too. she tried to date your muse ( female-locked ) for awhile, but it didn’t work out, so she ended up breaking up with them. it could’ve ended really horribly and your muse hates her now, or they could be good friends. it’s up to your and how your muse would react to being led on by a confused straight girl.

being that minji dabbles in writing her own lyrics and playing the piano, i’d looove for her to have a producer friend, or partner of sorts, that’d start a soundcloud account with her. they’d release their own lo-fi, soft songs there, whether they be solos or duets, and it’d just be a really creative, fun-loving relationship. this could lead to a romance, or they could just remain close friends and creative partners; either option is fine with me !

speaking of romance: i’d love some people who really love playing with her heart, or who just use her for sex, and run the fuck away from her when she gets too attached.

the flip-side of that: i’d love for a guy, or girl really, to be really interested in her, but she’s too blind to see it, and instead, using them as like, a personal diary and spills all of her feelings to them about other people all the time. she doesn’t realize they have feelings for her, and it kills them when she talks about other people all the time, but they’re too afraid to really say anything to her rip.

i’d also like for her to have some lowkey fwb relationships, too. i just can’t promise that she won’t daydream about getting married to your muses, but you know... lol.

additionally, if you’re interested in discussing a more personalized, end-game romance plot that’s a slower burn, or something that burns up a little fast and they’re now stuck in a mess together, or whatever else, i’m open for discussions too ! don’t be afraid to let me know and we can talk about it a lot more !

[fmdminji]