#I almost cried but I DIDN'T
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At least three (3) years later and that one oneshot still makes me cry
#don’t repost#taco talks#I finished reading 'Core the Apple' by Devcipher#and wow that ending got to me#I almost cried but I DIDN'T#SO HAHA#but then I remembered#'oh hey I still have that oneshot bookmarked... let's go take a look! :)'#foolishly#I found it YEARS ago (3+) and it made me cry#3 years ago I recommended it to someone#it made me cry then#I just read it now#it still makes me cry#it's hardly even 1000 words but damn does it bring the feels#I don't even know why it's so sad#it just is#oh btw it's 'Helpless' by Magyka13#read it and weep
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#stargate sg1#stargate atlantis#neko atsume#almost cried drawing that cute little fucking tac vest on jack btw. look at him.#not in love with all of the atlantis team especially rodney and weir and tela i fuckim struggled with them#like i'm happy with how they look it's fine but short of sticking a maple leaf on rodney or something you know#it's the props#i couldn't figure out how to make who they were obvious. idk man they're cute and i know who they are I guess. felt the same with sam tbh#giving her a little math sheet felt a lil cheap but you know what it's done i'm not gonna keep workin on these the gateroom killed me dead.#also i woulda done the other sg1 members that show up later but I haven't gotten there yet in my watch-thru.#like i saw them as a kid when it was airing on tv but not yet while actually paying attention to things like the plot#my posts#my art#stargate#the sg1 one was done first so that's why i didn't end up putting a lot of detail into the planet they landed on vs how much detail#i had to keep leaving out of the fucking got dam gateroom why is there so much detail in that room hey guys what the hell is up with that r
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@animangacreators hotel challenge: first anime you watched
Digimon Adventure (1999)
#digimon#digimon adventure#animangahive#fyanimegifs#anisource#oldanimeedit#digimonedit#madebyanis#m:animanga#*hotelchallenge#this brought a lot of memories omg#i remember this show aired after school#so after getting back i didn't even get out of the uniform#just sat infront of the tv with my lunch and watched this with my brother#never missed an episode#this final scene when butterfly started playing I almost cried
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@disastertourwaterdeepedition
Sorry for the weird fucking post but like tumblr straight up ate your ask?? I had to search and screenshot from my email??
Its like super fine I love big rants and big feelings (especially about the blorbo of the month).
Whoa buddy if you wanna talk about a rant. This got so long I'm putting it under a read more.
I'm not sure any of this is above board conscious thought process. When he looks to Orym, when he thinks about how he feels about Orym, I think Dorian, king of compartmentalizing, gets a rush of all three of the things in the post. He gets a little too lost in thought looking at the way Orym's hair now tries to curl against his ear or how well tailored the armor is to his body, he first gets hit with the Will guilt. Then he thinks about "ohmygodtheresawaron" and he'd shovel all of that down. Because its not time to think about Orym and him. But he knows by the way Orym watches him "sleep". He knows by the way Orym refused to be princess carried in Aeror. (Seriously dude Dorian princess carries everyone. It would have been less suspicious if you let it happen). He knows because Orym didn't see his husband when they were in Zephrah. But when he dares himself to actually think about a possible future together, he uses the big three to shove it down. And no, he has no clue that Orym thinks he doesn't return his feelings. (Wow you're right. Pronouns are hard)
Lol to finally answer your question: I'm not sure! Because the thing is! Orym has gone down twice in a battle with Dorian there! And honestly if Orym being on death's door doesn't make either of them confess, i'm not sure what will! (thats a lie I do have an idea). But like Orym went to the moon and back and almost died on the moon and all the count communicate to Dorian was "I miss you"!! Orym nearly died twice in one battle and he didn't think to give Dorian a sloppy, "If I die again I want to have kissed you once" kiss before going in for another round of getting hacked on. Dorian watched him go down and had to bring him back from death's door (one failed save scared the shit out of me) and he didn't think to give Orym a "We need you, I need you" kiss.
My unfortunate thought process, which I can't decide if I want it to come true or not, is that Dorian has to get hurt. Like when I say hurt I fucking mean it. Taken down in a round or two, two failed death saves, hurt. Because then Orym will have to face losing Dorian again. Face losing the man he loves, again. He pours a healing potion into Dorian's mouth because warlocks don't have a single healing spell. (Just checked). Orym feels so helpless in saving Dorian, because a healing potion isn't nearly enough to keep him up. He starts to cry over Dorian's (now conscious) body. He whispers between sobs "Not again, not again. Dorian you can't leave me. I love you, please, I never got to tell you, please stay alive." and Dorian, having heard all of that, reaches up to cup Orym's cheek and says. "Alright, just for you though."
Or something like that.
As much as I would love for them to be adults and just talk to each other. I know thats not going to happen. (Please, Robbie, Liam, prove me wrong.) So I think major tragedy will be the reason they confess to each other. Because they're idiots in love with a lot of weight on their shoulders.
#sleep drunk stage door#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#dorym#written before watching 106#these two are going to be the death of me#i was thinking about DORIAN DYING all the way home from work#almost cried a few times#but like the thing is with these two idiots is that theyre both hell insecure#maybe not with each other in a way that makes them avoid each other. but orym defo does not think he deserves dorian#in whatever way you want to take that the answer is yes for all of it.#and dorian is insecure in the way that i dont know if he expects orym to get over will for him#he doesnt doubt that orym loves him. and he'd never blame him for still loving will. but dorian doesnt think hes worthy enough.#or that hes worth the effort of moving on#does any of this make sense? I was up too early and worked hard today#so sorry if this is a rambling mess.#i feel like i didn't answer your question i filled out a writing prompt.#my b#i like hearing myself talk if you couldnt tell#certified yapper
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Uhhh stuff I doodled during the family event.
I often do french jokes/shitpost but uh yeah I'm also half finnish, 'twas an event on this side of the family.
So I doodled a few moomin characters from memory :') (+ finnish names beside, 'cause who the fuck is "Snufkin" ?? I only know Nuuska Muikkunen sorry)
It was a childhood cartoon /media and I have so much admiration for Tove Jansson's illustrations tbh, I wish I had half her skills, I only recently learned that she did illustrations for the hobbit novel omg
#Moomin#I guess#I'm socially exhausted not going out again for like three months straight#I didn't even manage to say goodbye to the hosts nc they were in the middle of the dancing crowd...#I think I almost cried at the idea of stepping in there and got then called a “poule mouillée” thanks mom#but it was overall ok but drunk finns are talkative ough and I got dragged twice in a “chenille”....#It's uhh when everyone circles/dances around the room in a line behind each other ???#anyway I needed to ramble a bit in the tags as usual-
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Drawtober 2023 day 3: Path
"Have you decided to take the path of strife?"
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#persona 5#niijima makoto#drawtober#drawtober2023#inktober#inktober 2023#I was debating really hard whether I wanna go with this or different idea#but hey this is her iconic path of strife we are talking about#anyway I really don't know what i'm doing with the screentone#cri#but I enjoyed almost every process of this piece#the only thing I'm sad about is I didn't get to draw shumako today#but oh well
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Mergana AU : Strategic Sparks
In a competitive corporate world, Merlin and Morgana with a long-standing rivalry are forced to team up for a high-stakes pitch. Despite their differences and playful banter, their undeniable chemistry reveals a connection neither is willing to admit.
#mergana#merlinedit#bbcmerlin#bbcmorgana#katie mcgrath#colin morgan#mine#mm_aus#i didn't want something sad#i had to watch 3 seasons of supergirl just to find that one scene#katie cries almost in every episode#I started at 13pm and now it's 22pm#my eyes hurt#dead and buried#merlinedits
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I have decided to start posting art on Tumblr 🧍🏻
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#sam lake#sami järvi#max payne#my art#art#sketch#traditional art#paper and pencil#half way through this I realised i had to draw glasses#almost cried#they didn't turn out as bad as i had thought ngl#alan wake#control remedy#remedy games#quantum break#alan wake 2#alan wake ii#alex casey
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3tanniversary survey audio answers: ep. 2 | transcript under the cut
[ 241107 ] Hi, my loves. Welcome to episode 2 of three years with 3tan audio answers.
For this question, we have, "what point did you realize that your popularity and story were becoming bigger than you anticipated? Slash, how did that shift from just being a fic to it being a community feel?"
2022 was a really big year for 3tan in general, but I think it was because.. even though I said I wasn't like a schedule person, it was getting updated like either every month or every two months. And when you're constantly putting out a series like that, it's just inherently gonna get more engagement because it's gonna keep showing up, if that makes sense.
To be very honest with you guys, I don't think about things in terms of popularity or follower count or whatever. It's more of the engagement level, and that is when - 2022 is when the engagement level started skyrocketing. And (laughs) a big contributor to that? You're not gonna believe this if you weren't here at the time but if you were here I think you're gonna get this when I say.. 3tan bro. (laughs)
3tan bro was the key because everyone had either their own member - like they imagined him as either Seokjin, Hoseok, or Namjoon - but some people didn't. And it was a huge debate that just got to hilarious proportions, we even had the most ridiculous answers like Psy (laughs)
Honestly I think that was the icebreaker because there was a lot of people that were just reading it, but then they finally got into it, into the whole interaction piece and it made a lot of people more comfortable interacting - with me or with each other because people were (laughs) people were talking to each other via the inbox and I was just being a messenger at that point. Like I was just the poster and they were just debating, arguing, laughing with each other and it was just great.
So Stay was.. I think Stay was the big, the big jump. And then after that, it just became its own thing. Like we started really becoming a community at that point.
And honestly, I miss it. Thank you for this question. It's making me reminisce on a lot of stuff and just thinking about the people that.. used to be here.. Umm. That probably aren't anymore.
I think about.. I think about a lot of you even if I don't know your real name. Like if I just know you by your emoji or something and you haven't sent in an ask in a while, I hope you're doing well. I'm grateful for all of you and I try to remember as much as you as possible. Whether it's your birthdays or, umm…
Yeah. Anyway, next question!
"What are your favorite parts? I wanna know." Ooh, my favorite parts? Definitely Fireworks. That whole thing, I keep saying this, but Fireworks.. Fireworks just has its own emotion and feel that I will never be able to replicate. I still think about that balcony a lot.
Stay, the water scene (laughs) along with many of you. That was a big turning point too because we saw Yoongi finally, like, be himself instead of.. You know, he surprised us all and that was a really, really good moment.
All the scenes in the kitchen, you know me. The kitchen is a super important place for these characters and by extension myself. And.. some of the ones I can't talk about yet. (laughs)
But yeah. Also the I love you scene. Honestly? That one came out of nowhere. That one surprised me, too. And as soon as he said it, I.. just cried.
So take that as you will. And yeah.
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some of my fave parts that didn't make it into this cut bc i was put on the spot (shh yes i could've put a script together but i'm also busy LOL):
forfeit. my god. that whole chapter is a favorite part.
the moments with reader's friends, and tae.
speaking of friends, JUSTICE FOR FRIENDS! that whole chapter!!!
now that i'm hearing my answers, i didn't specify any spicy parts lmao but definitely the OG three tangerines, like that, friends, and broken pt. 2 are my fave spices. :))
wanna submit your own question? fill the survey out above or send in an ask saying you'd like an audio answer!
#i almost cried but i didn't everyone pls clap :'))#3tanniversary#3yearswith3tan#*ryenfictalk#3tanaudioreplies#3tanextras#bts fic#yoongi fic#*ryenfm
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kind of went to my first ever pride today but not really cause I only stayed 20 minutes and missed the parade because I was on my own and knew I'd get overwhelmed. I did not see one single dyke HOWEVER a baby gay teenager gave me a bubble tube and said I looked cool
#i didn't even intend on going but i walked in there wearing a dress that is the colours of the high femme flag lol#so many mid 30s gay men it was insane#and yet no dykes#most people there were either teenagers or in their 30s lol#it was very teeny tiny though#only like 1000 people#and then i got emotional and almost cried because I've never had a community and for a while i had one#but at the same time i didn't feel like i fit in there?#idk what it was but i still felt like an outsider#probably cause i was like the only person on their own but still#rants n rambles
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That's where you'll find me. Swaying with the rhythm of the wind, waiting for your touch
#gopher art#slashers#slasher fandom#michael myers#jason voorhees#myerhees#hey yeah i love them. still. these two are my boys even if it's been a long time since ive drawn them#can be seen as a redraw of an older piece but i didn't mean that to be true at firsy#for those not up on their Gopher Lore. this is me going back to my roots. some of the earliest art on this blog is of these two#this is what i was drawing last night that made me vibe so hard i almost cried. im yearning so bad y'all
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#loving the new lore drops for [redacted] and guinaifen#little anxious about posting this but my girlfriend said i should be brave and not set mental restrictions on character posts#also watched a video about the landau siblings and almost cried#iltsm fr#honkai star rail#honkai star rail memes#hsr serval landau#hsr seele#hsr bronya rand#hsr bronseele#hsr topaz#i had a lot that worked for her and also didn't expect lore thar she too has a codename#hsr sushang#hsr guinaifen#OH THESE TWO GOOBERS HAVE NEVER LEFT MY MIND AND IM MAKING SOMETHING ABOUT IT#also fenhang real#hsr lynx landau#hsr gepard landau#landau siblings have my heart 😭#this post had major servalia vibes#but i couldn't think of who to put as the reply#so bonus servasha?#hsr natasha
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Hello I really like your page. It's nice to see so much great Roy content and thoughts!
I was wondering your thoughts and opinions on Roy's relationship with Mia.
!! You're too sweet, tysm!
As for the ask:
Short answer? That's his little sister.
Long answer?
I'll be honest, I haven't seen all that many interactions between them in canon. I do have my own thoughts and feelings about them but, upon looking through some comics I've read, I haven't found many where they're actually talking. I have managed to find panels which show they *have* talked and have a good relationship in canon, but I've only seen them actually interact a few times and have definitely read more content with her and Connor, so if you have any reading recs I'd appreciate that :)
Because of this, my point is gonna be a lot more based on symbols and my own interpretation than actual sources, so some of my opinions may be disputed by canon content.
To start with, Roy's fiercely protective of Mia. Even from the beginning, he expressed his dislike of the thought of Mia becoming Speedy-
-because he knows first-hand just how detrimental that role can be to a child's mental health. Speedy, to him, meant a lot of bad things. I have a whole lotta thoughts on how the original sidekicks, particularly Roy and Dick, view becoming sidekicks, but I'll try and summarise. To Roy, Speedy meant losing any chance of a normal life. Keep in mind Roy was 13 when he became Speedy- he absolutely was not old enough to decide what he wanted to do with the rest of his life, and yet once you're *in* the hero business it's extremely difficult to leave.
And when Ollie first tells Roy that he's gonna make Mia Speedy, Roy's reaction is essentially that.
He's angry at Ollie for making Mia become Speedy, not because of "It's my name", it's not, Roy hasn't been Speedy in years at this point. He's angry because that is a seventeen year old who Ollie wants to throw in there, a seventeen year old who'll be making the choice to, in his eyes, throw away the rest of her life before she can even vote. And Roy's absolutely right about the world being different- Roy's teen years were spent in the gold and silver ages which were definitely a lot less dangerous than the 00s. And I think there's definitely an element in that fear of "look what being Speedy did to me" in Roy's fears. While it's likely Roy was an adult by the time Snowbirds happened, considering the amount of drugs he had experience with and the different connections he'd built it's safe to say that Roy was already an addict by the time he was Mia's age. But what I don't think Roy understands is that Speedy isn't that for her. She's already gone through the shit Roy's scared of her going through and more, having been a child prostitute and meth user by the time she was fifteen. To Mia, Roy isn't a cautionary tale but rather an inspiration- someone who'd gone through a similar situation to her and come out the other end.
After this, their relationship definitely progressed. Roy comes to trust Mia and her identity as Speedy, as well as letting her have things (that he kinda shouldn't have had in the first place, but all vigilantes are criminals it came free with the independent delivery of justice) that could help her as Speedy-
-and trusting her with Lian who he's always been fiercly protective over
And their relationship in the few times I have seen them together is incredibly sweet, with Mia reassuring Roy that he's a good dad and that it's not his fault that life gets in the way of his time with Lian.
So yeah. I really hope that they get to interact in the ongoing series because the Speedys should absolutely talk more. I think that Roy naturally has a great instinct with younger heroes, and he's absolutely someone Mia respects and looks up to.
Anyway I think Roy should take Mia and Connor to a theme park for sibling bonding time <3
#roy harper#arsenal#red arrow#mia dearden#speedy#sorry this took a while to answer! i didn't have much time to spend looking for panels most of today#tw drugs#tw child abuse#also i had to go to RoA again to get one the panels and almost cried#i will never talk about RoA because that comic makes me cry just thinking about it
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is any piece of media really complete without a pair of twins that are actively being tormented by the narrative?
#paradox live#link click#tsubasa reservoir chronicles#tokyo babylon#evillious chronicles#CLAMP#disregarding that two of the projects pictured above are by CLAMP#summary by me#cozmez: KANATA WAS SO FAR IN DENIAL ABOUT NAYUTA'S DEATH THAT HIS ILLUSION INCL HIS DEAD FUCKING BROTHER.#GRANTED. NAYUTA'S A LITTLE LESS DEAD THAN WE WERE EXPECTING BUT THAT'S STILL FUCKING SAD.#li tianchen & li tianxi: these kids make me so sad. xixi i'm so sorry babygirl.#fai & yuui: LITERALLY NOT CURSED TWINS AND YET?????#hokuto & subaru: THE GUY HE LIKED BROKE HIS HEART THEN BROKE HIS ARM AND THEN ALSO KILLED HIS SISTER. WHAT THE FUCK.#rillian & allen: okay it's literally not her fault that she got possessed by pride SHE WAS LIKE. SIX.#also don't lie to me i know we all cried at the end of regret message okay. if we're reborn let's play together again headass.#i almost used a prsk screenshot for r&a... glad i didn't have to resort to such desperate measures......#pl
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In my fancast, Florence Pew pew pew plays Daphne Greengrass in Lionheart. There is something incredibly punk and tough in her acting, yet she never sacrifices vulnerability in her acting. She would have a field day with this character ! I would have a field day watching her
Oh, man, that would be such a fun fancast. I can totally see Daphne and Pansy with her post-splinch fuckass bob in that scene from Little Women where Amy, addressing the gorgeous Saoirse Ronan, is like [gasps] "Your one beauty!!"
#in general amy and daphne probably sit in the same box of characters#as far as women who are extremely intentionally feminine and still extremely intentionally tough#love those characters. i was a jo who wanted to be an amy#partially because i was in love with laurie and when he didn't marry jo i cried so hard i almost threw up. anyway!#greenteacup asks#lionheart spoilers
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MY CON HAUL !! also this bitch @themosthatedbeingg made me cry by giving me their horse I'M---
I'M NAMING HIM EYE CANDY
#( &&. saves )#𐂃「ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ʙᴜʟʟᴇᴛꜱ」 &&. * 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#( HONESTLY BEAUTIFUL PERSON I HAVE MET#EVEN THO WE WERE TEXTING 'BITCH WHERE U AT' A LOT#HUMBLE AND ABSOLUTELY A PLEASURE TO MEET#i look forward going to more cons with you :'))#Eye Candy says HI )#( also for those who are new#THIS IS HOW OUR MUSES MET#we didn't really talk TALK to each other#and this was the first doodle i made for them#despite Alastor barging in#which is ironic bc Luci was almost first in line to see him#just dkjglsdk#OVERALL THIS HORSE IS SIGNIFICANT#which is why I almost refused to take it#and cried a little...#i'm a latina rep and extremely emotional hhHHH )
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