#I WAS OVER STIMULATED
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Is it normal to feel like you're suffocating when you're being blinded by the sun cuz it's too bright outside followed by intense and violent shakes, splitting brain fog, and the need to get as far away from any light source as possible? Or is that just me
#i live in alaska and the sun came out with no clouds and my sunglasses are broken and its the first day back from spring break#the light was so harsh ive been sneezing and squinting like a mother fucker#litterally blind attempting to watch these kids on the playground#torturous#whisper speaks#oh wait it might be the autism#I WAS OVER STIMULATED#FUCK#WE FIGURED IT OUT BOYS#sigh#it was bad enough i had to take my seizure meds early#yikes forever
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Watched a video of someone making a guy cum six times in a row with little to no time in between and honestly that's how I'm trying to be with someone
#the level of over stimulation would be going crazy#id need to see what the person i do its withs absolute max is#“on come on last time we got five but we're aiming for eight so stay still”#Bd/sm mommy#sub men#subby men#female dominance#femdxm#mommy k!nk#gentle fdom#mommy#bd/sm domme#dom mommy#Ns/fw post#ns/fw blog#ns/fw#ns/ft blog#ns/ft#fdom#bd/sm blog#bd/sm kink#bd/sm community#k!nk blog#k!nk community#petpl@y#puppy sub#subby puppy#soft fem dom#pet pl4y#cvm wh0re
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SPIDER-MAN: ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE (2023) dir. Joaquim Dos Santos, Justin K. Thompson, & Kemp Powers ↳ Everyone keeps telling me how my story is supposed to go. ↳ INSP.
#marveledit#spider-man: across the spider-verse#atsv#atsvedit#mgifs#mdiary#across the spiderverse#filmgifs#filmedit#fiiiiinally got around to making my little atsv entry in my film diary!#9 out of 10#incredible!!#tho a little over stimulating so i had to shut my eyes for a few seconds throughout just to give myself a break#such a great storyline that had its own legs while blending seamlessly into the lore of the first film!#also quick shoutout to the OP of the insp! they walked me through the speech bubbles and everything!!
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sometimes
hearing other people talk
is overstimulating
it’s ok to take a break
#Inspired by how I get over stimulated#I tend to get pretty irritable#So I just remove myself from the situation before#I snap at someone#rottmnt#rottmnt fandom#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt fanart#rise donnie#rise of the tmnt#I think I’m getting a hang of drawing donnie#Not so much the others#<<<I’ll have to work on that#ALL HAIL#DONNIE WITH EYELINER#mini comic#Jay txt#♥️literaladhdart♥️
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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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#text#covid#also if ur last mask was cloth and it was over stimulating im so srs better respirators are SO much better im so glad i switched#much easier to breathe thru as well. as well as safer !!#some have more space than others def look into it#bestposts
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*sittin up projecting onto the baby blorbo when I should be sleeping*
#just havin a super normal 1#ok but i neddta tag rant#prepare for typos#but#like ok imagine you havin your first real melt down#you dont know whats happenin just that you feel like your goin insane#and instead of helpin ya#your dad- the only person ever been lookin out for ya#his solution is restrict your freedom/ cut off access to this part of you that he was praisin and encouraging before#cause yknow it scares him now#now bein strong and aggressive is bad and you needta be quiet and calm#but ay since you cant act up now problem solved right?#he can just ignore it all now#no way this sudden unexpected shift will trigger a downward spiral or anything#....anyway yes im sayin the big evil bad guy is just an uwu over stimulated smol bean#...but fr every time paragus says ' there was somethin far darker about him ' i get sad for the dumb man baby#cause man hes talkin about his kid#blah blah blah ok sleep. thats a thing i should do soon
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hello website of neurodivergents, can you give me some insight into how your medication & management of ADHD has been?
#i just got diagnosed after thinking i could will my way into doing things at all for over a decade 🤪#i just started in strattera until i can properly get an evaluation done to possibly get on stimulants#i definitely feel 'on' when i'm taking strattera but not in a way that actually moves me to do things?#more just feel an anxious feeling that manifests in my chest#and i'm still tired not super wired
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Hiii I'm alive! Here, have a work in progress for a piece I'm really excited about!! Sorry about the lack of art lately, my brain has not been easy on me 😅 but I would like to tentatively get back to sharing stuff and having an online presence again.
Thanks everyone for ur patience (*´▽`)
#art#mp100#my art#wip#arataka reigen#mob psycho 100#real talk i have been trying to get an adhd diagnosis for like 5 years#i finally have an appointment in January but i have been dying of scatterbrained malaise in the meantime#i just want a stimulant other than coffee :')#ok complaining over lol
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This show is so good at small little details to reveal what's going on in the characters headspace eventually. The way that he was so obviously in that blank stare and space feeling god knows what fighting a silent battle of what is probably profound suffering if you love deeply, which obviously Rick does, and then instantly bumbled up and made a little quirky joke and then smiled and went back to having that mellow but distant tired look on face, which we've seen him do plenty of times before-it just goes to show that it's all just a performance, and that he probably has been feeling this way the majority of the time.
I know that we already know that Rick is miserable, obviously, for a multitude of reasons, but this just really said in stone the extremely and deeply deeply depressed in pain that he's carrying around with him all the time.
#I feel like I'm an outcast consumer for feeling this way#but if you suffer from severe depression or from grief in some way#or alcoholism etc#these shows can be so cathartic to watch or at least as much as watching a show can be#rick and morty#rick sanchez#my baby ❤️#I'm so content to grieve with him for the rest of my life#I don't know how to explain it but with the way that he's written I can feel the stimulation of his pain as if it's a real person or as if#it's my own.#it's probably because we both feel and love and not get over things incredibly similar ways
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Big mistake to go into a career that is 50% reading contracts, when sometimes, the very sight of a contract makes me physically ill.
#though to be honest I think I'm just....burnt out. the last couple weeks have felt like I'm dragging myself from day to day#I literally read 4 books yesterday trying to essentially over-stimulate my brain into getting something done#I woke up at 5am this morning! I will wake up at 5am tomorrow too!#I need a vacation very badly and I'm not even going to plan anything for this one. just quietly sit at home.#sleep past 5am! the dream.#no wonder the company has to secretly manipulate you
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I think that comparisons between access to prescribed stimulants and medications like insulin are categorically inappropriate, and I will personally hand to anyone a card to mock people making that comparison. However, today I called Walgreens to ask whether they'd gotten Adderall in (because I called last Wednesday and they were out of stock, and I know from having experienced this multiple times over multiple months that they get new shipments on Wednesdays) and the woman on the phone told me they were out of the generic (which my prescriber only began prescribing because the name brand was out of stock) and that the name brand would be $326 unconvered, but that my insurance would cover a 5 mg dose, which, due to the laws around schedule 1 substances, means I would have to call my prescriber to have them resend the Rx to the phamracy, but this time for 3x daily 5 mg capsules. And I just said thank you and hung up but inside I was like ma'am, I know it isn't your fault but this is actually exactly what one would cook up if the intention was to torture a person via the process of accessing their stimulant prescription.
#and the first step of getting the rx sent in a new form would be typing in the name of my current prescriber#which i literally do not know offhand because i have been being shuffled between various PAs or whatever for over a year since my og dr left#which has been fully fine because the Adderall man does not need to know my business and the only times theyve poked at my personal life ive#been like excuse me...i am here for stimulant and we do not need to discuss that but thank you very much#so it is fine except when i need the providers name to start a like 4 step process#which also involves me calling walgreens specifically to fill the rz#bc they cannot fill the rx without the patient calling directly first for schedule 1 substances#as in yes the prescriber can send the rx and they can have it in stock and they will not fill it until the patient calls to fill it
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Ahahaaaa oh my goddd can you not make "ADHD undereating" and "ADHD overeating" into a competition of who has it worse and who has nothing to complain about, that'd be awesome
#im not even going to reply to that person im not gonna argue with someone who clearly is fucking#grading my symptoms on if they're as bad as their#guess what i also feel like fucking shit when i overeat and it causes my body a lot of stress#and it fucks with my hormones and it fucks with my mood#and i live a piece of shit horrible terrible life whenever I can't get myself out of that and somehow#but my brain makes me do it and it's hard to stop and sometimes i have to eat even when im in pain#cause that's the only way i can concentrate on something or the only way that i can stimulate my brain#even though i feel sick and I don't want to do it anymore so maybe shut the fuck up#oh my godddd#fuck that person#oh i would take overeating any day maybe shut the fuck upppp#overeating especially on foods that stimulate the brain well PUTS YOU IN THE STATE OF UNDERNUTRITION JUST LIKE UNDEREATING#YOU IDIOTTTTT#sorry this is so personal to me and someone just went on a tirade on how much they have it worse cause they don't eat#good lord go fuck yourself#that post was just because i never see anyone talk about this i only ever see the other side of the coin and it makes me feel alone
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sometimes I just forget that everyone isn’t autistic.
#I think it is bc living with tobias#has really given me a space#where I don’t have to fear#rocking if I’m excited#getting over stimulated and having to sit in the dark#talking about my special interest and not being#treated like I’m weird#and then I go#AH#not everyone is accomodating#and not everyone gets it#and it’s like#FLAT MAN TIME#ooc.
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Trying to put my feelings for Tommy Kinard into a post but all I can manage to put into words is AAAAAAAAAARGHHH and PLEASE and THANK YOU and then AAAAAAAAAARGHHH again
#im over here like marry me destroy me hold me gently throw me around smile at me just once please or give me that intense stare#i want to explode into stardust#i swear if i get adhd meds and they make me feel stuff less intensely i dont want them#bc my brain is so deliciously stimulated by everything thats going on up in there rn#911 abc#911 spoilers#bucktommy#tommy kinard
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nerevar being tied up and eaten out. by multiple ppl. call that a royal banquet
#nsft#sorry ill see myself out#i just want him over stimulated as he's passed around#he gets fucked afterwards too as dessert
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