#I WAS FEELING IT

[rafeandonlyrafe]

imagination (part one)

part two here!

words: 900

warnings: 18+ only, smut, male masturbation, lots of descriptions of sex, caught

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rafe is trying his best to take it slow with you, he really is. ever since you covered your face and shyly told him that you were a virgin, he vowed to himself not to push you to do anything until you were completely ready. it didn’t help that you were irresistible to him, made even better by you being so inexperienced, for him to be the first one to have you.

you slide your arms around rafes shoulders, squeezing your body tight to his, not realizing that you can feel something swelling against your stomach. “goodnight, rafey.” you pull away to plant a kiss on his lips. “i had a lot of fun on our date.”

rafe sighs and heads up the stairs, his mind reeling, not even waiting until he gets behind his bedroom door to imagine you in your soft frilly pink dress you wore for the date, this time with it tugged down, revealing your tits, your breasts full and hanging heavily, weighing down your dress. he doesn’t even think that you realize how sexy your body is, perfectly plump in all the right places.

“i did too, baby.” rafe kisses you again, deeper this time, but still pulls away earlier than he’d like. he’d like to get lost in your lips for hours, indulge himself in your mouth and your body, but instead he gives you another squeeze against him and watches you go out the door, back to your home.

“fuck.” rafe groans, slamming his door shut. all it took was a minute of thinking of you while walking up the stairs to be completely hard in his pants. rafe heads into his bathroom, turning on the shower and not giving it any time to warm up as he quickly strips and steps under the spray, but the cold water does nothing to calm him, as now he begins to think of you pressed against the tiles, his hands gripping your hips as he pulls you ass back onto his cock, thrusting himself forward until your ass is red.

rafe wraps a hand around the base of his cock, taking a deep breath to try again to control his hard on, but nothing he thinks of works, his mind always reverting back to you, this time on your knees, the head of his cock resting against your tongue, occasionally lapping at the tip, not sure yet how to put it all the way in your mouth without sputtering and choking. even in his wildest fantasies, you’re still you, innocent and sweet, willing to learn but needing to take things slow.

rafe remembers the first time he turned you on as he begins to stroke his cock, slowly and barely squeezing. he had been working you up while making out, eventually getting you comfortable enough to sit on his lap, chests pressed together. you had started moving your hips completely on your own accord, grinding down against his thigh until you got too flustered, pulling away from the kiss to cover your cheeks.

rafe had felt the warmth coming from your cunt, wishing that there wasn’t layers in the way. he could picture you sitting above him, just the way you were before, hips grinding and circling, but this time you’d be bouncing on his cock, his big length stretching you open instead of you having to settle for his thigh.

rafes hand moves faster on his cock, imagining how tight you’d be, his sweet virgin girlfriend. he’s sure you’ve never even fucked yourself on your fingers before, let alone something bigger like a dildo that would stretch you out. he could practically feel your gummy walls, the spongey spot inside of you that he would make a point to hit with every thrust, making you cum over and over again.

he brings his free hand to his balls, squeezing them gently as he increases speed on his shaft. if only his hand was your mouth, sucking softly on his balls, not sure what to do beyond what you can interpret from rafes reactions, tongue rubbing over the sensitive skin until you slide back up, licking along his shaft until you take the head into your mouth, pushing and pushing until he’s buried between your lips.

rafe can’t wait to throat train you, to build you up and teach you until he’s able to fuck your mouth like he would your pussy, tears staining your cheeks as you gurgle and drool around his length.

“fuck, y/n.” rafe moans quietly, unable to resist saying your name even though you’re not actually there. in his mind, you’re on your hands and knees in front of him, legs spread and cunt on display, his thumb pressing against your other hole, a teasing reminder of what he’s going to teach you next. he’d tease you at first, rubbing his head between your folds, and then just when you start to beg, rafe would plunge forward, sinking his cock deep in your cunt.

rafe moans again, feeling his cock pulsing in his hand, and wondering what it would be like in your cunt as he cums, decorating the shower floor instead of filling your pussy until you’re dripping with his spunk. “y/n! y/n!” rafe shouts out, unable to keep his voice low as he strokes himself through his orgasm until there’s nothing left.

rafe doesn’t even bother to finish showering, simply making sure that the shower floor is clean before turning off the water and opening up the curtain.

rafe gasps when you’re standing there in the doorway, one hand still on the doorknob, face bright red and eyes bulging open, eyebrows halfway up your forehead as you glance between rafes face and his hanging cock.

“i-um- forgot something then i heard you calling my name.” you explain quickly, squeezing your thighs together at the sight of his dick.

it doesn’t go unnoticed by rafe.

part two here!

[tempo-takoyaki]

I’ve read too much Shizun angst lately, so I wanted to draw him happy with his husband.

[toomuchracket]

glasgow matty i miss u baby

[dradelcra]

That was a rollercoaster 10/10

[sprite-real]

Been thinking about this for a good while, but I was thinking of writing out my own horror + romance kind of thing at some point but I don’t got any programming skills or any of that jazz, so I’ll just have to stick with writing 💔

Basically, I have some characters, Lucas Buford being the main love interest. More about him:

He is a half-vampire, his father left before he was born and his mother raised him all on her own. Due to the time period they lived in she was berated by the people around her and Lucas couldn’t make any friends so it left them both in isolation, but for Lucas at the time, it was okay because all he needed was his mother. Then her unfortunate passing came and Lucas would become a hermit, he was depressed and lonely, and it stuck that way for a century, until current date, he had met a trans man called Eli.

After Eli ended up storming out of his home due to a family issues, he soon came across Lucas who was having a depressive episode, disassociated at the time as he was sitting on a cut-down tree in the middle of the woods. Eli plopped down next to him, greeted him with a simple, “Hey, you down too?” And after days of Eli coming to pester and talk to him, the two eventually bonded and became friends.

Lucas ended up growing very attached and Eli got his new best buddy. Lucas got to learn what was happening with the modern world, educated on just about everything, and soon came to realize he was bi. Soon Eli moved out of his parents house and became roommates with his older brother after they patched things up, and Lucas was dragged into living with them too since Lucas’s old childhood home was deemed unlivable by Eli. And after that Lucas started attending college with Eli, and due to him being pretty fuckin’ smart and being able to pick up things easily, he ended up being Eli’s tutor.

And that’s the story so far, as how he met the MC (or you in this case) would probably be through college. But I’ll work on it more, but I did have a plot in mind initially that I’ll also post (warning it’s older writing and I’m just copying and pasting from a discord chat.):

So, I’ve had this idea now… I kinda really wanna do make my own Yandere man game at some point, getting hella inspired, so here’s something.

You were packing to leave your old dad’s house, (you can choose whether you’re adopted or not) and he comes in and says, “You don’t really have to go, you could always stay with your old man!”

After a heart-felt goodbye you leave to enter a new city, you’ve got roommates. You already got a job, you’re going to college, etc. and well, even after everything seems ‘perfect’, it’s really not. Somebody’s become obsessed, and they’re watching your every move. You are not alone.

Fate is uncertain.

Now more about the dad, so he is your very supportive father that has raised you since you were a wee lad, he has been a good influence. So, cool and laidback, takes you out fishing, endorses your hobbies, when you get too stressed he’ll do what he can to help, a very accepting father, overall just a good father figure, made to be a likable dad. He’s also pretty tech savvy.

Alright thats it for now! Please do not steal my characters, my work or repost on other sites! Thank you.

For now here are some drawings I did, I’ll work more on other characters such as Eli’s older brother. Last two are the father character. If you’ve got any questions I will answer.

[puppyeared]

filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

Love it when Rolling Stone puts out an article about the 25 most influential internet creators and I've only heard of 7 of them

[fieldlands]

i feel like it's absolutely crucial in the social justice world to take "he a little confused but he got the spirit" and similar sentiments/situations as a Win. intent is so much more important than saying it right the first time! if someone is approaching with scuffed language and incorrect terms but they're visibly being as polite as they know how, that person is a friend and should be treated better than what their words might invite in someone else's mouth.

[shrubsparrow]

It's in the eye of the beholder

[shithowdy]

i thought my laptop was on its last leg because it was running at six billion degrees and using 100% disk space* at all times and then i turned off shadows and some other windows effects and it was immediately cured. i just did the same to my roommate's computer and its performance issues were also immediately cured. okay. i guess.

so i guess if you have creaky freezy windows 10/11 try searching "advanced system settings", go to performance settings, and uncheck "show shadows under windows" and anything else you don't want. hope that helps someone else.

*yes sorry i mean usage i posted this before bed :( i do not mean the hard drive is full aaaaghhhh

[fipindustries]

i almost never do vent art, much less post it but man, i have been feeling bummed out recently

[buttercuparry]

Palestinian men should not have to repeatedly hold up pictures of their family struggling through a genocide, for us to care about them. Fundraisers conducted by/for Palestinian men, should not have to repeatedly refer to their mothers, sisters, wives and children, to make us realize their humanity, their vulnerability. Enough. Isn't it enough after so many months? Hadn't it always been enough?

[alleesaur]

casual blue crab miku doodle

[antlerlad]

happy tdov my loves. don't let anyone else define your transness for you.

help trans women evacuate gaza

[vamprisms]

i feel like a lot of the 'i hate kids' crowd would be more tolerant if they understood that due to a kid's limited experience of the world that 4 hour flight might just be the longest they've ever had to sit still for or that trapped finger might literally be the most pain they've ever felt in their short life or they might not have ever seen a person with pink hair ever so of course they want to touch it or nobody's told them yet that they can't run around the museum and they only just learned cheetahs are the fastest animals so of course they want to put that to the test. how were they supposed to know etc etc.