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currently in class and my lecturer is right in front and I'm trying so hard not to scream over moto2
#I WANT TO CRY SO BAD IM SHAKING#HAVENT WATCH MOTOGP BUT OMG#BSHDJDJDJDK#I WANT TO CRY AND SCREAM OMGGG#IM SO HAPPY
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"thank you for everything, ro. i wish we got to work together."
"oh same, but y'know, some things just don't work out."
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#veni.txt#i managed to Not cry over the betrayal#but ro giving up and choosing to be alone in the End got to me man#esp bc zam was so miserable to not have her by their side as the world ends#he cared abt her so much bro 😭#she was so content to just...give up.#she realized she wasnt wanted. accepted it. said her piece. and left.#i dont know if she ever came back to s4 after that. maybe ill see when i keep watching when it isnt almost 4 am#but like. she is such an interesting character#she isnt someone who is particularly confident or assertive and yet she also refuses to allow herself to be unwanted#like if she doesnt feel like she is wanted she just leaves#i actually wanna eat drywall bro im miserable#im shaking ro very aggressively#i hate her so bad#“you guys dont trust me and thats okay.”#can she stop. can she not. watching this vod has Changed me#it puts her whole “i wasnt wanted” to ash during the s5 finale into an entire new perspective#honestly? it puts her s5 betrayal into a new perspective#it has added so much necessary context to her character for me#from the final attempt at ending the server on her own terms to her resigning herself when she realized it wasnt possible#i need to squeeze ro until she pops
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The first time you're opening up to Isagi about something in your past that hurt you he is kissing your chest bc it's the closest he can get to kiss your heart and says he is going to take care of it
#ANON??????????????????????????????????????#DID U SEND THIS MEANING TO LIKE. KILL ME. DO U WANT ME TO EXPLODE AND DIE??????????#need u to understand i sat and read this like a million times in my inbox before answering. do u understand the psychic damage i took.#WHYYYDFGHJBF WHY WOULD U SEND THIS TOME KNOWING HOW VULNERABLE AND SICK I AM#AND HOW MUCH. I NEED TO HEAR SHIT LIKE THIS. ;_______________;#I LOVE U SO BAD FOR BUT ALSO I FEEL SO SICK U ARE SOOOOOOO SICK FOR THIS /lh /pos#OHHHH MY GODDDDDDDDDD#ISAGI KISSING UR CHEST SHOUKD UI EXPLDOE IOHJDFGHJDFFDHJG#oh my god. my chest feels so weird and fuzzy and like i am aBOUT TO CRY . LOl#oh i need him so bad. oh i needhim so so bad in my life this is so upsetting. my heart. man#oh my god i need this ask framed and next to my head when i sleep. i genuinely cannot do this oh myu god i love him so much i love him sooo#SOOO MUCH I CANT DO THIS RN IM SO FUCKING EMO RN THIS ISSGKJFD . ANON IM SHAKING U HOW DARE U /lh#🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#sora.inbox#sora.anon#peak post#isagi#sora.isagi
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YAAAAAAS GOD YAAAAAASSSSS GOD
#arcane#sevika#yall im about to pass out#SEVIKA NATION RISE#FUUUUUUUCK#im so turned on and scared and anxious#i need her#i need her so fucking bad#please let me get what i want#shaking crying throwing up#lesbian
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TRAGIC: beautiful william afton post suddenly unrebloggable after mentioning minor thing that doesnt fit canon characterization
#whenever someone mentions grief on a wafton post it triggers smth horrible in me and i get rlly scared shaking and crying and whimpering..😨#i just never know what people mean by this. when was he sad#point to a place in time in canon where he was explicitly grieving that isnt smth you made up. i will wait#BUT ANYWAUS. its always smth so small and minor like noooo no.o....... now i cant reblog bc it BUGS me it bugs me so bad like sorry im evil#the rest of this was so beautiful and true until you said that............ 😢 . lol#this isnt even to say that he cant its just like......... when you imply that grief is a big part of HIS CHARACTER specifically its. a teen#bit silly because..... where. where. besides yall making stuff up abt fnaf4 like im just wonderingggg okay be honest............#like his thing is that he doesnt give a shit abt killing people yo he doesnt care that that kid died he cares abt his gay restaurant and oc#im gonna cry im gonna sob#anyways#fnaf 3 minigame where ge was scared abt the child ghosts like...... that wasnt him feeling remorseful about it.............#that was him being afraid of The Consequences of his own selfish actions...... guy who creates costumes and characters and masks and facade#so he doesnt have to face the whole world as he knows he is. so he can continue to indulge. it wasnt REALLY ME YOU GUYS haha...... not your#beloved friendly neighbor William Afton ☺️ hes so kind and nice and polite and he loves absolutely *adores* kids. he could never really hur#anyone. not him. not Afton.#coughs**** or something whatever erm *tugs collar* is it hot in here or is it just me haha heehee hoohoo 😁 hehr **falls down flight ofatai#he wants his child flesh and eat it too 🙄#lmao
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#my art#devil may cry#dante devil may cry#dante(dmc)#resident evil#leon scott kennedy#danteleon#im not really happy with this but ive been shaking really bad all day and its affecting my art so im trying to not be hard on myself 😭#also i didnt do it that well but leon is eating watermelon ball tanghulu (currently plagued with immense want for tanghulu)
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HELLO?!?!?!?!? SEVEN SECTION 6 DIRECTOR OUTIS?!?!?!?!?!? MAAM MAAM. IM ON MY KNEES
#limbus company#outis#outis lcb#lcb#outis limbus company#YALL. YALL. IM SHAKING AND FOAMING AT THE MOUTH SHE IS SO HANDSOME I AM GONNA CRY#I AM SO DOWN BAD I WANT HER SO BAD#PLEASE ILL PRE FARM FOR YOU OMG OMG PLEASE ONE CHANCE#ONE CHANCE MAAM
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or alternatively dweeb meets other dweeb more news at 11
LIGHT. LIGHT IN HIS EYES. LOOK AT EM BIG OLE EYES. LOOK AT HIM TOUCH HIS JERSEY.
GLORY BE TO THE MIKKSY SIGNED JERSEY RAAAAAAAAA
CanesWear Signing | 7.1.24
#niko mikkola#florida panthers#the mortifying ordeal of being known#you can tell how bad i was shaking from how much the jersey moves in my hands oh it was so serious for me its not even funny#“youre my favourite player thats why” “thank you” girl i would eat concrete for you without any hesitation#“new jersey?” me sweating profusely because i have to admit i had this jersey for a while now in front of his face oh god oh FUCK#“where do you want it? here or here?” “anywhere choose where anywhere” “ill do this way”#behold decision paralysis plus the constitution of a doormat with an awful aim to please vs the assuredness of a bull romping through field#“i mean its your jersey at the end of the day”#he says without thinking because he lacks a brain to mouth filter and immediately wants to slam his head into the nearest hardest object#but its okay it got a little smile out of mikksy so maybe my motor mouth can be used for good#my voice is so hoarse because i stood under for 7 hours and also loudly cheered like never before all throughout those 7 hours yesterday#also a lot of people had tickets for both mikksy and lundy or just lundy so thats why the line was moving slowly#so at one point they went OKAY WHO HAS TICKETS FOR JUST NIKO and i raised my hand like oo oo mee ☝️ and got rushed to the front#also a lot of the stuff he was signing was nonspecific posters and hats or other players jerseys (that already had other signatures on em)#which is why the attendant was like oh sweet jersey! and mikksy was like new jersey? because there werent many people at all#comparatively his signing was priced the lowest at 39 out of all cats players. the highest currently is benny at 60#does it suck his line was shorter. there was surprise when someone toddles in with a mikksy jersey. and that his signing was priced low?#yes ofc but also i didnt have to stand in the heat for long got ushered in faster and my wallet didnt cry so lets not kid ourselves here#there are silver lining to everything but anyways first hockey jersey and first signature on it acquire call that a man on a mission 😎👉👉#long tags i love mikksy i lot you understand right <3#also im never wearing this jersey again so i might as well buy a frame and ANOTHER mikksy jersey#to bad it also has my 30th ani cats patch on it too </3
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middle school boys during kickball in gym make me hate being a girl so much
#they wonder why we hate playing it and then when we’re forced to they say they worst things ever about us#“this is why nobody watches the wnba!!!” “kick it bitch!!!!” “maybe this is why women are afraid of balls” this time im really gonna do it#im in fourth period art rn 😥(i have PE third)#i had to kick very last and i was shaking so bad i wanted to die right there#i was crying after but my friend comforted me ❤️ she’s pretty athletic too so i just hid behind her 😭#i
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just finished the outer wilds dlc and i'm literally inconsolable i look like this rn
#not being facecious when i say i was sobbing so hard#i just. if you think about this game for more than one second it's so deeply heartbreaking#maybe i will make a post about how the dlc and base game endings Themes make me feel#not rn though. rn im shaking and crying and throwing up#all i'll say is. i wanted to be friends so bad#to find a way. but it's not possible. sometimes all you can do is walk into the water.#OUGH OUGH OUGH#sounds of minecraft steve taking 100 damage a second#i cannot afford to start crying again i will literally melt and soak into the earth#also. it really poked at my loneliness feelings.#not soc#outer wilds#echoes of the eye
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it is unfortunate when i go to prayer and cry my eyes out and the only response i really hear is that i simply have to bear it. like usually i can get my emotions out and once they’re settled i hear a rational solution but it sucks when i don’t get the answer i want. i just have to keep waiting. like normally i hear something that gives me strength but wow apparently i’ve hit a new low
#literally all my problems would be so much easier to deal with if i had friends#and normally i’d be told ‘do this and you’ll probably find friends’#my plan has always been just to wait for someone to find me bc i’m horribly shy and antisocial#even though logically i know that’s a bad way of going about it#my logical rational analytical brain has always been obsessed with finding concrete answers. it’s always been ‘what can *I* do’#so even when i suffer there’s a part of me that says ‘it’s ok once i’m done crying i can work this out and go right back to trying’#i’ve been emotionally dead for years but i’ve always held onto faith like that#tonight i feel like i’ve been brought low. i feel like i’ve finally been told that i might just have to wait after all#which i might think would be comforting bc it absolves me of responsibility#but it’s actually crushing bc it absolves me of power#i feel like i’m finally facing the realization that i’m powerless and pathetic and i’m never going to be able to fix myself#that i can try as hard as i want but i can’t shake off this cross#but i don’t know how long i have to wait for someone to find me#and even if they find me how do i not fumble it#my first instinct is to push people away bc i assume they’re not really interested they’re just trying to be nice#which is usually true#i don’t even know how to sustain casual friendships and im so desperately in need of deep ones#i can’t open up to someone without just breaking apart and making it clear how pathetic i am#one would think i ought to find someone better than myself who can fix me#but on the other hand i think the only time that the good parts of me come out is when im facing someone even worse than me#like i have a tendency to morph into the opposite of the other person in any given situation to maintain healthy balance#so like when surrounded by extroverts which is almost always i become an introvert#it’s rare to meet an introvert but then i become stronger and more extroverted around them. like something in me just loves helping others#even though i can’t help myself#what do i pray for? a fellow pathetic person? or someone with the patience and kindness and life knowledge of a saint?#will either of them really be found just by chance in my life?#and even if i do meet someone. truly i wish they’d also be lonely. i want them to need me#i don’t want to be a pity charity case. like a side project for someone with real friends already
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also to anyone who plays honkai, does anyone have other translations of the game? aside from the official?
i feel like i talked about this with a friend, but the translations just. don't line up with what's being said a lot of the time and it's slightly driving me insane x - x
#like!!! i can understand bits and pieces but its not enough to understand whats fully being said#but i just know that some of the things being said do not line up with the subtitles and i want to gnaw on something when it happens#idk....#cuz like this one line in ch 11 ex where himekos in kianas flashbacks (i am crying)#himeko asks kiana whats on her mind and she says something like 'tell mama what youre thinking about'#but she doesnt!!! say that in the official dub!!!!! she just says 'tell your teacher' !!!!!!!! WHY#it is very cute though how much kiana looks to st freya cast as her family its so ; - ; i feel so bad#also the voiceacting is absolutely killing it in ch 11 ex its amaziiiing#like!! kiana was saying she was angry towards fu hua but not because of betrayal and more because she realizes she was helpless towards fat#YOU CAN HEAR THAT IN HOW SAD AND JUST ABSOLUTELY DEJECTED KIANA SOUNDS..... its amaziiiiing i love it#at least to me !#it was weird when i saw kiana get angry at fu hua because while she did look angry#her voice kinda sounds otherwise#but anyways#snow plays hi3#just asking !! because im sure theres probably bounds of translations!! but i just dont know whats like. A Good Trusted One#so i trust. whoever plays honkai aPPARENTLY THERES A FEW OF YOU HIIIIII!!!!!!#im shaking all your hands im sorry im kind of new and probably like absolutely blissfully ignorant but i am shaking your hands#i wish there was a way to keep tabs of who Does bc then i can annoy cOUGHS#kidding! i wouldnt lmao
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hi! i dont think we’ve ever talked so sorry if this is weird and feel free not to answer if it is but whats your favorite phoebe bridgers song?
hi! no worries at all! it’s always great to see a new url :)
my favorite phoebe bridgers song ~ hm. i think the one i’ve listened to the most is probably…either i know the end or savior complex, just bc they scratch an itch in my brain lol. as for my FAVORITE…she has so many bops, i can’t decide😭 i’ll have to say anything on punisher, waiting room, scott street, and her covers of if we make it through december, friday im in love, and summer’s end!
#shaking sobbing at having to pick just one song so i accidentally just gave you almost her entire discography. sorry :/#what’s your favorite??#her cover of friday im in love makes me cry. yeah#but punisher is SO good i want it on vinyl so bad </3#i love all of her music UGH her voice is everything to me#🫧🪴#asks#💌#wayli’s tunes
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kinda came out (?????????) to an old middle school friend i dont really keep up with much i dont know if that was wise
#i think. unwise#but idk !!!!!!! theyre like the only queer person i know irl 😭 so in my mind i'd be safe with them ....#also i dont think it was that shocking shdjdk we always freaked out about girls love shit in middle school & i rejected their male friend#without really giving a real (lol) reason bc haha i am straight right !!!!!!! (no)#i want to trust them to not tell bc thats common decency right . as a queer person themselves ...#anyw i didnt come out super formally it was kinda in passing and they were cool with it !!! dont wanna make a big deal out of it 😭#but as u can see it IS a big deal as im shaking crying throwing up writing this tumblr post .#i joke ab it everyday w my sisters . my best friends could maybe have an inkling ??? think theyd be cool w it#my parents would KILL me. i know it 😭 all my extended family would think bad of me sjdkd esp my sweet grandma who raised me :(((((#at this point i just . wanted solidarity bc theres . no one around me that im friends with so !!!!!!! it just . came out :/#yeah.... yeah#izza💭#maybe i'll delete this :///
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ive alwyas believed concerts / festivals are energy harvesting rituals. (good AND bad depending on the artist) but . good things??? that didnt feel entirely Good .
#i mean some sets werent Awful w that. some of tjem felt Neutral like a 'lets exchange energy'#but there was twp sets i attended n . it felt sp Negative and Bad like the artists (i think#or it cpuldve been tbe crowd) was just 'im going yo Drain this Crowd for my ow personal usage“ n it Sucked.#sws esp. that felt particularily Awful. n idk why :(#but it was fun. i just have two ppls Nwgative energy swirling aroubd my orbit. bc i actively went to heal two kids.#a girl in a panic n a boy freaking out / having hwalth issues.#and just man. that was a cool skill in itswlf. that i actively sought them out energetically and then just . went to help thwm#the poor girl i didnt even realise she was . Upset . like not to that degree.#so i just stood behind her w my hand on her back and Drained her negative feelings#i tried to replace it w something good / neutral. but . thats smth i still struggle with. is pushing my own energy intocppl Deliberately.#bc i didnt wanna make her worse . bc i waant feeling the best to begin with . but i Tried to just calm her down n lwt her know she was okay#n it helped i think. i could feel her slowly calming down and my legs started shaking which was my usual indicator ive picked up Mass#energy. n it had to be hers bc i was genuinely just focusing on her. it made me.sl fucming upset :(#n then the 15yr old boy#oh he was originally just a 'let me try n make u feel a lil bit better my dude' n then . it kinda became pbvious smth else was Wrong#and I Was needed to help him. n i did !!! he took his binder off (he passed as a 15yr old boy anyway. like there was nothing abt him that#was female. but the binder was causing health issues for him. so i did convince him to take it off for a few hours#he was sp fucking sweet n pure n i just . i wamma cry thinling abt how Pure he just Felt . like#damaged . he was def carrying some damage. but . i didnt care i just wanted to make sure he was okay right then#idk i jus had a feeling once he mentioned the vinder that That was an issue and he needed to take it off for a bit. im jus glad he listened#but yea. tjat entire festival was fucked. jus . Man .
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