#I WANT TO BUY THIS BUT IM POOR
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Does anyone here draw in both desktop & mobile? I'm planning to get a galaxy tab at some point and since I don't really have any experience drawing on a (mobile) tablet, I'm curious abt how it feels to draw on one vs. drawing on pc w/ a graphic tablet 🤔
#once I have all my commission slots filled up that's when i'll buy one#i've been hesitating bc i'm not used to spending a big amt for something but honestly it's more of an investment than a simple want#my poor 10 year old laptop + monitor + keyboard setup is the 'pc' im currently using#both the laptop screen & keyboard isn't working properly anymore so i have a separate monitor + keyboard for it#it's pretty laggy most of the time#not sure how it's still holding up#ngl sometimes i'm worried it'll just give up on me & break at any moment#so I kinda wanna have a backup device#anyways! I get easily tired drawing on pc for some reason#I think it's bc i unconsciously tense my neck? whenever i stare at the monitor for too long#also my eyes hurt + the extreme hot weather lately is making me dizzy so i can't work for long periods of time 😔#I see a lot of artists use ipad so i'm guessing drawing on a tab would also feel nice???#also would that get you in the mood to draw more bc you can bring it w/ u anywhere?#i'm hoping to be able to draw more honestly.....#also the timelapse!! csp wont let me record timelapse on my current pc and idk why that is#might be bc im still on win 7#HOPING i could post timelapse vids when i finally have a tab#tbh i want to get one asap (like as in rn) but I want to make sure I have enough budget first so im waiting for my comm slots to be full#bam blabs
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I made it a bit into act 3 today…
*lies on floor*
Siffrin…
#starkitt says#THIS POOR GUY#SIF#PLEASE#IM BEGGING YOU#*PLEASE OPEN UP TO YOUR FRIENDS*#also what is UP with you and croissants?!#INCIDENT??? WHAT HAPPENED#DID YOU LOSE YOUR EYE BUYING A CROISSANT#(nobody tell me any answers please I don’t want spoilers-)#in stars and time spoilers#<- unsure what counts as spoiler territory but I will tag anyway because of the tags
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hows my favorite lesbian celebrity?
TERRIBLE !!!!! my bdiy has been aching eberdya for some reason i am so in pain !!! to fistrcat myself from the pain i have started playing the piano again after teaching myself for about a week a few years ago .. i wsnt 5o rlesrn all of beitney spears somgs on piano thts my only goal
#yoire all LUCKY i am drawing art ... (i am doing this because i enjoy it and it makes me happy)#you should all be THANKING me for doing this everday .. (i choose to draw rveryday because i enjoy it and it makes me happy)#i want to buy a drum set and learn the drums but rhey are so exoensive#ehat do you MEAN jts over £200 ??? for a goos drum kit ??#im POOR !!!
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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im so sick and tired of not having a single person in my life who can or will help me. im all on my own with everything and that is too much for me to deal with, esp having avpd that is a fkn disability. idk what to do and everyday the thought od just killing myself gets bigger and bigger.
#like its all the little things#my phone and ipad is barely working#so i bought an adapter#and i spent an hour googling and researching bc im poor and i have to be careful w the money i spend#but guess what??? it didnt fucking work#so now i spent money on smth i have to just throw away lmao#and my storage is full and i can barely even use my devices#and since im poor and spent $35 this month#i cant try buying another one now.. i have to wait until next month lmaoooooooooo#and what if that doesnt work?!?!?#imagine if i just had a fkn friend or like anyone who could just lend me an adapter or a laptop or whatever#all i want is to transfer my photos to my harddrive but i cant!!!!!!!!#maybe i shouldjust delet all my thousands of photos#its not like my life or my memories fucking matter anyway#no one else have even taken photos of me in years#so then itll kinda be like i just stop existing#anyway.....#and this makes me think of like how i have to face all of life's horrors all alone#and im just too weak to do it i dont want to
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just found out my bank is going to start charging $5 (i think per month but im not sure) if you have less than $500 in your account :) They’re just straight up stealing money from poor people at this point
#Meow.#I work a part-time minimum wage job‚ automatically have money from every paycheck put into a 401k…#And put $100 from each paycheck into a savings account. I would have to skip buying gas and food to keep my checking balance over $500 😭#and yeah i know they always have been stealing from poor people with their maintenance fees and overdraft fees.#but Im supposed to have at least FIVE HUNDRED DOLLARS??? In my account at ALL TIMES????#Why??? what if i need to fucking use that money! What if i want to get my friends and family gifts for birthdays and holidays?
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Fangamer Rouxls plushie when
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i need to green my hair again
#didn't bleach it the past few times ive dyed it so ive grown out most of the lighter parts of my hair#ughh i dont want to buy bleach. that costs money#not like raw bleach of course like hair bleach#im poor and half of my state is flooded so i can't. really. go get hair lightening shit#rambles
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how i differentiate bot and follower is "do they have a human lady in a bikini? if yes then its a bot" lol thats the only bots i get recently lol
have a lovely rest of the day/week! :D
I dont think that's gonna work for my bots friend considering this is what my followers list currently looks like
#ask#anon#its just 500 of these guys all the way down#im begging you if your not a bot change you pfp please#i will feel bad if i block people who just want to lerk#im looking at you pervert-mom your the only one on this list i think could not be a bot#anyway on a lighter note#despite the fact that im poor as dirt#ive just made the impulse decision to buy the first compodium of invincible#a few of my friends found out id never read it#and told me its the best none dc / marvel comic#so should be fun hopefully
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gonna lose my mind actually. i want the yeonjun figure from his album SOOOOO badly its so cute GUHHHHH. look how cute </3 GUH....
#num speaks#im too poor to afford the album#but I WANT IT.#yeonjun figure.... ough.... come to me#one day ill buy the album trust#just not anytime soon unfortunately </3#i want to continue collecting albums again... why poor.... why do things cost money....#i dont even have minisode 3: tomorrow GUH#anyway. GGUM FIGURE... COME TO ME#and then when i get that album im guaranteed to finally get a yeonjun pc.#hes the only member i dont have rn#i dont have a single yeonjun pc thats so sad.#ive got two of each i think?#im gonna check actually.#ok so two soobin#three beomgyu shockingly#two taehyun#and two kai <3#both of my kai pcs are him with blond hair HAHA#anyway why is yeonjun avoiding me </3 ive got his postcards and stuff but no photocards </3
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i think........... people from EU countries and Americans should be taxed higher when they visit East Europe and even higher if they visit non EU Balkan countries
#tiktok voice: top ten affordable countries where life is hell for locals but i get to buy whatever i want because they are from a poor#country and im not <33333333333
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Still can't settle on a "Meet The Artist" but I think I might do TWO self portraits for it as a "I have two modes" thing because I wouldn't be lying
#wip#doodle#sketch#my two modes are as follows#i am working with horses and it is HOT outside#and pls i just want to buy some books pls dont look at me#not saying im a sleeper build but#im 150lbs of muscle and still in poor condition
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thinking about law school and im so excited to be back in an academic environment
#mine#im applying for 2025 fall sessions !!!!!#i dont think ill get into any of the best schools or the ones i want tbh but wherever i go im ready to study again#also to have a part time job instead of full time#“dont work in your first year of law school its overwhelming blah blah blah” have u considered im poor#my electricity bill went up 300% this month and i couldnt even afford to buy pads#they had to put me on a month union fee waiver too#companies are so mf greedy#whatever happens even tho ill be overwhelmed there is no future for me in which i am not working#i took a month off in between jobs and this is the thing i regret the most in my life#it was so expensive#and i didnt even do well on the lsat tho i studied everyday so it was basically a waste#“oh but you got to rest” no i didnt actually i was stressed af everyday and not getting any money#whats worse is my new job ive been working a month almost and still i wont get paid until mid november#im pinching pennies at this point#in debt bc of pads#now thats $14 i already didnt have but have even less#didnt realize my life would be a living example of why capitalism is bad#like i hear all these stories#didnt know that would be me#even tho ive struggled a lot in my life#but living on my own ive never done financially well#also was born in poverty which is great#my family had some money as i grew up tho so i experienced some comforts#i think im a weird person#rant in the tags
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paying 30€ for a tiny ass bottle of sunscreen....... valid reasons my mother should despise me
#bc 1. i have sunscreen at home and 2. if i wanted (non-expired) sunscreen i couldve asked her to go to the pharmacy#where we get a discount and buy it there!!!!!! (i need a sunscreen for sensitive skin)#but i wouldve needed to tell her last week bc yknow. pharmacies r closed on weekends unless que estén de guardia SO.#either way i would kill ME for this if i could#also i do not have sunglasses (she told me to take mine) or a cap to protect me from the sun tomorrow#im basically going to the desert but right next to a river. for the entire day. fun stuff! gonna get so sunburnt....#i think im gonna take the sunscreen bottle and just reaply it whenever. bc as much as i like to get tan i dont wanna get red yknow#times like these i think abt my grandma telling me how she used to work in the fields during the summer w her dads longsleeve shirts#so she wouldnt get sunburnt (or tan bc tan=working class=poor)#z xarre
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Wanna do acrylic stand predictions for Kotoko?
So.... I see it difficult.... most of them are kotoko sitting down or in some way that I don't think it's enough for an acrylic stand, so I went with these
I don't think it's gonna be the thumbnail one , and I reaaaaally think they are gonna pull a Muu on us and use the last one.... I personally hope for something like the top right heh... any of those shots heheheh
#i just hope i have the money when they drop...i cant buy the hallucination stands because im poor rn...#so yeah im worried#seari answers#i want everything i can get from my wife....#but when you dont have the funds its difficult...
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#im in such a bad and low mood :<#it's not just my period hormones 🥴#my wireless headphones worked fine all of yesterday and today when i wake up they're blinking#they're liked fucked up... i turn them off but they constantly turn themselves back on. when i connect them to my ipad they constantly#keep disconnecting and shutting off and turning on 🙃 it makes me so angry bc i need to wear them basically all the time#bc all the noise from neighbors and my family and outside is driving me crazy#but they just dont work anymore?? plus i cant afford new ones... esp now which brings me to my next point#bc of my mom having troubles w school and loans and work etc she was like yeah u guys might have to pay for me this summer so we'll be#proper poor 😄 she doesnt WANT that either but it just sucks bc i got $300 every month and i can barely afford anything as is#yeah so there is no chance of me buying new headphones until at least august or september ......#then im annoyed bc my sisters are passive aggressive 24/7 and hate my existence and my mom is depressed lol#and i have no one to talk to or be with. it's summer and i wanna do stuff but i just dont wanna do it alone lmao#and then im just sad bc of many things.....#also i hate myself bc im a loser failure piece of shit but like yeah that's normal for me to feel#i just hate everything and it's so hard to endure this lame ass existence skskskskks#why cant ANYTHING be good ever in my life??#i am garbage and im surrounded by bad things lmao... anyways can i just stop breathing now pls#and it's not just a 'tiny' thing like my headphones not working like it might seem to others#but when u live a life where NOTHING is good or NOTHING works everything just piles on#ppl dont seem to understand that normally bc most ppl have some good things in their lives#so they just cannot comprehend what it's like when nothing works on any level in your life lok#ofc im depressed ofc im angry and bitter and dejected. i have no good things or moments at all in my life. that tears u down#i mean ofc i could be living in an active warzone and that'd be .. pretty awful i can imagine. but yeah... my situation is still not ideal#like i mean i do actually try to practice gratitude of having a roof over my head my own room water in the pipes and food so i dont starve#i am thankful for that bc many ppl dont even have that#i still feel depressed tho <3#idk what im talking abt now i just feel SO bad and i have no one to talk to#i have nothing to do... no help no treatment... everyone hates me and wants me dead......#why should i fight when no one cares abt me anyway... well.. i mean i do wanna experience more nature but like idk#im just so exhausted... why cant i ever have smth good in my life that also dont go away after a short while lol
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