#I SWEAR I don't normally draw like this
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RITHOTD if it was gay 🤯:
Fyodor dostoevsky
Ivan goncharov
Alexander pushkin
Mushitaro oguri
Nathaniel hawthorne
#It's supposed to look bad on purpose#I SWEAR I don't normally draw like this#bsd pushkin#alexander pushkin#pushkin#fyodor dostoevsky#bsd fyodor#Bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#Idk#/ref /silly#They're so silly#I'm making an ita bag dedicated to them ❤️🩹❤️🩹#Fyodor
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The familiarity is not very comforting (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Papyrus#Asgore#Always with memories/lack of memories being distressing! How memories shape action interests me quite a lot#Papyrus and Sans both have the ''this has been on me since forever so it's normal'' outlook on the plates#Defensive when other people get concerned about their lack of concern haha <3#But what if ♪#Honestly probably could be set anywhere but I wanted Papyrus to be worried for Sans' safety and not fully know why <3#Lots of very I don't know why I know this but I'm not happy about it haha#Can you tell I didn't use references for this from Asgore's outfit and the boys being on the opposite sides lol#It was very fun to draw them being carried haha ♥ Asgore's gigantic hands#Teeny tiny babies even still haha#In case it's unclear - Sans is looking at Asgore's text in the second panel and putting two and two together about his hand plate#That was a point of curiousity for me while I was reading :0 All the other text Gaster uses to communicate is WingDings!#All the papers he has the boys do and obviously his native font to speak haha#Wondered briefly if it was perhaps that distancing thing I mentioned a bit back in reference to ZEX actually haha#Like swearing in a different language - a way to not claim the action as his own in some small sense#Or perhaps as reference to their fonts being in that alphabet? I wonder!#I love their little interactions in how they look out for each other even in small ways <3#Papyrus concerned of course! Falling is dangerous! It'll be more obvious why later but this is emotionally a very strong and real feeling!#And Sans wants to do anything he can to not make his brother sad ♥#It'll all turn out okay you two 💕
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i told myself that yakuei only had one position then i proved myself (sorta) wrong
my fave face here:
#technically... if they were boinking in outer space... a lot of these would be the same position#makes a rotate-y gesture with my fingers#what is yakumo's kabedon if not a vertical missionary#so i've half proven myself right AND wrong! i'm net neutral in outer space broskis!!!!!#zizz-asdf if ur reading these tags i'll have u know that u inspired me to Do the Research1#like. 5 garu riding eiden? no. it can't be. does yaku do one specific thing with eiden 5 times? *tries to write it down*#i can't quite... what's the word for that position...uhhhh#ah forget it i'll just draw it out#<- that was the process of creating this. collage? 😆#THE MATRIX OF YAKUEI BOINKINg POSITIONS (under construction)#when u about to be semi-normal and make a spreadsheet but ur sexcabulary is stunted so you resort to visuals instead#legit opening up every intimacy room and skipping thru sections to get as complete a picture as possible#wondering... where are yaku's feet planted in this one. (skips to 8minute mark)#ah! there they are. theyre not supporting his weight in this one *draws it*#while drawing crimson phantom room 2 my brow was furrowed and i was mentally narrating#[and this one i affectionately call.. rectal exam - professional misconduct Grounds for Termination)]#surprised they str8 up havent done classicdoggstyle yet. is it because he's a snake? garu should teach him#also surprised that there's been no Light SSR for yaku yet. come on!! Light mode on the double!#uhhh i think the only repeated positions were freestanding (choco liqueur r2 and dark nova r2)#and standing AGAINST! THE! WALL! (choco liqueur r5 {interior} and shadow lineage r5 {cave})#wait. *throws papers around* i swear they did missionary more than once. was it only ocean breeze???#i know with the intimacy rooms they gotta modify the positions into certain angles to make it...look...better#but seriously? only one missionary out of the lot of them? despite the aesthetic tweaks??? how can that ........#*tosses more papers around with increasing befuddlement* WHERE IS MY PURE 100% VANILLA BEAN ICE CREAM#sighs as all the papers lie scattered on the ground#dude... i don't know anymore..... this is beyond my scope#now that i see how evenly spread out the positions are...#i BET the devs have SOME SORTA CHART tracking yaku's positions. now THAT'S a funky office corkboard!#yakuei#nu carnival eiden
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The Dream (The Angel's Kiss)
Based on the sculpture by Auguste Rodin (1905)
(Censored just in case even though it's nothing explicit, uncensored under the cut)
"I remember you, something about you... coming to me, and sinking into me, and giving me breath again. . ."
#Guys I'm incredibly normal and casual about gpi trust me#<- Guy who has drawn them as paintings and sculptures 100% seriously no irony#I'm really scared of posting this like actually. have i reached the limit of cringe. is this too serious.#posting this is making me question everything. you don't even KNOW#Wdym this is about a niche little gay production (of an already weird play)#which has exactly one full recording where these guys are 5 pixels tall#OKAY I'M STOPPING RN#WHAT HAS TO HAPPEN WILL HAPPEN IG#I know this'll probably just end up getting 10 notes cause it's about gpi#BUT I'M SCARED MAN.#PLEASE I'M NOT A FREAK OR A WEIRDO PLEASE GUYS PLEASE#sorry i ranted in tags do you guys still think I'm cool#gruesome playground injuries#sculpture#doug gpi#corey gpi#I'm gonna be so honest with you guys rn#i loooooove drawing their scars#The amount of shirtless drawings of them in my sketchbook would drive the exactly 3 people who care about this play crazy#I SWEAR I PROMISED TO STOP RANTING#I CAN'T HELP IT#MILO ART#traditional art#pencil#watercolor#cw nudity#YEAH I THINK THAT'S IT#auguste rodin#queer
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(Repost cuz I got shadowbaned when I posted it)
I didn't draw them for quite a while qvq
They just take over my head fr
I have so much headcanons for them that I'll just explode-
Like, I have a hc that they both getting very awkward and overwhelmed when it comes to some intimidating stuff and mostly they just cuddle, holding hands and quite rarely giving each other small smooches
I love them so much, they're my babies, pls tell me I'm not the only one who's insane/like them, it's getting lonely to be the only bluesmile shipper qnq
#damn I'm really normal about them ain't i? qvq#art#digital art#doodle art#repost#sprunki#sprunki incredibox#sprunki blue#sprunki jevin#sprunki yellow#sprunki simon#jevin x simon#simon x jevin#bluesmile#I'm very normal about them i swear#it's not like i start barking and shaking violently in happiness when i see bluesmile related content-#*explodes*#my art#my drawing#my headcanon designs#don't repost#only reblog
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normal thing to say about your dear friend who you think is really cute and charming and hard-working and basically the perfect wife material
#hamefura#my next life as a villainess#otome game no hametsu flag#aaand rewatch done! now my honest thoughts#good start. the middle is kinda boring. ep 8 doesn't exist don't worry about it#this anime draws me in in the same way that Futari Wa does#in that it has a fascinating main cast and a very vague skeleton of a worldbuilding that leaves me wanting to overthink it#unstructured thoughts incoming:#Geordo's still a creep and no matter how much the story wants me to like him I just can't#Keith's siscon is very Yikes! and that's so bad because I love his and Katarina's relationship as siblings#Katarina lowkey thinks Sophia is a freak but never kinkshames her and that's so bestiecore of her. they're soulmates your honor#Mary is SUCH A LESBIAN holy shit. I did not remember how much lesbian she is#I'm lowkey annoyed that the show frames her attraction to Katarina as “haha funny isn't she weird?!”#like in the sleepover episode she was describing the things she'd like to do with her beloved and she's being like. normal about it#but the soundtrack does a silly and I'm like. wow this anime does not like her huh#I swear Geordo and Keith are even weirder about Katarina than she is but the anime always gives them slack about it#unless they're having their homoerotic squabbles. which is to say the anime does Not Like The Queer Coding of the story#I'm sure there are worse examples of weeb homophobia but there are a couple moments I saw in the manga but not here!#anyway where was I. Oh right. Ascart Sibs Autusm 👍🏼#Nicol doesn't have much presence in the story due to his quiet nature which is so sad because his inner world is intriguing#he's such a good friend. loyal and caring. I wish we got more of him in this season#and finally: Maria. God. what is there to say about her that I haven't already#the girl came in with a 7 year disadvantage on her rivals and yet Katarina is all over her!#rewatching season 1 is so weird because I could swear she had more presence than she really does because holy shit#Katarina loves her! so much! wtf#maybe I'm remembering season 2?#anyway these are my thoughts on doomflags season 1#2nd watch edition#oh I almost forgot#romance in chiaroscuro
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didn't do hermit a day drawing yesterday because
- i fell asleep AT MY DESK while working on commissions, woke up after an hour having literally fallen asleep with my head on my drawing . had a piece of paper glued to my forehead
- was so exhausted i lay down on the floor after finishing working and couldn't get up for an hour
- almost fell asleep in the evening fully clothed with my jeans on
- got into pyjamas and fell asleep sat upright on my bed with all the lights on while trying to write a to do list
.... yeah
#going to draw gem later i swear. i don't wanna miss someone i'll cry#i have so much commission work to do i have like. 4 things due and i've only done 2 of them#explodes#I WANNA DO ALL THE HERMIT A DAY DRAWINGS JUSTICE I DON'T WANNA HALF ASS THEM....#health is more important tho lol#... i'm chronically ill. in case it's not obvious . although it's still not normal to fall asleep literally Anywhere from exhaustion lol#also also. i get 10 hours sleep minimum every night#yeah..
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One day I'll finish this drawing... I'm so normal about them
#I'm working on revenges for artfight I swear but my brain keeps on coming back to them 😭#It's not even finished because I am not allowing myself to line it til I finish my other drawings....#So instead I've been staring at it for days WHICH IS WORST OH GOD#Vat7k#Oc x canon#Their clothes are still so random I should redo them#Do you...do you think their different enough from originals so I could post them on artifight ...???#Lmao no I'm not obsessed. I am so normal. So very normal. Talk to me about how normal I am about them.#vat7k varian#vat7k hugo#vat7k aiden#my art#eryart#This one gets full tags cuz I want people to stare at it like I do#But actually don't stare too much or you'll see all the flaws- so nevermind#airigo#home chemystery#varian x oc#varigo x oc
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so as its turns out. i'm insane. so have this au idea thing i've had on my mind for a while...
summanary: player gets pissed and decides that they do not want to be controlled anymore
(more in-depth info under the cut jbjkjvkbjv)
so. you know player right? the guy we control? what if they also gained sentience at some point and did not want to be a puppet? yeah thats right, i'm going to call this guy Sentient Player to differienciate from the actual player.
the basic idea is them getting a hold of orby and just going nuts with the power, their main goal isn't to stop the player from deleting the data though, it is to remove your player privilages entirely and somehow make themselves their own person (or npc thecnically). they want you down and away, and they will try to achive this by Any. Means. Necesary.
theres a lot of inspiration from Aware Cashier if you haven't noticed, but those similarities only extend to the general aesthetic and some of their reasonings and feelings, their ways of dealing with stuff and stoping the player from doing what they don't want them to do are very, very different. instead of just trying to stop you like Aware was going to do, Sentient is just activly changing, deleting and ruining the alredy fucked up code of the game in hopes of deleting you, or your ability to control them
Boss fight talk bc i'm actually excited to talk about that! Sentient Player's boss would actually be an actual boss fight, like, actual fighting. i know i know, seems a bit out of character for the game in question, but i don't care :3. some of their attacks would consist of them summoning or deleting stuff, others is them summoning pitch black versions of themselves (seen in picture) to deal with you for them, bad thing though, if you hit them it actually hurts Sentient too! they can only summon two at the time
other details and stuff about them and the idea:
even though they look rather neutral they are actually Really Fucking Pissed
i think they're even more confused and angry than Awere is, like, they are out right trying to delete parts of the game they do NOT know what they are doing
they can talk now btw, their voice is a weird fucked up mixture of every single voice in the game, all of them
you control dummy in this, cashier and kyu are just kind of Guys That Follow You Around and get other stuff done while you fight
if you lose their boss fight you get the bad ending, where they try to remake the game from scratch but fail miserably, leaving it even more unfinished looking than before, lacking npcs and endings. they just kind of follow you around in this state, realising they are unable to do anything about your existence which made thier whole fight an useless endavor that made more harm than good
if you win though dummy and the others manage to get orby back, after apologising (and perhaps a lot of begging to be spared from being just The Player again) they make one of the dark clones be The Player. they just hang around the store from then on, if you talk to them you will be hit with the "..." lol
#art tag :3#Sentient Player!au#get a snack at 4am#kyu#orby#cashier (get a snack at 4am)#dummy (get a snack and 4am)#player (get a snack at 4am)#jhbjvch i'm actually very proud of this drawing#this was such a experimentation piece. it wasn't even supposed to be that#i just kind of did the drawing on the left. realized it didn't fit with the two doodles. then i decided work on the doodles a bit#and it spiralled from there#i suddenly learned how to do highlights for this (i will never be able to replicate this again)#idc if this flops. bc i'm still proud of myself for this#but like don't let this flop....#PLEASE PLEASE PLAEASE ASK ME ABOUT THIS AU I'M NORMAL ABOUT IT I SWEAR!!!!!#gasa4 snackcore#i forgot this tag
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Omg I just realized I never posted these...well, I already did...With a delay of three months I think?
Whatever, damn his hair is so confusing
#He's so handsome in that Gorillaz shirt#I never watched 'Bones and All' and I don't think I will#Actually I don't know if these looks like Chalamet You know it's like a fine line of whether it's him and someone else#I love drawing Wonka but all the ones I have are selfshipp I'm sorry#I have thousands of ideas about him and his mother because they make for so much fluff and anguish waaa#I love talking in tags sorry again here come the normal ones I swear#my style#painting sketch#my art#timothée chalamet#fanart
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A wip of The Silly (Dream from my Dream × Fresh thing I'm trying to do)
#he's really thin and skinny#but istg it's on purpose#I don't only draw twinks.#Dream's body is taking a physical toll from Injuries (pre-story) and from hosting Fresh (mid-story) so not as much magic is able to#present for him to call on. he looks smaller and is more fragile than before#This is also like... a fusion but not???#Fresh just... inhabits Dream. like not in a weird way. he just tried to use Dream as a host and ended up not being able to so they exist#in a weird stasis of Bonded but not fully merged.#idk I just like the idea of Dream being super uptight and stressed all the time trying to be A Guardian and then#getting into a situation where he just can't keep pushing himself so Fresh is *literally* the voice of reason in his head telling him to#take a break!!!#and Dream doesn't ever like... stop being a Guardian. he just gets help from Fresh while he's healing and then Fresh decides to stick around#and share the vessel and such!!! hense the outfit on the right.#also Dream unironically enjoys the Swear filter that Fresh has around him. makes him more comfortable.#and Fresh likes having Dream's vessel when he can take control because it doesn't decay like other forms do when he pulls on magic#Nightmare hates fighting post-story Dream because it's like a normal annoying fight but with Fresh doing commentary and#being Dream's second set of eyes basically.#Dreameater#thinking I might nickname this guy Tulpa?#because I've been thinking about him fir years but also because the combo of a dream and a parasite gives tulpa vibes#we'll see#gonna call this the Dreameater au tho#dreameater au
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Me @ my brain: Do not fixate on Nny for the love of god
#Why. Why him#So anyway I spent like all of today thinking about him and was sent into a flurry of art and made a 16 panel comic about him and Edgar#Hopefully. I have gotten it out of my system#Except...that the flurry was something that Just happened today and I've kinda been drawing him for the past couple days#To a Normal degree I swear#I knew I couldn't trust my brain on this one!#It's the Your Boyfriend vibe I've stumbled back into I didn't mean to do that either lol#There's a specific song that it's been craving and goddamnit it was already a Vargas song but now it's his and jkfldsajfd#Trust No One Not Even Yourself meme but fingergun - I don't have any Nerf or waterguns lol#It's just his turn I guess!#Mad about it#I'll get over it lol#Vargas
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you’re bi too?! have u considered fem zhongli 😳👀👀👀
I HAVE 3000% CONSIDERED ZHONGLI JIEJIE I *LOVE* HER (in case anyone doesn't know fem!zhongli is regularly called "zhongli jiejie" by many in the fandom, jiejie meaning something akin to jpn's nee-san used to refer to a lady older than you but still young and not necessarily related/family at all. It can also be similar to saying "Miss" or "Lady")
I WANNA WRITE ABOUT HER TOO I SWEAR I JUST 😭😭😭 haven't gotten the right feels I guess but
I ADORE HER WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!! exhibit A: me regularly going insane on discord to my besties uwu
I do like her with a moderate-sized chest tho, whenever I see her with huge exaggerated boobs I cringe sorry lol
#I don't really like posting pics bc I like to link back to artists#but most of these were from lofter or twitter and the links are now broken it says the page doesn't exist#I'm sorryyyyy ;o;#I needed to convey my love for jiejie tho#you know who draws her REALLY PRETTY??? samijen#anyway Jiejie my beloved I would bottom for her any day#or worship her#gods I would eat her out NO HESITATION#make her cry and squirm and moan sazxdfcvgbjnmk#crys answers#I am very normal about Zhongli I swear
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I just spent 4 and a half hours on a drawing because I was like "hmm, drawing a self portrait sounds fun" and then I spent the whole time working on it going "this is absolutely beautiful but that is not my fucking face and I can't work out why it doesn't look right"
#personal#thoughts#art rambles#🍬 post#it really does look great but it's just not quite right and I can't pinpoint why#I just looked at it again after doing something else for a while and it looks better than I initially thought?#but there's something about it that's kind of giving uncanny valley vibes#then again I think that happens whenever we draw anything in enough detail and then after a while it stops looking creepy#actually maybe I do just look creepy. that's absolutely a possibility that I'm willing to accept. a man can be both creepy and hot#this would explain all the times Lucy has called me both ''creepy'' and ''hot'' in the same sentence#also I have no idea if I'll actually post the drawing when it's done#I still feel kind of weird posting drawings that are specifically meant to be me rather than my source#especially if there's no context to show that it's specifically an in-system thing#with the one drawing I have posted of me and Lucy there's context so it's more obvious#it feels like if it's indistinguishable from the drawings we'd normally do of my source is there any point specifying that it isn't that#even though I know that's not true and it's absolutely fine for me to draw myself and say ''this is me''#if I think about this stuff to hard I start to feel really weird about being a fictive again#I swear most of the other fictives we have don't feel anywhere near as weird about being fictives#I don't get why I have such a weird time with it compared to the rest of the system#(also I say all this as if I draw myself all the time. I've only ever drawn myself a couple of times but yeah idk)#(the thing of feeling weird posting stuff applies to other stuff like source memories or whatever)#(or literally anything that references any traits I might have picked up from my source)
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have a diana comm in progress again 🥰
#leah.txt#the way i am so so like. frugal? i just cannot spend money it makes me so nervous and panicky (i'm normal i swear) but diana has really#made me go hi i'm allowed to have a lil treat with the money i got from crimas... i deserve this...#that being said i really really do want to learn to draw because i have so many ideas but i also just feel like it would be such a good#like outlet for me if i just like knew basics already idk how to explain it but writing i need A Lot of like just idk so much mental energy#and i have anxiety around wording and things like that and if i'm saying too much cause i know my word counts might be a lot for some#people even though i don't mind them but idk i don't know but with drawing like i feel i would just like feel more free there of like ofc#my fatigue would still kick my ass but like i could do sketches or doodles or something at least that i could go back to?? but alas leah#has lots of joint pain in their hands and lacks depth perception and coordination so mmmm#anyways diana comm on the way and i'm v excited cause i love this artist's art style sooo much and i'm curious how diana will look hehe#conversion rates killed me though so it will be a while until i can get another but other artist who is now good moot of mine that i want#to comm her comms aren't open at the moment so one day she will have to deal with me and my horrible explanations ajfjdjdsk
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we are experiencing a category 5 blorbo event rn but i’m at work and have to pretend like i’m just going about my day normally instead of wanting to bounce off the walls and chew on every cable in this lab bc my brain will not stop vibrating at mach speeds
#words of meg#MY OWN BLORBO NONETHELESS!!!!!#it's my own damn fault i put slayer's playlist on while i do this maintenance aUGH#i like him a normal amount i swear (I am borderline obsessed with him)#i want to draw a million different things with him#i wanna make those goddamn animation memes and shit#i wanna talk about him for hours#but my brain runs at the speed of brain and my hand can only draw at the speed of hand#and my body is so fuckin tired and im stressed bc of the holidays and i don't have time#auuugghhhhh#i should be exempt from work for this smh#what is wrong with me
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