#I SWEAR I am trying my best
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250 notes by january 14th i will throw out my blade. and also finish my wips :333
EDIT: 1k NOTES FUCKASSES I FORGOT U COULD SPAM REBLOG
lord help me… i forgot how many chronically online ppl followed me….. 2.5k…. i wont chnage it morw afterwards bc that would feel dishonest to myself but dear lord u guys are awful its been like half a day /affectionate <3
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hopefully soon 🤞 😭 pls look forward to it!!
#conqueror of demons#GUYS I SWEAR IM TRYING TO WRITE#SINCE I TOOK A BREAK IVE JUST BEEN SO RUSTY#BUT I AM DOING MY ABSOLUTE BEST.#IF U GUYS ARE STILL WILLING TO READ
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god help me write good smut
"Tell me, love," Yoongi gently caressed your lips, leaving a trace of desire trapped in his fingerprints, the eagerness of his question leaving you speechless, utterly surrendered to him. "Has anyone ever cum in your mouth?"
#late blooming ʚɞ⁺˖⸝#i have a vision ok?#but he vision is hard and i am a poor goblin trying my best#like it's smtg i've been thinking for a while now#and it would b sososo perfect#i aM TRYING TO WRITE IT I SWEAR#just need courage and strength :'>#yoongi x reader#yoongi smut#bts x reader#bts smut
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"Ah... That's seriously my bad, sorry. I mean, you did say you wanted to have some people to talk to so...?"
[[ // @your-friend-silver asked this, but Flutters lost the original link/question so hopefully this is ok! ]]
#non canon#interaction#pokepasta#pixel blue#pokemon creepypasta#ask pixel blue#ookido shigeru#pokemon#ask blog#asks#pixel blue 2016#pokemon creepypastas#yfs#your friend silver#int thread#am trying my best to keep up wirh the filtering so i apologize if irs on and off#i already love Elias so this was a treat hehe!!#sorry if pixel is really avoidant#i swear he will opem up hes just scared
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I fucking hate being employed this shit fucking sucks I wanna go home
#just had a meeting with my boss#I thought I was doing pretty good because I’m trying my best but she laid out my sins in front of me and told me to lock the fuck in#girl I AM locked in what do you want from me#I work two days a week sorry I’m not a fucking master at this#pretty much all I’ve learned is that I’m far too anxious for this job#the incident she laid out were either human error (which is fair) something due to my anxiety or something straight up did not happen?#like I had no recollection of some of the things she noted I swear to god I am being honest#and I can’t take even the lightest criticism so this was a nightmare for me#she said ‘I’m not in trouble’ but fuck it sure feels like it!#she made me feel like a burden and a failure which y’know… isn’t ideal#honestly all I can say is that I’m trying my best#I don’t love this job but I like the people here and also the job market is in shambles so it’s this or nothing#anyways I was holding back tears but I’m fine now#we are in hell
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New scene up on the webcomic! shorter than last update but hey we're still going! Also a lot more fantrolls in the background, thank you again to everyone who offered their OCs!
#All the pages work this time on launch- im still like not a coder and the editing side of the site is a lot slower#but its still worth it for me personally to keep going and boy am I#sauron is a lier and a fraud smite him/j#fr though still a bit bumpy but i swear im trying my best to keep it going#aleph null#aleph null update#webcomic#aleph null webcomic#next update SHOULD actually be the closing of chapter one... that was fast i know#but hey last update was a full 40 pages#hopefully the site doesnt break... still tinkering away between like... everything else in the world rn
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dont you guys ever just make random characters in those papa louie games?? in my case, its ALWAYS vocaloid.
#miikanui#i swear im normal#these games are such a life saver for me during classes 😭😭#ESPECIALLY CIVICS.#AND ENGLISH. (sometimes)#school is kicking my ass#well#okay not really#things have been getting easier now that im balancing work and rest#EXCEPT FOR LAST NIGHT. that doesnt count.#i guess the only thing i'm worried about is how my schedule is going to look now that drama production has started#auditions are gonna be starting soon and im absolutely TERRIFIED.#i shouldve stuck with what i did last year and done backstage#SNAP OUT OF IT MIKA#YOURE GONNA BE FINE AND YOURE GONNA GET A ROLE !! (delusional)#oh before i forget#i might be a little inactive with posting art due to school and this :( i'll try and post art to the best of my abilities !!#why am i even putting it here no one reads tags#oh well#thanks for reading the tags if you did !! have a good day/night and dont forget to eat and stay hydrated :)#actual tags now#vocaloid#hatsune miku#luka megurine#papa louie#flipline studios#papa's scooperia#papas games#miikanui !!
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Happy new year y’alls :D
It’s the year of the snake so enjoy snake ink!
#happy new year :D)))#dreamswap#ds ink#tw slight blood#isaacballz#scheduled post#yea so that means ignore anything that seems off pls 😞. 17/12 allen sees this as an alright finished product#This is like a tradition within my country and some others so don’t mind my whining and I felt weird I didn’t do#this last new years but imma start by this year. I am sorry if I’ve offended anyone#I promise it wasn’t intentional and I have kinda matured I still am pretty immature but I swear I am trying my best.#Additionally I don’t remember some things I’ve posted I remember seeing a reblog that I didn’t remember rebloging#and the next day it was gone I’m pretty sure no one took my devices nor my account is hacked#I’m not saying this as an excuse for anything offensive#I may have said to anyone I’m just stating this as I have some assumptions on my memory#Besides that I really do appreciate everyone who had been patient and supportive with me#ik I’ve said this like last week (I think?) but I#seriously cannot thank you enough. I hope everyone is doing well don’t forget to eat and stay hydrated and cheers to the new year! :D
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#octopath traveler#eisenbright#olberus#I’m sorry it’s literally them.#also people of tumblr I’m so sorry I’m not as active here#I am trying my best I promise#organized commission link post AND octodump 3 soon#I swear
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I cannot change. I am bound to my programme.
Artwork loosely inspired by my Reed900 fic 'More Than Our Parts', but more closely linked to the Nines POV retelling I am currently working on 'Unbound.'
#i forgot his led will fix that later#there is literally one chapter out for unbound but i swear this will become relevant#i am more a writer than an artist but we trying our best#my art#dbh#dbh nines#dbh rk900#reed900#dbh fanfiction#dbh fanfic#dbh art#dbh fanart#detroit become human fanart#detroit become human
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universe friday easter egg:
solus asks for radio to meet them at 1508 tomsby street. besides tomsby street being an actual street mentioned in universe city within radio silence, there is something else about the address that is familiar........
i'm impressed no one has noticed it yet.... 1508.... Hm.....
#no prize to whoever guesses first because shame on you all that i had to point it out first#i AM currently writing the excerpt for tonight i swear#im just slightly braindead and tired#trying my best#also bringing out an episode.... which is done and edited#so at least thats something#one thing at a time.....!#universe city podcast#osemanverse#alice oseman#radio silence#aled last#frances janvier#universe city#february friday#carys last#original fiction#ask me anything#universe city excerpt#universe friday#aled radio silence#aled and frances#aled and daniel
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an idea for a scene from my au thats been sitting in my head for a while. im not gonna elaborate [please do not tag as ship!!]
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#ghost roxas au#doodles#kingdom hearts#sora#roxas#ok i lied i will elaborate just a little#the idea is for this to take place in kh3 around when roxas first comes back#i havent played kh3#but i have a very clear idea of how this would play out in my head#the 'i told you so' is meant to be a reference to an idea for a conversation i had#where soras like 'im going to find a way to give you a hug i swear' and roxas is like 'yeah sure you will.' and they bet 10 munny on it#its just a silly thing dfvb gfrfgbgfe#i am not. the best at sharing my ideas but im trying my best#sorry for making the rest of the conversation hard to read in the bonus pic lmao#if youre having trouble reading it basically is roxas apologizing for beating up sora. then saying he'll beat up riku. its just silly lmao#anyways silly ghost roxas au stuff there u go
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The ultimate singer is here and ready to perform~!✨🎤
Best outfit for him, hands down!! Don't argue with me on this!!! This lil guy was made for the Newark Sonic Symphony (WHICH WAS ABSOUTELY AMAZING!!! AAAAAAAA) Sadly I didn't get to give out much because I was distracted a lot and far too shy. But!! I have a lot of leftovers, so I'll try again for the Sonic Movie 3 release day!
#one day i wont let the deadly combo of social anxiety and shyness get the best of me#i am so sorry to you tumblr peeps i forgot to post this lad here#i am bad at crossposting but im trying my best I swear#waiting for idol shadow to come back into forces mobile game#his outfit is simply the best#shadow the hedgehog#idol shadow#sonic the hedgehog#stickers#fanart#hybs art
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⚠️Updates: ⚠️
Hello! I just wanted to update everyone on my current situation since having my emergency commissions opened.
As of right now, things are becoming a lot better thanks to the support me and my family received. We can't say enough of how much we appreciate you all for taking action, whether it's reblogging my post or directly commissioning from me. It has helped us during a time where we thought everything was hopeless.
It touches me especially since I'm aware that I haven't been that active on Tumblr. Since moving to X, I have not been updating this blog as much as I used to, but due to the weight of our emergency I had to reach out in every platform that I was most active in. I was honestly surprised at how quickly I received support from the community. There are so many kind souls in this community, and I will never forget how much you all left a big positive impact on us.
I'll continue to leave my emergency commissions opened for now and close it once everything officially settles.
Until then, thank you all again for your help! 🙏💖
#my text#updates#You all are beautiful souls I swear-#Sorry for not being on tumblr that much until my emergency#I hope to be more consistent and in touch with the community! I'll def try my best!!#As I said many times before I am more active on X so if you wanna reach out to me you can do so there#@cringeyvanilla
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mock trial is so fun until you’re a character witness and consistently score the lowest on each ballot despite having a year of experience and then you wonder why you’re doing so poorly this pre-stack season as if the numerical scores aren’t subjective and you didn’t get terrible judges each round and then you cry in the car back to your dorm for 30 minutes and you wonder how you got accepted in auditions last year to begin with and
#dude i love being a character but why is it so miserable#tell me why a freshman is scoring better than me as a character on the same bench#i swear the judges must hate women except literally our edmund is a girlie too and she did just fine#so what am i doing wrong.#literally did my best doolittle run and i get Nothing#shoutout to the judge who gave me NO COMMENTS whatsoever and gave my attorney a 9 and me two 6’s#as if OC wasn’t trying to gaslight me about hearing NOT bancroft’s voice?#yall are calling me combative for.. being right?#mf i had a blaise nova arc i KNOW being gaslit#but i have an ENTIRE character bit about how it’s NOT avery’s voice on DX. do not play with me girl#your DX was on notes you think you can get me on CX? girl.#and then even though i cooked her on CX i still did not pick up#why is she getting a 7. why is she getting the same score as me on one ballot. why is she scoring BETTER than me on another.#SHE GOT COOKED BY A MF NAMED KIRBY DOOLITTLE.#JESUS CHRIST DUDE
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Today I fled a store bc a song I have a complicated history with came on.
and it wasn’t like. a famous song. I’ve dealt with pop songs coming on with painful connotations in public—recently in fact.
but today’s was a song written for a movie.
I’ve never heard it on the radio or in a store. it’s not really a popular song.
I used to love that song. And the movie it was written for. in some ways I still do.
but it was distressing to hear it out of the blue. especially bc I’d been reflecting on what the song reminds me of and how I’m in a better place before I went in. it was a cruel twist of irony that it came on.
I was holding clothes when the song started. I wanted to try them on but I felt trapped. I couldn’t fathom trying on clothes while that song played. I just put the clothes on the rack as fast as I could and hightailed it out of there before the first chorus finished.
all this to say: if you have the option to walk away from a distressing situation, even if it seems small and silly to make a big deal out of it, you can walk away. you don’t have to force yourself to be strong. you don’t have to endure. sometimes enduring is leaving and that’s ok.
#there’s stuff that I try really hard to avoid. I’ve taken great lengths to avoid it#to grow and be a better person and not dwell on my past#I struggle when I am exposed to those painful memories without warning#it’s happened a lot this year#but I handled it well today#I did not cry. I panicked a bit but I left the store and went somewhere else. I was okay. I’m getting better :)#but I swear if I hear this song in public again I’ll actually lose it dnsnsns#I was lucky#if this has happened in the grocery store when I had a basket full of groceries?????#y e e s h#well I mean I think that’s where I was when I heard the other song that haunts me :/#that one is way more famous tho so it isn’t as jarring#anyway#I love blocking tags I love leaving stores I love protecting my peace as best I can#cadence rambles#personal#someday I’ll reclaim that movie song for me bc it really is a lovely song#and I’ve already kinda reclaimed part of that movie for me?#but today was not the day haha
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