#I SJOULD GO SLEEP.

[dvnieldraws]

tubbegg fredzone

[anadorablekiwi]

I forgot about my wrio plushie

[nosleep83]

Missed a day but here’s TMayNT days one and two :]

[lovecatsys]

ough hood motning

[cultreslut]

my environmental bio prof has assigned us a documentary + notes to watch for our first assignment...... kill killl murder murder

[atomiccryptid]

mutual 1: do you love the color of the sky? lol

mutual 2: just got my fries at mickey double ds

mutual 3: just got back into ska!

mutual 4: toutch grass... or... ass...

mutual 5:

mutual 1: he bites my pepnis YEOUCH

mutual 2: peanis butter and jelly. is this anything

mutual 3: can't believe that jfk died...

mutual 4: i often wonder why horses exist in this economy

mutual 5:

mutual 1: hatsune miku? more like hat. she goes on your head.

mutual 2: look at my cat

mutual 3: do you guys ever think about infinity

mutual 4: i think the concept of infinity is stupid. if there was a number too big for me to imagine, i would just imagine better. skill. issue.

mutual 5:

mutual 1: jobs market to me not the other way around

mutual 2: can't believe one of my mutuals got back into ska

mutual 3: sometimes i wish that someone would let me take their shovels

mutual 4: be honest if i showed my therapist my tumblr how many medicines would i get

mutual 5:

mutual 1: weed smoke like a LIGHTBULB

mutual 2: i wonder what it would be like to live inside a ceiling tile. as an insect.

mutual 3: guys i just learned that triangles are real im so scared

mutual 4: using kneaded erasers is so erotic

mutual 5: i refuse to be another link in a chain both within and without myself

mutual 6: i am once again taking it upon myself to be the worse person

mutual 7: guys i hate tumblr

mutual 8: ok but why did no one tell me that the pentagon was this lushous

mutual 9: it is my first day in the hatred factory wish me luck

mutual 10: are you tumblr itself?

mutual 6: i HATE eating spinach. but how else would i become popeye.

mutual 7: just because someone can weite something doesn't mean they should -sun tzu the art of crackfic

mutual 8: guys be more weird you're scaring the hoes with your thing veneer of normality

mutual 9: anyone else need to keep the microwave running in order to sleep properly?

mutual 10: great gourds batman! i am a pumpkin. man.

mutual 6: join me in my Math Dungeon. there are Dragons.

mutual 7: strawberry cupcakes serve unimagined levels of cunt

mutual 8: in the terms of the universe we are nothing. does this comfort you or make you tired?

mutual 9: just got back into ska!

mutual 10: planting bones in my garden of ash. the ribs didn't even want to know your name and the femurs laughed at all of my jokes.

mutual 6: slammed my titties in the car door

mutual 7: something about the neverending cycle of violence has me feeling looplike

mutual 8: is that a ford f150 in your pants or is your penis. truck.

mutual 9: i think that i was put on this earth to look at beautuful men

mutual 10: I've never been one for confimrity but sweaters? i get it

mutual 6: why do they keep making dictionaries. we've already peaked buddy

mutual 7: check out my pal's new game CHUMGUS WINDS it'll get your WINDS CHUMGUS

mutual 8: how many people are there on tumblr, really. like I've only seen 50? people tops ever

mutual 9: iiiii donr thunk i sjould be allowed to

mutual 10: going back to my emo phase because im hungry!!!

[ummmuhhidk]

fuck god ugh i have to make the poll. poll time bitches !!!!!!!!!!!!! do it do it answer it pleasepkeasepleadpwleasepleaae

and i guess tell me whatever elaborateing you want in the tags i WILL read it all i prommy. dont make me regret that. or do idc i cant control you anyways im foing to sleep also look at tags of original post its just me rambling its funny w/ the context of the time it was which was/is like 4:30am. im very tired

girl help im trying to fight the urge to consume problematic media

[aropride]

i am not very tired at all but i sjould go to sleep soon probably -_-

[chrisbangs]

🌧!!

[jihoonluvarchive]

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[gcppy]

okay i sjould go to sleep rigjt now so i dont regret not sleeping tomorrow goodnight max nation post koichi

[mymagnificentself]

feeling.. good?

do you ever have this thing, where you start thinking about something really nice and start feeling really good about it, like something you did or are doing right now, any plans that are pretty certainly going to happen, things to look forward to, somethin to be excited about, that sort of thing?

and i know its late and i shouldve gone to bed long ago, but i just started getting ready and i was apparently thinking about something like that bc i got all warm and fuzzy feeling inside, but?? i cant remember?? and i find that,,, unsettling

(also i find this new font very unsettling like excUSE ME)

but yeah...

omg its like it literally "sparked joy* jesus christ..

but yeah anyways i have some things coming up and good things happening, and i overall cant complain but still?? where did that come from??!?!?

like i know you shouldnt question good feelings and all but???!??

maybe it was just an accidental omen for something great happening in the future, and im sure as hell not complaining (i think..) but i would still like to Know what im so happy about, apparently??

and now i feel like i should stay awake and do Something till it comes back to me, but

. i sjould sLeep, i wants Bed, i has school tomorrow

[garlic-gun]

dbs super hero spoilers

if they made trunks have blue hair Why is gotenks still purple like i thought that was the entire point. i have like a scribble of blue gotenks and it can work like. why didnt they go all the way. im more okay with blue trunks than i was when i had no exposure to the concept and context (read: when my most complete experience of db that i could remember was dbza and some videos on fighterz with no actual like. character lore) but im annoyed that what was seemingly a choice made to be more consistent is itself Less consistent? i know some changes to designs (krillin's eyes, the colors of namekians' like... what do you call those) were to be in line with the manga and i think those are fun honestly but this has me like "is gotenks purple despite trunks having blue hair in the manga" "did they make trunks purple early on and then forget to update gotenks later". i am confusion. if gotenks having purple hair out of nowhere is really just A Thing then okay i guess but like. actually it is 1am and im barely awake. but i will say that they should Match bc thats literally trunks and goten. like they are not his brother gotenks is literally part trunks he sjould havr the sam-- oh thats some Typos i will sleep actually

[lilbongwater]

in 2007 i listened to im a unicorn a lot now its 2017 n im always listening to i was born a unicorn...... nothns changed just my taste in music lmao

[ladybug-journal]

ita been awhile. ive been doing good. too good. fake good? real good? I started counseling again. I feel stupid everytime i go and everytime i leave. Do i even need to be there? Am i faking it? Maybe? Im not sure. I made myself feel this way again. I like to read stuff thats trigering to me. I bring it back. i miss it. I miss the emptiness. I have bottles full of old antidepressants that i think aboit just taking. Do i want to get back on them? I dont want to see that nurse again. She doesnt care. But she can get me medicine. I mean i already have them. No i sjould just take them. im not going to her to get better anyway. God i seriously am the worst. I dont mean in a playful "haha ok the worst". Im actually awful. Who WANTS to be this way? Who seeks it out? Im praying for my braon to rot again. I want to be brave enough to leave. I keep letting myaelf be happy and then do thinga to allow me to feel depressed again. Im selective? there are people who cant leave it. They want to leave but cant. I dont know what i am. But I cant even begin to explain what i am. I can still smile. I cant stop when a smile comes on. Im no where near sad enough. No where near numb enough. Could i just down a bottle of sleeping pills and be done? Could I achieve that? Would my body be able to handle it and just wake up hours later? I always felt like i have a resistence to medication or addictions. Yea good stuff has happened. I can see life and what possibilitoes lie ahead. But is it worth it? No wrong question. Does it matter? A good experience is a good experience yes. And so is a bad one. But life is suffering. And overthinking and dealing with my slowly developing anxiety and hatred. I still dont loke my body. i still want to not eat. I can still make myself eat although sometimes i get nautious thinkig about it. I still get pleasure from things. I have things. But.. i dont know why there is still apart of me that thinks aboit death all the time in the back of my head. Throigh every laugh and every good experience. Its still quietly there askig if i deserve it. or if my joy is genuine or if i deserve it. Cuts still feel good. i miss it too. Always have it in the back ground just incase. Still have a pack of cigarettes just in case. Still have this account and doaries with my black thoughta to go back to and remember just how stupid i am. to trgger myself with remembering every thought ive neglected to overthink about.

[gayfangirlboy]

"no irs esrly why sjould i go to sleeo?"

"u cant even type rn go the fuck to sleep"

"no"

what do yall act like when youre told to go to bed cus it's late. personally im a feral toddler