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The Evolution of BlitzĂžâs Character Growth- Stolitz (Season 2.5)
Blitz starts off "When I See Him" not wanting to think about the complexities of his and Stolas' relationship, so he decides to focus on the one thing he does know: sex.
In "When I See Him" Stolas and Blitz are meant to be never on the same page, even going as far as to have Blitz only sing-talk as opposed to Stolas' Disney-esque style of singing.
He goes out of his way, excitedly looking forward to the sex they'll have afterwards. He's only thinking about the sex.
Full Moon happens and Blitz is hurt and betrayed, as he genuinely has no idea how to process the confession.
Beginning of Apology Tour Blitz attempts to win Stolas back, only for it to end horribly as he self-sabotages the fuck out of everything he has, refusing to let go of the mask he wears.
Later on...
Blitz is heartbroken to hear Stolas sing, and his admission, "I don't think you meant to hurt me because I don't think it meant a thing at all" destroys him.
He tries to make it right with Stolas (who is drunk), apologizes to him, lets go of the mask he wears, only to end up ultimately giving up and letting Stolas go in the end.
A month passes and Blitz has essentially given up on life, driving his business to the freaking ground...
One thing is for sure, he feels a lot of regret for what happened with Stolas, and has essentially given up on being with him.
A lot of shit happens to Blitz in Ghostfuckers as the trauma that he's kept buried for fifteen years is forcefully pried open with a wrench.
Only for Millie to be the one to save Blitz in the end...
Episode ends with major character development for Blitz as his mask falls off, and he promises to butt out of the M&M relationship, and as he subtly admits and acknowledges his feelings for Stolas....
What's beautiful about the Stolitz Duet in Mastermind is that it perfectly shows BlitzĂžâs character growth...
How Blitz went from initially thinking only about sex in regards to his relationship with Stolas....
How Blitz was never once was on the same page with Stolas in their first duet together...
Only to now be able to perfectly harmonize with Stolas in regards to their deep feelings for one another...
Stolas admitting that he sees Blitz as his shining light that taught him to be his own person...
To Blitz admitting that he sees Stolas as the key to his heart that he's kept locked up for years...
For them to finally sing in perfect harmony as they admit their genuine undying love for each other.
And when the fear of losing Stolas permanently, hits Blitz like a motherfucking truck...
He's finally... finally able to let go of his mask around Stolas as he does what he can to comfort him after he lost everything.
Showing the small bits of romantic intimacy that he couldn't reciprocate back in Apology Tour.
BlitzĂž Buckzo, you make me fucking sick... how dare you be this fucking soft and cute and tender and loving. This man is fully aware that Stolas is still angry at him, but he doesn't care, he's just happy to have his birb back.
#helluva boss#blitzĂž#blitzo#helluva boss blitz#ro rambles#stolitz#helluva blitz#stolas#blitzo x stolas#stolas goetia#Mastermind#Full moon#Apology tour#Ghostfuckers
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I really hope that now, the people who have been under-appreciating the class and racial dynamics of the show and Blitz and Stolasâ relationship can now realize that Blitz had every right to have doubts and worries over Stolasâ character when it came to their gap.
Do you know what this episode reminds me of? Authoritarian, dictatorial rule. People have opinions of public execution in the real world. Itâs something that actually happens. Even for peoples and societies that donât currently commit to public executions more than likely have a past history of doing so. And the realities of this very real thing were made clear in this episode. Because Blitz, and even all of IMP, was going to die. And in the real world, you probably donât have a royal lover to save you at the last second. It is a real tool used by cruel masters to keep people in line, to invoke terror and submission. We all saw their faces.
A family of imps, children watching. The little girl closing her eyes sadly.
His best friend and loved ones watching him get his head lopped off.
Even his scorned ex who he viciously hurt is horrified by this.
Just because we knew Blitz was going to be saved, should in no way erase the seriousness of this event. This is something used to enforce submission, to instill fear. Satan mentions how he created imps to be obedient. This was meant to be a reminder to all the lowly people in hell that their place is in the dirt. Because Blitz is only moderately successful for his race. By the standards of higher classes he would still be seen as a low-rate wannabe business man running a seedy operation. His is not rich by any means. His business only produces enough to moderately support his family and his workers.
And he was about to be killed for it.
He was about to be executed because he was a little too uppity. Because he dared to be anything other than what was designated for his race. Let that sink in. Imagine if you were executed on international television just because you wanted a better career and life. This is the reality in Hell. And the unfairness of it all is so blatantly seen when Stolas is harshly punished but still allowed to live. Not only that, but it was put on public record that heâs silly to think he would be killed because âhis life actually has worthâ. Thatâs insane.
And I need everyone to apologize and write Viv and her team love letters because these dynamics EXIST IN REAL LIFE. They are real and have real consequences, and this is real for the POC that lives down the street from you. This is not something that happens in a backwards place 10,000 miles away. Itâs in everyoneâs backyard. This episode was beautifully written and I look forward to every new episode to come.
#helluva boss#helluva boss stolitz#stolitz#blitz x stolas#blitzo buckzo#blitzo#helluva stolas#helluva boss stolas#stolas x blitz#stolas goetia#race and class are real#mastermind helluva
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- wedding night (2) -
A Venus & Mars mini series
pairing: General Acacius x virgin!wife!Reader
content warning(s): reader insert, no use of y/n, arranged marriage, implied age gap but nothing specific, oral (f recieving), fingering, loss of virginity, piv sex, innocence kink, self indulgent praise kink, Acacius definitely talks you through it, discussions of consent because consent is sexy mandatory, discussion of future sexual acts, AFTERCARE because aftercare is hot, general acacius is in loooooove but doesn't know it yet haha, romantic and intimate as hell, grievous historical inaccuracy because it's fucking fanfiction, canon divergent because duh
a/n: So guys. I saw Gladiator II and it was awesome and Pedro Pascal is the sexiest man alive (in my heart). However, this character's name is not Marcus. I don't know who lied, but we've all been fooled. So in this sequel, the general's name is just Acacius in order to stay at least a little bit true to the actual canon.
I definitely will be writing for these two again because holy shit I made this romantic and I love them so much.
Read wedding night (1) here!
Read bloodlust here!
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Acacius saw heaven in your eyes, a piece of salvation he never thought he might be able to grasp with his blood-stained hands.
He glanced down your body, wrapped beautifully in your white wedding gown, gold jewelry shining in warm candlelight. For a moment, he wondered Venus herself were tricking him with her immortal seduction.
But the blush of red in your cheeks, the shine of desire in your eyes, the beat of your heart in your chest....
No immortal possibly could mimic such evidence of true, temporary, and precious life.
Acacius had been with plenty women in his lifetime, had thought he understood what desire was.
I want you, you had said.
Now, he thinks he's only scratched the surface.
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The general-- Acacius -- peered at you like a starving man at a feast, drinking you in, turning the wheels in his head of what he wanted to do first.
He grasped your hand in both of his, studying the golden band on your ring finger. Evidence of your gods-blessed union.
"I want to see you wearing nothing.... except for this," Acacius breathed, his voice low, and dreamy, like the words were slipping from him with no control.
"I'd like that very much," you said, trying to keep your hand from trembling under his touch.
"May I strip you bare, darling?" He asked, calloused fingertips fiddling with the clasp on your golden bracelet.
"Yes."
Instantly, the bracelet fell, and then the other, and then the other. Acacius' gentle touch drove you wild, methodical and sure. He stopped for a moment, glancing at the purity ring on your pinky, and smirked in a way that nearly made your knees buckle.
Glancing back up to your gaze, he held your stare as he pulled the purity ring off. His lips were a hairsbreadth away from yours, letting you smell the sweet cherry wine on his breath.
"Kiss me," you mumbled.
Acacius' smirk remained. "Patience, darling."
He tucked the purity ring into a pocket of his tunic, and turned you around, so your back pressed against his chest. A sigh caught in your throat, realizing he had turned you both to face the full-length mirror in the corner of the bedroom.
"Answer me honestly," he said, trailing one of his knuckles down the exposed skin of your spine. "Have you ever touched yourself?"
Heat rose to your cheeks, and you shivered at his light touch. "Uh..."
"Don't you lie to me, now. It's a great sin to lie to your husband," he whispered, his teeth nipping lightly at your ear.
"Yes."
"Yes, what?"
"Yes, I- I've touched myself. I've touched... my..."
"Your cunt?" Acacius mused.
You nodded, your chest rising heavily.
"Did you⊠like it? When you touched yourself?"
"N-no. I've been told it is not ladylike, to... pleasure yourself in that way."
Acacius kissed the back of your neck, making you arch into his touch. "Oh, my poor darling... there's nothing more ladylike in the world. Don't worry... I will show you how."
A full whimper escaped you at that, and Acacius undid the knots of your dress with a chuckle.
The dress fell, leaving you in only your loincloth, tied at your waist. But Acacius was looking at something else.
His eyes were transfixed on your perked breasts, his mouth slightly open as he wrapped one of his hands around the soft flesh. A high-pitched sigh left your throat, and he reached around with his other hand to take hold of the other breast.
"Do you like it when I hold you like this?" Acacius murmured, his mouth at your temple. He twitched his fingertips to pinch your nipples softly, making you close your eyes in pleasure. "Look at me."
Snapping your eyes open again, he stared you down in the mirror with a small devilish grin. He pinched your breasts again, pulling an answer from you. "Yes, Acacius."
"Good girl," he praised, your cunt throbbing at the words. He let go of your breasts, untying the cloth at your hips until you were utterly bare before him, save for your wedding ring. "Lie down on the bed, darling."
He brushed a palm over your plush backside, guiding you towards the beautiful linen bed. Plenty big for two.
You obey with a shy smile, sinking into the blankets and pillows like you were always meant to fit there. Watching from your comfortable bed, Acacius loomed over the foot, undoing buttons on his tunic, and ties on his robes.
Your lips parted slightly as he exposed the tan, scarred skin of his chest, flickering candlelight bathing him in a warm glow. He studied your expressions like a hawk, watching for any sign of discomfort or displeasure.
As he unlaced the toga and loincloth, leaving him as bare as you were, you had to keep yourself from gasping.
His cock hung heavily between his legs, not even fully aroused but still bigger than anything you had anticipated. He wrapped a hand around his manhood, smirking at your expression, but mercifully saying nothing about it.
âI am curious, my wife,â Acacius began, his voice a rumble. He pulled himself onto the marriage bed, caging you in the sheets with his arms and legs straddling. His eyes never left yours. âWhat did they say about me? When you learned of our union, what whispers crossed your ears?â
You licked your lips, speaking suddenly a challenge. âUm, that you w-were braveâŠâ
Acacius leaned down, pulling one of your legs over his broad shoulders.
ââŠand strongâŠâ
He mirrored the motion with your other leg, leaving your weeping cunt exposed.
ââŠa-andâŠâ
Acacius paused, waiting for your answer. âAnd?â
âGeneral, I shouldnât speak illâŠâ you moaned, wondering if one could combust with desire.
âTell me the truth, darling. Or you wonât get what you so eagerly want.â
âTh-they said you were cruel,â you stammered, desperately, any wall of self preservation coming down. âThey said you took anything you desired, washed your hands with blood, and violence was the only language you spoke. Your rage eclipses that of Achilles, and your eyes blacken every time you raise a banner. You are of Mars himself, shedding blood like you were born to it.â
Acaciusâ smirk from between your legs was wicked, and he broke your gaze for the first time since lying on the bed.
He studied your open cunt with a glazed expression, like he was lost in the pleasure of staring at your slick desire.
âIf I am of Mars then you are of Venus, my darling.â
His words filled you with affection, the way his knees bent on the bed almost like he was worshiping an altar between your legs.
âSo pureâŠâ he murmured, as if the words had slipped from his lips.
Your back arched like a bow as he licked a stripe up your soaking slit, sighs escaping from your throat.
Acacius hummed with delight, fucking you on his tongue lazily, drinking your desire like nectar of the gods.
You buried your hands in his hair hesitantly, unsure of what would be pleasing to him. In all the times you eavesdropped on the married women of the court, never once had they mentioned anything like⊠this. Never once had they mentioned any of the overwhelming pleasure racking every limb of your body. Never once had they mentioned the lightning erupting over your skin with every brush of his calloused palm.
Acacius trailed his hands down your arched torso, cupping your breasts as his mouth traced patterns over your cunt. Your breathy moans made him chuckle into your flesh, the vibrations making you lift your hips with pleasure.
Throbbing built in your pussy, clenching around his tongue as your desire jumped at every brush of his lips.
âA-Acacius, godsâŠâ you cried out, throwing your head back as a pinnacle raced towards you.
âRelax, my darling,â Acacius breathed, bringing one of his hands down to rest at your soft inner thigh. âIâm going to put my hands on you now.â
âOh, please,â you begged, unsure of what it was you were begging for.
âTell me if it becomes too much,â Acacius said, and his hand on your thigh moved.
The gentle brush of his rough fingertips on your slick folds had you gasping anew, pulling lightly on the locks of his hair.
âSuch a pretty cunt,â Acacius mumbled to himself. âI have half a mind to just keep you like this.â
You whined in protest, your hips chasing his touch.
âSo needy for a virgin.â
You threw your head back as his finger pushed past your slick folds, reaching spots inside of yourself that you hadnât known existed.
âOh, so tight, my love. You truly are pure.â Acacius curved his finger, brushing against something spongy, and sensitive. A guttural moan escaped your throat, and he laughed softly. âWhen the pleasure peaks, do not fight it. Let it take you away, somewhere only you and I exist.â
You nodded at his command, closing your eyes as your head sunk into the linen pillows.
Unrestrained cries erupted from you as he pulled his finger out, and in, and out again, hitting that sweet spot with every push inside of your aching cunt.
When he pressed his tongue to the bud at the top of your core, he pushed a second finger deep into your slick, making you wonder if the gods truly did become man. The stretch of his fingers pricked a pain deep within, making you clench tighter around his calloused fingertips. A slight brush of his rough facial hair against your core was your ultimate undoing.
You called out his name as the pleasure rushed down your spine, into your belly, and built in your desperate cunt. He knew it, too, and continued to thrust his fingers deep inside with renewed enthusiasm. His tongue licked against your clit with hunger, tipping you over the edge.
Cries escaped your lips as the pleasure overwhelmed you, every muscle in your body going taut as the desire took over. Your cunt clenched tightly, chasing his fingers, and your spire curved with tension as the wave of lust claimed you.
Acacius watched with a lazy smile as your core squeezed with your orgasm, evidence of your desire dripping off his lips.
âAcacius⊠AcaciusâŠâ you breathed as the climax subsided, your body relaxing into the bed once more.
âHow do you feel, darling?â Acacius asked, crawling back up to press his nose against yours. His brown eyes were dark, pupils blown wide with adoration.
In place of an answer, you buried your hands in his curly, soft hair, pressing his lips to yours. He responded instantly, capturing your mouth with the passion of love and war.
His tongue pushed against yours, pure want seeping from every brush of his lips against yours. You gasped as his hands cupped your hips gently, like he was making sure you were a solid thing he could hold in his hands. Like he was worried you might slip through his fingers.
âI want more,â you whispered against his mouth, and he nodded with his eyes closed, like he was dreaming.
âIt will hurt for a moment, but I will be gentle with you,â Acacius breathed, trailing light kisses against your throat. âTell me when there is pain, or if you wish to stop.â
You nodded against his temple, and he pulled his lips back instantly.
âSay you want me, darling. Say you will tell me to stop if you wish.â
The intensity in those brown eyes, the desperation, had you squirming with desire once again.
You held his face in your hands, tracing your thumb against his rough stubble, studying him.
Acacius' nose was utterly Roman, looking like it had possibly been broken once or twice. Every mark on him was evidence of a man that had seen the Underworld and walked away, but not without a few scars to show for it. Though he had been nothing but gentle with you, there was no doubt he could live up to his reputation of bloodletting.
Still, you held him close.
"I want you, Acacius. I will tell you to stop if I wish to." There was no hesitation, no tremor in your voice.
He sighed in relief, reaching down to his hard cock and bringing it between your legs. You whined at the sensitive touch, and he grunted at the slickness of your folds.
"So wet for me, darling, so perfect," he moaned in your ear, guiding the soft flesh of your thighs to wrap around his hips.
Tentatively, he rubbed his cock up and down your core, getting you accustomed to the blunt feeling. You whined breathlessly, near begging for him to fuck you already.
"Patience, darling. I need to go slow to not hurt you," he mumbled.
The blunt head of his cock pushed past your sensitive folds, and you dug your nails into the strong muscles of his back.
Acacius let out a guttural groan into the heated skin of your neck. "So wet, and tight."
You called his name like a prayer, your head tossed back in pain and pleasure. Over and over again, you called his name.
"A little more, easy, easy..." Acacius moaned, pushing further into your virgin cunt.
You cried out in pinching desire. "S-so much, Acacius..."
"I know, darling. We're halfway there."
You held tight to him, his rough hands on your soft skin distracting you from the stretch of your cunt around his cock. "H-halfway?"
Acacius chuckled, holding still inside of you to let you adjust. "You feel... divine. So, so perfect, my sweet wife."
A high pitched moan escaped you as he pulled back slightly, kissing your neck as he pushed farther in. You clenched around him, and his lips on your clammy skin sent a fresh wave of lust panging though you.
But Acacius stopped, and you gasped in pain again, as if he had hit a barrier in your core he couldn't push past. You knew he could bottom out if he so wanted, but not without tearing you deeply.
Instead of pushing forward, he stayed where he was inside of you, tracing his nose along the curve of your jaw.
When he spoke again, his voice was low, almost like he didn't mean for you to hear his words.
"Do you want to know what I want, darling?"
You were too breathless to answer.
Acacius continued. "I want to fuck you so well that all of Rome hears you calling my name. I want to mark you with my mouth so you may look in the mirror and think only of me. I want fall to my knees and thank the gods that gave you to me. But for now, my darling... I want you to come on my cock with your most divine cunt."
Your cunt, as if on command, fluttered, and you moaned as he was able to fill you to the hilt without a pinch of discomfort.
"Oh, yes," Acacius whispered, his tongue darting out along your pulse point. You cried out in pleasure as he shifted inside of you, holding tight to his strong back.
"You... are... perfect, darling," he panted, thrusting slowly, in and out, in and out. "So warm, and tight..."
"Acacius, please..."
"Please... what?" Acacius teased, biting your bottom lip slightly as he pushed back into you.
"More... more," you said, digging your nails into the muscles of his shoulders.
Acacius responded in kind, chuckling at your desperation. "As my lady commands."
His thrusts into your aching cunt deepened, becoming harder as you grew needy for his strength. You tossed your head back with a high-pitched cry when he was able to hit that perfectly sensitive spot inside of you, and the reaction made him even more ravenous for you.
"Oh, you take my cock so well," Acacius praised, the words making your cunt clench around him. "So, so good, my darling."
As if he knew what you needed before you did, he pulled his chest away from yours, sitting up on his knees while thrusting into you. He looped his wide arms underneath your spread legs, angling you upwards on his thighs and pulling your hips up off of the bed. Your legs wrapped around his waist, and you arched your back off the sheets with a shriek of delight.
"Acacius, Acacius," you cried out, the new angle sending him deep into your core, hitting spots you hadn't even known existed.
"That's it, say my name," Acacius said with a smirk. "Say my name when I fuck you, tell all of Rome who is making you feel this good."
You couldn't stop, the falling of his name from your lips dripping like sweet honey. All you could feel was the sweat of his skin against yours, the calloused of his hands as they gripped your soft thighs closely, and the depths of your core his cock was able to reach.
"You're going to cum for me," Acacius ordered, his words coming out in pants of breath. "You're going to cum for me, because you're a good girl. You're a good girl, aren't you? Letting me fuck her virgin cunt so nicely, such a good girl..."
At his praise, your cunt tightened around his cock, back arching like a bow. As you came, he pressed a calloused hand into the flesh above your pelvis, the pressure making your high all the more intense. You cried out his name, over and over again, the two of you becoming the only people in the world as the tidal wave of pleasure overwhelmed you.
Acacius' thrusts into your aching core sped, became less focused, and you knew he was losing control himself as you came apart underneath him. Your name fell from his lips as he pressed his hand further into the spot below your belly, where his cock seemed to bulge into his palm as your cunt pulsed around him.
"Such a good girl, such a good wife," he moaned. Only when your core could only twitch in response to his strong thrusts did he slow, leaning back over you and capturing your lips in a searing kiss.
A warmth pooled within you, evidence of his pleasure. You didn't know if you'd ever felt such an intimate connection with anyone as you did with him, his kiss burning a brand into your heart as the heat of passion faded.
Acacius pulled away after a moment, breathing heavily against your throat. "Hold still a moment," he warned. His palms pressed against your hips, his cock sliding from you with a slight sting. You followed his advice, your legs feeling weak and shaky.
You studied him as he crossed the bedchamber to the washroom, his broad back dimpling with the movement. Returning with a clean cloth and a faint smile on his lips, the dimple in his cheek made your heart swell as he saw your sprawled body on his massive bed.
"Feeling comfortable?" Acacius asked, eyebrows raised with amusement.
You nod, watching him as he crossed over to you, pressing a chaste kiss against your lips as he carefully wiped your messy core.
Breaking from your lips for a moment, he pressed his nose against yours, and you cherished the gentle, intimate gesture.
"Shall I call the servants for a hot bath?" Acacius mumbled, tossing the cloth aside.
"A hot bath sounds divine, but only if we may take one together," you reply, slightly giddy.
Acacius furrowed his brows in confusion. "What is making you laugh, my darling?"
You kissed him again, long and slow. Time stood still, and it was as if you could physically feel the bond forging between the two of you, forging in a slow burn of a crackling fire. It was warm, and easy, and comforting.
You broke away, studying him in his eyes. "You are simply... not what I expected."
Acacius smiled, that damn dimple curving in his cheek.
The most feared general on the continent.
Your husband.
Acacius kissed your forehead. "You, my darling, are everything I've been dreaming of."
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I know Iâm joking about how Wicked Part 2 is going to be insane compared to Part 1, but it actually is so interesting when viewed as separate second part of the story -
Because hear me out - imo, the end of Act 1 sets up where the lines in the sand are for the three key characters:
Elphaba chooses to follow her morals and reject the system, even to her own isolation and destruction. Her line is her dedication to âmaking good.â
Glinda, her foil, openly admits that she cannot turn down the allure of the systemâs power and stability, even at the sacrifice of her morals and her closest friendship. Her line is her power and popularity.
Fiyero, further foiling Glinda, is the person who would have blindly said yes to Elphabaâs offer. He is completely, unquestioningly devoted to Elphaba - even to a fault - believing that she will always be good and choose the right thing (as she âdoesnât care what others thinkâ).* His line is his unwavering loyalty to Elphaba.
*admittedly, this is less evident at the end of Act 1, but itâs made VERY clear within the first 5min of Act 2 so Iâm counting it as an Act 1 arc
But then Act 2 forces them to respect the line theyâve decided to draw in increasingly devastating ways, and eventually forces them to violate their lines or have the lines destroy them:
Elphabaâs sacrifices turn her into a complete pariah, forcing her to lose everything she had and worked for in an instant. She fights every day for what she believes in, even though she sees itâs fruitless and only leading to the destruction of everything she loves. But Elphaba stands strong even against the Wizardâs temptation of leaving behind her failing cause. However, sheâs finally pushed over her edge when one of the two people who still believed in her âgoodnessâ dies for that belief. And it drives her to throw away every good intention and dive head-first into a pursuit of power and control. She must ultimately be influenced by Glinda to once again choose self-sacrifice for the greater good, giving up her power and dreams of normality in Oz. âNow itâs up to you, for both of usâ
Glinda builds great political capital and becomes one of the most important, beloved characters in the nation. But nothing is real: sheâs engaged to a man who clearly doesnât love her, sheâs openly decrying a woman who she clearly still loves herself, and the system she operates in troubles her even as she benefits from it. Elphaba again tempts her to leave, and Fiyeroâs clear willingness to jump ship should be an even greater temptation, but she canât leave it behind. Not until the very end of the story does she finally recreate the Ozdust dance: acting against her own self-interest to save Elphaba and take up the fire of her cause
Fiyero, to his credit, is the only person who cannot be pushed from his line. The very first chance he gets, he follows Elphaba blindly, despite hearing all these terrible things about her. Then he willingly sacrifices himself for her and her cause, and they torture him to (a fate worse than) death for it. And even when Elphaba really does go evil, he still believes that she will ultimately choose good. His loyalty to her is not well rewarded (see: fate worse than death), but he makes his sacrifice willingly. His belief destroyed him.
What I really like about the playâs story is that from all these different starting goals and motivations, every character is forced to give up everything that is dear to them - including their fundamental selves - by the end of the story. Yet, they all three still continue to overlap and influence each other in ways that lead them all to a choice of âmaking goodâ in the end. SO excited to see that played out on screen.
#wicked#Wicked meta#this was longer than intended but I had THOUGHTS and am currently bored in a deer blind#Iâll reread and edit later Iâm sure this currently reads like shit
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This scene also serves as a "passing of the torch" moment - the part where the character dynamic that Blitz and Stolas completely flips.
At the start of the series, Stolas was the one with power and Blitz was the one struggling to keep his head above water. Stolas had incredible magic and legions at his beck and call, and a daughter that loved him. Blitz, who has no magic of his own, had a ragtag group of imps in a shabby office trying to make ends meet, and a daughter that, as best as he could tell, just barely put up with his shenanigans.
Now the opposite is true: Blitz is the one with power and Solas has nothing. Blitz has become beloved by his fellow imps and the trial, which was meant to be his death sentence, has instead become a boon to his business. Stolas has lost his home, his legion, and his powers. But most importantly, his daughter. All crystalized in this moment, when Loona finally, for the first time since the show began, tells her father she loves him.
I don't know y'all, I'm just continuously impressed with this show's writing quality.
THIS is the moment Stolas truly realised the implications of what he has done
He never thought about "losing" anything. He was sure he was going to be decapitated, die, and that would have been it
But it didn't happen. And now he realised that what happened is worse. He still gets to live but he has nothing anymore. No status, no palace, no powers, no stars, no plants
No daughter
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âšShadowPeach Bio Parents Bio AU Q&A! 29/10âš
Welcome to the Q&A! A space where I can answer related or similar question about the Shadowpeach Bio Parents AU! If you submitted your ask anonimously, then youâll have to check the whole post if itâs answered here, if itâs not, worry not! Your asks might have been used for a future comic or just in the queue~
@xyuki-iris ha chiesto: I LOVE YOU'RE ART ALSO GOOD FOOD But I have a what if What if Redson found Mk having a panic attack over something serious about him being Trans.
Ouch poor baby Red Son would totally support MK and try to calm him down
@ashmeertheimp ha chiesto: First of all your story is glorious and congrats on getting lmk at the very top. Second does Mk want to work on his relationship with Nuwa. I think Nuwa did truly love Mk but she also loved everyone else on earth equally. Mk has forgiven Mac who actually made an effort to hurt Mk (past mistakes) while Nuwa was opposed but still didn't stop Mk from not fixing the pillar of heaven.
I always felt like after S5 his relationship with Nuwa is similar to the one Steven had with Rose after S5 of SU. So it's- complicated
@audioandart ha chiesto: mayhaps a silly question, but towards the very start of the mk shadow peach stuff when mk first shadows into the wall. He says "why is everything *more* flat". Is this implying he already sees the world as 2d the way we do or am I perhaps missing something? đ
(I love your work! Have a good day đ«°)
ahah yeah I was!!
@fake-anjel ha chiesto: Your comic makes me stay awake at night thinking of the next cap, making theories and making imaginary scenarios and imaginary gacha reactions to them for some reason. I was wondering... If Wukong and Macaque have a child (hypothetically, and by the biological way) wich one would be the oven for the bun? You have a fan from Brazil<3
Well, I would say Wukong, but here comes the question: a Stone Monkey, born from a stone, would be able to reproduce themself? There are no other like the four celestial primates and MK, so I would assume that they weren't able to- reproduce normally. Also if they would does it mean the womb is a stone as well???
@sollythesalt ha chiesto: Just asking if Wukong is trans do his female organs also count as part of his un-glamored form or does he stay with his male ones when he drops his glamour? Also what does his glamour include in your au just out of curiosity?
No under the glamour and shapeshift he still has female organs
@dandy-doodles ha chiesto: I'm VICIOUSLY consuming your comic rn - It actually came across my feed from a reblog. Never watched the show before. Loved the comic so much I binged the entire series and now I'm sat with the task of reading JTTW. This hyperfixation is your fault I love you for it. @ivoronical ha chiesto: Hi! I donât know how tumblrs asks work because Iâve never used them before, but just wanted to say that your art is âšfabulousâš and youâre shadowpeach bio parents au has convinced me to rewatch the show entirely. Itâs also made Macaque one of my favorite characters and because of that I am halfway through making a cosplay of him completely from scratch and Iâm very excited to finish it:) Anyways Iâve rambled enough. Have a nice day!!! @starzz-twi ha chiesto: Can I just say how much I adore your art! It inspires so much that I might try drawing lmk again đ«¶đ«¶đ«¶đ«¶ @artemismoorea03 ha chiesto: I hope you know that your Bio Parents AU fills every waking moment. I swear I only get on Tumblr anymore to see if you've posted something. I eat up any art you post regardless of what fandom it is and I just have to tell you that your art tastes like a blue raspberry icee (the best kind). I hope you're having a fantastic day âĄ
AWWW TYSM TO ALL OF YOU!!!!
@sakuralotus03 ha chiesto: What will family gatherings be like now that MK has 4 parents? Like his birthday or end-of-year celebrations. I want to see more of the dynamics of the 4 parents interacting and talking about their one and only child.đ·đ€âïžđ
oH CHAOTIC INDEED
Anonimo ha chiesto: How does it feel to be one of those artists that like 70% of the fandom knows about
wait is that a random number or???
Anonimo ha chiesto: Will we maybe see Macaque interact with Bai He or Mei?? (I'm starved of DarkHorse/EnderDragon/NightFlare Duo and Raspberry/Black Cat Duo) But I am interested if you might make them interact! :D Anyways, I love how your art got better by each comic, you can see the improvement from the slight sharpness of the shapes in the first comics and the now softer lines.
mmmmm I will maybe I'll do some small scenes
Anonimo ha chiesto: Past Wukong working out: I'ma get so strong. Ain't no one beating me Present Wukong working out: I'ma be so good at hugging my son and husband.
AWWWWWW WHAT A GOOD BABA!
Anonimo ha chiesto: Hello! I wanted to ask if we'll see just how sensitive Macaque's hearing is in your Au in a future comic maybe? Like... a thunderstorm happens or something when he's around FFM watching Mk and Wukong train or something that affects his hearing badly? But either way, love your art and style! :)
mmmm don't know if I have a scene planned for that...
Anonimo ha chiesto: Does Wukong and Macaque know about the other 2 Celstial Primates, Red-Hoarse Baboon and Lomg-Armed Gibbon, in your Bio Shadowpeach parents au?
I think so? In JTTW he knew so I would assume the same?
Anonimo ha chiesto: Will Macaque use his future vision at any time again in this comic? We now know in this Au he hasn't used it in years. But maybe will he use it again soon? I bet he won't but I still wanted to ask :)
not unless he is forced to
Anonimo ha chiesto: Iâve been listening to a song from a PokĂ©mon movie: Always Safe by Cynthia, and I think of the Shadowpeach bioparents Au everytime
AWW that's beautiful the lyrics omg!!!
@notjustonefandom1 ha chiesto: So, I've been thinking about MK's staff. After he got it do you think he develops a habit of clasping his hands together, especiallywhen stressed or threatened? With the fluidity and energy he moves with, I think it would take a while for him yo find a chance to Summon the staff, especially if he isn't fast at it yet, so he just starts keeping his hands pressed together in preparation.
ooooohhh that's a cool idea!
Anonimo ha chiesto: Where does the Macaque has white fur head canon come from? I'm new to this fandom and I'm still learning things and I see it everywhere
I honestly have no idea but I guess either because Japanese Macaque are white furred or bc he died.
Anonimo ha chiesto: Ok so this may be a sensitive topic and definitely doesn't need to be answered so TW Did mk ever go through a depression thing after trying to die to save the universe in the last season in your au? A in like what if Wukong and Mac find out he used to SH?
hish. I'm not probably the right person to answer this. Probably he did had depression tendencies but didn't recognize them until someone pointed them out.
Anonimo ha chiesto: This ask os Going to be a little weird But Can I See Macaque Pining Wukong on the wall?In a Flirty way?(pretty Please?) I love Your Art so much!đâ€ïžâđ„đ
Ouh.. *cleans forehead from sweat* is getting hot in here... maybe?
@autism-autobot ha chiesto: Wukong: OH BUDDHA, HE CALLED ME BABA!!!!! (SCREAMS WITH JOY) What DBK heard over the phone with his brother: OH andhdbrjjsm (feral monkey screeching)
Poor DBK gotta deal with the gossip now
@alastair-1205 ha chiesto: OMG THE MOST RECENT PART IM CRYING But I also love how Mac's first instinct is just grabbing Wukong and being like: "get out of hearing range before we freak out, get out of hearing range before we freak out, get out of-" you know? It's very funny but also builds on past comics since they woke MK up last time smth like this happened and I'm just !!!!!
GOTTA MAKE THE BABY SLEEP
@eerieqloss ha chiesto: OSISJJWJSJSJWWN OKAY WAIT SO IS MK GONNA START CALLING THEM MAMA AND BABA INSTEAD OF THEIR NAMES CONTINUALLY OR WAS IT JUST THAT ONE TIME
It wont be a one time!
Anonimo ha chiesto: I hope you are resting as you should Always remember to take your time, rest first, then work, ofc as far as possible đ
. I have a fun question (if you have the time ofc đđ»đđ»): will we see Feral MK again? But you know, like another kind of "demonic learning" that maybe wukong or Mac will teach him to control or see that it's not bad as it looks
For now i want my baby to either be happy or traumatized not angry.
Anonimo ha chiesto: I feel like i remember you asking about happier shadowpeach songs for your playlist, but I can't find the post anymore. But if you're still looking, Livingston's new song Glow reminds me of them and also made me think about the eclipse scenes in the comic.
Several of Livingston's other songs also give me shadowpeach vibes, but I think about them so much that I might just be seeing them everywhere at this point.
Oooh true a lot of his song fits really well!!
Anonimo ha chiesto: This is the only instance where having a kid really did bring a couple together.
TRUE LMAO
Anonimo ha chiesto: Soo...Wukong and Mac in the DBK Palace I have a question in my mind!!!! Actually I hope you to see it and draw it.. if you don't wanna it's okay! What if DBK & PIF flirt with each other or smt like this u know in front of shadowpeach?! They will probably look to each other and then blushing hard
HAHAHHA poor souls they would totally think of wanting to kiss each other but can't because they are emotionally constipated.
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i think i'm definitely in the minority with this but i genuinely don't care what christian linke says about jayvik. and i don't even mean that in a spiteful fuck that guy! kind of way i mean i think that he's allowed to have an opinion on his own characters. if he doesn't think that jayce and viktor's relationship has romantic undertones that's fine with me. he's not the only writer in that room and i think he has the right to express his opinion considering that this is his show that he worked on for 9 years. also he didn't even completely discount it he just said that he saw some kind of love between them and he thinks they have a deep complex relationship
i read the thing he said about how he doesn't understand why people immediately jumped to a romantic relationship as him genuinely just being like yeah idk i dont see it. but he didn't really seem upset about it and i hesitate to think of him as a raging homophobe. if he wants to say that he thinks of viktor as asexual then fine whatever that's cool. i know some asexuals are upset about that bc they feel like he's using that identity to deflect criticism but i dont really see it that way as an ace myself. idk maybe i just don't take a lot of stock in so called word of god canon but it feels like all of twitter is dogpiling him right now and painting him as this horrible homophobic asshole who hates all the shipping
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Yup. A lot of people from very different perspectives have really wanted him to be a hyper-masculine rake, or have some kind of implicit sexual menace going on, or at least have a characterization dominated by exclusively sexual and masculine obsession with Elizabeth until she fixes him. And obviously, just as a character, he's been pretty overwhelmingly sexualized himself and hyper-gendered in pop culture in ways that lend themselves to this image of him.
In all honestly, this ultra-manly rake fanon Darcy reminds me of nothing so much as the Smart Bitches, Trashy Books review of The Playboy Sheikh's Virgin Stable-Girl. The review includes some choice excerpts including
The man, it was said, could make women moan with pleasure simply by looking at them.
It was a familiar ache. An appetite which demanded to be fed. Desire could sometimes be all the more powerful when it was indiscriminateâand Kaliq was a highly sexed man.
âAll the women are looking at you,â she blurted out, before she could stop herself. He gave the flicker of an arrogant smile. âBut of course they are,â he said, with a careless shrug. âI excite the attention of women wherever I goâthey are naturally drawn to my power and virility.â
Etc. But it's very familiar from this variety of fanon Darcy, lmao. Meanwhile, in the novel, literally no one including his worst enemy and his most devoted fan think he is remotely rakish. Most don't even find him unusually masculine, and when Elizabeth slips into very gendered assumptions about his feelings and intentions, they're persistently shown to be false. Like:
What a triumph for him [Darcy], as she often thought, could he know that the proposals which she had proudly spurned only four months ago would now have been gladly and gratefully received! He was as generous, she doubted not, as the most generous of his sex. But while he was mortal, there must be a triumph.
That's pretty obviously not true, and this is definitely not true:
A man who has once been refused! How could I ever be foolish enough to expect a renewal of his love? Is there one among the sex who would not protest against such a weakness as a second proposal to the same woman? There is no indignity so abhorrent to their feelings.
I mean, at this point Darcy is all but writing Elizabeth Darcy in his Trapper Keeper with a heart above the I. It seems pretty significant that "but he's so manly and thus secretly a sex god rake" is not actually a good guide to what's going on in his mind, and that the people most temperamentally similar to him are all women.
It's always been intriguing to me that, even when Elizabeth hates Darcy and thinks he's genuinely a monstrous, predatory human being, she does not ever perceive him as sexually predatory. In fact, literally no one in the novel suggests or believes he is sexually dangerous at any point. There's not the slightest hint of that as a factor in the rumors surrounding him, even though eighteenth-century fiction writers very often linked masculine villainy to a possibility of sexual predation in the subtext or just text*. Austen herself does this over and over when it comes to the true villains of her novels.
Even as a supposed villain, though, Darcy is broadly understood to be predatory and callous towards men who are weaker than him in status, power, and personalityâwith no real hint of sexual threat about it at all (certainly none towards women). Darcy's "villainy" is overwhelmingly about abusing his socioeconomic power over other men, like Wickham and Bingley. This can have secondhand effects on women's lives, but as collateral damage. Nobody thinks he's targeting women.
In addition, Elizabeth's interpretations of Darcy in the first half of the book tend to involve associating him with relatively prestigious women by contrast to the men in his life (he's seen as extremely dissimilar from his male friends and, as a villain, from his father). So Elizabeth understands Darcy-as-villain not in terms of the popular, often very sexualized images of masculine villainy at the time, but in terms of rich women she personally despises like Caroline Bingley and Lady Catherine de Bourgh (and even Georgiana Darcy; Elizabeth assumes a lot about Georgiana in service of her hatred of Darcy before ever meeting her).
The only people in Elizabeth's own community who side with Darcy at this time are, interestingly, both women, and likely the highest-status unmarried women in her community: Charlotte Lucas and Jane Bennet. Both have some temperamental affinities with Darcy, and while it's not clear if he recognizes this, he quietly approves of them without even knowing they've been sticking up for him behind the scenes.
This concept of Darcy-as-villain is not just Elizabeth's, either. Darcy is never seen by anyone as a sexual threat no matter how "bad" he's supposed to be. No one is concerned about any danger he might pose to their daughters or sisters. Kitty is afraid of him, but because she's easily intimidated rather than any sense of actual peril. Even another man, Mr Bennet, seems genuinely surprised to discover late in the novel that Darcy experiences attraction to anything other than his own ego.
I was thinking about this because of how often the concept of Darcy as an anti-hero before Elizabeth "fixes him" seems caught up in a hypermasculine, sexually dangerous, bad boy image of him that even people who actively hate him in the novel never subscribe to or remotely imply. Wickham doesn't suggest anything of the kind, Elizabeth doesn't, the various gossips of Meryton don't, Mr Bennet and the Gardiners don't, nobody does. If anything, he's perceived as cold and sexless.
Wickham in particular defines Darcy's villainy in opposition to the patriarchal ideal his father represented. Wickham's version of their history works to link Darcy to Lady Anne, Lady Catherine (primarily), and Georgiana rather than any kind of masculine sexuality. This version of Darcy is a villain who colludes with unsympathetic high-status women to harm men of less power than themselves, but villain!Darcy poses no direct threat to women of any kind.
It's always seemed to me that there's a very strong tendency among fans and academics to frame Darcy as this ultra-gendered figure with some kind of sexual menace going on, textually or subtextually. He's so often understood entirely in terms of masculinity and sexual desire, with his flaws closely tied to both (whether those flaws are his real ones, exaggerated, or entirely manufactured). Yet that doesn't seem to be his vibe to other characters in the story. There's a level at which he does not register to other characters as highly masculine in his affiliations, highly sexual, or in general as at all unsafe** to be around, even when they think he's a monster. And I kind of feel like this makes the revelations of his actual decency all along and his full-on heroism later easier to accept in the end.
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*The incompetently awful villain(?) in Sanditon, for instance, imagines himself another Lovelace (a reference to the famous rapist-villain of Samuel Richardson's Clarissa). Evelina's sheltered education and lack of protectors makes her vulnerable to sexual exploitation in Frances Burney's Evelina, though she ultimately manages to avoid it. There's frequently an element of sexual predation in Gothic novels even of very different kinds (e.g. Ann Radcliffe's The Mysteries of Udolpho and Matthew Lewis's The Monk both lean into this, in their wildly dissimilar styles). William Godwin's novel Caleb Williams, a book mostly about the destructive evils of class hierarchies and landowning classes specifically, depicts the mutual obsession of the genteel villain Falkland and working class hero Caleb in notoriously homoerotic terms (Godwin himself added a preface in 1832 saying, "Falkland was my Bluebeard, who had perpetrated atrocious crimes ... Caleb Williams was the wife"). This list could go on for a very long time.
**Darcy is also not usually perceived by other characters as a particularly sexual, highly masculine person in a safe way, either, even once his true character is known. Elizabeth emphasizes the resilience of Darcy's love for her more than the passionate intensity they both evidently feel; in the later book, she does sometimes makes assumptions about his true feelings or intentions based on his gender, but these assumptions are pretty much invariably shown to be wrong. In general the cast is completely oblivious to the attraction he does feel; even Charlotte, who wonders about something in that quarter, ends up doubting her own suspicions and wonders if he's just very absent-minded.
The novel emphasizes that he is physically attractive, but it goes to pains to distinguish this from Wickham's sex appeal or the charisma of a Bingley or Fitzwilliam. Mr Bennet (as mentioned above) seems to have assumed Darcy is functionally asexual, insofar as he has a concept of that. Most of the fandom-beloved moments in which Darcy is framed as highly sexual, or where he himself is sexualized for the audience, are very significantly changed in adaptation or just invented altogether for the adaptations they appear in. Darcy watching Elizabeth after his bath in the 1995 is invented for that version, him snapping at Elizabeth in their debates out of UST is a persistent change from his smiling banter with her in the book, the fencing to purge his feelings is invented, the pond swim/wet shirt is invented. In the 2005 P&P, the instant reaction to Elizabeth is invented, the hand flex of repressed passion is invented, the Netherfield Ball dance as anything but an exercise in mutual frustration is invented, the near-kiss after the proposal in invented, etc. And in those as well, he's never presented as sexually predatory, not even as a "villain."
#bethanydelleman#respuestas#long post#austen blogging#austen fanwank#lady anne blogging#fitzwilliam darcy#pride and prejudice#the playboy sheikh's virgin stable girl#every time i see rake darcy i just think 'and kaliq was a highly sexed man' :P#anghraine rants
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feuilles d'automne
Steb x fem!Reader (Enforcer)
Summary: Amid your assignment to guard a fancy old folks' home in Piltover, you find yourself speechless when you stumble upon a pair of ocean eyes.
Word count: 3.9k
Tags/warnings: Mature and SFW, flirting, kissing, mild suggestivenes if you squint. Enforcer!Reader. Fluff in general, pre-relationship, first meetings, awkward situations, and I accidently created a side original character who I adore. Enjoy!
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The scene before you looked like it could have been taken from an Ionian painting. Rays of golden sunlight peered through the spaces between orange, red, and yellow leaves of many trees around the courtyard of the Verona old folksâ home, a peaceful place that lay in the northern outskirts of Piltover, far away from Zaun and the heart of the city where the shops and the smog could cloud the horizon.
Your assignment was simple: make sure the elderly folks who lived their days out in that home didnât get into trouble. You couldnât think of anything less challenging to an enforcer hungry to serve, not that youâd complain. It was work, and it was quite the lovely setting. Standing on the porch of the main building, a large mansion built in white stone with a dark blue stone tile roof, its architectural style being some fusion of classic Piltovan and mild Ionian influences in the details and finishings, you breathed in the clean, fresh air. Your eyes would continue to scan the celestial beams of light bleeding through the trees and eventually finding rest either in the grass, cobblestone paths, or even the small glistening pond at the very center of the courtyard.
On the bridge that went over the pond was an old couple who, according to what youâd heard so far, had known each other since they were childrenâhow beautiful to spend a lifetime next to someone, and to face oneâs own twilight in a place as peaceful and beautiful as that, holding the hand of the person whoâd been through it all with you. It was a bittersweet thought, but such a place evoked those emotions in you, and suddenly, you felt lonely, longing and yearning for a companion. Regardless, you remained the only enforcer manning your post, forcing yourself to tear your attention away from romanticizing the peace of the scenery you beheld to keep watch of the elderly in your charge, only to be met byâsurpriseâno signs of trouble.
And then you heard the whistle. You werenât particularly fond of the high-pitched sound of your own whistle, a part of your gear as an enforcer to use as a first means to dissipate any trouble you encountered, or simply to call attention to anything of note. You werenât exactly happy by the fact that the whistle you heard at that peaceful moment, now broken, hadnât been your own. Your knowledge up until that moment had been that you were the only enforcer on duty at the courtyard, and you sooner would have contemplated the possibility of one particularly mischievous elderly woman sneaking it away from you and blowing it to cause her equivalent of a riot in an old folksâ home, than to face the possibility of a counterpart entering the scene to aid in your assignment. When the whistle faded from your ears, you looked over your shoulder.
Only half looking forward to the encounter and with little hopes of it being transcendent, when your eyes caught even a glimpse of the whistleâs perpetrator, you lost the ability to move. Any notion of how to blink or breathe seemed to leave you, and if you were turning your neck to allow your gaze to follow his figure, you were sure it was his doing, drawing your eyes to him like a magnet, rather than your own will. You had just started to feel the air and the sunlight sting at your unblinking eyes, and then you saw that his own were now looking at you. The golden leaves and grass of autumn faded for a moment into an endless oceanic hue that could make you feel immersed in the deepest seas far off the other side of Runeterra. And for the amount of detail you picked up on during that single glance, you could have sworn youâd been staring for ages alreadyâthe way his blue-green skin contrasted with the rich blue of his uniform and even more so with the golden landscape, the way his resting face appeared so unamused that it made you fear yourself unworthy of speaking to him, the subtle lines near his jawline that you found out to be gills, and possibly the most stunning of all, the delicate frills crowning his eyes that could nearly be mistaken for the rest of the markings decorating his skin.
And for all the distance in this Vastayan enforcer, his eyes seemed to become more round as he too looked at you, with his gaze visibly softening for a moment while the frills around his eyes moved in a delicate wave before coming to a halt. Your mind replayed that scene for you countless times, and for the way you felt your chest swelling, you figured it was a miracle you werenât yet flat on the ground.
âHark,â you squawked, failing miserably in your first attempt to greet him.
He raised a brow and didnât do much more for gestures, making you wish you could blend into the nearest tree trunk and stay there.
âIt is time for them to return inside, is it not?â He finally spoke in a thick, elegant accent, and the rich sound of his voice dissipated your embarrassment. His voice was baritone, deep and far smoother than you could have expectedâfor a moment you couldnât believe it could really be coming from him. His striking physique alone was already too much to contend with.
âY-Yeah,â you brought yourself back to stability, fidgeting among the pouches of your belt to pull out your pocket watch and glanced at the time. 4:01 exactlyâyes, it was time for them to go inside, and the telltale hand of the pocket watch tilted slightly off the 12 mark let you know you had been in awe of this man for a solid minute, and you were already done for. The pocket watch may as well have been laughing at you. But you closed it up and put it back into your pouch, exhaling with as much confidence as you could muster. âYes, 4:00 is the cutoff, and theyâre expected to be coming back in to prepare for dinner.â
âThen why arenât they coming?â He asked, glancing out at the old folks who continued to enjoy their time in the chilly fresh air and sunlight.
âOh, I usually opt for a different signal,â you answered, taking a step forward and inhaled all the way to your belly. âTIMEâS UP, COME IN FOR DINNER!â
Your six words caught the attention of all the elderly scattered in the courtyard and, slowly but surely, they all began making their way towards the porch where you stood, chatting pleasantly amongst themselves and their aides. It was hard for you not to giggle when you looked over at your new acquaintance and saw his round eyes gazing at you, his frills standing upright at the shock of such a loud voice emerging from you.
âIâve been doing this for a week,â you flaunted.
âI canâŠâ he trailed off for a moment as he flinched his gaze over to the courtyard again. âTell⊠though even with your lungs, you missed one.â
You looked in the direction he was gazing, and you werenât surprised when you saw the youngest soul in the entire old folksâ home getting ready to rebel against your command. The dowager Mrs. Evelyn McCawley, or Granny Evelyn as youâd come to call her, was a short little old woman who made one think of hugs and freshly baked cookies. That day, she was wearing a bright red sweater and her hair was packed into a neat low bun, and she was looking over at you and your new companion from the other side of the pond as though wanting to get your attention. You knew her well already, but you once again wanted to giggle at how your new partner must have been puzzled by her, unaware of the sheer amount of stunts youâd already witnessed from that woman.
âYou wonât take me!â Granny Evelyn shouted and turned her back on you, charging as fast as she could (and that wasnât very a fast walk, mind you) for a tree nearby.
âIs she well?â He asked you.
You chuckled. âYeah, she does this. The high point of Granny Evelynâs day is the courtyard, and thatâs saying something, as you can probably tell from her charming demeanor. Youâll never meet anyone who has more fun with life than her.â
There was no need to watch over the rest of the elderly walking onto the porch, as any of them who needed help were already being guided by their nurses. You and your companion kept your gaze fixed on a whooping and giggling Granny Evelyn as she took quick, small little steps toward the tree until reaching the trunk, clutching her hands onto it, and lowering herself to the ground where she lay face down on the grass, her little frame illuminated by the rays of sun that escaped through the leaves.
âCan she get up from there on her own?â Your new companion asked, his eyes widening in concern.
âNope,â you chuckled, unbothered. âSomeone better check on her.â
âIâve got this,â he said, starting his way in Granny Evelynâs direction.
âOh, sheâll be fine,â you replied as you picked up on the concern in his deep, luscious voice. âShe just needs help getting off the ground.â
You walked after him through the dreamy courtyard and crossed the bridge over the pondâin other circumstances, your curiosity would get the better of you, and youâd make more of a play to spend some time with him in that romantic bridge, maybe finally ask him what his name was, but flirting while Granny Evelyn lay on the grass would raise more than a few red lights in upper command. Eventually, you both reached Granny Evelyn, splattered face down on the grass in a star-like position, and her back suddenly fluttered with a giggle.
âYouâve done this four times this week,â you said to her.
âAnd every time, I succeed in staying out here longer!â Granny Evelyn teased, her voice muffled in the grass.
âWell, unlucky for you, now I have help,â you tilted your head, and your companion took your words as his cue to get down on his knees to aid Granny Evelyn.
âMaâam, Iâm going to help you up now, if thatâs alright,â he said politely, and authority swam in his voice. Granny Evelyn picked up on the unique timbre and rich qualities that floated to her ears, and yours as well, and she jerked her head to the side in his direction to get a glimpse of him.
âOh?â Granny Evelyn giggled. âOh, my! Yes, of course you can help me, mister⊠could you be so kind as to let an old lady know your name?â
He directed a smile at Granny Evelyn, one so discreet and smooth you had to tighten your whole body to keep from sighing dreamily at the sight, or whimpering at how ridiculously gorgeous he was. It was then that you were also able to notice his ears tilted slowly downward, though this was mostly concealed by his uniform hat, and when he gave a slow blink, you picked up on the third eyelid subtly appearing in the movement.
âYou may call me Steb,â he said.
âOh, please help me up, Mr. Steb,â Granny Evelynâs eyes sparkled at him, and as Steb helped her back up to standing, her gaze shifted between you and him. âLook at you both, so young and bright and loyal to your city.â As she continued glancing at you both, you were able to look away from Steb for long enough to notice the childlike mischief that flashed through her eyes before she fixed her gaze on him again.
âOh, you are indeed a looker, stunning in your own right!â Granny Evelyn then called you by your name. âIsnât Steb handsome, dearie?â
You pulled to a halt, and your wide eyes inevitably drifted over to Steb, feeling heat rushing to your cheeks with no signs of stopping or hope of discretion. His ocean blue eyes met yours, and he was also visibly caught off guard by the question, and just as Steb was opening his mouth to speak, possibly to have swiftly dismissed the whole matter and returned things to normal, you just had to open yours.
âYeah,â the syllable left you quickly, nearly in a whimper, and immediately you felt incapable of meeting his gaze, wishing a chasm would suddenly open in the ground beneath you so that you could use it to be transported far away from there.
âI think so too!â Granny Evelynâs chirpy cheer diffused some of the tension, and she then turned to Steb. âSheâs quite lovely too, is she not?â
Though you were trying not to look at him, you noticed Stebâs calm exterior faltered for a fraction of a second before regaining his composure, and his beautiful eyes were no longer on you.
âI guess,â he answered.
Instantly, you turned your head back in his direction, and against your will, your gaze narrowed at his claim.
âYou guess?â Heat rushed to your cheeks again while your brows knit together.
âWoops!â Granny Evelyn said. âDinner time, folks! I need to be inside!â
With a sigh, you forced your frustrations away and linked your arm in Granny Evelynâs, leading her across the courtyard and back to the porch while Steb lingered behind the two of you, carefully following your pace in silence. At the top of the porchâs stairs, a nurse waited for Evelyn, and you handed her off with a polite smile, watching as the cheeky granny disappeared into the building. In a desperate attempt to distract yourself from the embarrassment, knowing Steb was still nearby, you pondered on how much of a menace Granny Evelyn must have been as a kid if her old age kept up that amount of spunk.
Now that the elderly were inside preparing for the rest of their evening, you were off duty. You ran out of thoughts and excuses to keep your back turned on him, and as if to emphasize that, you soon heard Steb pacing up the stairs, stopping just a couple of steps below you. You turned around and looked at him, no longer enraged like before, but with your guard up and nowhere near the same amount of dewey-eyed desire you had when you first lay your gaze on him. Stebâs eyes held concern in them, and you knew he was aware of how he made you feel. He then removed his hat, and much to your dismay, he was far more attractive without it.
âIâm sorry about that,â he said. âWould you forgive me?â
You crossed your arms and frowned, angling your body away from him. âI guess,â you spat, quoting him.
A sigh left him, though his lips seemed to curve in the hint of a smile. âI really am sorry. I know youâd rather have heard another response, and⊠I would rather have said something else.â
Some part of you wanted to admit youâd hoped heâd also, in some way, audibly confirmed he found you attractive. Mundane as it seemed, you felt something like that could make your day. You angled yourself toward him again, your gaze softening as you looked at himâconfound how beautiful he looked even when he apologized. Holding his hat at his side, Stebâs gaze softened too, and his round eyes held a tender gleam that somehow made him seem like he was pouting. You thought of how different this look on his face was from the one with which he first walked on the porch, blowing the whistle. At the same time, you noticed his ears slowly tilting up, expecting your answer. But an instinct within you overruled whatever it was you wanted to confess to him, and intrusive thoughts of how everything could become complicated and how embarrassed you felt came pouring in, and you quickly turned around.
âMy shift is over,â was the last thing you said, and you ran away from the porch.
You didnât even want to think of the disappointment Steb felt watching you run away, and you wouldnât let yourself ponder on how youâd blown it with him in a second. The week that followed that incident wasnât any easier for you. Steb made attempts to talk to you and make things right, but you wouldnât budge, and you kept your distance. Naturally quiet as he was, it seemed he wasnât making much of your situation anymore, and nearly one week after the unfortunate event, you were convinced nothing more of note would happen in regard to the two of you.
One day, you found yourself carrying out your courtyard duty standing alone on the bridge over the pond. Things were as lovely and peaceful in the courtyard as they always were, and you were finally able to focus on the chilly autumn air that you loved so much, as opposed to recent events. Your shift was almost over, and you were looking forward to it being calm and uneventful, but when you heard steps coming onto the bridgeâsteps that were far too quick and well-placed to belong to an elderâyou began to suspect something else was in store.
âWill you really not talk to me again?â
When Stebâs deep, smooth voice filled your senses, you could no longer deny how much you missed him. You turned around and faced him as he cautiously walked up to you at the top of the bridge, stopping a couple paces away from you.
âItâs not like you need much talking anyway,â you replied. âIâve seen how quiet you are. Besides, you have your whistle.â
He gave a shy chuckle, and you noticed him exhale some tension away.
âItâs a start,â he said, mostly to himself. When you didnât utter a response, he inched closer to you and tilted his head down slightly to one side, his bright eyes catching yours. âHeyâŠâ
The softness of his voice paired with the beauty of his eyes were a lot for you to handle, and suddenly you didnât trust yourself to resist him anymore. Your gaze softened at him, looking up at him with a tender gleam of hope not unlike what you felt when you first met him.
âCan I start over?â Steb asked you.
The chilly air began to blow stronger, ruffling the trees around the courtyard. You replied in a soft chuckle and playfully rolled your eyes, gazing out at the courtyard filled with elderly folks enjoying the day.
âWeâre supposed to be on duty,â you said.
âYes, but Iâve seen enough of this place to know the only person we should worry about getting in trouble is sitting up on the porch having a cup of tea,â he said as his eyes looked over at Granny Evelyn, who sat on a rocking chair smiling far away from you both. âI think itâll be fine.â
With a soft laugh, you tore your gaze from the courtyard and looked at Steb, raised a brow at him, and shook your head smiling.
âI canât believe you,â your eyes sparkled at him. âFine, you may start over.â
Steb smiled at you, looking more handsome than you ever thought possible, and slowly he moved closer to you, meeting your gaze with flirtatious eyes.
âHi,â was all he needed to say for you to know you were done for.
You laughed, bewildered at the power this Vastaya held over you, and at the fact that you had tried to push him away when it was clear that what was happening at that moment was all youâd wanted.
âHi,â you giggled in return, feeling your cheeks getting hot.
A strong gust of wind powered through your silhouettes, blowing your uniform hat right off your head for it to land on the wooden floor of the bridge. You and Steb both let out small exclamations of surprise, and he bent over to grab your hat for you. When he stood up straight and held it out for you to take, you noticed that the gust of wind had blown a single, dry, golden leaf onto Stebâs shoulder. You looked up at him, loving how he still stood out incredibly in that autumn landscape, and you both smiled softly at each other. Before you took your hat, you reached your hand up to Stebâs shoulder and you gently took the leaf that had landed on him, casting it aside as delicately as it had fallen. But after the leaf was gone, your hand lingered on his shoulder, and tension built between you as you both remained there. Your smile had faded into the nerves that came with being so close to him in such a lovely setting, but it returned to your lips when Steb smiled back at you and his gaze softened in adoration.
You stopped thinking and let your hands guide you through the moment. You pressed your palm onto his shoulder and let it travel to the crook of his neck, and you pulled Steb down closer to you, perking on your toes, and you shyly kissed his lips. You basked in how smooth his skin was under your fingertips and how warm he was, and before you exploded into nerves, you heard your hat dropping onto the bridge floor, feeling both of Stebâs hands cupping your face, gently yet firmly, as he kissed you back. The shyness fled from you, and you kissed Steb more securely when you felt him reciprocate, sliding your arms around his shoulders and pressing your body to himâyou didnât give a Yordleâs mitten if anyone was watching or muttering about you, or if you were on duty. All that mattered was that, as you kissed him, you felt Steb smiling into your lips and his hands traveling down around your waist.
Your mind exploded in fireworks the longer you two kissed, and your thoughts jumped from possibility to possibility; all the firsts you could have with him, all the places you could hold his hand and all the ways you could explore his body and all the markings on his skin, but you knew that would come later, and at the moment you could delight fully in the feeling of him kissing you. Yes, you were absolutely smitten, and you were looking forward to much, much more of that.
From the porch, you and Steb were being watched with a warm smile. Evelyn McCawley had seen a lot in her lifetime, and each experience had taught her to view life with the wonder a child would have. Her eyes could no longer spot a butterfly from afar, but she could see you and Steb finally getting along all too well, and a smile lit her features in hope and subtle heartbreak. Seeing the two of you in uniform sharing a loving moment reminded her of when she was a young nurse charmed by a handsome soldierâshe saw her and her beloved in the two of you. And with that same smile, Granny Evelyn pulled a wrinkled picture from the pocket of her purple knit sweater, gazing at the eyes that looked upon her from beyond.
âYoung love, eh, Rafe?â She chuckled. âI hope those two have what you and I had, and I sure hope they have the chance to see each other through to the end. I do miss you, dearie.â
Granny Evelyn then put the picture back in the pocket over her heart, and she stood up from her chair, setting her tea on the little table beside it, pondering on what mischief she could possibly do now to bring you and Steb ever closer.
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âž» SAINT MATTHEW'S ACADEMY
â"do you know about all the filth that goes on in here?"
SYNOPSIS âž» being a smart kid comes with a lot of advantages; one of them being a full scholarship to one of the best schools in the country. one of the best school's that's filled to the brim with disgustingly rich teenagers. Heeseung knows you're not like them, and he also knows that'll be easy to take advantage of.
PAIRING âž» toxic!heeseung x innocentfem!reader
GENRE âž» strangers to lovers, private school au, smut, fluff, angst (idek tbh)
TAGS âž» characters are all 18 or older, toxic relationships, misogyny, alcohol abuse, smoking, marijuana/cannabis mention, partying, underage drinking, foul language, cheating (not really though) power imbalance, abuse (punches are getting thrown..) , kinda love triangle?? , making out, oral sex (f. and m. receiving), virginity loss, p in v, pet names, unprotected sex, creampie, tell me if i missed something!
WORDCOUNT âž» 21k
everything here is FICTIONAL, it is not real. this was created for entertainment purposes only. MINORS DNI.
âNo Eunseok, I donât want to go anywhere!â you grit your teeth, backing away from your older brother.Â
He sighed, and with his hand pulled your wrist towards the doorway. You were acting like a brat, and he had absolutely no interest in fighting with you right now. From your standpoint, you had every reason to be behaving this way.Â
âThere are thousands- no, millions of people your age who would die for an opportunity like this, and you're going to act like a child? Grow up, Y/nâ he let out a steady breath as an attempt to calm himself down.Â
In some way, you put yourself in this situation. Flawless scores on all your exams, juggling multiple extracurriculars and excelling at every single one of them, participating in every Model UN you could get your hands on, making a name for yourself- being somebody. It all led to you being noticed by prestigious schools, who practically begged to host you, even though deep down, you were a nobody.Â
Your parents weren't snobby rich people, who thrived off of other people's ideas and failure. They weren't greedy either, working normal 9 to 5 jobs.Â
When you were merely 12 years old they had left to go work at your uncle's company overseas, hoping that itâll allow them to make enough money to pay for your brotherâs med school tuition and potentially have the money to fund a future clinic of his. They promised to come back as soon as Eunseok finished school and started a stable job. But they never did.Â
Eunseok, who was 7 years older than you, was always the favorite child. No matter how well you did or how bad he did, Eunseok was number one in your parents' hearts. There was never a family reunion where Eunseokâs medical career as a surgeon wasn't brought up- and when it did end up getting shoved into the conversation, it didn't stop until all the lights turned off.Â
And of course, you felt bad for your brother. He had to balance taking care of you and being a surgeon for fucks sake, but that didn't mean you couldn't feel lonely most of the time. You had a free hand when it came to inviting friends over, but unfortunately their strict parents and every other circumstance never allowed them to stay longer than one night. Your only family, your older brother who you looked up to was just never there, and you just sank deeper into your loneliness whenever he called and apologized for a sudden surgery that came up.Â
But still, Eunseok, was just perfect, you had no choice but to try and keep up with him.Â
So when the letter from Saint Matthewâs Academy came in the mail, offering you a spot in their school, with the tuition fully paid for by them, you didn't even think twice.Â
And now you regret that, badly.Â
St. Matthews Academy was a private school next to the town you grew up in. It was also an exceptionally expensive place, with tuition fees racking up to about $80.000 per year. Going there would be a privilege to most people your age, but the students there saw it as a regular school without anything special to offer them. Even if they weren't going to inherit their parentsâ company's, they were truly set up for the rest of their lives anyways.Â
You hadn't really done any research on the school before accepting their offer, only aware of their students academic achievements and high level of education. The more you found out, the more the idea of being a student terrified you.Â
You would stick out like a sore thumb amidst the successful people who had a chairman position prescribed before birth.Â
âItâll be okay, do you think if I let the fear get to me, Iâd be a SNU alumni now?â Eunseok asked, focused on the road as he drove you right into the gates of your own, personal hell.Â
âWe get it, you finished SNU and are a surgeon now, blah blah blahâ you said, and he rolled his eyes playfully.Â
âIâm just trying to help you. I doubt those kids are going to be that bad. They have a reputation to upkeep anyways, canât be caught bullyingâ he tried to calm you down, but everytime he opened his mouth, he just made it worse.Â
âEunseok, youâre making it worseâ you murmured, tucking at the skin of your thumb. He placed his hand on yours, preventing you from continuing with your bad habits âThatâs exactly why Iâm scared. These kids are disgustingly rich, and people like us-Â well we're like ants compared to them. They have an image to polish, and I have none of thatâ you continued, and he frowned lightly, his heart breaking at your, his little sisters, words.Â
âDo you seriously think you got to be in this position cause youâre a nobody? I donât think regular and undeserving people have been given a full scholarship to a school like Saint Matthewâs. Nobody has been given a scholarship from them reallyâ Eunseok said, making you feel slightly more confident âI can turn around, you can withdraw, but I think youâll regret thatâ he said, with a light smile which you reciprocated.Â
Maybe you should have told him to turn around back then, maybe you should've denied the offer or thrown it away the moment you saw the letter with that heinous stamp.Â
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No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't stop thinking about what your first day was going to be like. Some dreams portrayed you as the future top 3 of the school, and some seemed to make you out to be the outcast loser who canât seem to find anyone whoâd befriend her.Â
It was nearly impossible to get those images out of your head. You thought about lying about your background, falsifying stories about your parents who own giant multi-utility corporations that supply petrol and energy to half the country, but that was pointless.Â
You could either be made fun of for lying or made fun of for being a âpoor nobodyâ. None of them seemed right, but one didn't lead to being incredibly embarrassed for the rest of highschool.Â
The building did not have any correlation with the one that you imagined, the one that you constantly dreamed about. It looked nothing like the modern, smart, couple story construction that clouded your mind beyond arrival, and because of their strict laws, pictures and videos of both the inside and outside were strictly prohibited.Â
So all you had left was to make up your own assumptions, and the old fashioned, palace looking property was definitely not one of them. You assumed that the millions of dollars in tuition that flow into the headmaster's account every year could at least allow him to renovate the building.Â
But it seemed as if the gray, dirty, moss covered outer walls had a special meaning you didn't quite understand.Â
You definitely weren't a sucker for historical architecture, and this building looked more like a nightmare than a dream to you.Â
At the front office, the lady had confiscated your phone, with a smile explaining why they do it, and asking you to pick it up after classes are over. She had a creepy aura surrounding her, and you begged for her small introduction to finish as soon as possible.Â
âIâll let Wonyoung, your class president, give you a tour around our school. She should be here in a moment, dearâ she smiled eagerly at you, and you found it hard to reciprocate her seemingly innocent expression.Â
You never expected Wonyoung to be an actual angel, her figure already shining brightly as she strides towards you. You wondered how it was possible for someone to make a school uniform look this good. Her hair was long and silky, and her bangs just looked fake with how fresh and bouncy they were.Â
You smoothed down your uniform and fixed up your hair as she got closer to you and the eerie lady next to you.Â
âYou're the new student, right?â she waved at you, and shot you with a pretty smile.Â
You had no idea how to behave, acknowledging that she probably came from a wealthy family that practically owns the country.Â
But Wonyoung was a little different. Her parents didn't own any big corporations or participate in any other money making schemes. Both her mom and dad met on the set for a movie that later led them to become the highest paid actors in the industry. It was pretty comical to say she was different as she still was considered a product of nepotism in the modeling world that she was so active in. She hadn't even finished highschool, but had already walked for brands like Gucci, Prada, Louis Vuitton, Maison Margiela and more. Maybe it was her pretty face or just her parents' wild connections.Â
âMind if I give you a small tour? It can get complicated around hereâ she asked, her tone so delicate.Â
If anything you should be thanking her for sparing you with a little bit of time, thanking her for even allowing someone like you to be in the presence of someone like her.Â
You nodded your head not able to let a single word out, afraid to embarrass yourself. With a smile Wonyoung locked her arm with yours, and kept you close by her side as she showed you around the place.Â
âThis is the cafeteria, but I wouldn't recommend you going there, the food is awfulâ she said, and you laughed lightly at her expression.Â
Was it awful cause it wasn't a three course meal with caviar, steak and truffles for dessert or was it actually not that good. You really did not fit in here and you haven't met anyone else.
âWell I see that guy is enjoying itâ you commented, noticing a tall, skinny boy laughing with his friend as he consumed something you couldn't quite recognize.Â
Wonyoung laughed, in the most elegant way possible, and her cheeks flushed a light shade of pink âThatâs Park Sunghoon, my boyfriend. He will eat anything, seriouslyâ she stated and you nodded with a chuckle.Â
Park Sunghoon was son to Park Jiwon, the CEO of ParkJin Electronics. His mother had worked hard all her life to build up her own empire, resulting in him being raised mainly by nannies and his cousins. Still, he was spoiled and cocky, his family allegedly had royal roots, and even though he didn't know himself, he boasted about it every single occasion he got. He didn't seem to care much about studying, since he was the only child his mother ever had, he was next in line to inherit her electronic empire. Yet something in him felt the desire to prove to everyone that no matter what, he deserved to take over. Â
He also surrounded himself with people of the same social status and net worth as him, so thatâs probably why he treated Wonyoung so differently, even though she was his literal girlfriend. Wonyoung was rich, but she could never compare to the millions his mother earned yearly.Â
Yet he was so good at pretending and gaslighting the girl into believing she's the bad person for lashing out on him after he called her âthe type of person who polishes shoes for people like himâ. He was just joking around, right? But the poor girl took it because the good moments overshadowed the absolute idiot Park Sunghoon was capable of being.Â
âAnd next to him? Whoâs thatâ you asked, politely pointing towards the blond boy next to him whoâs jawline looked like it was shaped by Micheal Angelo himself.Â
âThatâs Jongseong, but we just call him Jay,â Wonyoung answered, looking at you with a pretty smile. Did everything she does have to be so annoyingly beautiful and perfect?Â
Park Jay was born in Seattle, so he was the American heartthrob that flexed his posh English skills in order to pull girls he had no interest in having serious relationships with. His dad owned the biggest hospital in the country, and on top of that had plastic surgery salons opened in practically every city. His parents had divorced when his dad's businesses started to gain popularity and bring in more money. His father assumed that his wife no longer appealed to him, and she would just be like a parasite- living off of his success. And since Jay had been harshly raised by his rough father, he shared the same opinion about his mother. Not having a motherly figure present in his life, surrounding himself with his fathers girlfriends who were only 10 years older than him, he became a Andrew Tate worshiping incel whoâs main focus was making money and convincing everyone to join his self-betterment program.Â
âHeâs nice, but I think his political and social views are a little far from the ones that girls like us haveâ she attempted to explain, and pretty quickly you understood heâs a misogynist.Â
âI see, is your boyfriend the same?â you asked, trying to sound as polite as you can, since you didn't quite know where Wonyoung wouldl draw the line.Â
âNo, at least Iâd hope he isn'tâ she chuckled lightly, and slowly tugged you towards another large hall in the school âHe was raised by women, his dad passed away when he was around 3, so I guess he has at least some respect for usâ she added, and you nodded in understanding.Â
âThis school is really freaking big, I donât know if Iâll be able to find my way around hereâ you commented and she chuckled at your use of words.Â
âYou can say fucking, I really donât mindâ Wonyoung looked at you, and you breathed out a steady breath âI donât want you to think of us as some posh, elegant and royal like teenagers who use a fork and knife every time they eat. I genuinely think most of us are pretty normal considering our backgroundsâ she explained, and you had to stifle a laugh.Â
Although Wonyoung seemed like an incredibly nice and sweet girl, she truly had no idea how privileged she was. Truly, her only worry was you not thinking sheâs a snobby rich kid. And that applied to all of them, you just didn't see yourself empathizing with these people, seeing how you were raised in two completely different worlds.Â
âItâs my first time talking to people like you, don't have much experienceâ you smiled and raised your hands in guilt.Â
She laughed at your action, and asked âWhat do you mean, what do your parents do then?âÂ
You didn't want to answer that question, you didn't even want anyone to ask it in the first place. But you had to answer honestly.Â
âBoth of my parents live overseas, but they're no one special. My dad is a construction worker and my mom has a simple office jobâ you said, and she didn't seem to laugh or find your parentsâ profession amusing in any way âI live with my brother, heâs a surgeonâ you added, and she seemed to light up at the mention.Â
âI want to be a surgeon too!â she beamed and you smiled as she ignored and didn't care about the fact that you weren't the future heiress of a major conglomerate âI need to speak to your brother one day, maybe heâll give me some adviceâ she added and with a smile you assured her youâll set up a meeting for the two of them one day.Â
She pulled you through a dark, narrow, dimly lit hallway to a giant room with a high ceiling where most of the students were currently spending their time.Â
âThis is the common roomâ she said, as the two of you stood in the entryway.Â
Laughter ringed in your ears as you attempted to examine every student present in the area.Â
âLet me introduce you to Niki!â she beamed and pulled your wrist towards the unknown boy.Â
Niki was the son of the owners of the biggest pharmaceutical company in the country. Even though he had no interest in taking over the business, his younger sister wasn't seen as competent enough to take over, so he was forced to be the next CEO. His parents and Jayâs father were close friends, planning on merging the two companies by arranging a marriage between Jayâs younger sister and Niki. His true passion was dance, he hated everything that had to do with medication, but he knew there was no chance heâd ever get to pursue his passion for a living.Â
âNiki!â she called to the boy, and he turned around, swiftly taking off his headphones.Â
âNot gonna go shop for makeup with you today, forget itâ he claimed, not even noticing you standing right next to her.Â
âOh please, as if Iâd want to go with youâ she sneered and he chuckled under his breath. âI wanted to introduce you to Y/n, sheâs new here!â she continued, and he took a judging look at you.Â
Or at least it felt as if he was judging you, scanning you up and down as if you weren't wearing the same exact uniform as him. But quickly he shot you with a small smile, and stuck his hand out for you to shake. You applied and as nicely as you could, returned the expression.Â
âYouâll regret coming here, Y/nâ he warned with a laugh, and you chuckled, but deep down felt like maybe he wasn't joking.Â
âStop scaring herâ Wonyoung said sternly, and he looked at her with a raised eyebrow âI like it here, donât listen to him Y/nnieâÂ
âMaybe because you're a fucking nerd whoâs a teachers pet?â he asked sarcastically, and Wonyoung just rolled her eyes playfully.Â
You stood there listening to their bickering, already getting a weird feeling that you didn't really belong here, these people were not the usual kind you surround yourself with.Â
âWhat brings you here?â he asked, which turned your attention back to the two people in front of you.Â
âI got an invitation, full ride scholarship and allâ you explained and his eyes widened.Â
âYou're a smart girl, aren't you?â he asked, and you chuckled lightly.Â
âYou could say that, I guessâ you said, and he looked towards Wonyoung.Â
âI guess youâll finally have a smarty pants friend to talk to about the theory of relativity, or whatever you call itâ he cooed, and she flipped him off.Â
âJake used to be my nerdy bestie, well until he started hanging out with Jay and attending his dumbass coursesâ she laughed looking towards you, and he did the same nodding his head.Â
âLetâs be honest, ever since they created their little frat circle with Heeseung and Sunghoon, they suffered insane brain damage. But the courses were also bad enoughâ Niki inquired, and she laughed, agreeing with him.Â
Jakeâs parents were real estate giants, owning at least half of the properties in the city. He had been raised with the thought of taking over his parentsâ business, so he was actually the only one in his friend circle that studied and strived to achieve something. His mother or father would never let him take over if he had nothing in his head. Jake actually wanted to become a real estate agent, because after seeing his parents succeed, he wanted to be just like them.Â
âWhat exactly are these courses about?â you asked, and Niki quickly opened his phone to show you the website Jay and his computer geek friend Jungwon set up.Â
You didn't even bother asking the boy how he managed to sneak a phone in, assuming the one lying in the basket at the front desk, was probably one of his many devices.Â
âHe tries to convince men that they need to unleash their inner sigma to fully embrace their manliness or something like thatâ he explained as you grabbed his phone to look through the website.Â
It looked like a failed IT project they had to do in class, and honestly you didn't understand why anyone would trust him enough to receive life advice.Â
âI can't believe that people actually listen to his adviceâ you commented, handing back Niki his phone.Â
âThatâs not even the worst of it, he genuinely thinks that if men were to become pregnant, they would give birth in two weeks since theyâre stronger, something along those linesâ Wonyoung added, and you couldn't help but burst out laughing.Â
Maybe you were getting along with them, but the eerie atmosphere around you and the blank stares you received from other students grounded you.Â
âYo new girl, wanna come to a party tonight?â Niki turned towards you with a questioning expression.Â
You have been studying your whole life, cramming information until late hours of the night, which resulted in you having to give up your social life or anything of that sort. You had friends, but never the time to go out with them. So this would be your first party ever, and you had no idea how to behave.Â
âSure,â you replied, not giving it any more thought. If you started overthinking it, youâd probably deny the request.Â
âPut in your number, Iâll send you the addressâ he gave you his phone once again, and you swiftly typed in your digits, saving your contact under âSong Y/nâ.Â
âShow me your schedule, Iâll walk you to your next classâ Wonyoung turned to you, and you dug up the crumbled piece of paper you received at the front office.Â
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Niki had eventually texted you the address, offering a ride along with it, unless you already had one. You gladly accepted his offer, although his kindness seemed weird and suspicious to you.Â
Maybe you just weren't used to people being nice to you simply out of human decency and without any ulterior motives, but someone as high up and rich as Niki or Wonyoung should not be bothered by someone like you. They definitely shouldn't be offering you rides in their expensive sports cars.Â
âOh câmon Wony, we gotta give our transfer the princess treatmentâ he said, shooing her away from the passenger seat with his hand.Â
She rolled her eyes playfully, but agreed to give up her front seat, which you tried to convince her to take back for a little over a minute.Â
âNo Y/nnie, you're probably going to meet our little devil tonight, you need as much peace as you can get before thatâ she assured, and you just shook your head at her reluctance.Â
âAnd who exactly are you talking about?â you asked, turning around to once again face Wonyoung who already got comfortable in the back seat.
âIâll ask you that question tomorrow morning, itâs more fun that we keep it a secret for nowâ she giggled childishly, and Niki nodded his head approvingly at her idea.Â
You sighed sarcastically, and tried to remember any person they didn't go into full detail about just a couple of hours ago. Jay, Jake, Sunghoon, all of them kept getting mixed up in your head as you had no real idea as to what the three looked like. You passed by the cafeteria with Wonyoung earlier, where you didnât quite register what Jay and Sunghoon looked like. Maybe itâs someone completely different, or someone affiliated with the three guys you had a fair amount of information about.Â
âYou drink, donât you?â Niki asked, turning his head to face you for just a mere second, before focusing his eyes back on the road.Â
âNot reallyâ you answered unbothered.Â
Drinking was nothing to be proud about anyways, and assuming Niki doesn't want to lose his recently acquired drivers license, he probably wasn't going to do it either.Â
âSame here. Me and Wony donât drinkâ he smiled âBut the rest of them, their a different kind of fucked up. Especially your precious, sweet, innocent boyfriend, Wonyoungâ he added, and looked at the girl through his rear view mirror.Â
She screwed her face jokingly âSunghoon doesn't drink that much, at least now that heâs with meâ she defended, and he scoffed.Â
âAnd youâre stupid for thinking heâs not getting shit faced every weekend with his demonic cult of a friend groupâ he commented, and she huffed in annoyance crossing her arms.Â
âY/nnie, you know what Hoon looks like, right?â she turned her attention to you.Â
You shook your head, causing her to pull out her phone in order to present you with pictures of her beloved boyfriend.Â
He was smoking fucking hot, but his expression and lack of emotion on every picture made you think that maybe Niki was right, he truly looked like he didn't give a single fuck about the girl. Well it seems to be working out for them so far, so who are you to butt in.Â
âKeep an eye on him, I need to prove that my boyfriend is not the alcoholic and druggie you-â she pointed her finger at Niki âmake him out to beâÂ
âNo problemâ you smiled and she excitedly held your hand.Â
âJust when you do catch him chugging down shot glasses like a pig, don't tell her cause she won't believe you anywaysâ he murmured, but the both of you heard him anyways.Â
You turned to Wonyoung and rolled your eyes playfully which she gave you a hushed giggle at, agreeing with whatever you were thinking about.Â
The road felt like it had been going on forever, you swore you already saw the same street signs and lanterns a couple minutes back. It felt like Niki had been going in circles, but those thoughts were most likely caused by your absence in this area of town.Â
After what felt like an eternity in Nikiâs uncomfortable low-floor car, that was impossible to get comfortable in, he had finally pulled over into a gravel filled space. In the distance a modern house was illuminated by colorful lights, and the music could be quietly heard from the place you were standing in.Â
The interior of the place was suffocating you, the music giving you a headache, the smell of cigarettes, weed, alcohol and sweat seeping into your skin, as you and Wonyoung pushed through the crowd. Wonyoung didn't seem to be affected as she pushed through the bodies in order to find her boyfriend who she must have missed terribly for the past five hours.Â
âSunghoonnie!â she beamed, and his body instantly turned to the sound of her squeaky voice.Â
He was hard to read, you didn't exactly know if he was excited to see her or praying for her to leave him and his friends alone. He held a glass with a brownish liquid in his hand, and you knew for a fact Wonyoung was trying to ignore it or pretend it wasn't what everyone else knew it was.Â
Sunghoon was obviously drinking whiskey.Â
Even they're choice of alcohol was so different from what you knew back in your public school. Those kids could barely afford the cheapest liquor, and here you were witnessing Sunghoon and his friends downing bottles worth more than the pocket money your brother gave you every month.Â
âOh great, two Wonyoungâs. Canât women just stick to painting their nails and doing their makeup? This is not the place for youâ Jay commented as he finally noticed the two of you.Â
âDid your daddy teach you that? I wasn't talking to you, dickheadâ the girl next to you answered with a sarcastic pout to her face.Â
âIâm Jakeâ the brown haired boy stuck his hand out âYou're new, right?âÂ
Wonyoung had already let you go to entertain her boyfriend who obviously was not having it. Even as she was eating his face, he wasn't half as passionate about it as she was.Â
âYeahâ you took his hand âY/nâÂ
He had a devilish grin as he and the blond boy exchanged glances.Â
âSo where are you coming from?â Jake asked, but his eyes weren't even focused on your face, instead staring right into your partially exposed chest.Â
You sighed, and leaned against the wall âDoesn't matterâ maybe you had a terrible judgment of character, but you knew that admitting to coming from a public, low income school would end you right then and there.Â
âYouâre right, it doesn'tâ he smirked, hoping that you had understood his intentions by now, âWant a drink?â he asked, turning around to unveil a couple glasses and a bottle of Dalmore whiskey.Â
âI don't really drinkâ you explained, trying to keep up with your nonchalant facade that you prayed would spare you some embarrassment tonight.Â
It felt stressful to be around them, their demeanor intimidating.Â
âOh câmon, one little glass never hurt anyoneâ Jay uttered, already pouring a glass that he was shoving into your hand a couple seconds later.Â
He looked incredibly hot doing so, his slicked back blond hair and white button down almost making you forget heâs a mentally unstable and misogynistic idiot.Â
Did they all have to be so irresistibly hot? Was being rich not enough?Â
âDrink it, thereâs a reward afterwardsâ he added, as his attempts to place the glass in your hand turned out to be successful.Â
âOnly if youâre a good girlâ Jake added, and Jay with a devilish smile hit his shoulder.Â
You examined the glass, remembering all the stories of boys spiking drinks with drugs that Shotaro told you about, but all that seemed so unimportant right now.Â
You promised yourself to never go against what your mind told you, but that was broken the minute you downed the glass, the unfamiliar, burning flavor coating your throat.Â
âAtta girlâ Jake praised, as he took the glass from your hand.
âWomen are so easy, itâs crazyâ Jay whispered, assuring you wouldn't hear his words âLet me pour you another oneâ he said, his voice a little louder this time.Â
You shook your head, but he seemed to ignore that all together, grabbing the cup and filling it to the brim once again.Â
âDrink upâ Jake slurred, and focused his eyes onto the way your throat looked while you swallowed the liquid.Â
They were disgusting. The way they objectified you, the way they looked at you like you were going to let them hit without any problems.Â
The boys you knew would make jokes, but theyâd never act on it like Jay and Jake did.Â
You slammed the glass on the table where it was previously laid, and without a word turned away from the two men who were clearly confused about your sudden departure.Â
âWeâll see each other soon, yeah?â Jake called, and with a forced smile you mouthed a âMaybeâ.Â
âShe still doesn't know about all the filth that goes on in here, eh?â Jay chuckled devilishly, and Jake smirked, pouring himself a drink in the cup you left behind.Â
You had already thought that Wonyoung and Niki were completely different from the people you used to surround yourself with, but after meeting Jake and Jay, you cursed yourself for even thinking that. You had given up your social life, so meeting new people regularly was never something that you did, but you never met someone so deranged. Were the girls at this school all so easy and compliant to their orders? You just wondered where their ego came from.Â
Squeezing through all the damp bodies was definitely a challenge, but finding a quiet and empty room surely made it worth it.Â
The room was practically empty, you assumed something that was supposed to resemble a guest bedroom, but you doubted any guest would wanna sleep here. A single bed in the middle of the large room was not enough.Â
You closed the door behind you with a quiet squeak, and threw yourself on the bed, your eyes facing the ceiling.Â
Amongst the weird smell that surrounded the room a voice called you âYou're the new girl, aren't you?âÂ
You didn't notice the open balcony door upon entering.Â
Your body automatically turned to face the voice, a handsome and presumably tall boy sat on one of the plastic chairs. Smoke circled around him as he looked at you with heavy eyelids, taking another hit from the joint between his fingers.Â
You leaned your head on the palm of your hand âHow do you know?âÂ
âNews spreads fast around here. You donât know, do you?â he gave you a childish smile, and with a nod to his head he without a word offered you to smoke with him, which you declined.Â
âWhatâs your name?â you asked him, his dark eyes bringing discomfort to your body.Â
âWhy should I tell you, transfer?â he laughed, and you stiffened up at his answer. âItâs Heeseungâ he said after a moment, noticing that you were not enjoying his jokes.Â
Lee Heeseung was the youngest son of Lee Guwon and Kim Shinhye, the founders and owners of the largest hotel line in the country. They just recently went international, opening yet another hotel-restaurant in the heart of Singapore. His older sister, Lee Rina, had no interest in the company, firmly convinced that it's a greedy industry. She moved to Norway to study and just never came back. But his older brother, Lee Haejun, was different. He was stuck on the idea of becoming the next CEO. After both him and Heeseung were old enough to understand what benefits came with being a leader of a major hotel line, they stopped treating each other like brothers, instead focusing on the rivalry that was brewing. They wanted so badly to prove to their father who's more competent, who deserves it more, that at one point it became too much.Â
Heeseung at one point no longer wanted any of it. He just wanted his brother back. Haejun just never was the same brother Heeseung learned to love. He didn't care. Heeseung felt like he lost both of his siblings although they weren't actually gone.Â
âI donât think they mentioned youâ you murmured, trying to recall the conversations you had with Wonyoung and Niki.Â
âWonyoung and Niki? Probably because they don't like meâ he laughed, and put out his blunt on the tiles of the balcony, throwing what was left into a jar filled with water.Â
âThey like everyone, I think itâs a âyouâ problemâ you assumed, and he scoffed.Â
His body sluggishly stood up from the chair, as he tried to not fall over the balcony âBoth of them are fake as fuck, and I donât think youâre one to judgeâÂ
You sighed âYou donât know themâÂ
âI know them better than you, transferâ he chuckled, âThey always cuddle up to new students, just like Wonyoung did to Jake, and whenever they go slightly out of line, they drop themâ he explained, and you foolishly didn't believe his words, choosing to stand with your new friends who you in reality, knew nothing about.Â
âI donât know, I don't think the Jake that I just met, and got forced to drink by, is a good exampleâ you murmured, playing with your hair, avoiding eye contact with the boy.Â
He had this dark aura surrounding him, his hooded eyes just adding into his image, making him look much more scary.Â
He slowly moved towards you, accompanying you on the silk covered bed. Thatâs when you could truly analyze his face; bloodshot, brown eyes, a curve to his lips, his nose slightly pointed and eyebrows straight. His skin was glistening, a soft tan to it. He looked at you so intensely, and you couldn't quite reciprocate, scared of his intimidating presence.Â
âJake was always like this, they just didn't know how to handle himâ he smiled, his hand inching closer to where your legs lied âThey love saying that Jay ruined him, but he didn't even have to do thatâÂ
âWhat do you mean by having to do that? Why would he have to?â you asked, as your body froze, not allowing you to move further away from him.Â
He didn't stop attempting to close the gap between the two of you âYou know what I meanâ he smirked âThis isn't the place you think it is, pretty girl. We can't have a goody two shoes prancing aroundâ his smile was straight, as his hand moved to sooth your lower thigh.Â
You never were this close to a boy before.Â
âI still don't get itâ you said, your voice trembling as he moved further up.Â
âYou don't need to, youâll see for yourself. Soon, don't worryâ he cooed, and you could feel his sinister words burn through your skin.Â
âYou like this? Tell meâ he asked, his grip on your thigh tightened, and you felt words get stuck in your throat.Â
â I donât know you, Heeseungâ you answered out of breath.Â
He liked the way his name slipped from your lips, your tone mellow and soothing. He could definitely get used to it.Â
âYou donât need to know everyone you want to have a little fun withâ his eyes twinkled slightly, as he spoke softly, trying to distract you from his touch moving to places you probably wouldn't like him being in.Â
âDo you do this to every girl you just meet?â you piqued, and he chuckled, finally taking out his hand from under your dress in order to move a strand of hair out of your face.Â
âOnly the ones I find prettyâ he answered.Â
Heeseung was such a lightweight, he couldn't stop his smile and laughter as he played with you, knowing you could pretend, but not resist him. He wanted to undress you right there and then, behind an unlocked door, which heâd hoped some disgusting pervert like Jake would open, they could perhaps have you together, share your body. But he was smarter than that. He couldn't alienate you so early on.Â
âMaybe another timeâ you murmured, giving up your previous position to stand up from the bed.Â
He didn't let you, standing up with you, blocking you from walking to the door. He stumbled a little bit, but managed to hold you down.Â
âYou wanted to get to know me, what happened to that?â he whispered.Â
âI never said thatâ you replied, and attempted once again to leave the room.Â
No one has ever had this effect on you. You didn't truly want to leave, not only his firm stance was keeping you away from that door.Â
You had boyfriends, but all of them were too scared to even hold your hand in public, not to mention kiss you. So you were aware of these things, but not familiar with them.Â
âWhy do you have to be so tough? I just want to make you feel good? Whatâs the crime in that?â he cooed, and brought his hand up to caress your cheek.Â
âI always wanted it to be special, not some one night standâ you voiced, and he hummed.Â
It felt so weird and embarrassing to talk to him like this. You didn't know him. You also couldn't say no, cause some part of you wanted it too.Â
Maybe itâs because you wanted to fit in, maybe because you didn't want to be any different from the people that went to this school. But youâd always be different- as long as your parents weren't owners of a giant conglomerate or business, youâd always be different.Â
âMy sweet girl is a virgin? Thatâs okay, donât be embarrassedâ he cooed, and squeezed your hand tightly.Â
You never knew how hard it is to be sober and talk to a high person. He just didn't fully comprehend the environment that surrounded him, not a single ounce of fear or embarrassment in his veins, just nothingness.Â
âCan I kiss you?â he asked with a soft voice.
Heeseung knew exactly what he was doing, he knew exactly how his slurred words sounded and how they affected you.Â
You nodded, and he grabbed your jaw, pulling you into his embrace. Nothing could have prepared you for his wet, plump lips that molded perfectly into yours. You felt so good against him, and he couldn't find himself pulling away, the bulge in his pants growing as you fingers slightly brushed along the longer strands of hair on the back of his head.Â
It was all so new to you. Maybe it was the alcohol that Jake and Jay forced down your throat, or maybe you just couldn't help but naturally feel attracted to Heeseung. Itâs been barely 24 hours, and youâve broken all the promises you made to yourself.Â
While you were overthinking, Heeseung wondered just how long until he gets to fuck your pretty, virgin hole. Â
âMmm, it wasn't that hard, was it?â he smiled as he was forced to pull away out of lack of air, his eyes practically closing on him.Â
You avoided his gaze, a small smile on your swollen lips. He laughed softly, and grabbed your hand in his.Â
âI just want to help you. Youâre a big girl, you should know how the world worksâ he cooed, dumbing you down. But you accepted it. Every word of his you took in and analyzed. Maybe he was right.Â
He was this big, important rich guy from an important family, and you were just living in his world. You were nothing like him, his worries surrounded taking over the company or not, while you had to wonder if you had the money to go out with your friend on the weekend. You could try, but youâll never be the same.Â
And Heeseung knew that. He knew how much power he had over you simply because his bank account was decorated by nothing less than quadruple digits.Â
âI donât think you should be hanging out with Wonyoung and Niki. They're fake, you know?â he whispered, and focused his eyes on you âLet me be the one you come to when you need help, okay?âÂ
You nodded, and he just hummed in approval, liking the way you agreed with anything he said.Â
You knew he was treating you like a child, babying you and bossing you around like he even had any right to do so, but you didn't find yourself stopping him either.Â
To you he spoke with such delicacy, and he paid attention to you in a way no one ever has. Heeseung was different from anyone you encountered, and thatâs exactly what pulled you in, forcing you to uncover more about him.Â
But he just liked how you gave into his words way easier than he thought you would. He never knew it would be this easy to manipulate you. Heeseung never expected you to so naively believe that Wonyoung and Niki were the ones who were going to do you wrong, that they were the ones to cuddle up to new students in order to drop them just moments later. He had you where he wanted you and it didn't even take him a full hour.Â
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âYou didnât text me last night, did you get home alright?â Wonyoung asked, settling down next to you in the study hall.Â
You ignored her gaze, her shuffling and moving, making an annoyed groan escape from your lips.Â
âYeah,â you replied swiftly, turning your attention back to the worksheet in front of you.Â
Heeseungâs words had stuck with you. You couldnât fathom the idea of Niki and Wonyoung, one of the nicest, most welcoming people you have ever met, being bullies. But perhaps that was the reason for their warm introduction. They wanted you to trust them.Â
Niki, noticing that Wonyoung had finally joined you in the study hall, turned around in his chair, taking out one of his airpods.Â
âDid you find who we were talking about in the car? A special someone told me they saw you together last nightâ Niki smiled widely like an idiot, and Wonyoung giggled, awaiting your answer.Â
You scoffed âThe so-called devilâ and murmured âHeeseung, right? He was very nice, I donât get itâÂ
They laughed, and you felt something twist inside of you at the sound of their forced posh, and elegant laughter.Â
âThatâs the point. Heâs nice at first, to get you to like him, trust him, and then he strikesâ Niki told, and to you it sounded like he was describing his little mutual admiration circle with Wonyoung.Â
âI donât know, honestly. He seemed like a good personâ you inquired quietly, trying to focus on the work you had to do.Â
âLet me guess, he asked for consent, or said he âjust wants to help youâ, and you believed heâs a respectful guy? Y/n donât be so naiveâ Wonyoung said sternly, and you scoffed, remembering how her boyfriendâs best friends treated you. Sunghoon was probably no different, so who was she to judge?Â
âYou're dating Sunghoon, Wonyoung. Mind you, heâs one of the all so bad Heeseungâs friendsâÂ
Niki and Wonyoung looked at each other confused, wondering why you were suddenly being so cold and distant.Â
âHe wasnât like that always,â she said, and you looked at her questioning.Â
âYou think people can change so drastically, just like that? He always had it in him, he just found the right people to unleash it with, thatâs allâ you answered, and she felt her body shift slightly.Â
Sunghoon transferred to Saint Matthews in his sophomore year, after studying abroad in an international school in Singapore. No one could really know if Sunghoon was any different before he joined, because he almost immediately hit it off with Heeseung, and his friend group.Â
âYou donât know what you're talking aboutâ Niki said, with an annoyed look on his face.Â
âOh kill me then. All I know is the shitty little gig youâre playing on me. I know what you guys do to new students- shape them to be your perfect little servant, and then drop them when it stops being amusing to you. Just like you did to Jake. So stop trying to blame everything on Heeseung when you know damn well he's not a bad personâ you replied frustrated, collecting all your things, and standing up to leave the space.Â
Niki and Wonyoung were stunned at your words, following you until you disappeared out the door.Â
They realized you truly had met Heeseung, and that there was no turning back now.Â
Just like any girl, he had you tied to his leash, and they were powerless.Â
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âYeah, itâs crazy. I didnât expect her to fold so easilyâ Heeseung laughed, as he downed another shot of tequila Jay stole from his dads alcohol cabinet. His father owned so many bottles he probably wouldnât notice one of them went missing.Â
Just like he didnât notice his son's worsening alcoholic tendencies.Â
âNo trust me, she didnât even fight back that much when we offered her whiskeyâ Jake sneered, and Jay grinned evilly.Â
Jay was the first one to notice you. He caught a glimpse of you as you stood so shyly in the cafeterias entryway, Wonyoung happily talking to you, as you looked around the place. He didnât recognize your face. Â
You were pretty to him. Your face gleaned with innocence, and he could smell the way you were so intimidated by the people and sinister atmosphere of the school. He couldnât even bother listening to whatever Sunghoon was going on about next to his ear, focused on only you. He knew exactly what happened to sweet girls like you, and he couldnât wait for it.Â
And maybe at one point in time he could have you too. His big hands would slowly take off your shirt, his fingers slipping down under your jeans, pressing against your pulsing core. Youâd tell him to stop, and heâd only laugh in your ear, unbuckling his belt.Â
âWonyoung said she flipped off on them today when they mentioned youâ Sunghoon tuned to Heeseung, pouring himself another shot âNiki said itâs like this with every girl, and she totally went bonkers on them or some shitâ he laughed before his face twisted as the burning liquid slid down his throat.Â
âThatâs so pathetic. She doesnât even know himâ Jake chuckled, and leaned back in his seat, his back melting into the soft cushion.Â
âThatâs like the whole point, she isnât supposed to know,â Heeseung noted, and they nodded slightly. âAnd I donât think thatâs more pathetic than Wonyoung leeching onto Sunghoon even though he doesnât even hide the fact he doesnât like her in the slightestâÂ
Jay scoffed sarcastically âDefending her so quickly, sureâ he hummed, and Heeseung rolled his eyes.Â
âMy mom got her a campaign with our company, and now she thinks weâre gonna get married. Itâs so annoyingâ Sunghoon explained, and they laughed.Â
âThen just breakup with her. She needs you, but you donât need her, dudeâ Jake commented, and Sunghoon shook his head lively.Â
âSheâs nice to have around. And itâs not like I donât like her at all, she just gets on my nervesâ he explained.Â
âWhen my mom pissed off my dad, she got divorce papers handed to her, and kicked out the door. Women are supposed to serve men, not be an obstacle. All she is, is an obstacle. Youâre taking over your momâs company, you canât let her get in the wayâ Jay turned to Sunghoon, who just pretended to listen to his nonsense.Â
Maybe Jay was one of his best friends, but he couldnât bear listening to his bullshit. He grew up around women- a single mother, his nannies who were strictly women (since his mother didnât trust men around her only child), and cousins who were practically only girls. He knew women could achieve things alone, his mother being his best example.Â
âSo, what is your plan?â Jake averted his gaze to Heeseung, who didnât seem to be amused by the conversation surrounding you and Wonyoung.Â
âWas there ever a plan? She doesnât even put up a fight, and already blew up on her new friends. This wonât be hardâ he answered, and Jake nodded, satisfied with Heeseungâs answer.Â
âI think you guys are wasting your time, honestlyâ Sunghoon commented.Â
Jay looked at him annoyed âYou and your feminist bullshit againâ he murmured, and didnât even bother pouring the substance into his shot glass, drinking straight from the bottle.Â
âJesus Christ, Jay. Just cause I have the tiniest percentage of respect for women, doesnât mean Iâm some fucking feminist. Iâm not stopping you from seducing that girl, I just think itâs a waste of time. If you want pussy so bad, just find yourself a hook up, itâs not that hardâ he answered, and Jay seemed to accept his answer, too tired to start another fight about this with his friend.Â
âWeâre only 19, Sunghoon. It won't hurt to have some fun while we canâ Jake piqued, and with a swift movement of his hand, grabbed the bottle from the floor, tilting it to pour the rest of liquid into his mouth.Â
âI just think that's kind of unappreciativeâ he murmured, and all of them turned to him. Jay rolled his eyes and with a sigh ushered Sunghoon to continue âA shit load of kids our age don't get to have half the opportunities we do, so if I were you I wouldn't fuck around so much, but actually put in the work to maybe prove that we aren't fucking imbeciles who just sit around and get chauffeured all dayâ he explained, and they all looked at him with a confused gaze.Â
âSays the one who is failing practically all his classes. And what does any of that have to do with Y/n? What do you like her or something? You can hit if you want, itâs an open gameâ Jay laughed, and Sunghoon sighed.
But he wasn't annoyed, just incredibly frustrated that none of his friends understood what he was trying to convey to them.Â
He didn't study, at least not much, and even though he was always aware of the fact that he will most definitely take over his mothers company, he didn't quite like the idea of people thinking he only did because there were no other options. In some way he wanted to earn it, or at least feel like he did deserve it.Â
âItâs most definitely not an open gameâ Heeseung commented, and Jay looked at him with wide eyes.Â
âWhat? Câmon dude, sheâs some public school transfer, itâs just fun and games. Don't start being all protective and jealous over herâ he scoffed, this being the second time that Heeseung made a comment of that sort about you.Â
Jay didn't like this new found protectiveness Heeseung had acquired for you even though barely 24 hours ago he was making equally nasty and perverted comments about you.Â
âYou're being an asshole today, you know that right?â Heeseung started, his eyes scanning the room, avoiding Jay.Â
âIâm being an asshole? All of you suddenly started acting like some fuckass henpecked husbands, when this would be the exact behavior youâd make fun of just a month agoâ he groaned, gritting his teeth.Â
âIâm sorry Jay that your mom doesn't love you, and your dad only sees you as a token of business, but we weren't raised like thatâ Sunghoon said, standing up from his seat, ready to leave.Â
âThatâs fucked up Hoonâ Jake whispered, looking at Jayâs spechless expression.Â
âYou know what else is fucked up Jake? That Jay is a fucking misogynist and Heeseung is some otherworldly type of addict and no is trying to help them. I have been the only person who has been putting in the slightest amount of effort to try and get them help, but I can't possibly do it alone. Thatâs fucked up Jaeyun. Iâm leavingâ he blew up, grabbing all his things, and with a tired sigh he left the living room, going straight for the door.Â
It was true. Maybe Sunghoon was an idiot and sometimes acted like a huge asshole, but he was right. He loved his friends and seeing them ruin and throw their lives away hurt him. But everyone who was caught up in the same wind, didn't seem to notice.Â
âCall me when you fucking grow up, Sunghoonâ Jay shouted, an angered expression plastered all over his face as the door slams abruptly.Â
All three of them sat in silence as they tried to figure out what happened in the span of just a couple minutes. How did the conversation come down to Jay and Heeseung having issues, and why was Sunghoon suddenly trying to act all sweet and caring when he never did care.
 Or at least they didn't notice the countless times Sunghoon tried to stop them, but to no avail.Â
âI think Iâm gonna go too,â Heeseung said, after a moment of dead silence.Â
Without a word, Jay and Jake nodded, still not quite present in the moment.Â
Thatâs exactly how Heeseung ended up in your home, dumping all his issues onto you as you attempted to comfort him with a slight brush of your fingers against his soft hair.Â
Your outbreak with Wonyoung and Niki, left you feeling alone once again. Those thoughts kept eating you alive, but you knew that's exactly what they wanted. They wanted you to desperately crawl back to them, begging for another chance as you cried out an apology.Â
You knew that coming back to them would only prove this (untrue) point of them using you and many others for their own pleasure. Turning around, and apologizing would hurt your pride beyond repair.Â
And it wasn't like Heeseung was making this up either. His heart genuinely cracked at the sight of his friends fighting.Â
They fought, all the time, but there was no comparing this to a fight over who gets to take the first hit or who gets to play the better character, to Sunghoon leaving completely, his harsh words still lingering in the air.Â
He wasn't an addict. He was a normal teenager doing normal teenager things. He wasn't wrong for being curious.
âIâm happy that you stood up for me today, at study hallâ he said, his voice low as your touch was putting him in a sleepy state.Â
âHow do you know about that?â you asked, not even having the time to tell him about it.Â
He smiled, rolling on his side to face you âSunghoon told meâÂ
âAre you really not mad at me?â you tilted your head curiously.Â
He laughed, and lifting himself from your lap, he grabbed your hand in his. You could feel his warm touch embrace you fully, the action alone was enough to calm your uneasy heart.Â
âNo one stands up for me. I could never be mad at you for being on my side even though you barely know meâ he admitted, and it made your plush lips form into a small smile.Â
âYour friends never stand up for you? I find that hard to believe, HeeâÂ
He likes the way his name slips from your lips, the usage of the nickname forcing him to stifle the growing, uncomfortable feeling in his pants. He hated the fact that he had to control himself around you. But still, he loved the innocent look on your face as you were so oblivious to the boner in his pants.Â
âThey just don't know how to, I think,â he said in a whisper. âThey're too caught up in their own lives, and I don't blame them. They have a lot on their plate as it isâ he added, his lips forming into a straight smile, as he tried to look apologetic in front of you.Â
Heeseung wanted you to see him as this complex, emotional being that's only purpose on earth is to help others. His financial situation wasn't helping him create this image, he feared that youâd think heâs just searching for problems, wanting to experience life with all the hardships that a person like him doesn't usually get bothered by.Â
But you never thought so, you viewed Heeseung the exact way he wanted you to. You believed in every word he said. If only he knew that though, his cocky nature would probably fight its way to domination.Â
âYouâre a good friend, Heeseungâ you smiled, squeezing his hand tighter. He chuckled lightly, looking at you with the same straight smile âYou have me now, you know that? You said youâd help me whenever, and I want to do the same for youâÂ
You vividly remember his lips on yours. You can recall exactly how he tasted and how he felt against your own skin. He helped you reach some otherworldly ecstacy without going further than a simple touch. You knew you wanted him to be more, but it was too early for that admission, too early to let yourself sink in that feeling.Â
You didn't understand what was going on between the two of you, where this connection was heading, and in some way it thrilled you. You couldn't possibly be friends, not after what he said that night.Â
âI hope you know I meant everything I saidâ he uttered, and you slowly nodded, trying to recall every word that slipped from his pretty lips âI think youâre specialâ he added.Â
Heeseung didn't know himself if this was all fake, cause at that moment it felt too real to him. He was speaking from his heart, in some way.Â
Lee Heeseung was beautiful, the closest youâll get to any godly figure. He couldn't possibly be flawed in any way.Â
But there were some things the boy wouldn't even admit to himself. All the fighting, and neglecting, made him out to be this way. He always longed for the type of love no one but a parent could give him. He wanted to be loved so much it picked him apart. Heeseung never experienced what itâs like to care for someone so much, to care for someone unconditionally.Â
And as the youngest sibling, no one had that love for him, because there was someone before him.Â
âIâm definitely not special, Hee. Itâs all youâ you smiled, and he laughed softly, his eyes falling onto his lap as a rosy tint decorated his cheeks.Â
âIt could always be just us. You could come over, and stay till morningâ he turned to you, a newfound sincerity in his eyes, as he spoke to you.Â
âYouâd want that?â you uttered quietly.Â
The faint melody playing from the radio became muffled as you sat next to him. You never felt closer to another person, and it was all so new to you.Â
âMhm, reallyâ he confessed, and you believed.Â
It was all so domestic- he wanted to escape his family line, but he behaved just like them. Heeseung could never change the blood he was born with, blood of condescending, arrogant, manipulative, money hungry assholes.Â
âWill you promise to stay with me?â he asked, ending the comforting silence that embraced you.Â
You laughed lightly, finding his worries sweet âI promiseâ you said sticking out your pinky finger.Â
âYou still do that?â he said with a soft chuckle. You pouted awaiting his finger that could solidify the promise.Â
He laughed and intertwined his pinky with yours.Â
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Spending time with Heeseung was easy. He just always knew what to say and what to do. He was like the sweetest thing beeâs like you would fly towards.Â
He had eventually introduced you to Jake, Jay and Sunghoon who eagerly apologized for coming onto you and forcing alcohol down your throat at the party, and stupidly you laughed it off not wanting to give them reasons to dislike you.Â
You wanted to fit in with them. Eunseok wasn't as happy, trying to keep up with your new lifestyle, but something deep inside him didn't want to stop. He knew he owed it to you after the years of neglect his parents had presented you with. After the years of living in his shadow maybe this was the only way to repay you.Â
Jake had seemed awfully desperate when you first met him. He looked and acted like one of those sleazy guys who adds girls on snapchat and sends them unsolicited dick pics, but he quickly managed to prove you wrong. You rarely spent time alone with him, almost never, but whenever that moment came, Jake became a completely different person. He was nice. He was actually so painstakingly nice to the point where you would ponder his existence in that friend group.Â
And Jay- you felt nothing towards the boy. The one thing Wonyoung and Niki got right was his obvious desire to become a Korean Andrew Tate. He had nothing to give except misogynist comments heâd pretend were only jokes, and if you dared to be offended then you simply had no sense of humor.Â
Sunghoon, it was hard to describe him. He just didn't really talk much. He was never there, he wasn't present although sitting just across from the ongoing conversation. Maybe he always was this way, or maybe you were the problem.Â
But Heeseung, he felt some kind of obsession towards you. He wanted to carve his initials deep into your skin until you bleed a deep shade of red, all out of love for him. He wanted to touch you in the places your mere, inexperienced fingers couldn't reach. He couldn't understand you, he couldn't bear the fact that you didn't fit into the pattern, and it made him sick.Â
âGet a fucking grip Y/n!â Wonyoung screamed, tugging at the thick material of your blazer.Â
She pulled you discreetly into a dark hallway that connected the music hall to the rest of the school.Â
âDonât touch meâ you uttered, trying to peer away from the girl.Â
Wonyoung didn't look mad, angry, her face was full of desperation as her glassy eyes looked at your tired face.Â
âDon't you see what heâs doing to you? Heâs trying to ruin you. Why are you being so fucking stubborn!â she begged for understandment but your face was blank.Â
âAre you jealous? What is this about, Wonyoung? God, If you want Sunghoonâs attention then go ask him for it. I donât know you, and you don't know meâ you grit your teeth, as she looked at you terrified.Â
âWhat are you even talking about?â she uttered, her voice cracking.Â
âIâm done playing your game. Find another person to play with, Iâm sure there's plentyâ you replied.Â
âY/n you're not one of us. You never will be, so stop trying so hard. Getting with Heeseung won't help you fit in either. And you better not come to me when he destroys whatever reputation you have leftâ her words were harsh, and it seemed like your mention of Sunghoon riled her up completely.Â
Wonyoung and Sunghoon have been dating for a while now. Only Wonyoung would know the exact timeline since Sunghoon had no interest in celebrating milestones with the girl.Â
It wasn't like he didn't like her at all, he wouldn't give her the time of day if that was the case. He just found it thrilling and entertaining, the way she called his name, the way sheâd give up everything for him if he asked. Sunghoonâs mother had set him up with the eldest daughter of Taesung Group the moment she found out heâd be a boy, so to him, Wonyoung was just a distraction from the tiring business life his mother engulfed him in.Â
âGive it up, Jang Wonyoungâ a male voice echoed, footsteps coming closer.Â
She looked disgusted when the vision of the boy became clearer.Â
âDidn't manipulate her enough today, so you had to come do it here? Fuck off, Heeseungâ she sneared.Â
Heeseung laughed, and grabbed your hand ostentatiously. Her gaze was glued to your intertwined hands. It made you smile slightly, the way her lip twitched at the vision, it was satisfying.Â
âNo oneâs manipulating anyone. Sorry if that messes up your little narrativeâ he replied, with a smile that made her want to throw up.Â
âIâve been here long enough to know that's bullshit. Youâre full of shit, Lee HeeseungâÂ
Your eyes flew back and forth as you tried to analyze everything about the situation.Â
âOpen your eyes, Y/n. Canât you see it?â she whispered, her expression changing as she turned towards you.Â
âIâm not like you, remember? So stop trying to give me advice, itâs patheticâ you voiced, and she scoffed.
âDid she say that to youâ Heeseung looked down at you worriedly, and as soon as you nodded slightly, he looked back up to Wonyoung âAnd Iâm the bad guy? At least she didn't have to convince Kim Sunooâs parents to forcibly get her into the schoolâ he smirked, and Wonyoung with a frustrated groan, positioned her body towards the music hall, leaving you two in the eerie hallway.Â
Wonyoung was the best scoring student, but things used to be completely different. She despised studying, keeping a large distance from all sorts of books. But her parents couldn't fathom the idea that Wonyoung would not attend Saint Matthews. So with a bottle of expensive wine and some sweet words, the girl's parents got her in using their connection to Kim Sunooâs parents who were major politicians in the country.Â
She didn't like people bringing that up ever since it drunkenly slipped her while at a birthday party, so Heeseung exposing it in front of you had her embarrassed for the rest of the day. She wanted you to believe her badly, but the revelations only confirmed all your speculations about the girl, making it practically impossible for you to listen to anything she has to say to you from now on.Â
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âGod Wonyoung is such a bitch! Is she jealous? What is her issue seriouslyâ you complained, pacing around Heeseungâs terrifyingly large room.Â
It was your first time over at the boys house. It was unusual for you, all the maids showing you around, treating you like royalty, guiding you to every room. Their fake smiles, and forced acts of kindness made you sick.Â
His house was colossal, massive, it extended into a vast land and the drive up to it alone was long-lasting. The walk from your apartment to a nearby store wasnât half the length of his home, and it was appalling to you in a way.Â
Heeseungâs room, for contrast, was bright, warm and welcoming. The sunlight shined down on his belongings from the ceiling high window, creating a special space where all his piano, guitars and other musical instruments lay. You recall him telling you about his passion for music, but you took it as more of an underground soundcloud rapper type of situation.Â
âItâs just Sunghoon. Itâs always been about Sunghoonâ he answered calmly, sitting down on his couch, and with his wrought hand, patted down his lap, beckoning you to come to him.Â
âYour friends are nice, and all, but you know nothing can substitute a girl best-friend. I just hoped she would be differentâ you sighed, and placing yourself on Heeseungâs lap, your arms automatically wrapped around his neck, head slightly leaning on his shoulder.Â
His hands instinctively encased your waist, his head moving along with his eyes, as he tried to get a better look at your worn out face.Â
For a moment Lee Heeseung felt bad, seeing how much comfort the two of you found in each other, knowing he canât possibly let this go on longer. It started off with pure lust, a need to ruin the scholarship student that knows nothing about life from this side. Now he was finding himself wanting more, knowing he canât give it.Â
Heeseung wanted to wreck your innocent image, but found himself losing it far before he even had the chance to start his plan.Â
âTheyâre your friends now too, Y/nâ he whispered, the moment feeling way too sacred âSheâs lying, you know that right?â he asked after a moment of silence. He looked at you once again, checking for your expression.Â
âI know, Seungieâ your voice is muffled by the material of his jacket, but he can hear your words loud and clear.Â
He feels like all the air in his lungs has been vacuumed up, as his last breath hitches in his throat. He feels sick. Your pretty eyes look at him with so much sincerity, trust, yet all he can think about is vivid images of your small frame under him. He can't help but wonder just how much prettier youâd look with tears in your eyes as youâd tell him it hurts.Â
His fingers slightly slide over the buttons of your blouse, as he continues to stare deeply into your face, searching for signs to stop. But you look towards him indifferently, a calm expression decorating your features.Â
Heeseungâs hand hovers over your uncovered thigh. He wants to feel the wetness that seeps through your panties on his fingers so badly. He wants to slowly unbutton your blouse, his eyes scanning your figure, his hands grabbing onto anything.Â
âDo you want to smoke with me?â he asked, hoping that his lessons on how to properly inhale would lead him to something a little more intimate.Â
âI haven't done that yetâ you admit, and he chuckles.Â
âI know. This could be your firstâ he smiles âRemember, I told you I want to help you. Well Iâm doing it nowâ he added, quicklyÂ
âAm I going to be fine?â you asked, peeling your head off his shoulder to look at him properly.Â
Heeseung smiles leaning back on the couch. His fingers delicately push stray strands of hair behind your ear âIâm fine, so Iâm sure youâll be okayâ he assures and you nod moderately.Â
You deliberately slide off his lap, as he stands up to rummage through the bottom drawer of his dresser. He pulls out a tin box with an adorable puppy on it, and you find it humorous in a way, considering the pretty design is hiding something so toxic inside.Â
You remember the sight of high Heeseung very well. He seemed to scare you a little back then, his words slipped from his mouth with so much ease and confidence.Â
âYou don't have to worry, nobody really gets high on their first tryâ he places the box on his coffee table, carefully opening it up.Â
âWell thatâs no funâ you comment.Â
âIt isn't the case for every new smoker, but still no one really knows why,â he explained, using his extensive knowledge to educate you.Â
It wasn't the ideal area of knowledge to know everything about, but it made Heeseung feel good. It made him feel safe whenever he smoked with his friends or new people. He always knew what to do and how to act if something were to go wrong.Â
âThis weed Jay sold off to me is hella dank, maybe you will feel something after allâ he smiled, and even though you had no idea what he was saying, you reciprocated.Â
Heeseung pulled out one of his filters, folding it and rolling it into a cylinder. He placed it at the end of his paper, filling it with cannabis and sprinkling just a bit of tobacco inside. He tightened it and with his tongue moistened the shiny edge of the paper.Â
âYou need to feel the smoke travel down to your lungsâ he explained, searching for a lighter in his pockets âInhale for like 2 seconds, and take smaller hits so you don't cough so muchâ he smiled, finally pulling out a green lighter.Â
You never were interested in smoking or drinking, but some part of you couldn't deny Heeseung. It was stupid, but perhaps this was your one way ticket to his heart.Â
Heeseung lit the joint, staring intensely as the flame moved across the surface, waiting for the right moment to take the first hit.Â
He inhaled, his teeth slightly gritting as he exhaled the smoke, the familiar scent hitting your nose.Â
He held the blunt between his fingers, and moved closer towards you âIâll guide youâÂ
Heeseung propped the lit cannabis next to your lips and with a nod to his head, ushered you to take it into your mouth. You assuringly looked at him, counting down the two seconds in your mind as a burning sensation coated your throat. You felt the smoke travel down to your lungs, pulling away to take a deep breath. With a small cough you exhaled, making Heeseung smile.Â
He didn't know heâd enjoy seeing you like this âGood girlâÂ
You took a long sip of the water that has probably been on his coffee table for a long time, the liquid tasting a little weird. But you didn't care, the need to moisten your throat overpowering the unfresh taste.
âWas it good?â he asked, taking another rip.Â
The smoke hit you in the face âNot the bestâ you answered honestly and he chuckled.Â
âIt gets betterâ he assured, and passed you the blunt again.Â
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It felt weird. Weird in a good way.Â
Your eyelids felt heavy, the laughter coming to you naturally. Obviously you didn't feel half as high as Heeseung who swore he was walking in slow motion, but you most certainly were enjoying yourself.Â
To Heeseung it feels like an attack on his fragile ego, the fact that he has gotten so far but not on top of you just yet. And even with the minuscule bit of confidence he has earned right now, he needs to at least try.Â
Your purity radiates off of every one of your laughs as you intently look at him, just slightly fiddling with the loose string on your skirt. If he moved just a little bit he would probably be able to see what's under the navy material.Â
Heeseungâs pants start to feel uncomfortable against his skin once again as you keep on laughing so innocently at his ambiguous jokes only a virgin like you wouldn't understand.Â
He wants to feel your lips against his again but this time he knows he won't stop at that. He can't.Â
âI want to kiss you so badâ he admitted, and you felt an unknown wave rush through your veins, his face slowly inching closer.Â
He waited patiently for a response, his mind well aware that any sudden move would cause his plan to backfire.Â
But instead of letting him take the lead, you nearly closed the gap between the two of you, letting your lips just slightly graze against his, smiling as he waited impatiently.Â
âSuch a teaseâ he murmured before pressing his pretty mouth against yours, his hands traveling to the back of your neck, holding you still against him.Â
He smiled into the kiss, his tongue tasting the familiar vanilla chapstick, the scent of your perfume hypnotizing, making a blur of Heeseungâs mind. The way your lips felt against him even though you were so inexperienced, it felt much more special to him.Â
Heeseungâs lips never left your skin, traveling so delicately down to your jaw, placing chaste kisses everywhere he could. His ivory fingers held tightly onto your waist, his other hand cupping your cheek, as he continued to slide down to your neck.Â
He wasted no time leaving small, and visible marks, his teeth slightly biting into your skin, the quiet breaths that left your mouth, riling him up even further.Â
âCan I?â he asked, Heeseungâs eyes going back and forth from your face to the buttons of your dress shirt.Â
With your mouth parted and an unsteady breath you nodded.Â
He smirked, and continued to attack your collarbones, his fingers unbuttoning your blouse with ease.Â
âYouâre so hotâ he breathed onto your chest, pressing you down onto the mattress fully.Â
The sweet noise that slipped from your lips, made a sly smile reappear on Heeseung's face, his cock twitching in his pants, the material suffocating him.Â
If he moved down even a little bit, heâd probably be able to notice the soaking wet patch on your panties.Â
The way his lips felt against almost every part of your body, the soft yet sudden touch of his fingers, it all felt way too good to give up.Â
Heeseung gave you a knowing look, his face just a couple centimeters from your heat, his hands digging into your thighs.Â
He noticed your relectuance âYou know I just want to help youâ he cooed, soothing down your skin, crawling right back up to face you âLet me make you feel good, pretty girlâÂ
You weren't afraid of many things in your life, but most importantly, being unraveled by Heeseung and him finding nothing he wants in there.Â
You nodded slowly, his smile growing with each one of your nods. You didn't know what heâd do next, the blood in your body pumping faster as you anticipated his next move.Â
Heeseung moved up your skirt, and as the fabric moved up, your skin burned with anticipation. His eyes darkened as he took in the sight of your covered cunt, begging for his attention.Â
âSo wetâ he commented, his hand gently pressing your sensitive core âI barely even touched youâ he added, chuckling.Â
He gave you one last glance searching for confirmation, which you once again gave him, before sliding off your underwear. Heeseung didn't even bother removing your skirt, his mouth wet with desire.
 Heeseungâs fingers barely hover over your folds, the sole heat that radiates off of him making you squirm, twitching slightly.Â
He laughs âSo sensitive and for what? Relax, pretty thingâ.Â
He positions himself against you, his eyes locking with yours as he places swift kisses on your inner thigh. His lips move down in a slow pace, and you have to stop yourself from pushing his head forward. Each peck burns on your shivering skin, overwhelming you to the bone. His breath felt soft on your bare flesh, fingers digging into your thighs.Â
His tongue flicked out, coming in contact with you after what felt like eternity. Your legs fight the urge to close on him, his mouth sending shockwaves of pleasure down your body.Â
You grab at the nearest pillow, covering your face with it, embarrassed at how exposed you felt in front of him. His tongue delved deeper, lapping up all he could taste of you.Â
The heat of his touch, the place that warmed you. The pulse, he could hold onto it alongside other rythmns. He just couldnât get enough, he wanted to pry you open. Time faded away slowly, as he continued to devour you.Â
You were on the edge, teetering between pleasure and pain, your body begging for release, as the knot in your stomach tightened. Â
His mouth latched onto you, sucking and flicking with expert precision. He was enjoying himself, the sweet taste of innocence lacing his tongue. The sweet taste of crimson red innocence that he worked so hard to diminish, that he worked so hard to scrape you of.Â
Heeseung was probably the closest you'll get to heaven in this lifetime. He was God's favorite, right at your thighs giving you the most beautiful form of pleasure avaliable.Â
âFuckâ his chest heaves uneasily, his fingers gripping tightly onto your thighs âI could eat you out everydayâÂ
You wanted to beg him for more, beg him to let you release as it became even harder to hold it in. Completely and utterly lost in the new sensation, you roll your hips, gliding against his parted lips.Â
âKeep doing that, fuckâ he slurs, lost in a trance, his only goal being making you feel good.Â
You caught a glimpse of him for just a moment- his pretty eyes so focused, his lips swollen and covered in your arousal. With every sound, every small movement, his actions became rougher, the feeling in your stomach becoming unbearable.Â
âCum for me, pleaseâ he mumbled against your skin, his desperation to make you cum fueled by the way you can't even form a proper sentence in response.Â
Your fingers grip his bed sheets, his name falling from your lips multiple times before you feel the knot in your stomach quickly coming undone, a wave of intense pleasure washing over you.Â
âOh my godâ you cried before fully releasing onto his face, his tounge desperately trying to lap up every single drop of his own hard work.Â
Your whole body twitched in the aftermath of your climax, Heeseung still holding you down, his pretty lips back on your thighs and stomach, as he waited out your high with you.Â
âSo pretty,â he murmured, looking at you with lovesick eyes.Â
With just a small blunt that barely got any of you high, Heeseung managed to get you just halfway where he needed you. Obviously, heâd rather have you on your knees in front of him, tears filling up your eyes as he pushed your head further down his cock, but this was enough to satisfy him, for now.Â
He was peeling apart your innocence slowly, but surely, and his ego was never higher.Â
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Itâs been a long time since youâve talked to Aeri Uchinaga.Â
Aeri, or how everyone liked to call her, Giselle, was one of your closest friends from the âlower classâ school you used to go to. She was like a sister to you, the only âfamilyâ you ever truly had in your life.
You promised yourself to never let go of your values and never let your relationship with Aeri falter, but both of those things went down the drain a long long time ago.Â
Seeing the messages between the two of you lose all their momentum, become less frequent, and come down to âHowâs Saint Matthewsâ or âHow are you holding up over there?â frightened you.Â
Would she even want to talk to you? Would she pick up if you called? Would she care?Â
âI donât know. Maybe I should just let it go?â you said, scrolling through all the messages you and Aeri shared over the past month, noticing how you could probably count them with two hands.Â
Heeseung hummed, turning away from his calculus worksheets âI think if she cared enough sheâd reach out. She should understand you're busy with your new life and be the first one to initiate conversations and allâÂ
It was partially true. Why should you be the only one to care and keep the friendship going? She should also try more, shouldn't she?Â
âIâve known her for years, Hee. I can't just let go that easilyâ you murmured, and he scoffed quietly.Â
âBut you have me now, isn't that enough?â he asked, his expression emotionless.Â
Heeseung didn't even realize his words came out much more arrogantly than he intended.Â
âI know, Iâm sorryâ you looked down âI just still want her to be in my life, thatâs allâ he hummed in approval, finding it annoying, the way your words implied like he wasnât satisfying you in every sector.Â
Jay, who sat opposite of you in the study hall, sighed ostentatiously.Â
âThen just text her? I don't see the issue, seriouslyâ he commented, pulling one of his airpods out of his ear, apparently tired of hearing you complain about such an âeasy matterâ.Â
âItâs not that easy, Jayâ Sunghoon mumbled, not taking his eyes off the work in front of him.Â
Jay gave him a questioning look, deciding not to continue the conversation, way too tired for another fight with Sunghoon.Â
Sunghoon had been behaving awfully weird ever since the fight at the apartment. He suddenly felt the need to comment on everything slightly negative that Jay or anyone else said towards you. That was one of the primal reasons for the group's continuous fighting.Â
âLetâs get out of hereâ Heeseung turned to you after a moment of uncomfortable silence.Â
You nodded reluctantly, still not finished with the stacks of papers you had to complete by tonight. But you could never deny Lee Heeseung. Not with the way his eyes glare at you intensely, and definitely not with the way his hand grips yours tightly, pulling you away from the table, not leaving a second for goodbyes. Not like youâd want to fakely smile at Park Jongseong with a wave; you fucking hated his guts.Â
âYouâre being weird todayâ you notice, his body facing away from you, pulling you towards an unknown destination.Â
You still haven't fully addressed the lingering tension that stuck to you after what happened. But since Heeseung didn't bother mentioning it, you decided that it probably would be better to leave it at that. Sex, with all the ways it came in, was normal, and you were sooo normal about it too.Â
âIâm notâÂ
Heeseung couldn't avoid the growing pain in his heart, recalling whatever the fuck he did back at his house, seemingly starting to realize that it probably wasn't something he needed to do, but something he wanted to do.Â
For fucks sake, he never came out with the initiative to eat a girl out, and he most definitely never just left it at that, not even getting his dick wet in the process.Â
The usually loud and bustling atmosphere of the student common space seemed to be gone, the bean bags and couches empty, no student in hindsight.Â
âI just can't be around them anymore,â he added after a rather long moment, sitting down with a thud on one of the black couches.Â
âDid you fight again?â you asked, placing yourself down next to him, your hands almost automatically finding their way to his own.Â
âYou could say thatâ he chuckled, recalling how Jake once again brought up your topic, which led to yet another heated discussion.Â
âYou should talk to them, this has been happening way too much recentlyâ you ushered, and he shook his head with another small laugh.Â
âThey are most definitely not those kinds of people. Don't think I've had a serious conversation with them like everâ
Heeseung, Jake, Jay and Sunghoon have been friends for quite a long time now, especially Heeseung and Jay, and their lack of communication was astonishing. Every fight would be brushed off, theyâd just pretend nothing happened and laugh it off. Every hard decision would have to be made individually because asking for advice was pointless. It wasn't easy with them and Heeseung knew that.Â
âEither way, Iâm happy you talk to me about it, maybe it can ease your mind just a littleâ you smiled, and he reciprocated, looking at you.Â
âYeah, it does helpâ he confirmed, and leaned back.Â
Heeseung lived by night. As soon as the sun set it was as if his sins were disguised. So he hated the way his mind was slowly coming to the realization that the stupid plan he made was set for disaster the moment he sought out for you in the morning.Â
âDo you want to come over after classes?â he asked, playing with the hem of your skirt, the seemingly innocent action making your heart flutter nervously.Â
âIâm over there almost everydayâ you laugh, and so does he, a snide smile on his lips.Â
âYou know your fate thenâ he says, his hand still inching closer, the public space that surrounded you having no effect on him.Â
âWhy are your parents never home?â you ask, and he finds it humorous in a way. Obviously owners of a multimillion company would never find time to spend back at home with their adult sons.Â
The difference between you and Heeseung was that you knew your parents wouldn't be there to welcome you home everyday. You knew it was impossible. Heeseung could only suspect or assume, because his parents had given up on telling him when theyâll return from a business trip a long time ago.Â
âTheyâre busy, I guessâ he said, with a small sigh âOr at least they pretend to be, I wouldn't be shocked if the multiple business trips were just vacationsâ he laughed, his gaze falling onto you again.Â
âAt least you have your brother thereâ you smiled and he chuckled, he most definitely did not have a brother in reality.Â
âHonestly, if he wasn't there it wouldn't make much of a differenceâ Heeseung sighed, and even though heâs gotten used to the relationship he shared with his brother, it still saddened him in a way.Â
âItâs about the company, right?â you asked, and he nodded with a chuckle.Â
âSmart girlâ he cooed, ruffling your hair softly. You laughed, and shoved his hand off playfully.Â
It wasnât so hard to assume after all. What else could rich siblings be fighting over, who gets to sit in the passenger seat? Who gets to have the last slice of pizza? That's so fucking humorous. He was fighting with his brother over millions and a couple more millions, and didnât even realize how materialistic and stupid that sounded to someone like you.Â
Heeseung pulled your body closer to his, feeling an otherworldly connection course through his veins as you gave away your warmth to him. And how much tighter did you need to be pressed against each other before he finally admitted that he wasn't doing this for warmth.Â
How many times did his thumb have to press against the edge of your mouth for him to realize he's gone too far?
âDid you hear that Sunghoon broke up with Wonyoung?â he asked, his body melting into yours with every passing second.Â
You looked at him with wide eyes, but on another note, you would be lying if you said you didn't expect it. And it most definitely didn't shock you that Sunghoon was the one to initiate it.Â
âWhy?â you asked, even though it wasn't a hard deduction to make yourself.
âI think me and you both know whyâ he huffed, a hint of humor lacing his tone âHonestly good for him, that girl is insufferableâÂ
âOh I knowâ you agreed, and he smiled âGo easy on him, stillâÂ
âI'll try my bestâ he rolled his eyes playfully âWe should definitely throw him a celebration partyâ Heeseung inquired and you chuckled.Â
âIs that really something heâs celebrating, or just us?â you asked and he smiled.Â
Sunghoon was so incredibly hard to read, and knowing if the breakup is impacting him negatively or positively was something nobody would ever know.Â
âItâll still help him get back up on his feet, if he even needs toâ he replied, and you nodded smiling.Â
You had no idea about the status between you and Heeseung. Things happened, and things were most definitely still happening, you both knew it, but nothing changed within the label itself. But then again, you took Heeseung as the type that didn't like labeling things.Â
Of course you wanted to be his girlfriend. You wanted people to start knowing you by âLee Heeseungs girlfriendâ, not âBroke Transferâ or âPoor Scholarâ.Â
You relied heavily on Heeseung. He was like your life support in the walls of this school. He helped you make decisions and was there for you whenever you needed him. He felt just like flying too close to the sun, and it was addictive. You knew that very well.Â
He truly was the only person you had. And well, you assumed that maybe calling Aeri isn't that good of an idea.
 Well, thatâs what Heeseung agrees with anyway.Â
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You were so out of it.Â
You had told Eunseok that youâll be staying the night at a new friend's house, but would he really care if he were to find out youâd actually be getting shit faced at a massive house party in a mansion you didnât really know the owner of.Â
Probably not.Â
The music was so loud you could barely register the words Kim Sunoo spoke to you so enthusiastically. You had come here expecting to spend some time with Heeseung, but no matter how much you wanted to go look for him, the never ending white hallways that led to countless guest bedrooms frightened you.Â
From your comfortable position on the couch, you could spot Sunghoonâs lonely figure at one of the tables. He was supposed to be the main attraction, the whole event centered around his new found freedom, but it seemed like everyone around him was having much more fun than him.Â
You quickly waved off Sunoo, unsure of what he truly was going on about for the past 10 minutes, heading towards Sunghoon.Â
âAre you okay?â You asked without having to shout in the boy's face, finding the corner he sat in much quieter.Â
He looked startled, he didn't catch the moment where you came to him âIâm fineâ Sunghoon replied swiftly, blinking a few times.Â
You found it cute.Â
âWhy are you alone? Where is everyoneâ you asked him another question and for the first time you saw him smile so sweetly.Â
He always had the same emotionless expression on his face, conversations with him felt like a punishment. Seeing him like this made your knees weak, a slight pain in your heart as you wondered what he was thinking about.Â
âI hoped youâd tell me thatâ he said, his small smile never fading.Â
You chuckled âI thought all this was supposed to be for youâÂ
He shook his head with a laugh âI never wanted any of this. They just used my situation as an excuse to get black out drunk, I guessâÂ
Even though it was sad, he never stopped smiling at you. His head rested on his knuckles, his eyes twinkling as his gaze was focused on you.Â
âThatâs rudeâ you inquired, and he laughed again, but this time it much more resembled a scoff.Â
âHeeseung has done and is doing things much worseâ he murmured, and even though the music was still very much blasting through the speakers, you heard him. Â
You thought about it before questioning him again. Did you even want to know? Or are some things better left unspoken.Â
âLike?â you finally said, and thatâs when Sunghoon went quiet.Â
With a thud he slammed his glass on the table, and stood up. He nodded his head towards one of the rooms at the end of the hallway signaling for you to follow him. He extended one of his hands towards you, and with the smallest bit of hesitation you took it, allowing him to lead you towards the space.Â
Park Sunghoon looked so beautiful that night. His ivory skin glowed under the bright, colorful lights, his gaze was so piercing, and his lips just begged to be kissed. The pair of glasses hanging off his nose complemented his white fitted dress shirt, and his black pants showed off his perfectly long legs. You saw a different side of him and didnât exactly like the way it made you feel.Â
He closed the door behind you after assuring that the two of you would be alone. He didnât know why he was doing this, why he was betraying one of his closest friends.Â
But he thought about it all the time. He couldnât get peace of mind. He couldnât let his heart hurt for you, watching you fall for a fraudulent man that didnât deserve someone as loyal and caring as you.Â
âWhat is going on Sunghoon?â you asked, standing above him, as he placed himself on the leather couch with a sigh.Â
âI know you like him, I know you believe everything he says and I know you wonât like what Iâm about to sayâ he started explaining, and the suspense was killing you âBut heâs not the guy you think he is. Youâre not the first one, Y/nâÂ
âWhat the fuck do you mean Iâm not the first one Sunghoon. First, what?âÂ
He was trying to stay calm, but you were already getting annoyed and he hasnât even dropped the real bomb on you.Â
Sunghoon thought about it for a second. Was using Pham Hanni a good example or should he reach deeper inside his mind to find another person Heeseung has used to fulfill his own perverted and psychotic desires.Â
âI mean youâre not the first girl he has used this wayâ he uttered without looking at you, too scared to see your expression.Â
Were you scared? Or were you mad? Hurt or in disbelief?Â
You didnât respond, letting the silence devour the two of you for a moment.Â
âPlease say something, Y/nâ he whispered, grabbing your hand.Â
His hands were cold, his fingers long and ivory. His touch was so smooth, and welcoming. He managed to pull you down next to him, yet you still couldnât slip a word out of your mouth. He wondered if youâd ever reply or if you would just sit there, forever, next to him in silence.Â
Heâd like that. Heâd like that more than he should. He was already betraying his friend, but his heart still wanted more. He wanted you to be more.Â
âWhy are you telling me about this, Sunghoon?â you finally said, and he looked at you, his gaze softening.Â
âBecause I like youâ he said, his gaze falling to your intertwined hands âAnd I canât stand looking at you getting lied to like thisâ he added after a short moment.Â
It didnât hit you when he said it. It felt like a moment that passed by quickly, it felt like it wasnât anything significant. But looking at him, feeling the coldness radiate off of him, and feeling his scent made you realize he actually said it.Â
âDonât say that, Hoonâ when the usage of his nickname slipped off your tongue, and he knew you didnât mean it.Â
He knew you felt it too, you just couldnât say it, right? There was this invisible string tying you tightly to Heeseungâs grip, holding you back from giving into him. You wanted to. Youâve always wanted to, and so did he. From the moment he saw you, standing there with Wonyoung on your first day.Â
Neither of you moved, caught in each other's closeness, both aware of it, both unsure.Â
Sunghoonâs slender fingers grazed your jaw, softly pulling you to face him. His lips were slightly parted, and you could feel his breath, laced with alcohol and cigarettes. His gaze was heavy on yours and you could feel your heart racing in your throat- but you couldnât pull away.Â
He traced the curve of your jaw, his hand slipping down to your throat. His grip was firm, his lips grazing over the edge of yours.Â
âTell me to stopâ he whispered, smiling when he only heard a faint breath slip from your mouth. âTell me and I willâ he smiled against your cheek.Â
âI want you so badâ he murmured, his voice low âYou donât even knowâ His nose was pressing against your cheek, his breath hot on your skin. You could feel him all over you.Â
All at once, the restraint you had, faded away. His back fell to the soft padding of the couch, your legs straddling his lap, keeping him still and open for you. A slow smile tugged at the corner of his lips, eyes dark and hooded.Â
His hands slipped down to your lower back, pulling you in closer, skin to skin. You felt dizzy, his mouth eating at your neck, his teeth grazing your skin. He grabbed your waist tightly, moving you back and forth on his growing bulge.Â
His hands moved up to your jaw as you rode his clothed crotch without his assistance.Â
You felt shivers down your spine, an uncontrollable force pushing you for more. You wanted him whole, completely forgetting about the boy that was somewhere in this house, laughing with his friends.Â
But you didnât want him to stop, finally closing the last breath of distance between you and Sunghoon, pressing your lips to his.Â
The kiss was sloppy, he met you with even more eagerness, your hand moving down to his chest, feeling his carved muscles against your fingertips. His tongue pried your mouth for entrance, deeping the connection between you. He held you as if he had been waiting forever for this moment, holding your body firm against his own.Â
You pulled away, your faces inches apart, your forehead resting against his. Your lips coated in his saliva, trying to catch your breath, he looked at you with so much passion and longing.Â
The regret started to settle in, but you couldnât move away, even when his fingers caressed your cheek, you leaned into it.Â
âYou should be with me,â he whispered, a hint of desperation coating his voice âWeâd be so good together, Iâd make you feel so goodâ he added, his hand slipping past the band of your small skirt.Â
âSunghoonâ you breathed out, your face falling to the crook of his neck as he played with the material of your underwear.Â
âYou were made for me to love, let me pleaseâ he pleaded, his breath shaky.Â
You could feel his soft touch caressing your skin, his erection firmly against your clothed heat, it all felt like a dream. If you looked at him, it would all become real again.Â
âWe shouldn'tâ you said, your words muffled by the silky material of his dress shirt.Â
He heard you, he didn't want you to stop, he was so desperate to have you, he wanted to show you just how much better he was than Heeseung.Â
âItâs not wrong when he doesn't knowâ he took your jaw into his fingers, forcing you to look at him. You looked so pretty and innocent, your lipstick slightly smeared around your lips.Â
Sunghoon pressed his hungry lips against yours once again, and you complied with his movements. The kiss was messy, sloppy, and at that point, he lost any control that was left in his body.Â
Dazed, he didn't even hear the door jerk open. Neither did you, focused on his lips that have moved down to your neck once again.Â
âWhat the fuck is this?â a familiar male voice shouted angrily, causing you to pull out of Sunghoonâs touch, scared to look at the man standing in the doorway. You knew it was him.Â
âHeeseungâ Sunghoon murmured, his eyes wide as the realization started to settle in. He stood up from the couch, walking towards the boy who looked like a ticking time bomb.Â
You sighed, hands in your hair, no words left to be spoken. You felt nothing, Sunghoonâs touch still lingering on your skin, and Heeseungâs words in the air.Â
âCalm down, Heeseungâ Sunghoon said softly, still unsure of the situation that surrounded him.Â
Instead of that, he got hit with a punch to his face, harshly stumbling backwards, his back pressing against the glass table. He touched his cheek, the sensation causing him to flinch. He could feel the taste of blood in his mouth.Â
âIâm sorryâ he said, looking down, spitting into the glass cup that someone left on the table.Â
Heeseung smiled seeing his friend's reddish saliva slide down the walls of the glass.Â
You stayed quiet, hoping the same fate wasn't waiting for you. You wanted to disappear, already creating the monologue youâd spill out to Eunseok as soon as you came home. âPlease, I need to go back to my old schoolâ youâd plead until heâd finally give in.Â
âIâm sure you are, Hoonieâ he chuckled, slapping his forearm, taking the cup from his hand âIâm sure you regret it, donât youâ he looked intently at his friend who was struggling to keep eye contact.Â
Heeseung slammed the cup on the floor, the glass shattering across the wooden panels, causing both you and Sunghoon to flinch.Â
Sunghoon nodded his head, trying to stand up straight, but failing miserably as Heeseung kicked his lower abdomen with his knee.Â
âYou think itâs okay to mess with your friends girl behind his back?â he asked, holding Sunghoonâs bleeding jaw in his fingers âIs it?âÂ
âNoâ Sunghoon spat out, looking at Heeseung with his watery eyes, the pain in his stomach unbearable.Â
âHeeseung, please stop, just stop itâ you pleaded, looking up at him from teary eyes, unable to watch anymore âI came onto him, itâs all my faultâ you lied, trying to somehow fix what was already broken.Â
âIs that trueâ his gaze shifted back and forth from you to Sunghoon, waiting for one of you to give him a straight answer.Â
You nodded ferociously, while Sunghoon kept his gaze plastered on the floor.Â
âGet outâ he turned to his vunerable friend, his lips dripping in blood, his hand holding onto his stomach.Â
The view didn't move him one bit.Â
Sunghoon looked at him and then at you, stumbling on his way to the door, slamming it shut when he finally managed to exit.Â
âYou came onto him, yeah? Did you like it?â he chuckled, a devilish grin on his face as he looked at you, so fragile and afraid of him.Â
âIâm sorry Hee, I wasn't thinking straightâ you explained, mentally preparing for him to strike you at any given moment now.Â
You should be the one asking for an apology, he should be the one saying sorry for using you.Â
âGet upâ he ordered, extending his hand to you. You looked at him sheepishly, his dark figure standing over you.Â
You obeyed, taking his cold hand, frightened a little bit by his intimidating and unpredictable behavior. He led you to the bathroom that was placed just across from the couch you were making out with Sunghoon on, stopping in front of the sink.Â
He looked at you through the mirror, his lips falling to your ear âSpitâÂ
âWhat?â you asked, your voice cracking.Â
âYou heard me the first timeâ he said sternly, his gaze never falling from your eyes.Â
âW-why?â you mumbled, and his small smile dropped.Â
His fingers squeezed your waist painfully, his other hand shoving your face down towards the sink âWhen I tell you to do something, you do itâ he groaned, and with your eyes shut, you completed his order.Â
âWash your mouthâ he ordered after a moment, his body pressing against your ass as he held your head in place âWash all thatâs left of himâÂ
You just listened to every word he said. He let go of your hair, letting you look at yourself again. Heeseung smiled, his hands wandering from your waist to the band of your skirt.Â
âDid you like it when Sunghoon touched you here? Did you feel taken care of? Tell me, pretty girlâ his hand slipped down lower, his fingers easily slipping past your panties, hovering over your core.Â
âI asked you a questionâ he said more sternly, as you refused to reply to him, your brain fixated on the feeling of his fingers on you.Â
âI liked it,â you replied truthfully, and he smiled.Â
âYou like when my friends take care of you, donât you? Youâd let Jay fuck you, youâd blow Jake if he asked, wouldn't you?â he asked, and you winced at his words, the sound mixing with the way his fingers played with you.Â
âBut youâd come back to me. Youâd come back all swollen from their house to me. Cause you love meâ he said, and you nodded, your hips riding his hand that was buried deep in your underwear.Â
âWant me to fuck you now? Show you who you actually belong to?â he whispered in your ear sweetly, his fingers still teasing your entrance.Â
âYesâ you managed to utter. Your heart was pounding so hard, a part of you craving Heeseungâs touch, while another one trembled with fear.Â
He turned you around, you could finally face him. His eyes were dark, his anger mingling in the air. His lips were wet with desire.Â
âPlaying with my best friend, making me watch, you loved it, didn't you baby?â he laughed, his hand escaping your skirt, finding its way to your hips. He pressed himself against you, his hands wandering under your top.Â
âYouâll get what you want, donât worryâ he smiled, his fingers caressing your lips âThat pussy wouldn't give it to you anywayâ he laughed, catching you in a sloppy kiss.Â
âGet on your knees, babyâ he said, his tone soft, a caring facade covering his internal rage.Â
You nodded, softly, sliding down to your knees in front of him. The dimly lit space made him look so beautiful, his harsh words leaving with Sunghoon a while ago.Â
âYou can take it right?â he asked, unbuckling his belt, the material of his black dress pants brushing against your skin as he slid them down.Â
You felt a mix of nervousness and anticipation as he teased you, palming himself through his boxers. You could see his pulsing erection, the way his face twisted as he continued stimulating himself.Â
âYou wanna see, huh? Dirty girl, you love every second of thisâ he laughed, his voice laced with innuendo.Â
Finally, with one hand he slid down his underwear, freeing his thick, hard cock. It slapped against his sculpted torso, and he smiled seeing your face light up.Â
âYou like what you see, yeah? So fucking hard just for youâ he asked with amusement, grabbing your jaw.Â
You nodded, finally being able to see him whole, raw in front of you.Â
He was now completely exposed before you, fully vulnerable and at your mercy.
âGood. Feel how hard I am for you. Touch meâ he said, his eyes never leaving yours.Â
You reached out tentatively, unsure of your actions, your cold fingers wrapping around his rigid shaft, coating its surface with his arousal as you slowly stroked him. He was hot and pulsing with his heartbeat.Â
He groaned âYeah, like thatâ his eyes closed with pleasure instinctively âNow put it in your pretty mouthâ he ordered after a moment.Â
You leaned forward, as he pulled your hair aside, twirling it in his palm. Your breath tickled his tip, his teeth gritting as he watched you open your mouth for him, and wrap your sweet lips around the head of his cock.Â
He groaned, your warm mouth hugging him reluctantly. You could taste his bittersweet pre-cum on your toungue, the sensation of his hardness making shivers go down your spine. Your head began to move deeper down his length, finding it difficult to fit all of him inside you.Â
âFuck, sâgood, suck me nice and slow just like thatâ he moaned, slightly pushing your head down his cock. He could see the tears forming in your eyes, and it made him twitch in your mouth.Â
You did as he instructed, taking your time with him, finding the spots that made him react the most, teasing his sensitive underside. Hollowing your cheeks, going faster, Heeseungâs grip on you only tightening with every movement.Â
You looked so helpless and lost, your mouth full of him. He fought to keep quiet, his other hand gripping the counter, his chest heaving unevenly. Your head bobbed up and down, sending jolts of pleasure through his body.Â
âFuck, keep going, Iâm closeâ he whined, his lips parted as he guided you back and forth on his length.Â
His cock twitched, your movements becoming sloppier as you awaited his climax. You could feel him deep down in your throat, the feeling accompanied by his intense breathing and hoarse moans. His hand gripped your hair tightly, he began to thrust gently, fucking your mouth with slow, deliberate strokes. Â
âIâm gonna cum, fuckâ his voice was strained, his heart racing in his chest âGonna cum in your mouth, take my load babyâÂ
He groaned, his warm, thick cum spilling all over your tongue, Heeseungâs body shuddering as he emptied his load down your throat. Â
âSwallow it,â he said, his breath shaky as he rode out his high.Â
He pulled out after a moment, his cock glistening with your saliva and his juices.Â
âYouâre so perfectâ he breathed out, still trying to steady himself âGet up, sweet girlâ he instructed, and with an ache to your knees you managed to get up.Â
His lips hurried to connect with yours, tasting himself on your tongue. Your lips were so soft and wet, your eyes watery. He wiped a salty tear that slipped from your eye. The look on your face took him back to the day he first met you, so pretty and untouched.Â
âLet me make you feel good nowâ he whispered, guiding you to the bed, his pants and boxers left abandoned in the bathroom, as he got rid of his shirt while locking the door.Â
He remembers just how much he fantasized about fucking you behind an unlocked door, hoping one of his sickly perverted friends walked in. But he no longer wanted to share you.Â
He yearned for you, needed you just like the flesh that wanted to knit itself back together after a fresh wound. His desire was so primal, so intuitive. He was peeling his skin back, the layers slowly unfolding before your eyes.Â
âUndress for meâ he waited, his eyes tracing your every move, his body shivering as he watched you.Â
If you were ready, he wanted to make you shiver like that too.Â
You pulled down your black skirt, squeezing your thighs together as you were left only in your underwear. He came towards you, helping with your top half. He puts your hands up, the material gliding against your shaky skin. The fabric falls to the floor with a small thud, leaving you bare for him to adore.Â
He stood back, admiring the beauty of the girl in front of him. He regretted every spoken word at that moment, every curse, every joke and everything that led up to this moment.Â
Those words stained his mouth like a pomegranate, the lingering sensation still on his tongue as he took you in.Â
Heeseungâs lips crashed down on yours, his shivering hands roaming down to your enclosed thighs, spreading you open enough for his fingers to slide through. He explored you with rough urgency, his mind blank as he focused on you and only you.Â
He moved you down to sit on his lap, his hard on pressing against your ass. He trailed hot, open-mouthed kisses down your neck to your chest. Desperation sat heavily on his tongue.Â
âYouâre so pretty, all mine, all this is for meâ he mumbled into your skin, his fingers digging at your hips. Your teeth grit, hands pulling his dark hair.Â
Heeseung was so hungry for you. Hungry for your lips, your flesh, your bones that he wanted to intertwine with his. He was so drunk on love.Â
His hand slipped down your body, his thumb circling small circles on your clothed heat. He felt the wetness seep through.Â
He lifted you up, lying you down on the mattress swiftly. He situated himself in between your legs, his eyes scanning your body. You were such a pretty girl, so obedient and welcoming to him. You didn't protest, just did what he asked you to.
âHeeseung, please..â you whispered, and he could feel his heartbeat speed up âI want you inside meâ he was amused by your eagerness, the way you were so direct with your words.Â
âSweet girlâ he murmured, his fingers hooking the band of your pretty pink underwear âSo fucking ready for meâÂ
He looked at you one last time, his fingers pulling at your panties, and with a nod to your head, he rolled the fabric down your legs, throwing it next to his abandoned shirt.Â
âAlready this wet?â he raised an eyebrow questioningly âI barely even touched youâ a smirk adorned his lips.
He could come just by looking at you, your greed only fueling his own desire to fuck the shit out of you. But he'd hurt you, wouldn't he?Â
Heeseungâs heart was racing just from the sight of you, his body reacting instantly to the view in front of him. His breath came out in ragged gasps, his pretty blue veins popping out from under his skin.Â
He aligned himself with you, coating his length with your arousal. His throbbing cock glided in between your folds, your body trembling at the new feeling, as heavy breaths slipped from your mouth. His tip nudged against your entrance, your heart racing. You had never felt anyone this closely, and nothing made you more excited than it being Heeseung after all.Â
âI wonât hurt you, yeah?â he laughed, his tone low âYou think you can take it?â he teased, his tip slipping in and out, each time going just a little further.Â
âMhmâ you nodded your head, looking at him with your mouth slightly parted.Â
He leaned down to squeeze your cheeks âYeah? And you won't cry?â you attempted to nod again, but his grip on you was firm. You just blinked eagerly, and he chuckled, shaking his head.
His tone was inciting, it could almost seem as if he was making fun of you. Yet no other man had ever made you feel so wanted, so good. No man has ever touched you like Heeseung did.Â
He pressed you down underneath him, holding onto your lower back, his lips wandering all over your damp skin, His touch was rushed, he wanted this just as much as you.Â
âReady?â he asked, stroking himself, his gaze glued to you. You breathed out a short conformation, grabbing into his arm that flexed under your touch.Â
Heeseung nodded, his eyes dark with desire and need. His hands were shaking, his body trembling with the effort of restraint.Â
He grabbed onto your leg, and with a slow movement, buried himself deep inside you. You gasped, pleading for your body to adjust to the sudden invasion. Heeseungâs cock filled you completely, stretching you out in a way youâd never experienced before. He didn't move, waiting for the look of discomfort to wipe off your face.Â
You had wanted this. You waited impatiently for Heeseung to take away the one sacred thing you owned- your virginity. You wanted him to be the man that gets to have you first, the love and thirst for him overpowering any rational thoughts.Â
âFucking tightâ he breathed out, as his head fell back, a low, gutteral moan escaping his lips as he continued to move, his body conusmed by the sheer pleasure.Â
It didn't take him a long time to bottom out, groans falling from his slightly parted lips. The pain of his thickness was almost exciting, your nails digging at his skin, eyelids becoming heavy. His cock buldged in your stomach, making him moan out loud with no sense of embarrassment.Â
Your walls gripped onto his length âFeels s'good, shitâ his thrusts were slow and delicate, not wanting to break your fragile frame âSee this, so fucking deep inside youâ he took your hand and pressed it down on your stomach so you could feel him.Â
âDoes it feel nice?â he kissed your neck, his face hugging the side of yours as he picked up his pace.
You turned to look at him âIt d-doesâ you whispered.Â
He rammed into you, his strokes becoming more frequent and sloppy. His face twisted with pleasure, a stream of euphonious sounds slipped from your lips, powering his own arousal. The music slightly entered the room through the shut door, the sound of skin slapping and heavy breaths overpowering it.
âThatâs it, babyâ his hands gripped your hips as you moved with him in sync, his body almost automatically responding to any of your movements. Your breathing became increasingly uneven and ragged âJust like that, just like thatâÂ
âFuck, Heeseungâ you struggled for breath, his pace becoming infernal.Â
His eyes ran down your body like never before, his face looking down at you intently, almost like a wolf looking down on its prey. His fingers continued to grab onto anything he managed, his mind going blank as the sound of your cries filled his ears.Â
The sight and sensation drived you further into ecstasy, his warmth so strong on your skin. You couldn't help the pleasure, a small, salty tear escaping your glossy eyes.Â
He leaned down, capturing your mouth in a desperate, rough kiss, his body shaking with need. He broke the kiss, his lips trailing down your neck, his breath coming out in ragged gasps. His thumb wiped down the tear from your cheek, his eyes hooded as he stared down at you, analyzing the state he had put you in.Â
âYouâre so perfect, so perfect for meâ he whispered, his body on fire, every fiber of his being consumed by the overwhelming ecstasy of being inside you, of feeling you beneath him.Â
Your moans become guttural, body shuddering with overwhelming pleasure at his words, at the thought of having him like this all the time.Â
âIâm so in love with you, fuckâ he breathed out, his heart pounding in his chest.Â
He knew he was in too deep, knew that he couldn't stop this even if he wanted to, not when he felt like this, burried so fucking deep inside you.Â
âIâm closeâ you managed to articulate, your voice strained.Â
Heeseung nods, his body feeling like heâs on the edge, too. He speeds up his movements, his cock pounding into your tired core at an almost demonic pace. His own senses are overwhelmed by you, his mind and body consumed with desire and pleasure.Â
He gasps, his mouth moving down to your chest âIâm close too. Just a little more, you can do it. Just a little moreâ his voice a low, raspy whisper.Â
You grip his hand tightly, a low moan escaping your lips as Heeseung pushes himself closer to the edge. You were hanging on by a thread, desperate for release, desperate for him.Â
âI canât hold backâ he groaned, his thighs shaking, control slipping him completely âIâm going to fill you up so deep with my cum, baby. Donât moveâÂ
Heeseung took your heart, his mouth stained red. He kisses you with that mouth, heâs all over you again. He can no longer control himself, each movement throwing him over the edge, his own bravery breaking as you look so much sweeter and smaller under him.Â
With one last thrust, his body shuddered as he shot his load of cum inside your pulsating walls. His body collapsed on top of you, his eyes closed as he tried to catch his breath. He continued to move inside you, his fingers holding onto your body, helping you chase your own high.Â
You close your eyes, releasing your own arousal on his length. Your body shivers and arches beneath him. He groans against your neck, gripping your hip tighter, his own body trembling with pleasure and exertion.Â
He buries his face into your neck, his breathing slowly starting to even out after a few moments. He can feel your breathing start to even out under him as you came down from your own climax. He held you close, letting the waves of otherworldly pleasure wash over the both of you.
âYou were so goodâ he whispers, his voice still laced with a hint of breathlessness âI love you, so much. I love you so much it hurtsâÂ
He couldnât help it. Those three words have never fallen from his lips, and this time he couldn't blame it on the slip of his tongue. Every bone in his body, his flesh, his tissue, the sinews that bound him together, it flowed in his veins- the uncontrollable desire to love you.Â
His words struck you to the core. It felt so real, Sunghoonâs confession long gone as you couldn't help but reciprocate his words. With the way he cared for you, it couldn't be true. Heeseung wouldn't use you, he loved you, and you loved him.Â
 You look down at him, and this time he looks much less scary. His eyes aren't so dark and hooded, his hair is messy, and his lips are puffed out.
Itâs been so long since you first saw him, your mind completely swapping the first impression he made on you, to something much sweeter and beautiful. You remembered him so well, he was your precious, doe-eyed baby deer. He was never wrong, he was never the bad guy.Â
The world turned on him, he was innocent. He didn't have a drinking problem, he wasn't smoking too much, he just gave into his teenage curiosity.Â
He continues to lay on top of you, arms wrapping around you, his face buried into your neck. He takes a deep breath, inhaling your scent, savoring the feeling of you beneath him.Â
âIâm sorry, babyâ he whispers, his voice laced with a hint of shame and regret. âIâm so sorryâ he repeats and you look at him, confused.Â
âWhat? Is everything okay?â you ask, caressing his hair, twirling small pieces in your fingers âYou're scaring meâÂ
He sighs, his heart breaking âSunghoon was right. I told him to do it. I told him to tell you the truthâÂ
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Kurkans Mate .
Mine and yours.
Yan! Ishakan x reader
(Special Chapter)
Warning : Mature content! Before you read this, make sure you are old enough, children and minors are prohibited from reading this story chapter.
Manhwa :ìœííŒ / predatory marriage
/ ìœííŒ (ìì í)
: Adult Manhwa (18+)
Author/Illustrations : Saha / Hera(Art)
Word count : 2.86K word
Hello, this is Neva, at your service. So glad all Ishakan series are complete. This is a special chapter that I updated especially for Tumblr readers who may not have WP. Because I'm sure some of my dears may not have WP. So, this is a special chapter for Ishakan series. Next project wss supernatural series. A monsters, i hope you all will like it this project as well:)
I added some POV characters here, which I didn't write in the WP special chapter. So, enjoy, my dears, lots of love- NevađŠđŠ .
Might have some bad grammars, correct me if there are any mistakes in the words in the story I wrote. Anyways i hope you all enjoys my story,love.- NevađŠđŠ
Kurkans Mate Pt. 1
Kurkans Mate Pt. 2
Kurkans Mate Pt. 3
Kurkans Mate Pt. 4
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Ishakan stared at you full of love and lust, but he had to restrain himself!.
Leading you slowly towards the sofa that had a small table, gently pouring a typical Kurkans drink, 1 glass. Ishakan drank it first, then he gave it to you, he could feel you were hesitant to drink it! .
Ohh how cute his wife is! So innocent and gentle! Never even drank wine!.
You spent that night talking to Ishakan, to understand each other, to be open to each other because you are husband and wife now.
Ishakan even apologized to you, he didn't mean to kidnap or hurt Esmera, but his beast instinct said otherwise, Ishakan had even renovated Esmera's hut, even Esmera came to the wedding!.
Even though you didn't meet, Esmera did come to see in the form of an owl, happy at least you were safe in the hands of the Kurkans, Esmera had been watching from afar, anticipating that if the Kurkans treated you badly, then she would take you back by force.
It turns out that Ishakan is not as bad as you thought, he is an understanding man, he doesn't care whether you can get pregnant or not, because Ishakan brought you into his life to love you and spend his life until old age waiting as his partner, his wife.
With a position facing each other you are currently on the balcony.
Ishakan looks at you lovingly, the moon is full in the sky, his heart is beating fast.
Ishakan cups your cheeks with his hands, stroking them gently with his thumbs.
"You are my world, I will never be afraid of losing or fear, as long as you are by my side and live together by my side until the end of my life, my Mate, I love you"
Tilted his head slowly, Ishakan kissed you, crushed it gently, carefully, the sound of your kisses filled the bedroom balcony.
Ishakan's hand easily pulled you to his side closer, deepening your kiss, eroding the distance between you, one of his hands was around your nape, his lips and tongue were busy tasting your lips and tongue, taking notes of every content of your mouth.
His other hand was on your waist, stroking and squeezing softly making you moan softly, only making him more aroused.
With one movement of his hand, Ishakan lifted and carried you into the room without breaking the kiss between the two of you.
Dropping you gently, Ishakan saw you under him, panting, face red and out of breath, lips swollen from his kiss.
Opening his wedding dress, showing his chest and body that were perfect for a king.
Ishakan kissed you again, biting your lower lip softly, making you moan softly, his tongue dancing and claiming yours.
His hands did not stay still, placing both of your hands above your head held with one of his left hands, his right hand, moving to stroke from your cheeks, neck, collarbone, the center line between your chest.
Teasingly stroking the line of your stomach that made you moan softly. smirking softly, knowing that you were sensitive all over your body, his hands went down to the lower part of your body.
Pulling up your red dress slowly, showing your legs and thighs, pulling them straight with his hands, kissing your ankles softly.
Lowering himself from the ankles to along the knees, biting your thighs, your knees leaning on his shoulders, leaving bite marks on your soft thighs, Ishakan got closer, until he was right in front of your core, wet and full of the scent of passion!
He had to hold himself back, it wasn't time for him to be brutal, not yet.
Pulling with his two fingers, Ishakan sensually opened your panties, showing your core completely without any clothes on there.
You who are embarrassed try to cover it! But unfortunately Ishakan holds both your hands.
Spreading your legs, your face turns red with embarrassment.
Looking at you, Ishakan just smirks and breathes into your core, which makes you sigh stifled.
Sticking out his tongue, Ishakan tastes your core, which makes you sigh unable to hold back anymore, you are very sensitive just from his kiss before, you have never felt anything like this!
Ishakan's tongue moves skillfully, from the middle to the core of your clit, sucking, licking, feeling, even widening your core.
You can't think clearly just your tongue but it has made you lose your mind.
Your hand that Ishakan has released, is around his hair, sighing, gasping for breath, Ishakan's other hand also doesn't stay still, his hand is busy scooping, squeezing, playing with your right chest, tearing with just one pull of your top dress.
Making you naked showing your chest, his hands are busy twisting and squeezing.
Your moans are getting louder indicating that you will come soon.
When you are about to come, Ishakan replaces it with his finger, making you increasingly losing his mind and moaning more and more.
"Take it out honey, come on, you can, smear my finger with your essence loves, come on my rabbit~"
Pulling and inserting his finger quickly, you come for the first time in your life!
Moaning almost screaming, eyes unable to open wide, biting your lower lip slowly.
For Ishakan this sight is very beautiful, very sexy and exciting, only him, only Ishakan can make you like this.
Growling primally, Ishakan forcibly pulls your lower dress, making you naked, so exposed to his eyes.
Ishakan then brings his finger filled with your love fluid to his mouth, sucking and tasting it.
You who stare at it can only be embarrassed, he looks at you with full primal!.
Your legs are spread wide, Ishakan opens his pants.
He's big, very big! Does it even fit?!.
"Isha... it doesn't seem to fit... this is my first time"
Ishakan just laughed in amusement seeing your worried expression, kissing your lips softly, Ishakan distracted your thoughts.
"Don't worry, I'll make sure you'll be okay"
His kiss went down to your neck, sucking and biting it on the right and left, leaving love bite marks on your neck.
His kiss went down to your shoulder, biting gently then to your collarbone, then to your chest, kissing gently, then putting your nipple into his mouth, sucking greedily, his other hand didn't stay still, giving the same attention to your chest that he sucked, his fingers twisting, pulling and squeezing your chest.
Moaning was the only thing you could do because of Ishakan's actions on your body.
Ishakan's hand then went down to spread your legs, with a gentle push, inserting himself, uniting with you.
You who were doing it for the first time, of course screamed in pain considering Ishakan who was also very big. Ishakan kissed your lips and neck, to ease your pain. It worked.
Slowly, the sound in the room that the two of you would use in the future, was filled with the sound of love, passion, and lust. The sound of skin slapping was very clear, Ishakan's sighs, and growls blended with the atmosphere full of the first night.
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You're not sure how many hours or maybe days it's been? You can only be busy moaning, groaning and following Ishakan's direction.
While Ishakan? That man, your husband is busy moaning in your ear, moaning vulgarly and shamelessly in your ear.
His hands are busy playing with your breasts and hips, while his own hips? Busy moving back and forth, the point is entering your core.
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Those 5 days, you were slaughtered by Ishakan, unable to hold back anymore, on the 5th day, you fell unconscious, while Ishakan? That man just chuckled and cleaned your body.
It's just a matter of time for Ishakan, he will soon become a father, and so will you, become a mother.
Blood union Between the Antrabeth and Kurkans tribes, two tribes that are above the other races.
This is not a dark or light story, but this story is about how Ishakan, can convince his partner, even by kidnapping which for some people is an abnormality, but this is the Kurkans we are talking about, normality never exists in that tribe.
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'The sound of a closed book'
In the garden a woman with blue hair, sits in a pavilion scattered with small fish ponds, with a pavilion podium studded with gold and high-quality wood, beautiful fabrics fall from each ceiling of the pavilion, creating a beautiful illusion, covering the outside view to see into the pavilion.
A small boy sits on the woman's lap, while a tall man is next to the woman holding a girl.
The woman had just read a story about "History Of Kurkans Mate"
"So how's the history? Are you not curious anymore again?"
The woman asked the two children who were of different genders, but with similar proportions, twins, the two children had the same blue hair as the woman, while their skin followed the color of the man sitting beside the woman.
The two twins just smiled and nodded before standing up and running to play with each other in the garden field right in front of the pavilion.
The man, put one arm around the woman's waist.
"The twins are big now, I think it's time we gave them a sibling, how about that my rabbit?"
Kissing the woman's cheek affectionately, while the Eve just blushed!.
"Ishakan?! Twins are only 7 years old! Not yet! I refuse!"
You've been together for more than 7 years, and the woman is you, you slap Ishakan's arm lightly, your husband.
"Oh my dear, it seems you have forgotten that, the Kurkans have never known the concept of refusing, the word no, refusal or disagreement"
Ishakan stood with you in his arms actually, bridal style! Those of you who are embarrassed, only can just cover your faces with your hands, you feel very embarrassed because the servants and bodyguards are looking at you.
In the Kurkans palace, a desert surrounded by a large oasis, the Kurkans Kingdom thrived under the leadership of King Ishakan Kurkans, the best king in the history of Kurkans, with his mate who was also the best in history, there was no slavery, discrimination, racism or rebellion. There is only peace, happiness from one end of the kingdom to the other end of the kingdom of Kurkans.
For people who have visited Ishakan Kingdom, there are only a few things that those who have been there will say.
"It feels like the kingdom is like a myth"
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On the other side of the desert continent of the Kurkans, there are several kingdoms that are also developing rapidly, one of which is the Estia kingdom.
Led directly by Queen Leah de Estia, a beautiful woman with a face like the moon. Anyone would fall in love seeing her so beautiful, perfect, almost like an angel falling from the sky.
One of the people who fell in love with her was none other than Leah's half brother. Bléon de Estia.
The man was crazy, of course , a sick and very twisted obsession. After the ambush and capture of the queen of Estia, Serdine.
Leah saw with her own eyes how Ishakan and some of the Estia courtiers burned Serdine. While Bléon, the man looked at Ishakan with envy. Nothing more and nothing less, thinking that Ishakan will take Leah from her.
Crazy about it, Bleon said to Ishakan.
"I have defiled the woman you are going to take, take her! Take the used goods that I have touched and play with them as you please, you savage monster!"
Right after the sentence was uttered, a head flew right in front of leah's eyes. Bléon's floating head flew and fell rolling and stopped right in front of her feet.
That night, Leah would never forget how Ishakan had saved her. And also the kingdom of Estia.
Leah sent a proposal, hoping that the kingdom of Estia and the Kurkans could become one.
But unfortunately, the proposal was rejected. Because it turned out that the king of the Kurkans himself already had someone to be proposed to.
On the wedding day of the king of the kurkans, where leah came as one of the honored guests, that's where she found out why ishakan rejected her proposal.
Herself as a woman if given the opportunity as a man, she might do the same thing as ishakan did. Kidnap that woman. For Leah, just by looking at her once she knew very well, the woman who was right in front of Ishakan, had made Ishakan, the barbarian kurkans, kneel. Very beautiful, small and fragile. Of course, Leah who did not have any special lines in her blood, more than knowing not to go any further to be with ishakan.
A woman from the Atrabeth tribe, the lover of nature. Of course leah knows for sure.
The two tribal myths are united in a soul bond.
For Leah, the story of Ishakan and the woman, the lover of nature from the Antrabeth tribe, felt very unreal.
As if they were just a myth.
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The End.
©ïžNymphea0 2024 ,OG story, Project Dark Manhwa Character Series.
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Helloo, I absolutely love you writing! Your understanding of the twst charactersâ personalities is phenomenal đâ€ïž
May I request both Ace and Malleus crushing on reader simultaneously, and both are aware that the other likes reader (reader is oblivious hehe). Ace gets super insecure since he isnât powerful nor of royal status and believes thereâs no way he can compete against him, meanwhile Malleus gets super jealous since Ace has been friends with reader ever since and is the most close with him.
Ace x Reader x Malleus (Love Triangle)
a/n: the giggle i let out when i saw this!! such a fun concept and thank you so much đ«¶đ«¶
It started with a normal day: you laughing at one of Ace's jokes, completely unaware of the storm brewing behind you. The storm in question was Ace and Malleus glaring daggers at each other over your oblivious head.
Ace was slouched in his chair, shooting side-eyes at the imposing figure standing too close to your desk. Why does he have to hover like that? he thought bitterly. Malleus, for his part, was casting pointed glances at Aceâs casual posture, as if silently saying, Is this the best you can do?
Neither could deny the truth. They were both hopelessly, tragically in love with you. And they both knew it.
Ace prided himself on being the guy you could count on for a laugh. But today, he was on a mission: show you how amazing he was.
âSo, anyway,â he said loudly during your study session in the library, âI totally acedâget it?âmy magic exam. Got full marks.â He leaned back smugly, hoping youâd be impressed.
Malleus, who had been quietly sitting nearby (because of course he was), looked up. âImpressive, Ace Trappola. But I suppose it pales in comparison to wielding centuries-old magic and commanding legions of loyal subjects.â
Ace choked on his own smugness. âYeah, well, I bet you donât even know how to mix a potion without turning it into swamp goo, huh?â
âActually, I mastered potion-making at a young age. I created an elixir capable of reviving withered flora.â
âCool, cool. Can you tell me how any of that helps the prefect with our history homework?â Ace shot back, leaning closer to you.
Malleus frowned. âHistory is one of my strongest subjects.â
âOh my Sevenââ Ace groaned and threw his hands up. âWe get it. Youâre ancient!â
You looked between them, confused. âAre you two okay?â
âPerfectly fine,â Malleus said smoothly.
âGreat! I was just explaining history to Deuce,â Ace lied shamelessly.
Lunch was another battlefield. Ace had secured a seat next to you and was recounting a funny story involving Grim, a mop, and a very angry caterpillar monster.
ââŠand then Grim screamed so loud, I think half the campus heard him! Right, Prefect?â Ace said, nudging you.
Before you could respond, the shadow of a tall figure fell over the table.
âMalleus,â Ace said with a forced grin. âDidnât see you there. Like, at all.â
âI thought I would join you,â Malleus said, sitting directly across from you, his gaze unwavering. âDo you require assistance with your meal? Perhaps I could conjure something more fitting for your taste.â
âOkay, thatâs just cheating,â Ace muttered under his breath.
âConjuring food is a skill that requires great control,â Malleus said casually. âItâs a shame some rely solely on mediocre cafeteria fare.â
âOh, so now the chicken nuggets arenât good enough for you?â Ace snapped.
âThey lack refinement,â Malleus said.
âYeah? Well, you lack⊠I dunno, vibes!â Ace countered.
You blinked. âAce, are you okay? Youâre yelling about chicken nuggets.â
âY-Yeah, Iâm good,â Ace mumbled, shoving a nugget in his mouth to shut himself up.
The tension boiled over during a school festival. There was a dance competition, and both Ace and Malleus signed up for one reason: to win your attention.
Ace went first, pulling off a routine filled with flashy moves that he definitely stole from a popular video. The crowd cheered, and you clapped the loudest.
âNot bad, right?â Ace said, slightly out of breath but grinning. âBet Iâm the first guy youâve seen dance like that.â
Before you could respond, Malleus stepped onto the stage.
âI shall now perform a traditional dance of my homeland,â he announced.
It was graceful, mesmerizing, and undeniably magicalâliterally. The lights dimmed, and green flames swirled around him as he moved with perfect precision. The crowd was silent, utterly captivated.
Ace stood next to you, slack-jawed. âI⊠I canât compete with that.â
You turned to him with a smile. âI thought your dance was amazing too.â
Ace lit up like a firework. âY-Yeah? You mean that?â
Malleus, mid-spin, glanced at you both. His expression darkened.
Eventually, the competition escalated to new heights of absurdity. Ace baked you cookies, only to find out Malleus had hand-carved you a jewelry box. Malleus enchanted roses to bloom eternally, and Ace countered by organizing a surprise karaoke night with all your favorite songs.
But when you tripped and both of them scrambled to catch you, the ridiculousness reached its peak.
âYou caught their hand,â Malleus said, an edge to his voice.
âAnd you caught their other hand!â Ace snapped.
You, still mid-air, sighed. âCan someone just catch me completely next time?â
Despite their antics, one thing was clear: they both adored you. And while their rivalry was exasperating, it was also⊠kind of sweet.
Well, for you, anyway. For them? Not so much.
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I was wondering if you can do Yandere dick and Tim with a Childe reader who seems to favor Tim over Dick.
Just imagine Tim finding this little Kid following him like a little duckling and thinking that he is soooo cool!
No matter how much Dick makes the kid like him Tim is always his favorite!!
(It will be funny if Batsis who doesn't like Dick at all is also around. He will be losing his mind!!)
A/N:Oh my gosh yes! Lowkey Batsis and Tim being co-sibling-parents lolll. Honestly Tim and Batsis duo is so iconic. I need to do more. I love them. look at him...he's such a good brother.
Here's the thing, Dick is the honorary dad of the family. Like he's changed diapers, taught how to tie shoes, walked his siblings to school and gone to graduations... All the siblings go to him with their problems before Bruce.
Now new baby alert,,,,Dick is in full papa mode and is ready to do the same with batchild and is so hurt when the kid screams in his arms. Like anytime he's near or picks the child up like this kid is in distress. O my gosh I feel so bad. Poor Dick.
Dick is seriously trying so hard to make batchild love him but nothing he does works. Dick could have cocomelon on full blast and wearing a Barney costume and this kid will be trying to get away.
Eventually like Jason has to be like..."dude, please just let someone else take care of em'. They need more time to adjust to you."
It's because of his blue eyes isn't it? Dick unintentionally has the Miley Cyrus blue eyed stare and the kid cannot take it. lol
All jokes aside it's really not that bad but it's clear that Dick isn't their favorite. There's definitely cute moments where Dick is sitting down with batchild in his arms and they are munching on some snacks. Or Dick is singing to them or doing a fun trick with them in the air. But ultimately the kid seems to gravitate to other siblings instead.
Dick doesn't really know how to function though. I mean we've seen just how insane he is with batsis. Only problem is he cannot be as forceful with the child in fear of scaring them.
I think the batchild and Tim situation won't get to him until he sees batsis, Tim and batchild all together.
The whole Tim obsession is out of the blue. Like Tim is almost always in his room or in a dark corner somewhere doing research. He decides to come out one evening as he had a bit of time after solving some cases...
I like to think Tim is a super geek who probably wears cartoon pajama pants or silly slippers and it caught the kid's attention so he's waddling towards him.
Tim is kind of like...what is happening? What do I do with this young human? He's kind of awkward with the kid at first but the kid is just loving himmm. Tim will try to explain the character that it is on his clothes to the kid, and they will try cutely mimicking him and Tim's heart just melts.
"Oh uhh...this is Link from..well Zelda.."
"lwink...frwum zweldwa..?'
The kid is dead set on sitting with him during dinner too. Like they climb into his lap and starting eating off of his plate. It's perfectly okay because Tim doesn't eat much at all so he didn't mind the kid messing the plate up.
He stays out in the living room a little longer than usual that night to play with the kid a little, it's super sweet.
I like to think Tim and batsis are rather close siblings so there are times where Tim will be coupe up in this room and batsis will come in with batchild and pull him away from his work. Batchild loves playing pretend with the two, specifically knights and dragons and hospital. It's nice seeing Tim a bit out of his element and having fun.
Sometimes batkid will just fall asleep in Tim's arms as he's working late. Speaking of, Tim takes to the kids like they're his little apprentice. Oftentimes you'll find them together with tons of case files out and the kid is grabbing items or pinning things on the board for Tim. Seriously that child's reading level went from first grade to 10th in the span of a few months lmaooo
But there's often times where batsis and Tim are with them. Quickly they become the kid's favorite siblings and they want them to do everything. Like when the kid is hurt, they'll cry for either. If the kid need to get ready for school, they want either to help. If it's movie night, the kid is squished in-between the two. You guys basically broke the honorary parents and it's so adorbs.
But this is where I said Dick is not having it. I feel like Dick was never threatened by Tim until now. Like sure Dick knew that Batsis and Tim were kind of close in a way and he was okay with batkid taking a liking to him...but all three of you being your own little squad is killing him.
He hates being excluded and not being needed so he's like ripping his hair out. He'll try inviting himself into the group and like the kid is just ignoring him...
Dick will try to open a juice box for the kid and now the kid doesn't even want it anymore like....bruh I wants Timmy to open it for me :(
Honestly I am not even sure really how Dick copes...Like I just feel like he doesn't explode because like I said he doesn't wanna scare the kiddo but idkkkk
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Hiya! I'm the one who requested the Siren thingy from some time back! LOVED IT BTW!
But anyways, since oneshots are opened, I was wondering if It's possible to do a one shot with Leona and a Reader who has a very intimidating appearance but is actually a sweetheart. They even own a motorcycle that they drive around on and often wear skates on campus!
leona fic... I've been itching to write him lately idk why... thank you anon!!
*à©â©â§âË "dangerous"
type of post: fic characters: leona additional info: romantic or platonic, reader is gender neutral, reader is not specified to be yuu, CUDDLES!!!
So, you're "intimidating".
He supposes you're in the right place for that.
After "meeting" you (you accidentally skated over Ruggie's foot, which was very funny, but still annoying), Leona had dismissed you as yet another NRC showoff with something to prove.
He'd been at Night Raven College for a decent time, now, and he'd seen your type before. Intimidating, fast, dangerous.
Leona had heard the way the other students talked about you. The whispers, the gossip, even the quiet looks of awe/fear were worth a thousand words.
His thoughts? Whatever.
To him, you were another herbivore in need of a serious ego check. And, more importantly: not his problem.
Until today.
"And beat it," he says, shoving the two Savanaclaw first years he'd caught cornering some poor piece of meat in the hall.
"You're gonna give me a damn headache."
The two scamper off, tails between their legs. Leona sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose. "Damn froshes..."
Can't anyone at this school behave? Showoffs.
If he so much as gets a sticky note from staff about his freshmen causing trouble... again... Sigh. Nothing a good nap can't fix.
He's about to find a warm place to sleep when he feels something in his hand. Leona would jump if he were anyone else.
But he's not. So, he looks down to see... you. The poor piece of meat in question.
Holding his hand.
"Thank you," you chirp.
He raises an eyebrow. It's not every day some herbivore has the guts to touch him like that.
So damn sweet he can feel his teeth rotting from that look alone.
"I wasn't 'doin it for you," he takes his hand back and begins walking.
He makes it halfway down the hall before his ears flick towards the sound of footsteps behind him. He turns, and you're there.
Leona gives you a warning glare, and he keeps walking.
Again, footsteps. He looks over his shoulder. "Beat it,"
He keeps walking. If you weren't giving him that damn look, so innocent and sweet at witless, he might've assumed you were trying to pick a fight.
You're either stupid or brave, following him into the lion's den.
But you do, from the hall to the botanical gardens, from the door to his favorite spot.
For whatever reason, he lets you. Something about that look on your face...
"Y'know, if you're trying to hunt, you're not doing a good job," Leona yawns, stretching out in a patch of sunlight.
"Oh," you say. "I'm not."
"Obviously,"
He closes his eyes. You just stand there. He clears his throat. You still don't move.
Finally, he sits up. "What're you, looking for handouts? Go bother someone else, I've already got a moocher,"
"I'm not, I just..."
He raises an eyebrow. "You what?"
You seem hesitant, your hands folded oh-so-politely. For all the talk he'd heard about you, you're really... rather...
"You're nice to me,"
Sweet.
Leona scoffs. "That's it? I'm nice to you?"
You say nothing. That question answers itself, anyway- and, yet, doesn't annoy him, either. You must have a piss-poor life if you think he's nice.
It makes Leona's chest feel warm. Damn it.
"Fine," he sighs. Damn it. And he scoots over to make room for you in the patch of sunlight. Damn it.
You sit beside him, and he wraps an arm around your waist, and pulls you into his side. He watches you get comfortable.
"You're a real sweetheart, y'know that? You're not gonna survive long at this school," he mumbles. "But I guess you know that, huh? That's why you're here."
You nod. Damn it. When'd he get so weak?
"Just... don't get too used to it," he says. "This is a one-time thing."
(Spoiler: it was not).
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this might've been talked about before but the natalia / tommy parallels make me insane. like.
natalia was brought in right as the show was supposed to end to be buck's endgame. as a character I like her a lot. but to me as a LI she fell flat because they were all tell no show. they told us she was special and different and really got buck after 2 minutes on screen which didn't really show any of that. they then spent an entire episode dedicated to showing us how she didn't get buck ( with the lucy and taylor thing and then kameron giving birth on his couch which made her run away ) I don't think it's a weird reaction to have, I just think that for a character they kept telling us was different and understood and accepted buck wholly, atp she really didn't. ( then she came back and decided to actually give it a try which was fine but kinda too little too late for me )
now with tommy, they were all show no tell ( besides having everyone telling us how cool he is ) they showed us he was different â not because he was a man, but because he did accept buck fully. he accepted him at his most bratty / pouty / jealous, he accepted clipboard buck and awkward first date behavior buck. they showed us he made an effort to show up, over and over, whenever buck called, even after fighting fires for god knows how long he came straight to the hospital covered in soot just cause he said he would. they showed us buck being different, being completely himself, not guarding any part out of fear of being too much.
I don't know, the parallel just makes me mad if this is truly the end because he's everything they tried to make natalia, who was supposed to be buck's forever love, the one he went to pick a couch with which was a significant thing ( even tho we've lost the plot regarding couch theory ) they gave us the perfect love interest and then pulled the rug on it seemingly not understanding that what made him stood out was not ( just ) that he was a man.
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Dad swansea and reader x daisuke established relationship
black friday | daisuke
author's note: this is based on the q&a where the devs said swansea was a sneakerhead lol. i love love love the concept of dad-swansea sm!! it actually maybe sorta kinda has me brainstorming another series.. thank you for the request! (cover image credit)
summary: (daisuke x f!reader)Â (modern au?) The semester is over and winter break has just begun. You and Daisuke met on campus and have been dating for a while now. When it's time for him to finally meet your dad, Swansea, he insists on getting him something for the season.
word count:Â 2,661
warnings: no trigger warnings (all fluff here)! all characters are 18+
now playing: Drugdealer, Kate Bollinger - "Pictures of You"
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The mall was a bustling hellscape. Packed like sardines, people pushed and shoved as they tried to meander from place to place. The line for the shoe store wrapped around the corner, down a long, wide hall, and into the food court. You stood side by side with Daisuke, your coat rustling as you hugged yourself. A cold draft blew past as other customers came and went through the grand entrance, each time causing a shiver to rake through you harshly. Daisuke, who was previously twisting his silver rings out of an anxious habit, stopped and began running his hands up and down the length of your arms. The friction of his hands sent waves of much-appreciated warmth throughout your body. You looked up at him, a grateful smile tugged at the corners of your lips.
âThank you,â you said, breathing a sigh of relief.
âOf course. It wonât be so bad once we get âround the corner.â Daisuke peeked over your head and past the line, peering ahead to see how much longer it would take. It was moving at a snailâs pace, and all he could think about was empty shelves. In the nightmare of worst-case scenarios running rampant in his mind, the sneakers he had been keeping a watchful eye on for months were already sold out. Daisukeâs brows furrowed as he caught his bottom lip between his teeth, chewing at the soft skin absentmindedly.
âMaybe we should have gotten here earlier,â you observed, glancing around at the line of people as it only grew larger. You turned back to your boyfriend with a sympathetic expression, features softening as you reached out and placed a hand on his shoulder. âYou donât have to do this. Yâknow that, right? My dad will be happy just to meet you at all.â
âThatâs where youâre wrong. I absolutely do.â He laughed nervously, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and using his now free hand to run his fingers through his hair. âYouâre, like, the most important person in my life. Your dad has to like me, he just has to. If he doesnât I might straight up disappear. POOF! Daisukeâs gone, vanished into thin air.â
âYou gotta relax. Heâs gonna love you, I know he will,â you replied, leaning into him for a little extra warmth.
Daisuke held you tighter and shook his head apprehensively. âI just gotta make sure. I really, really want to make a good impression.â
âAnd you will! You wanna know how I know?â you asked, shifting under his arm so you were facing him. The line moved up and so did the two of you.
He nodded, eyes filling with admiration as his gaze fell from the line before you two to your face. God, he loved your face. No matter how hard he tried, he could never understand how a guy like him got so lucky. Daisuke knew he was a pretty good-looking guy, but you were gorgeous. Must have been his charming personality and impeccable sense of style.
âI know because youâre kind. âCause you have a good heart and you care so much. My dadâs a good judge of character, heâll see that.â Daisuke opened his mouth to protest, but you raised a finger and pressed it to his lips before he could. âHey, Iâm not finished. So what you donât know what you want to be yet? Youâre ambitious and talented, and youâve got time. Donât stress about that, âkay? He wonât care, I promise.â
âCan I talk now?â Daisuke asked, your finger still pressed against his lips.Â
âYou may,â you replied with a playful grin, your hand dropping to your side once again.
âI know I technically donât have to, but Iâm gonna get these shoes and impress the pants off your dad,â he stated, all proud until he had the chance to process what it was he had said. âThat didnât come out rightâŠâ
You laughed, taking another step forward as the line continued to move up.
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A couple of weeks had passed since Daisuke bought those sneakers. Finals season came and went, ushered out by the frantic wrap-up of the fall semester and the introduction to winter break. It was early December when the two of you finally drove back home, meaning it had finally come time for your boyfriend to meet your parents.Â
The entire way there Daisuke was a nervous mess. That anxiety only intensified the moment you were leading him to the front door of your familyâs home. On top of the gifts he was already carrying, Daisuke had insisted on still carrying the bulk of your luggage inside as well. With one hand he held his presents to your folks, and in the other, he used to pull your suitcase behind him; your backpack was slung over his shoulders. He said it was about chivalry or something like that. As you stepped onto the front porch an onslaught of barking erupted from just beyond the door.Â
âLucy! Câmon, old girl, that's enough!â your dad, Swansea, shouted from inside the house.
You turned to smile at Daisuke only to notice his attention was busy elsewhere. He looked down at the gifts in his arms, biting at his lips. After a moment he noticed you had stopped and his gaze drifted back to you, offering you a timid smile of his own. You reached out and placed a hand on his shoulder, keeping it there as you began to rub small, comforting circles against the wooly fabric of his coat.
âItâs gonna be okay,â you whispered in a soft tone.
Daisuke looked down at the gifts in his hands, then back to you with a quick nod.
Now with his approval, you unlatched your keys from your belt loop and unlocked the door. As it swung open with a familiar groan, Lucy, your elderly border collie, came stumbling up to the doorway as she barked an excited âhelloâ. The dark patches of her fur were speckled with long, white hairs and her eyes held a little gray in them. She breathed heavily from her mouth, panting with her tongue hanging out. She looked from you to Daisuke, just as excited to see his new face as your well-known one.
âHi, mama.â You knelt to her level, petting her head with one hand and scratching her chin with the other. âIâm home!â you shouted into the house.
The smells of garlic and onion wafted from the direction of the kitchen. Daisuke closed the door behind him, looking around the entryway with a curious eye. It dawned on him at that moment that he was standing in your childhood home. Over the course of your life, you had walked in and out of that very entryway countless times âgoing to school, coming home from your first job at that local coffee shop, leaving for prom or practice.Â
âTook you long enough,â Swansea called back as he made his way from the kitchen to the two of you. âI was startinâ to worry you wouldnât make it in time for dinner.â
Swansea stood in the doorway of the kitchen, a red apron that read âKiss the cookâ tied loosely around his torso âone of the many stupid Fatherâs Day presents your mom had gotten him over the years. You stood up quickly, racing to him with open arms. He eagerly took you into a tight hug, his clothes and skin smelling faintly of 3-in-1 soap and motor oil.
âHaha. How about a âwelcome homeâ or âI missed you so muchâ?â you said sarcastically as you pulled away from him.
âWelcome home, kid. I missed you.â Swanseaâs normal gruff tone of voice was much softer as he spoke to you.
Daisuke stood awkwardly by the front door, still carrying your belongings as well as his own. You glanced over your shoulder with a wide smile and motioned toward him. âOh! Dad, this is Daisuke. Daisuke, this is my dad.â You took a step back, allowing the two of them to get a better view of one another.
His eyes shot from Lucy, who was now lying at his feet, and toward your dad. Almost too quickly, Daisuke let go of the suitcase and took a long step toward Swansea. He extended his hand, ready to shake, and adorned a toothy smile. The gifts along his other arm wobbled as he reached your father, which he clumsily saved from falling at the last minute.
âItâs a pleasure to finally meet you, sir. Iâve heard a lot about you,â Daisuke said.
âThat so? Looks like you got a lot on your plate, son.â Swansea took his hand, holding it firmly as he shook it. Daisuke did his best to match his grip, almost squeezing too hard. Swansea motioned with a nod to your luggage still on Daisukeâs person, along with the gifts in his arms.
âWhat this? Nothing I canât handle,â your boyfriend replied, almost smugly. âThese are actually for you. Well, and your wife.â
âI think weâre gonna go take my stuff upstairs,â you butt in, looking between the two with a slightly worried expression.
âAll right then. Your momâll be home soon, dinnerâs on in fifteen. Iâm makinâ paella.â Swansea turned around with a skeptical look. âSound good?â
âSounds perfect. Thank you, dad!â
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Once the two of you were upstairs, it became incredibly clear that Daisukeâs anxiety had intensified greatly. As the two of you walked through the threshold into your room, he let out a quiet sigh âboth out of relief and distress. Over the semester, your room had become closer to a memory and now, as you returned to it exactly as you had left it, it had become an almost nostalgic sight. It was exactly as Daisuke had imagined. The pale blue walls were littered with band posters and pictures of you with friends from high school. You had everything youâd expect in a studentâs room. In one corner, snugged away and smothered in soft blankets and pillows, was a full-sized bed. In another were a mismatched desk and dresser. Daisuke could easily see you sitting at that desk, engaging with one of your many hobbies or finishing up some assignments. The visual managed to make a small smile creep onto his lips, but it faltered quickly when he heard Swansea on the phone with your mother just downstairs.
âHe hates me, I can already tell,â Daisuke said. He carefully set down your luggage as well as the gifts, tucking them away nicely on your desk.
âYou donât know that. My dadâs just like that with everyone at first, but he always warms up eventually. I promise.â You sat on your bed, pulling your shoes from your feet and tossing them in different directions.
To keep himself from pacing, Daisuke took a seat beside you before flopping back into the comforter. The plush blanket quickly engulfed him as he rested an arm over his eyes. With a little laugh, you laid down on your side next to him, caressing his face with your hand. It felt soft against his skin as you cupped his cheek. His arm fell back to his side as he leaned into your touch, letting out a content sigh at the comfort that alone brought him. His eyes trailed over your face with that same lovesick adoration he normally harbored while looking at you âa stare that said more than he ever could with words. He knew he would never get tired of looking at you.Â
âItâs going to be okay,â you finally said, pressing your forehead against his. âI love you.â
His eyes fluttered shut as he tried to melt into you. Like it was second nature, Daisuke tilted his head ever so slightly to the side and closed the gap between the two of you. Sparks of electricity tingled against your lips as he kissed you softly. Abandoning their posts, his hands found their proper positions âone on your hip and the other along the back of your neckâ and pulled you closer. You couldnât help but smile against his lips as he kissed you, your chest becoming light at his touch.
Reluctantly, he pulled away, keeping his forehead against yours. âI love you too,â he breathed, sounding far more relaxed than before. âSo much.â
His gaze met yours once more, and it looked like he was going in for another kiss. Just as you felt his breath against your cupidâs bow, there was a knock at the door, followed by the sound of Swansea clearing his throat.
âCâmon, get your asses up. Iâm makinâ you set the table before your mother gets home. I want it to look nice for her, understood?â Your dad looked between the two of you with that questionable face Daisuke was starting to become accustomed to. He then turned around, shaking his head from side to side.
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Dinner was a surprisingly quick affair. To nobodyâs surprise, Swanseaâs paella was a hit âother than a couple of gripes from your mother who had grown sick of the dish. She fell in love with Daisuke from the first second she saw him, and she only loved him more when he got comfortable enough to talk. After everyone was finished eating, Daisuke insisted on helping clean up and he did so happily. While your mom stepped outside to smoke a cigarette, Swansea, Daisuke, and you sat in the living room as your dad began to open his gift.
Swansea tore into the wrapping paper, eyes going wide when he saw the brightly colored shoebox beneath. He looked up from the present in his hands, and his gaze fell to Daisuke with an expression of pure disbelief.
âSon, I-â he started before promptly getting cut off by you.
âJust open it, dad.â
Daisuke shifted beside you as Swansea discarded the rest of the wrapping paper. He leaned forward, elbows resting on either of his knees as he bit at his lower lip. Swansea ran his hand along the top of the box and slowly opened it. After lifting the tissue paper and getting a proper look at the sneakers underneath, Swansea turned to your boyfriend again.
âThese arenât easy to come by. How on earth did you get them?â
âI, uh- well, we camped out for them. [Name] told me you had been checking out a pair online for a while, and I thought Iâd save you the effort,â Daisuke responded, running a hand along the back of his neck. âIt was totally worth it. I got a super good deal on âem and everything.â
âThank you.â Your dad just nodded with the faintest smile on his face. Although his words were simple, cut, and dry, it was obvious to you and Daisuke alike that he was truly grateful.
âOf course. Iâm really happy you like them,â Daisuke said. He was practically glowing, beaming with pride as he looked from Swansea to you. He mouthed an oblivious âhell yeahâ in celebration.
Later that night while you were getting ready for bed, Daisuke ventured down the upstairs hallway toward the bathroom. Along the way, he passed your parents' room. Through the crack in the door, a narrow stream of light illuminated the otherwise darkened hall. Daisuke froze in place as he overheard your mom and Swansea talking from inside.
âSo, what did you think of him? Heâs just a delight. Isnât he, hun?â Your mom questioned.
âWho? Daisuke?â Swansea replied. The springs within the mattress groaned as he eased himself into bed. âThe boy seems like a good man. I like him for her. She needs someone whoâll help her loosen up. Poor girl is too damn high-strung.â
Realizing he probably shouldnât eavesdrop, Daisuke rushed to the bathroom with a look of pride on his face. Your dad liked him. Better yet, Swansea thought he was good for you. That was a better gift than anything he could have hoped for.
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