#I NEED IT SO BAD AAAAAA
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in a completely unrelated note, does anyone have like, 50 spare dollars? you know, out of curiosity, not by any specific reason at all
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HOW DID RAPPA AND BOOTHILL END UP BEING SO SWEET???
Before 2.6 even dropped, they were being cute! In Rappa's Keeping Up With Star Rail, Boothill describes Rappa's creations as "high-tech ninjutsu" rather than equipment, or machines, or anything else that someone would have normally defaulted to. This is something Rappa is very proud of and insistent about in her work, and he respects that!
Even with those party join lines, he refers to her not as a Galaxy Ranger, but by her chosen title!
Rappa seems to get a lot of shit for how she talks, too, with people throughout the patch accusing her of playing around or not taking anything seriously. Boothill though is swift to correct that, that even if it sounds like nonsense, Rappa is someone to be respected and a force to be reckoned with. He seems to really admire her resolve, and especially her intellect! He has nothing but praise for her, it's so so sweet.
And the way she talks about him, too! Like there are. A lot of things you can say about a man like Boothill fjkdlsajk but she always speaks so admirably of him?
There's also the difference in nicknames- Rappa refers to every other person as "Ninja." And most of them are descriptions that you can pick up at a glance, or without knowing a person too deeply. Singer for Robin is obvious, everyone knows who she is. Gama for Reca means "toad," which is a reference to the assistant director he always has with him. Baseball Bat for the trailblazer is also obvious. Ruri for March 7th means "lapis lazuli" which is probably a reference to her Six Phase Ice, or even her appearance since she looks like if a Stellar Jade became human. Hiryu for Dan Heng is actually "flying dragon" but it's also a famous video game reference so I'm only willing to put so much stock into that one fjkdsjakd and besides, she could have easily heard about March 7th and Dan Heng from Boothill, since he talks about the dango trio to Rappa, too.
But Boothill! Rappa refers to Boothill as "Silvergun Shura," with Shura being a reference to Asura, a demigod of war. It's a name used to describe someone fighting a relentless, inhumane war and desperately seeking victory. It also refers to a level of hell, governed by anger and pain. Both interpretations suit him strongly. It's not really a title you could give just looking at someone. It's something you'd have to know them at least a little more deeply for.
Boothill also very distinctly lacks the common ninja title- instead, in the EN translation, Rappa calls him Lord. It's a highly respectable title even in the original Chinese, apparently akin to addressing reigning royalty.
She just. Seems to respect and admire him so much? It's so so sweet?
And despite how often it's stated that Galaxy Rangers tend to work and travel alone, it seems these two are at least fairly familiar with each other, which makes me really happy! In an instance of beautiful timing, just today Hoyo released a new text convo, and! When she wants someone to hang out with, Boothill was one of the first people Rappa thought of!
Rappa knew Dan Heng because Boothill talked about him. She knew about Clockwork. Boothill has spoken with her often enough and long enough to know how deeply her hatred ran, and to be upset for her when Primon got away.
They both speak so positively of each other, even when one is out of of earshot. They openly show a ton of respect and admiration for one another, and the way they talk about each other is more than just two people who happen to be part of the same faction. They know each other more closely than that. Boothill is only in Penacony at all because of Rappa, and Rappa trusted Boothill enough to seek him out for this.
My favorite, though? The part I considered the cutest?
Rappa literally went all the way to the Luofu just to watch Boothill fight in the Luminary Wardance.
#I NEED THEM TO BE BESTIES AND MAKEOUT BUDDIES SO BAD WAH#honkai star rail#hsr#honkai star rail 2.6#hsr 2.6#boothill & rappa#honkai star rail boothill#honkai star rail rappa#hsr boothill#hsr rappa#boothill#rappa#I wanna see more of them being actually together onscreen Hoyo please#I need to see them tear a place up together#I feel like it's definitely happened before. they'd be such a fun team aaaaaa#I hope Rappa uses him as a perch as she pleases pffffft#needs a higher vantage point and just hops up so she can squat on Boothill's shoulders haha ('hey watch the hat!')#Boothill casually holds up some drink with a straw in it#Rappa takes a sip without looking away or even taking her eyes off whatever prey it is they're tracking
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louis loves lestat, a part of the tragedy was/is that he loved/loves lestat so much and can't STOP loving him, that's why he couldn't fully kill him, why he lets him come back home after the drop, why dreamstat is even a thing during paris and stayed with him for 77 years, even when he tried to let him go he couldn't move on or forget about him because he LOVES him
#i feel like i'm copying what somebody else said here so if i am i'm sorry xoxo#wahhhhhh guys i am going through it#i don't understand why ppl don't think he ever loved lestat you can see it in his every action his every facial expression idk guys like#i need to rewatch this show so bad guys#i can't find s1 anywhere aaaaaa#when louis says 'if you were the last vampire on earth it would be enough' and then turns to lestat ...that is all the proof you need that#he loves him#once again waaaaaaah#interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#loustat#i have so many thoughts rn but i am going back to reading instead yay
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man.
#honkai star rail#honkai star rail fanart#hsr#hsr fanart#aventurine honkai star rail#hsr aventurine#aventurine fanart#fan art#comic art#sillyposting#silly guy#the silly#digital art#artists on tumblr#ayoko na#aaaaaa#i hate him#i hope he explodes#i need him to die#i dont actually need him to die#hes so precious to me#the brainrot is so bad
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OH MY GOD ITS HAPPENING EVERYONE CALM DOWN-CALM DOWNCBFJDNDNFNFNNF
#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#aai1#aai2#ace attorney investigations#kay faraday#sebastian debeste#raymond shields#franziska von karma#shi long lang#MY FUCKING GOD#HOLY SHIT#I’d have them all…#evil cackling and lighting strike#oh my god I can’t#IM SO HAPPY AAAAAA#take my MONEY#I don’t know why I felt like this would happen#maybe I manifested it because I was like ‘well damn itd be great to play the investigation games I need em bad’
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oh my god canon disproved me with something even more gay
#im still attached to this idea though 😭#also haitham's character story is so.#i need to have a conversation with him so bad#like hes a little bit annoying but so fucking interesting#and by association that makes kaveh even more interesting#i cant wait to play the story quest aaaaaa i just need to finish nahida's first#i saw screenshots of the quest and 😭 im very excited#haikaveh#kavetham#genshin impact#zzz
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Im so mentally ill right now pls hand me my vitamin d pills i need to be fixed, i haven't felt sunlight upon my skin for a week and it's raining over the snow so it's all sloppy and slippery and dark out so i can't go anywhere without getting my feet soaked and my inlaws are asking me what i want for christmas like specifically which means i have to share my interests but i don't want to be perceived right now because I'm feeling the winter paranoia/madness and also i had to take the trashcan out yesterday and faceplanted in the snow and my glasses are all scratched up so i think im going to need new ones and if i want to go ANYWHERE i need to defrost my fucking car on the daily and i hate it. I hate winter i HATE IT. And i have an exam on friday as well as work and a christmas party to attend. I need to move to the forest and become one with nature, just leave society behind and live like Isak in Growth of the soil even though i fucking hate Knut Hansun, that nazi bitch.
#the only thing i have the energy for is apparently scouring ao3 for fics to read through my very specific search methods#and im reading stuff im NOT proud of at all (very cringe) so no im not giving any fic recs#i need the sun please god i miss the sun sooo much give it back aaaaaa#me in the summer: i miss it being dark at night i miss sleeping#me in the winter: i have deficiencies summer me could never understand#why did my ancestors (my danish grandmother and grandfather from bergen) decide to settle in the mental torture part of norway#i need to LEAVE im going INSANE i don't want to live like this#every season is its own kind of hell‚ the only semi good one is autumn and it's usually too short anyway‚ but if it's too long#it's as bad as winter because it gets dark without the snow to bring some kind of light to the day so you're just depressed#and then it gets icy but there's no snow so your car gets zero (NIL) grip on the road and then ur life flashes before ur eyes#abd spring gives you allergies and a low sun so you can't wven drive comfortably#and summer is too hot and it's bright all the time and like. it's FINE. im used to it. i just put up some decent curtains.#but it's disorienting and my internal clock is always completely and utterly fucked.#and i know im raving like a madman right now but i slept for like 13 hours and i have the mental clarity to know im going a little crazy#and i just need to get it out of my system
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so so so scared of editing my fic
#what if its bad. what if its really really bad and i cant fix it#what if everyone hates it#what if i've butchered the characters so bad theyre unrecognisable#aaaaaa#what if i just need to start staring at the doc#what if my brain stops being a bitch for two seconds and lets me be imperfect#anyway#coni speaks#no wip tag for <3
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*emerges from a pile of crumpled up papers* good lord what a day today's been, i need some cute fluff right now so here
you kick off your shoes with a sigh, dropping your bag and coat unceremoniously on the ground, not even caring about the papers that flutter from the bag's opening- today was absolutely exhausting. your coworkers always turn to you for advice, but today everything seemed to go wrong at every turn, and now you're tired and irritated and want nothing more than to smush your face into Foul Legacy's fluff and take a nap.
suddenly a pair of sturdy arms wraps around your waist and sweeps you upwards, a happy croon escaping the mouth of your tall, sparkly captor. you press your lips to the underside of Foul Legacy's chin, a tiny smile on your face, and he begins to purr steadily.
he carries you to your room- well, more like your shared room- his steps feather-light as he ascends the stairs and sits down on your bed, cradling you in his arms. you tug lightly on his armor to get him to snuggle next to you and promptly bury your face in the ruff of lilac fur on his shoulders, sighing in relief as your muscles immediately relax. the next hour or so is spent running your fingers through Legacy's soft, thick hair as you rant to him about your day, the pressing irritation slowly draining out of your body. soon you're letting out small yawns, catching yourself and Foul Legacy in the throes of sleepiness, and he yawns back and drapes an arm over your waist, pulling you close so you can rest your head on his chest.
tomorrow, your routine will repeat again, like an endless samsara, but for now you sleep in the arms of your beloved Foul Legacy; quiet, comfortable, peaceful.
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#gi ajax#foul legacy#foul legacy childe#genshin tartagalia#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#genshin x reader#childe x reader#gaaahhhh i forgot playing two games at once means twice the chance for shit to happen!!!!!#and i'm used to genshin having stuff happen but NOT THIS OTHER GAME!!!! GRAAHHHHH#anyways i needed some positivity so you get this#where's foul legacy so i can curl up in his arms and complain about all the bad things that happen aaaaaa#short scenario#wifi's brainrot#good evening :)
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Howdy peepers, I've been feeling pretty down lately but I think I'm on the right path to snap out of it!
See yall on monday hopefully
#to be honest recent political news got me anxious and just.. disheartened#not gonna lie rather depressed#but i guess that's a normal reaction#god it's just so awful#change of subject- i might be a bit burned out too because of all the stressing i subjected myself to this month#but worries be damned my grades ain't overall half bad#THO you just can't catch a break when it comes to college it seems#like we have to sign up for our classes on this website#based on your major obviously#and some people just don't pick the right classes hhhhh#and you see the waiting list for the class you need to sign up to is full because the goofs don't know what their course code is#which is weird like 😭 maybe there's a GOOD reason why your group mates' names aren't on the class list#because you didn't pick the right one aaaaaa#get outta here fella pleaaase#also on an unrelated note: it turns out i have a mild case of rosacea#it's not that suprising skin conditions run in the family#my mom's side of family at least#like my grandpa had rosacea. my mom has it too. my sister had acne (not anymore tho). my older brother too has something going on#i just thought i got lucky and inherited my dad's skin but guess not 💀#funniest thing is that almost everything makes rosacea act up#heat? cold? spicy food? stress? exercise? stress? alcohol? GODDAMN SUNLIGHT???#you name it#so yeahh not pleasant#if it won't get better mom will make an appointment with a dermatologist#uhh.. i guess that's all i wanted to say#for now at least#miss you guys hope all of you have been doing well :'>#random squeak
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human resources guy just called me into his office and i was like ok finally i'm leaving this place. turns out they gave me a new position and a higher salary y'all
#omgggg i girlbossed too hard#what they don't know is im one hard case away from k wording myself hkshejshsjdb#well not really but i truly cant stand this place anymore i fr want to quit so bad but i cant bc finding jobs is hardddd#also i just feel so overwhelmed i should be happy and whatever. i said yes bc i obvs need the money but#god i wish i could just quit#everybody is like ok girlboss congrats like they just made up a new thingy just for you but its like#this means new responsibilities and more stress that i just dont need 😭😭😭😭😭😭 aaaaaa#airam talks
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Work in progress, will finish some other night but my mind was plagued with this
Life goes on, and sometimes you get to try again
#unicorn wars#unicorn wars oc#unicorn wars spoilers#i never thiught id end up shipping him w the dad but like???#i need it so bad#let him have another chance 😭😭#let him have a family again i canmot STAND how tragic the ending leaves his situation aaaaaa 😭😭😭
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Currently devastated bcs I crave B.oothill tummy content (With a very gentle A.rgenti taking care of him) and I want to write some fic about it But,,, english isn't my first language and I'm not really able to write B.oothill's accent/speaking manner properly. And it's such an elemental part of him. My dear cowboy I love you but I can't write about you I'm going to explode. God gives his greatest fanfic ambitions to his non-english speakers soldiers...........
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It's a lil sad how often i see goldy keepers on FB asking for help because their goldies keep being sick despite their best efforts to keep the water clean and trying different medications. i am wondering how often they are facing similar problems to my Skippy. i am fortunate that i was able to take her to an exotic vet, but still there is nothing much that can be done. people really arent kidding when they say that goldies are just prone to random health issues, huh? but now whenever i see people upset about it, who have tried all they can, i try to tell em that it really DOES just happen sometimes, due to their messed up organs.
#g postin#ppl kept telling me that but i needed to know WHY. so i paid a few hundred to get told that i still cant really do anything about it. yay.#but at least i know roughly what is wrong and that it probably wasnt my fault. i asked em that.#i wonder if i should take her for more diagnostics. but that + treatment (IF it can help her) will probably be like 1000$ ToT#i feel like a bad fish mom for not even trying diagnostics but its a big chance that she isnt treatable anyway so AAAAAA
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Honestly though I think it’s really a bad sign when I look at Shin Tsukimi and literally feel like he’s a self insert 😩
#the klock keeps ticking#yttd#i wanna replay yttd so bad but i also like Gotta play other stuff with the time i have akskks#but yeah the brainrot this specific character has given me idk if I ever really talked about it but it was BAD#i like obsessively played the game in like 3 days and it was not a good idea lol but just like shin#i had to take like a week to recover from this guy cuz i couldnt stop thinking about him and how hes just like me fr#first off just the very inconsistent personality hes got going on that is very me he has these different personalities he wears to cope with#all the traumatic shit happening hes both so helpless its comical and so manipulative its terrifying#and idk its really interesting how like good and bad he is at being manipulative like hes very smart and can analyze weaknesses and lie so#good not even he knows the truth but hes also grasping at straws he doesnt think things through at all#like the second main game he just didnt prepare at all hes fumbling his way through everything its going so bad#he just wants to go home he wants to outdo the game makers but hes being used by them so bad he wants it to STOP#and its just the way that like. it hits so hard cuz you know hes really not a bad person not at all he doesnt want any of this hes just#being horribly manipulated and doing whatever he can to survive but its also really scary how#well hes able to lie and manipulate and claw his way through but hes also weaker than a grade schooler#and you never forget that either and as much as he cheated his way through he still failed it was all just a cheap trick in the end#and all of this hits very hard like his personality is eerily similar to mine and just the way he thinks and acts#cuz im the same like im weak and a dweeb who likes funny cats but im also emotionally detached and observant and selfish#but where it hits the hardest is his relationship with midori like oooof that one was too real just like#the first person who was ever his friend was horribly abusive and treated him like a child and didnt respect any boundaries#and he just got sick pleasure out of seeing shin be upset and he was like. a groomer#and shin was fucking relieved when he died but also kept his scarf and adopted his personality to survive#and still goes by sou after ch2 and the scene that gets me the most is when shin ai is asked about his relationship with midori#and you can just SEE how horrified shin is because his deepest shame his abuse is being shared to everyone without his consent#and hes reliving it all in that moment and literally seeing who he used to be experiencing the abuse#he just curls into himself and like covers his ears and pulls his hair thats literally what i do AAAAAA#im just so grateful for the direction they took this character kokichi ouma wishes he was shin tsukimi so bad#and yeah just like damn. its scary how similar i am to shin like damn i really am going through it huh oof#I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I WILL DEFEND HIM WITH MY LIFE HE DID ALL OF THAT STUFF YOUR HONOR BUT LISTENNNN#have you considered that hes cute and smart and weird and maybe just needs friends who arent assholes
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