#I NEED COMPANY IN MY MISERY
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kinda trying to gather some anti tlou2 group on my dash before the end of the show’s first season and... well everything that will come after.
#I NEED COMPANY IN MY MISERY#anti tlou2#anti tlou 2#the last of us#(don't interact if you don't want spoilers) (also homophobes transphobes and such dni)#(that's not why i hate the 2nd game)#(and it's really not why you should hate it but ur stupid so it's impossible to save you at this point)
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(Wip) he was supposed to love me
#misery loves company#transformers#transformers prime#tfp#tfp soundwave#tfp ratchet#soundchet#now let me tell y’all something#I made the mistake of thinking soundwave was easy to draw#my fucking mistake won’t happen again#I’m so mad#anyways I’m not gonna finish this I just needed to get soundchet out of my system before I die#I love the ‘in love with someone who will never love them the same way so they find comfort in eachother turn lovers’ ykno#mars doodles#maccadam
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i think i'm finally finally relearning how to be okay with being alone :) and (maybe unsurprisingly) it's also deeply connected with rediscovering what i like and care about and am even passionate about! and just recognizing that i can do things i'm interested in alone, that i don't have to just do random things with others for the sake of being around people. allowing myself to be alone has ironically helped me feel more open to new connections, no matter how fleeting, which feels even better!
#trying to unlearn the idea that some other authority knows how to live my life better than i do#just letting myself do things that intrigue me and accepting that they may be disappointing#the freedom to come and go at my own leisure and the freedom to shape my own time#i still prefer company but i don't need it or demand it... i can embrace it when it comes to me#i think these things came naturally to me as a child and somewhere along the way became my greatest source of misery
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I am unapologetically watching the veilguard/datv critical tag popping off and basking in the flames as they rise higher. Yes, yes, my friends, yessss, unleash your hatred and anger over this travesty. I have been sitting here waiting impatiently for you all to finish so we may bitch and moan about this for the next decade.
#datv critical#i need to fucking chill out it’s just a game#BUT I WAITED 10 YEARS AND MISERY LOVES COMPANY#let me be toxic for once in my life PLEASE
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I'm sorry but I have another stupid limbus theory about Dante's identity! I think it is even sillier than my last one but also i like it way more haha Lobotomy corporation spoilers ! Leviathan spoilers !
cogito straw jump scare !
Ok I like the idea that Dante used to be a member of the original L corp as an employee for the Extraction team. It would be cool if they were specifically the employee who had Express Train to Hell extracted from them back in the first lab. 1. We know from wonderlab that all of the Lcorp employees use they/them and I've seen people mention that is because there was no place to record the gender of employees in-game? I have no idea if that is true and I would think it is slightly less fun than just a 100% cast of characters without gender on random chance all working for the same place - but for the sake of my crack theory let's assume its true for a second here! (I think it's a hilarious theory in many ways and I enjoy the absurd concept of LC somehow stealing employees' gender but I will not go into that now.) 2. We also know that Dante has the same 2 weird dot's on the front of their clock that Express Train to Hell has. That lines up with many of Vergilus' lines about going to hell and the whole Dante's Inferno pile of references and why the bus is actually looking like a train. I don't remember if it's implied or mentioned but Faust built both the train and Dante's new head so I'm pretty sure they're connected (they at least seem that way visually) 3. I think it is funny that rolling the gatcha for characters uses the same term extraction as the process that Binah was in charge of for filling up the lab with abnormalities. Binah mentions that Carmen and cogito basically do all the work inside someone's head and then the extraction team pulls it out. I'm assuming that means making the abnormality a physical separate entity. Binah specifies that the employees don't watch or listen to what they are doing - they just follow her instructions. She implies looking too hard into the eyes of the employees who are injected with cogito and are extracted from would cause many people to go mad.
How does this relate to what Faust told Vergilius in leviathan? I wonder how similar the strange cogito state is compared to how Charon lost her memories of being Lapis. It's possible that when Faust mentions Vergilius can save Lapis and Garnet she is referring in part to restoring Lapis' original identity. This would line up with the motivation (assuming Faust was telling the truth) to make Vergilius sign on as the Limbus Company Guide.
And if this theory is true that opens up a lot of interesting ideas for what the company is after. If the original employee super dosed with cogito is looking into 'the well' of human consciousness or whatever the phrasing was - what will they remember when they wake up? What is on the other side in there - is limbus company after that information? Do they know something is there and they want more details? Do they want an example that the theoretical way to rehabilitate people from this state works? Did they pick Dante on purpose due to some properties of the Express Train to Hell - or would they have picked at random with any intact employee they could find? It feels more like a mission a corporation in the city would realistically take.
Do they want to become the next L Corp? Are they looking for that singularity to replace them? It lines up as a feasible way they could do that while taking they actions they have so far in the story i think? It's another silly crack theory but I enjoy thinking about it all :)
#kickguyreply#lobotomy corporation spoilers#leviathan spoilers#I cooked up another crack theory - I am sorry hadkfjghadfg#trapped in my little cell rattling the bars in my brain waiting for ch4 to come out#I need pm to put me out of my misery and explain the Limbus Company motivations and mission plan#I am thoroughly enjoying the ride and i don't actually want them to reveal it so soon!#but in the meantime everyone who knows me has to suffer my bad theories born from bad reading comprehension (most of the time) DHFGLKADHFGA
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hey guys
#vent#just... gimmie a sec im gonna put it in the tags i cant find the readmore on my phone rn#im havin a straight up not good time but not the worst in the house!#the worst is my cat. whose old and dying. and i have no money to put to sleep to fuckin put us both outta this misery#typical. she cant get a heart attack and go fast like my moms dog#shes gotta wail and be ill for a month while im recovering from one surgery and trying to get ready for the next#its also an amazing time for my ocd that i learned i have from artists on hear explaining what it is to send me into spirals#over germs. but shes just 20 with teeth and respiratory issues her whole life and been struggling with constipation#so i KNOW how shes dying. shes backed up and hungry and dehydrated but feeling bloated still and not eating or drinking.#shes probably got arthritis and has been moving like a geriatric for a while but its to the point now she wont even lay down. shes just#perched on a pile of towels in the bathroom dozing and occasionally crying for me to come pet her. im so fuckin tired#and theres nothing i can do! the vet i could find a timeslot for in a reasonable time said 500$. so thats cool. im paying 1000$ for me in#a week for my stuff and its just. god all she and i are doing is crying and it sucks ass#she wants company for comfort and i dont blame her - so the fuck do i!#but i cant sit in the bathroom with her my damn legs keep going numb. and my roomate 1) cant emotionally buoy me thru this#and 2) has a long work day tomorrow and its already mad late. sigh#dont try to offer me condolences ive worked thru her dying already its just now we're botb exhausted in the form its taking#if anything i just need another distraction to keep me from spiraling over something again#edit: ARUGH AND THE OTHER CAT THROWING UP IN THE OTHER ROOM. GOD DAMN IT#the younger one has so many allergies and wont stop fucking eating things off the floor babygirl i am BEDRIDDEN you gotta stop eating shit#off the floor!!!!!!!! you have specialty food for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#awesome it was right in my bed
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Happy Friday!!
I found the perfect gift I need to get you….
Thanks again for yesterday….You’re the reason I haven’t gone off on that chick!!
#your amazing to let me vent 2
#if not for you might have told her off and lost my job by now
#THANK YOU ❣️
Ya know, I do need more socks lol
Glad I was able to help. I'm always a good person to vent to if you ever need it and I'm always here for you!
Hope you have a fantastic Friday (I'm home early today yay!)
#thanks for the ask#my dms are always open for anyone that needs someone to talk to#and they're especially open for people to bitch about their coworkers because i got one and misery loves company don't it
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well, anomen has been knighted, and i'm left insulted that he never attempted to begin his romance even though i would've had to shut it down for xan anyway 😞
#tbf i took him straight to windspear hills when i recruited him & later read somewhere that that just cancels the romance before it starts#anyway after the knighting i had the chance to release keldorn from the party permanently and had decided to do it as the right thing#but then i had a moment of weakness bc i'd just picked up carsomyr and wanted to use it so i re-recruited him anyway#of course i forgot that he & viconia were halfway through their 'i swear to [insert god] i'll murder you' dialogue#so i should have fully released him anyway#and then they finally decided to kill each other so i had to reload and release viconia#bc i really needed keldorn bc it was in the middle of a hard encounter#but then of course my reputation shot up which xan hates#oh and xan had previously told viconia that she should leave the party and i'd forgotten about that until now#so i have Basically let him win that social interaction even though i had silently sworn to make him continue to endure her company#this is a party of misery y'see i keep a very delicate boiling stew of discontent#...i haven't swapped viconia back in though i got aerie T_T so everyone will be happy to baby her for the next 2 weeks
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Hello, I'm the anon from earlier. I'm not a business person by any means either, but I guess I was thrown off by the fact that a seemingly family-owned corporation like Hirahara Corp apparently had an outsider as CEO? Rand inheriting instead of Yui makes sense since there were no male heirs and this is probably a patriarchal set-up; but why didn't Koutaro, or any other Hirahara, become CEO rather than Young-chul?
I 100% think the partnership with the Kims continuing even after the past SA allegations is a "sleazy business world" thing. I doubt shareholders have any problems with it so long as it generates profit. Most likely the allegations didn't amount to anything, which is unfortunately realistic.
I can't WAIT for Yujing's article, it will no doubt send shockwaves throughout the system even if it doesn't manage to topple it just yet.
Oh absolutely, SAME! I've always felt that Yui herself resents that the company is passing down not through her, but technically through Rand, that his illegitimate child could possibly even stand an opportunity simply by being Rand's son (and thus why she has torn him down at every opportunity, so he never gets the chance to ever catch attention). Part of her whole deal with having Kousuke fast-track his way to CEO seems to be to bring the company fully back into the hands of the Hiraharas, so yes, I was DEFINITELY taken aback that someone OTHER than a Hirahara could have been a CEO.
Like... right. For what reason did it work out that way, that not even Koutarao was CEO? And if Yui doesn't want Hirahara falling into the hands of anyone else, it feels like a Choice to partner with them - although I guess it's because a partnership doesn't hold as much power?
A really half-baked thought I haven't been able to work through prior is that maybe Yui is playing some kind of long game - that by partnering with the Kims they could somehow let them fall back on their own sword (when you think about it, the Kims and Hiraharas are really poised to bring each other down, right?) but.... that seems messy and why would she do that? Then again... she likes a good hunt and chase. Tangentially a theory I have that goes dark is, perhaps, a member of the Kim family may have assaulted Yui when she was younger, but that's a topic for another post (I keep meaning to work on) but it loops back to "why would Yui partner with someone if she loathes them"? What does she seek to gain from that? She tends to see a few steps ahead of anyone else, so if she had had a plan, I wouldn't be shocked. After all.... wouldn't it be so easy to spin the story as "sob sob as it turns out, Gun Kim pressured us to make poor Nol take the fall for Sangchul; he was going around trying to drug girls at the Kim formal but he forced us to stay quiet~ you know how that family is~" which is, honestly, scary, but is it beyond the realm of the things Yui does? If anything, it feels like child's play, right?
On the one hand I'm like that's so convoluted, Yui would never, but only the other hand, this woman gets off on peoples' misery and loves to torture, so if she went through a long con to get back at the man/family who possibly did something to her when she was younger, if she played nice with them with the eventual intention to castigate them? Making them business partners gives enough reason to believe that they could "coerce" Yui and co to do anything, by trying to use the "lesser" of the Hirahara boys (barf) to take the fall. And how easy would it be to actually trace the drugs back to Yui? Oh, the accused perp is claiming she gave them to him? When there's a whole history of this happening at his school, in his family? When you look at Gun Kim and his rep? What other allegations have come from those Kim formals that never went anywhere? She could SO easily twist any of that!
But idk lmao it feels almost cartoon villain and I'm probably grasping at straws, but I let the thought live at the back of my mind, to see if it will grow into anything else and to see if we get anything else to change how I feel. Something definitely happened in Yui's past, of that I'm certain, but everything else is very loose conjecture.
But whether that has to do with the Kim Hirahara family history we're yet to see. There's so many questions I have and I really hope everything will be answered LMAOOOOO I also look forward to Yujing's expose, but ever since reading the theory that she's working on two separate pieces, I can't help but feel the real bomb will drop in s2. But even seeing what she's writing for Nol's case sounds promising, because it feels like the prelude of the much bigger piece, right?
GOD I get really excited just thinking of it, even though I feel like learning the eventual truth is gonna make me feel real nauseous. The seediness of the Kims and Hiraharas runs deep and twisted and UUGGGHHH. The angle of "the less fortunate" taking the fall for the affluent, privileged elite is suuuuch a good angle to work and I can't WAIT to see the ripples of it!!!!!
#I Love Yoo#ILY Brainrot#ILY Anon#Yui Hirahara#Gun Kim#man i almost feel like I need a tag for Hirahara as a company now LMAO#Yui always leaves me guessing and i'm almost never correct LMAO#one day i swear like REALLY SOON i'm gonna write my big thought post on what i think is the deal with Yui like I SWEAR#i've got some big thoughts on her lately and i've always wanted to write it out#i'm glad as a fandom people are coming around to see it was never just about Rand's infidel that it was always something else and that was#more like an inconvenience to her a blight on her image the fact that a second son exists who could potentially threaten Kousuke's standing#rather than a disgraced lover taking revenge#(and like even if that was the situation she still has tortured Nol to such extents that cannot be justified by being heartbroken)#but no Yui is a full sadist and i need people to see that and understand that she takes joy in making people miserable and drawing out that#misery so that they are constantly tortured. case in point: rand.#BUT THIS IS NOT THAT POST LMAO#this is me going wtf is up with the Kims and Hiraharas
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european mutuals pls where do you shop ethically-ish. i found the perfect dress at h&m and i really don’t want to buy it there.
#i'm so mad it was PERFECT#and it's not on their website so i can't reference it#and vinted doesn't have it#i'm really having a crisis of conscience here because i really really want this dress#for like. next week.#i've actually found something similar but it's 35 bucks off etsy and sent from china lol#i feel like a fucking fraud i've spent the day straight up suicidal over climate change and the unescapable unethicality of our society#especially clothing companies#and now here i am contemplating possibly buying smth from h&m when that was what triggered this whole thing to begin with#but this dress is PERFECT and it's somewhat formal which i need and and and#i think i might just go to a local seamstress bc honestly i don't have the skills to sew this shit#broadcasting my misery
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first crying session before finals~
#i didn't even cry bc im still wearing my mascara/makeup even tho it's almost 11 pm#RANT INCOMDING#there is no feeling more frustrating than being on a path by yourself#like quite literally no one in my cohort can relate to me or neither can my friends#im graduating a year early im the only hardcore stem major#out of my friends bc probs gonna offend some people but if you're a business major at my school its a joke#tis literally me myself and i having a breakdown bc no one else can relllllaaattteee#bc im the only one doing grad apps and finals#the only one doing a internship and working another job as well#hot damn if misery loves company why do i gotta suffer and go through everything alone that's what i wanna know#monet if u had a year or semester off youd be bored#no mom and dad i would not i would actually be able to experience boredom which is not the worst thing instead of being#in year round schooling since i was 16#but it's fine nobody listenssssss#i put the stress on myself people say as they load on more things onto me#if one more person needs me for something i will lose it#this is for irl people not tumblr mutuals#literally if i showed someone my texts it's just people asking me for things#unloading their bullshit onto me#the list goes on and onnnnnn#and then people have the audacity to come at me for being busy all the time#this applies to past mutuals and irls#like wow. u think i want to spend like my day in and day out running around doing shit#like did that thought ever cross somebodys brain#that if you're saying i never have time for u etc etc you're always busy#that maybe im fucking exhausted from always doing shit but apologies i guess#even my own mother unloads shit like damn didn't realize i became jesus of nazareth#anyway goodnight i will probs delette this tomorrow morning or something#negativity tw
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The generational gap between me and people my own age who use a million abbreviations. Don't get me wrong....I use some of them too, but some of y'all be out here trying to abbreviate a whole sentence into a few letters🤣
The generation gap between me and ppl of my own age
#WOWWWW#I did NOT come here to be called out like this😂😭#Tumblr decided to hit me with the most unprovoked personal attack I've ever gotten#Of which there's been quite a few from this hellsite#The struggle is real...and apparently I'm not the only one who feels that way#I legit feel like Steve Martin's character from that movie 'Bringing Down the House' every time I hear someone from Gen Z talk#'What did you just say?'😂#It doesn't help that they changed what emojis mean either#*old lady voice*#Back in my day a skull meant something bad! You whippersnappers!#*shakes cane*#get off my lawn!#Sometimes it seems like Gen Z is speaking a foreign - wait#WAIT#I regret to inform you all that I've just come to a disturbing realization#What if...what if this is how our parents felt when we developed OUR slang?🤔#(this applies to all generations)#Remember how our parents would be so baffled when we talked? With the 'I have no clue what you're talking about right now' look?#And we would just sigh in exasperation? Like it was SO OBVIOUS what we were saying but they were just too 'out if touch' to understand us?#Oh no#Things have come full circle you guys#We've become our parents😭#Now WE'RE the ones out here not understanding slang while the younger generations look at us like 'Keep up old timer'#Well this is some bullshit#I didn't need to come to this realization today#But since I have I hope all of you are distraught by it as well because misery loves company#Guess it's time to break out the bingo cards prune juice and argue over who gets the last pudding cup while we stay up until 9pm🤣#That's about all we've got to look forward to now that we're senior citizens#Rip to all of us - it was nice having our youth while it lasted😂#random post
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I feel like I'm the only person in the world atm who is completely insane about Dwight and Jake (dbd) because the brainrot has completely returned and taken over my life again and it's actually even more maddening to be completely alone in it I need someone to talk to who is as insane as I am but I feel like everyone moved on in 2021 and I'm in an echo chamber on my own
#if you are still insane about them in this year of 2024 please reach out to me misery loves company#pls I need someone who is as so totally normal about them as I am I need someone to yell ag#my friends all humour me and listen when I rant but they don't get it#i need someone to yell back at me#i need someone to be as dedicatedly insane as I am#i was really insane about them in 2020-2021 and then the hyperfixation went dormant for a bit#mostly bc everyone else also stopped caring#but the hyperfixation woke up and is bodying me entirely#but everyone has left this corner of the internet I'm so lonelt#fyre rambles#idk if I should put this in the tag but idk how else to reach my people#i also feel so awkward posting on my main abt this after disappearing from the tag for 2 years#but also it's my tumblr blog
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td part 2 !
#🗑️ v ; son of death // and i don't need no dog tag ; my name is on my back#🗑️ v ; misery loves company // you wait and see ; you devil undercover#🗑️ v ; tiny tots // adorable hijinks#🗑️ v ; venom // square in the face ; this fuckin' world better prepare to get laced#🗑️ v ; battle crashers // be sure to collect those shiny colorful shards#🗑️ v ; crossover // across the portal into another world
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it’s true and i work so fucking hard to suppress the envy and suppress the unhappiness around ppl who are happy bc like if u can manage to be happy in this godawful nightmare shit hell world we live in…seriously, genuinely, good for you. it’s hard enough just to survive let alone b happy if u can find happiness i don’t want to taint that for u just bc *i* can’t find happiness that’s not ur problem or ur fault
#but fuck it’s an uphill battle to suppress that shit#why does misery love company so much???#why am i constantly beset by the impulse to tell ppl who are happy & successul abt how miserable i am#why am i tormented by the urge to drag ppl down w me#u don’t deserve to be down here w me#nobody does#i guess it just really sucks to be the only one left struggling#the only one who just can’t seem to grow up into a normal adult#everyone else did#why not me#why can’t i seem to grow into a normal functioning mostly well adjusted adult#everybody else who was a fellow freak w me as kids has grown up into normalcy#the only person i know who is still struggling like me is The Hot Mess girl#and i’m sad and scared and angry that i’ve become so much like her#gods help me i need to turn things around#the pandemic ruined my life#no#i ruined my own life#do better be better
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was feeling shit then left my room and my cat was laying in his liter box -.-
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