#I KNOW THIS BLOG NEEDS VARIATION IM TRYING BUT ALL I WANNA TALK ABOUT ARE THESE SHIPS

[sideeve]

hiiiii

i just wanted to send a message cause your vent kinda hit home for me as im sure it hit you 10x worse, imma just talk in points cause i talk in circles so yea 😅

- your writing, everybody has a writing block and feels sometimes their work isn’t good enough, a hiatus is always recommended don’t feel forced to write anything

- idk about your relationship so i don’t wanna dig too deep into it but if it’s anything of him not talking to you or anything he may wants to give you space because he knows something wrong with you or he distancing himself for other reasons

- stop looking at his exes page, it’s not worth it allll. comparing yourself never ends up good. no matter the body comparison or face comparison you’re always gonna feel a certain way but that’s okay as long as your comfortable in your body.

- i noticed you said you don’t know if you be alive before your boyfriend and ex, and while i hope that joke to feel better i hope you aren’t having suicidal tendencies or thoughts, i understand having doubts about everything and anything about yourself may hurt but you need to be able to have level head, if you are feeling suicidal something i did when i felt the same, i would keep a count of how many thoughts i had of unaliving or relapsing and make it a goal of keeping those thoughts at bay, i wouldn’t recommend doing it through an all but rather on paper. (for me to stop it took two years )

- with becoming into you head and letting thoughts consume you, you may feel like you can’t function. all you need to know it’s okay to shut down and not want to do anything, sometimes it’s okay for your body and yourself as in your conscious to relax, take a break and work on yourself, try different hobbies other than writing and try to keep it often so while relaxing your always moving away from thoughts you wanna keep away

- with weight loss i can understand completely, i had two ed’s back to back and trying to healthily eat was hard and it’s still hard. if you’re naturally skinny it’s gonna be like this all the time, gaining and frequently losing weight, same thing your plus size. but start with small meals, they don’t even have to be meals!!, have snacks that can constantly eat without getting a sweet tooth. drinking things can also help, mostly cranberry juice and it can be any variation. what also helps is it just being able to give into your desires, be a gluttonous, and random meals during the day can help also, don’t use a scale!! that’s your worse friend, let your body gain the weight it needs to

- cry, cry everyday if you need to, talk to yourself or someone about everything you’re feeling, scream it into your pillow, speak it out. it makes you feel better even if you don’t feel like it does in the moment. it definitely helps. getting ahold of your emotions helps you become emotionally intelligent. crying is one way of releasing built stress and other emotions.

ik i yapped a lot but i can’t stand to see someone hurting in such an important time in their life (i saw your blog said level 16, so i’m guessing you’re 16) and remember these are normal teenage emotions and it’s okay to be a teenager about it. i hope your okay and know your loved by anyone

i hope this finds you well <33333

thank you very much.

-i even cried while reading this ngl😭i had talked it over with him and he and i came to the conclusion we are distancing ourselves because of mental issues going on in our lives and on top of that, not being able to see each other :(

-the eating situation is due to body dysmorphia, my mind constantly telling me how fat i am (tho i’m literally under 140 at this point)

thank you for even writing this all out for me😭❤️it helped me more than you know

[shenzuns]

hmmm I should get round to making a verse list w/ descriptions / ideas I have..... & also just in general timeline verses ( presumably just pre - jin lan city arc, e.g the 3 years, post 5 year gap - before he meets bin.ghe - & post canon bc those 3 have the most leniency in terms of interaction I think )

also within s.v's universe, I have a... plant monster s.y au in PI.DW's universe where he Kind Of mirror images shen j.iu after seeing him Once bc hes very curious sbout humans & liked how shen j.iu looked. Literally there's an imposter among us

also x2 shen yu.an transmigrating into the body of a background character / canon fodder and idk trying to live his best life while also trying to subtly influence the story ... this will be in PI.DW tho so things will change according to plotting but yk

I also have a modern verse bc I think more ppl should meet The OG but! I don't like modern a whole lot so that will have to be a plotted verse lmao it's just kinda boring 2 me but I love shen yu.an he's just a lil guy

I also have a demon slayer verse ... leaf hashira s.qq, once kanae's tsugoku prior to her death, let's gaurrr

Md.zs is a bit more difficult but ? I subscribe to the idea of worlds interconnecting, so ! Any time during the gaps I mentioned above are good because it's very likely s.qq will either have business w/ sects & their leaders ( even if it's just formalities to build up trust & partnerships ) or decide to go visiting on a whim

There's also the idea of, during his plantzun era, he wanders his way into a sect and gets taken in ? deciding to remain there because, well, yknow new identity baby !

Could also have him transmigrate into the body of a smaller sect leader & somehow he bullshits his way into making it a more well known sect ( not of his own volition, mind you ) or smth smtg. he's just a cannon fodder sect leader in this

TG.CF is gonna be plotting only bc I don't know enough about the lore Specifics to make an appropriate au for this, but I will say ! S.qq or... s.y in this case ???? is a scholarly god. The option to have him transmigrate is Also here but either way

Genshin.... plotting is gonna be req for this too bc I'm not 100% sure how to throw him in beyond standard transmigration, or him being a dendro scholar who's decided to fuck around and find out, OR.

smth smth is involved with the fatui for reasons he doesn't Remember but is kind of indebted to the tsaritsa for taking him in even if he rly doesn't approve of the shit going on but c'est la vie

I'll post smth later when I'm on my comp that's more concise & less messy. Also all of these are just generalized verses, yhere are some specifics i wanna write but I'll make a wishlist post later too in lieu of this

[northern-passage]

hello!

is it possible to accidentally lock out the potential for a romance by being too much of a dick??? i love lea but i also love the ability to be super antagonistic and bitter and only Slowly getting better, and also my hunter was. kinda a bitch after the wraith fight bc yknow OUCH and needing to lash out, but im a lil worried that lea hates her now even though i know it's still really early. but i also love this kind of really messy antagonistic slowburn dynamic, i'd just wanna know if it's possible to fuck it up too badly this early on and not be able to romance him? (in my game lea is a he that is)

i apologize if this is a question you get a lot, im just worried about trying to dig too deep for an answer in your blog and risk spoilers haha

thank you in advance! i'm already super hooked on this game <333

so at the end of the chapter you'll get a chance to talk to lea one on one, and it's a pretty big scene variation wise (it's the one i'm working on now and it's taking a while) and it will essentially be the final chance to keep yourself from being locked out of the romance, if you've been particularly aggressive.

i'll put this under a break for light spoilers, i'll just explain the current paths that will lock you out but be as vague as possible...

so like i said there are a lot of different versions of this scene - right now though the only way to lock out of lea's romance (at this point) is in the two Most Hostile scenes.

if you go with lea in blackwater, the way you will get it is:

reject their partner offer -> choose the "fuck lea" option at the bakery, which will then lock you out of the flirts in the temple

you won't get to talk about the fight until after lord duncan's intro, and then you'll be presented with a few options of how you want to move forward...

you can tell them you want to talk later

[redacted] (you will not be locked out... yet... but you are at the breaking point)

tell them to fuck off (you WILL be locked out if you choose this option)

say nothing

i'm still writing this scene but this is the outline. as for other variations of the scene (the versions where you went with lea to blackwater), they will vary in hostility depending on your previous choices, but again you can only be locked out in the hostile version. even if you have lashed out a few times, the game otherwise is going to assume you have been making some kind of effort (even if it's flimsy)

if you did not go with lea in blackwater, this scene will be slightly different, and take this with a grain of salt because i haven't outlined this variation yet but to get the lock out choice here you:

fight with lea in camp about going to blackwater -> decline their partner offer -> you will then get a more aggressive choice along with the others, that will essentially be the same as the other lock out choice in the other scene: fuck you, lea

so basically avoid any future choices that have the hunter saying "fuck you, lea" lmfao

all of the ROs have their breaking points, and i'm trying to make it obvious for each of them. there is more than one for most of them, so there is still a chance later down the line you may end up on bad terms, but again i'm doing my best to differentiate them from the rival options and make those choices obnoxiously hostile and cruel.... 😈

[shiishki]

okay wait, i changed my mind. you should answer all of these questions as well, if that's what you want from me >:)

oof there's a lot of it, that's what i get for wanting to be ✨aesthetic✨

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?

vowels (and the importance of being me) - hunny

honeypie - jawny

pretty young thing - michael jackson

mirrors - justin timberlake

sunflower - red orange county

paradise - rude-a

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

a therapist.

ok someone else.. uhh,, my grand grandma because i only have scratches of memories but i dunno if that counts since she passed away...

*rummages through ancient scripts* uhh ok someone who isn't dead.. uhm,, tommie? yeah I'd like to meet them if i could meet anyone on earth

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

ok, the closest german, english or polish book? nvm i have english

"suddenly was. So I just said thank you a few times too, and Mum" ironically this is one of the normal lines in this book

4: What do you think about most?

the fact that I'll have to do something after school. and I don't know if i want to go to college or get a job bc i have no legitimate idea on what to do with my life. it gets overwhelming, just the lack of knowledge about the actual experience.

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

Ok

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

with, tho i sleep with just shorts in summer

7: What’s your strangest talent?

not sure if it's a talent, but i can fall asleep anywhere

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

girls are pretty. boys are pretty

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

by me, yes. no one else has written a poem about me specifically. nvm, tommie wrote one and it shall rest on my wall, or desk, i need to find a place for it

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

uhh i think last month?

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

i don't think so, but i am hella afraid of the possibly gigantic, terrifying things in the ocean depths that humans haven't discovered yet

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

yep, beloved legos as a lil child

13: What’s your religion?

i can't ever remember the name, but i believe gods (from all religions) exist in some way or form. so i believe in different pantheons and etc.

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

walking my doggo, skateboarding, thinking about how to make the lives of my characters worse

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behind it.

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

uhmm the arctic monkeys? or the strokes

17: What was the last lie you told?

i know what i want

18: Do you believe in karma?

yes, the rule of three specifically

19: What does your URL mean?

i don't know. it's something me and my sis came up with and that's just my whole identity now.

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

uhh greatest weakness.. i can't finish things. strength is that I'm very stubborn so maybe I'll finish that thing out of spite

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

i grew up thinking crushes were like unicorns. my ex was odd enough to argue with that i didn't love her if i didn't have a crush on her. but I think if i had to guess.. selena gomez, especially in the role of alex russo in wizard of weverly street

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

nope

23: How do you vent your anger?

i write angry letters. sometimes they're sad letters. i write a lot of letters. except i never send them out and no one made a movie about them :}

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

jars and witchy bottles, books? scented candles

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

phone calls are stressful enough as is, i don't need you to see my reading off what i frantically wrote to not stumble over my words

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

i think so, yes, but that won't stop me from becoming better

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

hate flies buzzing right by my ear, love cat purring

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

what if I'd been born in a place where it was illegal for me (nonbinary) to live, in a time when others thought of me as a curse?

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

they be chilling.

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

right arm, doggo, left arm, pillow

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

fresh air and doggo, because doggo is with me and I can't live without open windows

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

i dunno tbh

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

which one is less homophobic?

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

every gender is my opposite gender. selena gomez and justin timberlake

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

to make it easier for people down the line

36: Define Art.

make thing, thing goes woo

37: Do you believe in luck?

yis

38: What’s the weather like right now?

it's nice actually, very sunny, slight breeze

39: What time is it?

12.59 am

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

i don't, but i once crashed into a fire department vehicle with my bike. bike ded.

41: What was the last book you read?

Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

i legit ass don't know what gasoline smells like.

43: Do you have any nicknames?

many variations of my name, aka. Luce

44: What was the last film you saw?

i think it was Robin Hood: King of Thieves, but it might have been that half of spider-man homecoming i managed to watch with my poor internet

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

oh man i dunno... it's not an injury, but i was very sickly as a lil kid and almost died :)

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

once, years ago

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

hmmm horizon zero dawn i think

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

proud pansexual ^^

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

not really, i don't think they're big enough to be actual rumors,, meh

50: Do you believe in magic?

yis

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

meh. they suck, i know they suck, that's it.

52: What is your astrological sign?

cancer ♋

53: Do you save money or spend it?

i attempt saving. attempt

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

for my own money, sweets. i bought lizards for my cats so they can brush their teeth from my dad's amazon acc

55: Love or lust?

luv

56: In a relationship?

nope, i buy my own cookies

57: How many relationships have you had?

1, kinda toxic toward the end, very stressful, don't recommend

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

nu ><

59: Where were you yesterday?

on the fields walking my doggo

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

yep, a pastel pink hoodie in my closet uwu

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

yis, thicc warm socks

62: What’s your favourite animal?

cats

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

cuddles and food.

64: Where is your best friend?

bold of you to assume i have a best friend.

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

tommie-hildebrandt, kageyuji, nekomas-kuroo, joyful-soul-collector

66: What is your heritage?

I'm a demon boi from Poland tho that's not a thing to be proud of, i mean, look at the economy. awful.

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

sleeping, trying to sleep.

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

Pinkton. or Satan.

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

this is such an odd combination of words i had to look it up. yea.

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

a friend who won't laugh at me when i ask them to order smth for me because I'm too anxious to.

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

excuse me? i am saving the doggo wtf. f u boss, I'm gonna sell my tragic story to the news.

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) i tell my parents. b) live the hell out of them uwu c) nope uwu.

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

trust.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

history maker - dean fujioka :]

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

3332

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

communication, trust, some more communication.

77: How can I win your heart?

let's not pretend to be something else to please each other, and bring some bitter chocolate.

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?

maybe. it could. i don't have a say in it since my sanity is held by tape.

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

eat the pizza. stop caring about others not liking me/parts of me. just living for myself uwu.

80: What size shoes do you wear?

uh i dunno how the american sizes work and i don't wanna look it up so, 39, 40 fits too.

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

demon boi

82: What is your favourite word?

socks.

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

the bloody organ that sits in your chest and pumps blood into your body so you don't die.

84: What is a saying you say a lot?

uhm im not sure if that counts as a saying, but fake it till you make it

85: What’s the last song you listened to?

blinding lights - the weeknd

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?

oh a normal question people use for ice breaking, sea blue and pastel variations of it.

87: What is your current desktop picture?

like my wallpaper? or the actual picture that sits on my desk? or how my desk looks like atm? it's ugly, a lot of papers and pens and schoolbooks.

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

donald trump. or the next asshole who'll try to take the rights of the lgbt and poc away

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

this. this is the question.

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

yo there's a pizza somewhere in the refrigerator, want me to heat it up? we can have a sleep over and talk about our feelings :3

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

telekinesis! or shapeshifting! i could do such fun things with telekinesis ^^ yeah I'd totally eat some radioactive veggies

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

that time my "friends" got me into shoplifting, half-hour is more than enough to punch some sense into my brain and develop good music taste

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

can i save this one? i don't think i have an experience horrible enough to be erased haha

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

sleep as in.. uh no thank u. but I'm down for a sleep over with sam smith ^^

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

just me? what about my pets? my fam? it's lowkey illegal for me to go just anywhere without them owO

uhhmm, greece. imma become part of the greek pantheon out of pure spite. and maybe toronto canada.

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

not any that i know of o.o

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

i think i may have but i honestly don't remember

98: Ever been on a plane?

nope, i dunno if i like planes, but I'd probably sleep if i were on one.

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

yeet.

[heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon]

Today in ‘Hazbin Hypocriticals’:  If you put the word “anti” in front of a tag name for a show and expect the fans not to get angry when you @ them... It was never “your” tag to begin with.

I’ll stop when “antis” stop bullying people for no reason.

 You’ve failed to keep out of the Hazbin Hotel tag already on literally any social media platform and now you wanna bully people and claim that’s it’s YOUR tag? No. That’s not how this works.

https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/615126231163322368/stop-putting-anti-neutral-because-you-know-not 

https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/620770927062466560/id-twotrucksonadate-started-following-you-so-i

https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/620844266247323648/okay-so-not-only-did-that-one-person-with-a-neil

https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/621654012301869056/insert-un-captured-shot-of-the-quip-i-had-made 

https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/621693252094001152/inky-the-alien-im-not-sorry-that-i-assumed-you

https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/621922255803465728/actual-antis-with-edited-hazbin-hotel-icons-are

https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/622303703384408064/so-today-in-hazbin-hypocriticals-being

https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/622320483106439169/the-main-blog-of-the-critical-who-made-that

https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/622406773952905216/hazmat-stans-can-you-fucking-stop-with-the-it

Keep your own fucking cross tagging that you started under control and stop bullying and baiting people to “interact” with you and then bullying them for that too when they try and then maybe, one day, I won’t. The Hazbin Hotel tag is NOT your tag just because you put the word “Anti” in front of it.  The term “anti” shouldn’t even exist in fandom spaces to begin with, nether really, should the use of Pride Flags unless it’s an extension of an expression of gender/sexuality/marginalized status for ones own comfort: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVJNOKLBylg

What Anti’s do is just an extension of applying the use of a political language that they don’t understand to fandom spaces where they usually get to be the bigoted majority anyway and then now this particular one is telling me that I’m not allowed to ironically use a slam variation of my own tag that they use to bully me anyway just because they put the word “ANTI” in front of it and try to tell me it’s their tag now even though people like this KNOW that that they have a million other more hurtful. harmful, variations of slam tags they could use to bully me that they KNOW I’d never use AND THEN THESE SAME PEOPLE THINK THEY’RE ENTITLED ENOUGH TO FOLLOW ME AND BLOCK ME WITHOUT WARNING ONCE THEY “REALIZE”, COME INTO MY IMs, AND COME ONTO MY POSTS TRYING TO TELL ME HOW TO FEEL ABOUT HASHTAGS THAT THEY USE TO MOCK AND BULLY ME, because the modified tag of this show, that they use to mock and bully the fans of this show, is “theirs” and now this one is “annoyed” that I’m using something they made to mock me, to mock them right back.

Good to know it’s working, bud.

Good to know how much you don’t care about how you’re harming disabled people unless it’s convenient for you ether.

For context (Full post that they added their unwarranted commentary to): https://heartshapedcreaturefromcriptoon.tumblr.com/post/618564495669886978/first-screencap-a-twitter-user-making-fun-of

You’re only adding fuel to the fire of my Lame Flame.

@zeds-shipping-safehaven​ They put your post on their blog with those tags so I think it’s only fair you see this too. ^ ^’

But yeah, so it’s like ... So far I’ve been blocked by:

1. An anti with an Ace Attorney Icon

2. A “SU Critical” with a Lemon Demon URL who only ever made posts in defense of Lars and literally absolutely nothing else.

3. (And this one I blocked by myself) A straight up Hazbin Hotel Hate Blog with an “anti” URL, whose icon was an edited or rather “fixed” ( in their own words) picture of the character of Mimzy, and this anti got angry with me in the end because I neglected to use the proper third person pronoun that was not provided out of the two I had used that were provided and were correct and she tried to call me out for misgendering her I guess on a second blog that this person felt the need to point out to me was her main blog in the first place, because she was upset that I accidentally made the mistake of calling them a girl when they used an edited picture of cartoon a flapper girl from a show they claimed to hate as their icon and they presented their cartoon avatar on their main blog that I also had no way way of knowing about unless I checked, as feminine, and only she/her/they/them pronouns were listed there too and I had no way of knowing they weren’t actually comfortable being called a girl or even if they were a girl to start with because non-binary women exist but I didn’t have the time to ask them about all that because she was too busy telling me how much she hated the cartoon that I love and for some reason expecting me to engage in a civil , “mature” (her words not mine) conversation with her about this and then I blocked her for being obnoxious and then she contacted me on her main, that she felt the need to specify was her main, just to make a passive comment inferring I had misgendered her and I had blocked her then there too, for being obnoxious.

And fancy that, all three of you had “interacted” with me first.

I think that this just goes to show that you people have no sense of taste or tact.

And I guess I’m just to much of a stubborn bisexual of the crippled variety to keep my mouth shut when an “anti” comes onto my posts and starts meme-ing off to me about how apparently I’m not allowed to hi-jack a tag based on the (most basic) slam-variation of a show title that I love, that you coined to use specifically as an excuse to talk shit about this show that I love and bully the creator and the fandom because it’s “yours”, when I’m just trying to spread awareness of the dangerous ableism and hypocrisy that anti’s have on this post that you decided to meme off on that you’ve just proven that you do not care about unless it effects you.

Meanwhile, there’s a reason that the post you meme-d off on has had 58 notes so far and most of them are likes.

Nice try, bud.

You are not allowed or entitled to make space just to bully and harass people who are trying to enjoy a piece of media just because you put the word “anti” at the front of the original title of that media .

 If I’m really annoying you that much you know that you can just go, somewhere else like, say into...One of the a million other insult hashtags that you coined that are more blatant if you think that I’m too much hell or radio active to be around... And since you probably don’t get the jokes, I’m saying you should just go slip into your hazmat suit if you feel that much entitled to a safe space.

Oh wait, no!

As I was told by tumblr user “hazshithotel”, during a one-sided “interaction” that I did not ask for, “that’s just absurd”.

Maybe it’s absurd because it’s bullying!

As for myself I’m sorry for not captioning this, I’ve been insulted enough and I haven’t showered (Oh no, I’m currently befitting of a stereotype in a game of “anti” bingo tag, how ever do I live like this?!) and I just started my monthly and I’m hungry and I haven’t eaten all day because I’ve been writing this!

You have a certain ( I’m assuming, otherwise they’d have compassion)    abled-bodied bi sexual ace attorney to thank for their ableism and why I’m posting in the anti tags again, directly this time!

After this it’s back to watching Dragula.

[katherine-mcnamara-archive]

itslizortecho mentioned you on a post “Shadowhunters!”

@claryadelefairchild​ fandom scares me sometimes. loving characters that most hate, or not loving what others love. it's a huge no-no most of the time that causes a stir up.

@itslizortecho  So it only let me include your first response but also I put this as a post reply because I TALK TOO MUCH AND ITS OVER 1k LONG SO IM SORRY. 

tl:dr you’re wonderful, i could never hate you or be dissapointed by you or ANYONE that doesn’t have the same faves, y’all are my friends imo I love you guys, and if anyone ever makes you feel bad for your faves, i’ll eat them. And if i ever do call me tf out @ everyone

Oh my god I feel so bad if I’ve EVER made you feel any sort of sad or bad or anything for loving who you love. I know I can get heated, and passionate and that most of my problems with characters in that show stem down to, they were used by the writers in an agenda at one point to shame/humiliate/take away, from a certain thing or character I loved. My problem with the show is mostly the showrunners themselves were anti clary, and liked a bunch of anti her posts ON THEIR FIRST DAY ANNOUNCED, so like I’ve been bitter at them for a long time.  

But I would never EVER want to make you feel like like this ever. Or anyone for that matter. I feel horrible and just know it’s never my intention. I know what that feels like and honestly? I try to be really careful, even when I don’t like characters, to either not mention them, or over anti tag things that might even be as simple as yeah didn’t like that scene, but I will use every variation of the anti tag I know  because I KNOW exactly how it feels for people to shit on your faves constantly in front of your face and not care. And like I don’t wanna hurt my friends? Or people on here in general who I’m like that one meme -sees a mutual I never talk to- das my friend lmksdjf, like again I’m very sorry. Because I think I know what posts you mean and if I forgot to tag those, because I have friends who adore simon and alec, I will literally kick the hell out of myself kjsdffkj

Oh oh fun fact though to be like positive! I adored simon in s1!! Like I remember actually crying over him and clary in episode 2 when it aired and being so worried for him like NO I CAN’T WAIT ANOTHER WEEK GIVE HIM BACK.

I also really adored s1 alec. I have a malec tattoo actually. Like those were my children and like ya girl sobbed a few times over him in like 3 episodes just saying jsdfjgf Like I got his reservations and everything and just. I also really adore some of 3x20 bar a certain scene, and I will never be able to hear bridges without crying so THANKS SHOW.

I think everything can be boiled down to I’m mad at the showrunners who listened to a select few loud fandom peeps and thought their treatment of clary, and using characters to push that anti agenda was okay. I also have been on this site in the fandom since before the show aired and seeing a subset of the fandom turn into calling for clary to get erased and sending vile shit for years. I’m just tired. I dunno if it was in the posts you saw or not, but I’ve always said that the showrunners and fandom ruined it for me. Characters I used to love that were used by both of them to push this agenda were just casualties.

And I would never hate anyone??? For loving them. I encourage it??? I think a part of me thinks if I constantly see them being loved on by my friends I’ll be able to forget the shit the fandom put me through and enjoy them.

But like I’m happy?? Genuinely?? for anyone who loves all the characters you mentioned. I try my hardest not to mention any I don’t have hella good feeling on but only because I don’t want to be bitter or hurt my friends feelings. And if I mention them at all I over tag the hell out of anti tags even when, like I said I might even defend them at one point. (when I called the ending ooc because not even alec would be okay with just leaving clary like that OR taking credit for the things she did) If I’m the least bit critical nope anti tag jsdkfjgf

But oh my god actually to answer what you said at first, yeah fandom is scary and I’m. I will literally fight anyone who comes for you for what you love??? Like we’re all different???? We all love different things and thats a good thing?? And I 1000% adore seeing people getting happy for things they loved and like my opinion don’t count for shit. I like what I like, you like what you like, and nobody better ever even breathe in your direction about it. Like. Let people enjoy what they love and leave them alone for it in 2020.  I’m sorry if people have ever done that to you D: you’re a literal sweetheart and don’t deserve any of it!

ALSO YOU COULD NEVER DISSAPOINT ME? WHY KSDGKDFKSSFGKAKLFgf MY HEART. I love you and your blog with everything in me I was excited to know your faves? I don’t actually expect or care if people don’t like who I like like at all but oh my god no  feel free to come talk to me any time about your faves,  and I am so sorry if I’ve ever reblogged anything that hurt you. You are literally amazing and I ADORE you and you love liz??? YOU’RE WONDERFUL DON’T EVER THINK OTHERWISE!!!

Like. I love playing these games with people I follow for a number of reasons, but mostly so I can make sure I’m not accidentally hurting people I admire or my friends. So like if you, or anyone who actually read this. needs me to tag certain things a certain way so you don’t have to see them?  hit me up I love y’all I want you all to have a safe happy experience and I will work on not being salty on main jsdkfjdgf

[thegempage]

OKAY SO the more i talk about this idea the more devoted i become to it, and to prove that i’m gonna lay out some Plans for the game and a (possible) sequel

the basic plan goes like this (it’s long, sorry!). feel free to reply/im/send asks if you have feedback or just wanna shout at me about it!!

(edit: made a google doc in case reading this on my blog is hard!)

content developing wise, i’m gonna try to stream at least once a weekend (Sat or Sun), aiming for early afternoon (PST), on youtube. each stream will be roughly an hour, maybe an hour and a half if there’s bug fixing i want to do in one sitting or i get super into something. music and such i’ll probably take suggestions for.

i’ll probably explain some of what i’m doing or answer any questions about how i’m coding the game that i get through chat. i’m by no means an expert, but a dress up game is one thing i know i can code, and such a big one is going to take a lot of layering and careful planning.

game content-wise, i’m thinking the first/main game will be the Starblaster crew, Kravitz, and Angus (that’s nine total characters holy --). Each character will get 3-4 body shapes/types, 5-6 skin tone variations, and different ear/nose size/shapes. then, each character gets several hairstyles and hair colors, two or three accessories (jewelry, beard flowers, robes, etc) with several options each, roughly eight shirts + pants + shoes + hats/hair accessories (each; some w/ color choices), and 3-4 props to choose from; all of which will match across body type choices, so you can have the same outfit on a character no matter which body type you go for

i’m obv gonna sketch out a bunch of designs for each wardrobe, but i’m also open to suggestions (esp if you come to a stream!!) so long as i don’t get spammed; and who knows, maybe if i get enough suggestions i like i’ll make an expanded version : P

the theoretical sequel would be characters like killian, carey, sloane, hurley, magic brian, mavis, mookie, etc with the same basic idea as above

oh! and although saving was part of the original game, I h i g h l y doubt it’ll be part of this one, as that code is just... man, i’m already shooting for the moon, here, no need to head to jupiter.

(secret threequel idea, if you got this far: a group game! so you can put together characters in poses, for stuff like family photos or shippy things. s u p e r unlikely right at this moment, as even game one is going to be a huge task, but i just thought of it and thought you’d like to hear it. thanks for reading all of this!)

[yoonstanha]

AAC2017 DAY 2 AND DAY 3

i got too busy to post this last night so here !!! it is day 2 and day 3

Day 2: Make 3 questions and tag 3 blogs.

questions from @moon-hyuks

1. Switch around the colors of the astro members!! Who’s who and why?

OK BUT HIGHKEY I   !!!!!! LOVE ALL OF THE COLOURS THEY HAVE RN AND THINK THEY WORK RLLY WELL WITH THEM ??????? if i were to switch them i dont think itd be for the better at all but i have some colour alternatives (so not switched around but just,,,, changed completely):

sanha: a light pink ??? light pinks just remind me of cute and bright stuff and wowie thats sanha to a tee

minhyuk: a nice dull purple i think could suit rocky well ??? i guess its kinda similar to his current colour but i think cool tones suit him well

bin: none lol i think that bright red suits him wellll

dongmin: maybe white ???? i know its not an exciting colour but i associate it with cleanliness and being organised i guess ??? 

jinwoo: light pastel blues because i think he looks great in them

myungjun: AGAIN THIS IS JUST LIKE PURELY FASHION BASED BUT MYUNGJUN PULLS OFF THAT MUSTARDY YELLOW PERFECTLY

2. If you could only listen to three astro songs on repeat for the rest of your life which would they be?

baby

cotton candy

innocent love

i tried to get as much variation as possible becAUSE IF IM LSITENING TO THE SAME SONGS OVER AND OVER IM GNNA WANT SOME CHANGE but i def think baby and cotton candy are 2 of my favourite songs right now ??? like i love how the sound of cotton candy is so diverse like the chorus is so light and fluffy feeling but then the rap parts are like a lot harsher and dense ?? i guess so ive been rlly into it lately and baby i like simply just because its the style of music i like ? yeyeye im just super into it

3. What’s the best astro pump up jam in your opinion?

oH NO THIS IS SO HARD BECAUSE U COULD PLAY LITERALLY ANY ASTRO SONG INCL BALLADS AND ID GET SO PUMPED UP BUt uumumumummum i think it is cotton candy for me just because of those rap parts like theyre just so !!!!!!! i can get down

questions from @minnyhyuk​

1. Favourite choreography done by Rocky?

um w/ all the new choreo from astroad im not exactly sure what’s rockys and what’s not but ???? mY STYLE O MF GFSVGHKLMW th e dance break in the mix that they had and that mix in general was so !!!!! but if we cant count that then i rLLY LOVE MORNING CALL the dance is so cute and i jsut :,,(

2. Favourite era that they have done so far?

um this is my fav era so far summer vibes a close second. i was really happy when they brought back the refreshing feel after shouldve held on because !! its rlly what brought me into astro and what i’ve loved about them most

3. Who would you pick as your friend/sibling or lover?

bEST FRIEND MYUNGJUN ALL THE WAY ??????? SIGN ME  UP    ??????????????????? thank u thank u im down 8 yr age gap who idc i can get along w/ him

questions from @moonbeams-and-sanshine​

1. Pineapple on pizza or no?

um its def not my no1 choice of pizza (theres like AT LEAST  5 other choices above that) but if its the only choice ill eat it

2. What food could you never, ever try?

um i talked abt this to my classmate but i said thered be no food i wouldnt try but then i said “maybe like,, a live animal” and she started talking abt live squid/octopus or w/e and said how they can get like stuck in ur throat because of the suction cups or something i doNT KNOW BUT IT SCARED ME so i guess im never trying live octopus

3. Mint chocolate or salted caramel? 

um probs mint chocolate

my 3 questions: 

if you could travel to one place with your bias, where would it be?

what is one book/movie/show/other character that really reminded u of an astro member

what colour(s) (other than vivid plum and space violet) do you associate with astro?

tagging (but i dont rlly expect u guys to do it since !! i am late afterall) @moonbeams-and-sanshine , @minnyhyuk , @moon-hyuks       um what do u mean i just tagged the ppl that tagged me i tOTALLY DIDNT UM

Day 3: Confession! Compliment your bias wrecker

aLRIGHTY WHERE DO I EVEN START W/ KIM MYUNGJUN holy holy ohoyly hes such a wonderful person tht i wanna hold and tell him hes wonderful. first of all lets address the elephant in the room hIS LEGS ????????????? alright thats it next is his vOICE AND HIS HONEY VOCALS UMMMMMMMMMMMMM JUST THE SOUND OF HIM SINGING MELTS MY HEART INTO GOOEY MESS HES MAIN SINGER FOR A R E A S O N. my no1 dream is for him to record an album just ffull of lulabies that i can fall asleep to because he voice is the most smoothing thing ever it makes me sob :((((( NEXT THING ABT MYUNGJUN ok um his 100% confidence in himself like hi yes mj ur melanin is poppin and u kno it dont let anyone else tell u otherwise and ur belly ??????????? gods finest creation. mj knows hes a gorgeous baby and im glad beCAUSE HE KNOWS THE ABSOLUTE RAW TRUTH LIke who needs height who needs abs ummmymymymmmm,,,,,, not the kim myungjun that for sure

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5 THINGS REPOST. DON’T REBLOG.

5 things you’ll find in my (school)bag

i don’t have a school bag bc i was homeschooled and haven’t started college yet oops so you get things that are in my purse bc close enough

hand lotion

C R U M P L E D R E C I E P T S

my phone

chaptick/something lipstick esque if not lipstick

well its a purse so like..... money (not very much of it lol b u t u kno)

5 things in my bedroom

a trash can that needs taken out, probably

a million clocks why do i have so many i feel like im becoming doc brown

a gazillion papers and pens and notebooks im obsessed w office supplies

?? blankets ??

FOUR BOOKSHELVES FULL OF BOOKS most of which i’ve read

5 things I’ve always wanted to do in my life

act in s o m e t h i n g cool beans

release an album or ep w a band !!

publish a book

have a couple successful youtube channels i have ideas for

be in a long term queerplatonic relationship

5 things that make me happy

MY FRIENDS (Read: y o u)

MY MUSES  & WRITING (and just creating tbh)

my KITTIES

SELF EXPRESSION (themeing blogs, putting together outfits, writing lyrics, designing crap idk man just makin stuff thats Me)

M  U  S  I  C

5 things that I’m currently into

trying to get my life together (me @ me good luck lol)

me /singing to the tune of the theme/ WKRP IN CINCINNATIIIIIIII

marina & the diamonds & very weirdly obscure indie rock lol

TYPOLOGY ! ! ! !

LOWKEY MUSICALS BC ALL MY FRIENDS ARE SUDDENLY SENDING ME BOOTLEGS OF THEM AND IM DOWNLOADIN THEM TO WATCH AS I HAVE TIME.....

5 things on my to-do list

m e    @    m e    d o   u r   f r i c k e n   d r a f t s   m y   g o s h   ,

revamp my bullet journal for march bc i kinda slughed off on it in feburary

finish the stuff i need to heckin finish to take college entrance exams and fricken apply bc the registration date is late this year i have six months left rip me @ myself get it the heck together omg

learn to play or write and play a song a month on guitar 

FINISH ONE OF MY MULTICHAPTER FICS OR WORK ON ONE OF MY NOVELS JUST WRITE SMTH I COULD PUBLISH SOMEDAY LOL

5 things you may not know about me

i play guitar and ukulele and a teeeeeensy bit o piano (dont look i taught myself and have the wrong form and use the wrong fingers its a mess) (well same for guitar and uke too who am i kidding LOL) I ALSO SING.... P GOOD IF I SAY SO MYSELF IDK i need to have lessons bc i dont know what the hey im doin but st ill,

IM S  U  P  E  R  into typology like super. into it. i will talk to u about it for days and weeks and months and years if u let me (so dont ever talk to me abt it bc i wont  e v e r  shut up omg) and i even have a blog abt it here (the queue ran out and i need to fill it again rip but IM HOPIN TO DO THAT TOMORROW ACTUALLY LOL IF UR INTERESTED IN FOLLOWING, ANYONE.....)

i also have a fandom blog abt the show herb here is from !!! here (and its been quite active so far. so far so good. XD)

careers i considered for a hot minute in the past include therapist, set designer, freelance typologist, social media manager, and foley enigneer. all of them would probably end up being something i hated after i actually dedicated my life to it XD

i have type 2b-3a curls depending on the weather and how much they hate me that day and use the curly girl method (well a variation of it) on my hair. regardless of everything i’ve ever done its still always frizzy bc thas my natural hair type- loose wave curls with random rly tight curls that are always frizzy and dont do anything i want. i console myself by telling myself it looks a lil but like lorde’s hair and ppl like her............

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should be doing homework but im sexting my boy and answering survey questions

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? - ummm i really dont know, syd, seany, evie, luke or bae at home lol 

2. Are you outgoing or shy? - mostly shy but when something i want is in the sights i might as well be outgoing to get what i want 

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? - BAE 

4. Are you easy to get along with? - I think i am easy to get along with, i look mean at first i think and i have trouble controlling my facial expressions lmfao 

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? - yeah i think so 

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? -  fucked up sad boys who will crush my heart / boys in general im straight af to clarify/ but boys with big lips and nice eyes / someone whos funny / someone who will watch shitty movies w me/ BUT if this is just about people in general im attracted to shit lords like myself 

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - um actually maybe? 

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? - my bab 

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? - no i love talking about sex 

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? - umm i have deep convos with everyone lol so probs today with syd and clayton 

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? - ‘omw’ 

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? - oh sheesh idk ive been listening to throwback shit from middle school and also hamilton 

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?- honestly the thing i like most in the world 

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? - luck yes, miracles not really bc i feel like that has a religious connotation 

15. What good thing happened this summer? -  i slept with someone new 

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - would i? yes...should i? not at all lol 

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? - there has to be right 

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? - bro what how would that even be possible 

19. Do you like bubble baths?- yeaaaa but never have the chance i dont have bathtubs in my dorm room 

20. Do you like your neighbors? - i dont even know my neighbors at all i know the girl next to me is named jackie and shes nice 

21. What are you bad habits? -  im a mess all the time like i dont clean up after myself, i dont even care if im living in trash ill just keep adding more trash to the pile. i dont shower enough lol, and im obsessive 

22. Where would you like to travel? -  anywhere!! i wanna go west 

23. Do you have trust issues? - yes kinda, i have a hard time being vulnerable with people bc i build up this wall to keep myself hard and safe away from potential sadness x d 

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? - umm makeup probably :) 

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? - probs my double chin lmfao but i can take selfies and look good anyways 

26. What do you do when you wake up? - i like have to pee as soon as i wake up 

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? -  im good with my skin tone tbh but it would be nice to be able to tan vs burn 

28. Who are you most comfortable around? - syd, evie, luke, mik, bella, my sister 4 sure, 

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? -  no lol 

30. Do you ever want to get married? - ummm idk im not really like super hype to the idea but it could be cool 

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? -  ya girl has a buzz cut lol 

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? - wowwie idk 

33. Spell your name with your chin. - miss me w that 

34. Do you play sports? What sports? - literally no sports are like the least interesting thing in my opinion 

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? - shit idk thats so hard bc i use tv as like back ground noise a lot of the time but music helps me with everything else i cant choose 

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - ummmm yes 

37. What do you say during awkward silences? - depends on why its awkward 

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? -  xd i dont need this 

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? - lovesick, xxi?? thats about it oh and thrift stores!!!!! 

40. What do you want to do after high school? - bitc im doin it im in art school 

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?- yes for sure i give everyone a lot of chances 

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? - im sick/sad/angry lol

43. Do you smile at strangers? - i try to 

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? - outer space 

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? - classes bb 

46. What are you paranoid about?- money all the time 

47. Have you ever been high? - yes lol 

48. Have you ever been drunk? - also yes 

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? - ummmmmm yikes idk no not really 

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? - green 

51. Ever wished you were someone else? - i used to but not recently 

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? - work ethic 

53. Favourite makeup brand? - sheesh i think jeffree star cosmetics & lime crime 

54. Favourite store? - not sure 

55. Favourite blog? - probs claudias 

56. Favourite colour?- pink 

57. Favourite food? - pizza i think 

58. Last thing you ate? - pizza lol

59. First thing you ate this morning?- i didnt eat this morning 

60. Ever won a competition? For what? - no i dony think so 

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?- nah 

62. Been arrested? For what?- nope 

63. Ever been in love? - i believe so! i fall in love with people all the time lol 

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?- i was in 8th grade and his name was garrett and he was my first bf ever and we kissed on my front porch it was very cliche 

65. Are you hungry right now? - for the first time in a while actually yes 

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? - literally no i dont really have tumblr friends 

67. Facebook or Twitter? - twitter 68. Twitter or Tumblr? - this is tough bc i frequent both but probs tumblr 

69. Are you watching tv right now? - nope

70. Names of your bestfriends? - claudia, syd, evie, luke, mik, bella 

71. Craving something? What? - HUMMUS 

72. What colour are your towels? - one is like peachy and the other one is purple but i never use that one bc i cleaned up fruit juice off the floor w it and never cleaned it lol 

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? - a lot like 3 pillows and i use blankets as like body pillows for that snuggly vibe 

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? - just one hello kitty lol 

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? - total i have quite a few but i dont bring them to school with me 

75. Favourite animal? - ummm i really dont know tbh 

76. What colour is your underwear? - black 

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla for ice cream / chocolate for like cupcakes or cake 

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? - tbh mint choco chip or phish food by ben and jerrys 

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? - currently just chilling in my bra fam 

80. What colour pants? - black leggings lol 

81. Favourite tv show? - right now the office for sure / but also my 600 lb life 

82. Favourite movie? -  i have so many , django unchained, perks of being a wallflower, across the universe, i lowkey love the twilight series?? idk im not well versed in classic film just shitty films that have a special place in my heart 

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? - this is an ugly quest but the original mean girls 4 sure 

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? - mean girls lmao 

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? -janice lol 

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? - bro idk finding nemo is not something i think about a lot lolol but probs the badass fish jawn w his ripped up fin 

87. First person you talked to today?- my sister 

88. Last person you talked to today?- just now syd 

89. Name a person you hate? - donald trump 

90. Name a person you love? - claudia <3 

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? - um not currently except maybe if my illness was personified then i would punch that bitch 

92. In a fight with someone? - i dont fight w people lol 

93. How many sweatpants do you have? - literally 1 pair i think 

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? - SO many lol 

95. Last movie you watched? - twilight last night lol 

96. Favourite actress? - hmmm, i love charlize theron, kristen stewart but not bc of twilight her other movies are fire 

  97. Favourite actor? i love tom hardy, eddie redmayne, john boyega 

98. Do you tan a lot?- not at all 

99. Have any pets?  - one cat named Bo 

100. How are you feeling? - kinda shit but ok 

101. Do you type fast? - pretty fast, working in call centers get ur typing skills on fleek lol 

102. Do you regret anything from your past? - a few things of course but at the same time whats the point in regretting things you know, it just gives you more baggage to carry around and that shit sucks 

103. Can you spell well? - for the most part i think but sometimes shits questionable lol 

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? - ummm no not really 

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? - yes i have it was a strange experience 

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? - no way bruh people break my heart all the time tho it seems lol 

107. Have you ever been on a horse? - yes but i was like 8 i think i was sooo young 

108. What should you be doing? - im chillin 

109. Is something irritating you right now? - BEING SICK  

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? - yessssss 

111. Do you have trust issues? - not so much trust issues but i have a hard time putting my walls down for people 

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? - ummm syd and luke hahah 

113. What was your childhood nickname? - liv, livy, liver, livy loo ( my mom calls me this when shes salty at me) my dad has always called me scooter crunch i have no idea what thats from, or any variation sometimes its just scooter and recently he called me scooter mc crunchy and that was even a lot for me lol , oh and olive!! 

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? - yes ive been out of ohio but not to anywhere very exciting 

115. Do you play the Wii? - i did once upon a time 

116. Are you listening to music right now? - yes frank ocean’s blond album 

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?- i mean its fine 

118. Do you like Chinese food? - i love it but only from like select places bc mediocre chinese is always kinda a let down 

119. Favourite book? - harry potter series, perks, sula, 

120. Are you afraid of the dark?- sadly yes 

121. Are you mean? - i am sometimes lol i cant even lie 

122. Is cheating ever okay? - i dont think so 

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? - dude no 

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? - this is always a question in these 

125. Do you believe in true love? - ofc 

126. Are you currently bored? - nah im cool 

127. What makes you happy? - makeup, photography, my friends, my sister 

128. Would you change your name? - no ive never thought of something that suits me more than olivia, which is why im cool with my nicknames 

129. What your zodiac sign? - scorpio 

130. Do you like subway? - as in sandwhiches yes lol 

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? - i would be shocked lmfao 

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? - ummm idk ive been kind of mia recently from being sick but probs syd 

133. Favourite lyrics right now? - the whole wiped out album by the neighbourhood 

134. Can you count to one million? - ive never tried and i probably never will but on principal yes i can count 

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? umm idk that im ok? i try not to lie about trivial things but if im sad or something and someone im not comfy w asks me about it ill just be like yeh im good 

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? - closed i live in a dorm room lol 

137. How tall are you? -5′6 

138. Curly or Straight hair?- i have a buzz cut so neither 

139. Brunette or Blonde? - is this an opinion question bc i have blue hair so like 

140. Summer or Winter? - man im more of a fall/spring type 

141. Night or Day? - day i think 

142. Favourite month? - november but im really tired of my friends trying to kill themselves in my birthday month tbh LOL 

143. Are you a vegetarian? - no but maybe i should be so i wouldnt be so fucking sick all the time 

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk 

145. Tea or Coffee? - i really like both 

146. Was today a good day? - my day hasnt even really started 

147. Mars or Snickers? - snickers i guess  148. What’s your favourite quote? - i dont really have one tbh 

149. Do you believe in ghosts? - yuh 

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? -  the only book i have with me is my science book and thats not interesting at all so lol imma skip this one