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every so often i have to relearn how to draw yuuji or he starts fighting me
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#i love drawing sukuna as the teeniest tiniest eye on yuuji's face n using it as an excuse 2 use his tag <3 ths his Rent#anyway he fought a bit at first but would u believe it i got yuuji 2 cooperate fr a draws pls clap#maybe it's just when hes in a piece with megumi that he gets an attitude??? whatever th case im happy w all of these thank god#beef w yuuji Settled fr now . until he inevitably decides 2 fight me again sighs#in the meantime !!! had SO much fun drawing his new scars#happy 2 report tht ive fully come around on yuuji 1eye itadori i wasnt sure at first but now i love it fr him#i love the texture of it i love splitting his eyebrow n drawing the scar tissue up Through the remaining hair....#i love him looking like he's winking i love drawing the lil X on his chibi#its GOOD#i dont think ill give him a fake eye very often if at all but it was fun putting him in tokyo ghoul cosplay fr this#o ya speaking of his Accessories the slippers started out as tigers also but then i wanted them bunnies and i saw an opportunity#so now miku is haunting this draws and my yuuji owns a pair of deco27 rabbit hole slippers#now that i rly look at it that whole fit is such a look actually im crying#we got beef shirt...#@ me @ sukuna @ the fact tht yuuji is Jacked#10/10 triple entendre 10/10 would wear
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Genesis Wings - - An albino who paints like a toddler, wears fake elf ears, has terrible self confidence and listens to way too much Dominic Fike - -
[ scrapped render of her under the cut <3 ]
#episode two of me posting old sims i never shared#i wish i had a backup of her daes because i edited it HEAVILY for the scrapped render and found out that the dae got overwritten bc of tht🥲#anyways. i love her so much shes genuinely one of the most stunning ocs ive ever made#shes def into like y2k outfits and shi#shes also a lesbian so W for all the afab lovers out there SJDNB#“albinos dont actually look like tha-” *explosion* IDGAF LFMAKHDNAJ 😭#sims4:genesis-w#ts4#ts4 simblr#sims 4#sims 4 simblr#the sims 4#simblr#ts4 screenshots#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 cas#ts4 cas
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daigo jumping for joy in yk2 when kiryu's fighting someone has the same energy as ashley graham pumping her fist after leon shoots someone. to me.
#snap chats#sorry for all the crossover posts today i got reminded of this comparison. this copmarison ive made in my brain#but no do you k now what i mean. like when youre on tht fuckass platform in RE4 and you have to shoot the ganados and their weapons#goofiest shit ever. and i love them both#all four of these bitches really#see now im crying laughing cause daigo 🤝 ashley getting kidnapped#im gonna throw up trying to imagine daigo going hELp mE KiryU while hes getting dragged away#im gonna post this before i start ramblnig more bullshit vjeLKVJERLKJ BYE I KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED
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which characters do you want to draw more of?
yknow i feel like this is probably more pointed towards star trek. which there ARE a lot of trek characters id like to draw more of. but you just opened a whole can of worms man theres so much stuff i love that i havent really done much fanart for..... i want to do scooby-doo fanart soooo bad but i never get past the sketch phase....i havent drawn hardly any paranatural in ten years... woould love to draw more my babysitter's a vampire fanart its been so long since ive drawn those guys....... ive wanted to do jaane tu ya jaane na redraws for the longest time... okay i wont go on any longer ill stick anythin g else. in the tags lmao
#ask#anon#om shanti om i want to do fanart of om shanti om so so so bad but id want it to be colored n finished but. i dont finish things much :(#gravity falls ive got gravity falls wips tht i wanna finish#AMERICAN DRAGON i wanna draw jake long again its been forever since ive drawn that guy#PARANORMAN MY FAVORITE MOVIE OF ALL TIME PARANORMAN#jab we met my favorite romcom#ive got a screenshot redraw of that but i haated how it turnedd out lmao#aditya kashyap u are sooo handsome.#i just get so single minded about things and get so many ideas that i just have to draw that one thing over and over and over#and i get stuck with so many wips that i never finish#that i cant even get around to drawing the other things i like because they arent the one media thats shoved its way to the front f my brai#anyways.#at least i had a scooby doo halloween costume last year#somewhat fanart considering i did a painting for it. but it was captain cutler........#i had a scooby-doo birthday party when i was 5 and i think it was probably the best birthday ive ever had and will ever have
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#sory for not posting art as much anymore i only rlly do commissions atm bc my brain can't rlly Create Original Stuff rn#not rlly art block its jst been rlly horrific past few months for me BUT im fine so its whatevr !#thing is im safe and bills r paid im just.hungry and coping w 79373938 repressed memories coming back in full detail and its ROUGH#but also the fact that im remembering this stuff shows tht im in a safe enough situation to remember it so idk. super trippy stuff#frank.txt#getting access to my hospital records ws simultaneously th worst thing n best thing ive ever done#bc 1. im Not being irrational and my memories are real 2. Uh Oh Those Memories Are Real!#i confronted my mother abt it all and got the worst answer i could get so yeah!!! i havw no energy to do ANYTHING#except commissions and like. sleeping. and makig some bannock with jam#ptsd mention#man idk how 2 tag ths . ill go back to occasionally posting silly pics of my cat EVENTUALLY#no motivation for anything aside frm little things tht makw me feel Less dread LMAO
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What do your stick and pokes look like?
ill show u my 3 favourites ok. this was the first one i did, its pretty small u can see my thumb there for scale lol
this was the second one i did, i love it very much. i tell people its AI in morse but honestly i just wanted dots and lines there
and this is the most recent, a friend wanted me to do the same tattoo on both of us so we could match and well i
#ive got a little heart and a bandaid on my knee as well but theyre pretty shit LMAO#all of them are from 2020 except the matchstick which is from last august i think#the match is also the biggest its a couple cm tall#my legs are hairy as shit but im not shaving for a post on tumblr dot edu#ask#the same friend also has a shooting star on him tht i did and its the best ive done imo
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this year was very influential in terms of finding out more of what i want to go forward with and continue using and learning for my style, i went out of my comfort zone and tried to branch out in graphics, design, shading, composition, and sooo much more that i realized are so fun to play with !! background attempter era as well LOL finally💥 anyways jerma meal was my fave piece this year!
#art summary#i didnt wanna put it in the caption but i wanna address the social media aspect of this years summery too#this was the year i rlly got a lot of traction repeatedly on posts and that just is so insane to me. going thru the tags u guys leave and#seeing you guy look forward to what i do/ recognize me often. man that means more than i can explain#just to biggest tys to my followers n mutuals (even if im a sideblog) for expressing themselves in my notes :] i love art and i love being#able to share that with you but also have u guys to make me love it even more. OKAY?#sorry for the sappy little p.s. tags its just tht rlly i do mean it that despite this year being the worst ive had in awhile irl#this was the best year so far ive had with my art becuz of u all ^_^#2023 will be a rough start but i hope i can make more things for us to smile together with#also i mispelt feb but like i dont care . SUE ME it sounds like tht ok
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#ramblings#honestly ive had a really terrible holiday#like summer break is supposed to be good but seeing family wasnt fun like it usually is#the cousin i usually hung out with is an asshole now who didnt even want to talk#so the fun part wasnt fun#i havent seen any of my friends all holidays . i feel like shit and i feel fucking lonely#the only people ive interacted with really are my family and thats horrible because my sister acts like a stereotypical mean girl#ive got no fucking will to leave my room or to fucking eat properly or do just about anything other than sit in my room#and now im about to go back to school . ive accomplished not even close to enough of what ive needed to#ive forgotten everything from math . my tech is probably behind . english should be finished but its not#chemistry is completley half assed#and i know i should be getting up and fixing tht but i cant i fuckign cant do anything#its probably all my fault i have to stop staying up so late im so fucking tired#i dont want to go back to school i dont feel like ive had a break even though ive done nothing all holiday#im so fucking done with this shit#vent#ask to tag#i guess
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for years my friends have tried to get me back into minecraft and idk how to explain to them that after tosoth the game will never be the same . it’s been A DECADE and this fic still rules over my brain
#and don’t even TALK about snow angels around me i’ll cry blood and vomit tears#that fic gave me SO many trust issues i hve TO THIS DAY#and i KNOW ive ranted about this before but IT GENUINELY TRAUMATISED ME#but i was at one of the lowest points of my life and decided fuck it. i’m gonna read a long fic. i’m usually a max 25k person but i was like#nah let’s get invested in this one. good ol erisol human au. what could go wrong#oh dear reader it turns out that there was something that could go wrong#because at tht time i was an avid ff net user and there are no warnings there#especially not for major character death.#so i’m so invested in this fic#got a few chapters left. and then i start a chapter i swear ive read before in a one shot#and i’m over the MOON bc i know how this ends. they get engaged! so i’m SO fkn happy#and then. all alone in the snow of their front yard. eridans heart gives out. and he’s gone.#as a very traumatised teen who was dependant on happy endings to make me feel like life was worth living#i have never felt heartbreak and betrayal like that. only other thing that ever made me feel that much was my really messy breakup w da loml#i didnt sleep for a week. i was constantly sobbing and breaking down at school#reading about sollux going through their minecraft world and i just#yeah.#haven’t been able to make pancakes since too. used to be the thing i was best at#since then pancakes minecraft and snow angels are forever tainted#absolutely INCREDIBLE fic but i do Not do MCD or sad endings#and i was like being horrifically abused going thru hormonal conversion therapy to ‘fix’ my nonexistent sex drive#whilst dealing with r/pe accusations simultaneously . as a fkn 16 year old baby trans gay ace#so i was going thru it and when i tell you my ENTIRE mental state was depending on the dopamine i got from fan fictions w endings that#gave me hope my story wasn’t gonna end there. for them to struggle for so long to find true happiness within eachother#to them being torn apart by the cruel hand of death#bro i was inconsolable for so long . i still am and im almost 26 LMFAO#know it seems so silly to be so worked up over this but i can’t articulate how much my undiagnosed autistic bpd cptsd ridden self depended#on these fics to emotionally regulate#OBV THIS IS NOTHING AGAINST THE AUTHOR OR THE FIC I WAS JUST YOUNG AND TRAUMATISED AND COPING UNHEALTHILY#but i will never be able to play minecraft happily ever again
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when when the health webbed sites they say tht pulsatile tinnitus is temporary in comparison with regulsr tinntius but then the the tumblr users are saying ive had it since a kid 5.5 years of pulsatile tinnitus etc etc n im crying again
#pulsatile tinnitus#originally when i was sick once i started getting gurgling sounds#idk of it went away fully but it wasnt consistent#then at some point i started getting beeping too again not consistent#sometimes loud beep will be accompanied by momentarily not being able to hear anything at all lioe everything else goes quiet#sometimes everything goes quiet but there's no beep#this latest sound is not like the gurgling it's not a beep nothing else is going quiet#it's just a fucking thumping tht wont let yp#n it's by far the most annoying#i remember the gurling being annoying the first time it came when i was sick but it went away when i got better n only comes back#periodically for a gurgle or two#the beep is usually one at a time myb a minute long if so much n probably most ive ever had is 2 in a day#it's usually at least to my memory really not very bothersome#but this thumping is abt the make me Literally bang my head into a wall#n it's been constant since at least Sunday sigh#cloud nonsense
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#txt#lik my speech has gotten prog worse ovr th years#n its really sad to see the degineration of skill ykno ?????#n if i thnk abt it too long it gets rly scary#cos wht if it continues to get worse#im only 26#will i still be coherent at all by 36????????#disjointed thghts leadin to disjointed speech n lots of mem issues n lik#brain injury frm drug use n brain injury frm prolngd cmplx trauma#lik i didnt stop recieving Near Constant Trauma until lik two or three yrs ago#before tht all i evr knew was trauma n varying degrees#cognitive decay frm th mental illnesses iv got#cognitive decay frm th stuff idk abt n dnt wanna thnk abt tht runs in my family tht scares me so deeply n so wholly#thers jus a lot#its scary but we stay silly ig
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wish i found leon and ada believable as a couple bc the dynamic of action hero and antihero who steals shit from them inc. their heart and brain is so good but unfortunately there is nothing there. and there will continue 2 be nothing there as long as ada exists in perpetuity as the video game equivalent of the sexy green m&m
#or#revil posting#they went too far w the mystique of it all they forgot to give her a character#like i love her in my brain she's wonderful <3 but she is really like a sexy lamp for all of the character work capcom put into her#ada is. competent. and wears cocktail dresses to the zombie apocalypse on two separate occasions. thts it xoxo#she's also a feminist bc she feels bad that carla got her shit rocked by mad science but not that bad yk cause shes ambivalent#her va in the remakes is doing so much by giving her that flat affect but my running wild with an autism headcanon is not a real trait#(neither is the likely intention of her just being . really bored of me lol)#that ada wong actually has and expresses <3 this is a post where i talk abt how i do not connect with The revil ship but#now it's a post about how ada could be Everything. they Stole her Moments they Took her Cutscenes#and she already had so little......... my beloved#sorry ive just googled are there books about ada wong and she is in One book. and this review says the author 'gives life to characters#whose motivations we normally only get in cutscenes' or w/e and now im wondering if i need to read this. if This will tell me#give me Ada Info. Ada Lore.#god and i havent even mentioned that leon is gay and all the smart gamers know it!!!#the ideal ada/leon dynamic is roommates
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its another one of those 'thought too hard abt drift and felt physically ill' type of days. like im glad he got a win in on the way out im glad his divine visions got to be plot relevant im glad he scored the hottest medic on cybertron but like on a metatextual level it never comes across like hes respected at all. ever. infuriating.
#dave rants#liiiike the writers understand the intersection between addiction and the societal system theyre working with. good.#but also they dont respect addicts and they dont respect faith as an aspect of recovery the only time faith as an aspect of a character is#something respectable is when theyre jaded or cynical abt it like drift just cant win w the way hes written#the closest comparison ive got is like. how whirl is treated bc when characters are shitty to whirl its bc theyre assholes. the narrative#still Respects her and her response to trauma and can showcase that.#the most drift gets is someone is nice abt his religion like. once . and his religion isnt even all that different than what everyone else#is doing its just slightly more important to him than to other ppl.#and it sucks bc hes so delightful and ithink his story is a beautiful sort of tragic and loving its just these aspects of his character#are used as a punchline without any consideration. thts how it feels at least.
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i hope i'm not too late for the ask game! how about ceo! hoshi with minimum wage service worker reader? i've always found this trope funny - ☁️
omg no ur good! i answered a few last night before i slept for a bit and now im finally back after getting dinner <3 (as u can probs tell from the gap between the last ask and the one before it)
sdfkhdsf i both love and hate this trope bc i both would and wouldnt date a rich bitch. like eat the rich but also.... i would enjoy a money.
despite the nice place you work in, all you get paid for ur server job is minimum wage. the only thing stopping you from quitting is the fact that rich people tip rly fucking well half the time, plus if you laugh at their stupid jokes they'll like you more. insert: kwon soonyoung, the CEO of some company you stopped caring about minutes after you overheard business talk. for some reason, he always comes to this restaurant and he apparently always requests you (your coworker, vernon, says that he said you 'take really good care of him' aka you literally just do your job??? you don't understand it). but the guy does give really good tips (and sorta nudges for his partners to do the same there)...
so u and soonyoung are friendly enough with one another. he asks what you do outside of this (hobbies or school or w/e), you tell him you're a grad student, and hes impressed bc wow u must work hard considering ur always also working here during the day (to which you admit you switched to the online program for personal reasons).
more convos. sometimes he asks how you're doing and its genuinely sweet. sometimes he comes in alone for a lunch by himself and he still requests you. and then one day he asks if you actually aren't interested in him. ur confused, and he mentions he left you his number like... three times on a napkin. he even drew a lil tiger next to it and wrote 'call me! :)' too. ur confused and he says he thinks you're sweet and wanted to ask you out for drinks one day. u admit that u weren't the one to clear the table the last few times, and kinda outright say 'you should have just given me ur number' but he admits he got shy w tht. idk what else to put here rn but maybe u take him up on the offer for drinks and ur worlds kinda open up a bit more as u talk to him more genuinely. he talks abt the struggles of family pressure, u talk abt grad school n family stuff, and u just kinda find a home with one another through tht even though u have two very different living situations.
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Cried for the first time at work, mean customers
#.txt#this group of 11 firstly kept lying nd said they were only 9 so they only paid for 9#not only tht but they chose the smalled room#alao it took like 45 mins to figure put money things bc they insited on getting a discount#after so much back nd forth and TWO calls to my boss (bc she wasnt there)#they didnt get any discount#they all tried paying on their own nd it was so chaotic they only paid for 9 ppl but when i got them in the room there were 11#in the room i was trying to tell them the rules nd no one was listening to me#this one guy kept saying in a rude nd mocking tone for me to leave the room nd get out#i kept saying i wanted to give the rules nd he kept telling me to get out nd inturpting me#i couldnt give them the rules so i jist left nd closed the door#nd got back to my coworkers nd started crying#after like 20 mins of them being there we had to kick them out bc they started beating each other up nd breaking things#we had to threaten to call the cops for them to leave#they literally destoryed the room#worst group ive ever had the displeasure of meeting#at one point in the money process a guy throws coins on the ground nd makes me pick them us as a rude embarrassment thing idk#i didnt realize thats why he was doing initially but once i did i just droppwd the coins nd told him to pay me#one guy tried to tell me he was a good catholic so he didnt need to pay up fromt nd wpuld pay after bc he would never swindle us#i told him he pays or he leaves
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lack of transportation is the single most limiting factor for me right and its the most insufferable thing. this is so easy to fix!!!! just be normal and give me a car. forfree
#like pls im so dependent bc i dont have a job and i dont have a job bc i dont have transportation (even lots of remote jobs have required#in person training according to what ive seen) and it's like!!!! money is fake!!!!! give me a fucking car!!!!!!!!!!!#i love small towns until NO PUBLIC TRANSPORT AT ALL#even a shitty pub trans could at least help me scrape enough cash to get a car#i NEED to get like venmo or some shit so i can start e-begging for this tbh#it speaks!#bitching bench#got frustrated over this again bc i found a REALLY nice job listing thts a close drive from me but still too far to walk#like perfectly within my skillset i just dont have a ton of experience but i still have plenty of odd ''jobs'' and stuff i can play into it#and i CANT HAVE IT!!! BC NO TRANSPORT T_T‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💔💔💔💔💔💔#i mean tbh going off money is fake just give me some fucking independence w/o it. but like at Least a little car.....
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