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every so often i have to relearn how to draw yuuji or he starts fighting me
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#i love drawing sukuna as the teeniest tiniest eye on yuuji's face n using it as an excuse 2 use his tag <3 ths his Rent#anyway he fought a bit at first but would u believe it i got yuuji 2 cooperate fr a draws pls clap#maybe it's just when hes in a piece with megumi that he gets an attitude??? whatever th case im happy w all of these thank god#beef w yuuji Settled fr now . until he inevitably decides 2 fight me again sighs#in the meantime !!! had SO much fun drawing his new scars#happy 2 report tht ive fully come around on yuuji 1eye itadori i wasnt sure at first but now i love it fr him#i love the texture of it i love splitting his eyebrow n drawing the scar tissue up Through the remaining hair....#i love him looking like he's winking i love drawing the lil X on his chibi#its GOOD#i dont think ill give him a fake eye very often if at all but it was fun putting him in tokyo ghoul cosplay fr this#o ya speaking of his Accessories the slippers started out as tigers also but then i wanted them bunnies and i saw an opportunity#so now miku is haunting this draws and my yuuji owns a pair of deco27 rabbit hole slippers#now that i rly look at it that whole fit is such a look actually im crying#we got beef shirt...#@ me @ sukuna @ the fact tht yuuji is Jacked#10/10 triple entendre 10/10 would wear
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Genesis Wings - - An albino who paints like a toddler, wears fake elf ears, has terrible self confidence and listens to way too much Dominic Fike - -
[ scrapped render of her under the cut <3 ]
#episode two of me posting old sims i never shared#i wish i had a backup of her daes because i edited it HEAVILY for the scrapped render and found out that the dae got overwritten bc of tht🥲#anyways. i love her so much shes genuinely one of the most stunning ocs ive ever made#shes def into like y2k outfits and shi#shes also a lesbian so W for all the afab lovers out there SJDNB#“albinos dont actually look like tha-” *explosion* IDGAF LFMAKHDNAJ 😭#sims4:genesis-w#ts4#ts4 simblr#sims 4#sims 4 simblr#the sims 4#simblr#ts4 screenshots#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 cas#ts4 cas
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viktor prev 🤖
#i forgot 2 flip the canvas back but his mole is on the correct side i prommy .. first time ive ever kept it accurate lol#im chipping away at ths sooo slowly …#unimaginable number of drafts and im just opting 4 the most simplistic one instead#umm fav viktor moments . his im from the undercity remark & slapping jayces hand away. lets gooooooooo#or that scene of him mel and jayce at the table where hes fiddling w jinxs bomb i like tht whole exchange#when he transforms into the machine herald#when he transforms in2 the machine herald (2)#ans when he transforms into the machine herald😁 THE FACE SPLIT IS JUST SOOO FRWAKING COOL#wht else . guys can i be honest can i be brave and honest w u all. hated the sky plot . hated#the scene of him crying over her i was like scratching my neck n pulling at my collar like u guys seein this … 🧍#the story never developed sky enough to make her death impactful#she only exists in the context of viktor and how she can further his story or personify his emotions ykwim . boringg#i think the timeline is such a big issue 4 arcane writing in general bc#they try to pass off their quasifriendship as something genuine bc theyre partners or have known each other for years#supposedly but they dont show it let alone say it . like i cant tell u the amt of times i saw something after watching that was like#oh this timeskip was a year or seven years or idk and aside from the obvious timeskip we see w charas aging up in s1#or the montage once cait takes power its just not . discussed . rmbr after the arcane anomaly ambessa was like theyve been missing for 6#months or something and if you didnt hear that one throwaway comment u would just be like wht is going on#all that to say they want you to believe they have a strong foundation 2 make her death and later reunion meaningful but they dont give you#anything to actually Feel it#so . MY TWO CENTS !!!!!!!!!!!ok#sorry im blowing up the tags in ths random post that never asked for this 💔#lg doodles#arcane#viktor#well ok bc im going on and on i will say . i thought singed was pretty interesting in the show but never rly cared for him#until i played him in aram n im like oh so ths guy is awesome actually#HAHHAAH#dude and b4 they got rid of the hectech chests i pulled his arcane skin . bsooo much fun#i also played jinx for the first time and now i understand why ppl like her gameplay so much . soo smooth w it like she feels soo polished
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we back in selfshipping chat!!! (i never left)
this time its the b.duck/modern au!! the sillies,,, basically its just them (him n self insert sona oc badoinkus thing) switching their outer layer jackets w/ each other- they r so sillayy!!! :3333333
god the multiple all-nighters whiplash is getting to my head, and it shows in my typing… damn….
#nah but fr tho ive done pulled TWO all nighters in a row#and ive got tuition tomorrow!!!#well… more like ‘today’ cause its 4 AM#womp womp ig. TAGS!#self shipping#self insert x canon#self ship#si x fo#si x canon#naib subedar#uuhhnn…. tagging source this time a lil scary#queer platonic relationship#now tht i realise it#this is probably the first time this site has seen my sona drawn properly lmao
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#im bored of bein sick i wna b able to do things again#its only been 4 days so mayb thts bit dramatic#but ive been proper thrown out of all my routines tht i finally got back on track n i feel like complete shit for it#like my brains gone all messy bc its out of regular routines n i cant deal#n even tiny days at work r hard rn#like i did 5hrs in back on my own barely doin anythin n almost passed out 3 times🧍🏻#why cant i just breathe bro#and today i'm so fucking nauseous i cant eat anything ive just been drinkin lemon tea all day so my teeth r gna hate me#manifesting i wake up tmr all better like nothin evr happened#n i get to go back to gym and tidy my house n get back to normal#pls ty
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daigo jumping for joy in yk2 when kiryu's fighting someone has the same energy as ashley graham pumping her fist after leon shoots someone. to me.
#snap chats#sorry for all the crossover posts today i got reminded of this comparison. this copmarison ive made in my brain#but no do you k now what i mean. like when youre on tht fuckass platform in RE4 and you have to shoot the ganados and their weapons#goofiest shit ever. and i love them both#all four of these bitches really#see now im crying laughing cause daigo 🤝 ashley getting kidnapped#im gonna throw up trying to imagine daigo going hELp mE KiryU while hes getting dragged away#im gonna post this before i start ramblnig more bullshit vjeLKVJERLKJ BYE I KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED
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which characters do you want to draw more of?
yknow i feel like this is probably more pointed towards star trek. which there ARE a lot of trek characters id like to draw more of. but you just opened a whole can of worms man theres so much stuff i love that i havent really done much fanart for..... i want to do scooby-doo fanart soooo bad but i never get past the sketch phase....i havent drawn hardly any paranatural in ten years... woould love to draw more my babysitter's a vampire fanart its been so long since ive drawn those guys....... ive wanted to do jaane tu ya jaane na redraws for the longest time... okay i wont go on any longer ill stick anythin g else. in the tags lmao
#ask#anon#om shanti om i want to do fanart of om shanti om so so so bad but id want it to be colored n finished but. i dont finish things much :(#gravity falls ive got gravity falls wips tht i wanna finish#AMERICAN DRAGON i wanna draw jake long again its been forever since ive drawn that guy#PARANORMAN MY FAVORITE MOVIE OF ALL TIME PARANORMAN#jab we met my favorite romcom#ive got a screenshot redraw of that but i haated how it turnedd out lmao#aditya kashyap u are sooo handsome.#i just get so single minded about things and get so many ideas that i just have to draw that one thing over and over and over#and i get stuck with so many wips that i never finish#that i cant even get around to drawing the other things i like because they arent the one media thats shoved its way to the front f my brai#anyways.#at least i had a scooby doo halloween costume last year#somewhat fanart considering i did a painting for it. but it was captain cutler........#i had a scooby-doo birthday party when i was 5 and i think it was probably the best birthday ive ever had and will ever have
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im sooooo fucking. tired of this allergy and eczema shit man
#i have not been able to feel comfortable with no skin irritation for more than like 24 hours at a time in . mmmm nearly 3 years#its just frustrating that the allergy shots which are supposed to ultimately help with all of this like. make it worse in the short term#as often as they do. ive had this one patch of bright red irritated itchy skin around my neck for the last few weeks tht looks like i got#a sunburn while wearing a shirt with a scoop neckline but with a little square sticking up in the middle ? ?? itd be funny if it wasnt#so fucking uncomfortable . and my hands are so bad rn too. and around my eyes. i just hate this so much its so maddening#and im doing everything i can. im using the prescription stuff ive got. and it'll seem like its going away then boom nvm#ghghhghhghhhhhhh#grandpa max is god? i go to church now
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#sory for not posting art as much anymore i only rlly do commissions atm bc my brain can't rlly Create Original Stuff rn#not rlly art block its jst been rlly horrific past few months for me BUT im fine so its whatevr !#thing is im safe and bills r paid im just.hungry and coping w 79373938 repressed memories coming back in full detail and its ROUGH#but also the fact that im remembering this stuff shows tht im in a safe enough situation to remember it so idk. super trippy stuff#frank.txt#getting access to my hospital records ws simultaneously th worst thing n best thing ive ever done#bc 1. im Not being irrational and my memories are real 2. Uh Oh Those Memories Are Real!#i confronted my mother abt it all and got the worst answer i could get so yeah!!! i havw no energy to do ANYTHING#except commissions and like. sleeping. and makig some bannock with jam#ptsd mention#man idk how 2 tag ths . ill go back to occasionally posting silly pics of my cat EVENTUALLY#no motivation for anything aside frm little things tht makw me feel Less dread LMAO
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bro can something just go right for ONCE
#my mom got fired !! 2 weeks before christmas!!!#and now I'm not sure if we're even gonna be able to make rent !!!#let alone indulging in any luxuries this holiday season#gift giving is gonna be severely limited if we can even do it at all#I'm so stressed tht ive just reached the point of being numb#like we were supposed to be reaching a point by now where we had stabiluty and could pay rent on time#and then start saving for the move in june#but now idk whats going to happen#i feel like the walls are closing in around me
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#ramblings#honestly ive had a really terrible holiday#like summer break is supposed to be good but seeing family wasnt fun like it usually is#the cousin i usually hung out with is an asshole now who didnt even want to talk#so the fun part wasnt fun#i havent seen any of my friends all holidays . i feel like shit and i feel fucking lonely#the only people ive interacted with really are my family and thats horrible because my sister acts like a stereotypical mean girl#ive got no fucking will to leave my room or to fucking eat properly or do just about anything other than sit in my room#and now im about to go back to school . ive accomplished not even close to enough of what ive needed to#ive forgotten everything from math . my tech is probably behind . english should be finished but its not#chemistry is completley half assed#and i know i should be getting up and fixing tht but i cant i fuckign cant do anything#its probably all my fault i have to stop staying up so late im so fucking tired#i dont want to go back to school i dont feel like ive had a break even though ive done nothing all holiday#im so fucking done with this shit#vent#ask to tag#i guess
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for years my friends have tried to get me back into minecraft and idk how to explain to them that after tosoth the game will never be the same . it’s been A DECADE and this fic still rules over my brain
#and don’t even TALK about snow angels around me i’ll cry blood and vomit tears#that fic gave me SO many trust issues i hve TO THIS DAY#and i KNOW ive ranted about this before but IT GENUINELY TRAUMATISED ME#but i was at one of the lowest points of my life and decided fuck it. i’m gonna read a long fic. i’m usually a max 25k person but i was like#nah let’s get invested in this one. good ol erisol human au. what could go wrong#oh dear reader it turns out that there was something that could go wrong#because at tht time i was an avid ff net user and there are no warnings there#especially not for major character death.#so i’m so invested in this fic#got a few chapters left. and then i start a chapter i swear ive read before in a one shot#and i’m over the MOON bc i know how this ends. they get engaged! so i’m SO fkn happy#and then. all alone in the snow of their front yard. eridans heart gives out. and he’s gone.#as a very traumatised teen who was dependant on happy endings to make me feel like life was worth living#i have never felt heartbreak and betrayal like that. only other thing that ever made me feel that much was my really messy breakup w da loml#i didnt sleep for a week. i was constantly sobbing and breaking down at school#reading about sollux going through their minecraft world and i just#yeah.#haven’t been able to make pancakes since too. used to be the thing i was best at#since then pancakes minecraft and snow angels are forever tainted#absolutely INCREDIBLE fic but i do Not do MCD or sad endings#and i was like being horrifically abused going thru hormonal conversion therapy to ‘fix’ my nonexistent sex drive#whilst dealing with r/pe accusations simultaneously . as a fkn 16 year old baby trans gay ace#so i was going thru it and when i tell you my ENTIRE mental state was depending on the dopamine i got from fan fictions w endings that#gave me hope my story wasn’t gonna end there. for them to struggle for so long to find true happiness within eachother#to them being torn apart by the cruel hand of death#bro i was inconsolable for so long . i still am and im almost 26 LMFAO#know it seems so silly to be so worked up over this but i can’t articulate how much my undiagnosed autistic bpd cptsd ridden self depended#on these fics to emotionally regulate#OBV THIS IS NOTHING AGAINST THE AUTHOR OR THE FIC I WAS JUST YOUNG AND TRAUMATISED AND COPING UNHEALTHILY#but i will never be able to play minecraft happily ever again
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when when the health webbed sites they say tht pulsatile tinnitus is temporary in comparison with regulsr tinntius but then the the tumblr users are saying ive had it since a kid 5.5 years of pulsatile tinnitus etc etc n im crying again
#pulsatile tinnitus#originally when i was sick once i started getting gurgling sounds#idk of it went away fully but it wasnt consistent#then at some point i started getting beeping too again not consistent#sometimes loud beep will be accompanied by momentarily not being able to hear anything at all lioe everything else goes quiet#sometimes everything goes quiet but there's no beep#this latest sound is not like the gurgling it's not a beep nothing else is going quiet#it's just a fucking thumping tht wont let yp#n it's by far the most annoying#i remember the gurling being annoying the first time it came when i was sick but it went away when i got better n only comes back#periodically for a gurgle or two#the beep is usually one at a time myb a minute long if so much n probably most ive ever had is 2 in a day#it's usually at least to my memory really not very bothersome#but this thumping is abt the make me Literally bang my head into a wall#n it's been constant since at least Sunday sigh#cloud nonsense
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thinkin
#txt#lik my speech has gotten prog worse ovr th years#n its really sad to see the degineration of skill ykno ?????#n if i thnk abt it too long it gets rly scary#cos wht if it continues to get worse#im only 26#will i still be coherent at all by 36????????#disjointed thghts leadin to disjointed speech n lots of mem issues n lik#brain injury frm drug use n brain injury frm prolngd cmplx trauma#lik i didnt stop recieving Near Constant Trauma until lik two or three yrs ago#before tht all i evr knew was trauma n varying degrees#cognitive decay frm th mental illnesses iv got#cognitive decay frm th stuff idk abt n dnt wanna thnk abt tht runs in my family tht scares me so deeply n so wholly#thers jus a lot#its scary but we stay silly ig
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wish i found leon and ada believable as a couple bc the dynamic of action hero and antihero who steals shit from them inc. their heart and brain is so good but unfortunately there is nothing there. and there will continue 2 be nothing there as long as ada exists in perpetuity as the video game equivalent of the sexy green m&m
#or#revil posting#they went too far w the mystique of it all they forgot to give her a character#like i love her in my brain she's wonderful <3 but she is really like a sexy lamp for all of the character work capcom put into her#ada is. competent. and wears cocktail dresses to the zombie apocalypse on two separate occasions. thts it xoxo#she's also a feminist bc she feels bad that carla got her shit rocked by mad science but not that bad yk cause shes ambivalent#her va in the remakes is doing so much by giving her that flat affect but my running wild with an autism headcanon is not a real trait#(neither is the likely intention of her just being . really bored of me lol)#that ada wong actually has and expresses <3 this is a post where i talk abt how i do not connect with The revil ship but#now it's a post about how ada could be Everything. they Stole her Moments they Took her Cutscenes#and she already had so little......... my beloved#sorry ive just googled are there books about ada wong and she is in One book. and this review says the author 'gives life to characters#whose motivations we normally only get in cutscenes' or w/e and now im wondering if i need to read this. if This will tell me#give me Ada Info. Ada Lore.#god and i havent even mentioned that leon is gay and all the smart gamers know it!!!#the ideal ada/leon dynamic is roommates
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its another one of those 'thought too hard abt drift and felt physically ill' type of days. like im glad he got a win in on the way out im glad his divine visions got to be plot relevant im glad he scored the hottest medic on cybertron but like on a metatextual level it never comes across like hes respected at all. ever. infuriating.
#dave rants#liiiike the writers understand the intersection between addiction and the societal system theyre working with. good.#but also they dont respect addicts and they dont respect faith as an aspect of recovery the only time faith as an aspect of a character is#something respectable is when theyre jaded or cynical abt it like drift just cant win w the way hes written#the closest comparison ive got is like. how whirl is treated bc when characters are shitty to whirl its bc theyre assholes. the narrative#still Respects her and her response to trauma and can showcase that.#the most drift gets is someone is nice abt his religion like. once . and his religion isnt even all that different than what everyone else#is doing its just slightly more important to him than to other ppl.#and it sucks bc hes so delightful and ithink his story is a beautiful sort of tragic and loving its just these aspects of his character#are used as a punchline without any consideration. thts how it feels at least.
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