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Minor vent today was just really bad :p
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Ok I don’t know if this is dumb to ask but is it embarrassing to need to go home because of period cramps?? I think I made a big deal but I mean I did pass out but also I’ve heard people do deal with it??? I’m pissing off my parents because I’ve been sick so often and having to make them leave work because of it. It hurt alot but like. Idk.! I’m not even sure if I should’ve even gone home????? I just oh my god I feel really dumb and weak for some reason but also I get it because I passed out from the pain and this just does not happen but also I was told to ask my doctor which I know he’ll just say it’s my weight but. I don’t fucking know. I feel like I’m gaslighting myself and having a meltdown over a scratch but it’s not a scratch to me but aLSO I know that even if it wasn’t I should react and cause problems I’m being a burden. I mean they said it themselves I’m disrupting their work more often and I don’t want to do that but the last time I tried to tough it out I had to go to the ER which made an even bigger disruption and I just don’t wanna do that again.
Ok I don’t know if this is dumb to ask but is it embarrassing to need to go home because of period cramps?? I think I made a big deal but I mean I did pass out but also I’ve heard people do deal with it??? I’m pissing off my parents because I’ve been sick so often and having to make them leave work because of it. It hurt alot but like. Idk.! I’m not even sure if I should’ve even gone home????? I just oh my god I feel really dumb and weak for some reason but also I get it because I passed out from the pain and this just does not happen but also I was told to ask my doctor which I know he’ll just say it’s my weight but. I don’t fucking know. I feel like I’m gaslighting myself and having a meltdown over a scratch but it’s not a scratch to me but aLSO I know that even if it wasn’t I should react and cause problems I’m being a burden. I mean they said it themselves I’m disrupting their work more often and I don’t want to do that but the last time I tried to tough it out I had to go to the ER which made an even bigger disruption and I just don’t wanna do that again.
#kinda wish the school nurse had pain killers but we don’t have them#I did yknow throw up but but#I could be overreacting#I know that’s what my doctor will say!! fucking hate that because I know he only has 2 responses to me it’s either because I’m fat or it’s#it’s just normal#I am AWARE that I’m fat#you don’t have to say everything is wrong about me and that I should suffer through things because of it man#I think he thinks I don’t know#which is incredibly annoying because hey man!! you’ve been telling me I’m fat since I was SIXXX#YOU DONT NEED TO FUCKING REPEAT IT AND BRING IY UPP#I KNKW#I KNOW#I FUCKING KNOW#MAYBE#JUST MAYBE IM GOING TO YOU FOR ACTUAL MEDICAL HELP#THAT IS RELATED TO MY#ILLNESS THAT HAS BEEN CONTINUOUSLY ATTACKING ME#I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME#BUT I SURE AS HELL KNOW ITS NOT JUST BECAUSE IM FAT#it’s so hard to not relapse right now#ohhh the ed that’s just asking to come back and kill me is waiting for this#I can feel my mental health deteriorating every day!!!#I AM FULLY CONSCIOUS MY MIND AND BODY ROTTING AROUND ME#I AM IN HELL.
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those aus where luffy is ten years younger
#theyre so cute…��#i love family#have i ever mentioned how crazy i am about family#one piece#monkey d. luffy#portgas d. ace#sabo#asl brothers#babylu au#lunisoulart#please knkw that i completely bullshit my way thru the last one
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i miss them......please come back........please come home :((
#this one goes out to the ten knkdz stans left on bsd tumblr wya#ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE DRAWN THEM I MISS THEM SO BAD :(((#please......i dont knkw how much longer i can take this.......please come home to me......#i'm literally experiencing withdrawal symptoms they've been apart for like SEVEN years#ALSO I KEEP FORGETTING KUNIS GLASSES IM FUCKING KILLING MYSELF ISTG IT DOESNT REGISTER IN MY BRAIN FSR😭😭😭😭😭😭#also one thing i noticed while coloring this is how nicely their outfits compliment each other. husbands fr <3#sry if the art style is different in every drawing i drew these all weeks apart💀#kunikida doppo#doppo kunikida#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#lotus draws
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"Why don't YOU drive for once?! Ya idiot!"
"BECAAAAUUSE! I... can't.. drive these things!"
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(I don’t like putting watermarks so, PLEASE, if you want to post these gifs somewhere GIVE CREDITS! Also, don’t use them in edits/videos. Thanks~)
#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#wolfwood#vashwood#(because i say so.)#my animation#gif#asukachii#i'm probably forgetting so many tags here...#i love these panels! a! lot! my favourites in the whole trigun manga together with... many other scenes#i have a long long list#i find these so funny#vash being 150 yo and not knowing how to drive? that could be me 🤝 i love you vash#also please wolfwood let him eat his donuts#in the first panel i animated a small small detail#wolfwood tapping his finger! alongside the music i was listening to while animating 🙈#i should include the song#i'm animating a bonus to this but i don't knkw if i will post it#first stampede saturday without a new episode#how are we feeling..?#orz#'because i say so' is just me joking! but i like them very much so i wanted to use the tag...#*know
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wamted to do vaggie drawing practice, made it into chaggie .. what can i sayb... chaggie took over . go lesbians !! vaggie is too hot charlie cant focus on killing exterminates
#hazbin charlie#vaggie x charlie#charlie x vaggie#charlie morningstar#chaggie#vaggie#hazbin vaggie#hazbin hotel#hazbin art#wantes to do SOME sort of background#its rushed .. i domr care .. whl gives a fuck about backgrounds#not me !!!!#im scaesd of drawing chaggie becwuse i knkw theyll be ooc#but i draw ragapim ooc too#who cares !! it makes me happy !!!!#vaggie is hot#charlie is shooting at angels bit shed rather be shooting a load into vaggie#or whatever#shooting fireworks frlm her finger sbut shed rathe4 be making vaggie see fireworks using her fingers#or whatrver .....
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my application to join the bartylus club i missed them a lot
#vi lore: i was a bartylus shipper before jegulus#no i was not kidnapped by aliens or replaced by an evil clone#listen i knkw they are supposed to be the secret third thing but sometimes i need to be very much concrete lovers yk#god i hate drawing profiles#marauders#marauders fanart#regulus black#regulus black fanart#barty crouch jr#bartylus#my art
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was it casual when I dreamed up exact copies of your ever-present leather bands? was it casual when I called you a faggot and a dog? was it casual when you dreamt that I swallowed your tattoo whole? was it casual when I gave you drugs and taught you how to dream? was it casual when I told you I killed my father? was it casual when I told you my best friend was a forgery? was it casual when I saw you wake up and bleed near to death? was it casual when you told me it was never going to be me and you? was it casual when I asked nice the first few times and you made it ugly? was it casual when I killed myself in front of you and changed your life forever? was it casual?
#harping on#trc#ronan lynch#joseph kavinsky#truly they’re insanely fucked up. like I can’t think of a stronger word to describe how mad they are.#can you tell I was listening to the free TRC audiobooks on Spotify ……. And that im a Chappell roan fan….#u all knkw what song has been on my mind.
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was it casual when you stopped me from running before you even knew me, then became the reason I stayed?
was it casual when you touched my back on your way by, fingers light enough to give me goose bumps?
was it casual when I pressed your palm to the ugly scarring across my abdomen and your eyes dropped to my shirt like you could see the marred skin through the dark cotton?
was it casual when I willingly got tortured for your sake?
was it casual when i hid your armbands under my pillow, or when I gave you back the mean to protect yourself even though I was advised against it?
was it casual when there was nowhere for me to stand except up against you, but somehow I didn't mind, was it casual when your body next to mine reminded me why I stayed, was it casual when I remembered this unyielding, unquestioning weight that could hold me and all of my problems up without breaking a sweat?
was it casual that for the first time in months I could finally breathe again, that your presence was such a relief it was frightening, because I hadn't meant to lean on you so much?
was it casual when "The next time someone comes for you, stand down and let me deal with it. Do you understand?" "If it means losing you, then no”?
was it casual when "You were supposed to be a side effect of the drugs” "I'm not a hallucination” "You are a pipe dream”?
was it casual when I plucked your cigarette off the sidewalk and stuck it between my lips and tipped my head back to meet your unwavering gaze and tapped two fingers to my temple in your mocking salute?
was it casual when I felt a half-second from losing my mind, but then you said my name and my thoughts ground to a startled halt?
was it casual when "You like me” "I hate you” "You never said anything” “Why should I have? Nothing will come of it"?
was it casual when "I want to see you lose control”?
was it casual when "Am I bothering you?” "Beyond the telling” "Interesting, last week you said nothing gets under your skin”?
was it casual when “But I trust you” "You shouldn't" "Says the man who stopped”?
was it casual when I took the pint from your unresisting fingers, stacked it on top of mine, and leaned in, but didn't dare to touch you until you gave me a green light?
was it casual when time was nothing, seconds were days, were years, were the breaths that caught between our mouths and the bite of my fingernails against my palms, the scrape of teeth against my lower lip and the warm slide of a tongue against mine? was it casual when I could feel your heartbeat thrumming against mg wrists, a staccato rhythm that echoed in my veins? was it casual when I wondered how a man who viewed the world with such studied disconnect could kiss like this? was it casual when I had forgotten what it was like to be touched without malicious intent?
was it casual when I didn't know if I could get my hands back in my pockets without brushing up against you, so I tucked them behind my back instead?
was it casual when “It is just a key” "You're a foster child, you know it isn't"? was it casual when I had toyed with your house key so many times I knew every dip and ridge by heart?
was it casual when "If you hit me again” "You'll what?"?
was it casual when I protected you by yanking someone away even though the agony that shot from my fingertips to the elbows almost took me off my feet?
was it casual when your expression was deceptively calm, but there was iron in your grip when you seized my chin? was it casual when you let go of me so you could tug my hood out of the way, when you dragged a finger along the lines of tape keeping the myriad of bandages in place as if looking for the best place to start?
was it casual when you froze with your hand a few scant inches from my face, when your expression didn't change, but there was a new tension in your shoulders that didn't bode well for anyone in the room?
was it casual when I knew better than to touch you yet but I got as close as I could and framed your face between my bandaged hands, when you could have easily pushed me aside, but after a short pause you got settled again?
was it casual when "Am I at ninety-four yet?" "You are at one hundred"?
was it casual when "Get away from us, If you make me repeat myself you will not live to regret it”?
was it casual when "Did they tell you who I am?" "They didn't have to, I choked the answers out of Kevin on the way here”?
was it casual when "If you tell me to leave, I'll go” "You're staying with us. If they try to take you away they will lose”?
was it casual when "I have to go, I don't trust them to give you back"?
was it casual when "Can I really be Neil again?" "I told Neil to stay, leave Nathaniel buried in Baltimore with his father”?
was it casual when you threw yourself out of the goal like all of hell was at your heels?
was it casual when "I thought you knew how to run” I thought you told me to stop running” "Survival tip: no one likes a smart mouth” "Except you"?
#a round of applause for chappelle roan#not only cause she's the most gorgeous woman wver#bht also for THEE andreil song EVER#only reason why i have to relisten to casual dvery day#saw rhis trend on tiktok w kagehina and i was like#YOU KNKW WHAT COUPLE REALLY FITS THE WAS JT CASUAL#im being insane about them#my favourite andreil moments me thinks#aftg#neil josten#all for the game#andrew minyard#andreil#some are missing 100% cause the notes on my epub are..............
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I’m like several months late on the cowboy leo art trend but idc
#me drawing cowboy Leo while the cold front hits Texas GSHDBJDJ#tmnt#mutant mayhem#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt mutant mayhem#tales of the tmnt#my art#DIDNT KNKW HOW TO RENDER HIS SHOES I HATE DRAWING SHOES
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HORRAY FOR EARTHSPARK SEASON 2!!!!
Remember to pirate 🏴☠️
#ALMOST DONE WITH IT I JUST HAVE ONE MORE EP BUT ITS NOT DOWNLOADING IMMA CRY#If you’ve seen the carnival ep…yk YK YK YOU KNKW OOOOHHHFGHDJSHDBJSJD#Great day great day#transformers#tf earthspark#digital art#art#maccadam#Twitch Malto#Spitfire#tfe#I love this show so much
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Let’s go somewhere we can be free
#inanimate insanity#alternate reality show#lightbulb ii#test tube ii#i love alt reality show. i just couldnt get over how much i love it i dont knkw how to convey how special this episode is i love it so much#girls night
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That one ghost trend except it’s inanna and I didn’t feel like drawing it
#I DONT KNKW HIW TO DRAW DOGS#wolves#I SWEAR I TRIED TO DRAW IT#I gave up#🎉#the arcana#inanna#inanna the arcana#Muriel the arcana#his familiar#HAPPY HALLOWEEN CHAT#Spotify
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when u and ur long distance low maintenance long term casual girlfriend accidentally break ur no pda rule
#these girls cant stop kissing!#butterfly soup 2#akarsha#butterfly soup#min butterfly soup#noelle butterfly soup#ppkm#oops hi min#YURI#ummmm#akarsha goes 2 duke.#noelle visits.#MWAH!#tbh… i am so tired rn guy..s#trust me they’re gay and in love#lol#christmas is the season of yuri tbh#did u knkw rupaul has a christmas song#it was long#anyways#goodnight everypony
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ragapom but if it was lime beauty and the beast au but gay and freaky
#pomni x ragatha#buttonblossom#ragapom#jesterdoll#the amazing digital circus#ragatha x pomni#beauty and the beast au#i will nevee do tjis again dont even knkw wjy im tagging it#but kust kn case i do ...#i had an idea#thoufht it woukd be silly#so i did it fast
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It's almost 4am
Take these Stareater mumbo doodles
He's rather silly, with his stupid as fuck mullet-
#my doodles#stareater au#literally you dont knkw how exciting i am about getting to his character in the story#he silly goofy#mumbo jumbo
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All i ever wanted was for Dean to know what happened to Sam in 5x03,,, the violation, Sam spitting out the blood.. i needed dean to at least KNOW
#spn#sam&dean#someone had to tell him cuz sam wouldn't#it maakes ne think thoughts#sam not telling dean terrible things happening to him#you knkw#noncon stuff#sam whump#god godddd i need something terrible
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