#I JUST WANTED TO DOODLE TSUKASA. WHAT HAPPENED

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honorifics (featuring the whole tenmas this time, hello saki!)

honorifics pt 1

[nightqueen1221]

hi!! can i ask for hanako, kou, tsukasa, nene, teru, and sakura reacting to y/n who bops their head like they're listening to music when they're happy? like there could be dead silence and then we have y/n bopping their head happily. and if its not too much to ask can it be a gn y/n? im so sorry for the long ask <//3 if u dont wanna take this request thats fine! love ur work :D! - 🐝

Hello my first emoji ayon! Apologies for this being late. This was also the only image I could find with all of them.

Hanako/Amane Yugi

-He finds it cute.

-Honestly, he really likes it since he can tease about it later.

-Every once in a while he'll float over to you and lift the headphones out or lightly tug on your earbuds to pull them out.

-"Whatchu listening to?" He asks.

-He's not really looking for answer, he just wants your attention.

-If you close your eyes while listening, he'll go in for a kiss just to see your surprised face.

-If you wear earbuds he'll ask if you can share.

-If you're ok with it, he gives comments about the music you listen to.

Nene Yashiro

-Honestly, she doesn't really judge you since she's just so happy she actully got a relationship, so when she sees you listening to music and bopping your head, she doesn't mind.

-She might every once in a while ask what song it is.

-If she knows the song she'll either talk about it or fawn over the band members/singer.

-You introduced her to a lot of diffrent types of music along with new bands and singers.

-Every once in a while she gets a sticky notes and writes songs she likes so you can listen to them. (Along with a few doodles in the corner.)

Kou Minamoto

-He's concerned.

-He thinks you're going to hit your head or something else since your not really paying attention to your surroundings.

-He usually has a hand wrapped around your waist just to make sure your safe.

-If you offer to listen to music with him, he'll accept. Perhaps you could dance together.

-I don't think he'd be a very good dancer so you might have to teach him if you know.

-If neither of you know, well you can just look like two idiots having fun.

-When you two dance im the school (if ever) Hanako is going to intervene. He'll probably trip Kou so he'll fall on you making him look like a pervert. And nobody else can see Hanako so they Kou is in the wrong.

-Hanako truly doesn't mean any harm by it, he's just trying to poke some fun.

-As long as you tell Kou he doesn't need to worry about you and you can handle your surroundings, he's a lot more comfortable.

Teru Minamoto

-Same thing with his brother, he worries you're going to get hurt and tries to avoid anything happening to you.

-He always had a ton of fangirls and the fact he choose means you matter to him more than you could imagine. (Same thing with his fans if you know what I mean.)

-He might even go as far as taking you things away if you don't listen to him.

-Don't worry, just give him puppy dog eyes and he'll give in faster than the speed of sound.

-Or cry, if you can cry on command good lord. He HATES to see a person he cares for in pain, so he'll do almost anything to make it stop.

-If you walk around while listening to music, he's right behind you with his hands on your shoulders to make sure you're safe. This does not change if your eyes are open.

-And if you do happen to have someone bump into you, are they going to have an earful from your boyfriend.

-So, just be careful around him and when you listen to music.

Sakura Nanamie

-It doesn't bother her in the slightest.

-She enjoys the stillness of sound, she's usually caught up with Tsukasa being loud, so just being in the same room as you, but not talking makes her enjoy these times together.

-She knows your not paying attention so she sometimes go up behind you and give a little kiss on your cheek. (Or on the lips depending on how far the relationship has gone.)

-When she wants your attention for either a question or because she simply wants affection, she'll lightly tap your shoulder or rub the back of your hand.

-She ALWAYS asks if you can give her attention beforehand, since she is very much aware of what it's like for someone to be forced into it.

-This also makes it very rare for her to ask for anything, but I'm getting off track.

-It's not a huge part of her life but she still thinks it kinda cute you do it

Tsukasa Yugi

-All he can think is, "Perfect opportunity".

-You're distracted AND can't hear him. He wants to prank or surprise you as much as possible. Having your attention on something else other than him (Which he is a bit offended by) Gives him the chance to shock you.

-At this point, it's not as surprising. The most shocking part is what he tries and do to gain your focus.

-He's given you things he's killed, which the offer is nice, the corpse is not.

-He'll incessantly bother you asking if he can listen to music with you.

-If you refuse, he'll do one of three things.

- 1. Continue to cry and complain

- 2. Take whatever you're listening to music on.

- 3. Get Sakura involved. Which ends up with your device getting confiscated.

-As fun as it is to mess with you, he gets super annoyed if you ignore him completely. And that leads to one of the items above.

-Just as long as you devote your time to mostly him, he's fine with whatever else you do.

[tearwolfe]

I can't stop thinking about this lil doodle you posted and I'm gonna ask you something. Does Tsukasa praise and caress rui scar when rui have a bad day? (Do they explore each other bodies often btw? Not in a s€xual way of course but in a way to remind each other that they're here for the both of us no matter what) sorry if my question is weird by the way 😭😭

NO YEAH I GET WHAT YOU MEAN! i do think there is.. something to be said about genuine, heartfelt touch, and the ability to explore the marks on the skin of someone you love... the way you phrased it made me laugh, but i do think it's true.

especially once rui confides in him, what happened to his arm, tsukasa kind of has an "aha" moment and a lot of things for them click. i don't want to quite reveal anything yet.. but i've hinted at it a few times.

later in the AU, the two do get very close and comfortable with one another. i wrote in one of the fics that they don't have a label for each other really, they're not boyfriends or dating or whatever, but the bond they do share is.. more than that, i'd say? to me, a romantic relationship should be more than just that, i think a genuine, strong friendship needs to be at the root of it all. and i guess i'm just projecting that onto them. that's my favorite form of ruikasa i presume. they're soulmates to me.

starclan save me. i love these guys. i could talk abt them forever..

[tsukasalover]

I mightve complained about this somewheree else before ? but i was originally planning on writing a one shot where rui and tsukasa cuddle during a sleepover ?? something like that because theyre both still awake but eventually tossed that over to the ideas for art/doodles pile because I cannot imagine it happening at all.

Like of course i can handle ships and all that romantic stuff with my favorite characters it can be really cute but i Hate writing anything with a romantic context so much. Especially when it comes to ruikasa simply due to the fact that i dont like most ways theyre portrayed in romantic relationships and my brain goes No.. No. Needs more funny oddball moments in this. Don’t dip into that corny stuff or you’ll look like one of Those ruikasa fans that doesn’t get them. Even if its not that bad. with aus like set in Entirely different worlds i can be a bit more free but if its based off of them in the canon universe (sorta) i get reaaally picky. i can let go of other people messing up sometimes because we’re just humans but if i got anyone in wxs really wrong id pack my bags. idm any criticism as long as people arent acting vicious and obnoxious but if i try and correct my own mistakes.. 🤕

is part of this also because romance almost never crosses my mind during my free time? absolutely. (exceptions are when my friends need someone to open up to while in relationships. i dont know how good my advice is but supposedly its helped) I could care less if it stays that way. Friendship is a powerful thing. this is always good when it comes to wxs though because its like Hell yes I dont have to overthink about what theyd be like in romantic relationships (i overthink about everything else with them though) and I Love Friendship Lalala Buuut if i ever get ideas for fics that are romantic and just want to have fun for once it gets scary real fast.

[lattedusks-mochadawns]

Ever felt like you have banger AU ideas or crossovers for fandoms but the moment you try to draw, write or explain it, it starts fizzing down?

Either due to fearing only makes sense to you, it’s hard to explain/express or you just don’t have the time? So then you just stop and it becomes like an afterthought.

It happens to me way too much, and I don’t have to time now to work on it. So here is a list of every idea I’ve ever had for a fandom that hasn’t been put into place. I really hope to work on these eventually. Spoiler, ideas are very out there.

Warning: the ideas with Red mean there are TW.

Wild Sekai - Wild Kratts x Project Sekai crossover where the bros suddenly get transported to that one grassy sekai with the Sekai Tree. This is due to a malfunction from the time trampoline (an excuse I use too much to transport the bros to a new dimension) and they meet Hatsune Miku. It was supposed to be a fanfic series where the bros would travel into the units’ sekais briefly, meet the Sekailoids but never actually meet the units themselves. It would start from Leo/need to Nightcord - The one I actually tried to write shit and got some of it down. However, they haven’t even met Miku yet in the story so far. I just really wanted to think of what the bros reactions would be in the different sekai, especially at WxS and 25ji.

WK “Normal”/Work AU - (TW: dark themes, coma, simulation, derealisation + depersonalisation, psychological stress). This is the newest one I literally thought of 2 days ago. I actually did make small doodles of this. It’s in a universe where the bros have like normal 9-5 jobs (that somehow switch different weeks). The only thing is that they’re constantly activated in their Creature Powersuits, which changes automatically to a different creature power every new day. The bros have no choice in what their activated as and are unable to deactivate. However, they see it as “normal” and believe it’s just a part of their very “normal” life. The bros also have a personality change. However in reality, they are living in a simulation. What’s actually happening is that their conscious is trapped in a simulation in order to keep them alive due to them being in a coma-like state from a very bad creature powersuit malfunction. And Aviva, Koki and Jimmy are monitoring them in real time as they work tirelessly to try and avert it. The malfunction is either due to Zach tampering with it during the later testing phases and fucking up big time or during the early phase when the safety protocol programming fails big time. Either way, Aviva is especially blaming herself big time and working herself to death to save them. Let me know if you wanna know more about this. ^^

WK VBS, WK WxS and WK L/N - you can see the recurring theme of my ideas mainly being crossovers. I can’t help it personally. Literally just the Tortuga crew in place of PJSK units. For VBS: Aviva as Kohane, Koki as An, Chris as Akito and Martin as Toya. For WxS: Martin as Tsukasa, Aviva as Emu, Koki as Nene and Chris as Rui. For L/N, Koki as Ichika, Martin as Saki, Aviva as Honami and Chris as Shiho (l/n is the one I’m most undecided on). And Jimmy is all the Sekailoids. Yes. All of them. And there are no current ones for MMJ or 25ji because I really have no idea who would fit best.

Lacka-Kratts - (TW: Gun violence and alcohol) literally just Lackadaisy x WK crossover. Basically, Martin and Chris somehow get swapped places with Rocky and Freckle. Aviva and the tortuga crew are shocked and trying to stay sane with Rocky’s antics. Meanwhile, the bros in 1927 - also in cat form - are with Ivy during what was supposed to be a bootlegging run and are trying not to get shot by the marigolds. (Basically, the pilot plot but replace Rocky and Freckle with the very confused bros who are too nervous to aim a gun at the enemies.)

WK Gas Station/Urban/idk they have clothes- Yeah I really don’t have a better name, it’s the story that counts. Oopsie, another creature powersuit malfunction. Except this one is a 100x less horrible as the bros are just stuck in the suits. No really bad shit. However, there is still bad shit as the tortuga is being hunted down by the CIA. Or whatever government organisation there is, idk my governments. Anyways, they are being hunted down for all the wrong reasons and have been wrongfully accused by the villain. The bros are in a forest near a gas station, somehow have no communication, and basically are trying to survive and get help from people to find the Tortuga (as the Tortuga crew are on the run). However, these people don’t recognise the Wild Kratts or Creature Powersuits, and are scared as the bros can’t describe. Chris is in a coyote powersuit, Martin is in the raccoon suit. Also, they find clothes and wear it. This AU literally sparked because I wanted them to have fashion while activated in the power suits.

Poke-Kratts - (yes, I don’t have better names atm) POKÉMON X WK!!! TORTUGA CREW (+villains later on) GET SENT TO THE POKÉMON WORLD. THEY GET POKEMON. YAY!!!

Pokémon but there are no trainers and Pokémon work jobs - (don’t have a title for this) Also, first idea with no WK. It is what the title is. Pokémon, act like people. This is way more personal to me as it focuses on my mons from my Pokémon Sword play through. Mainly my Lucario named Rei and my Cinderace named Dasher (but in this AU, he is Damien). Rei is like an IT guy, Damien is a professional soccer player. And they are gays roommates.

Pokémon Sword - literally just my Sword team and normal Pokémon universe, except I give my mons ✨personality ✨. Also Dasher is named Dasher here.

Lackadaisy x Showtime - I actually did draw this one a while back. Remember when Rui made a MOTHERFUCKING TIME MACHINE in the Petit Sekai episode? Well, he made an oopsie and the machine accidentally sent WxS back in time to 1927s St Louis. And they are cats for some reason

And that’s that akshanjsnjshs. I really needed to get my thoughts out.

I need to work on National Science Week stuff now.

[astralm00ns]

hey

did

did you also know i run a fandub for another au of mine

i present midnight x wrongdoings x starfall!! (or abbreviated to mxwxs)

main premise is spy / phantom thief with two main teams

first is daybreak starfall, consisting of l/n, harushizu, toyahane, and kanaena. (oh yeah let me mention no ships are canon i’m just grouping them to make it easier) a spy organization started by saki, she did this since tsukasa had gone supposedly missing after an argument that the tenmas had with one another. saki wants to bring tsukasa back as she misses him dearly, and the two both have their regrets over what happened that day. over time a total of 9 others also being reported as such. also there’s been a lot of crime going on recently..like way way more than usual, typically left with signs from our second group here which i’ll mention in a bit. this only strengthened saki’s reasoning to recruit people she knew to help out.

now the group causing all these problems is known as midnight x moonlight, a group of phantom thieves. each missing person? yeah they’re right here. wxs, minoai, akian, and mafumizu. commuting a whole bunch of crimes and generally making life a little more i convenient for the people around them.

now regarding its formation, mxm has more depth than ds but that’s mostly since it was partially because of mxm that ds even formed in the first place, anyways getting into that

tsukasa hasn’t exactly been the best lately, like his method actor thing isn’t going as well as it once was, like he just can’t remember shit when it comes to more dynamic roles that he’s been receiving as of recent, he’s had a lot more circumstances of facing his inferiority to certain things, not even just acting, overall just not really having it. and lately the tenmas have been a bit more distant, each trying to be more focused on the things going on between their units. though tsukasa one day blinded by his emotions, snaps at saki after she tries to check on him and see if he needs help. he ends up running away not wanting to even look saki in the face anymore after what he did, and then yeah. a new hatsune miku right in his phone, not wxs miku, entirely new one. basically because of the passions breaking the sekais broke along with them. and now with these new feelings and goals each for the tenmas, two new sekais have formed for their respective groups. so this miku would be the one for mxm talking to tsukasa. she’s a little piss boy and tries guilting him into believing that "y’know you really are cool and people should know that you know…give them a reason to know you heheherre"

at first he’s really against it and really, really contemplative, and even after he forms it he still debates it, but he has fun with it ig over time, but even then he still isn’t sure whether or not he could have found a different resolve

anyways regarding the dub itself,

with me in specific i’m the director, tsukasa va, also an artist and writer for it

va positions are all taken but staff positions are open, also understudies might open depending on certain vas

our staff roles are artists, writers, editors, and composers

so if you’d like to join, y’know, uh….

https://discord.gg/KYQrMrbFfq (just copy/paste it tumblr isn’t letting me use the link thing cueueue..)

^ very simplified doodle of tsukasa in the au

anyways gn starting school tmr

[2n2n]

What is your favorite jibaku shounen hanako-kun couple? What is the couple you hate the most? It's because? Who is your favorite character? And the character you hate the most? And also why? (I know this is not a related question and you don't have to answer if you don't want to😅)

Anything can be asked at any time! If I don't feel like answering something, I'll just delete it, afterall.

Favorite couple? YUGI8! or, Amane x Nene x Tsukasa! As a complete love circle! Which means, Amane x Nene-chan Amane x Tsukasa and Tsukasa x Nene-chan!

[a collab doodle with my husband drawing Amane] x more here

everything, every way! mwah mwah mwah

Aren't they all three such little goons ... they're all so playful. Everyone here loves to play a little game, roleplay, tinker with toys ... whatever I imagine with the three, at any ages, it's a complete riot ... I want Amane's hands to be full with his otouto and his girlfriend... I want them to rope Amane into all sorts of nonsense ... and of course, Nene-chan needs someone on her side who understands Amane!!! Amane can't act so difficult and avoidant if Tsukasa is there ;) he knows when you are lying... ! The girls need to help eachother not get bullied too much by Amane, wwww..... and getting to see Tsukasa having a nice time with a girl, could heal Amane's heart, eventually (it'll give him a problem somewhere else, but that's fine)... in some ways I think Amane and Nene-chan could really corner Tsukasa, as much as Nene-chan and Tsukasa could corner Amane, or Tsukasa and Amane could corner Nene-chan... literally, the possibilities are endless!!! And Amane will get to dom everyone, good for him :D!

In my heart, I believe it's possible, and beautiful. I even think we will see it happen, some day…. *stares into the stars* I really do…

I don't really think I super "hate" anything in this manga, I enjoy the overall writing and theming enough that I'm engaged when anyone is on the page… though Kou does frustrate me a lot. I've said it many times but I suppose I shall say it all again:

Kou x Mitsuba is, among what shows up regularly in the canon at least, the least fun or cute for me. I think it's Kou's fault though, for also having a crush on Nene-chan… what a meaningless feeling ... on top of that, he apparently values his normal guy friends a lot ... the fact he really thinks of his meaningless friends at all in the Red House really degrades his emotional landscape to me, too .... when you have characters as isolated/one-track minded as Sumire/Hakubo, Aoi/Akane, Amane/Tsukasa and Amane/Nene, even Teru's feelings towards Kou … that makes the overall set-up much less atmospheric ... Kou really is a normal, directionless idiot...

and then his crush on Nene-chan, that degrades whatever Mitsuba is, because it shows Kou can BE complimentary and blushy in a normal way with someone he likes, why ????? He doesn't throw her around the room or scream at her, like he does Mitsuba!!!! So you see, it makes me feel bad for Mitsuba! It feels like Kou has no idea what he's doing or what he feels, AND he's reactive at the drop of a hat, so he'll scream something as if he believes it or as if it means anything, then he won't do a single useful thing…

on top of it all, it's very devastating that he simply didn't remember Mitsuba … even though other classmates of theirs did. That's such a rough "first meeting" for your OTP …………… compared to everything else, EVEN his OWN BROTHER'S feelings for HIM, it's really not romantic at all … Again, it makes me feel bad for Mitsuba…. WHAT A BAD LOVE STORY YOU'RE MAKING, KOU, IF THAT'S WHAT IT IS--!!!! He really makes it all not beautiful at all… !!! Not a single admirable thing about it!!! Tsukasa is doing everything for Mitsuba, too...

Oh I accidentally answered what character I dislike … it is Kou. He is just so stupid … he yells all the time and he is physically violent at the drop of a hat … he for some reason has had no development in his ambitions and still wants to be an exorcist … he just wants to be strong and cool like his big brother. He is very basic normal masculine boy with insecurity about being seen as weak or useless. Compared to someone with a RICH INNER WORLD like Amane, or someone with real lonliness like Mitsuba, he's really frustrating …. he just has friends and family he loves … he is spoiled … yet he has the nerve to insult Mitsuba and blast him with lightning every 3 seconds … he really is mean and shitty … he has no perspective, so sad people like Teru and Mitsuba are without any reassurance .... I have no idea why he is seen as "good nice wholesome boy", he talks extremely rudely, he acts extremely abrasively… he's such a generic shounen protag boy, yelling empty platitudes that don't mean anything. He never has anything beautiful, poignant, or observant to say … I feel like he has the memory of a goldfish....

Kou is most interesting to me when he is finally simply being full bore deplorable, which I feel is closer to his true nature, anyway ... like in Ghost Hotel, he's terrorizing and chopping up and eating Mitsuba ... I like the aquarium thing, because seeing the assault manifest so full-force felt very 'real', for a Kou emotionally explosive moment. I'd like him stop pretending to be a hero, for real ...

But I guess if you wanted to consider non-canon pairings I truly but actually do hate some haha, like, Hanako x Kou (BARF), Kou x Nene-chan (BARF). It's like ... utter nonsense. Truly drivel. Don't you ever let that nasty gangly thing touch any part of my ship …………………..

[notgraceful4]

Tsukasa Yugi, Mitsuba Sousuke, Kou Minamoto, Akane Aoi, Hanako-Kun, Teru Minamoto, Yamabuki Lemon, Natsuhiko Hyuuga, Tsuchigomori Ryūjirou x reader who’s a painter:

TSUKASA YUGI:

* He loves your paintings, he’s always bugging you to paint him

* “Y/n, Y/n paint me now” he’s practically swinging out of you

* You eventually give in after his eyes go black not wanting to find out what happens if you still refuse after that

* When you eventually start painting him it takes longer then it needs too because he won’t sit still when he’s modelling for you, he constantly moves about

* “Y/n I’m bored, are you finished yet”

* After you finish his painting

* He will be flaunting it to Sakura and Natsuhiko

* “Look what y/n made me”

* “I bet you guys are jealous she doesn’t paint you guys anything” he says while sticking his tongue out

* After he’s finished showing everyone his new painting he hangs it on the wall of the broad cast room with the others

* And it will only be a few days until he asks for another one

* He sometimes likes to steal your paint and do little doodles and finger painting along the walls of the school

* Speaking of paint never take any paints from him since it’s usually not really paint instead it’s blood from the mokke’s

* Finally, he will probably tell Sakura to take some paint brushes and other things from the art classroom, so he can give them to you as a present.

MITSUBA SOUSUKE:

* You and Mitsuba both love going to breath taking landscapes together

* He will be taking pictures of the beautiful landscape while you will be next to him painting the landscape

* Both of you are the go too couple when people are planning school events

* While they ask him to take pictures of the event to put in the school year book they ask you to be there, so other students can go up to you and ask to be painted

* He’s the person you go to when you want new places to paint since he’s been to a lot of aesthetic places to take pictures

* He likes to challenge you sometimes thinking he can paint better than you can getting a little too cocky, but you shut him up when you end up beating him

* “Pfft, I let you win, although your painting wasn’t too bad”

* If you ever ask to paint him he will have such a massive smirk present on his face

* “Of course, you would want to paint someone as cute as me”

* “But you better not hand it out to other people, they might use it for lewd things”

* While your busy painting pictures he likes to get his camera and start taking pictures of you

* He can’t help it you just look really nice when painting and the lighting in your art studio is really good making for a really good photograph

* When he dies he tells Kou about the paintings you painted of him and asks him to retrieve them, so he can look at them

* Since when he looks at them it captures the memories you two shared together.

KOU MINAMOTO:

* He’s very supportive of your art

* Very caring as well, any time your working late to finish one of your paintings he brings you a snack

* He doesn’t want you getting malnourished

* If you have no inspiration on what to paint he’s quick to volunteer to be your model

* But he might get a bit impatient sometimes though he’s just really excited because he wants to look at the painting you did of him

* If your inspiration is still blocked he will ask Mitsuba for some nice places he can take you too with lovely scenery’s for you to paint

* Anytime you give him a painting that you made as a present for him he gets a bit flustered because he’s very flattered

* “Y/n, I’m f-flattered” with a slight blush tinting his cheeks, he’s smiling

* When you leave you have Mitsuba teasing him about how lame he looked just then

* Might also ask you for a few lessons on painting if your willing to teach him

* He gets surprisingly quite good at painting too

* But he’s nowhere near your level yet

* He will also give you a few cooking lessons in return

* Since cooking is his speciality.

AKANE AOI:

* He encourages you a lot

* He’s always giving you loads of compliments when you show him your latest piece

* And every time you start painting he’s cheering you on, hoping you do a good job and get the outcome you want

* You don’t even have to ask this man to model for you, he always knows when you need him

* When he models for you he tries to stand as still as a rock he doesn’t want to mess the painting up for you somehow

* You have to tell him that he doesn’t have to stop blinking

* Always has a list of ideas of what you can paint he even checked them all out for you, so he can tell you the place he recommends the most

* Will try to save up to buy you the most expensive paints and paint brushes

* You reassure him that he doesn’t have to spend loads on you, but he insists:

* “Your amazing y/n and you deserve the best, so you can keep on painting those amazing art pieces of yours

* Will ask Teru to pull some strings, so your art work can be displayed around the school

* But if your uncomfortable with people showing your work he will call it off

* He’s content with just having your work in his room

* Gets private art lessons, so he can surprise you with being able to paint

* He just wants to impress you.

HANAKO-KUN:

* He likes watching you paint especially if your painting something to do with space he finds it very therapeutic

* Sometimes he likes to tease you though.

* “That pictures very erotic y/n”

* “Are you hinting at something” he says while giving you a smirk

* Acts all innocent about it if you call him out on it though while putting a finger to his cheek:

* “What me?”

* “I said no such thing”

* If you ask him to model for you he would be flattered

* But he’d rather you paint him a picture of you since he gets lonely while your in class, so he wants a portrait of you to get his mind off the loneliness

* If your losing inspiration at night he will take you up to the roof of the school, so you can look at the night sky

* Since he thinks it will give you inspiration because space is very beautiful and mysterious, which might be what your missing

* Any pictures you paint for him he will make Nene and Kou hang them up for him in his bathroom

* Might steal your paints while your in class out of boredom

* And use them to doodle on Nene’s face in class

* He’s going to get it later.

TERU MINAMOTO

* He’s always ready to help you with your painting when he’s not busy with student council duties

* If you ask him to be a model he will gladly do it

* But it will be hard to get any painting done since loads of people will be crowding around to watch him model

* And after there will be loads of people begging you and fighting against each other for you to give them the painting you just did of him

* Most of the time Teru likes to just stand there and watch you paint

* Especially after a stressful day since it seems to calm him down

* Will ask you if you’d paint some posters for the student council to hang up around school since they might help bring up the morale of students when there walking to their next lesson

* Will also compliment you on what a good job you did

* He will also try to cook some lunch for you as a thank you, but ends up blowing up the kitchen

* So he just buys you some flowers instead

* If you ask him to paint with you unsurprisingly he is really good at it

* He’s took a few art classes before and remembers a few basic techniques from them

* So he can paint basic pictures and patterns

* But he’s still not a patch on you though

* Might ask you for some lessons, so he can improve.

YAMABUKI LEMON:

* Isn’t aware that you paint he’s to busy looking on his phone

* While your painting he’s just standing unaware of his surroundings looking at his phone

* He probably doesn’t even know he’s in the art room right now

* You ask him what he thinks of your painting

* “It’s great y/n”

* “Wait, you paint” looking up from his phone shocked he actually looks at your painting

* “Woah, this painting is actually pretty cool”

* He then goes back to looking on his phone

* At least he finally knows now at least

* If you ask him to model for you he usually says

* “Yeah, sure” with out even knowing what he’s agreed too

* Until you take and hide his phone and tell him he can’t get it back until you’ve finished painting him

* So he just stands there waiting for you too finish your painting of him

* He looks like he’s about to fall asleep, almost falling over with his eyelids drooping down

* After you finish his painting, he decides to take a look

* Might as well since you’ve took his phone away

* He actually thinks it looks really nice and you did a good job

* When he gets his phone back he takes a picture of your painting and sets it as his phones Lock Screen background

* So now that he knows your good at painting when he’s next to you on his phone in the art room he starts looking up a few times

* Very subtle though just, so he can get a few glances at the new painting your working on

* Because your painting is really cool.

NATSUHIKO HYUUGA:

* Always telling you that your painting’s really good

* Tries to convince Tsukasa to let him hang some of them up in the broadcast room

* Gives you some advice on how to make your paintings even better

* Albeit it’s not always the best advice, but he’s trying his best to help you

* If you need his help with anything he’s there straight away

* Can’t carry your easel

* He’s already took it out of your hands

* Might drop it though from trying to show off how strong he is

* If you need him to model for you he’s there straight away in his signature pose

* You will have to remind him to relax a bit since he’s being to intense

* Just because you asked him to model doesn’t mean he has to stand in a pose that’s really hard to keep your balance in, you don’t want him falling over

* Will ask Sakura for information about the art of painting and different painters

* So he can impress you with his knowledge if you ever talk about it to him

* And it’s a bonus if you praise him on how much knowledge he knows

* Natsuhiko will also practice some painting in secret, so he can impress you with his skills later on

* Will practice all night or however long it takes him to make a painting you will love and give it to you as a present.

Tsuchigomori Ryūjirou:

* When he has spare time after teaching he comes to check on you in the art room

* And likes to sit and watch you paint

* Other times he’d be reading a book while your painting your latest picture

* It’s also really peaceful and a good place to get away from people that annoy him

* If you ask him to model for you he will say no unless you give him something in return

* Eventually he will tell you that he’s just kidding and was curious to know what you’d do

* Then he will model for you

* He’s actually quite patient and makes little complaints

* Well, to some extent if your taking way too long might ask you to hurry things along a bit

* Since he has other things to do

* Might ask you to paint him some diagrams, so he can use them for his next class

* Since they might make the class more interesting

* If your running out of space to store your art he might let you store them in his boundary depending on the size of them.

[uglierdaikon]

Okay, so I should be sleeping, but I’m not, because I keep thinking about a Princess Tutu au I’m never going to write because I don’t have time. So I’ve decided to force you guys to think about it too :P

PRINCESS TUTU AU LET’S GO:

so, obviously we got our girl Yashiro Nene as the main character-- clumsy ballet student by day, magical girl ballerina warrior by... also day, usually, actually. Whatever. And also she turns into a fish (in PT it’s a duck but fuck that, fish)

I was thinking Hanako should be Fakir, because that’s the love interest in PT, but I feel like thematically he fits the role of the guy who carved out his heart to stop a villain soooo much better. So Hanako is our prince

So this is where I start diverting, because the bad guy situation is complicated. I think Sakura as Rue/Kraehe makes the most sense, with Tsukasa as the Raven

My thinking is that instead of Tsukasa always having been evil (like the Raven), he and Hanako were both princes but something happened to warp him, and rather than kill him himself Hanako carved out his heart to trap his brother (even though... we know Hanako would kill Tsu... just ignore it)

Rather than making him a boring lil bitch like it made Mytho (the prince), having his heart carved out just kinda makes Hanako heartless. He doesn’t really care about anything. 

Unlike the main character in PT, Nene doesn’t become Princess Tutu because she wants him to be happy, because there’s no way she had a crush on asshole Hanako. She probably has something she wants out of the deal (although I’m drawing a blank for what it could be), but as he regains pieces of his heart and she starts to get to know him, she actually starts to care about Hanako

Kou as Fakir/the knight character, just cuz it fits, except obviously he doesn’t end up with Nene at the end (or... does he?? Many thoughts... just kidding. Or am I?)

Aoi and Mitsuba are Nene’s two school friends that make problems for her

Obviously Lemon is Drosselmeyer (the author who forces all of these events to happen) because he is God. Rather than using a writing machine to make this happen he does it through his phone (he types in the notes app like the chaotic bastard he is)

This is all my brain has dreamed up at this point. I doodle evidence that this is a good au while listening to my lectures:

In conclusion: please give Princess Tutu au a chance

(*slides $5 across the table* please feel free to add to this if you have ideas I am desperate to engage with this concept)

[omiscurls]

all of me - sakusa kiyoomi x reader

eehee here i come with another sakusa fanfiction because I CAN and I WILL!

i know it’s bad no need to tell me

so the volleyball player to fall for today is, obviously: sakusa kiyoomi

and the word count: 3889

and the summary quote:   If you'll ever see me acting like this idiot, it'll mean the world is ending.

and let's go!

**

You were completely bored. Like, totally, one hundred percent spiritless, sitting on the stands, and noting all the line ups the Itachiyama Academy's Volleyball Team tried, as they started to practice before nationals. You were already here for three hours, and they still didn't seem to be close to finishing, even though they still had plenty of time before the contest, and plenty of condifence in their own abilities, after all, they had both the best wing spiker, and the best libero in the country. As their manager, of course you knew that.

And yet still it appeared as if they didn't. They were still working overtime, though their coach already went home, you saw all of them upset and tired, but none of the players dared to tell captain Tsukasa it was already time to go home. How long are they going to overwork themselves, you though, until someone passes out?

"'Nee-chan!" Komori yelled, and you looked up from the sheet of paper you caught yourself doodling on, instead of noting. Were you his sister? No, but a childhood friend, so he reffered to you like that ever since you could recall.

"What's up, Toya?" you asked, leaning over the security bar to hear him better. Even from over there you saw him being all sweaty and obviously tired.

"Can you bring us our drinks, please? We don't have any time to waste" he requested, and you gladly nodded and started walking towards the locker room. It was finally something else than writing down everything they might need. You entered the room, and found the box with the watter bottles already set up there, relieved you didn't need to open any of these smelly boys' lockers.

You picked it up and left the room, stopping to lock the door behind you. The box was kinda heavy, but you didn't complain, since it was your only distraction from the overwhelmingly dull training session.

"Guys, have a break already, I brought drinks!" you shouted, smiling from ear to ear at the fact that someone is finally going to talk to you after three hours of sitting there alone.

In fact, you were so happy about it, you forgot one important detail, that you were on the court and they were still practicing.

You suddenly saw someone run right in front of you, as if he wanted to cover you, but he didnt make it on time, and the ball, approaching you with killer speed, hit you right on the head. You remember it hurting briefly, and then it all went dark.

"What the hell?" your childhood friend yelled, the rest of the team shocked upon seeing such a goofball upset. He looked over at the kid who was spiking, a first year, currently standing there and scratching his neck in embarassement, as the angry libero was killing him with his look.

But turns out he wasn't the angriest person in the room.

"I'm sorry" the boy mumbled, subconsciously hiding behind Tsukasa.

"As you should be!" the black haired boy yelled, getting down to his knees.

Ah yes, your another friend, Sakusa. He was Komori's cousin, but moved here much later than the libero, and even so, you didn't see him much before you went to the same high school. Motoya always said he was kind of shy, but you never noticed. If anything, he was confident about himself and even rude sometimes.

You never knew how they got along so well, but it was probably the same case as with many childhood friends - they got so used to each other, that they couldn't imagine a life where they're not friends, even though they were like fire and water. One was always happy and it was rare to see him without a smile painting his lips, and the other, well, it was even more exceptional for him to grin.

But at that moment, both the fire and the water were at unison, glaring deadly at everyone, as they kneeled beside you.

"Nee-chan? Can you hear me?" panic raised in his voice, as he got no response from you. "Nee-chan?! Kiyoomi, why isn't she answering?"

"Because she's unconscious, you idiot" he answered, but his attention was suddenly somewhere completely else, as he felt his captain's hand on his shoulder. He shivered, as he moved away, and the older boy kneeled down to you as well to guage the situation.

"Alright, let's not create fake crowd here. The team has a moment to rest, Komori, you stay with miss manager, and Sakusa, come get the nurse with me"

"Is the nurse still in office? It's really late" he complained, but got up instantly, and followed his older collegue."

Meanwhile Komori really didn't know what to do with you, so he just sat by your side and whined as if you were dead. The captain raised his eyebrow and looked at him with pity.

"You know what, Saku? You stay there, you're more composed than him." he told his spiker in a low voice. "Komori! I changed my mind, if you want to help, then come along" Upon hearing that, Motoya was hesitant, but eventually nodded and walked up to the captain.

Normally, Sakusa would ask if he really has to be the one to deal with the situation, but this time it was concerning you, so he walked over gladly, and picked you up, one hand supporting your back, and the other near our knees.

His heart beat like it was going to jump out, and he felt the need to be left alone constantly, already tired from practice, both physically and mentally, but realized he wouldn't have it any other way but to be the one to look after you.

He sat on the bench, and put your body over it, your head resting on his thighs, so it would be higher.

He felt the urge to run his fingers through your hair in a comforting manner, or at the very least squeeze your hand, let you know he was there waiting, but a sudden wave of doubts hit him, and he decided to stay still.

When you came back to your consciousness, the first thing you saw was his worried face. You freaked out, knowing how uncomfortable it made him, being this close to anybody, and tried to lift yourself back up, but your head hurted too much. You instantly went back down, but not because of the aching on your forehead, but because something forced you to, something being a strong arm.

"Stay still for a minute, would you?" your friend asked, a bit annoyed, but also concerned, from what you could read from his expression.

"What happened?" you asked in a faint voice, so weak, actually, that upon hearing it, he frowned and looked over at you.

"That included talking" he only added, but after a minute of silence, decided to explain "You got hit on the head with a volleyball by some idiot."

Hearing Sakusa speak, some of the first years came closer to look, including the one to blame for the whole situation.

"A-are you okay Y/N-san?" he asked quietly, and you nodded, but Sakusa waved his hand as if he was whisking away an annoying fly.

"Back off, idiots, let the damn girl rest" he growled, rolling his eyes. Truth be told, he was just trying to get them away from himself, because he started to feel uncomfortable having all of them looking down at him, but conveniently, you were now his shield. "If you're all so energetic, then come back to training, we still suck at blocking with the new rotation."

Then he noticed, that all the second and third years were already back at training, so the ones that were left were only the newbies.

Maybe one or two of them will get a place in the game, one in a starting line up, some will become pinch servers, but for them, this year was just a trial run of Itachiyama's discipline, before they get to the first squad eventually, or maybe never.

"Why aren't you training then, Sakusa-san?" one of them got the courage to say, before getting absolutely slain by his irritated eyes.

"Because I don't suck at blocking" he bit back harshly, and relaxed a bit on his chair, a newly found confidenve flowing through him after the burn he just did.

They all went silent for a second, and went back to training with disappointed looks on their face, mumbling something about their ace being a douchebag.

He wasn't, though, he was always really respectful, even with his insults, but all it took was to push him just a tiny little bit over his edge, for him to get not salty, but straight up rude, as it was his defence mechanism for having his authority undermined in any way, or his personal space interrupted.

"You're an asshole" you whispered, your voice still kinda sleepy, as you were overall shaken, and your forehead kept pulsating like crazy.

"And you're mean but we don't talk about that, do we?" he replied, eyes fixed or something far in the distance, probably the holes and errors in someone's spikes, so he could later "give his honest opinion" and roast only the people who pissed him off. You laughed, but suddenly stopped, when you noticed your head hurting more. "How're you feeling?" he suddenly asked very gently and softly, his whole expression changing when he looked you in the eyes, and then quickly faced away.

"My head hurts" you complained, and he chuckled.

"Yeah, well, I figured, they all have some strenght in their arms here, you know?"

"Why show it off on my head?" you whined, and he gave you a slightly condesending look.

"Well, he was practicing, and you weren't supposed to be on the court"

"You're saying this is my fault?" you wanted to get up and show your irritation, but he shook his head with a slight smile, and pulled you back to your previous position.

"Which part of resting didn't you understand, stop moving so much. And no, of course it wasn't, if he did it like I asked him to, he wouldn't hit anything but the floor. You were on the very edge of the court, if he aimed it right, it wouldn't even come close to you"

"If he did like you asked, huh? Are you suddenly a teacher, Omi?" he faced away, feeling heat coming to his cheeks, he didn't want to risk you seeing him blush at the nickname he pretended so hard to hate.

"No, but I am considered a better spiker than him, so why wouldn't I be giving advice?"

"And to think Toya described you as shy and humble, before we met" you recalled a moment from almost five years before.

You and Komori were sitting on the bench, waiting for Sakusa to show up, because for weeks your friend was trying to get you two to meet each other.

"So how is he, Sakusa-san?" you asked, even though you've heard thousands of stories about him. From what you knew then, Sakusa was a shy teenage boy, who doesn't talk much and prefers hanging out outside, rather than inside malls or café's, is very nice and polite, and plays volleyball really well.

"I told you a million times already, are you THIS excited to meet him?"

"You wish" you said, grinning widely "I'm just curious"

"Well, if you start off by saying you heard he's good at volleyball, he'll instantly say you don't know that because you never saw him play. If you say you've heard a lot about him, he'll turn red and will want to kill me. And if you ask him to say something about himself, he'll end up talking about Lady"

"Lady?"

"His cat"

Then suddenly, you heard footsteps behind you, and turned around to see a tall thirteen-year-old, his curls everywhere around his pale face, probably in a mess because of the wind, a facemask lowered down to his chin, glaring over at Komori.

"Motoya"

"Kiyoomi! Finally! Please, meet my friend, this is Y/N."

He gave you a slight bow, or more likely a nod, smiling politely as he responded.

"Nice to meet you, I'm Sakusa Kiyoomi"

The first thing to pop into your head was obviously 'I know', but you decided not to say that, because of what your best friend had said a couple of minutes earlier.

"Y/N" you said, smiling back at him. "Nice to meet you, too. How're you?"

"Well I was just about to finish an episode, when this guy called me to come meet you two, so I'd say I'm not so great. Plus, what do you have to say about my cat, Komori?"

"So harsh, Omi"

He made a disgusted face.

"Don't call me that you idiot"

You smiled at yourself then, trying not to laugh at how different this guy was from his description, and smiled now, as you were laying in the same guy's lap, which he'd never allow to happen five years ago.

"I am humble" he responded "That's a fact, not an opinion"

"Sure" you mumbled, placing your hand over your forehead, as if you were trying to get the pain to go away. He noticed the movement, and turned back to you.

"If it's this bad then here" he said, leaning over to grab something located several seats away. Next, he put his cold water bottle against your head, and didn't even let you hold it yourself. "Does this help?"

"How should I know, it's only been like, three seconds" you responded sarcastically.

"Hey, stop being salty, I'm the one taking care of you"

"Are you, though? Or are you using me as an excuse to get out of practice?"

He was in fact, really tired, but would've keep practicing if it weren't for your condition. He had a habit of doing things till he finished, even if it meant passing out in the process, or something.

At that point, his mind was already racing in all the different directions. Were you seriously thinking he didn't care? Wasn't it obvious? Maybe no, and if someone is injured, then he must feel taken care of, but not overprotected, as his father always said, when he made him bandage his own aching wrists when he was younger.

"Alright, well, let's see if you don't have any concussion, alright?" he asked, but didn't wait for any answer. "Where are we now?"

"Itachiyama's gym?"

"What's my name?"

"Why would I forget your name?"

"Just answer, oh my god, I know what I'm doing" he sighed.

"Wakatoshi Ushijima" you laughed, and he gave you a disappointed look.

"Very funny, oh god, aren't you just the queen of humor. Is your vision blurred, or doubled?"

"No, I only see a huge jackass in front of me, is that a symptom?"

He didn't even respond, just hid his face in his hands and let out a supressed, exhausted groan.

"Alright, I see you don't have any trouble speaking either, so let's just say you don't have a concussion, and we can keep patiently waiting for the nurse"

After that, silence fell upon you two, both not knowing what to say. Here you were, laying on the thighs of your crush of four years, and even in a situation like this, you didn't know whether he wanted to keep it that way, or run off as soon as possible. You suddenly got embarassed, feeling the heat of the athletes body next to your cheeks, and were unable to say anything, at the same time desperately wanting him to maintain the conversation. He, on the other hand, was so fixed on keeping his heart rate at a reasonable pace, that he wasn't capable of doing anything more at the moment.

Because there he was, with his crush of four years,

And still didn't know what to say or do, mind still stuck at the thing you said about him only being there with you out of convenience, and at every time in that conversation that you called him a jackass, or an asshole. He really wanted to be sweet, but well, that wasn't in his nature. It wasn't like him, and even after spending all  these years with you, he still wasn't certain of anything he felt, didn't want you to feel the way Komori told him he made another girl feel, when he was nice to her all the time, and then declined when she wanted to go out with him. What if he'd say no out of nervousness and you'd get the wrong idea? It was too risky. Besides, getting this close to somebody meant going on dates, meant going somewhere public, meant showing affection, meant being there for someone at all times... all those things he had no idea how to do.

So I guess, he thought, I'd rather be the asshole.

"Hey, Omi?" you suddenly asked.

"Hm?" he mumbled in response, being pulled away from his rapid train of thoughts.

"Your undereyes are really dark, did you notice?" you said "And your hands look so red, and violet even, like if someone beat you up"

"Nobody beat me up, silly, that's how it is after practice"

"I always see you two after practice, and not once were they this color"

"Maybe you have trouble with vision, after all" he sighed, looking down on his hands, noticing they really are badly bruised. How come he didn't feel it before?

"Nationals aren't here for a long time yet. It's still four months until january, why are you already like this?" you asked quietly, but it was a different type of quiet. It was more of the 'tell me what you did now, you idiot, I'm already disappointed in you'. It must've gotten to Kiyoomi, because he avoided your sight, and clearly hid his hands behind him.

He left you without your reply for an awfully long time. Stared at the ceiling, at the practicing boys, even checked the time twice, but still didn't reply.

"Uhm, it's that, I always practice spiking when—" he couldn't finish, because there was your best friend, running through the gym, captain Tsukasa following him with an apologetic look on his face, two paramedics behind them.

"Thank god you woke up already, Nee-chan!" he yelled, almost falling to his knees when he tried to sit in front of the bench while still running. "How's your... how's your everything? How bad does it hurt?"

He was shaking your entire body, and it made your head hurt worse, but you couldn't help but smile. You looked over at Kiyoomi.

See, that's the reaction.

If you'll ever see me acting like this idiot, it'll mean the world is ending.

His expression said everything, as he helped you sit up, sitting very close to you, so you wouldn't fall if you suddenly felt dizzy.

It made him feel dizzy, though.

"Komori, pull yourself together, you called the ambulance for a reason" he reminded his cousin, tone as sharp as broken glass, and the libero only nodded, and sat on your other side.

For someone who hates hospitals as much as Sakusa does, he was very near the situation the whole time, he didn't go back to training at all, even though he technically didn't need to watch over you anymore. You wondered why, after all, he didn't care, right?

The men checked everything, and as it turned out, your forehead was already painted with all shades of purple, but there was nothing that required transporting you to a hospital right away. If you were to feel dizzy or have difficulties with walking or speaking later in the day, they made you promise to either get to the ER with your legal guardians, or call the ambulance once again, and after a ridiculous amount of checkups, they left.

It was already evening, when the boys also decided to call it a day and finish up the training. You saw how they were all exhausted and weary, and you somehow felt guilty for stressing them like that, so you wanted to leave as soon as possible.

"Hey, kid" you stopped the first year who hit you, when he was leaving the building. He turned around, his eyes puffy and red. "It was my fault. Don't worry about it" you smiled "I mean it" and turned away to go get your stuff. He ran off thanking you, and you shook your head while laughing.

Sakusa and Komori came back from the lockers a while later and decided to chat with you for a bit before going their separate ways.

"You feeling alright there, dummy?" the taller boy asked, his voice as casual as ever. You nodded, but Komori didn't find that enough of an answer.

"Do you want us to walk you home? We can surely do that, right, Omi?"

He looked confused.

"Uhm, sure we can. And don't call me that, you idiot"

"Guys, I'll be fine on my own, no worries. You're both exhausted, go and rest already" you really meant it for the both of them, but your eyes were fixed on Kiyoomi, who avoided looking directly into them as much as possible.

"Alright then. See you tommorow, remember we're doing a research paper together, so if you'll be late to class again, I will literally strangle you" Sakusa said, leaving you with your friend, turning around as soon as possible.

"Rude as always! Remember to actually rest, dickhead!" you shouted behind him.

"Don't move around too much, bitch!" he replied, waving, but not facing you, and closed the door behind him.

You laughed,  but it was bittersweet. You liked the energy and chemistry you had, the whole insulting each other thing, but you'd much rather stop being 'dickhead' and 'bitch' and start being 'honey' and 'baby' or something as sickly cheesy and annoyingly cute as that.

It was dumb, you knew that, but wouldn't it be fun to hear it from him?

Wouldn't it be... comforting?

"You know" Motoya said, smiling at the door, already closed shut. "It's not that he doesn't like you, or something"

You laughed again, and the sacrasm could be felt from a mile away.

"I know he does like me. I am one hundred percent certain he does"

I'd just like him to love me, is that too much to ask?

You left the big gym, Komori locking the door, and started walking towards your house. The sun was already halfway through setting down, your head still hurted, and you noticed you were terribly tired, to the point your eyes were half  closed, when you heard a sudden whisper from your bestfriend.

"It's not like he doesn't love you, either. I know my opinions about him aren't always accurate, but this, this I'm sure of. He's just afraid."

Afraid he'll be the asshole you call him as a joke.

Or maybe more afraid you'll be the bitch?

[wizardessheart-sideb]

[Image ID: A chapter image done in the style of Wizardess Heart. A large, off-white imagine with a guy on it. He’s wearing a dark gray uniform. There’s a lavender bar over him that reads “Tsukasa Kuze.” The rest of the text reads “Main Story” and “Chapter 7: The Love Holiday” /End ID]

Chapter summary: The Love Holiday comes out of nowhere and Tsukasa’s sick from class. I hope he’s feeling okay...

I sat in our homeroom, waiting for Tsukasa to get to class. The atmosphere in class was strange. Lots of people were writing Magic Notes to friends and loved ones, I assumed, and a few were on their phones, talking to their significant others. It felt extra lonely without him to talk to. Maybe it was just that weird sort of melancholy that happens when the Love Holiday comes around or maybe I’ve gotten so used to being with Tsukasa, but there was an ache inside of me. I just wanted to see him. Especially considering how he wasn’t feeling well yesterday.

The events from yesterday flooded my mind and again, my cheeks flushed a bit. The door to the classroom opened and I stood up a bit straighter. It was just Fandamilia, a small sack over her shoulders.

“Hi everyone! Happy Love Holiday!” she called out cheerfully. Only Clive, Viggo, and I responded to her.

“What’s in the bag, Millie?” Viggo asked, lazily pointing to it.

“I made special cards for everyone in the Night Class! I spent all day working on them!”

She started handing them out to everyone. A few people murmured thanks, but most just quietly accepted them. She got to us and her grin widened even more. I could see the dark circles under her eyes. “I made you guys special ones since you’re my best friends!” Fandamilia handed us three cards much larger than the other ones. Mine was coated in glitter and in surprisingly clean, elegant writing, the words “Thank you for being a great friend!” adorned the front.

“This is so sweet. Thank you,” I told her.

“You’re welcome! It’s the least I can do for you guys!” she replied.

“You’re so sentimental,” Viggo said with an eye roll. But even I could see the ghost of a smile on his face. And how he carefully tucked the card into his notebook.

“Thank you, Fandamilia,” Clive said, holding his own card. She beamed as she took her usual spot. I glanced over at his. A surprisingly well-done inky sketch adorned the front of it.

“Did you draw that?” I asked her.

“No, I commissioned a friend to draw it. I personalized everyone’s cards!” she explained. She pulled a few out of her sack. “I made some make up doodles on Isabelle’s, a Magic Board Game for Matthew, some demonology stuff for Aika and Dorian’s cards, that sort of thing.”

“Demonology?” Clive cocked an eyebrow at her and Viggo melodramatically slumped his shoulders.

“They’re super into demons. I thought everyone knew that,” Fandamilia frowned. “Do you think that’s too weird to put on a Love Holiday card?”

“Yes,” Viggo responded bluntly.

“I’m sure it’s fine,” I reassured her. “Uh, off topic, but when were heading over here, did you see Tsukasa at all?”

“No, I didn’t. I’m kind of surprised he’s not here yet. He’s always on time,” she answered and my stomach dropped.

“Oh, okay. Thanks anyway.”

“I’m sure he’ll be here soon!” she tried to reassure me. But the bell rang and the only person to come into our class was Prefect Nox. For some reason, I couldn’t get the sinking feeling out of my stomach. Why wasn’t Tsukasa in class today? Was he feeling even worse? Was he okay?

---

“Hey, come over here for a moment,” Rex called to me, motioning for me to come to the podium. The final bell had just rung and students were even faster to leave class than normal. I quickly got my stuff together and went over to Prefect Rex. “Is Tsukasa feeling all right?” he asked.

“I don’t know. He wasn’t feeling good yesterday and I wasn’t able to check on him during lunch today,” I replied.

“That’s too bad,” Rex lamented. “Could you go take his make-up work to him?”

“Of course.”

“Great. Thank you.” He handed over some paperwork and I slipped it into my backpack. We said goodbye and I started a beeline for the dorms. For some reason, the walk seemed so much longer, even though I was hurrying. Maybe I was just worrying too much. Maybe it was stress. I just wanna see if Tsukasa’s okay.

As soon as I got in the dorm building, I saw Dorian, Aika, and Isabelle in the foyer. Aika looked like a corpse and Isabelle, although not as drastic, looked downright ghoulish.

“I didn’t know today was Halloween,” I commented. Aika just laughed.

“There you are! What’re your plans for today?” she asked me.

“My plans? I’m just going to go check on Tsukasa and then study, I guess. Why?”

“Well, every year on the Love Holiday, Rex and Nox ask me to pretend to be a ghost to scare Day Class students away from our turf. Apparently, fooling around in graveyards is very popular,” she explained, crinkling her nose in disgust at the last bit.

“We were thinking this would be an all-hands-on-deck operation,” Dorian elaborated. “But if you’re going to be spending tonight with Tsukasa, you don’t have to help.”

“I… Uh, I don’t know how to unpack this.” I didn’t even know where to start. People trying to go to pound town in a GRAVEYARD?! Dressing up as ghosts to scare them away?!

“The graveyard stuff or us pretending to be ghosts?” Isabelle was visibly fighting back laughter. “It’s really only Aika that pretends to do it since her magic is harder for people to detect and she can pull out all the stops. We’ll step in if needed.”

“No, I don’t want them to hang out with us if they’re planning on seeing Tsukasa. You two have fun, all right,” Aika smiled. I was left spluttering as she winked and moved passed me. Dorian smirked and Isabelle just gave me a little wave and told me she’d see me later. They’re an interesting bunch. I guess I should make more of an effort to spend time with them.

Taking my chance, I hurried into the elevator and up to Tsukasa’s floor. I finally got to Tsukasa’s dorm room and immediately knocked on the door.

“Tsukasa, it’s me. Can I come in?” I asked.

“Of course!” He sounded more chipper than yesterday. Maybe he just stayed home today as a precaution? Or he was just skipping? The locked clicked as the door swung open. Tsukasa was propped up in bed, still in his pajamas. He looked paler than he did yesterday.

“Are you okay?!” I dropped my things and shut the door, hurrying over to him.

“I’m just feeling a bit under the weather, is all,” he told me.

“I’m sorry I didn’t come sooner. How are you feeling right now?”

“I’m fine…” The stern look on my face made the fake smile slip from his face. Tsukasa sighed. “Okay, I’m feeling pretty bad.”

“What’s wrong?”

“I’m just feeling dizzy and weak. And I have a bit of a headache today.” Poor thing.

“Is there anything I can do for you?”

“It’s fine. I took some pain medication and hopefully that kicks in soon.”

“I hope it does too. I can go, if you’d like to get some rest,” I offered. I didn’t want to go, but if it helped him rest up and get better, I’d do it. It was probably the only thing I could do for him right now.

“No, I like you being here.”

“Are you sure? I don’t want to keep you from resting up.”

“No, I’d rather have you here. You always make me feel better,” he admitted sheepishly, a slight grin on his lips. Cute my heart melting into a puddle. A large, goofy smile tried to worm its way onto my face, but I did my best not to smile too goofy.

“I’m happy to hear that,” I replied. There was a beat and Rex randomly popped into my mind. Right! The make-up work. “By the way, I brought your make-up work for you. Where do you want it?”

“On my desk is fine, thank you,” he said.

I started going through my bag, placing my things on the floor to get to his packet. I really needed to stop shoving my things into my bag willy-nilly. But I guess that was a project for later. I felt Tsukasa’s eyes on me as I piled more and more things on the ground until I hit pay dirt.

“What’s that?” he asked, pointing to the pile of things I’d pulled out.

“The card? It’s from Fandamilia. She gave everyone cards today. You can read it if you want.” I didn’t wait for an answer, handing it over to him as I got up. His lavender eyes quickly glanced over it. “I’m sorry I didn’t make you anything for today. It totally slipped my mind the Love Holiday was even coming up. I’ve been so preoccupied on studying.”

“No, you don’t have to apologize for anything. I guess I was just surprised you got one too. For a moment I thought she had a crush on me,” her laughed. Something inside me twinged. “She had Viggo deliver mine to me.”

“Yeah, Clive, Viggo, and I helped her pass them out during lunch, which is why I didn’t come. She made one for everyone in the Night Class,” I told him.

“She’s a kind girl.” Again, deep inside me, I felt a twinge of irritation.  “But…” His voice trailed off.

“Hm? What is it?” I inquired. He just shook his head.

“No, it’s nothing.”

“I won’t make you tell me, but I’d like to hear it.” We made a promise to be more open with each other. Maybe he just needed a little push. I placed his work on his desk and when I turned around to face him, his face was bright red.

“I… I was just worried someone else had given you a Love Holiday card,” he stammered, falling over his words.

“Oh, it’s no big deal! Some people give those cards to their friends and stuff, but it’s really fifty-fifty, so you don’t have to worry about me feeling owed something from you, or something,” I explained. This must be his first Love Holiday. Part of me felt bad if he was worried about giving me anything. Tsukasa’s eyes glanced to his blankets, face even redder than it had been a moment ago.

“It’s not that… I was just worried that it was a romantic card,” he mumbled.

“‘Romantic?’ Why would you worry… Oh!” The butterflies in my stomach started fluttering around in a frenzy and my heart started pounding in my chest. I could feel my face burning from the inside out.

“I-I-I uh… You don’t have to worry about anyone else,” I stammered. His face lit up.

“I don’t? Do you like me too?”

“I do.” Electric excitement was flowing through my veins and I was surprised that I even managed to speak.

“You do? … Oh, I’m so relieved.” He relaxed and I couldn’t help but giggle at his exaggerated movements.

“I was so worried you only saw me as a friend,” he admitted. I shook my head and reached out to grab his hand.

“I like you a lot, Tsukasa. I want to be your partner.”

“And I want to be your boyfriend.”

Even with all the jittery excitement and happiness flooding my body, there was just a smidgen of embarrassment. Tsukasa gave me that warm smile I’d come to love. He reached his hand out and I took it. Wordlessly, he moved over so I could lay beside him. We snuggled up together, his arm around my shoulder and my arm across his chest. We laid there, just basking in each other. Although my racing heart started to slow down, the giddiness inside me kept going and going.

This was a new chapter for us, and I was beyond excited to start it with him by my side as my boyfriend.

[unlockthelore]

Let It Out

Written early in the morning for hananeneweek. The final installment for the Where the Shores Meet series. Inspired by this amazing artwork drawn by @sunny16504. 

Amane was practically dead on his feet as he shuffled through the front door. Tentatively, he glanced around the entryway but to his surprise, there was no loud cry or cheery voice to greet him. He stepped through and toed out of his shoes, setting them beside three pairs facing toward the door. Hesitantly closing it and wincing as the lock clicked into place. When no one arrived, he pursed his lips and furrowed his brow, hanging up his school bag on the hook beside two small jackets and one overcoat. His hands working diligently at the buttons of his own coat as he peered into the sitting room and then the kitchen, finding both of them empty.

Which was more off-putting than anything considering the time of day. Normally, when he returned home late there was someone waiting for him. Ready to tackle him the moment that he stepped through the door. Lately though, or at least for the past week or so, he’d been finding that greeting less and less though he couldn’t understand why. Rubbing his chin, he decided to head upstairs and listened out for the familiar thump and patter of feet. Reaching the top of the stairs, he blinked owlishly at the folding ladder leading up to the attic. 

It was still out.

Checking his bedroom, then the other, he frowned and scratched at his head before deciding to take his chances. Taking hold of the ladder, he climbed up wrung by wrung until he reached the darkened room. The hatch leading to the rooftop was open and he could hear soft laughter and giggling, his eyes softening as he followed the sound. His hand pressing against the glass as he pushed the window pane aside, poking his head out and peering around. On the veranda built onto the makeshift observatory tower at the top of his home, the view of the stars was much better without all of the light pollution.

Although he had to ask his wife and was nearly ready to plead, she conceded easily and smiled at him as he cheered. His heart pounding as he climbed up, closing the hatch behind him. The stars were everywhere and the moon was full, hanging high in the sky and bathing the world in a silvery glow. Beneath it, standing at the railing where his telescope was, his wife was adjusting the scope in the same careful manner that he showed her. 

“Nene?” Amane called as he walked across the veranda, raising his hands when she startled. “It’s just me.”

“Amane…?” She smiled widely and laughed heartily, side-stepping a checkered blanket covered in toys, action figures and pages with doodles of stars and suns and moons. Her arms wrapping around his neck as his found home around her waist. His cheek rubbing against her shoulder as ashen teal locks brushed against his chin, tickling beneath his nose. 

“I thought you wouldn’t be home for another hour,” she said as they parted, holding him by his shoulders. “Did Tsuchigomori-sensei decide to let you off easy?”

He wished. The day that happened, he would be an old man. With a shake of the head, he pressed a kiss to her temple and eased his hand to rest at her hip while the other tucked in his pocket. They walked side by side to his telescope and he was pleased to see that it was realigned properly. Pressing another kiss to her cheek and listening to her weak protests as her arm wrapped around his back and hugged him close to her side. 

“Doesn’t matter,” he admitted, nuzzling her forehead. “I’m home. Though, I did miss my usual greeting,” he whispered close to her ear. 

Her nose wrinkled and she swatted at his chest, a smile playing on her lips. “They have been looking forward to this for a week now, it’s the first clear night since the rainy season started…” 

She was right about that. Night after night, it was difficult to see the heavens as clouds and heavy mist covered the moon and its stars. He couldn’t stand the disappointed faces as they gazed out the windows mournfully over another night lost. 

“Speaking of them, where are they?”

Looking up at the observatory tower, Amane shielded his eyes with his hand. His wife squeezing his side lightly and a shiver ran down his spine at her hold. She flashed him a smile then cupped her hand around the side of her mouth.

“Tsukiko! Hikari! Your dad is home!”

The winding staircase leading up the observatory tower had an echo and Amane could hear the thunderous footsteps quickly approaching. Clamoring, a bit of bickering and apologies before the door swung open to the veranda, sending some of the pages scattering across. Two children with unruly dark hair and nigh identical features coupled with ruby eyes that reminded him far too much of his wife’s shot out from the doorway, hurrying across the  veranda into his waiting arms.

A loud cry of “dad” both warming his heart and making him want to cry. Their little faces tucked against his stomach, tiny hands clutching at his coat and pulling. His heart leaping into his throat at the contact before he relaxed, feeling his wife’s hand on his shoulder. It was difficult. Associating touch with happiness rather than pain, genuine love rather than its twisted counterpart. 

“Evening you two,” Amane greeted, pressing a kiss to the top of their heads to hear those soft giggles. “Your mom said that you were planning something for me.”

Hikari was the first to pull away from him, eyes widened and smile practically too big for his face. “Uh-huh, Tsu and I did a thing!”

“You did a thing..?” Amane glanced up at Nene and she shrugged. “Okay, what’s the thing?”

Tsukiko was slow to let go of him but followed his brother’s quick strides to the papers they left lying around. Picking up one after another and bringing them back to show him each one. They clamored over one another to talk about what they’d done, pointing at things that he couldn’t quite make out and others he could. Their focus shifting to their mother when she complimented their artwork, giving Amane a moment to look them over.

His job as a teacher made him prone to pointing out inaccuracies but he couldn’t bring himself to when he saw his childrens’ drawings. Pictures of their family standing atop of the moon, holding hands and smiling. He glanced up at the moon, full and beautiful. He may not have been able to go there but he had his own moon right in front of him and could always see It whenever he wanted.

Sifting through the papers, Amane took stock of each one until he heard Tsukiko and Hikari’s bantering turn into bickering. Nene trying to calm the boys before they fought and a grainy image of his own childhood painted across Amane’s mind. The papers were tucked away in the inner pocket of his coat as he approached, kneeling on one knee. He took habit of doing it when speaking to his sons. Never wanting to tower over them or make them feel small.

His hands settled on the back of their heads, guiding two sets of ruby eyes to him.

“What’s wrong?” 

It was Tsukiko who pointed a finger at his brother. “Hi said that I’m still too small to use the telescope, but we’re both small, dad!”

“Nuh-uh,” Hikari shot back, brushing aside his brother’s finger and pointing at him with a slight pout. “Mom said that I’m older by two whole minutes, so I’m two whole minutes bigger than you.”

Amane tilted his head, glancing up at Nene to see if she could make sense of this. Her lips were pressed tightly together and twitching but the amusement was in her eyes. He could already see the story that she would write about this playing out in her mind.

“Honestly…” he ruffled his sons’ hair. “Tsukiko, Hikari… you two…”

Their bickering died down and they stared up at him widely, making Amane pause in mid scolding. Although they had Nene’s eyes, they inherited her features as well, seeming softer and smaller. But they had his sharp tongue and his unruly dark hair, and shared his fate of being bound to another person by blood and appearance. Distantly, he yearned for Tsukasa. Despite their differences, his brother was still his brother but they were far too volatile in their love for one another to be healthy for his sons.

Or for Nene.

“You’re brothers, and it’s alright if you don’t always get along but… you’re supposed to help one another. Tsukiko, your name is part of the moon… and Hikari, yours is light. The two of you need one another to shine and you might not always like it. But, would you want anything to happen to your brother…?”

Both boys looked absolutely guilty as they looked toward one another, shaking their heads vehemently. His sons were gentle children although they could be mischievous. They were playful and sweet, and filled with morals that confused Amane at times but reminded him wholly of Nene.

“If Tsukiko is small…” Seeing Tsukiko’s protest, Amane repeated. “If…” His gaze drifted to Hikari as Tsukiko deflated with a huff. “Then it’s your job to help him, Hikari. Not tease him. Alright?”

Hikari’s jaw clenched and he nodded firmly, his head bobbing and hair falling in his eyes. Amane smiled and brushed his hair aside, stroking the back of his knuckles against his cheek. “Good. Now, I want to see what surprise you two had for me.”

They perked up immediately, racing to the stool that Nene set down for them to climb up on to use the telescope. Lingering behind them as they helped one another up and balanced on it to adjust the telescope for themselves, he wasn’t surprised when her arms wrapped around his own.

“They’re better listeners than most students,” Amane said, rubbing the back of his neck. “Tsuchigomori-sensei says that I go on and on about space when there’s plenty of other scientific topics to talk about. But how are any of them as important?”

Nene rolled her eyes fondly, squeezing his bicep as she hugged his arm closer. “As long as you’re not giving them a hard time like Kou-kun, isn’t he the new P.E. teacher?”

“Mhm. The school is going to be whipped into shape by the time we have a competition. Kou really doesn’t play around…”

“And Yako-san?”

“Still causing trouble in theatre. Did you know that she offered to pay for all the production as long as she got the show that she wanted for this years’ play?”

Nene sighed. “Well, she did say that nothing would stop her.”

“Still…” Amane shook his head, pillowing his cheek against the top of her own as he stared up at the heavens. “How is your writing going? Still have a bit of blockage?”

“Nope!” Nene chirped proudly, setting one hand on her hip. “After the boys left with Aoi-chan and Akane-kun, I managed to finish one whole chapter!”

“Oooh…” Amane clapped his hands as best as he could. “Did you use that kabedon thing you were talking about?”

Her cheeks burned red and she swatted at his hand as she laughed. 

“That’s not funny! I told you not to mention that again.”

“No, no, you said not to surprise you again, there’s a difference!” He pecked her forehead, and the anger drained from her face immediately. Her eyes wide and adoring as she smiled. 

“You’re really too much still.”

“Sorry not sorry..”

“Dad!” Two voices called out, waving over from the telescope. “Mom, come look! You can see Venus from here!”

“Venus?!” Amane grinned and started hurrying over but a tight hold on his hand kept him from crossing to them. Tsukiko and Hikari’s faces frozen with their smiles and hands raised in the air. Even the wind and the sound of birdsong stopped and Amane’s smile steadily fell, turning to look over his shoulder.

“… Something wrong, Yashiro?” He asked softly, curling his fingers around hers and squeezing tight. “Tsukiko and Hika—” 

“Hanako-kun…” Her eyes were wet with unshed tears as she guided him back to stand in front of her. The warmth that he felt from her touch was no longer there and his heart ached for it as he grasped at her hands uselessly. “You’re taking care of yourself, right? You’ve been coming back more and more lately…”

His heart stammered in beating and from the look on her face, the one on his own must have given him away. “It’s peaceful here,” he admits, glancing down at his feet, the drawing of their family and their smiles tugging at his heartstrings. “I want to stay here… Yashiro. With you, and with them…”

“Tsukiko and Hikari wandered into this Boundary years ago, and I kept them safe.” She smiled affectionately at the boys staring up at the sky. “They still don’t know that they died, or why… and that’s alright. When the time comes, their dad and mom will tell them… when we’re all truly together as a family.”

Amane pressed his lips together and shook his head, trying to shake off the words. He wanted to go through the motions with them. Watch the stars until the boys fell asleep, share a kiss with her under the moonlight, carry them to bed and eat a quick dinner before falling asleep talking about everything and nothing. He couldn’t have that if he woke up. He couldn’t have it if he accepted what she said.

Her hands pressed to his cheeks and the warm trails running from his eyes were brushed away.

“Hanako-kun…” 

Amane willed himself not to open his eyes, trying to find the warmth in her grasp, to ignore the sound of the tide. The Far Shore where her life was taken away.

“We’ll wait for you…”

The warmth built and his cheeks felt wet, his hands grasping at her own wrists but his fingers passed through them and a seething sob choked from his throat.

“Once your job is finished, we’ll be right here waiting for you. Right here…”

The waves crashed against the shore and he breathed in the salty air and the aching pain. His eyes slowly opening, staring at the wood of the third girls bathroom stall. The bathroom was still cleaned properly but he had no other assistant. The Mokke deciding to take on the task since his former one’s passing.

Stepping off his perch, he set his hand on his shoulder and swiped it clean across the air, his cape appearing in a flourish. Once his duty was finished and he was released from his contract with God — perhaps he would grant him the ability to see his moon once again.

[polar-stars]

So here they are, the ones I dubbed the “Central Kiddies” //pops a champagne bottle that no one asked for//

Please clap. 

I just wanted to draw the EiRin Childs to prove to the world that they exist but then I thought “I would really like to show the Saito Sisters complete as well” because the fact that they were so incomplete the entire time due to me not properly introducing the youngest one yet just....created such a gap in my mind D: The last three are already well known and complete for quite some time already, but you know when I was doodling the Saito Sisters I was just like “You know when I am already on it-”

So yes, Next Gen Kids !! And welp, in my verse it did indeed happen that the three pairs of Elite 10 traitors ended up together (Yeah, I know the last one is rather uncommon but what can I do), so here we have

The children of Eishi and Rindou

then the children of Somei and Momo

and lastly the children of Etsuya and Nene 

-w- And it kind off became a running theme with the Central ships in my verse that they all have three kids?? (It really wasn’t my original plan but it just happened). So for each picture: The oldest is always standing left, the middle child right and the youngest in the middle -w- From left to right:

- Yuu Tsukasa, Tsubame Tsukasa, Shouhei Tsukasa

- Kiyoko Saito, Yoshiko Saito, Moe Saito

- Masashi Eizan, Kei Eizan, Shigeo Eizan

Yuu and Shouhei are twins by the way (with Shouhei being the younger one as I established -w-) but Shouhei cut his hair a little to differentiate himself a bit more. 

I drew them all in casual clothing because the EiRin Kids don’t go to Totsuki (yes), so they don’t own the uniform at all. If they would, Yuu and Shouhei would be part of the 113th Generation (means they are the same age as Kiyoko and Masashi) and Tsunami would be part of the 118th Generation (means she’s the same age as Kei). Yoshiko is not on Totsuki yet but will be part of the 120th Generation in the future. 

As I’ve said plenty of times already and I am sure y’all are tired of me playing my mystery games I can’t reveal a lot about the EiRin childs just yet, as that’s just one big, huge spoiler territory. I can tell you tho that they’ll start coming into play when Kimiko and the rest will be in their second year (so as you can see, this will still take a bit ;w; And considering how just very fast I am with writing....) 

Anyways, I am done rambling now -w- I hope you like them I guess? 

[yumenosakiacademy]

metr0con 2019 friday diary

Cosplayed/breakfast/snack: same as thursday diary

For future me only. preferred that you dont read this, thanks. 

Okay so we arrived at like, 10:23 or abt that time so i had some time before my first panel so i just kinda walked around. i dont think anything happened around that time, sorry. my memory of today is a lil bit hazy at parts. but while on the escalator, i looked over at registration n saw creeper print and a yellow crown n the person rly looked like king gavin n i openly Gasped but i couldnt get to them obviously but i was like gjhnsmjgh hh.

then, i went to the yoi panel! uhm.. not much to comment on for this panel, sorry. there was a viktor, yuri, and yurio! i remember there was a personality swap ask and for part of the panel, they all had switched jackets because of a dare.

next was the oh-shc panel! the honey was rly cute n gave a lot of hugs to a lot of the audience members n they were such sute hugs gjhnsm.. like the ones where u semi-leap at a person n hug em w slight movement it was so cute. kyoya said his entire budget book he brought was all for tamaki’s expenses and tamaki proposed to haruhi as a dare but earlier in the panel he was imagining outloud him n haruhi’s wedding gjhnsm

after that, i couldve went to the grav!ity falls panel or the bn-ha one, but since the bn-ha one was in the same room as the previous two, i just decided to stay in my seat for that one. the todoroki n kirishima came in late w starbucks which todoroki says was paid for by endeavor bc he had his dad’s credit card n he actually gave out 2 fake paper credit cards to ppl. aizawa got asked what the dumbest thing he’s gotten asked by one of his students n he said it was “whats your quirk, aizawa?” n todoroki said “it’s not ‘is mayonaise an instrument’? then there was other stuff n they played Sentences and i suggested the scenario “furry convention” after someone suggested todoroki and izuku. ALSO!!! i won the raffle for a bn-ha poster! it was drawn by the uraraka that was one of the panelists n it looks so good ;w; dunno where im gonna put it.. but as my first fanmade print (that’s not my hs wall scroll, which was officially licensed), ill cherish it.

after that i had time to walk! i saw a bunch of id0lish cosplayers! the id0lish7 ones in the dream journey outfits n the 2 trigger members i saw were in similar outfits? i forgot the name for them. anyway! i saw a gentaro n took their pic n they were like “i hav a dice n ramuda somewhere around here.. we’re fl!ng posse” so i wndered around the dealers room n eventually found the dice n ramuda together n took their pic too! thn i kept wanderin n i!! found the king gavin n i was like “are you cosplaying king gavin” n they were like “yea!” n i was!! so happy!!! n they turned to their friend n they were like “see you shouldve stayed in costume! [turns 2 me] they were mad k!ng ryan up until a lil while ago; they changed” but anyway i took their pic n they were talking abt how it feels kinda odd to come to terms w the fact theyre cosplaying minecraft n how they saw a minecraft person earlier n thought abt talking to them but it’s different bc it’s ach!evement hunter so they dont kno the full picture. i saw a corrin w arei button!! which was exciting. also met a nico who said they were gonna b arashi that day but didnt wanna contour but theyre gonna b her tomorrow!! DURING THIS TIME i also saw an adachi body pillow at an artist’s booth n im.. gjhnskm....... i wanted it...... i later found out it was $60 tho so. ;w; i met a sougo n tamaki n i asked if i could take their pic n they said yea, just give em a sec, n the sougo was like “r u cosplayin tsukasa??” n i said yep n they were like do u wanna b in our mv?” n i thought it was a whole event thing n i was like “oh. id hav to check my schedule i might b busy but” n they were talking abt how we (me, the luka next to them, n the kaito next to luka) would just do like steps to the side by following sougos lead n i was confused n repeated myself but the sougo was like “oh, no no it’s right now” n so i did that w them while the tamaki filmed n unfortunately i 4got to ask their instagrams so idk where the vid is but w/e. the sougo told me abt an id0lish meetup at 5 pm, too, out on the docks. 

the h!veswap panel was p funny! an eridan n feferi in the audience were also entertaining, esp during the improve games. i remember someone asked lanque “what r ur fashion tips?” n lanque was like “...Dont Bother” n joey was confused by troll stuff n i asked daraya what her fav punk band was n she was like “we only listen to the grubbles. have u heard em?” n i was like “i.. actually havent heard the full album yet so i guess not?” but as im typing this i think i actually have?/ oops. anyway a lot happened but it’s rly hate so im gonna.... move on. im typing this paragraph last bc i 4got to type it lmao.

a ruby and dia complimented my nails! then i saw a doppo!! they were apparently the reo i took a pic of yesterday. they said their jakurai was still getting ready. 

i tried to go to the grav!ty falls party but it was just one girl as mabel making the audience do games for prizes that were rly boring like decoding n stuff so i left after abt 15 minutes n went walking again. i had 2 hrs to walk now.

i went downstairs after walkina round the dealers room n there was!! a bloody banquet rei and koga!!! they were so pretty.. i was intimidated kinda but i managed to approach them n we talked abt rei’s rei itabag n koga’s goro itabag n rei said they once spent $150 dollars in rei merch in one sitting on yahoo auctions whoa. they were rly cool tho! we talked for a few minutes. later, i also saw another hypm!c group of MTR + ramuda n took their pics n the ramuda was like “ur sign omg. wait r u tsukasa??” n i said yep n we got excited abt ES n the jakurai told me theres an ES meetup tomorrow at 1 pm!! unfortunately, i hav a panel (2, actually, but i can only choose 1) that is at that time so idk if ill go... esp since it’ll prob only b a few ppl n im not the type of person to make friends anyway, yknow? ....anyway! the hifumi game me a lil clear heart tin w tiny fake yellow flowers n a piece of paper that said: “thank u, prince/princess! -hifumi [doodle of 2 champagne glasses]” n thats.. so cute. i gave them a lollipop in return. little while later, met another jakurai! i think we also talked abt ens-tars!! cant remember a lot of it tho gomen. then a lil while later, i saw the kakeru cosplayer i had heard abt on twitter! they were manning an art booth. i was like “are you cosplaying kakeru?” n they were like “yea!” n i took their pic n i was like “i didnt think id rly find k!npri cosplayers here aa” n the kakeru went “FINALLY i can use one of these!” n handed me a lil kakeru sticker they drew n i was like “his fumb bg pink jacket.. it makes him look like a Shrimp” n we both laughed n they showed me the k!npri stuff on their table n a joji on the other side of their display that looked like he was behind bars bc the display thingy and a jin hanging from one of the bars. they (the kakeru n the person they were with) were like “we kept seeing you walk by w ur sign n we were like ‘i hope they find leo!’” (both days, bc the other person asked if i was tsukasa yesterday) n i showed them my yug!oh card that’s an obscure reference to a tsukasa cg! n i talked to them a lil bit abt ens-tars but i cant remember a lot gahh!! and while i was standing there, a honoka came up and asked for my photo n i was like “ANOTHER ES FAN??” n i talked to them for a sec n forgot to put up my prop for the photo at first gjhnsm but that was cool!!  oh, the honoka also asked me if i liked anzu n i was like “she’s super cute in the anime”

after that i tried to go to the fru!ts basket panel but im only 6 eps in the remake anime n they had almost all the characters n i didnt understand a lot of the questions bc i hadnt seen much of the show so.. then after only a few minutes of q+a they started up trivis so i left n just walked around the dealers room. it was during this time that my crown fell off (SECOND DAY IN A ROW) n i searched the whole dealers room but couldnt find it?? ghh..

ANYWAY i found another ramuda w a jakurai n the ramuda liked my sign too n they were like “ur tsukasa!” n i went yep n they saw the buttons ns tuff on my bag n all my keychains n they were like ‘oh, sry” n i was like “no no, it’s okay, u can go thru all the keychains on my backpack i hav A Lot” n i pointed out chiaki as my best boy n mika as my 2nd fav n they said they cosplay hakaze. at some point, i played drops on my flip phone i think bc ramuda was saying smth pertaining to drops?? mayb not. but i played it n jakurai was like “oh god i hav to hear it hre too..” (in-character, i think) n i spotted another ramud in the distand n asked them to wtch my stuff while i took the ramudas pic so i went over n the person next to them had an arashi plush!e n we both squealed (i think. i did tho, Loudly.)

after this i just wandered n i danced on the dance floor! chacha slide, cupid shuffle, n time warp iirc! def time warp tho. also to some 80s song n some guy not in cosplay spun me around nt ried to swing dance we me but he was completely leading it n i didnt kno what to do!! after that i saw a tumblr/con friend while on my way to the yoi panel!!

then the yoi panel was actually p funny! a lot of questions abt yurio’s parents being viktor and yuri and yuri n viktor slowdanced to an edd sheeran song n otabek showed off their muscles (like, flexed their arms in their tank top) n yuri kept dramatically thwipping open their rainbow fan esp in responses to gay asks. at one point, someone asked abt yaois n a mom who was attending w their preteen or teen child was like “whats yaoi?” n the ppl behind her were like “i dont wanna b the one to do this..” n ppl told the mom n the mom to their teen/preteen kid was like “what are u watching? where? is it okay? is it on tv?” n the kid was responding to ehr questions but i couldnt hear them gjhnsm. yurio did a dance to a song n after that, we all danced to cupid shuffle n wobble n then i stopped but others did the time warp too. oh! also i answered a trivia question right (”who’s yuri’s best friend?” “pichit”) and got an utapr! keychain/strap! it’s reiji in a glitter thing. none of the other stuff there aside from some yoi straps was my fandoms so i saw utapr! n went for it.

then the bnh-a pj party! ...uh. the original panelists never showed up so random bn-ha cosplayers (and their non-cn.ha-cosplaying friends) tred to host the panel but everythign was hectic and loud n unfocused n a wreck but i noticed a ramuda n a hifumi i hadnt taken a pic of yet in the corner of the room (there were no chairs) so i eventually got annoyed/bored n went over to ask for a pic but ended up asking to sit w them (i walked over, put my sign down, n went “i said Fuck leo rights n higumi was like “that chara is familiar..” n i said leo from ES n they were like “oh i watched p 1 of that” n i was like “ep 2, this unday. stan ryuseitai”) n i ended up talking to them abt hypm!c n cosplay stuff n i talked a bit abt ens-tars and we all agreed that stella n papillion Slap on the new album. n ramuda said they were cosplaying as a prom!sed neverland haracter tomorrow n recommended it to me n i was like “oh im watching fru!ts basket rn tho” n the hifumi said they were too n the ramuda was like “do u kno the horse one in fru!ts basket? My Horse Boyfriend....” (the game. i think that was the name) so i showed them the hypm!c ask blog where they draw some of the charcaters as horses n the other characters as cowboys n the ramuda showed me the pics that r on their swear jar (photshopped pics of kinako w long legs in stockings+heels) n id0lish memes n it was all chill!! i played drops for them on my phone too. someone came over n went “if u can type w those nails, ur a god[dess]” n i said i could w Only my nails n they said i was like a god[dess] hehe. the higumi said they should make a tumblr n i heard them muttering “should i put 14 on here?” n ramuda went “well i mean, you Are 14-” n i went “ur 14?” n they nodded n i asked the ramuda how old They were n they said 14 n i was like “oh my god.. yallre babies..... gjhnsmk im 18.” n the ramuda crawled back a bit n they were like “18??” n the hifumi was like “u look so young tho whoa! rly?” n i was like “yea i look p young.. ive been compared to a freshman b4..... n yea i graduated like 2 months ago” n the hifumi was like “congratulations :o”

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I feel like Mitsuba and Tsukasa relationship is really interesting, I mean I personally think that any relationship that Tsukasa has with a person is interesting since he’s Tsukasa and a really complexed character that you need to think twice, thrice, many times about.

The way you explained Mitsuba and Tsukasa’s relationship is weirdly humorous to me, the whole concept of Mitsuba being needy of Tsukasa’s comfort and oddly soothing tactics, while Tsukasa doesn’t really know why but just does it anyways. It’s interesting and funny! Especially the whole ‘ Mitsuba is picking up Tsukasa’s characteristics ‘ thing.

And I thought about it for a moment and was like, what would this look like in a romantic ship type way? Like would Tsukasa still be like “???” or would he willingly feed into Mitsuba’s hunger for attention and caregiving.

Everyone's dynamic with Tsukasa is INDEED the most interesting thing, hehe. He's just so unique...

Tsukasa doesn't even want to feed into caregiving Mitsuba as it is … it's more of an obligation. I think early on it's a little interesting to imitate his older brother's caregiving tactics, but within even just the bounds of Hell of Mirrors he's reaching the edges of his patience. He'd rather not do it at all! He would prefer it if Mitsuba was self-sufficient, but Mitsuba doesn't want to be...

Tsukasa is clueless/inept at reading signals, since he lacks experience in relationships at all (he's so clueless every Kiss Day… and the notion of Sakura dating Amane is even at all plausible to Tsukasa, who SHOULD know better, but he just believes what he's heard instantly...).

If ??? Mitsuba ??? tried to ??? romantically skew something (it would never happen in 1 million years) Tsukasa just wouldn't be able to perceive it at all. He needs to be asked so plainly and straightly about being friends. He can't even perceive that desire in Mits.

Tsukasa isn't that accommodating to him... he wants to tell Mitsuba to take care of himself, to do the rest, he doesn't want to loom over him making sure even basic things get done, let alone more advanced coddling ... He doesn't respond to Mitsuba calling them family in a random doodle… Tsukasa's main role to me is, getting Mitsuba to stop denying or refusing basic truths about himself (like his urges of appetite)… and Mitsuba is, claws in the ground, about it. I really think Tsukasa is gracious, but ultimately mildly annoyed, lol.

Gosh lol, it makes me nauseous to think about this as a ship, it would be so unpleasant. I really do not think Tsukasa has even 1 crumb of regard for Mitsuba in that kind of sense. But also, Mitsuba isn't earnest about anything he wants at the best of times, so, it's impossible in every direction. Even Mitsuba/Kou suffers from just how difficult the two are.

Personally I don't really care for theoretically imagining things that would never happen, imagining feelings that flat-out aren't there and would never be thematically or narratively relevant … like … the notion of something like "Amane/Akane" is like. Why even think about it, it has no place in the story whatsoever …. breaks all the arcs and meaningful character development to think about it.... I know some people like to imagine and discuss whatever and it's fun for them, but to me, it's like I'm mentally subjecting Tsukasa to something so unpleasant, poor Tsukasa .... and then I need to imagine him being kissed by his brother to heal him....