#I HAVE NO FUCKING MOTIVATION
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Damn you executive dysfunction
#I want to play videofames rn#but to do that I have to get out of bed and sit down on the chair and start up the computer and boot up steam and choose a game an-#My computer is 1 meter away from my bed#i have no fucking motivation#being in bed with my phone is boring yet doing anything else feels like too much effort#I'm just in here thinking about things I want to do instead of this without actually doing them
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Grad school they said.
It'll be fun, they said.
#I very much want to cry#I have no fucking motivation#and I REALLY need to get some to do my MA portfolio on time#I really don't want to graduate a semester later#I would feel much more motivated if more people gave a damn about me#also I get distracted really easily too and focusing is just hard#add that to the existential dread that I'm not where I need to be in terms of transition and you have a goddamn mess which is me#I'm not happy. Full stop. I'm fucking miserable.
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wow, as shitty as prozac made me feel i didn’t think the withdrawal from it could make me feel worse.
#new prescription next week thank#ugh#i hate myself#text#i have nO FUCKING MOTIVATION#fuck#i need a good cry but i also need something to really trigger it
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you know what I just realized telling ppl that it just gets better is the stupidest bullshit you can ever say like why would anybody want to wait for it to get better. I wanna be happy now not in 5-10 yrs when I'm married have a job and kids. I wanna b one of those teenagers who love there teenage years. Like its literally the dumbest thing ever
#I have no fucking motivation#why would anyone want to wait for happiness that is so stupid#this doesn't make sense to me#who started this bs
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Im so screwed for school tomorrow. Fuck ugh.
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Torn between exercising my ass off and excepting my body
Decisions
#personal#this is a daily thing for me and it sucks literal ass#like i want to be skinny and healthy#but i also want to do nothing and just stay chubby#i have no fucking motivation#god i hate myself#i just want to be pretty
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how am i supposed to get good grades when i hate myself
#personal#i have no fucking motivation#the only thing i wanna do is sleeping or listening to music#i dont get this whole high school thing :"(#i dont feel like doing anything especially stuDYING#i just wanna disappear#im so disappointed with my life#sad
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how do I revise
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Why does everyone have their lives in order ? Why are so many capable of just sitting down and studying ? Why am I complaining about this instead of studying ? Why aren't I able to just fucking sit down and fucking get my shit done before i fucking start school and be a fucking failure. For fuck sake I swear I need to fucking get shit done this is getting beyond ridiculous.
#I HAVE NO FUCKING MOTIVATION#FUCK THIS#FUCK IT ALL#I FUCKIGN HATE SCHOOL#FUCKING PROJECTS#FUCKING HOMEWORK#FUCKING POEMS#FUCKING PROSE#FUCKING HISTORY#AND GEOGRAPHY#OH AND FUCK YOU GERMAN#AND MATH I DIDN'T FUCKING FORGET ABOUT YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK#I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL#SUCK IT#myposts
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//Does anyone want to write my Physics paper for me? I'll owe you big time.//
#I have no fucking motivation#Rather go party but class in the morning#Can we not do the college thing tomorrow and instead sleep or something?
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I have so much shit I need to do.
I need to finish applying to colleges
I need to start scheduling auditions for colleges
I need to start applying for scholarships
I need to finish up all this extra work I need to do for school
I need to find a job
I need to bring my grades up before the end of the semester
And I have absolutely no motivation and I'm just sitting on my ass, browsing Tumblr and watching Dr. Who. I probably am just going to end up going to the U of A.
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SHIT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO FOR THE SKETCHBOOK ASSIGNMENT THAT'S DUE TOMORROW
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT
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