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💛🐶SCRIMBLY GOOD BOY HOURS
SKRUNKLY POTATO MOMENTS🐶💛
#oatchi#poochy#pikmin#yoshi island#super mario#drawing#fanart#PIKMIN 4#IN 10 DAYS#WHAT CAN I SAY#IM WEAK TO SCRUNGY#only watched family play 1st and 2nd pikmin but couldn't get into it bc it seemed so STRESSFUL#but for this game i plan to make an exception#the japanese here is just onomatopoeia for barking staring and sleeping lol#oatchi looking kinda too off model but i liked how this came out ill draw him better next time waaaaa#also i finally post fandom content during its hype WHAT SWEET HECKERY IS THIS#prob not really accurate but the idea of poochy interacting w another tiny weird dog thingy made my heart a bit too full#sorry for the tag vomit i have feelings lmao
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LukeHemmings: I can’t believe it’s here… after all the hours spent in hotels, planes, studios, and at home to get to this point. I poured so much heart into this project and all the visuals surrounding it in the hopes that you could feel and see the music as much as you could hear it. The songs on this EP are jumbled lines of my diary, bits and pieces of my chaotic mind, and fogged up windows into my life.
I’ve held onto it long enough, boy is now yours. 💙
Always grateful, Luke
#how nice of this man to wait to post until i finally made my breakfast that i put off all morning bc I was sifting thru his promo 😌#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#boy ep#Instagram#lh ig#kh4f post#videos coming as soon as Tumblr feels like processing#yes one of these pics will get a separate post can u guess which one#also cackling bc that wimpy kid google search came up for me the other day and my brother and i absolutely howled#we love relatable content
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Idk what this type of yearning is called but it brings out something in me
#is it the yearning not to yearn?#of it being safe enough to do so?#or maybe it’s doing so even when it’s not#because sometimes yearning is poetic and raw and it feels like something#but also maybe it’s yearning for a day in which you won’t yearn even when you can#because it means you’re finally content#anyway as you can tell i’m making a playlist in which I yearn (again)#lyrics#quotes#music#enjambre#pedro infante#laufey#spiritualized#phoebe bridgers#backseat vagabond#maya hawke#mitski#my post
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Hey there, are you ok?
hey! thank you for checking up on me, this was really sweet!
i SWEAR i did not die. i just got a bit busy doing SladeRobin Week (which i will finish so help me god-) as well as things in my real life. i'm still trying to find the balance of like. fandom creation and working. i am very lucky to have the living situation that i do rn, but it is the sort of schedule where i do have to be ready to watch a baby at really any given point so. it's a tricky balance right now, but i'm going to be active here again! maybe not as many asks answered a day as before, but i want to try to answer like, a few a day and whatnot.
i also think i got briefly overwhelmed, in that i got more asks faster than i answered them. which is the opposite of a problem and something i'm very lucky for! but it did make it difficult for me to keep up and know what to answer next. (this is *not* a discouragement to sending asks! i love them all and pls send as many as you want! i just am a little slow sometimes so i appreciate the patience! <3)
so! i'm back and i'm good, ty for asking! we are back to the regularly scheduled programming <3
#necrotic answerings#this was really sweet anon#like not asking for content. just checking in#made me so soft#also when I initially was going to come back there was you know.#the fucking us election.#and I think it's very fucking clear by the everything about me how I feel about that#I needed a few days to just. handle feelings on all that#also also I started a new show. my partner finally convinced me to watch 911.#so i've been thinking about those lil firefighters.#which. I did make a blog for 911.#haven't posted anything yet! but I made it.#bc godDAMNIT the dead dove scene over there is scarce. fandom full of antis Jesus.#I like a challenge tho. I'm bringing the dead dove to the firefighters not even god can stop me on that one.#I have almost 100 asks to work through.#AND I WILL FINISH THE WHUMP ONES I SWEAR ON MY LIFE PLEASE.#I just had a few weeks of adjustment to both my sister and my brother in law working full time again#I love my darling nephew. but I cannot type and play with him at the same time.#taking care of babies is like. easy until it isn't idk how better to explain it#he will sleep for 4 damn hours and I will be peacefully bored#then he wakes up and wants to fight Jesus.#I don't like kidfic but I could write a good one with this experience by now tbh.
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Shoutout to the many Neko Atsume books that never got localized 😔
Some of these are packed with lore you’d never know otherwise… and these aren’t even all the Neko Atsume books in existence!
#neko atsume#at least we got where am I meow and the haiku book… but that’s still only 2 and they were localized YEARS ago#they’re both very good and cute books though I highly recommend them :) they have at least some lore too#but the 1st 2nd and 4th books in this post are absolute lore GOLDMINES that I so badly wish we had gotten overseas :(#two guidebooks and a storybook… you have no idea how bad I want them XD#the fifth one is a storybook too I believe- less lore than the first but still very good and cute#also fun fact the pose snowball is doing on the cloud is from a goodie you can no longer obtain- a robot called pepper#ok but the sticker book would be SO easy to localize it’s just stickers!!! why did we never get it!!!#at least most of the content from the third row has been archived on the wiki cuz it’s from a free web comic#but I’m pretty sure there’s still some book exclusive stuff in there… 😔#the last book is a ‘psych test’ book with lots of quizzes… sounds interesting XD#anyway that’s my neko atsume brainrot for the day lol :p#heres to hoping neko atsume 2 is so successful that we finally get some of these localized XD a girl can dream…
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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It started out as a silly joke, but now whenever I have new guys I like I make goo emoji's of them and that's just become like my thing.
I'll post some of the others eventually I'm sure, but here's a sheet of Hatogoo that never got properly emoji'd. They're free to use, but I'd ask you credit where appropriate and asked ofc.
#hatoful boyfriend#nageki fujishiro#sakuya le bel shirogane#ryouta kawara#shuu iwamine#kazuaki nanaki#yuuya sakazaki#anghel higure#recall draws#fandom posting#not my Best goo emojis tbqh hence why they never made the final cut as real emojis i use#maybe be nice to redo em one day when im bored#this fandom is starved for content tho i feel so u can have my rlly bad looking slime birds
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ok here is my hot voltron take in 2024*
it’s all right. it’s not a masterpiece but that’s ok. it holds up and i still think it’s fun
i feel like it suffered from a lot of factors while it was coming out. the rushed production (76 episodes in just 2 years), fandom expectations exploding and exceeding what the show had ever planned to do, the creators running their mouths and people putting more faith in word of god than what made it into the actual show, etc.
it’s not the pinnacle of television. i think a lot of people had high hopes when it came out; i remember a lot of folks talking about how the people who made it had worked on the last airbender, so they were expecting a similar caliber. i think a better analogy would be that this is a mech anime for western audiences where mech animes aren’t really a thing. but it struggled to deliver on that
i do think the biggest thing it suffered from was the production schedule. i still don’t understand why it was divided up the way it was, into a bunch of small, unevenly distributed seasons. there’s a lot of things that could have been executed better, but didn’t get developed in the way they should have. and the final product (for a lot of the character stuff specifically) feels like a line of tropes strung together rather than a coherent narrative, and the plot had very little thought put into it long-term (there’s almost entire seasons that give no screen time to haggar/honerva and like. maybe we could have spent a bit more time showing her pulling the strings and manipulating zarkon/sendak/etc. rather than Only focusing on them, in the seasons where they’re the villains). this is generally something i associate with things that lasted past their expiration date (like supernatural lol). i would have to look more closely into the development of the later seasons, because it really gives the impression they just had to run with their first thoughts and didn’t have time to flesh things out properly, especially in contrast to the seasons with lotor because they were almost cooking with that
for example, they almost sold me that allura had developed feelings for lance, but then in order to make it clear, they started making her all blushy and awkward around him because That’s A Trope People Understand That Means A Girl Likes A Boy, when that was really never who she was. they reached for it as shorthand to signal to the audience but didn’t really think too deeply about Who they were applying it to. the whole thing with shiro’s partner (and ambiguous autoimmune disease that exists only for one scene) would have been nothing if the creators hadn’t hyped it up so much beforehand, and if a little more time had been given and a little more care had gone into the scenes where that mattered, and if there had been literally any indication of it in the previous 6 seasons. they could have thought about how audiences would interpret pidge’s gender fuckery and done something to address that to avoid accusations of queerbaiting. it just added drama to season 1, they made a bathroom joke in season 2, and then forgot it was ever a plot point. whenever keith is on screen he’s the main character. he has the most developed arc out of any of the paladins (finding his family, becoming a leader, learning to not be such a loner) but again, whole swathes of episodes go by without him. and in his absence no one else really takes the spotlight. it just focuses on plot. hunk doesn’t really get anything to do until season 7, and it’s a very good scene where he’s jealous of lance and pidge for having their families back but it also feels like the first time he’s taken seriously in 60+ episodes. et cetera.
*big caveat that i just finished season 7, and season 8 was where i lost interest and never finished. i know The Big Thing that happened in season 8 and i can see where they were coming from. i’m sure they were thinking about doing a Big Damn Sacrifice and making some statement about the loss of the Old World to give birth to the New. i just don’t think they were mindful of 1) who they were sacrificing or 2) the fact that they were telling this story in the real world, where there’s countless other stories about black women being denied happiness in order to further someone else’s story. i don’t think this show Uniquely Hates Women because it has the same level of sexism that’s present pretty much across the board in modern sci-fi. they didn’t need to shoehorn in the romance but they clearly tried to be more mindful than the original (instead of Zero female paladins, there were two for most of the show.) they definitely had huge blind spots and i’m not excusing that but i do think that doesn’t cancel out everything else. it seems to be due to obliviousness rather than active malice. but again, i have yet to watch the final episodes
#starting season 8 tonight so we’ll see how that goes#please no one @ me i’m not trying to bring up old discourse im just getting my thoughts out#mine#voltron#still one of my most popular tags despite not posting Content for several years. damn#i’m gonna miss it. i feel like i should have given it a second shot earlier#rly just got swept up in and then repelled by fandom culture#but it is fun and it has potential. i can fix her#not me rewriting voltron legendary defender in the year 2024. four days before it disappears forever#i am less annoyed with the treatment of pidge because i hc her as a trans girl and it’s like. all right to not be a big deal#once she’s said her piece. there is a weird moment in season like 4-5 where a stranger misgenders her. and that never comes up again#also still not a huge keith head but i’m chewing on heith a little more. used to just kinda be a crack ship for me#man i’m kinda wishing i’d dug out the rover i made when i was at my parents’ house last week#but again. this is almost where they lost me last time so i’m reserving judgement#just realizing a bad final season shouldn’t have made me feel like i couldn’t enjoy Any of it yknow
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#finally met my angeeellll#went on a walk just to spend time with the moon#i was so happy really#i havent seen it in a while 🥺🥺#i miss you a lot lately#idk its stupid but i do feel like#ive been like not here the past couple of days mentally#or weeks i dont know#bt release their single and i did not listen to it#but idk why#it just feels overwhelming#and i havent watched older lives either much#i dont know#it's just shittie lately#everything's overwhelming#especially his absence sigh#but i still love BT#all of them#i just really need to sort myself out before jumping into the new era ahaha#the actual album is almost getting released and im really not ready aaaa#itll be so overwhelming#idk what to do lol. Cuz i dont wanna avoid it but i dont think i can immediately listen to it#idk! sorry for the ramble#much thoughts in this tiny exhausted brain lately#Also sorry for the inactivity and all. i have some stuff in drafts but idk. i feel heavy posting them???#its stupid but i feel like its somehow disrespectful to post old content when i know the guys are moving forward??#but of course that's not the case but yes i feel so confused#and really exhausted. im sleepwalking through my life lately honestly and it's not that great 💔#but hope itll be better soon#ahhhh. i need to finish school too cuz i cant disappoint the ppl around me. and i cant disappoint myself either
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checked out sk8 after literal YEARS of intending to and 1) reki was so relatable burning out of a hobby because you feel everyone is better than you and it brought literal tears to my eyes seeing him find the joy in skating again hit so good and 2) the scene of cherry getting slammed in the face by adam will forever live in my head rent free—
#while it isn’t anime i think i’m gonna fixate over i do ADORE reki and the relatable messaging and hhrnghahdh#that one hit a little too close to home these days#but also i can finally indulge in the pretty matchablossom content and actually know who they are 😳#i need a fic from joe’s pov about adam beating cherry immediately thank u i will be scouring ao3 now#limited edition post
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You can just about see me in the Glasgow Slog! My friend always brings her Italian flag with her so this time I was easy to spot as I was right next to her! The third pic wasn't from the slog, but Ryan sent it to me a few days after the concert!💜
#honestly such a surreal (and cold and wet) day#I'm endlessly grateful to my friend who gave me her spare ticket too#I truly hope I can see them again soon🥺#this particular slog was like the end of an era for me#bc I went to a bunch of the UK shows#so I feel a lot more connected to this leg of the tour than I did the US ones#so the Slog feels like its finally over#I know I'll get to see all the US content and the Japan and Aus content#but it's not the same at all#bc I experienced this WITH them in real time#wow post concert depression is hitting hard today#and knowing I'll probably have to wait more than a year until I can do it all again...🥲#Slogs#Concerts#Def Leppard
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I guess I'm just confused that fans of watcher are willing to pay sometimes $100 or more in ticket prices to see the live shows with Shane and Ryan but then $6 is really offensive and a betrayal of an ask... like one mystery files hoodie costs more than a year of their (currently announced price of the) site subscription. Don't get me wrong because I do NOT think the paywall was the right decision or announced the right way, I don't think it's going to work. But. I have seen and heard several people say they buy tickets and merch, why can't that be enough? $6 is too expensive! But I'm sitting here confused because. The tickets and merch are way more than six dollars..???? I'm really really confused about that point. It's not that I don't understand that $6 can be unaffordable, it's just... so many people say they can't spend $6 while in the same breath have been boasting about how so far they've been able to spend money on concerts and patreon and buying shirts and blind boxes and the premium YouTube subscription because creators get a bigger chunk of the money that way (watcher should be GLAD they supported them btw!); but SIX DOLLARS? They can't pay that! It's odd. Is all I'm saying.
On the flip side, I saw people saying that because they live outside of the us they would get charged a double tax that they couldn't afford due to having to transfer money overseas; I feel like that's a really good point. Once this goes behind a paywall, international audiences will have a much harder time accessing content moving forward, if they can at all (not every country plays nice with PayPal). Even if they can afford the $6, there will be a heap of fees on top of it - or there won't even be a way to get the money to the service in the first place.
Absolutely the fact that Watchers' content is suddenly becoming paywalled seemingly immediately moving forward with little warning is a big shock and at first when watching the video, I didn't think they were serious. Having witnessed a successful launch of a YouTube channel into a paid subscription site with the exact price that watcher is asking for... they are not doing it right. Not for their audience. But people are so so focused on how expensive six dollars is and not on the other implications of this decision, which just... am I in the wrong here?? There's a bigger conversation i feel could be had but everyone is really really focusing on the BETRAYAL of six dollars... and I feel like I'm going crazy because that wasn't even in my first handful of thoughts about why this was a bad idea
#ghostly posts#it's one am sorry this is so long#you can write me hate mail saying I'm detatched from reality or whatever if you'd like I'm just trying to get this out of my head so I can#think about other more important stuff.#the bottom line is that shows don't last forever. they don't stay the same.#content evolves and moves and gets written by different people and handed around and it's sometimes impossible to get your hands on#I feel like a lot of people these days kind of set themselves up relying on future promises to help them go forward and if their expectation#s aren't met the way they want it suddenly feels like their mental health is going to crash and it's all the media's fault for changing#I think a better way to approach it is ti enjoy what you have. pick your favorite parts and revisit those. and don't rely on new stuff all t#the time???#fandom is so fast paced these days I do not get it. once I had every mutual in the one fandom all quit posting the same day#because the final piece of media about it released and that was it! no more point to it if there's not new stuff coming out#which is... not how I think about anything. a show doesn't get ruined because there's not more coming out?#does that make sense? probably absolutely not. good day
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Hello friends! Just a quick kh4f programming note: I'll be out of commission for most of, if not all of today, as I'm having a minor medical procedure done. (Outpatient, everything's fine, dw! 🫶🏻) So if anything notable happens (fully expecting Ash to announce ai2 the second I'm sedated 😌) and I'm MIA... that's why lol. Try not to have too much fun without me! 😘💙
#i overslept the day Superbloom was announced so it would only be right for Ashton to announce his next album while I'm anesthetized 😂#i almost hope he does that'd be so perfect lmao#what other chaos might happen#if he randomly goes live - someone record it for me#if he randomly announces a concert and tickets go on sale in 5 minutes - someone buy me a ticket#if he finally reveals the back tattoo i've been begging for for the past 5 years -#someone call my doctor and ask her to put me under for longer bc I'm not ready for that#do u like how this entire scenario only involves Ashton content#if one of his friends posts something that'll be a fun treat for me to wake up to 😌#but if it's Luke being slutty someone warn me bc I might want to stay on hospital property to consume that in my weakened state#fr tho i'm fine don't worry i'm just having some testing done no big deal#well a big deal to me bc i have ✨trauma✨ from this particular test when i had it done in the past 😜#but we're being Brave and doing it anyways ✌🏻#and then if i feel better later i can come online afterwards and say anything i want and blame it on the dr*gs so really it's all a win 🤡#ok that's enough silliness love u ttyl 💙💙#personal
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gay gay homosexual gay
#sunny's art#this one's REALLY old but i just realized i didn't post it here#it's actually the first vargas related drawing i made !!#it was such a big part of my character development honestly#like i'm so serious rn#one day i just read vargas and the brainrot hit me SO HARD i even got out of my art block#i suddenly just started getting a bunch of ideas to draw i'm really really happy about that#like i don't think i'll ever made this much fanart of something in my whole life#and the best part about this is that there's not really a bunch of people on this fandom#so i know i can do every idea i have because i am 90% sure i will be the first person to do it#and creating my own content makes me so happy#honestly i just posted this as an excuse to ramble about what happened with me when i joined this fandom#about my other drawing !!! i'm finally satisfied with the background i drew#it's almost too perfect !!!!#the thing is that. the location looks. pretty much similar to the place. scriabin died on. chapter 21#the realization hit me so hard#whatever. if i try really hard i might finish it this week.#scriabin#vargas#edgar vargas#edgar looks so cute adjnsfnnsnfne#and i fell in love with scriabin when i drew him here#just look at him. honestly.#i miss them so so so much#i'm content starved so i keep drawing them
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I know it’s heavily disputed about the extent and canon veracity of cas “picking up on dean’s longing” and what exactly that even means or entails. but thinking about that period after jack offscreen raised cas from the empty and before dean died.
#he sat on that floor ignored sam’s calls put his head in his hands and wept. is the thing. he ran up those stairs#i myself am undecided on the meaning and extent of that whole aspect the longing thing i mean and well i think it’s honestly the result of#initial planned arc turned network season renewals network legacy juggernaut with multiple writers and show runners with a range of.#quality and a not insignificant amount of retcons or logical and lore clashes#but as it is I think I’ve arrived to it being not much more than how it was described. informal prayer. perhaps to some extent not#not purposeful more involuntary the way thoughts can be. but also not just feelings experienced in your own headspace or all thoughts#I’m on a saying not very much with a lot of words kick tonight on account of the sleepy tired on low hours of it all but there is a thread#there that could be worth picking at. maybe. idk. at the end of the day that finale was really fucked up in a lot of ways! so my brain will#keep inventing new ways for me to poke at it. what’s that post about bad content with some worthwhile aspects inviting more#poking at than good and satisfying and well written enclosed works because well they already said all the things and said it well? is the#thing? or something like that. i have a headache tonight can you guys tell
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I sometimes wonder about the people whose words stick in my brain, even when it's ridiculous
It will take years for some to go away, the way people used to pick on me for being weird or wearing glasses
Or the things I said myself to others that will haunt me to this day
But,
I wonder how many more years it will take until the guy who only knew me online said, upon seeing a selfie where I finally cut my hair short into a boyish crop, "I liked it better when it was long."
and I told him off, "I don't wear my hair for you,"
Because I don't. I don't do anything for others if I can help it. Makeup, or perfume, or dresses, or suits, and ties, or men's jeans, or an undercut.
To dream about life where I am combing my sideburns or speak with a baritone, but right now I like what I've been and am now, boobs and all.
I'm growing my hair out a little, gracefully hiding an undercut so I can wear a manbun when it's up or headbang at concerts
And I wonder,
What he'd think, to hear that I'm nonbinary, now. Genderfluid. Part-time woman. Also a man. Also I don't really care.
Call me whatever you want. He. She. I'll figure it out when someone they's me, maybe.
I'll be cool someday, and handle an it/its too, because there's so much beauty in the world that has no gender attached.
But most of all
I didn't cut my hair for you.
Not when I was a woman.
Not as a man.
I didn't do it for you, so I hope one day the annoyances of that memory wears off. I'll give it another 5 years.
By then, something else will be on my mind. Maybe it's something I said. Or something new that someone else said to me.
Either way, your words are forever until they finally die.
#text post#brightsuzaku#prose#poetry?#freeform#until the day i can no longer remember who this was it will stick with me#maybe writing it here will finally kill the haunting of the memory#unfortunately i tend to remember criticism for longer than praise#i am not looking for an apology about the content of what he said but if he had to say anything#it would be an apology for thinking I'd welcome to that kind of thing when i wanted to show off something that made me proud#i don't remember if it was the day i first debuted 90s curtained bangs like a heartthrob teen idol#but that was a hair goal since i was 6#trans#genderfluid
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