#I CAN FINALLY POST DAYS CONTENT

[risenshiney]

💛🐶SCRIMBLY GOOD BOY HOURS

SKRUNKLY POTATO MOMENTS🐶💛

[kindahoping4forever]

LukeHemmings: I can’t believe it’s here… after all the hours spent in hotels, planes, studios, and at home to get to this point. I poured so much heart into this project and all the visuals surrounding it in the hopes that you could feel and see the music as much as you could hear it. The songs on this EP are jumbled lines of my diary, bits and pieces of my chaotic mind, and fogged up windows into my life. 

I’ve held onto it long enough, boy is now yours. 💙

Always grateful, Luke

[robylovi]

Idk what this type of yearning is called but it brings out something in me

[necrotic-nephilim]

Hey there, are you ok?

hey! thank you for checking up on me, this was really sweet!

i SWEAR i did not die. i just got a bit busy doing SladeRobin Week (which i will finish so help me god-) as well as things in my real life. i'm still trying to find the balance of like. fandom creation and working. i am very lucky to have the living situation that i do rn, but it is the sort of schedule where i do have to be ready to watch a baby at really any given point so. it's a tricky balance right now, but i'm going to be active here again! maybe not as many asks answered a day as before, but i want to try to answer like, a few a day and whatnot.

i also think i got briefly overwhelmed, in that i got more asks faster than i answered them. which is the opposite of a problem and something i'm very lucky for! but it did make it difficult for me to keep up and know what to answer next. (this is *not* a discouragement to sending asks! i love them all and pls send as many as you want! i just am a little slow sometimes so i appreciate the patience! <3)

so! i'm back and i'm good, ty for asking! we are back to the regularly scheduled programming <3

[luck-of-the-drawings]

when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

[recallback-art]

It started out as a silly joke, but now whenever I have new guys I like I make goo emoji's of them and that's just become like my thing.

I'll post some of the others eventually I'm sure, but here's a sheet of Hatogoo that never got properly emoji'd. They're free to use, but I'd ask you credit where appropriate and asked ofc.

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

[artsy-dreamer]

Shoutout to the many Neko Atsume books that never got localized 😔

Some of these are packed with lore you’d never know otherwise… and these aren’t even all the Neko Atsume books in existence!

[thedailydescent]

For a trailer that probably gave too much away, they hardly showed anything of Claudia/Madeleine. Maybe because they wanted to keep it Louis focused, but considering all the Lestat content we saw, I'm wondering if they'll spend much time on that relationship?

[jojea]

checked out sk8 after literal YEARS of intending to and 1) reki was so relatable burning out of a hobby because you feel everyone is better than you and it brought literal tears to my eyes seeing him find the joy in skating again hit so good and 2) the scene of cherry getting slammed in the face by adam will forever live in my head rent free—

[amiscreations]

You can just about see me in the Glasgow Slog! My friend always brings her Italian flag with her so this time I was easy to spot as I was right next to her! The third pic wasn't from the slog, but Ryan sent it to me a few days after the concert!💜

[polarfarina]

I guess I'm just confused that fans of watcher are willing to pay sometimes $100 or more in ticket prices to see the live shows with Shane and Ryan but then $6 is really offensive and a betrayal of an ask... like one mystery files hoodie costs more than a year of their (currently announced price of the) site subscription. Don't get me wrong because I do NOT think the paywall was the right decision or announced the right way, I don't think it's going to work. But. I have seen and heard several people say they buy tickets and merch, why can't that be enough? $6 is too expensive! But I'm sitting here confused because. The tickets and merch are way more than six dollars..???? I'm really really confused about that point. It's not that I don't understand that $6 can be unaffordable, it's just... so many people say they can't spend $6 while in the same breath have been boasting about how so far they've been able to spend money on concerts and patreon and buying shirts and blind boxes and the premium YouTube subscription because creators get a bigger chunk of the money that way (watcher should be GLAD they supported them btw!); but SIX DOLLARS? They can't pay that! It's odd. Is all I'm saying.

On the flip side, I saw people saying that because they live outside of the us they would get charged a double tax that they couldn't afford due to having to transfer money overseas; I feel like that's a really good point. Once this goes behind a paywall, international audiences will have a much harder time accessing content moving forward, if they can at all (not every country plays nice with PayPal). Even if they can afford the $6, there will be a heap of fees on top of it - or there won't even be a way to get the money to the service in the first place.

Absolutely the fact that Watchers' content is suddenly becoming paywalled seemingly immediately moving forward with little warning is a big shock and at first when watching the video, I didn't think they were serious. Having witnessed a successful launch of a YouTube channel into a paid subscription site with the exact price that watcher is asking for... they are not doing it right. Not for their audience. But people are so so focused on how expensive six dollars is and not on the other implications of this decision, which just... am I in the wrong here?? There's a bigger conversation i feel could be had but everyone is really really focusing on the BETRAYAL of six dollars... and I feel like I'm going crazy because that wasn't even in my first handful of thoughts about why this was a bad idea

[kindahoping4forever]

Hello friends! Just a quick kh4f programming note: I'll be out of commission for most of, if not all of today, as I'm having a minor medical procedure done. (Outpatient, everything's fine, dw! 🫶🏻) So if anything notable happens (fully expecting Ash to announce ai2 the second I'm sedated 😌) and I'm MIA... that's why lol. Try not to have too much fun without me! 😘💙

[disposal-blueeee]

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[sunforgrace]

I know it’s heavily disputed about the extent and canon veracity of cas “picking up on dean’s longing” and what exactly that even means or entails. but thinking about that period after jack offscreen raised cas from the empty and before dean died.

[brightsuzaku]

I sometimes wonder about the people whose words stick in my brain, even when it's ridiculous

It will take years for some to go away, the way people used to pick on me for being weird or wearing glasses

Or the things I said myself to others that will haunt me to this day

But,

I wonder how many more years it will take until the guy who only knew me online said, upon seeing a selfie where I finally cut my hair short into a boyish crop, "I liked it better when it was long."

and I told him off, "I don't wear my hair for you,"

Because I don't. I don't do anything for others if I can help it. Makeup, or perfume, or dresses, or suits, and ties, or men's jeans, or an undercut.

To dream about life where I am combing my sideburns or speak with a baritone, but right now I like what I've been and am now, boobs and all.

I'm growing my hair out a little, gracefully hiding an undercut so I can wear a manbun when it's up or headbang at concerts

And I wonder,

What he'd think, to hear that I'm nonbinary, now. Genderfluid. Part-time woman. Also a man. Also I don't really care.

Call me whatever you want. He. She. I'll figure it out when someone they's me, maybe.

I'll be cool someday, and handle an it/its too, because there's so much beauty in the world that has no gender attached.

But most of all

I didn't cut my hair for you.

Not when I was a woman.

Not as a man.

I didn't do it for you, so I hope one day the annoyances of that memory wears off. I'll give it another 5 years.

By then, something else will be on my mind. Maybe it's something I said. Or something new that someone else said to me.

Either way, your words are forever until they finally die.