#I Am Not Suicidal

[lmanburs]

[riverreacts]

Fucking LMAO bro! I am yet again being absolutely assfucked by copyright on YouTube in a way that BASICALLY NO OTHER REACT CHANNEL SEEMS TO BE! And you know none of the companies doing it are buying me dinner or even a fucking coffee first. There are fucking scores of channels that post basically the entire fucking thing they're "reacting" to, and I put reacting in quotes there because tons of these "creators" also do fuck all to actually react. They don't have interesting expressions, they don't provide any sort of meaningful commentary during or after the episode, you're lucky if you get an unemotive "oh wow 😐" out of them during one of the most climactic scenes in the series! Most of these fucks are also not the least bit funny or entertaining, they don't do anything interesting with their editing, and I frequently wonder if they actually even pay the fuck attention to what they're watching given how absolutely piss poor their understanding of the original content is.

And yet for some reason! All of these videos stay up. These types of mediocre (at best) "reaction" videos are deemed entirely legitimate instances of fair use and aren't struck down and removed due to copyright, but for some fucking reason, I can't get comparable treatment. I have had to struggle and re-edit every fucking video the entire time I've tried having this channel regardless of the series or the company that owns the rights to it. I have had so many videos never see actual viewership because no matter how I try to appease the fucking corporate overlords of copyright it doesn't. Fucking. MATTER. So much wasted time and energy when I'm just trying to have some fun doing things that tons of other people are doing, but with what I consider to be a better sense of professionalism and higher standards. But since I don't know the magic fucking words that I can only assume every other fucking reaction channel on the fucking platform is familiar with, I can't keep most of my videos up to save my fucking life. What the fuck ever man...

And since I know Tumblr is the only place I can do something like this without everyone getting their panties in a wad taking it too seriously, here's a poll!

[dangeroustaintedflawed]

[wyrmiethepunk]

The rot NEVER LEAVES my paths change and my partners change and some things like my friends stay the same but the rot never leaves my chest.

I can't remember who put it there and I can't put it down.

[your-secret-is-safe]

me wondering where the cheapest place to run off to is, how much ibuprofen costs, and how fast the cops can find a car for No Reason In Particular

[mothtowers]

suprised more people havent seen the fuller context of this clip cause its way more insane

[xoxohannas-world]

the world is a terrible place when my hair is unwashed

[lotus-pear]

learning to love

[paintedcrows]

Some Gravity Falls comics I'm working on rn!

[s33th1ngg]

[ritzcrackee]

haii >-< <<< guy who is trying so hard not to be suicidal

[valtsv]

i can't help seeing the concept of "coming back wrong" as reflective of the aftermath of attempted (and unsuccessful) suicide. whether you gratefully accepted death at the end, or you struggled in terror in your final moments and wished you could somehow twist out of the way of your oncoming fate, the choice to die was taken from you. you failed to achieve the inevitable. how wrong must you be, to be unable to even die properly? how horrifying - and how utterly infuriating - would it be, to have everyone around you expressing gratitude or disgust at your resurrection, while you cannot even begin to articulate the depths of your own conviction that death, the inexorable maw itself, must have decided there was something just not right about you, and spat you out?

[savageveg]

Cathy O’Brien was raped by Hillary Clinton as a Child

[serene-bambi]

[anywhere-anywhere]

magic mountain

[fioreose]