#erp

[prokopetz]

I'm not going to judge the people doing Three Stooges ERP, but I have several questions for the person who keeps putting it on my dash.

[saturno7777]

Hi everybody!

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[fufilledarachnophobia]

“I wonder if this outfit makes my butt look big.”

[theworldatwar]

A paratrooper from the US 101st Airborne Division examines holes in the front armoured plating of a British Sherman Firefly destroyed in the city of Erp, Netherlands - Sept 1944

[ashes2caches]

her: i think you overdid the worldbuilding on this rp a bit

me, frustrated: listen, the vestibulian army is on our doorstep, do you want to fuck or not?

[your-dark-desire]

Advise for everyone engaging in erotic role-playing (ERP):

Like in IRL sex and kink there is no shame in taking a step back and out of the game to ask a question while not in character.

Most commonly that's done by using parenthesis ( ) but really everything works if you clearly mark it as what it is.

Why would someone do this, you ask? Simple.. if you have to convey something important that could be interpreted differently when said by your character or when read while applying the tone of your past messages. Like when you want to ask if a certain kink is okay or want to say "No" and want the other person to know that you really mean "No".

Moreover it's ok and important to do that whether you are playing the submissive or the dominant side, the meek or the bold side or if you play the young tiny side or the old and wise side.

On both sides of the chat sits a real person.. and from time to time it's important to communicate person to person.

[awfullybigwardrobe44]

Where I’m at right now, almost a month into ERP

so since “accepting the uncertainty” that it’s possible I’m not saved, it’s been hard, but not nearly as hard as I expected.

and I’m not sure if that’s God in His grace allowing it to not hit me as hard, or if it just hasn’t hit that hard… yet.

by “hard,” I mean I expected to be in bed sobbing, unable to work, unable to function. So far it was only like that for the first day.

and like, I SHOULD be more scared. The fear of hell should be driving me to madness and despair.

but so far, I guess the overall feeling of “I’m PROBABLY saved” has just been sitting over me. Or when it’s not, I’m just… not that worried.

Which leads to the next dilemma. Is this the best it’s ever going to get? A weak sense of “I’m probably saved”?

I do think God clearly told me that I’d have clarity at the end of this, but 1. I don’t feel like I’m healing because I’m not actually getting that much “practice” sitting with the uncertainty—or at least I’m not that uncomfortable and 2. What if the “clarity” God promised IS just the weak “I’m probably saved”? What if that’s all I’ll ever have?

I saw this on Instagram the other day. I’m thinking it was meant for me, because this is SO MUCH of what I’m feeling. I DID take the leap into ERP and uncertainty, and God kind of HAS promised He’d meet me at the end of it. And so much of this poem/post is about how the experience of falling isn’t as scary or horrifying as she thought. And that Jesus is causing the fall to not be bad but to actually be a blessing. And, obviously, that Jesus is there to catch her at the end of it. And that taking the leap was always the plan.

so just, yeah. Maybe that’s me.

But I just worry I won’t get any actual healing because the experience of ERP is “supposed” to be grueling. It’s supposed to be sitting with discomfort/fear/anxiety and not doing anything about it. And that’s just not happening very often or to a very significant extent.

I want to fully heal. I want to have full assurance. 😭

not to mention, I feel GUILTY because other Christians with OCD have gone through ERP and it was a terrible experience. So why should I get the easy route?

[fufilledarachnophobia]

Everybody wants to be”well endowed” until you can barely walk without a part of your body jiggling in response.

It’s insufferable.

[drink-me-shrink-me]

ERP open. Message only if 18+

Send your Kinks and Limits.

Send asks to learn more about my Kinks & Limits and those not listed.

KINKS

Shrinking

Size Theft/Expansion

Lactation/ANR/ABF

Teasing/Intimidation

Humiliation/Degradation/Hypnosis

Cruel/CNC/Cuck/Beta

Crush/Vore

Destruction

LIMITS

Scat/Pee/Farting/Stink

Gender Bend

Grotesque Torture

Digestion Focus

Unaware

Furry

[secretfreakyblog]

blah blah blah im tired of men sending me freaky ask and dms, unless you look like sam winchester or leon kennedy, I DONT WANT YOU. I want freaky threats and ask that play into my weird fantsys im on tumblr as a fandom bitch, i want fandom stuff RAAAAAAAAA

women/etc u can still dm me, no requirements for you pookies

[allsadnshit]

not engaging with my obsessive thoughts or desire to ruminate when my ocd is triggered:

[gothicdicordia]

My latest notes from fan fiction on BG3:

1. Halsin's in-game eyes are hazel not brown.(blue with brown.)

2. Astarion is NOT tall for an elf. Not as tall as a human. He is a fey, slight little dude closer to Shadowheart's height.

3. Gale is also not particularly tall for a human.

4. Lae'zel is small and seemingly slight but something about the Gith constitution allows her to be stronger and faster.

5. Halsin does not turn into a cave bear. He IS part bear, part fey, and part wood elf. There is a book in the game explains his parentage in Part II and his attributes in Examine explain. This means he also has Elven weapon proficiency versus the usual druid and can use swords of all things.

6. Read up on DND vampires. It's no fun being one.

7. Ed Greenwood and R.A. Salvatore's take on Faerun is very sex positive and creative. Use the Internet Way back Machine and read some source material.

8. Clerics/Druids/Paladins DO/Should loose their power is thet forsake their God's. So for rps sake, respec their domain if they fall.

9. There are several incurable diseases related to sex in Faerun.

10. You can get pregnant in Faerun but it's more of a question if you want to, since there are many methods via clerics, druids and healers to deal with the situation before it even occurs. Like Nararoot.

[randomcookies126]

dark doodles numb 3

[ashes2caches]

I heard they started fluorinating the water supply.

that’s why your skin is softer and your chest hurts.

[awfullybigwardrobe44]

I’m mostly putting the work in and not doing compulsions.

but for goodness sakes, it’s been like a solid week of this one obsession. I thought it would have let up by now

[orbitposting]

I hate how people in certain spaces try to seemingly "out-woke" each other. When I was in college and living in the gender-inclusive/queer housing, my partner at the time told me that my fear of water being contaminated was stupid and mocked me because "Awhhh, poor white kid, living in a community with clean water :(". Recently, I finally got diagnosed with OCD, with water contamination being one of my most troublesome fears as of late.

I don't want this to sound like the "woke-ness" is the problem. Looking back, I doubt their anti-isms came from a genuine place of wanting the best for humanity, but rather a selfish place of wanting to be right. I just want to remind everyone that often the people who seem the most politically correct are often the most performative. In my ex's case, they chose to be ableist yet "anti-racist" in order to feel superior instead of just being normal!