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solemnswearings · 9 days ago

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ok, i think it depends on how you see kevin’s character, but consider: wait for it x kevin day.

#I AM THE ONE THING IN LIFE I CAN CONTROL #I AM INIMITABLE #I AM AN ORIGINAL #HAMILTON (neil) FACES AN ENDLESS UPHILL CLIMB #HE HAS SOMETHING TO PROVE HE HAS NOTHING TO LOSE #HAMILTON’S (neil’s) PACE IS RELENTLESS HE WASTES NO TIME #LIKE?????#and there’s more parts (my mother was a genius + when [she] died [she] left no instructions just a legacy to protect #do you see the vision?#kevin day #aftg #all for the game #hamilton #wait for it #neil josten

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moa-yaps · 5 months ago

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Starts crying

#hamilton #hamilton musical #aaron burr #wait for it #I AM THE ONE THING IN LIFE I CAN CONTROL #I AM INIMITABLE I AM AN ORIGINAL #IM NOT FALLING BEHIND OR RUNNING LATE #IM NOT STANDING STILL I AM LYING IN WAIT #Spotify

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roger-that-cap · 1 year ago

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what’s the best song from hamilton and why is it without a shadow of a doubt “wait for it”

#that song is MY song. bury me with it #i am the one thing in life i can control #so real #lys talks

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mushed-kid · 5 months ago

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got a good sign Goodnight im taking it with me

#i am the one thing in life i can control #burr real for that #but personally i will control everything else to because im literally god

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possession1981-moving · 8 months ago

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THE FIRST OMEN dir. Arkasha Stevenson, 2024

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mumblesplash · 2 years ago

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as if he needed more ways to be everywhere at once

#my art #new life smp #scott smajor #new life scott #owengejuicetv #what if nightcrawler had the color palette of portal and the fashion sense of rey star war #actually maybe i do give him the nightcrawler legs next time i’m not sure #depends on how long this origin lasts tbh #also my Lord was it hard to stay skin accurate without laddering his character design #you know like that thing where a chars outfit is blocked into segments w tunic->belt->skirt->boots all being roughly the same distance #i never like how that looks and i am Constantly fighting for my life bc it’s so easy to do on accident #also i didn’t draw this but the thing where he ‘imprints’ on people and can swap places w them #shows up as him snapping one of his bracelets onto someone else’s wrist #+ since he’s the only one who can control them they can’t take it off

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howtodisappearcompletelyand · 3 months ago

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20/10 stars little guy

#me (scrounging undetected autist whose ideal fashion sense is ''if i have to be seen at all: shrouded'') seeing encanto the other month.....#and on top of it all i LOVE slice of life. encanto being so focused on What It's About that there's so much of that + character / dynamic #also part of what i loved abt pixar luca. ppl like ''simple story but not a problem :)'' like YEAH thank god it's Also so slice of lifey #2021 what a year lol. though again i only Just saw encanto....tfw Studio Creative Control backs off a bit more than usual: Joy & Wonders #anyway i knew going in bruno wasn't an antagonist (fine if he was though b/c slay & b/c scapegoats can do whatever they want)#knew i'd love him b/c again Scapegoat shows up & i'm the Amazing Showstopping Totally Unique Never The Same gif on loop #but what a delight even beyond those expectations lol. love again how Focused the movie is on What It's About & Thee Points it makes #the Characters / Dynamics & the Metaphor & the plot stays right with all of that. the focus & importance re: thee scapegoats....#& bruno being disabled like whole layer of Yay Yay Yay spamming. that even when He's Back we're reminded he's not ''normal now'' or w/e #(i.e. presenting that as The Good Ending for the disabled outcast. vs just being embraced as part of the group again & accepted As He Is)#meanwhile was like hmm chat is there queercoding do we think? like is he queer: Yes. but is there coding? hmm #sure isn't cishet coded though. but i was also having the thought like fellas is it gay to [higher tenor tessitura or w/e] lol #made me go ''do i know this voice? ok do i know this name / face / actor? (i have never seen anything ever / bad w/names/faces/voices)''#indeed was like yeah haven't seen this; heard of this; seen it once ages ago no way i remember more than like 0.6 details #then from ''ohh haha I'm A Mammal That Cares....yeah i hear that'' to ''omg CHI-CHI RODRIGUEZ???? ;;0;;'' waaah fantastic revelation lmao #also the way Literal Future Seer ability was externalized to make it more wrangleable for plot is so impressive & fun & excellent #got a lot of [i like this thing i saw a lot] i got to say....guess i can do that w/the sideblog i made for one drawing i made last night #encanto 2021 #bruno madrigal #also the way bruno is so Nervous + Hiding / Bold + Big Personality like yes ha ha ha Yes....tamped down as ''too much'' experience #also the [stuttering stumbling muttering mumbling] line: i fr nigh wept upon going back over a moment like what am i hearing here?#& realizing the answer was: it's bruno quietly stuttering a moment during this one line (& then (& then (& then)) i saw you) ;;;mm;;;#hang onnn....the first scapegoat who's driven off being Disabled is so real so ;m; that again they're like so he got Weirder; Okay ;;m;;#that we get jorge thumbs up nobody having an Aside to be like [ugh; this guy] or Anything. augh always have too much to say for 30 tags #fabric drape there sure not accurate but i was like okay if i try to really reference that i'm not getting this done tonight

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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago

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something so deeply garak core about lucanis' 'surviving at this point not so much because I actually want to live (lmao imagine!) but because I refuse to let any of you fuckers get a W out of me' deal

(with a side dish of the sisko 'but you exist here' agony. just for spice)

#a man can suffer the many indignities of continuing to live if it means denying gul dukat/the venatori a win #the life saving spiteful 'well NOW I'm not doing it' kneejerk response overcoming the suicidal ideation. truly a testament #to the potential power in being a little hater enshrined deep in the human/cardassian soul #anyway. thank you spite #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #lucanis dellamorte #elim garak #there are some parallels in general there (the whole what am I but a tool in the hands of my parent thing #does things to a motherfucker I think)#but their level of control over the extent to which they're an unreliable narrator is uh. wildly uneven! haha #lucanis is not one of nature's liars the way garak is (affectionate to them both)#he doesn't MEAN to commit some creative book keeping of reality he's just that sad

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dceuheadcanons · 11 months ago

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Jason Todd is the Alexander Hamilton to Tim Drake's Aaron Burr. Drops the mic. Doesn't elaborate. Leaves.

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icewindandboringhorror · 6 days ago

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currently at That Point which occurs once every few months where one briefly begins pacing around the house teary eyed contemplating selling their own organs or becoming an online scammer or getting on anxiety meds so you can bear the risk taking required to be a hitman or so on and so forth.... why must everything so Expensive... Surely all would be healed in life if only I had one big plate of lasagna and a simple loan of $40,000 ... auoughhh....

#And then you just eventually shrug and go 'welp. nothing i can do i guess' and sad cartoon music plays as you shuffle back to your room #It's just hard with my specific physical and mental issues since it's like.. I couldn't really handle most jobs. I can't handle school. I'm #100% aromantic and asexual so I'll never get married so I can't get money that way. I have too much issues with social cues #+ too nervous temperament + too low energy to put effort into lying and having a fake relationship just for money. so on and so forth etc.#Really I should have just been born into a middle class family. Which I guess everyone says. but ESPECIALLY considering my #chronic conditions kind of hampering my ability to function 'normally' or be Independent in a regular way. I'm always going to be #in some way sort of beholden to the whims of people around me who I must depend on. so... well of course they might as well have been rich #lol like that would have been better for me of course.#AAANyway... Just thinking about another stupid fucking climate change summer... months keep going by so fast.. soon it will be so again #And it's like such SMALL things would make drastic improvements for me. Literally if I just had a place with central AC #then like 75% of my issues with summer would vanish instantly. literally. But instead it's like.. having a cheap hot apartment + only #half functional dinky window ac + my illnesses that make me heat sensitive + living in a part of the country that keeps getting hotter +#inability to leave the house much meaning I can't just go spend time in a cooler place etc. all factors which combine together to make #it just utterly miserable for MONTHS and mentally draining. And literally ALL I would need to fix that is just...#have a place with central AC that works.. (or move to a colder country/area but that also takes money. Or just not have illnesses #that make me heat sensitive. but that I can't control). etc. etc. I guess it's just the nature of the constant background frustration of #being part of The Masses under our current manifestation of unmitigated capitalism. Such minor details would make such huge #quality of life improvements and yet will remain ever out of reach. ONE little thing could change your whole life but you can't even have #that. so many 'If only' scenarios. etc. And of course obviously I am incredibly thankful just to have anywhere to live at all. food to eat #. any sort of stability whatsoever no matter how fragile it feels/is. But that still doesn't make it not frustrating occasionally to look #around and see how relatively little would have to change in order for you to be a decent percentage more comfortable and yet #how still far away even those ''small'' seeming goals are. etc. etc.#Seriously think I've been traumatized by the summer or something somehow lol like thinking about it being warm weather eventually #makes me nauseous with panic. It's just SOOO much labor. micromanaging windows and fans and blocking every ounce of light #and not being able to cook (cant even afford a single degree of temp increase due to the stove) for months and barely being able #to sleep for months and the claustrophobia of days on end crawling out of your skin because it doesnt even get cool enough at #night to offer relief so you're just always feeling trapped.. hgrhh...#It starts getting hot here sometimes in May but mostly June then lasts through October now.. thats like half the year almost.. ARghhH #anyway... If any extremely rich person reading this would like to buy me an air conditioned house in exchange for multiple years worth #of art (I will paint murals on all of your grand dining halls and make all the custom sculptures you could ever want etc) then.. hewwo :'3c

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final-boy-todd-simmons · 8 months ago

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Been seeing a lot of debate on Tik Tok about these two interacting so I’m curious to see what other people think lol

#Me personally I think it’s AM #He caused the destruction of all life on Earth; can alter reality; and kept five humans alive for 109 years #He’s practically one with the Earth meanwhile GLaDOS can only control the Aperture Science facility #Though I do believe GLaDOS would absolutely make him cry lol #Which would lead to AM being so offended he would throw missiles at her immediately #That’s just me though I love thinking about these scenarios #Also please don’t make this a ship thing this isn’t the place for that #portal #GLaDOS #am #allied mastercomputer #ihnmaims

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itspileofgoodthings · 2 months ago

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adult wins, adult anxieties and fears and frozenness.

#I take my responsibilities so seriously and I take my work so seriously and so consequently myself so seriously #and that last one I need to not do #it doesn’t all come down on me. I am not in charge of everything or in control of everything #anyways I’ve just been absolutely wrestling these past few weeks with my internal landscape #if that makes sense #but it’s this thing where I just feel full of layers of deception #to other people because no matter who I’m talking to there’s something they don’t understand about me.#and this part of my brain goes insane when I’m tired and stressed and empty #and I have simply been doing so much non-stop #that I am due for a crash and a rest #unfortunately my brain also loves to torment me when I am tired and stressed #(it’s because of the tiredness and stress)#not a thought here is coherent or connected #but I need to rest and recharge #it’s like I keep finding new aspects of me that i can push harder. increased stamina. mental strength. more Finely honed observations #so I’ve just been doing it (everything life teaching conversations existing) at a much higher rate of intensity #and productivity #but the exhaustion this produces is new to me and it’s very scary and idk what to do with it #(rest. change my metaphorical tires. sleep. recharge)#anyway ignore me

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angelichl · 3 months ago

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#everything about how 1d meant the most to liam #they all said he was the one out of any of them who was actually a professional #he cared so much and it was his dream to be a famous musician since he was a kid #kinda a cruel twist of fate that he ended up being the least favorite of the 5 of them #and his solo career was the least successful by far…….#i can see how seeking fame and external validation is dangerous #because it’s so fickle.#idk I just think in comparison to someone like Harry who despite his crazy levels of fame seems more grounded #because he has a good support system. Like I think of Anne and Gemma #(not saying that Harry doesn’t struggle with fame and I’m sure his life is darker than we see)#but yeah #like the fact that Liam’s parents and especially his dad wanted this lifestyle for him too #it just seems like so much pressure and then for it not to be going well for him at all #for his record label to drop him #etc etc #who wouldn’t be messed up from that?#like I personally am the queen of unhealthy coping so maybe I can empathize more idk.#nothing excuses his abusive behavior but you can see how it all spiraled out of control #once you start misusing drugs and alcohol your life can get out of hand so quickly #and even the thing about his PR rep dropping him within the past few weeks #it seems like he had NO ONE looking out for him #and that is so scary.#liam payne

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hechose · 2 months ago

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how do you need to be touched?

gently.

you need to be held as though you're going to break. you need someone to trace your scars like cracks in a wall, crumbling. their touch is almost painful; you've been without it for too long, without someone to hold you. but, you cannot bring yourself to pull away.

TAGGED BY: @operahouses TAGGING: literally anyone that sees this & hasn't done it <33

#oh... oH THE WAY THIS MADE ME SOB YES UGHH #also this compared with the one i did a while ago about 'how do you need to be loved' wOMP IM FINE SO FINE--#✞ — i am the one thing in life i can control. // headcanons.#i just.. ugh the way i could ramble about how armand for so long has only known--#and only known how to respond to something entirely different #that he truly believes it is what he needs and what works for him #that just... the Moment any of his loves turn things gentle it breaks his brain and processing it is bewildering and just--#mmm so many thoughts goodbye im cryin

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j3nnix · 1 year ago

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I saw the fnaf movie and what can I say... This was one of the best days of my fucking life.

God I am so so happy. I saw a lot of people in cosplay at the movie theater and it was so cool, in fact I also went with a closet cosplay that I was able to do at the last moment!

Everything that happened in the movie was everything I could have wanted and more. Me and my past self from 2014 were not expecting this at all, and I really thought that nothing so shocking to me was going to happen. And here I am, not believing everything that just happened.

It was truly an experience that I will never forget just like all those beautiful memories I have with this game.

my life would be nothing without them <3

I'm so happy

#this movie is PERFECT #in the sense that it was enough for me and to make me feel this way #they gave me more than I thought they could give me #and I'm just so happy #and yes the character I was squealing the most and shaking my legs for was definitely foxy my friend can tell you that #this was too much for me #I will not stop saying that I am too happy #I have many things to say about the movie but writing is not enough #I was literally sweating dying from the heat and I couldn't control my breathing for even a second #I love fnaf and I love that it has become one of the most important things in my life forever #fnaf #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #five nights at freddy's movie #five nights at freddy's movie spoilers

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gideonisms · 2 years ago

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See I think if I'd been born a guy I wouldn't be this pathologically avoidant trying to plan my career because there are plenty of situations you can find as a cis man where you just Do Tasks in awkward silence and you can get to those as a woman but you have to go through the rings of hell socializing first and then besides, a lot of those jobs already have so many men that you stand out when the whole point was you Don't want to do that

#you gotta be god's strongest soldier to survive this shit and i am not! i am god's weakest most pathetic soldier!#i survived five years of customer service crying weekly and getting harassed and being a baby about it #when i got promoted no one would listen to me and it made me constantly anxious and then so tired it took me a year to be able to #think about having a job as something remotely positive and stop crying about it #idk how other women are doing this shit a guy treats me like his sexy servant and i feel BAD and upset for years #and think of what he said 7 years later and they only touched me on the shoulder and made comments other people go through worse!#but i am not strong or determined i just want to go through my life in peace and stop talking to people altogether #it wasn't just guys who treated me badly older women made fun of me and called me lazy and stupid #tutoring was fine but i felt like i was putting on that same performance and at that point it all felt so awful i just. didn't want to #i can see no way out of talking to people for the rest of my life and it gets me down sometimes #i know i get to come home but even then i will probably need people to live with #i basically only like my family and close friends talking to me sometimes even that is hard #sometimes it's way easier to type and feels less awful #i think i have to just keep on keeping on until i can finally get good enough to freelance edit and code that's the only thing i can think #of doing that doesn't make me cry #emails are fine they suck but i don't have to control my face and tone so.

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