#I AM THE ONE THING IN LIFE I CAN CONTROL
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ok, i think it depends on how you see kevin’s character, but consider: wait for it x kevin day.
#I AM THE ONE THING IN LIFE I CAN CONTROL#I AM INIMITABLE#I AM AN ORIGINAL#HAMILTON (neil) FACES AN ENDLESS UPHILL CLIMB#HE HAS SOMETHING TO PROVE HE HAS NOTHING TO LOSE#HAMILTON’S (neil’s) PACE IS RELENTLESS HE WASTES NO TIME#LIKE?????#and there’s more parts (my mother was a genius + when [she] died [she] left no instructions just a legacy to protect#do you see the vision?#kevin day#aftg#all for the game#hamilton#wait for it#neil josten
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Starts crying
#hamilton#hamilton musical#aaron burr#wait for it#I AM THE ONE THING IN LIFE I CAN CONTROL#I AM INIMITABLE I AM AN ORIGINAL#IM NOT FALLING BEHIND OR RUNNING LATE#IM NOT STANDING STILL I AM LYING IN WAIT#Spotify
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Okay but I can’t stop thinking about “Wait For It” from Hamilton with Itoshi Rin. I saw an edit of it and I haven’t stopped thinking about it. Hamilton AU but it’s not even an AU because Hamilton was real LMFAO LIKE it’s so weird to think it’s literally American history LMFAOOOOOOOOO. And here we are. Comparing it to Blue Lock.
“How do I make this abt Bllk” ah response
#duhitsitadoriblabs#Itoshi Rin#I am the one thing in life I can control#what is it like in his shoes?#I can’t do this anymore bro#I’m so upset rn no one talk to me going nonverbal
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what’s the best song from hamilton and why is it without a shadow of a doubt “wait for it”
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sigh
#i left#i couldn't stay there#i hope grape and orange don't see this but if you do don't contact me yet#i'm sorry#i'm going to my parents house#i hope they'll take me in#in the words of a musical i'm supposed to hate#i am the one thing in life i can control
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got a good sign Goodnight im taking it with me
#i am the one thing in life i can control#burr real for that#but personally i will control everything else to because im literally god
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THE FIRST OMEN dir. Arkasha Stevenson, 2024
#the first omen#the omen franchise#horroredit#junkfooddaily#horror#motionpicturesource#filmedit#dailyflicks#filmgifs#moviegifs#*mywork#shesnake#higabi#awekslook#useranusia#dearestmillie#useroro#foraddy#'and i saw three unclean spirits like frogs come out of the mouth of the dragon and out of the mouth of the beast and out of the mouth#of the false prophet'...............#'and he opened his mouth in blasphemy against god to blaspheme his name and his tabernacle and them that dwell in heaven'!!!!!!!!!#CRAZY STUFF JUST WILD!!!!!!!!!#btw u can count urselves lucky that i managed to control myself enough to NOT put one of these bible verses in the caption bro i am a#life long atheist i should not be sitting around here knowing revelations by heart why do i have these things in my brain
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as if he needed more ways to be everywhere at once
#my art#new life smp#scott smajor#new life scott#owengejuicetv#what if nightcrawler had the color palette of portal and the fashion sense of rey star war#actually maybe i do give him the nightcrawler legs next time i’m not sure#depends on how long this origin lasts tbh#also my Lord was it hard to stay skin accurate without laddering his character design#you know like that thing where a chars outfit is blocked into segments w tunic->belt->skirt->boots all being roughly the same distance#i never like how that looks and i am Constantly fighting for my life bc it’s so easy to do on accident#also i didn’t draw this but the thing where he ‘imprints’ on people and can swap places w them#shows up as him snapping one of his bracelets onto someone else’s wrist#+ since he’s the only one who can control them they can’t take it off
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Jason Todd is the Alexander Hamilton to Tim Drake's Aaron Burr. Drops the mic. Doesn't elaborate. Leaves.
#been listening to Hamilton non stop the last two days and oh my GOD. TIM IS SO BURR CODED#“I am the one thing in life I can control” TIM????? TIM MOTHERFUCKING DRAKE#and Hamilton is impulsive but smart. It gets him killed eventually. JASON.#And Hamilton is constantly overshadowing Burr and putting him down. JASON AND TIM!!!!!#tim 🐤#batman#dceu#dc universe#dceu headcanons#dc headcanon#batman headcanon#batfam#tim drake#red robin#jason todd#red hood#hamilton musical#alexander hamilton#aaron burr#the robins#blog lore
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I was discussing Korean shamanism with @agotia-t after they introduced Hanbam, and this encouraged me to finally draw my White-Naped Crane shaman OC, Chongsu (link to months old post here), as I said I eventually would. I have briefly included her in The Rod that Blocks the Lightning (here, about 2/3rds of the way through the chapter), as well.

She participates in the spiritual and medicine making practices of the mudang, while avoiding the performances of the kisaeng path.
Here is an example of one of her gutdang worship rooms, in which she would perform sacred ceremonies.

Generations past, a Joseon style caste system was kept in place with the help of the spiritual priest class, mudang shamans with a mixture of Confucianism and Buddhism, enjoying many luxuries and power in their caste high above most other species.
In the current day of the AU, generations after the former kings and caste systems were overthrown, the scars still remain (ex. Weasels thinking they are superior to smaller species and the squirrels needing to be reminded that they are allowed to join the soldier hedgehogs).
The White-Naped cranes spiritual practices, and preference towards the old caste system, have fallen out of favor with the general populace of Flower Hill. It is, however, very popular with the Weasels, who still hold that they are superior to the smaller animals. Many shaman leave Flower Hill to join the weasels to provide spiritual practices, something Flower Hill cannot stop due to migration permits.
Chongsu is based on a mudang shaman whose bloodline supposedly ties back the strongest to Sungmo, the mother of all shaman priestesses. Which makes her a sort of community elder despite her young age, as well as her constant mysterious illnesses.
She is a young crane, who lives in Flower Hill, too sickly to make the annual migration to Teikoku (Japan), like most of the White-Napes cranes. She and her followers assist in making medicine for the troops. Her biggest wish and command is for all species to get along with each other in harmony. What she does not realize, is that as the ‘supreme leader,’ this could possibly be misinterpreted as a command for her followers to reinstate the caste system, by any means possible, which could even mean teaming up with weasel, wolf, or tiger leaders, who also wish to return to the caste system and crush all underfoot.
In real life, white named cranes are unusual in that they primary live in the demilitarized zone of North Korea, but migrate to Japan. Shaman still exist in Korea to this day (participating in spiritual/healing leaders, fortune telling, and entertainment such as with the kisaeng), but are sometimes treated with suspicion, especially in North Korea, due to many of them, especially the kisaeng (who the Japanese troops found similar to geisha, apparently according to reports), siding with the Japanese during the invasions. As a result, the distrust and semi discrimination the Flower Hill commanders hold for Chongsu, is a hint that all is not absolutely perfect in Flower Hill.
#squirrel and hedgehog#separate pictures because I AM NOT drawing that window a third time#and I would have to if I wanted to get her in there#return of the snake wine from the Halloween posts though lol#squirrel and hedgehog OCs#guess who discovered 3D rotating and radial fill!#anyway I am unsure of what gods to use in there and I'm a bit uncomfortable all of a sudden with using the wrong ones#in the wrong context#so I used the wikipedia picture of Sungmo and a picture of crane from kung fu panda#using a crane made sense but I can remove it if it is sacrilegious#some people on Tumblr really like Crane from Kung fu Panda A LOT#but I wound up using real life cranes as references instead since it was easier#props to all of them for drawing forward facing bird heads though#Mr. Ping was good for wing reference and holding things though. Does Crane ever hold things?#white naped crane#gutdang#mudang shaman#Taegeuk#Sam Taeguk#chosŏn-ot#I tried to line the candles up with the same colors and trigrams like the South Korean flag#I can provide the references for all of this if anyone wants#the window patterns can be found anywhere on the internet apparently#all the mudang shamans seem to be photographed with their arms in the same position like that?#I also used my own photos of some plants and paintings#Chongsu is really an innocent young girl but will be treated as just as guilty by the FH commanders if she cannot control her followers#idk if I should mention that she has epilepsy in the post#It kind of has Hmong#the spirit catches you and you fall down#vibes
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what flavour is your soul?
vanilla
oh heart of ice and mind of gold, what am I to do with you? you are only good in small amounts, bittersweet fledgling, you are hard for most to swallow. your spirit is strong, your wit is potent, your biting essence drives even the most daring away. but why are you hiding your sweetness? I know within you, you are soft, but humanity has made you bitter. you mask your pain and sorrow with spite and sensibility. you say you do not care about trivial things, but don't you? sweetheart relax. you can let down your drawbridge, the waters are not poisoned. I know you have looked monsters in between the eyes and scoffed at them, but please, relax. you think your armor protects you but it is smothering you slowly. little owlet, when will you learn, words can only get you so far? feelings are what makes this world pulse. do not suppress your feelings. your heart can still thaw my dear. trust.
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Been seeing a lot of debate on Tik Tok about these two interacting so I’m curious to see what other people think lol
#Me personally I think it’s AM#He caused the destruction of all life on Earth; can alter reality; and kept five humans alive for 109 years#He’s practically one with the Earth meanwhile GLaDOS can only control the Aperture Science facility#Though I do believe GLaDOS would absolutely make him cry lol#Which would lead to AM being so offended he would throw missiles at her immediately#That’s just me though I love thinking about these scenarios#Also please don’t make this a ship thing this isn’t the place for that#portal#GLaDOS#am#allied mastercomputer#ihnmaims
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adult wins, adult anxieties and fears and frozenness.
#I take my responsibilities so seriously and I take my work so seriously and so consequently myself so seriously#and that last one I need to not do#it doesn’t all come down on me. I am not in charge of everything or in control of everything#anyways I’ve just been absolutely wrestling these past few weeks with my internal landscape#if that makes sense#but it’s this thing where I just feel full of layers of deception#to other people because no matter who I’m talking to there’s something they don’t understand about me.#and this part of my brain goes insane when I’m tired and stressed and empty#and I have simply been doing so much non-stop#that I am due for a crash and a rest#unfortunately my brain also loves to torment me when I am tired and stressed#(it’s because of the tiredness and stress)#not a thought here is coherent or connected#but I need to rest and recharge#it’s like I keep finding new aspects of me that i can push harder. increased stamina. mental strength. more Finely honed observations#so I’ve just been doing it (everything life teaching conversations existing) at a much higher rate of intensity#and productivity#but the exhaustion this produces is new to me and it’s very scary and idk what to do with it#(rest. change my metaphorical tires. sleep. recharge)#anyway ignore me
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I saw the fnaf movie and what can I say... This was one of the best days of my fucking life.
God I am so so happy. I saw a lot of people in cosplay at the movie theater and it was so cool, in fact I also went with a closet cosplay that I was able to do at the last moment!
Everything that happened in the movie was everything I could have wanted and more. Me and my past self from 2014 were not expecting this at all, and I really thought that nothing so shocking to me was going to happen. And here I am, not believing everything that just happened.
It was truly an experience that I will never forget just like all those beautiful memories I have with this game.
my life would be nothing without them <3
I'm so happy
#this movie is PERFECT#in the sense that it was enough for me and to make me feel this way#they gave me more than I thought they could give me#and I'm just so happy#and yes the character I was squealing the most and shaking my legs for was definitely foxy my friend can tell you that#this was too much for me#I will not stop saying that I am too happy#I have many things to say about the movie but writing is not enough#I was literally sweating dying from the heat and I couldn't control my breathing for even a second#I love fnaf and I love that it has become one of the most important things in my life forever#fnaf#fnaf movie#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddy's movie#five nights at freddy's movie spoilers
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See I think if I'd been born a guy I wouldn't be this pathologically avoidant trying to plan my career because there are plenty of situations you can find as a cis man where you just Do Tasks in awkward silence and you can get to those as a woman but you have to go through the rings of hell socializing first and then besides, a lot of those jobs already have so many men that you stand out when the whole point was you Don't want to do that
#you gotta be god's strongest soldier to survive this shit and i am not! i am god's weakest most pathetic soldier!#i survived five years of customer service crying weekly and getting harassed and being a baby about it#when i got promoted no one would listen to me and it made me constantly anxious and then so tired it took me a year to be able to#think about having a job as something remotely positive and stop crying about it#idk how other women are doing this shit a guy treats me like his sexy servant and i feel BAD and upset for years#and think of what he said 7 years later and they only touched me on the shoulder and made comments other people go through worse!#but i am not strong or determined i just want to go through my life in peace and stop talking to people altogether#it wasn't just guys who treated me badly older women made fun of me and called me lazy and stupid#tutoring was fine but i felt like i was putting on that same performance and at that point it all felt so awful i just. didn't want to#i can see no way out of talking to people for the rest of my life and it gets me down sometimes#i know i get to come home but even then i will probably need people to live with#i basically only like my family and close friends talking to me sometimes even that is hard#sometimes it's way easier to type and feels less awful#i think i have to just keep on keeping on until i can finally get good enough to freelance edit and code that's the only thing i can think#of doing that doesn't make me cry#emails are fine they suck but i don't have to control my face and tone so.
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@oftarnishedmemory // tristan & lucien
There was an indomitable habit Lucien had inspired since they were both humans with beating hearts and breathing lungs, and even getting more or less along with Lucien nowadays did little to quell the hyperbole raise in blood pressure. It reminded Tristan of mirroring emotions Aurora inspired in many aspects, but in Lucien's case it was easier to ignore the affection and focus on the frustration. "Are you looking to ruin decades of planning?" Tristan pointed out, exasperated clear in their tone. The Mikaelsons didn't do 'quiet' and the knowledge of them being in New Orleans had become quickly apparent. Yet there was a drawl to the city, and if Lucien's presence was an easy excuse to justify their own-- well, Tristan need be the only one to know such thing. "The smallest slip Lucien, and they'll have your head." Aurora's too, by extension and of course Tristan's himself. The three of them stood together, a lingering effect of in essence being trapped together for centuries didn't make it any less true. It wasn't the first time Tristan felt exhausted with Lucien's recklessness the same as Aurora's, falling into the same role of trying to protect them from themselves. A thankless task as it was, it was far too ingrained at this point for Tristan part with.
#i am the one thing in life i can control / tristan de martel.#tristan de martel & lucien castle // 01
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