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Lyrium Idol + Dread Wolf + Solas Theory
Solas and The Dread Wolf are two separate entities. The Dread Wolf is a pride spirit / demon. The Red Lyrium Idol is a conduit to The Dread Wolf (which is why Solas wants it back).
I was working up a post discussing The Hunt of the Fell Wolf codex where (apparently) Inquisitor Ameridan hunts a spirit-demon-wolf. It caught my attention because - you know what "fell" means?
adjective - fierce; ferocious; dreadful; savage; destructive; deadly
Basically, Bioware put a Dread Wolf codex in front of our faces and just used a thesaurus so we wouldn't notice. You find this codex in the Frostback Basin (one of the dlc's to Inquisition).
The codex has no given author. For context, I'm assuming this story didn't actually happen, that it's just a tale in which Ameridan features, like Varric inserting Hawke into a story because it needs a hero. Ultimately, I don't think whether or not Ameridan actually fought The Dread Wolf is as important a question as what the codex says about The Dread Wolf. So, that's what I'll be discussing.
BUT... then a friend came over, we started discussing the codex, they had ideas, and I grabbed my copy of Tevinter Nights. And the two actually back each other up really well. So...
Theory Breakdown - Part I - The Nature of The Dread Wolf
*spoilers for Tevinter Nights (only for "May the Dread Wolf Take You")*
The Mortalitasi's Tale
In this tale, the Red Lyrium Idol is used to pull various mages into the Fade (the exact reason why isn't important for this discussion). Almost instantly as the mages are pulled into the Fade, the Dread Wolf appears:
It was a beast unlike any I had ever seen. Lupine in appearance, but the size of a high dragon, with shaggy spiked hide and six burning eyes like a pride demon, and it came to us on wings of fire that resolved themselves into a horde of lesser demons as the Dread Wolf landed before us.
This matches up with the description of the spirit-demon-wolf in the "Fell Wolf" codex.
Favored like a wolf it was, In size like a Woodsman's Death. Within its eyes burned eldritch fire, The Fade in every breath.
The wolf is also described as striking out "with one huge paw, the monstrous thing" and having "jaws like a dragon's."
This horde of lesser demons is also present in the "Fell Wolf" codex.
Whilst elsewhere did Haron valiantly With demon-wards contend.
So, here we have two different sources collaborating the same thing.
CONCLUSIONS: 1. The Dread Wolf is massive in size (like that of a dragon) 2. It is accompanied by a horde of lesser demons.
The Mortalitasi's Tale (cont.)
The Dread Wolf yells at the mages:
"YOU MEDDLE PAST YOUR UNDERSTANDING, FOOLISH MORTAL MAGES, AND IN DOING SO, YOU THREATEN ALL CREATION. YOU USE MY IDOL CARELESSLY TO VANDALIZE THE SEA OF DREAMS. NOW FEEL THE PAIN OF WHAT YOU HAVE CREATED. FROM THIS MOMENT, SHOULD YOU EVER BIND A SPIRIT, THEN YOUR LIFE IS MINE."
The fandom has largely accepted that this is Solas talking. But, at no point do we seen the Wolf as anything but a wolf. The Mortalitasi also comments on the hypocrisy of the Dread Wolf forbidding the binding of spirits when the lessor demons would have needed to have been bound in order to follow Solas' bidding. And this just doesn't make sense because we know Solas is against binding spirits.
BUT, does it not make sense that lessor demons might willingly choose to follow and fight alongside a greater, more powerful one? I thought there was something in Inquisition about the other spirits/demons following the bidding of the Nightmare, but I can't find the specific dialogue.
In any case, going with this theory because it means there is nothing contradictory about what we know to be true about Solas's morals regarding spirit binding.
As to what kind of demon, we need to go back up to the Mortalitasi's description of The Dread Wolf, which specifically states it has "six burning eyes like a pride demon." The fandom has been pointing out that the eyes on Dread Wolf imagery look a lot like a pride demons and that Solas's name means "Pride" for years. I don't think I need to elaborate further - except to point out that the "massive" size of the Wolf makes sense for a Pride demon, as they are also huge!
CONCLUSIONS: (cont.)
3. The Dread Wolf is it's own spirit/demon entity separate from Solas (most of the time - we'll get to that). 4. The Dread Wolf is a Pride demon.
(Part 2 below)
Theory Breakdown - Part 2 - The Nature of The Lyrium Idol
In the "Fell Wolf" codex, Ameridan follows the Wolf to it's lair, described as a "labyrinth" (which is not a word often used in DA and interestingly is what Solas calls the network of eluvians in Trespasser). In the lair, Ameridan finds what I can only conclude is the lyrium idol - which (somehow) can slay it:
An idol of fade-touched stone, Which could prove the monster's doom.
There is nothing else on the traits of the idol. But suddenly afterwards, Ameridan has a "burning blade" (like Meredith's) which is later referred to as a "demon-stone" as Ameridan slays the Wolf.
This seems to imply the Red Lyrium Idol and the Dread Wolf are connected, somehow. (1) The idol is found "in it's lair" which implies it has special significance. (2) when Ameridan strikes at the Wolf, the idol shatters - which might actually be what defeats the Wolf, not Ameridan's blow. (3) In the Mortalitasi's Tale, the moment the the Idol was used, the group was taken into the Wolf's presence. The ritual wasn't even complete!
We don't see Solas interact with the Dread Wolf in Tevinter Nights, but we do get a story of Solas interacting with the Idol when he finally retrieves it (told by Solas, himself).
The Bard's Tale
He whispered something as he picked it up, tracing his gloved fingers gently along the crowned figure who comforted the other, but I could not make out the words for they were elven.
A lot of people have interpreted this as Solas "lovingly stroking" the Idol... which is not exactly what the text says. But I agree with the sentiment that there is something tender or perhaps more accurately affectionate here.
The Bard's Tale
The Idol's Journey is now complete, and it has found its master.
What we can be certain about the idol is that it is a weapon and a tool and something more - and it means a lot to Solas.
CONCLUSIONS: (cont.)
5. The Red Lyrium Idol is a conduit to the Dread Wolf.
Theory Breakdown - Part 3 - Tying it all Together
We know each of the evanuris is associated with an animal, and there has been theorizing that each of them had a spirit-animal companion. I can only conclude that the Dread Wolf is such a spirit that Solas encountered and befriended and is connected to in some level that goes beyond what we currently understand, somehow bound without binding.
The "Fell Wolf" codex describes the Dread Wolf as both a pride demon and a wolf spirit:
Beast and spirit—both felled at once, Though neither hunter knew.
"Neither hunter" is referring to Haron and Ameridan. They were hired to slay a beast but encountered something otherworldly instead. This part is pointing out that the true nature of the "Dread Wolf" is complicated. While it is a Pride demon, it's also more than that. It is both "beast" and spirit, whatever the nature of a spirit-beast may be.
And I do think it being a Pride demon is important to not forget because it put the events of DA2 into greater context. If the Idol is a direct conduit to an extremely powerful pride-beast - it makes sense that the thing has great appeal to Bartrand and Meredith (the two must prideful people in close proximity) so much as to consume them.
Which just makes the context of Solas being connected to this thing somehow even more interesting. For instance, this line in the Pride Demon codex for DAO stood out to me:
Be wary of how prideful you become, lest you find too much in common with such a fiend.
In context, the line is warning mages and templars about being too confident in their abilities and falling when facing a pride demon. Taking it alone at face value, it seems to be saying, "don't befriend a pride demon." Solas connected with this creature, found "too much in common" with it, and befriended it.
I'm not really sure why the Red Lyrium Idol was created, if it was blighted to begin with, or when it was made. Theoretically, Solas should be able to just find the Wolf whenever he wants, but maybe there's something more convenient in having a fast-travel method. And maybe the Idol is involved in a ritual that bound the two together. Maybe that's how the evanuris ascend to godhood.
There's also the question of how the Veil has messed with things. Maybe the Idol is more important than ever if the Veil is somehow interfering with this connection between the two.
But I do think Solas wants and needs the Idol because the two can merge into one being. We've seen that possessed mages (abomination and non-abominations alike) have increased power. I'm almost certain Solas would have needed an insane amount of magical power to put up the Veil, and merging with the Wolf would have helped. He likely needs it again for what's to come.
Part 4 - Extra Stuff
This doesn't fit into the theory but I need to point it out:
The words "Woodsman's Death" in the Fell Wolf codex used to describe the Wolf is really interesting. Call me crazy but, I think this might be a reference to The Woodsman and The Beast in Over The Wall. (DA has used pop culture references before, so it's not that big of a stretch).
Also, there is another reference to an eclipse in the Fell Wolf codex - the Wolf directly appearing after the sun descends and the moon rises.
an eclipse as fen'harel stirred
#solas literally has a wolf friend!#I am screaming!#jesus this took time to write up#so glad to get it out of my head#I am so CERTAIN of this!#adding it to my Veilgard bingo#may the dread wolf take you#my meta#red lyrium idol#dragon age veilguard theory#Solas & the Dread Wolf#the dread wolf#the dread wolf rises#dragon age theory#lyrium idol theory#done!
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WHA-!!!!
THERE’S ALREADY SCREENCAPS! 😭😭😭😭
#stop!#he already looks so pretty!#I AM SCREAMING!#katsuki bakugo#kacchan bakugo#kacchan#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#WHY IS THERE SCREENCAPS ALREADY OF THIS!#😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Choose for yourself one who can leave your burdens behind or choose one who will be enough to bear them.
What happens if I choose me?
Then maybe that girl is enough.
#rwby#rwby spoilers#rwby ruby rose#ruby rose#crescent rose#rwby crescent rose#What if I choose me?#Then maybe that girl is enough.#Acceptance#rwby v9#RWBY Volume 9#rwby 9#rwby 9x10#rwby finale#I am SCREAMING!#I am so proud#I am sobbing uncontrollably#This episode was everything I could have ever wanted and more.#Edited because I realized I could make this post look even cooler by arranging the gifs a little differently
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Ok hear me out….Indya pulls up on Mercy and after a good cry session convinces her to leave and Bishop walks in to an empty home. I mean furniture and all and in the middle of the room is Jerri, Lauren, Elise and Indya and Juan and Darren and the good doc right behind them. And Bishop talkin about he gonna find her and Elise goes into a whole Madea type monologue, the one from where she goes to jail and confronts the pimp🤣🤣🤣
NOT THE ENTIRE CAST OF CHARACTERS!!! And the dog and the llama (rip) too? LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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I am just like every other girl because this guy who keeps flirting with me told me the barista at his fav coffee place is cute, so my response was, "Go ask them out then"
And then turned out the barista is him, and he makes coffee at home.
😭😭JAE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I hope you laughed extremely hard and then got his number and asked him to show you his fave coffee place sometime??👁️👁️
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"it's concerning if university students are genuinely struggling to read full adult-level books for class" and "don't overstate the reporting of a single news article" and "if this shift is genuinely real, it's reflective of broad curriculum changes in lower education levels, probably at least in part due to remote schooling during COVID, and doesn't mean the new generation is being willfully Stupid and Vapid" and "when reading for personal pleasure people should read whatever they like without shame" and "reading from a broad variety of genres, styles, and authorial backgrounds will improve your understanding of both literature and the real world" and "actively mocking people for their tastes in books does not encourage them to become more adventurous you're just being mean" and also "but seriously adult books are not just boringly pretentious nothingburgers padded with pointless sex scenes, and claiming they are just shows how little you've read" all can and should co-exist.
#reading#since that Atlantic article got shared i have been seeing the Worst takes over and over#and i am going to scream
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"HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE COME TO HA-GURLGURGGU💦LGERGGU💦💦GERGUR💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦"
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The movie Wicked is proof that any source material can be vastly improved by simply making the intense female friendship much gayer + the mutual male love interest both wildly bisexual and lowkey down to just be their third
#i can’t believe they improved Fiyero’s character so much just by making him intensely into both women at the same time asdakdga#Elphaba: *screaming at people*#Glinda: yeah baby you tell em! my girlfriend is gonna kick your ass!#Fiyero: god I’m so fucking turned on right now why am I so turned on by this#ideal dynamic tbh#i have other much more meaningful thoughts on this movie but this was so funny I had to post it#It was a very very good movie ngl#wicked#wicked movie
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#why am i like this#why#why oh god#screaming crying throwing up#screaming into the void#writing#ao3#archive of our own#writers on tumblr#ao3 writer#writer's block#writers#writer#writeblr#writerscommunity#writers and poets#writer stuff#creative writing#writerscorner#writer's life#fanfic writing#fanfiction#ao3 issues#ao3 fanfic#fan fiction#ao3 author#fanfic#ao3 addict#ao3 stuff#ao3 author curse
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uhm
oh my fucking GOD???
#am I screaming??#YES#well yes#oh fuck yes#hello????#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#ambessa medarda#sevika#lesbian#biseuxal#wlw
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Easily my favourite moment in Epic
#such a mood#i am the monster rawr rawr rawr#epic the musical#epic the underworld saga#the underwer5r4erdfv0-v b <- cat#the underworld saga#the underworld#underworld s7a8hgy <- cat again#underworld saga#epic underworld saga#epic the underworld#the underworld epic#epic the musical underworld saga#epic the musical the underworld saga#epic ody#epic fandom#epic memes#ody epic#odysseus#odysseus epic#epic odysseus#epic the musical odysseus#odysseus epic the musical#jorge rivera herrans#all i hear are screams#epic the concept album#seagull#mr jalapeño#epic song#musical theater trash
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they'll fund a genocide and let their poor regions be destroyed. don't fucking forgive them for that.
my hometown is completely gone from what pictures i can find of it, i have not heard from my family (including aunts, uncles, parents, one sibling, and a grandparent), and the infrastructure in the mountain communities is wiped out. i cannot stress how catastrophic this is, or how difficult it will be for these communities to build back. i am angry, and scared, and heartbroken by everything that's happened.
and our government is spending it's money to fund a genocide.
free palestine, and don't be complicit. realize that this is not something happening that doesn't affect you--although it shouldn't take this to care about the deaths of thousands of people anyway.
#sorry for this angry rant i am not having a good week#hurricane helene#helene#free palestine#laurie thoughts#maybe i'm just screaming to the void and nobody will care since that's how it's gone so far#i could go on and on about how fucked this is not to mention the politics of how we got here#i am so fucking done
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remembering one of the times i was getting evaluated by a therapist to determine if i was "really trans" or not or whatever and he was like "so if you transitioned to male, how would you dress differently?"
and i was like "i.. dont know. I wouldnt?"
and he looked at me blankly and wrote something down and said "really? you wouldnt wear anything more masculine?"
and i realized i'd given the wrong answer so I just said "I would... wear... suits?"
and he smiled and wrote something else down like "ah! yes"
#scream#like- listen#clothes are not gender- i know this you know this#he doesnt know this#HOWEVER#i literally only wear jeans and t shirts or shorts and t shirts#what on earth am i supposed to be transitioning into wearing??
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A very experimental art for me, i want to try out some new style. ihnmaims radio drama got me in a chokehold and possessed me to draw this.
Also I'm giving Ted zero gyatt cus that man did not deserve it.
Note :
- the binary translates as "HATEHATE" on repeat.
- the pair of punchcode tapes representing AM's talkfield, are from the original short story. The left one is "I THINK, THEREFORE I AM" and the right is "COGITO ERGO SUM".
โอ้ยปวดตา
Update : I posted a timelapse here!
#gay#doomed yaoi#this is not a ship guys i was joking#ihnmaims#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims fanart#am ihnmaims#ted ihnmaims#ellen ihnmaims#nimdok ihnmaims#gorrister ihnmaims#benny ihnmaims#harlan ellison#my art#art#artwork#digital art#drawing#artists on tumblr#digital drawing#digital painting#digital fanart#fan art#fanart#scifi#scifiart#science fiction#allied mastercomputer#ihnmaims am#c_r_yeet
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low poly hate pillar
get rotated idiot
#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims#am#allied mastercomputer#am ihnmaims#harlan ellison#3d model#lowpoly#blockbench
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