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kkoct-ik · 6 months ago

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i dont remember why i drew this

#this post is also for people with cptsd / bpd / any other kinds of parts too btw. i love you and we are all gonna heal #kostik draws #actually did #actually dissociative #actually cptsd #possibly the stupidest thing ive ever drawn but it made me weirdly happy #i am not this optimistic irl but i had to force it. theres only so far you can go being miserable yanno. lets have some positive energy #oh now i remember. i was thinking about how there are no did comics about recovery #its only about ohh symptom ohh infographic #and thats well and good but we need more recovery representation #anyway #i should ... eat dinner ...#the stupid i ❤️ being one person shirt doodle makes me laugh. i need it irl actually #also this may not look vulnerable but this is Very Vulnerable to me please be nice #im putting a piece of my soul onto the great big internet please show it kindness #ok ty #DID tag

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sluckythewizard · 11 months ago

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these are A BIT OLD but uhhh here check out these aggio doodles i did forever ago. still VERY happy w my colors :3

#this was back in uhhhh jan 2023!! hot dog!! and its still perfeclty good to eat!#i think kian and chip would get along. they could talk about feelings. kian could give chip the therapy he needs. maybe kiss? who said that #jay and rand could also get along i think. smoke buddies. cigarette fans. i bet they could play dnd together. or build a contraption togeth #also WAUHG the way i colored in kira here is SO PERFECT.. SHES SO SPARKLY N PRETTY. ALSO THAT HOOORNN i remember bleeding for that #shading is HARD lighting is HARD drawing a crazy unicorn is HARD but SOOOO WORTH IT I SITLL LOVE HOW IT LOOKES.....#waht else is there. oh yes the prime defender doodles #i love mark so much.... i miss being crazy and strange abt mark winters... i need to draw him killing more people someday #anyway i gotta go to bed soon to keep my sleep schedul on track but I DONT WAANNA!!!! recently relistened to bitb. that might release spore #im also chippin away at that am i in heaven animatic between workin on commissions. I GOT RLY FAR!! i think that i could finish it within #like. 3 or 4 more inspo waves. it wont be unfinished forevcer..... its so close... just 4 more full scenes to rly fleshh out #so basically another 2 years. YEAH BABy. in the meantime i have a backlog of things i can poast. i got plenty o drawings and doodles to sha #alrigh thats all the ramblin im gonna do for now. sleep well everyone hope shool or work goes easy on u in the coming week

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why-ami-not-asleep · 2 days ago

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brother just told me and my mom tht his all the work he does is undervalued in this house and like. what the literal fuck

#like he doesnt do chores bc no one makes him he doesnt run errands he doesnt watch kids #he has maintained a solid D- average in all his classes since he started hs andom top of all that he keeps getting referalls for cursing #in class and doing shit against school guidelines on the computers #literally all he does is eat and sleep and play video games bc thats all hes expected to do which is fine but on the rare occasion that #someone DOES ask him to do things he throws a tantrum and likei love him to death dgmw theres just no fuckinf way he can exist like #how HOW can you look at yourself and be like yea this is fine this me that i am is fine to remain as permanently #and the misuse of the computer at school x telling the women in the house that hes 'undervalued' is concerning it speaks to some redpill sh #and like i do so fucking mych like he doesnt even know i tell my parents that his teachers probably didnt input his grades and yea every #chore hes asked to do that ge doesnt finish i take the blame for #liej i understand that we were both isolated growing up i get it homeschooling and whatnot but i was paranoid enough to avoid echo chambers #and chatrooms a d ai and i dont think i was radicalized and i cannot fucking deal with redpill nonsense which i suspect is the way hes #careening which is not something i can even slightly help with esp far away he has 2 younger sisters i cant leave them with him if hesdange #ous which is where my paranoia leadsme . not good not good not good #leave the girls behind with one radfem and two misogynists is not the best plan ever

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7goodangel · 9 months ago

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Can I eat them uwu

You can certainly try! XD

#7rambles #just gosh had others mention they look good to eat but am still surprised at that…#it just means I followed that tutorial pretty well so far! XD

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sundriedsanctum · 5 months ago

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if today sucks just remember that tomorrow could suck even more so you might as well make the most of your slightly less awful misery today 🥰👍

#I jest #however as awful as this sounds I’ve found that actually sometimes as rubbish as it may be it’s true #So if today sucks that’s okay #But I’m gonna make do with what I have the very same as I will do the next day #I think I probably sound like I’m losing my mind and actually who could have guessed that that’s because I am a little bit #case in point #look for the positives in everything #It just didn’t sound like that was my case in point #Anyway I’ll shut up now #Life is good it just sometimes takes a little bit of effort to see that #I’m actually gonna shut up now I just like rambling my thoughts in tumblr tags #hi if you’ve read this far I think you’re cool and you should hydrate and eat something if you haven’t and you need to <3

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taeyungie · 2 years ago

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hi ♡ i guess i'm back? 🥹

here's a little life update! i think you guys deserve it after my absence that lasted longer than even i expected it to last ;( i am very sorry about that. i miss everyone here and bangtan so much, you have no idea. the reason for all that is that for the past months i have been going through a lot of things and changes in my life. there were good and bad things happening, time flies extra fast, days melt into one and i didn't even notice the past half a year pass. although i think my absence was unavoidable in these circumstances i just thought that you guys deserve to know what's been up with me for the past months haha i have received a lot messages and reminders that people remember about me and that they miss me and i just want to send all of you my biggest apologies for leaving you for so long with no response, as well as all my love and gratitude! 🥺 i think i've been always fairly transparent on here so if anyone wanted to know more I'll leave some more details in the tags but basically I just hope that soon i will be able to become more active again and respond to messages ❤️❤️❤️ i hope everyone is doing great 🥰

#honestly... it was yoongi's comeback that made it happen. that made me have motivation to come back. i didnt expect it but here we are LOL #because for the past months i have been struggling a lot and i almost lost all the connections with my friends family and bangtan #i lost all my feelings and thoughts #i didnt miss anyone i didnt want to do anything i didnt want to be anywhere. i was completely submerged into my own head #i still am. it didnt exactly get better but.. its just yoongis impact jasbhdjdjd he made me remeber a lot #in october last year i developed a very agressive eating disorder and its gotten a lot worse at the begging of this year #and it has taken everything from me. it sucked me dry and still continues to do so. it made my mental health so much worse on every level #but im still here and thats what matters in the end right ❤️#from the good things - after long unfortunate and very stressful job hunting i finally got a stable job 🥰 and i continue my uni so far #that's why i was absent here most of the time. i decided to focus on my life and on trying to change something and to fight a little more #after jin's enlistment announcement... it was a wake up call for me #and maybe soon i will be back on track but im taking things slow. especially that its not easy for me at all #but i just wanted you to know that theres been a lot happening here so ❤️ im not just getting bored of tumblr and bts haha #i never stopped following the fandom i never turned off my notifications from media i never stopped looking up what they're up to each day #i just didnt have time and motivation to be active. because of my health i wanted to be quiet and away from eveyone and everything :/#even from my comfort people and activities #that sounds sad but. it's alright so please don't worry about me ❤️ I'm holding on just fine. got used to some things ❤️ trying to heal #so yeah i think thats that haha i think its enough and all basically #it may seem like very little but my life has always been very slow when it comes to big actions haha #anyway. love you all so much ❤️ thank you for not forgetting about me ❤️#soon i will try to answer some mesdages from my inbox. please wait for me just a little bit more ❤️ im very overworked right now #but im so sorry that you have to wait so long ❤️

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seilon · 8 months ago

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i know im not alone on this but i also know this statement is like waving a stick at a hornets nest. my overall memories and nostalgia related to hetalia are generally not bad and i think it may have saved a depression-riddled middle school aged me from being lured towards way darker and more mentally damaging content or online groups

#im dead serious like before that i was getting into creepypasta which. look im not one to say horror would make my little developing brain #disintegrate or anything BUT as an online community and a subculture of sorts i think it was far more of a slippery slope into #toxicity and extremism and most of all romanticizing/normalizing things like self harm and unhealthy eating habits and so on #despite what a lot of people say on this site it’s really not an evil and fascism-endorsing show or anything #it just has occasional jokes or concepts that are a bit distasteful– though from what I can tell alot of the ones people point out are #improvised bullshit lines made up by english dub cast members #anyway I won’t get into that whole rant but point is i am so so serious it could’ve been so much worse #the worst thing that came of being into hetalia as a kid was being more prone to finding stereotype humor funny #which im still like. I feel like was much more distasteful in 2012-13 youtube content. like WAY more distasteful #and rampant in general. so even in a show that’s built on stereotypes like hetalia it’s TAMER than the stereotype humor of the time in #a ton of mainstream media. big youtubers were still doing casual blackface back then man. 99% of hetalia’s stereotype humor is like.#canadians are quiet and nice. japanese politeness is to an extreme. germans are efficient. americans are loud and like burger #sorry I said I wasn’t gonna go into this rant so. I digress. I was just thinking about this cause I realized seeing hetalia fanart #generally makes me feel a good- or at least not bad- kind of nostalgia. which seems adverse to the show’s reputation especially on this sit #food for thought or whatever #kibumblabs #oh yeah I know why I started thinking about this- a drawing of seychelles came up on my dash and i can’t help but feel warm seeing her pop #up because she was the first real full cosplay I ever did for a big con. (with help) i hand-made the dress and everything. :*)

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keeps-ache · 9 months ago

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mm i Neeed to go the beach

#just me hi #wauhuhh !#something about just drifting around in water that i am slightly scared of that really makes my brain whir happily lol :>#i am slightly scared of it for two major reasons: 1) fish. lord the fish why are they so scary 2) sometimes i think i'll drown and they jus #won't find the body. which is less rational than the fish so that's why fish is my number 1 fear at all times lmao #/i think out of all the animals on the planet i am the most scared of ordinary fish. not even the deep sea stuff hfbshv #cuz look they're so far down there you Have to assume they look funked. and also they prolly don't like human meat. so it's cool #but regular fish?? some of them eat birds. they eat birds dude. what would they do to me if they knew how to use harpoons??#also they for SURE eat corpses so we loop back to fear no. 2 really just being fear no. 1 hbfhs #/see i'm not even that scared of the animals my parents are determined on exploding. like man if i get eaten that was prolly bound #to happen anyway. i Know how that goes. i know what mauling is lol #i am the only person in this house who will walk around outside on a moonless light w/ no flashlight because if i was sposed to be dead i #can guaranteE there are much better opportunities. funnier ones‚ too #/just looked it up bobcats are SHY little guys. they are just shy babies. except for when they have rabies :)#shy rabies babies <3 #/anyway back to the fish. i don't like how there are some that specifically like to eat human skin. mmm no i have never liked that ever not #one little bit. makes my skin crawl hghfsh #i don't care what it does or can do that is NOT cool lil dude ;w;#/hang on i'm googling 'weirdest things fish eat' because i want to scare myself i guess hbfhvbsf :'3 #they're only showing me weird fish!!! no !! tell me about a fish that's living exclusively off of plastics!! or car tires !! come on !!!#these guys are just funky looking. and just Kinda funky looking. though this humphead guy is funny lol :)#he looks scary but with a charm that i can't deny #his forehead. and mouf. this guy is awesome #and of course he's endangered because the world is exploding. but it's so cool he exists :D #//anyway fish are scary. and miss humphead is Huge so goofiness aside he's also scary hhfbvs #also why do some of those motherfunkers swim close to shore and bite at you. those guys suck so bad #that's only happened to me so many times but enough for me to have a fear that has lasted for over half a decade lmao #//and anywho i'm running out of tag space lol :)#we're going ot the park!! i'm going to skate :DD !!#i wanna get good at my old stuff again hfsh - so bye! bye !! toodles !!!

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allylikethecat · 11 months ago

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I just posted the All the King's Horses update and I tagged it as "Happy Friday!!" and realized I missed out on the golden opportunity of having On a Friday be my Friday update fic. Oh well

#allylikethecat #ally's thoughts #ally's musings #that cold from before I went to LA is back #because i never really got over it because i instantly got home then left for germany #i still dont have covid according to my doctor which is good #but i got home and instantly took cold medicine tonight #and now im having all kinds of overly deep fandom thoughts #i also just paid $20 to doordash myself a chocolate chip cookie #that hasn't arrived yet #because my friday night is WILD #and i am actively hiding from my friends so they cant make me do things #im also kinda afraid to eat food because ive had three allergic reactions this week and i cant figure out to what #but i'll eat dinner and then my lips will swell up and i look like kylie jenner which is not a vibe for me #so far so good today though #my chicken broth and egg noodle combo did not harm me #hopefully the cookie will be okay too #my mom thinks its olive oil #but idk #i hope its not olive oil i love olive oil so much #sorry for oversharing in the tags #my mother is still out of the country which means i cant call her while im driving to tell her about my day #and i miss her #so im over sharing in the tags instead

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takamakisu · 2 years ago

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I told y'all I was gonna draw her. I'm obsessed with this character, her design ticks off so many boxes of things I love in designs:

• Black and red main colors

• Fingerless gloves

• Red eyes

• Lots of buttons

• Short hairstyle + curls/waves

• High heeled boots

#i am so normal about this game (that's a lie im eating the walls actually)#WHAT'S YOUR NAME NEW GIRL I NEED TO KNOW...#so far there is like no art of her. i am going to change that.#it was kind of hard drawing her because i couldn't really get a good look at her shoes #and her hair was a little hard too; im not the best at wavy hair but i tried my best!#it's so funny i got heavily into genshin and honkai star rail and i thought my persona days were over #like don't get me wrong i still loved it but i didn't feel the same excitement i used to.#but seeing the news for p3r and p5t changed that; and smth sparked and i've been listening to the osts again #im genuinely so SO excited for p5t it's a little embarrassing but im owning it #once this girl gets an official name i will tag her properly but for now; take my doodle #persona 5 tactica #persona 5 #p5t #update: her name is elle!!!!#elle

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bmpmp3 · 1 year ago

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after six years of the game being out and after three and a half years of me actually playing the game i have finally beat botw. did u know finishing video games is. fun,,

#hey its not as bad as norn9 where im only a third in after six years. and rhythm thief took me a genuine decade #im very good at taking my time #MY IMPRESSIONS its a good game :) i think i had a little over 100 hours by the end. one thing about the final boss fight though -#it made me kinda miss like true classic zelda scripted boss fights LOL but lots of fun!#some of the dlc stuff i couldnt do like the champions ballad and the sword thing RIP had to look up the cutscenes later~#theyre tough! but also my playstyle has always been a bit of. just run and go for it #planning and stealth is not my strong suit. by the end i was running directly up to guardians and just killing them before they killed me #i can eat kebabs faster than they can shoot lasers. i am unstoppable #the soundtrack was nice! subdued obvs since its open world #but the standout tracks are really standout. of course i love rito village night ver being dragon roost island #and the hyrule castle theme turning into zeldas lullaby in the internal parts hit me #and of course the main theme is iconic. i like the version with the hard break in the middle the most i love that cut so much #i know people edited it out and in the live version its not as harsh because its live #but i LOVE IT i love it so much. mix of synthetic breaks with a fantastical and traditional sounding theme. awesome #that whole 3 and a half years before i got a copy of the game (i wanted to beat skyward sword first) i didnt look up like anything #didnt pay attention to anything people were saying. heard something about it being open world. heard some speedruns were like an hour #and i heard the theme. and i listened to that theme on repeat for all those years. so so good #now i will probably do that for totk- not knowing anything about it for three years until i finally play it LOL thats how it is so far #people have told me about it. but truthfully i wasnt really listening. sowwy. i was focused on botw orz #but i wanna play something different now. take a break. also wait until i can find someone selling totk used for under 70 cad KJDLJFKDSJDKS #i am NOT paying nearly a hundo for a videoed game nintendo you cant make me #maybe now i should finish all the other games in my backlog. or i could start 5 new ones. hmmmmmmmm

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thequietguynextdoor · 1 year ago

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In a bit of a conundrum. Most everything in Denver is closed today and I didn’t get here early enough yesterday to go grocery shopping. If Borealis (the restaurant in the hotel) is closed would ya’ll recommend IHOP or Waffle House for breakfast?

#not really looking forward to either for Christmas breakfast but a guys gotta eat #also I’ve been up since 4 and am lowkey starving already #really wish I could find a Mom and Pop restaurant open but it’s not looking good so far :(

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salsflore · 1 year ago

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