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skylerfurmaniac-deactivated · 1 year ago

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Spamton/I guess cringetober day 8 lol: Tumblr sexy man

IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY HOW THIS CAME OUT THO ITS GOOD RIGHT?????

IDK

I HOPE ITS GOOD I HOPE YOU LIKE THE ART FOOD

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cyani07 · 5 months ago

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ctommys

#my art #ctommy #c!tommy #ive been without my actual tablet in almost 2 months im sorry for no art also i suck at drawing now T_T #struggling a bit bear with me

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scaradeus · 6 months ago

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dad with a dog that he didn't want after a week.

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 months ago

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Cite your sources.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangshan #jiang cheng #lan wangji #mianmian #Jiang Cheng stays quiet after JGS says his foul little lie about WWX not respecting or liking him.#And because it's an audio format there isn't any other information we get on what he does.#Probably sit there in silence. Fermenting on his festering abandonment issues.#I think JC has a bit of a delicate heart when it comes to the last few things he has to hold on to.#And damn if JGS can see right into that weakness. He's got a mercury tongue. Silvery and poisonous.#I know LWJ makes his rebuttal more for preserving WWX's face than reassuring JC.#But I also know they *did* team up in the past and they do have a lot in common. And canonically can't stand each other.#They are my funny little duo and I'm the one drawing the comic. I can bake my own crumbs.#Would LWJ actually comfort JC? I don't think he knows how to comfort anyone actually. Not even himself.#JC is struggling so badly in this meeting. I'm glad there are other people in this awful meeting to tag in while he has a quiet cry.#Who's ready for Mianmian to go off next comic? Let's give a 'GET HIS ASS GIRL' to our queen!

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hussyknee · 1 year ago

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my disabled ass, after (1)good day: "obviously I am cured. in fact it may have all been in my head. who can say? now to rejoin society!"

me, the next day: "it has come to my attention that i may be chronically ill."

#who'd have thunk #we're all shocked i know #i forced myself to go to supermarket and ended up clinging to the shopping cart to stay upright #took two hours to stop shaking from exertion #then immediately corralled the cat to tend to his rash #mfer struggles and protests until he realizes all over again that it feels quite nice actually #and then goes deadweight and purrs *while* warbling mournfully #presumably just on principle #but it's all still more spoons than I can spare #i need to take him to the vet for his follow up in a bit #so fucking drained #send thoughts and prayers #ugh #chronic illness #spoonie #disability #knee of huss

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heavyheavycream · 1 month ago

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feedist kinktober 23 : bonfire bash

#oooh i can see the finish line !#kinda struggled a bit with this one #but fatguarddog was kind enough to explain this one to me #in the end i wouldn't figure out something with a firework or an actual bonfire bash so...#4k 10h firewood ASMR video it is!#also the fire on a screen was a real romantic move someone pulled on me - and poor thing it made me laugh so hard uvu #sry again lol #heavyheavycream #butter_and_jam #feedist kinktober #feedist kinktober 2024 #vanilla comics #comics

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madbard · 1 month ago

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“You came back wrong.”

Maybe I didn’t want to come back. Maybe you dragged me, kicking and screaming, from a death that while cold and final, was at least my own. When you placed my body on the dissection table, understand that I could not welcome your touch. When you stole back my life for me, understand that you stole it from me as well, because I was not able to choose this.

You chose it for me.

“You came back wrong.”

Maybe I did. Maybe you were desperate to hold on to me and I was desperate to hold on to myself, to keep believing I had any control over my own body, my own soul. Maybe in that moment of struggle between your fear and my will, you pulled too hard and left a part of me behind.

Maybe that was the part of me that you loved.

Maybe that was the part of me that loved you.

“You came back wrong.”

Oh, my love. What makes you think I came back?

#so uh… this was supposed to be about Arcane #I got a bit carried away #viktor arcane #jayce talis #arcane #arcane season 2 #jayvik #implied anyway #I don’t know I don’t think he’s actually say this #I was just having thoughts about agency within arcane #and how much Viktor’s character circled around his own struggles with agency and control over his body and his life #and this season he just #had that brutally ripped away #and now he’s Jesús!#hahahaha this is fine everything’s fine I’m so normal about this character #madbard rambles #madbard writes

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weaverofink · 2 months ago

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AU where Belos DOES manage to successfully possess one of the unfinished grimwalkers and poor Hunter has to confront yet another thing wearing his face

#toh #the owl house #for the future #toh hunter #philip wittebane #hunter noceda #haven't stopped thinking about this concept since the episode aired like a year ago.#and i mean. tis the season! i thought i'd draw something kinda spooky or whatever #the rotting grimwalker was actually unexpectedly very fun to draw #i would have made it more gory but i don't think i could have really pulled it off.#art #my art #weaverofink #i tried to replicate the background style of the show but man those things are detailed!!!!#even with a reference i was struggling to make it look even a little bit good #its a little simplified in mine which i think strikes an ok balance

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bacchuschucklefuck · 6 months ago

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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #riz gukgak #very specifically class swap bard!riz #fh class quangle #mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao #riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going #on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly #freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall #annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience #crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling #sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for #I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like #bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao #junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin #the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again #and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't #obscure as much of his face #its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here #and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard #barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act #mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun #drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol

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kens-ramblings · 30 days ago

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so ik it’s not cannon accurate but,,,

i need a fic of tim just crashing out.

like he gets so sick of like damian and jason talking about how weak he is and shit like that that he’s like “yall realize lady shiva was my one of my FIRST teachers, and i was the first robin she trained. i had to train under b AFTER he already lost a robin. you DONT think he was 10x harder on me than any of you guys???? there’s a reason my training videos are mainly redacted without bruce’s or my permission. i got ra’s al ghul BEGGING ME to join his league or have my children. i get gifts from him WEEKLY. do you KNOW how many of his little ninja i fight per DAY??? nahh im sick of this shit let’s take it to the mats” and just demolishing both of them at the same time.

i just think it’d be very funny. i just like fics of people who pretend to be weaker than they are(or they just never really have a reason to go full tilt so they just don’t) get sick of holding back and just losing it :D

#batfam #tim drake #red robin #jason todd #red hood #damian wayne #robin #unhinged tim drake #batfamily shitposts #i just need fics of tim losing his shit and crashing out #just because they are funny #and i sometimes feel like people would forget that just because he’s smart does not mean he doesn’t have hands #like bro all robins are certified villains only being held back by b’s rules #they all have insane hands and are all very smart #don’t get distracted by whichever one they choose to put at the forefront of their personality so you forget about the other #but basically yeah i just want it bc it’d make me giggle #also yes ik bruce never physically abused tim during training but i love the angst fics that use that so i added it anyways #i. don’t think it was like intentional on bryce’s part tho just that he was struggling so hard with his grief #he just never noticed how hard he was pushing tim until he pushed wayyyy too far #and yeah he and tim eventually resolved their issues and had a BIG talk about training boundaries #but only after he started getting a bit better and got it through his head that tim was just a kid and not a moving punching bag #i like to think it was only after like titans tower or some other time where he was very close to losing tim tho #bc as much as i want bruce to just be a good dad all the time he had struggles actually verbalizing his feelings #and apologizing for his mistakes

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adhdandcomics · 3 months ago

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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:

does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies

#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked #has been just so. mean about it #not even intentionally #not always at least #but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things #that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person #ever had #this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame #idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it #see it as a personal choice to be late #and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t #you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general #and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices #it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for #bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing #and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves #and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else #there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month

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syntiment · 5 months ago

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Cicada shells and missed opportunities A song that cries out to be heard.

In some ways, Starscream reminds me of a Cicada. Will I ever stick to drawing a consistent design for him? Probably not. At least he looks cool.

#starscream #transformers #tf starscream #transformers starscream #cicada #insect #my drawings #This idea came to me in the shower and I NEEDED to draw it #I haven't sat down to actually work on drawing literally anything in a month because of moving #so this was a bit of a struggle but I really like how it turned out

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crocuta1 · 3 months ago

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‼️‼️TEAM PAST PROPAGANDA‼️‼️

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demaparbat-hp · 2 months ago

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When I saw you making For the Spirits art I was so excited, wow, one of my favourite artists is reading this too, how nice!! Then I realised you’re actually the author and I just want to ask, how?? Are you so talented???? I love this fic and I love your art so so much, thank you for sharing it all with us. Can’t wait for the next update!!

Ah, thank you! This is literally so sweet! For the Spirits (adding a link for the curious folks out there!) is my love child. This project owns my heart and soul, and it's truly so rewarding that you like it! I want to sketch so many different scenes, really, but I'm doing my best to give you some quality artwork of my favorite moments in the story. It's a slow process.

As for next chapter—soon! I'm working on some sketches for this particular scene, and I am so excited to share it with everyone! Things start to pick up from here... But, for now, have a (very little) sneak peek ❤️

Zuko stood at the end of the world, surrounded by miles of snow and the resounding echo of his own shallow breaths. He took everything in, closed his eyes to receive Agni’s light, and howled.

Something howled back, and he smiled.

#dema answers #atla #avatar the last airbender #zuko #atla fanart #prince zuko #atla art #atla fic #atla fanfic #new gods au #for the spirits #spirit touched zuko #atla zuko #the painted lady #Izumi of Jang Hui #lu ten atla #lu ten #Royal Guard Ming #atla ming #Ghost Lu Ten #*insert creepy noises*#Isn't it fun how Lu Ten doesn't really look like a ghost at all?#In ATLA spirits (in terms of soul projection or whatever that's called) are these shiny blue semi-transparent souls...#But that's not really how they work in FTS. A HUGE part of Zuko's struggle with his “gift” comes from his inability to...#...distinguish spirits and ghosts from living humans. At least at first. He's much better at it now.#But I digress #He's experiencing The Terrors and I love him for it #Putting this story together and bringing to life is so important to me! I always wonder how you guys will receive FTS.#Thank you so much for all the love #As for the story itself... Keep an eye out for next chapter. That little bit I shared is actually quite important 👀

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bunnyboy-juice · 2 months ago

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bunny butt: shiny edition ✨

[op is a femme dyke, he/ze/bun pronouns]

#ok to rb #everyone thank lilith for these pictures coming into existence 🥰🤭#also: i took these at 8am so the natural light really washed me out but honestly. i still love them #(also i say the light washed me out bc i have giant ass windows in this shitty small apartment so it's like Floodlights that early in the A #tbh we dont actually need lamps in here until the sun sets. its like the One part i love about this building. i love natural light so much)#(but also yeah the caveat means my phone camera really struggles adjusting to the light sometimes RIP)#(but im still hot as fuck even with that)#(also for piss kink friends: this is my pissfit. i havent actually gotten pissed on in it yet but its so cute anyway &i WILL!!!)#(i have used it to be a menace :3c also this is the outfit that jiggles video was in mutuals btwww)#bunnyflesh #femme dyke #fat femme #fat femme friday #femme4all #femme bait #butch bait #dyke bait #t4t nsft #t4t dyke #also i hate adding my sexuality and pronouns to these but I've been getting misgendered a bit lately a few different ways so. worth a try i

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tacoprophecies · 4 months ago

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I genuinely can't believe these are the characters I'm the most attached to. Anyway, art!

#hermitcraft season 5 #worm man #evil xisuma #my art #hello i know the colours are a bit odd #or i think they are. im not actually used to colouring backgrounds so i was struggling a bit #this whole drawing is so silly honestly #sorry i didnt keep wormmans very very saturated pink outfit. i wasnt strong enough #Tell me if the alt text is missing anything or written poorly ive not written one for comics before

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