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Sukuna’s Loneliness Part 4 (Sukuna’s Negative Rizz)
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Some warnings before we start.
1) This analysis deals with sexual topics.
2) I will be mainly using the TCB scans because of their accessibility. Raws are from mangareader(.)to.
3) This was written as of JJK 262 266. (I'm just going to keep updating this until I stop finding things I should've noticed earlier.)
4) The raws broke me in ways you cannot possibly imagine.
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Fighting as Communication
Baki the Grappler. This is a manga where men destroy each other’s bodies as a test of strength. It’s poorly written but the art is terrifying and I love it so dearly. Between fights of extreme violence and body horror the characters eat. And that’s it. That’s the manga.
I bring Baki up because Gege is a huge fan of Fujimoto Tatsuki, the creator of Chainsawman. Fujimoto is a fan of Gege too, but more importantly, he is a huge fan of Itagaki Keisuke, the creator of Baki. (His daughter made Beastars btw.) In a way, this means Jujutsu Kaisen has been influenced by Baki. But that’s not a surprise, a lot of manga is.
Itagaki’s work is so massively influetial on Japanese media that it’s kind of hard to grasp since it’s not as popular overseas. When listening to interviews from various Japanese creators, Baki will often be cited as a major influence. And the thing is, you can tell when a creative has read Baki. There’s nothing quite like it. If you’ve read Baki and consume Chainsawman, you will see its bones everywhere. I feel the same about Jujutsu Kaisen.
The main antagonist in Baki is Yujiro Hanma. He is the strongest creature alive. So much so that he has no one to call a rival. He’s bored. He causes trouble. He kills his wife to motivate his son, Baki into becoming stronger. His son, Baki, who he grooms into becoming a fighter that might beat him in combat one day. Kind of sounds like Sukuna, right?
But that’s not my point here. My focus is how Baki doubles as a discussion about strength and manhood. It’s aggressively bisexual. Men love each other with their fists. Straight up the main character says having sex with women is the same thing as fighting men.
And it just doesn’t stop there. The homoerotic nature of the fights is never shyed away from. Here’s an example of my favorite.
He grabs his balls and compliments their size. That’s pretty gay, right? Well there’s this reanimated prehistoric caveman called Pickle that fights Baki’s brother Jack. And how do they fight? They kiss.
I didn’t call it a kiss. Itagaki did. I didn’t say they melded together. Itagaki did. This mangaka overtly calls attention to the homoerotic nature of men fighting men, and how men communicate their love for each other through violence. And yes, it’s sexual. Itagaki wants you to read it that way.
But sometimes he doesn’t want you to read it that way. Sometimes the fights are a dialogue, an emotional conversation. Like one between father and son.
Itagaki is a master of narrative framing. When he wants you to feel a certain way, you will feel it. He also tells his readers that there’s more to the fights than just fighting.

Those are the ideas that help me see the bones of Baki in other works. Men loving men with violence. Men communicating with men through violence. I see these ideas in Jujutsu Kaisen too.
Jujutsu Communication
I’ve gone over how Yuji commucates with other people on their own terms. And a lot of it is through fighting. A conversation without words, learning how someone works. Yuji is good at using fights as tool of communication.
But he’s not the one who tells you that there’s more to the fights than just fighting. Maki does in her spar with the sumo guy.
Just like Baki. Fighting is a means of communication. Gege has told you that there can be more to the fights than fighting. It's a tool used to understand the self and others.
With that in mind, I want to reexamine a particular fight under the lens of Baki rather than Umineko.
Sukuna vs Gojo
Baki tells you that homoerotic readings of its fights are intentional. If you ask me, this probably stems from historical stances on masculinity and homosexuality in ancient Japan. Men loved men and women differently, but both were ok. That’s how Baki can have a girlfriend and his gay fights. Peak bisexual optimization.
What does Jujutsu Kaisen have to do with this? Well it has been extremely queer friendly. We have a multidue of canonical trans characters, non-binary characters, and other flavors of queer characters not disparaged for their identities, Gojo Satoru included. It may not be stated outright, but Gojo and Geto do love each other in a gay way. The subtext is so persisent it’s basically text.
In other words, Gege has already told us, yes please have queer readings of this text. It’s the same way Baki tells you, yes this is straight up convoluded gay sex. So that’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to reread the Sukuna and Gojo fight as some ridiculous mating display between two men who are fighting over can miscommunicate their intent the hardest.
Framed as Courtship
Let’s start with the framing. The pre-fight set up. How does text tell you queer readings are allowed?
Kenjaku does. It’s romantic. It’s a date. This reading has been made valid explicitly. And if there’s room for doubt because of the sarcasm? There’s still additional support for it.
We already know how badly in love Gojo is with Geto. The fight is on the 24th of December, the most romantic day in Japan. And in a fun little Geto parallel, who declared the start of war on this day, violence underlines this new romantic venture.
That doesn’t include Sukuna who recalls Yorozu’s words about teaching love in the context of marriage.
Gojo never heard that conversation which is why the next point is absolutely insane.
The outfit Gojo initially is in resembles that of a groom at a Shinto wedding.
Shinto weddings were implemented after the Heian era. Part of the ceremony includes a priest and a shrine maiden who respectively stand to the right and left of the altar. A purification ritual will occur, lead by the priest, to cleanse the shrine before vows are exchanged. Gakuganji is the priest and Utahime is the shrine maiden. To the right and left of Gojo respectively.
The bride at a Shinto wedding wears mainly white. After the 200% Hollow Purple cleanses the area, the dark shawl is removed and Sukuna remains in mostly white.
How interesting that this battle has been framed as one between groom and bride.
The thing is, marriage in the Heian era was far more lax. There were no major ceremonies. If a man was interested in marrying a woman, he would visit her for 3 nights after receiving approval from her father. Upon the passing of their 3rd night together, the family would have an informal celebration of their union in private. Even after marriage, multiple partners were allowed and sometimes encouraged.
Yorozu’s big celebration proposal to Sukuna and banning of concubines was quite improper by Heian standards. Though it is in line with modern marriages. If Sukuna did not consume any Shinto wedding literature, he probably didn’t recognize that Gojo was dressed as a groom.
But did Gojo dress this way for Sukuna intentionally? The Toji fit served an entirely different purpose. It’s the robes and pre-fight ceremony that catch my attention. So I propose the following:
1) Gojo dressed up as a groom to die and be wed with his one and only Geto in death.
2) Gojo dressed up as a groom in part as an offering to Sukuna. And because Sukuna is from the Heian era it went over his head entirely.
3) Gojo intended for both of these things at the same time and left who he would end up with to fate.
Regardless of what Gojo was going for here, it’s a visual cue combined with the knowledge of it being Dec 24th that encourages the reader to perhaps consider the fight as something other than just a fight. A date perhaps? Kenjaku made the connection and neither Gojo or Sukuna really denied it. Gojo gave the weak excuse of a death anniversary confusion. But much weirder, given how hostile he was to Yorozu, Sukuna did not object to the romantic framing in any capacity.
Am I reaching? Is this reading intentional?
When I start getting this confused by how a translated work wants me to read it, I try to refer to the original language text and anyone who knows it for missing context. Sometimes localizations add things that weren’t there or push readers towards one interpretation. So for the rest of this analysis, I’m going to be focusing on the raws.
I’m going to be honest. My Japanese fudging sucks. I can barely read kanji and can’t reliably translate anything. Feel free to correct me if I got something wrong. That being said, with what little I do know, I have discovered something interesting.
In this post I talked about how weird Sukuna’s manner of speech is. I focused on his you pronoun usage of お前 (Omae) for everyone else and 貴様 (Kisama) for Gojo since this is a strong indicator of how a character views their relationship to someone.
Here's a summary of the two points I made in that post:
1) Omae is informal and either a casual thing amongst peers or indicates the speaker's higher status. Since Sukuna is arrogant, we can reasonably assume he's talking down to people.
2) Kisama historically was a formal show of respect, but in modern times it is a hostile insult, much more rude than Omae. Since Sukuna is 1,000 years old and hates Yuji (who he uses Omae with), we can reasonably assume Sukuna was being friendly to Gojo when he used Kisama.
With that pronoun usage in mind, while examining the raws for the infamous “You Cleared My Skies” speech I found this:
Kisama. Sukuna is very happy and lavishing Gojo with praise. The assumption it was formal from the start seems to be correct. It's hard to read this any other way.
Though Japanese can easily be dubious in its interpretation, there are instances where context can cut off all other readings. I truly believe this one of those cases.
Now, to confirm Sukuna is still only treating Gojo this way I started looking at his you pronouns as he got excited post-Gojo death. Maki is the person he seems to admire the most.
He’s still just using Omae. What does that mean? Gojo is in his own fudging category for Sukuna and he has been there since the start of the manga. (For more on why this is significant, refer to this post.)
Wow ok. That’s pretty intense! We’ve got Gojo dressed up as a groom on December 24th and Sukuna treating Gojo different from anyone else. I read their fight again under the lens of explicit courtship and focused in on these specific panels.
Satisfaction. Now that’s a word that can easily carry a sexual connotation. Love as well. The parallel syntax fascinated me in English. So I decided to look at the raws and see how close they are.
Pretty much the same except for "the one who will teach you love" and "the one satisfying him now". Since the one being satisfied is Gojo by Sukuna, it really seems we can assume the one being taught love is Gojo by Sukuna.
Time to learn some Japanese again!
Kanji has multiple readings. Most have at least two. The Onyomi (Chinese) reading typically used for nouns and the Kunyomi (Japanese) reading typically used for verbs. (This is not always the case but it’s the basics.)
That’s probably why 満 is read as まん (man) when Gojo and Geto are talking about “satisfaction” using the On version and み (mi), the Kun version, when the narrator is talking about who “satisfies” who.
However 満 on its own does not mean satisfaction. It means full. To be filled. Or fullness. 足 (zoku) is added as a modifier after 満 to be read as satisfaction 満足 (manzoku). 足 usually means feet, but it can also mean to be sufficient. Manzoku therefore has a direct translation of being sufficiently full. It’s not a surprise a lot of food places in Japan use Manzoku in their names or advertising.
But what’s this? Why is this sentence written as 満たして or Mi(tashite) instead of 満足して or Manzoku(shite)? The addition of Zoku is what transforms Man into "satisfying". Without the Zoku, it’s just "fill". The means this sentence can be read as “The one filling him up now is—”
We’ve already established that the blank is Sukuna. The new problem is that he’s filling Gojo up. And boy, does that sound homoerotic to put it lightly. But perhaps I am reaching.
So I did what any sane person would do in this situation. I read hentai.
Surely if the phrase 満たして (mitashite) can carry a sexual connotation I will find it in hentai.
...
I immediately found a yaoi doujin called Fill me with your Big Love aka おっきな愛で満たして (Okkina Ai de Mitashite). Honestly, I found too many doujins about creampies specifically. (You have internet access verify this yourself.) When you search Manzokushite the results are much more in line with life satisfaction than sexual satisfaction. ...So Gege decided to use the more frisky phrasing.
Manzoku is also the name of an active sex toy manufacturer (I’m not linking them use a search engine.) and a discontinued adult entertainment news company. So the satisfaction Gojo and Geto talk about, along with Geto using 妬 (ya), the jealous kanji often used between lovers, is definitely probably carrying a sexual connotation too.
So, I’m not reaching. What the fudge did Gege mean by this?
Now that we've established that I am NOT reaching. What do we do with this information?
Well, we ruminate on the fight with the knowledge that Sukuna, of his own volition, decided to get Gojo off, probably.
I have forgiven Nanami for calling Gojo a pervert. If I watched someone bust a nut after being cut in half by his sworn enemy instead of saving the country, I too would be like what the fudge.
Anyways, the typical phrase used for an orgasm in Japanese is 行く(iku). It translates as to go. And yes it can mean to die, as in going to the other side. To die and go to heaven if you will. Which is what Gojo did with a big old smile on his face.
There’s also the term 心天 (tokoroten). It refers to a dish were a semi-opaque white substance is pushed through holes to create noodles. Literal translation using the kanji for heart 心 (kokoro) and the kanji for heaven 天 (ten). (Don’t ask me why them being smack together turns the Koroko into Tokoro. I don’t know.) Which in slang refers to prostate orgasms. This has nothing to do with this analysis I wanted to drop this fun fact in here. …And this image of Sukuna clutching his heart while looking at someone he sent to heaven.
(This is a reach but the idea of this being an elaborate gay pun amuses me greatly.)
I have another fun slang term: 賢者タイム (kenjataimu) which directly translates to sage 賢者 (kenja) time タイム (taimu). This refers to post-nut clarity sending someone into a meditative-like state.
Oh that’s a bit familiar. Sukuna was giving sagely advice to Kashimo and reflecting on satisfaction and love.
And what’s this? Mitashite has made a reappearance! Sukuna is saying “I’ve never thought about needing another person to fill me up.” Which 1. further supports the 'The one satisfying/filling him (Gojo) now is—Sukuna.' reading and 2. suggests Sukuna is a top suggests Sukuna really doesn’t have sexual interest in people. (Since the context of this convo is relationships and love.)
By the way. Acts of eating in Japanese can be modified to carry sexual meanings. It’s a bit more suggestive than English, but it carries over pretty well I think? 肉食系 (nikusokukei) refers to someone who aggresively pursues romantic or sexual relationships. Composed of the kanji 肉 (niku) for meat, 食 (ta) for eating, and 系 (kei) class. If you noticed, 食 isn’t usually read as Soku. It becomes Soku when paired with Niku for some reason. (I don’t know why someone please help me.) Side by side the kanji 肉食 (nikusoku) means meat-eater.
食 is still interesting on it’s own. The 食べる (taberu) reading is normal eating. The 食う(kuu) reading is an innuendo. It can mean to devour someone, like a cannibal, or devour someone sexually.
Sukuna has made it very clear that his eating of people is literal. There’s no innuendo. In fact, if you read into it, he’ll kill you (rip Yorozu and Kashimo).
Gojo, however, appears to be his sole exception to this rule. When Sukuna tells Kashimo not to spoil his pleasure he uses the kanji 興 (kyou). This of course can be directly translated as pleasure, but the Chinese reading of it can also indicate intense excitement or sexual arousal.
Sukuna is pretty good at double-entendre wordplay if his earlier stunts with the kanji for Enchain doubling as Megumi Activities if read a different way is anything to go by. He's a fan of Chinese literature. It's not a stretch to assume there's more going on here.
And if notoriously homophobic Reddit dudebros are posting things like this. Maybe there's a lot more merit to this reading than I can currently grasp.
I’m still pretty convinced Sukuna is aroace. That of course doesn’t bar him from pursuing romantic or sexual relationships. Sometimes there’s the one exception. Sometimes the desire to be with and please an allo partner allows for engagement of activities they aren’t into. Sometimes the actions are pursued without the emotional attachment because they physically feel good. There’s also the gray-scale and demi labels to consider.
With that in mind, I want to emphasize this all points to how important Gojo is to Sukuna regardless of sexuality. He tried to engage with and understand Gojo on terms he won’t for anyone else. And he’s been pursuing this connection relentlessly since the start of manga.
Sukuna’s Negative Rizz
Ok I established that reading the Sukuna vs Gojo fight as unhinged courtship is supported by the text. That doesn’t really say anything about Sukuna sucking at it.
But, my dear reader, that in of itself is proof of his negative rizz. I had to sit down. Learn about Heian era and Shinto wedding rituals, learn more Japanese, splice seemingly unrelated manga panels together, read hentai, and know that Gege is into yaoi to come to this conclusion. I had to rip every little shred of characterization and context apart and rearrange it into something comprehensible.
You know who can’t do that? Gojo.
As far as Gojo is concerned, Sukuna hates him. Kisama is an extremely hostile you pronoun in modern times. And if Gojo can’t tell Shoko (his closest friend after Geto) is stressed over him being used like a meat puppet by her visibly falling back on her addiction, he’s going to default to the assumption Sukuna hates him just as much as everyone else.
And Gojo does just that. He assumes he failed to reach Sukuna. Despite how often they did hand to hand combat and weaponized their knowledge of each other, Gojo believes they never had proper conversation through fighting. He dies not understanding Sukuna, convinced the other was not trying to communicate with him at all.
And if you recall, all of this fight occurred while Sukuna was wearing Megumi’s face. That boy is pretty much Gojo’s adopted child. From my experience, most single parents do not go looking for clones of their kids as partners.
If someone wore the skin of my family member I would assume they were trying to torment me. And torment Gojo Sukuna does. He draws attention to Megumi’s soul being used as collateral and attacks him with the 10 Shadows. We as the audience know this is all for the sake of getting past Infinity using his Shrine. Gojo doesn’t know that. He’s fighting an evil dude who is puppeting the body of his son for god knows what reason.
Seriously, Sukuna sucks at communicating intent.
In Part 3 of my examination of Sukuna’s loneliness, I said Dismantle is a tool Sukuna uses to understand. And that him upgrading it by making Gojo the center of his world was indicative of his desire to reach him. I also said his refusal to use it on Yorozu was him expressing how little interest he had in her.
Yorozu is pissed by this. She sees it as Sukuna rejecting her and I don’t think she’s wrong. Sukuna saved his special Cursed Technique (CT) for Gojo while turning Yorozu down. If we’re considering all the wedding imagery and references that started with Yorozu, I’m certainly allowed to read that as him saving himself for Gojo. (Think of how he lied to Gojo about being the first one he killed.)
There’s also the fact that Yorozu saw their battle as an expression love and lust—that the usage of CT is a type of foreplay under certain circumstances since it is an extension of the self. Combine that with the established premise that fighting is a type of a communication thanks to Maki vs Sumo Guy and you can start to see the courtship logic behind Sukuna’s treatment of Gojo.
If we are to read “The one who will teach you love is…Sukuna” there’s another adorable caveat. Yorozu uses the you pronoun あなた (Anata) for Sukuna.
It’s an informal you pronoun used by people learning Japanese. Native speakers try to avoid using it as it can come across as rude. But in the context of love? This is colloquially called the wife pronoun as its often used by a wife to her husband.
If you wanted to localize its usage in the way Yorozu means it, Anata might become “you, dear”. So here we have Sukuna dressed in white, like a bride to Gojo’s groom, thinking of him as Anata.
The problem is, Gojo doesn’t know that. Sukuna never bothered to open his mouth and say this was an act of love. Sure he told Kashimo in the most roundabout way possible, but Gojo was the one who needed to hear that. If a courtship is going to be this diabolically complicated, there has to be clear hints for the other party. JJK is not Umineko where there’s a witch that can revive the dead over and over until the idiot finally understands this was all for them.
Gojo also doesn’t have access to the kanji Sukuna uses to describe certain techinques or words. He hears the phonetics and runs with whatever best fits the context. This means there’s no way for him to catch the double-meaning unless he’s a certain type of lingust, which he is not. His manner of speech and personal interests don’t line up with the flowery language of the Heian Era. The types of written works Gojo is into are historical war politics from the Sengoku period (known for violence more than the fine arts), Shonen manga, and physics/math.

And what's this? According to CFYOW (the canon light novels): JJK Thorny Road at Dawn, Chapter 3 Asakusabashi Elegy, Gojo doesn't even like ancient poetry. You know, the thing Sukuna enjoys and tries to communicate with.

The Kokin Wakashu Gojo off-handedly disparages is a compilation of Hiean Era poetry known as Waka. This was the primary means of communication amongst the noble class and spiritual leaders at the time. And the thing is, this poetry is supposed to be read into. Down to the quality of stroke and paper, not just the kanji written. Especially for courtship.
It’s not that Gojo is stupid. He just doesn’t specialize in the studies that would give him a more critical ear to Sukuna's words. And Sukuna doesn’t seem to understand that no one in the modern era communicates like this anymore.
If you didn’t know, this is why Japanese characters introduce themselves they often describe what kanji their name is spelled with. Take for example: Satoru. He uses the kanji 悟 meaning enlightenment. This kanji can be read as Go instead of Satoru. Additionally, the name Satoru can be written in kanji as 聡 for smart, 智 for wisdom, 知 for knowledge, 了 for understanding, 哲 for philosophy, 聖 for virtuous, or 暁 for daybreak. That’s 8 different kanji possible if you hear the name Satoru.
This is why Sukuna’s wordplay for everything else can be easily missed by other characters. They hear the words and cannot read the kanji like us. Context decides what Sukuna means for them. And since Sukuna’s context for most is violence and insults, it’s very hard for them to think about his words in any other way.
And boy howdy does Gojo miss it. Sukuna straight up calls him his husband and it took me several rereads to catch it. While mocking Gojo for being unable to open his domain, Sukuna calls him "painfully ordinary". This is localized from the word 凡夫 (bonpu) which can also be translated as unenlightened. (A layered insult! Sukuna is pretty much saying Gojo's sorcery is so boring he shouldn't even call himself the Honored One.)
The thing is...Bonpu is comprised of the 2 kanji 凡 for mediocre, and 夫 for husband. (Please note that there are many other ways to call Gojo a ditz without using the kanji for husband.) And an update from the Replies: Turns out there's layers to the gayness too.
It's come full fudging circle. Gojo came dressed as a groom for a wedding and Sukuna thinks they're already married. The miscommunication is off the rails.
But wait! There's more...
Earlier I mentioned that the kanji for Enchain doubles as Megumi Activities. Let's break that down more. (Unfortunately the Twitter account of the person I referenced may or may not be nuked so here's this screenshot I've doctored.)
So we have the translation of Enchain from 契闊 (Keikatsu), which might be better localized as Separation.
This term comes from a Chinese poem about lovers who are husband and wife in The Book of Odes, Section I (Lessons from the States), Chapter 3 (The Odes of Bei), Poem 31 (Banging the Drum). (Here's a link to the full poem and context of it.)
In summary, it’s about a soldier who is on the brink of death, having lost nearly everything after being abandoned by those in power, lamenting the happiest days of his life with his love are ones he can never get back. (Hey that sounds just like what Sukuna did to Yuji!)
Keikatsu specifically comes from this passage:
“Our vow is beyond death and life”, I and you are together I always remembered. I will hold your hand, And together we grow old.
Too pitiful we are faraway apart, The distance separates us to meet again! Too miserable this takes forever, And it does not let us fulfill our vow!
Keikatsu is used to exemplify how the physical distance between the husband and wife prevents them from fulfilling their wedding vows. And that's just what Keikatsu/Enchain does to Yuji and Megumi, it causes painful separation neither of them wanted.
Keikatsu also tells Yuji exactly how Sukuna plans to do it. ���(kei)闊(katsu) can be written as 恵(kei)活(katsu). The kanji 恵 can be read as Kei or...Megumi. (It's the literal kanji used for his name.) The kanji 活 (katsu) can mean "activities", which is how we get Enchain=Megumi Activities.
A two for one special! Sukuna mocks Yuji for being so close with Megumi while telling him exactly how he's going to destroy their relationship.
It seems this has nothing to do with Gojo until you consider the 3rd possible reading from wordplay with 契闊 (Keikatsu). The kanji 契 when read as Kei refers to a promise, pledge or vow. When 契 read as Chigi? It can refer to sexual intercourse, especially between husband and wife.
So we have 契闊(keikatsu, separation), 恵(kei Megumi)活(katsu, activities), and 契(kei chigi, spousal sex)活(katsu, activities). It's no wonder he erased Yuji's memory of it.
Keep in mind, that when Sukuna uses Keikatsu, the only vow that he has made at this point is his promise to kill Gojo. He eventually does that using Megumi's body during a fight framed between groom and bride. And for reasons beyond their control, Sukuna and Gojo have been unable to fulfill that vow through lengthy separation.
Notes from poem "Banging the Drum" Sukuna references include the following:
"And during the operation, he lost his horse, which was a desperate situation (horses in ancient time carried soldier supply and weapons, are life companion for soldiers in advance or retreat), he lost his horse, his supply, maybe his armor and weapons, and the road he was facing that we may lose his life so he may never go back. In all these mess, he started searching, and somehow at this hopeless moment he started to revisit his happiest moment, when he together vowed in marriage ceremony with his wife, and he was even afraid that he might never see his love again."
"And His last statement for his true value is his home, his love, his fulfillment of his vow is his true duty. Hero's duty is to pursue love."
In Buddhism, which JJK is heavily influenced by, horses are a pretty big deal. Horses can represent the path to enlightenment, especially since The Buddha's horse is what takes him on this journey away from his wife and children. They separate in the end though, the horse dying of a broken heart.
Remember how Sukuna called Gojo unenlightened? He sort of guided Gojo to enlightenment using Mahoraga, whose Eight-Handed title is a reference to the Eightfold Path to be followed for enlightenment. Buddhist enlightenment is centered around liberation from suffering. (Just check the wiki entry to verify this.) Infinity was the source of Gojo's suffering and Sukuna cut right through it.
Sukuna has been running around with a broken heart for a good chunk of the post-Gojo fight. And if you take that into consideration with this poem and all the other symbolism, he's somehow a Buddha, a Bodhisattva, the dying husband, the widowed wife, and the heartbroken horse all at the same time. Not unlike his wordplay taking on every possible meaning at once.
But my point here is that Sukuna might’ve seen his fight with Gojo as consummation of their marriage. (There's probably a joke in here about the husband reaching climax while leaving his wife unsatisfied.) Remember in the wise words of Itagaki Keisuke, "Fighting and sex are exactly the same!"
In Conclusion?
This is possibly one of the most bizarre and elaborate expressions of love I have lost my mind over. Sukuna gave everything Gojo ever wanted from Jujutsu violently. He did it in such an unpleasant and cruel way that the target of his affection thought there was nothing between them. Sukuna also hid his intent under social norms that no longer exist. Unless Gojo happened to be into ancient literature, there was never a scenario where he would catch onto this. Sukuna's failure is critical on multiple levels.
It’s impressive. It really is. No one knows how Sukuna’s strange little brain works so he’s stuck being loner without anyone that fully understands him. (I’m still thinking about how Uraume didn’t know Sukuna was a twin for over 1,000 years.) He’d have to let people in and tell him outright, but he’s just like Gojo so I guess that’s never happening.
#cactus yaps#I need to have my weeaboo license revoked.#How on earth did I miss this?#GEGE WHAT DID YOU MEAN BY THIS.#Hi yes I will dress as a traditional groom on Dec 24th the most romantic day in Japan after someone else called the arrangement a date.#Is this even subtext at this point?#Why can’t these men use their got danged words instead of Umineko levels of psychological warfare.#Sukuna: ''Gojo is clearly driven by lust. How do I have s*x with him without actually having s*x?#Fighting and death are basically the same thing as s*x so I’ll do that and hopefully he sees that I love him.''#Gojo to Geto: ''Sukuna gave me the best *rgasm I've had in years. I think he hates me.''#Geto: ''Huh.''#Absolutely fascinated by girlfailures Sukuna and Geto horribly fumbling Gojo in completely different ways.#I want them to fight over him in the most passive aggressive way possible.#Gojo was meant to be a romcom harem protagonist.#Though Sukuna should be way more ok with poly given Heian rules on relationships.#But you know Geto was also ok that someone else was able to make Gojo feel good.#I like that prioritization of his pleasure. Even if it came a little too late.#Much to think about.#Consider this my Sukugo manifesto part 2.#Update 8/14/24: One of these days I'm just going to have to make a new post.#Update Cont: Sukuna calling Gojo his mid unenlightened husband wife spouse all at once using two kanji is truly insane.#Update 8/19/2024: All according to Keikatsu.#sukugo#ryomen sukuna#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers#jujutsu kaisen#lemons
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Hey guys it’s bandit I still draw
Here’s my stupidest jrwi riptide doodles
Little spoilers ofc…
#bandit's doodles#jrwi riptide#jrwi fanart#jrwi gillion#jrwi chip#jrwi jay#<-wooaahh those aren’t the usual tags what on earth#the waffle duo tags are haunting me#but these guys are so stupid#I hate the albatrio! I hate them!!#they’re so easy to draw stupid shit with#I miss them so much#(I am in the middle of a rewatch)#I need more content of them#(I can draw them doing whatever I want)#I realize how insane this must look to someone who’s never seen riptide#but honestly I’m happy so call me whatever you want#preferably bandit though#pixel art pens do something to me#like I can’t draw something normal with it#it’s always some stupid doodle that makes me laugh and it’s never EVER that funny#it’s just so out of pocket that it makes me go ‘heehee that’s silly I did that’
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Was Apple Stock a Smart Buy in Late 2023? AI Analysis Reveals
What if you could travel back to December 2023 and know with certainty whether Apple stock was a winning investment? Thanks to OpenAI's groundbreaking financial agent, we've done the next best thing. Was Apple Stock a Smart Buy in Late 2023? AI Analysis Reveals not just the answer, but the complete blueprint for how artificial intelligence can outsmart traditional market analysis. In this exclusive breakdown, we're pulling back the curtain on the AI engine that's changing finance forever. You'll see the raw agent output. You'll discover how shockingly affordable this powerful tool is to run. You'll learn step by step how to customize it with your own SEC filings or proprietary datasets. This isn't just another stock analysis – it's your masterclass in deploying cutting edge AI for market crushing insights. The future of investing is here, and it's powered by code.
Setting Up the AI Financial Agent
Was Apple Stock a Smart Buy in Late 2023? AI Analysis Reveals the answer—but first, let’s set up the experiment. I used OpenAI’s financial analysis agent. It was installed on a $6 DigitalOcean VPS. This setup proved to be a cost-effective choice for running such intensive tasks. After setting up Python 3.11 and the required packages (including rich and the invaluable openai-agent, I loaded my OpenAI API key, which is critical for accessing the powerful analytical capabilities of the agent. The goal? Make the agent thoroughly analyze Apple’s 2023 10-K report. The focus was on key financial metrics, trends, and management insights. These show future performance. But first, I needed to upload the document to OpenAI’s system. I ensured the format was compatible. The data had to be fully accessible for a comprehensive analysis. This step set the stage for the insights to follow.
Uploading Apple’s 10-K to OpenAI’s Brain
To teach the AI about Apple’s finances, I wrote a Python script (pdfToVectorStore_openai.py) that uploaded the 10-K PDF to OpenAI’s vector store. This converted the document into searchable data. Once uploaded, I grabbed the vector store ID (starting with vs_) and plugged it into the search_agent.py file. Now, the agent had Apple’s real financial data at its fingertips.
Running the AI Stock Analysis
Was Apple Stock a Smart Buy in Late 2023? AI Analysis Reveals the answer—but how? I ran the agent with the command python3 -m examples.financial_research_agent.main and entered my question - Was Apple stock worth buying at the end of 2023? . The agent used four specialized modules: FinancialPlannerAgent, SearchAgent, FinancialWriterAgent, and VerificationAgent. It analyzed fundamentals, risks, and even did web searches before giving a final verdict.
AI-Powered Deep Dive - Was Apple Stock a Smart Buy at the End of 2023?
At the end of 2023, Apple stock demonstrated robust financial performance, driven largely by strong iPhone sales and significant growth in its service sector. However, elevated valuations, strategic manufacturing shifts, and several notable risks posed challenges to prospective investors.
Executive Summary
At the close of 2023, Apple showed solid financial health, bolstered primarily by a thriving services segment and consistent demand for the iPhone. Despite revenue declines and mixed performance across product categories, the company maintained a $3 trillion market capitalization. However, investor caution was advised due to high valuation metrics and potential risks related to competitive market pressures, regulatory scrutiny, and supply chain vulnerabilities.
Financial Performance Overview
During fiscal year 2023, Apple's overall revenue slightly decreased to $383.3 billion from previous year's $394.3 billion. Nonetheless, Apple's services revenue achieved all-time highs, reaching $85.2 billion and highlighting the company's successful shift towards service-driven revenue streams. The Q4 earnings call indicated substantial resilience in Apple's operations amidst macroeconomic headwinds, revealing particularly strong iPhone sales growth, record-setting in emerging markets, and advancements in environmental sustainability.
Valuation Metrics and Analyst Ratings
Apple concluded 2023 with several elevated valuation indicators—its P/E ratio was significantly higher than the market average at 30.0, while the elevated P/B and PEG ratios signaled that investors expected substantial future growth. Analysts appeared optimistic, reflected through increased price targets—from $220 (Needham & Company LLC and Morgan Stanley) to $250 (Wedbush)—maintaining a largely positive outlook despite noted revenue slowdowns. The consensus rating was a "Moderate Buy," indicating investor confidence tempered by existing valuation concerns.
Emerging Challenges and Risks
Despite solid financials, several substantial risks existed. These included competitive pressures from major rivals such as Samsung and Google, regulatory risks highlighted by U.S. antitrust actions, and significant supply chain vulnerabilities exacerbated by geopolitical concerns and production shifts. Apple continued to diversify its manufacturing outside China, aiming to reduce risks associated with geopolitical instability and regional conflicts, notably the sourcing controversy in the Democratic Republic of Congo.
Strategic Sector and Industry Dynamics
The broader technology sector recovered significantly in 2023 due to expanded investments in Artificial Intelligence, which many tech giants, including Apple, leveraged substantially. Meanwhile, ongoing legal and competitive challenges painted a complex landscape for Apple's operations.
Conclusion
Given the mixed financial metrics and numerous underlying risks, Apple's stock at the end of 2023 remained a potentially rewarding yet cautious investment. The company's strong market standing and innovation capability provided a robust investment thesis, while valuation concerns and substantial external threats mandated careful investor consideration and thorough risk assessment.
Recommendations and Follow-Up Questions
Was the high valuation justified by Apple's growth outlook post-2023?
What strategic steps did Apple take in early 2024 to address identified risks and maintain market leadership?
How sustainable were the growth rates observed in Apple's services segment?
The Shocking Cost of AI-Powered Investing
The best part? This powerful analysis cost just $1.06. The agent made 28 OpenAI's Chat completion api calls. It used 50,862 input tokens. Additionally, it ran 4 web searches and 9 file searches. For less than a coffee, I got a professional-grade stock analysis. Imagine running this weekly for multiple stocks—AI makes elite research affordable for everyone.
Try It Yourself—No Finance Degree Needed
Want to test this yourself? I have shared the GitHub scripts above so you can upload your own SEC filings. Swap Apple’s 10-K for NVIDIA, Tesla, or any stock. Change the question. The AI adapts. Was Apple Stock a Smart Buy in Late 2023? AI Analysis Reveals the power of automation. The future of investing isn’t Wall Street—it’s code, data, and a few smart scripts.
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for the black folk and those who read that fine print real hard….
Kendrick was for us.
ussssss.
#Super Bowl#kendrick lamar#truthertalks#oh my god#i swear I was ascending#my ancestors#I felt the earth shake when they started dancing#How did some of y’all miss Uncle Sam#American Flag all black men#Right time wrong guy?#Too ghetto?#Jailhouse floor?#Car significance?#Take one life?#Sam telling him to chill to stop to calm down#For Kendrick to keep doing what he’s doing anyway#Stay outta my house#black history month is givinnnng#GAME OVER AHAHAHAHA
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you needed to see this OKAY BYYYYYYE

#APRYL HOW ON GOD'S GREEN EARTH DID I MISS THIS#i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me#i'm sure it's what jeon jungkook the people's princess would want#i'm cackling and i love you MWAH#aprylynn#💜💜💜#ask#rip diana you would've loved seven (feat. latto) (david guetta remix - extended)
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I watched Transformers One last night, and now that I've let it sink in over night I have some WORDS (In a positive way, this movie SLAPPED and I just wanna ramble haha)
I'll just be going over the main 4 however!
So Spoilers under the cut!!!
Okay straight off the bat I wanna preface that I'm not the most knowledgeable about the TF franchise, I'm more of a casual fan. I've seen some of the Bay movies, Bumblebee 2018, and a little of bit of a few of the TV shows. (I'm starting to read the IDW comics, but I'm not far)
So as a casual fan of the franchise this movie was EVERYTHING.
It's just so... refreshing to have a simple "friends to enemies" story line that doesn't try to get complicated. You can tell that the people working on the movie really fucking loved the franchise, and that they took the time to refine the movie.
Megatrons origin story is very believable and well paced, at time's I went "YEAH BEAT HIS ASS D" outloud. OOOOO AND HIS OPTICS CHANGING COLOURS SLOWLY IS AWESOME!!! I can't remember the exact scene (I have horrible memory) but there's this one frame of Orion standing up after being pushed away, and you can see D-16 standing up in the background behind him... and he's just covered in shadows, his optics are a muddy orange. No longer the bright yellow like they were in the beginning and UGG THAT WAS GREAT!!
Chris Hemsworth was actually really well cast as a young Optimus. I don't think he would suit a more war-torn and older Optimus Prime, however as Orion Pax I think he hit the nail on the head. He sounded young, hopeful and full of curiosity that it makes the broken friendship between D-16 and Orion Pax more impactful.
They spent the whole movie being at each other's backs, even when you can tell D was getting sick of his shit, they loved each other. D saying "I won't ever follow another leader" oof- and with his "the only person I can trust is-" being cut off short is GREAT foreshadowing.
At that point in the story I don't even know if he would have said Orion, or himself. Their bond is straining, tensions are rising high and they have hit a split road.
Elita I think, while not being as stand out as the other two, was pretty great in the movie as well. She had a more low-key character Arc, going from a stick in the mud looking for her next promotion, loosing it all because of Orion saving another bot (Jazz!!!!), being mad at him and willing to do anything to get back up the rank, having her whole world fall... and then finding hope within the last bot she would ever thought she would.
She is a figure head, someone who leads and gives commands, yet is bound and confined by rules and her superiors. I don't think she was every truly happy, but seeing Orion try his hardest and never loosing the spark of hope and bullheadedness inside him inspired her.
I believe that scene of her giving back the map to Orion was the first sign or her beginning to trust him, in addition to her not taking back the map later on.
OKAY NOW... BUMBLEBEE... well B-127 BUT MY LITTLE BEE!!
Oh you poor bastard, look at you! You're not mentally well honey, and the war has JUST started!!!! I really liked him in this film and I will defend him to the end.
Was he a little annoying? Yes. BUT it fits and it works. He's been alone for Prime knows how long, he's desperate for friends and companionship that he can't shut up now that finally, finally he has someone else to talk with.
I liked his jokes throughout the film, sure others can find it annoying (god knows the D, Elita and Orion kinda did) but underneath all of that is just a profound sadness.
You can see this when D-12 is standing up to Sentinel, he tells D to stand down, to kneel. Because he's afraid, he's afraid he's gonna watch as one of the first friends he's ever made be killed right in front of him.
He's also not as dense as other's think he is. He may be optimistic, loud and ever the chatter box who lacks the social ques of someone who's been alone for far to long, but he knows when to calm down. He was quiet when they found the bodies of the Primes, he was the one who had the Energon cube to give to Alpha Trion and he did that in a quiet and careful way cuz he knew that this was serious.
He doesn't crack a joke when they see the demise of the Primes and Sentinel's betrayal cuz he's also as shocked as the others. He's NOT an airhead, he's many things in this movie, but he isn't dumb. (also without him, legit nothing the movie was even possible, cuz he was the one who saved the SOS message of Alpha Trion and he was the one with the Energon cube... I'm just saying-)
Anyways, this was a great movie! If you haven't seen it (just spoiled urself mate lol) then please go watch it in the theaters if you are able to. It would be such a shame if this were to "flop" and we never got to see a sequel to this time line.
more thoughts in the tags cuz this has gone on long enough!
#transformers#transformers one#transformers one spoiler#transformers one spoilers#tf one spoilers#tf one#You know what would be fucked up?#If in the sequel Megatron took out Bees voice like he did in TFP#like I know people are sick of B being mute#however#having this backstory#of him knowing who Megatron once was#and then being held by the neck as his voice box is ripped out by one of the first bots he ever thought of as a friend???#this would be a great way to nail in that Megatron can't be saved#or that yeah#your friend is gone Optimus#he took away your friends voice just like Sentinel took away your cogs#he's not D anymore#although I would like for him to loose his voice atleast halfway#I want to see the aftermath of him loosing his voice#I want to see everyone around him missing his voice#being guilty of all the times they've told him to shut up#ugggg pleaseeee#like maybe in the next one he get's it back#when he goes to earth#or maybe he get's a new one or he finds a new way to communicate#like like!#imagine him being able to change his paint colour as a means of communication#like how bees make “waves” when threatened#look it up its awesome
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this is so dumb, but I was just writing out the character list for my ouaw princess and the frog AU and i was looking at it like, hmm i think im missing someone, oh well probably just a side character like the frog hunter- nope their there. Who could it be? IT FUCKING TORBEK!!! I STARED AT THIS LIST FOR FIVE MINUTES TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO I MISSED!!! HES FUCKING LAWRENCE HOW DID I FORGET HIM?!? HE PLAYS A VERY CRUCIAL ROLE IN THE STORY
#God damnit#I'm sorry Torbek#par for the course though#Seriously though hes one of the main characters of this story#How on earth did I miss him?#ouaw#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#torbek ouaw#torbek
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I was rewatching The Box and only just now realised green sparks are coming off of Orange in the Electric Eel scene


#ava#the second coming#alan becker#animation vs animator#how on earth did I not see that before#I’ve probably missed someone pointing this out at some point#or I’m just blind
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hope everyone who got a creator subscription notif from me today realizes something deeply unwell and bizarre happened to me in march
#rempe/bedard....just as we all suspected.....#figured out my sharks library au. mario has my old job. pickles has my colleagues job. tytoff is the hot new youth librarian that#mario falls in love with#mack and will are juvenile offenders doing community service#ekky is a library page who cares just enough to do his job but not enough to do it well#klim is a circulation guy who falls in love with everyone#tydel is the other circulation guy who everyone falls in love with#collin and jackt are also library pages but they dont do shit. luca is the college student intern who takes it way too seriously#shak is a volunteer that they mostly make model for all the social media posts due to him being beautiful#wenny is the head of circulation and he's TIRED of his circulation guys that are either in love or beloved#as befitting a real library it is a deeply lopsided branch that is somehow both over and understaffed#warso in the background being the worst manager on planet earth. but we dont talk about him#asky obviously the regular that klim falls in love with OBVIOUSLY#HUGE debate about the ethics of falling in love with a patron. concluding with a message i saw on ala think tank once where a#librarian was like yeah one of my storytime dads asked me to marry him and i said yes :) and the thread was like 95 replies deep#ala think tank....best/worst facebook group i've ever been. librarians will invent discourse no one on planet earth can conceive of#storytime underground was worse somehow but ala think tank was so broad in the amount of insane bullshit they covered on a daily#basis that i'm sure it contributed to my burnout#i remember this one really really annoying member made a post about how they were checking themselves into an inpatient program#and everyone was just like. congratulations. maybe this will make you less obnoxious#librarians can be very kind to be patrons and generally do try to be. but will be RUTHLESS with each other#and why is that? bc we are all mentally ill and our jobs are hell#and i MISS it#anyway pickles is my colleague who had dementia that management could not figure out how to force her to retire#but like less tragic ending than what happened to my colleague WHY DID THE TEMPERATURE JUST DROP LIKE 10 DEGREES IN THIS TRAIN#god i'm gonna get a soda. this is horrendous#anyway. don't work for libraries but also don't not work for libraries#fresno oilers.txt
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sometimes I make a post and then have to save it to drafts so I can gauge if it’s too shallow/flippant for me to share with the general public.
#I love sharing all my true thoughts akskkskdjd#but a lot of my true thoughts are shallow! and flippant! and mean!#I have one on a former crush that I’m just ‘does this need to be said Maria DOES IT’#it probably doesn’t#as you can imagine this quality is both a strength and a huge liability in my work as a high school teacher#this is how my students tracked down my former college crush#because I accidentally gave them too much information because I simply love telling funny personal stories#wlldkkkekekekekkekekeke#(don’t worry nothing happened except the kids being like ‘Miss K. you have to shoot your shot!!!!!!!!’#the thing is. I HAD FORGOTTEN HIS LAST NAME#which is why I THOUGHT I WAS SAFE#but their little stalker minds triangulated the information available to them#and they found him#ugh it is for real such a flying too close to the sun trait of mine#because there is literally nothing I love more on this earth than making a lofty profound point and then immediately illustrating it#with something kind of mundane and ridiculous from the pantry closet of things that have happened to me#so I was SPEAKING ON LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT#and suddenly we were talking about Tyler from Italian 101#<<<<> SEE I DID IT AGAIN#but the personal details are what make it both fun and funny#anyway I’m just rambling#but sometimes I am like ‘there are too many strangers reading this blog you HAVE to get it together’
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I’m back yall, lets close out season six
AHHHHHH
spirit world stuff
I knew something was off but i didn’t think THAT
so bros bees gone THE ENTIRE SHOW
like FOUR OR FIVE SEASONS DAFUQ
HES BEEN DEAD THE ENIRE SHOW
I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THAT
well, hell you got all those doubles you may as well just re-download him onto one of themm 
Things aren’t even looking good at the castle
So uh the real Shiro is like suuuuuper dead
OH LETS GO THEYVE GOT A PLAN
i’m actually going to beat the ever loving Christ out of Lotor 
I don’t know what Voltron character I am like, but I truly hope that one say I can be like Coran
a true icon
NAHHHHH
You guys are no longer on the same side
you guys are most definitely enemies now
Lotor, dude kissing at her feet is NOT going to make her take you back
She will not go back to you bro and you are NOT taking this breakup well
Also, totally unrelated
WHAT THE HECK IS ROMELLE’S HAIRSTYLE??
I got a good look at it and it’s like a braid crown that turns into two pigtails?
so Lotor to you don’t seem that peaceful and you just said you were gonna wipe out your entire race along with the three girls who’ve been there for you like every moment
😦 I had to cut out an entire part because I accidentally did talk to text and it was just a string of different obscenities 
WHAT THEN HECK HE MADE AN EVIL VOLTRON
So Lotor’s eyes are looking a little crazy, has he seen a doctor cause he really needs to see a doctor maybe like a mental health professional
Poor Keith, ah poor Keith you got this man you got this I believe in you man you can do this 
I think what he needs is like a good hug and maybe a beach day episode but he definitely needs a hug
YOU GOT THIS MAN YOU GOT THIS
HE GOT THE WINGS YOU GUYS
is this how parents feel when you’re proud because if it is then this is really sad for me because all I’m doing is watching a TV show but it’s one good TV show. Oh hell yeah Keith you got this. 
AH YEAH YOU GUYS FORM VOLTRON YEAHHHHH
Defender of All Universes
yeah you guys are
oh my God this fight is so hype
Oh, let’s go
Their fights are always good with this one is legit awesome
And like seeing how well they work together now compared to how they did in the earlier seasons,
it’s amazing to see how far the characters have come as a team
It’s good that we can see how they’ve developed with their characters relationships along with how they fight
OK THAT IS SO NOT FAIR
That’s like totally cheating
Ok, he’s got to rake a dang chill pill or something like take a deep breath I’m so for real
how is this toad still alive? He should be dead 100 times over
OH LETS GOOOO
We got Voltron on steroids
OH you tell him guys you tell him
Oh shoot Lotor is gonna lose it for real now
It’s not that she fears using it, she just knows when it stop something you should probably learn.
OH MY GOSH, is she going to kung fu panda three him?
It’s ok Allura bad people can teach you how to do good things and it doesn’t make those things you learned bad it just means that you’ve learned something
oh my gosh he messed up universe like real bad
A supermassive black hole you say?
I apologize
oh dang, they gotta destroy the castle ship
Oh, this is so sad I never realized how beautiful the castle looked. 
KALTANECKER
Don’t make me get all upset over a castle ship
because I will
Oh and what a stunning exit it has
It turned the entire castle into a singular diamond?
that’s crazy actually
Oh shoot, is she gonna like transfer his soul or something that’s crazy work
Is that way Shiro’s hair turns fully white? I honestly didn’t remember anything past like the first few episodes of this season.
WELL SHIRO’S BACK EVERYBODY LETS GOOOOO
oh shoot, are they going back to earth oh, let’s go!!!!!
#oh I love it when they have plans#it feels so hype and I’m like ooooooh they got this in the bag#Then the plan goes miserably and then they fix it even better than they tried to#would it be sad to say that I almost cried when they had to destroy the ship?#Because I almost cried when they destroyed the ship#cause I remembered all of the memories that the characters had inside of the ship#and how important it was to some of the characters it just made me really sad#oh I can’t wait to see everybody back on earth#Yeah#Thats it for today cause while I would love to ry and speedrun two more seasons#I totally just did that today and this will be like the nth time Ive stayed up past midnight in a row and i desperately need sleep#lance mcclain#keith kogane#pidge gunderson#hunk garrett#takashi shirogane#allura#coran#voltron legendary defender#voltron#vld#oh how I will miss this shwhe. it leaves
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been on a green day kick so now it's everybody else's problem
lyrics from "american idiot" by green day
also on ao3 here.
#i had a free hour at work today bc my boss is having a personal crisis and i decided to spend it doing this#stevetony edit#graphic design#steve rogers edit#tony stark edit#i had this idea for a while just needed to put it together#it took VERY little time bc the design is so simple#making that one cap_panda catalogue really trained me to churn out this shiz QUICK#just dont look at the edges yanno#im sure ill come back to this in a few days and be like HOW on gods HOLY earth did i miss x y and z but for now those letters mean nothing#hallelujah
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2014 vs 2024 Neptune
2014 is far more intimidating originally, until he slowly became what is the 2024 version today. Regardless, both are just pretty insecure of themselves and have their own ways to cope!
2014 prefers to stay distant by being tough and scary, 2024 tries to be more intimidating but is just really a soft shy boy who prefers to be left alone.
#art#solar system gijinka#space gijinka#personification#neptune#kaiousei#then and now#planets#eventually the personality of 2014 is passed down to jupiter mostly. and maybe some other ocs#also 2024 is easier to draw. i never really understood how to draw him back then as i just did whatever#i do like the old neptune and i miss him! but i feel the soft boy neptune is necessary as a whole for the main cast#earth needs a fellow soft boy to balance it all out. mercury isn't really all that soft and neither is mars#they're kinda selectively soft#tag commentary
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One thing I may have missed a bigger explanation for in Fallout New Vegas- where is everyone getting their clothes?
It started out with getting the Merc Charmer outfit and my immediate reaction being ‘Where are they finding intact fishnet stockings in the wasteland?’ But I keep thinking about it.
Like the NCR, Leigon, and several places on the strip have pristine clothes, but we never come across a clothing shop? Some of the people you can buy things from will have clothes, but nothing you imagine is new or the focus of any one business.
Of all the things to prioritize while rebuilding some kind of a society, was recreating the art of textiles really not seen as a big deal? Am I to really believe the ‘middle class’ to poor npcs are straight up wearing only pre-war clothes?
#I only played new vegas so for all I know I missed an explanation there or elsewhere#Brian David Gilbert wants to know why music somehow didn’t change I want to know how on earth Fashion and production of clothes didn’t#development like they did in literally every society in ever era of man kind#my home ec teacher would be so surprised I’m the one that’s bothered by this
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If I have another week like this one I’m going to run away and go to nail tech school I am so serious
#one of my friends dropped off the face of the earth for like 3 weeks and i finally caught up to the fact that time had passed#(i live like a vampire and all the days blend into one) and was like ‘hey are you fucking good? i mean i assume so because your mom hasn’t#reported you missing but liiike you didn’t heart react to my video of benji being cute. where are you??’#and she was like ‘oh sorry about that i’ve been at phlebotomy school and i’m hella tired lol’#miss ma’am you dual majored in psychology and social work. where did you get phlebotomy out of that#i get it though. i kind of want to retrain#so i looked at hair and beauty but they charge a hell of a lot if you’re not a school leaver#but i found an in-person nail tech course for ~£400 near me and it would take about a week to do the whole thing#commuting every day is probably too much but private hostel rooms are only like £10 a night#if i get asked to proofread one more dry 5000 word history essay i’m defecting to cosmetology and i’m not kidding#i don’t know yet how i would facilitate my business. maybe i could rent salon premises?#lowkey i also don’t think i have the temperament for working in a salon#but i do have a yorkshire accent which tends to dupe people into thinking i’m a little dumb and then they tell me things. so#personal
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Last night before going to bed I had three important thoughts that made me think I should jot them down. But then I thought no, how could I forget these. I won’t.
Picture me, the next day, unable to remember the even the general topic of the thoughts.
#was it about relationship? I think it was able the universe. actually wait as I’m writing it’s coming back to me….#I think it was about the universe#if we’re made of ingredients found in the universe than we can learn about the universe by learning about ourselves#been thinking about the concept of grief and how/why we developed that#like I get it—evolution#but why is grief an ingredient of the universe to begin with#also sometimes when I’m having a panic attack I like to imagine myself on plant earth with a voice over saying something like#the female human is having an anxiety attack#oh I just remembered another thought—it was about the black out curtains I have in my room#that I only got after grieving the end of a relationship where my ex used to beg me to get blackout curtains#and I never did#until we broke up#but separately I was having a convo w a friend who said he gets up with the sun#and my sleep schedule is fucked so maybe I would still be getting up with the sun if I didn’t have these curtains#and I guess I was thinking about how I always beat myself up over not listening to other people’s advice#but what if they’re wrong and I’m right#the blackout curtains were a bad idea#I should have written this down lmao#there’s a third point I’m missing….
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wait old shocky doodle is this anything
#art#marvel#spider-man#spider man#spiderman#shocker#the shocker#herman schultz#i kinda miss my spidey au. um technically i guess its branching out to a full marvel au#umm what did i wanna call it...#earth-1814#i think. idk if that is taken lol#n e ways i LOOOVVVE shocker i Cant talk abt him more this blog is already a mess w how i freak out abt other guys </3
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