#How did this take me multiple days...

[an-idiot-in-a-costume]

THEY SENT YOU A LETTER

TO COME BACK HOME TO PLAY

BUT TO YOUR DISMAY

THIS ISN'T YOUR DAY

FOR THE HAPPY FUN TIME HAS BEGUN TO FADE

WATCH AS WE REANIMATE OUR CORPSES YOU ABANDONED

WERE DISMANTLED, WERE MISHANDLED

BUT WE WON'T BE SKIPPED AND SWAYED

TRAPPED WITHIN THESE WALLS

YOU LEFT OUR SOULS TO DRIP AWAY

THE INK DECAYS, THE WALLS AT BAY

BUT THE RECKONING HAS COME TODAY

YOU SAY

BORIS HAS NO GUTS CAUSE YOU REPLACED THEM WITH MECHANICAL STRINGS

WE'VE BEEN TORTURED BUT WE MOVE FORWARD

THIS DISORDER KILLS YOUR DAY

I AM ALIVE

IMMORTALIZED

YOUR THE CREATOR

YOU TRAITOR

HEY

THERES NO VACCINE TO CURE OUR DIRTY NEEDS

FOR NOW YOU MUST BUILD UP OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT, TONIGHT

BUILD OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT, TONIGHT

BUILD OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT

SO YOU FOUND ALL THE PIECES TO INITIATE THE PAIN

OUR VENOM STAINS, THE NIGHT REMAINS

BUT THE ENDINGS ALWAYS THE SAME

NO GAIN

NOD YOUR HEAD TO THE BEAT OF DEATH

AS YOU TAKE YOUR LAST ETERNAL BREATH

SENSATIONS OF AN INVASION START TO COURSE RIGHT THROUGH YOUR VEINS

YOU SAY WE HAVE NO BRAINS

WERE JUST CARTOONS FOR YOUR PORTRAYAL

TO TELL SOME TALE ABOUT A BOAT AND SAIL

BUT SURE THIS INEVITABLY UNVEILS THE FAIL

SPLASHES OF ETERNAL HATE WILL FLOOD THE FLOOR AND CLEAN YOUR STATE

NOW WERE THE TOOLS AND YOU'RE THE FOOL

OUR NIGHTMARE DOMINATES

HEY

I AM ALIVE

IMMORTALIZED

YOURE THE CREATOR YOU TRAITOR

HEY THERE'S NO VACCINE TO CURE OUR DIRTY NEEDS

FOR NOW, YOU MUST BUILD UP OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT

BUILD UP OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT

BUILD UP OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT

I AM AWARE

THAT YOUR SOUL IS NOW DEVINE

WE CARE TO NOT TOIL WITH UNBROKEN CHAINS

SO DON'T TOIL WITH OURS LIKE HE DID TO OUR SHINING STAR

SO PREPARE FOR ADVENTURE

A WHOLE NEW CREATURE FROM THE DARKEST SIDE

YOU CAN'T TAKE AWAY THE PAIN WE FEEL

CREATED AS MONSTERS THAT CAME TO LIFE!

(CAME BACK TO LIFE)

SO YOU'VE COME TO THE END NOW

ALIVE BUT DEAD INSIDE

THE HEART BEATS LOUD

YOU'VE JOINED THE CROWD

WE ARE BUT PUNISHED SERPENTINES

YOURE LIFE WITH HIM WAS FUN

BUT NOW THE TERRORS ONLY JUST BEGUN

NOW COME WITH ME AND YOU WILL SEE

WE'RE NEWBORN CYANIDE

HEY

I AM ALIVE

IMMORTALIZED

YOU'RE THE CREATOR YOU TRAITOR

HEY

THERE'S NO VACCINE TO CURE OUR DIRTY NEEDS

FOR NOW YOU MUST BUILD UP OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT

I AM ALIVE

IMMORTALIZED

YOURE THE CREATOR YOU TRAITOR

HEY

THERE'S NO VACCINE TO CURE OUR DIRTY NEEDS

FOR NOW YOU MUST BUILD UP OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT

BUILD UP OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT

BUILD UP OUR MACHINE

YOU DIE TONIGHT

[blue-eli]

Ink October day 3: Sophistry

An argument that seems plausible, but is fallacious or misleading, especially one devised deliberately to be so.

[moeblob]

You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

i hate doing laundry ough it's The Worst

[icewindandboringhorror]

Recent images I suppose ~

[jaffre]

doctor confirmed that 👉 this guy 👈 got pcos and i just got an implant to at the very least get my whacky periods under control and hopefully get them to stop entirely

[shirogane-oushirou]

no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.

i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.

[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!

also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]

[blushy-tigerrr]

vent in tags sorry

cw: mention of loss

[alchemiclee]

rolled a random genshin character and halloween costume and got grim reaper collei!

her dads dressed her up 😆

[cookinguptales]

getting back into my greek mythology phase as an adult is so weird because like the stories are such a dear and a familiar part of my childhood (and honestly part of what helped me extricate myself from an abusive evangelical environment) but I've also grown a lot as a person since then so I can't help but view them through different lenses, y'know?

such as:

the lens of a religious studies scholar who can't help but be fascinated with vernacular religion, apotropaic magic, cultural variation in ritual, and hints that these stories might be signs of clashing religions from different regions

the lens of a feminist who's a lot less willing to accept some of the ideas that I accepted as a child who'd been raised in a very religious environment

the lens of a grown-ass adult who could probably save enough money to go see these places that were so unreachable as to be near-fictional to me when I was a child

[crowleyanthonys]

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[dewgongs]

ha

[mariatesstruther]

okay hear me out modern au where Tommy and Maria first meet in a club in their 20s and they bump into each other while dancing and just start dancing together and they just hit it off but in the end they both forget to give each other their numbers so both of them go back to the same club the next week to hopefully meet each other again (also Tess and Maria definitely go clubbing together because I love them as best friends)

cowboy!!!! yes yes YES i LOVE this. and u could extend this meet-cute into like a whole thing where tommy and maria keep trying to meet at the club and exchange information, but something gets in the way everytime!!!! kid emergency!!! bar fight!!! cocaine bear on the loose!!! zombie apocalypse—who knows????

im thinking the first time, tess drags maria to a bar she likes because she’s been trying to get the attention of this hot dilfy guy at the bar, but he’s always tailing along with his friend. by tess’s design, maria and tommy meet and and hit it off and dance (to maria maria by santana) the night away. they fall in love and decide they want to go home together, so maria goes to the bathroom—but joel randomly comes up and is like “tommy, hey sorry selena’s mom called, sarah had a nightmare and she wants us both to pick her up, we gotta go” and in true miller dad-uncle panic they BOLT. by the time maria comes back, tess is like “idk dude, mine got a call so they had to go. seemed like an emergency. bummer” and they assume thats that

on the flip side: everythings okay with sarah, but after tommy and joel tuck her in tommy’s suddenly just like “fuck—fuck!!!!!” and joels like “what? what???” and he’s like “i didn’t get her number :(:(:(:( fuck” and so joel’s like “it’s okay, i see her friend there all the time” and so tommy’s like “omg :D do you have her friends number?” “well… no” “joel… what the fuck man.” so they make a plan to go back next week with the hopes of at least seeing tess and getting maria’s number from there—tommy also wants to get tess’s number for joel, but he doesn’t need to know that

little do THEY know, tess and maria are already plotting for next weekend. they show up to that bar looking fine as FUCK—they quite literally turn heads walking through the door. of course the miller brothers are there, sitting in a booth all the way in the back and waiting, making eyes. tess and maria are not shy, so they start making their way over. unfortunately, some drunk asshole decides to try to get handsy with tess on her way there—which results in her punching him in the face, which results in him trying to punch her in the face. she dodges, of course, but it starts a full-on bar brawl that the miller boys jump into without hesitation (joel manages to tackle and land a few good ones on og drunk asshole too so. slay.). none of them get arrested or anything, but they definitely don’t get eachother numbers on account of joel and tommy having to duck the cops

so i guess they gotta keep trying ;)

[dwemers]

I’m so excited I’m like literally shaking

[exopelagic]

okay I severely misjudged spaghetti guy he’s actually just really cool

[medicinemane]

It's amazing how quickly you can make someone turn on your company by making a stupid and insulting move

Force me to go through the front door and scan my card when I have backdoor business that never needed a card before (what? ...I was going to somehow... sneak in and... purchase things with a borrowed card? ...which I totally can't do from the front door after scanning it?)

Or like... twitterify your layout right after your users give you a bunch of money just cause they like you, and then refuse to walk it back

...or all the other things companies do that just kinda piss people off and then they refuse to acknowledge maybe it sucks and is stupid cause "hey, the customers didn't leave"... yeah... yet