#How did this take me multiple days...
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THEY SENT YOU A LETTER
TO COME BACK HOME TO PLAY
BUT TO YOUR DISMAY
THIS ISN'T YOUR DAY
FOR THE HAPPY FUN TIME HAS BEGUN TO FADE
WATCH AS WE REANIMATE OUR CORPSES YOU ABANDONED
WERE DISMANTLED, WERE MISHANDLED
BUT WE WON'T BE SKIPPED AND SWAYED
TRAPPED WITHIN THESE WALLS
YOU LEFT OUR SOULS TO DRIP AWAY
THE INK DECAYS, THE WALLS AT BAY
BUT THE RECKONING HAS COME TODAY
YOU SAY
BORIS HAS NO GUTS CAUSE YOU REPLACED THEM WITH MECHANICAL STRINGS
WE'VE BEEN TORTURED BUT WE MOVE FORWARD
THIS DISORDER KILLS YOUR DAY
I AM ALIVE
IMMORTALIZED
YOUR THE CREATOR
YOU TRAITOR
HEY
THERES NO VACCINE TO CURE OUR DIRTY NEEDS
FOR NOW YOU MUST BUILD UP OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT, TONIGHT
BUILD OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT, TONIGHT
BUILD OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT
SO YOU FOUND ALL THE PIECES TO INITIATE THE PAIN
OUR VENOM STAINS, THE NIGHT REMAINS
BUT THE ENDINGS ALWAYS THE SAME
NO GAIN
NOD YOUR HEAD TO THE BEAT OF DEATH
AS YOU TAKE YOUR LAST ETERNAL BREATH
SENSATIONS OF AN INVASION START TO COURSE RIGHT THROUGH YOUR VEINS
YOU SAY WE HAVE NO BRAINS
WERE JUST CARTOONS FOR YOUR PORTRAYAL
TO TELL SOME TALE ABOUT A BOAT AND SAIL
BUT SURE THIS INEVITABLY UNVEILS THE FAIL
SPLASHES OF ETERNAL HATE WILL FLOOD THE FLOOR AND CLEAN YOUR STATE
NOW WERE THE TOOLS AND YOU'RE THE FOOL
OUR NIGHTMARE DOMINATES
HEY
I AM ALIVE
IMMORTALIZED
YOURE THE CREATOR YOU TRAITOR
HEY THERE'S NO VACCINE TO CURE OUR DIRTY NEEDS
FOR NOW, YOU MUST BUILD UP OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT
BUILD UP OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT
BUILD UP OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT
I AM AWARE
THAT YOUR SOUL IS NOW DEVINE
WE CARE TO NOT TOIL WITH UNBROKEN CHAINS
SO DON'T TOIL WITH OURS LIKE HE DID TO OUR SHINING STAR
SO PREPARE FOR ADVENTURE
A WHOLE NEW CREATURE FROM THE DARKEST SIDE
YOU CAN'T TAKE AWAY THE PAIN WE FEEL
CREATED AS MONSTERS THAT CAME TO LIFE!
(CAME BACK TO LIFE)
SO YOU'VE COME TO THE END NOW
ALIVE BUT DEAD INSIDE
THE HEART BEATS LOUD
YOU'VE JOINED THE CROWD
WE ARE BUT PUNISHED SERPENTINES
YOURE LIFE WITH HIM WAS FUN
BUT NOW THE TERRORS ONLY JUST BEGUN
NOW COME WITH ME AND YOU WILL SEE
WE'RE NEWBORN CYANIDE
HEY
I AM ALIVE
IMMORTALIZED
YOU'RE THE CREATOR YOU TRAITOR
HEY
THERE'S NO VACCINE TO CURE OUR DIRTY NEEDS
FOR NOW YOU MUST BUILD UP OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT
I AM ALIVE
IMMORTALIZED
YOURE THE CREATOR YOU TRAITOR
HEY
THERE'S NO VACCINE TO CURE OUR DIRTY NEEDS
FOR NOW YOU MUST BUILD UP OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT
BUILD UP OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT
BUILD UP OUR MACHINE
YOU DIE TONIGHT
#šš¬hamamiwritezšš#creator uses he/they#Build our machine#How did this take me multiple days...
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Ink October day 3: Sophistry
An argument that seems plausible, but is fallacious or misleading, especially one devised deliberately to be so.
#khux#khux player#kh player#kingdom hearts#kh#kingdom hearts union x#kingdom hearts player#player my beloved#blue boi draws#ink october#ink October 2024#ink October 2024 day 3#watched a bunch of Player cutscenes for this one and Aug AUHG I love them. I always forget how much of a character Player is#but they are truly their own guy. more then even some non-renameable/customisable game protagonists#the utter guts on this kid to challenge multiple foretellers multiple timesļ¼fight both Ephemer and Skuld at the same time-#(both very powerful in their own right)ļ¼AND attempt and succeeded in tricking four of the personifications of darkness themselves isā¦ wow#theyāre such a powerful fighter too. like they kick both Skuld and Ephemerās assesļ¼and sure they were both not aiming to kill and exhausted#from fighting Venās darkness BUT SO WAS PLAYER (as well as having just come from the arcade and those fights)#them fooling the darknesses tooā¦ along side their two closest friendsā¦ I wonder if there was any noticeable change between their normal#fighting style and the one they used there. Skuld and Ephemer didnāt necessarily see them fighting during the war#(only heartless or against one appoint) so I wonder if they fought like that.#the āargument that is plausible but misleadingā here is Player being possessed. with all the information available to them it is plausible#but we know for a fact that player is just straight up lying. making shit up. mimicking how darkness spoke before to pretend. which is ki#kinda hilarious to me like you go girl gaslight gatekeep girlboss. gaslight them into believing youāre possessed gatekeep them from dying to#trap darkness and girlboss by winning. amazing beautiful 10/10#I like to think Ephemer never realisedćat least while he was alive. something in the tragedy of him never knowing.#of not recogising his dear friend through their deception. of dying thinking he failed them. that it wasnāt their choice.#and he did fail them in a way. thereās this recurring theme in Kingdom Hearts where the hurt lingers despite the memories being gone.#Player is very much effected by this with their memories of the war being gone but still suffering. Ephemer stands by the decision to hide#it thinking it spares them from the burden but it doesnāt it just takes away the context and they deserve to know what happened to them
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Some familiar names supporting the GoFundMe for Madeline Gaudreau and baby Tripp š„ŗ
#lots of anonymous donors as well and players from other leagues š¤#sorry btw i know some people find it weird to go through the donations and see who donated and how much#but the players could've hid their names if they wanted (some probably did) and tbh it comforts me to see their names in there#the 13s in there get me every time..#also sorry if i missed any i've been getting overwhelmed scrolling through social media so i can't look for too long#like i need multiple breaks throughout the day or it gets painfully sad#they haven't left my mind at all since yesterday though#johnny gaudreau#matthew gaudreau#please mute their names if it's triggering to hear about them - make sure to take care of yourself and do what you need to protect yourself#the thing that personally makes me sick is seeing pictures of *where* it took place that's honestly too much for me#*p#they've just passed $400K usd š„¹
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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)
#moe talks a lot#i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry#and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds#LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO#shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds#BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER#i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up#i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong#after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before#YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain#oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older#and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds#holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang#sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat#but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like#welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant#anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain#im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake#but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry#anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering
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i hate doing laundry ough it's The Worst
#not only does leaning down to move my stuff hurt my back#but i have to touch dirty clothes and go into the dirty room and touch the dirty machines and i have to wear 2 pairs of socks (so my#normal socks dont touch the contaminated floor) and when i lean over the washing machine my clothes touch it <-the worst part of it all#tbh. now my current clothes are dirty but i have nothing to change into and i will have to wear them all day and it makes me SICK#and i cannot talk abt how dirty the garage (where the laundry machines are) it makes me nauseous that place kills me if i never#had to go into it ever again i would and i have to carry a laundry basket (dirty) and it touches my clothes when i carry it (disgusting)#and now my clothes are even more dirty and i feel like i cant touch any of my things bc i dont want to infect them but i cant just do#nothing all day when i have to do laundry but it makes me so SICK i need smth to cover all of my clothes but everything i've tried misses#some part and my clothes are ruined and it makes me SICK how am i supposed to do school or draw or anything when it's so bad#i have everything scheduled so i can take a shower and go straight to bed after i'm done but still it's so bad and it stresses me tf out#and i have to do laundry every 3 days because i only have 3 towels to use after showering and even if i did have more towels#i still would have to do laundry as often bc i couldnt handle doing multiple loads or having bigger loads my back couldnt handle that#w the system i have set up now it's just bad it;s all bad i hate doing laundry#i dream of one day where i can do laundry in a better way i think it'd involve not having the washer and dryer down steps bc that's#dangerous for one and for two not having them in a garage bc garages stress me out and three to have smth to cover all of my clothes#and 4 to have machines that dont need me to bend down idk if they have ones like that but it hurts#anyway that's it for listening to dux complain abt smth that ultimately doesnt matter and is only a problem bc their brain#chemistry is off#k bye i have to go do laundry *explodes* and take an exam *explodes* it;s an essay exam *explodes* and then im going#to like sit around feeling sick thumbs up emoji
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i havent really paid attention to the sword and blade fandom interpretations and i didnt know that a common thing people did was make blade a woman so they could no homo ship m/f sword/blade. thatās insane to me because i thought most of us agreed that those two were having insane gay sex on the side while meta knight was teaching fumu how to hide poison in her cooking well enough to bypass detection before it gets to the top
#like. did people do that bc blade has a feminine voice in the og?#ignoring how i dont like to take that as gender confirmation these days- sword also has a feminine voice?#cant say its the ponytail either bc there are multiple male characters with ponytails in this show#anyways ive never known them to be anything other than lesbians in recent years so its wild to me#mk would have gay sex too if he could. but sadly he cant anymore. because of the war#i only remembered people doing that for metagala tbh#ā¦.. is this a safe space. can i confess i was one of those people#LISTEN in my defense it was less for shipping and āāno homoāā and more because i wanted more girls in kirby#if you asked me about it today id call them butch4butch#echoed voice
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doctor confirmed that š this guy š got pcos and i just got an implant to at the very least get my whacky periods under control and hopefully get them to stop entirely
#i also have thought about how i was cared for today#i go to a free place that has rotating doctors so i didnt see the same one that told me to get a ultrasound of my ovaries + blood test#previous one was a cis woman and she insisted me having multiple cysts on my ovary (that was double in size to the other one) wasnt enough#(for a pcos diagnosis) so she insisted i redo my blood test on the 2nd day of my period#which i didnt realise at the time is dumb as hell cause my periods are so chaotic im not even sure when they start and when they stop#the doc i saw today was a trans doctor (using iel in french! love to see it) and after i explained my situation was like#well theres no point to check your hormones here since we dont have a point of reference#and your ultrasound shows you have multiple cysts in your ovary so thats pcos#then explained to me what that does to your body & all that its not dangerous per say but its good to monitor and take hormones to help#and i said i was already considering the implant to stop my periods and they said that can be arranged today#told me the other alternatives and the risks associated with the implant but tbh my choice was already made#i mean of course idk how much cisness and transness has anything to do with this#but i had seen another cis doctor about my periods being whack when they started being whack#and he did an ultrasound saw nothing and was like āwell nothing wrong with youā and that was the end of it#i definitely felt more comfortable and better cared for in the hands of a peer#(also i had to try three pharmacy to get the implant cause the other ones were out of it#walked way more today than planned but good day regardless!)
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vent in tags sorry
cw: mention of loss
#adding a long note to the beginning so no one sees the actual vent in the case that they donāt want to which is absolutely okay#okay thatās probably good#i feel like a failure today.#my car wouldnāt start on friday and i havenāt had a moment to actually call a mechanic until today#called early in the morning and he said heād call me back with a time#iāve reached out multiple times since then and have heard NOTHING#if i donāt get it fixed today iāll have to take my partners car instead#and when i asked them if that would possibly be okay#they started off on a rant about how they were planning to do all this shit tomorrow morning and now canāt if they donāt have their car#but genuinely. how tf was i supposed to know about their plans?? why did they have to say it all like this is completely my fault???#iām sorry that iām still in a not so good mental place right now and might forget to do things in a more timely manner#iāve had two grandparents pass away in the span of a few WEEKS. give me a little grace.#i give them the same understanding every day when theyāre having a rough time#so why canāt they offer me the same thing?#i know theyāre just stressed and tired and busy but FUCK SO AM I#iām just. over it. i want to go to sleep.#and by sleep i mean literal sleep iām not insinuating anything darker i promise#i may be in a rough spot mentally but it is not that kind of rough <3 iām safe#just. very tired. and in need of support.#i feel like iām always giving and rarely getting support in this relationship.#and now iām just feeling like a burden and an inconvenience for even needing the extra support in the first place#the urge to run away and start my life over is strong holy shit
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rolled a random genshin character and halloween costume and got grim reaper collei!
her dads dressed her up š
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin art#genshin impact fanart#genshin fanart#collei#genshin collei#collei fanart#halloween art#tried i style i never really did before!#might do more#or i might work on finishing one of my 5 unfinished arts lmao. wanted to do at least one halloween art!#i never know where my adhd brain will take me so who knows#genshins#arts#lee arts#was going to make a collage of halloween genshin sketches but im bad at sketching and it turned into multiple days#i experimented with style and brushes and stuff instead of doinf simple sketches#it always ends up that way for some reason#how do simple sketches!!!!! how to not take a week on one small art and experiment for multiple days!!!!#this is why it takes me so long and nothing gets finished!!!!#i did also roll.a second character and costume and got fremi as a steampunk adventurer....but that's kinda want he is already right#fontaine is steampunk and he adventures and explores the waters#so im trying to decide if i stick to my rules of ādo what you get. no rerollsā or do a reroll. ive been stuck on this for days lmao#or i could finish other arts.....#*
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getting back into my greek mythology phase as an adult is so weird because like the stories are such a dear and a familiar part of my childhood (and honestly part of what helped me extricate myself from an abusive evangelical environment) but I've also grown a lot as a person since then so I can't help but view them through different lenses, y'know?
such as:
the lens of a religious studies scholar who can't help but be fascinated with vernacular religion, apotropaic magic, cultural variation in ritual, and hints that these stories might be signs of clashing religions from different regions
the lens of a feminist who's a lot less willing to accept some of the ideas that I accepted as a child who'd been raised in a very religious environment
the lens of a grown-ass adult who could probably save enough money to go see these places that were so unreachable as to be near-fictional to me when I was a child
#writing liveblogging#I did get to go to Athens once about a decade ago#I got to see the parthenon and its museum#but I had a really limited time there which was kind of devastating#I'd love to go back and take my time#really take time to explore some of the archaeological sites#go to more museums#maybe take a little boat to crete...#see knossos.......#also libgen is a fucking gamechanger these days lmao#it's so much easier to learn things than when I was a kid#I was very limited in the information that was available to me when I was a child#which colored how I saw the subject#now the world's information is much more available in many more ways#like I didn't even have internet access when I first read edith hamilton's mythology#now I have access to multiple university libraries close by and also The Internet
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no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online š every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.
i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.
[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!
also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]
#goddd my family finds it sooooooo funny that i can't do basic tasks! it's soooo funny that i can't even think of a horror movie to watch#on halloween bc i genuinely can't remember a single one right now. it's soooo funny that i can't take cardboard boxes or#old furniture out of my room without help bc i've physically and mentally and emotionally burnt out for Months.#and me not being able to move shit out after two (2) days makes me a hoarder somehow. and ofc hoarding is a moral failing#and my mom has to give me a stern talking-to about hoarding things... that were. again. in my room for 2 days....#[tbc it isnt a moral failing no matter the reason. life is hard and things happen and it can be hard to get rid of things for Reasons.]#nevermind them making constant snide remarks about me using ugly 'mismatched' desk / storage furniture. bc it was free / cheap? no income??#AND!!!!! i have a couple of new diagnoses. which doesn't change much day to day but it does make my family making fun of me#even more dumbfounding. like. this explains a lot of really scary unexplained symptoms that constantly leave me#housebound for weeks but uhhh haha hehe hoho??? so silly so funny that i'm barely conscious for multiple weeks???#and you can see that i'm getting worse but that makes it funnier??? hmm!!!#also nevermind that i've told them the exact reason why i've been like this (read: them) but that ALSO makes it funnier somehow.#but i also can't say shit bc they're doing something ~nice~ for me (out of convenience + after almost a decade of 'don't get comfortable'#and 'don't decorate this room bc it isn't yours' and 'you need to be ready to move out by x date'#only for the date to arrive and them to pull the 'i never said that. and if i did say it i didn't mean it like that.#and if i did mean it like that i don't anymore.' card. + any big renovations are things they wanted anyway. hmmmm!!#and how i have to do all of the phys labor alone bc if i ask for help i get made fun of!!! and yelled at that i'm doing things Wrong#(hint: i'm following instructions to the letter but. my family knows better than those silly things!! ^^ ))#jfc i sure did rant. uh. yeah. things. are really weird and uncomfy and i feel thankful that i finally can have my own things on display#outside of closets and bins again after a decade?? but i'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop / them to tell me i owe them in#some way??? bc that's how it works. 'i'm doing a nice thing you didn't even ask me for so now you have to do whatever i tell you to.'#meanwhile i can't even maladaptive daydream my way through it bc my brain is soup right now. can't remember basic things abt#my interests bc i've been on negative battery / spoons for a couple of months straight and it's only getting worse.#OKAY TLDR i'm not in a state to do anything until everything irl gets settled. and i'm trying So Hard to get it all over with but there's#only so much i can do in a day before i completely shut down. i didn't even get into the insurance stuff i've been fighting too ughhhh.#so if i show up on here in short spurts -- hi! bye! hi!! i wuv and care u!!! hope youre well mwah mwah!!!!!!! i'll post what i can and then#disappear when i need to recharge. it is what it is. i need to try to sleep now... uh if this post disappears when i wake up.... yeah......#š [ my posts. ]#š [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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#i know this is just burnout#but i'm so frustrated with my own body like#the first two years of grad school i was taking 2 classes per semester#sometimes working 1-2 jobs at a time#and then sometimes speaking at conferences too#*while* still slowly working on my thesis#(admittedly not getting very far at all in the writing stage)#and it burned me out *so bad*#and now just taking one class and writing my thesis tires me out tremendously#sure i'm actually *writing* it now and making so much more progress#but i'm no longer working. or taking any other classes. i'll probably do more conference stuff later but...how did i do it all???#also i'm so behind in networking like???#where is my energy???#i can barely even do thesis work for my than 3-4 hours at most before i need to stop for the day..and that's on a good day#idk i feel like i make this post multiple times per year and nothing changes health wise lol#sorry i'm just sitting here in this coffee shop and i want to cry lol i feel so tired and unmotivated lol#grad school tag
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#this nigga never even took the time of day to comment or react to the shit i post like sable does. 5 seconds. takes 5 seconds#nor did he ever take any interest in ANY of our MULTIPLE shared blogs and things#never fucking added to any of it. never helped me maintain any of it. didnt even fucking draw with me half the time#this nigga was a BUM straight up#he was good at getting me material things but thats not even what mattered in the long run its just the simple shit#of showing that you care and showing that you wanna move forward in some way that isnt just in your head#i couldnt even ever be booed up anywhere with him because of how hostile theyd get to fucking everyone around them#just like with everyone else it was all about what *they* fucking wanted and what *they* fucking wanted to do#all the shit i like? the shit im interested in ? fuck it its stupid straight up#oh but its repulsive the way i wanted to seek out comfort and care somewhere else š thats āemotional cheatingā#bitch please be forreal for once in your life. and the fact this all went down like this while we were broken up is crazy.#like ur not my nigga. i can kiss up on whoever i want. if ur behavior keeps driving me away from you after we split... well#thats just not my problem btp#āwhat you did to that poor boyā bitch you better get outta here with that fukin nonsense that is a grown ass man first of all šš#but go ahead and keep babying him since thats ur job now and not mine LMFAOOOO bet youll get tired of it real fast#this whole situation is just goofy
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i want to headcanon the mtt having absolutely terrible hygiene and struggling to keep themselves clean (this MAY... just QUITE POSSIBLY.... only in the SLIGHTEST bit be projection) but i think it would be too gross and man EVEN I dont wanna think about that
also killer canonically smells good and i actually really LIKE that idea so oh shit there goes that idea out the window. horror and dust youre my only hope please let me make you smell bad for reasons you won't understand
#also i dont think i. just got a sense of dejavu wtf. anyways#i dont think im THAT bad at maintaining my hygiene..... like i dont bed rot for months which isn't good by any means#but if i havent reached that point of bad hygieneness then i dont think i should be talking about this topic#sure i may uhhh may struggle to brush my teeth and shower multiple times a week but like. ngl it's not that bad#i am NORMAL okay THIS IS NORMAL. people struggle with this stuff all the time everyday i dont need to be making a whole post on this topic#i wish that the capital i in this app looked different. because when i wanna emphasize I it just looks normal#i type like how i speak has it not become glaringly obvious yet. so it boggles and bothers me when i cant emphasize i like i can irl#the laundry piles in dusts room are probably unfathomably tall he just throws it all into one corner (HES JUST LIKE ME FR!!! I DO TJIS!!!!!)#all the water in horrortale has turned toxic and polluted and bad so horror's only option is to not shower or shower in dirty water#he chooses the former because what if that water has monster dust sprinkled in it. his paranoia wont let him shower in dust infused water#TRIGLYCERCULE GET YOUR FUCKING LIFE TOGETHER INSTEAD OF THINKING AND PROJECTING ONTO FICTIONAL CHARACTERS. SCHOOL STARTS IN 3 DAYS.#I KNOW I KNOW IM SORRY.... IM SORRY OKAY I KNOW!!! I KNOW THIS IS BAD!!! I WILL TRY!!!!!!#anyways back to projecting. do you think dust has sheets on his little matress bed#because the sheets will enevitably get dusty and then he's gonna have to lay on the dust of those he killed and thats a bad thought#sheets can fix the problem temporarily because he can just change them out and wash them#but also.... changing sheet hard.... take long time..... dust just want sleep.... rot away..... so no sheet on matress??? idk#dust might be able to make fun of horror and killer for having food issues but#killer gets to make fun of dust and horror for having hygiene issues#he's had his lows but he's never gotten THAT low š¤£š¤£š¤£š«µš«µš«µ LOSERS!!!!!#what does horror get to make fun of them for??? idk murder#killer might be able to keep himself clean but he cannot keep anything else around him clean with thet goddamn eye goop so HAH take that#me on my way to overshare with strangers on the internet. this isnt that bad compared to other stuff ive seen online actually#triglycercule can you just shut the fuck up and get back to posting about the mtt nobody CARES#alright..... limps away like a kicked and beated puppy...... like killer after getting abused by nightmare for the 56th time..........#advanced humor only utmv fans will get it#tricule rant#i said i wasnt gonna make the post but i did infact make the post. just in tags#me when i LIE#just offically reached 50 drafts where my medal. i should clear them out? alright shoot that guy
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okay hear me out modern au where Tommy and Maria first meet in a club in their 20s and they bump into each other while dancing and just start dancing together and they just hit it off but in the end they both forget to give each other their numbers so both of them go back to the same club the next week to hopefully meet each other again (also Tess and Maria definitely go clubbing together because I love them as best friends)
cowboy!!!! yes yes YES i LOVE this. and u could extend this meet-cute into like a whole thing where tommy and maria keep trying to meet at the club and exchange information, but something gets in the way everytime!!!! kid emergency!!! bar fight!!! cocaine bear on the loose!!! zombie apocalypseāwho knows????
im thinking the first time, tess drags maria to a bar she likes because sheās been trying to get the attention of this hot dilfy guy at the bar, but heās always tailing along with his friend. by tessās design, maria and tommy meet and and hit it off and dance (to maria maria by santana) the night away. they fall in love and decide they want to go home together, so maria goes to the bathroomābut joel randomly comes up and is like ātommy, hey sorry selenaās mom called, sarah had a nightmare and she wants us both to pick her up, we gotta goā and in true miller dad-uncle panic they BOLT. by the time maria comes back, tess is like āidk dude, mine got a call so they had to go. seemed like an emergency. bummerā and they assume thats that
on the flip side: everythings okay with sarah, but after tommy and joel tuck her in tommyās suddenly just like āfuckāfuck!!!!!ā and joels like āwhat? what???ā and heās like āi didnāt get her number :(:(:(:( fuckā and so joelās like āitās okay, i see her friend there all the timeā and so tommyās like āomg :D do you have her friends number?ā āwellā¦ noā ājoelā¦ what the fuck man.ā so they make a plan to go back next week with the hopes of at least seeing tess and getting mariaās number from thereātommy also wants to get tessās number for joel, but he doesnāt need to know that
little do THEY know, tess and maria are already plotting for next weekend. they show up to that bar looking fine as FUCKāthey quite literally turn heads walking through the door. of course the miller brothers are there, sitting in a booth all the way in the back and waiting, making eyes. tess and maria are not shy, so they start making their way over. unfortunately, some drunk asshole decides to try to get handsy with tess on her way thereāwhich results in her punching him in the face, which results in him trying to punch her in the face. she dodges, of course, but it starts a full-on bar brawl that the miller boys jump into without hesitation (joel manages to tackle and land a few good ones on og drunk asshole too so. slay.). none of them get arrested or anything, but they definitely donāt get eachother numbers on account of joel and tommy having to duck the cops
so i guess they gotta keep trying ;)
#missed connections au#honestly idk how i would even end this i think its so fun to imagine scenarios where some shit goes down and the bar has to scatter š#tess calling joel her miller >#idk how joel turned into a shy type in this au but he did and i think itd be so cute#shameless flirt tess and shy nerdy dad joel whoās majorly oblivious?????? cmon#and then stuffy upcoming lawyer type maria who wants to be partner before shes 30#meeting veteran tommy who spends his days taking care of his niece working with his brother and being a good mf man#he just wants to watch her be great and talk about her achievements and explain stuff to him#hes very complimentary to her yet insecure and one of these meetups she finds out hes a literal human calculator#like is crazy good at multiplication. she just spends all night giving him rando equations and checking them with her calculator#they are just sexy geniuses i love them#his ultimate goal is to take her on a proper date and maybe cook for her#it takes maybe 5 bar meetups for that to happen#one time is just gonna be them sitting and talking for so long that they just forget about numbers bc it feels like they have them already#i dont imagine maria having a son in this au tbh#this could def be a whole fic lmfao#tysm for this cowboy what a treat#sorry it took me long i wanted to edit typos!!!!#asked and answered#tlou#tlou au#the tipsy bison#tommy x maria#tess x joel
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Iām so excited Iām like literally shaking
#so I work at like seasonal job multiple stores and shit some more far out and in the boonies than others#and like before I was at my current job I managed this shitshow camp store#literally was so horrible but only bcs my boss sucked and pushed all his responsibilities to me while I still had to do MY JOB#like darkest time of my life trying to keep that store from falling apart until eventually I was like fuck this#transferee to a different property in a different state and like stalked this lady who would come help us and she hired me as her assistant#like truly amazing I love her so much my boss is the fucking best#but now at my property we have a camp store with no manager being run to the ground#so they asked me to go manage itā¦#and lLIKEEEE ITS IN THE HIGH CIUNTRY#SOOO NO SERVICE LIVING IN A TENT SHARED SHOWER DORMS#IM SO EXCITEDDD#and also Iāll be at 9k feet elevation SO ILL SEE STARSS!#im at 5thoussnd feet rn and itās just not the same#my shitty store was at 7 thousand but the year before I lived at 8 thousand feet and the stars are so magical#but everyone else I work with feels bad I āhave toā go up there and run the store for a few weeks#Iām like literally MY PLEASURE#working in a camp store is literally summer camp vibes#and Iām such a retail girl boss they didnāt even brief me they were like you know how to open and close a store#AND I DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF INVOICESSS#that was my nightmare at the last place like they taught all the managers how to recieve and pay invoices but no one else really understood#sooo like a day before months end when invocies HAVE to be paid Iād get stacks from every store on property#and like just my store was already a lot to go through bcs we did groceries and gas and beer and retail merch#but lol I came to my current place and they have a whole office just for that lotta sweet ladyās in accounting Iām like damn??#they did me so dirty????#best part about being a warehouse girl with previous retail management experience is thissss#pray for me though I havenāt managed other humans in 2 years and theyāre union employees so I just have to follow all the rules#love the union but Iām scared of breaking any labor laws since Iāve never managed humans in the state in living in#last state was horrible there was no lunch break laws
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