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Hottest Drummer Tournament Round 1
Jay Weinberg
Band(s): Slipknot // Suicidal Tendencies // Bruce Springsteen and the E Street Band // Hesitation Wounds // Madball // Infectious Grooves // Against Me! // Bleed the Pigs // The Reveling
Albums/EPs as drummer:
.5: The Gray Chapter (Slipknot) We Are Not Your Kind (Slipknot) The End, So Far (Slipknot) Adderall (Slipknot)
Hesitation Wounds (Hesitation Wounds) Awake For Everything (Hesitation Wounds)
Empire (Madball)
John Fowler
Band(s): Steelheart
Albums as drummer:
Steelheart (Steelheart) Tangled in Reins (Steelheart)
#Jay weinberg#John fowler#slipknot#john fowler drummer#Steelheart#the e street band#Suicidal tendencies band#Madball#hesitation wounds#Metal#alternative metal#nu metal#glam metal#glam rock#80s metal#80s rock#hair metal#hard rock#hardcore punk#New York hardcore#Hottest Drummer tournament#the hottest drummer tournament#drummers
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Summer 2022 Mixtape:
Front Line Assembly: Mechanical Soul
Omar Shooli: âHab Isii (Hug Me)â
Iftin Band: âSirmaqabe (No Secrets)â
Mukhtar Ramadan Iidi: âBaayo (Hey Woman)â
Musical Youth: âPass The Dutchieâ
Clancy Eccles: âFeel The Rhythmâ
Days Spent: âGaslighterâ
Pure Hell: âAmericanâ
Tears For Fears: âEverybody Wants To Rule The Worldâ
Girlpool: âNothing Gives Me Pleasureâ
Funkees, The: âMimboâ
Krigshoder: âAktiv Dodshjelpâ
A Number Of Names: âSharevariâ
Nas: âBrunch On Sundaysâ
Constant Smiles: âRun To Stayâ
King Woman: âI Wannaâ Be Adoredâ
Grandmaster Caz & Marley Marl: âPunk What You Gonnaâ Do About It?â
Petrol Girls: âFight For Our Livesâ
Dalek: âDecimation (Disâ Nation)â
Public Enemy: âFood As A Machine Gunâ
Catharsis: âChoose Your Heavenâ
Rid Of Me: âSmells Like Teen Spiritâ
Les Rallize Denudes: âPeople Can Chooseâ
Ho99o9: âBattery Not Includedâ
Alexisonfire: âSweet Dreamsâ
Snooper: âPowerballâ
Einsturzende Neubauten: Alles In Allem
Mom: âThings Comes Into Placeâ
Solomon Shibeshi: âEndet New Negerwaâ
Alchemist: âBroken Bottlesâ
Benny The Butcher & P. Diddy: âTen More Crack Commandmentsâ
Anders Rhedin: âMediation Music #1âł
Nite Jewel: âTo Feel Itâ
Camp Cope: âBlueâ
Consolidated: âTwo Minutes To Midnightâ
Feels Fine: âWashed Out Blueâ
Fontaines D.C.: âI Love Youâ
Grivo: âFatal Blueâ
Mount Kimble: âMaybeâ (James Blake RMX)
Lou Reed: âStreet Hassleâ
Nick Klein: âTambourine Playerâ
Unknown Me: âTraffic (Taipei)â
Public Service Broadcasting: âLichtspeil III Symphonie Diagonaleâ
Shit Narnia: âAbundant, Scatteredâ
Ruste Juxx & Tone Spliff: âFor Every Shellâ
True Blossom: âSerious Boysâ
New Mexican Stargazers: âSanta Fe Cruiserâ
Pinch Points: âAm I Okay?â
The Offset: Spectacles: self-titled
Corrosion Of Conformity: âElphynâ
Deeper: âOnly A Shadowâ
Maraudeur: âRobot Machineâ
Daniel Johnston: âIn A Lifetimeâ
Taqbir: self-titled
Black Dresses: âHertzâ
Beauty Pill: âAt A Lossâ
Raooul: âI Had Richie Bucherâ
KRS-One: âRaw Hip-Hopâ
Las Eras: âFrioâ
Revolting Cocks: Big Sexy Land
Rid Of Me: âMy Own Summerâ
Lee âScratchâ Perry: âPeople Funny Boyâ
Iguana Moonlight: âVâ
Haircuts For Men: âDead Friendsâ
Constant Smiles: âYou Are Still Out Thereâ
Chastity: âInnocenceâ
Dum Dum Girls: âHey Sisâ
Slant: âCasualtyâ
Glare: âFloatingâ
Rixe: âCoups Et Blessuresâ
Skanks The Rap Martyr ft. Ruste Juxx & Tone Spliff: âDouble Cross Ranchâ
Scary Hours: âUvaldeâ
Men, The: âL.A.D.O.C.H.â
Free Kitten: âOh Bondage Up Yoursâ
Snooper: âCome Togetherâ
Grimes: âShinigami Eyesâ
Hesitation Wounds: âGuthrieâ
Tewodros Mekonnen: âááᏠ(My Country)â
Ultimo Resorte: âCementerio Caliente / Peligro Socialâ
Kriegshog: âBurnâ
Neo-Punkz: âIf I Watch The T.V.â
Yeastie Girlz: âSue Your Friendsâ
#omega#music#playlists#mixtapes#personal#Hesitation Wounds#The Men#Dum Dum Girls#Constant Smiles#Lee 'Scratch' Perry#Las Eras#Revolting Cocks#Taqbir#Deeper#Rixe#KRS-One#Pinch Points#Lou Reed#Nick Klein#Fontaines D.C.#Camp Cope#Alchemist#Griselda#Einsturzende Neubauten#Les Rallize Denudes#Public Enemy#King Woman#Nas#Girlpool
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I need everyone to go here w me rn
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Hello Guild Wars 2 community! A new poll has dropped! đŚââŹ
(At least, hopefully new, lol.) I'm curious, which blessing did your Commander get on their first/canon go through the Raven Sanctum in the story mission "The Invitation?" Choose and tell me in the tags why they made their specific decisions :)
Compiled explanations from the wiki below for ease of access:
The trial choices in order:
Save the wounded man or save the healers
Save the spell tome or save the historical record
Save the queen or save the prince
Blessings:
Blessing of Daybreak
"When the fear of beastly claws and a child's pain is made sharp by the knowledge of elders, we make no mistakes. But do we grow?"
Healers -> historical record -> prince
Grace of Dawn
"When wisdom is favored in all thingsâa healing hand, a text of old, a beloved queenâwe lose the sharpened sword of the truly bold."
Healers -> historical record -> queen
Consecration of Morning
"We seek to destroy monsters with sharp claws and icy breath, but do we protect ourselves from the beasts shaped like us, who prey on the young and vulnerable, who seek to rule us?"
Healers -> spell tome -> prince
Invocation of Midday
"When we flee from the things we fear most - the teeth of beasts, the storm of a dragon, a change of power-we risk running backward."
Healers -> spell tome -> queen
Supplication of Midday
"We favor the skill of healers and the wisdom of elders over the uncertainty of the future. But the young take chances, and the young push us forward."
Wounded man -> spell tome -> prince
Consecration of Evening
"We long for the comfort of a healing touch, an ancestral word of wisdom, a leader we know and trust. But comfort is fleeting, and with it comes inertia."
Wounded man -> historical record -> queen
Grace of Dusk
"We sacrifice so muchâsafety from the claws of death, knowledge of the ages, a steadfast reignâto propel ourselves forward. But if we move too fast, do we risk the inability to stop?"
Wounded man -> spell tome -> prince
Blessing of Twilight
"We try so hard to do the right thing. We heal, we protect our people, we preserve stability. But we cannot control how the winds of fate may shift, and a tight grip can sometimes hurt more than it helps."
Wounded man -> spell tome -> queen
#guild wars 2#gw2#icebrood saga#the invitation#raven sanctum#gw2 ask game#ask game#dash game#character poll#gw2 commander#ibs spoilers#As for mine: Invocation of Midday because Mael values a winning hand by any means necessary. Making choices where the few may have to die so#that more survive in saving the healers#valuing the present victory in saving the spell tome since forgoing the present war will only mean there is no future to preserve#and saving the queen because an immature heir is worse than a stranger hopefully elected by the people#In my personal hc of this mission Raven specifically takes note of how ruthless his answers were and asks if he'd really do anything to#secure a winning hand. From letting the wounded man die for the sake of the healers to letting a child heir die to preserve a nation. It's a#trick question as everything is with Raven but he finally answers Yes. To which Raven comments#''Of course you would. You were even willing to sell your soul.''#This wreaks some havoc on party dynamics because nobody present knew the true extent of what Mael had to do to bring himself back to life :)#Whether his soul will actually be unable to pass on into the Mists... I shall see. But it makes for good thinking. and possible plot hook#for the party coming together to save him from his own doomed magic#Furthermore: Fuel for Rytlock angst because now he has real reason to think Mael would Not Hesitate and kill Ryland. And that he is lying#This doubt of Rytlock's (and Crecia's) Jormag of course capitalizes on#commander's musings
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new leo yippee
#mine.art#leowook#hes still a penny world of gumball rippoff inhabiting a doll just a Little bit more thought out this time#his ''tattoos'' are the same magic ink as the one used for his talisman#he can erase them whenever he wants but doesnt see a reason to do that rn#hes also ambidextruous which is why neither of his tattoos look like scrawls#he only really tattoos the underside of his arms so if theres any tattoos on the upper side its cause of other ppl#his right arm has no upper side arm tattoos cause the apo were never close in the first place#and minute is too hesitant to start randomly drawing on leo's arm despite how close they became#and clown doesnt really think about it so he only really tattoos leo when he sees other ppl do it first#he also has leg tattoos but i cant really think of a design for them#several of his ''body parts'' have been replaced but his headand left hand is still the original#he can copypaste things using the ink since its basically an enchantment so hes not too worried about losing his tattoos#but he cant replace the wound he made during the mob blood pact so its staying there#he hasnt changed his head cause of a combination of laziness and being unable to find a replacement he likes
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Day 151 | id in alt
At least one first year is enjoying themselves as a sorcerer.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#Itadori is not lovin it#Kugisaki on the other hand geeks out every single time she is able to fatally wound something#If she is allowed she does not HESITATE#fighting for my life at the moment we out here we living#Kugisaki thrives on being able to injure others i think the fact that her technique is low-key like a virus/disease went to her brain#shes strange like that and i love her#yes i referenced that image idk
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personal little reference i mocked up for sherlock and john :p
#i hesitated to post this for a while because i didnât want to get flamed for any inaccuracies but#i put a lot of research into traumatology and translated those specifics into something more suitably stylized#so itâs an honest attempt and ah ha yeah please donât âuhm actually-â me LOL#the scars on sherlockâs back are odd but thatâs on bbc sherlock alright i copied the wound pattern from a screencap#tw scars#cw scars#my art#the @ is my insta#fanart#fanartist#art#sherlock#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#john watson#johnlock#benedict cumberbatch#martin freeman#gen
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I mean I was already planning to write a short fic about Isabeau's perspective of Siffrin losing his eye. However, learning Isabeau was the one who Crafted the eyepatch so his friend could wear something comfortably is definitely a useful bit of context.
#in stars and time#isat spoilers#and by 'interesting bit of context' I of course mean 'omg omg he made it for them??? that's so sweet???'#I can only imagine the hesitant smile Siffrin gave Isabeau when trying it on for the first time following the wound healing#they want to show their gratitude because wow this is such a nice gesture#only to realise that damn this eyepatch is actually super comfy#god I cannot wait to beat the king so I can see that crush confession or whatever else he wanted to tell Siffrin#their friendship is everything to me I love them so much
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cannot stop thinking about lupa and juno's reactions to jason's death. god did juno feel it when he died? did she hear his string get cut? did she wail loud enough that all of olympus heard it? what was it like realizing the boy she loved like a son was dead? was was it like watching his father not even shed a tear? was she the one to tell lupa? and on lupa's end, how angry do you think she was? this is her pup. her youngest pup. he was so young when he first started, when juno first gave him to her? he learned how to roughhouse with her packmates. he learned to fly with her! did she snap at juno? did she scream and curse and blame juno? did she howl mournfully?
#these are his moms!!!#not very good ones but his moms nonetheless!!#when he fought krios do you think he heard their voices in his head encouraging him#'victory or death jason' lupa says in head 'die like a roman or don't die at all.' jason picks up his sword again.#krios knock his sword out of his hand and jason bares his teeth. that's okay. he doesn't nned a weapon to fight#he wrestles krios to the floor and the titan's throat is bared and it would quick and simple to rip it out but he hesitates.#normal people dont do that. his head pounds. his lady's voice exhoes in his head 'go for the kill always my champion.'#jason leans down and clamps his teeth around krios' throat and rips it out. the titans gasps pathetically underneath him#it's not enough. he can already see the wound beginning to heal so he digs his fingers into the wound and starts pulling#the neck rips quickly once he gets started and he snaps the spine as he goes. finally with one last tug the head comes clean off.#he stands up from where he's kneeling over the body and picks up the head by its hair turning around to face the legion.#there is ichor staining his mouth golden. it drips onto his armor. he lifts the head up high. the legions stares at him in shock and awe.#they look terrified he notes absently. 'VICTORY FOR ROME!' he shouts and the campers explode into loud cheering.#sorry what the fuck was that#jason grace#juno pjo#lupa pjo#hoo#hera pjo
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A little mend here that I was pleasantly surprised worked, I fixed the fraying bits on my book-shaped wallet! Figured that red thread works quite well with the themes of War of the Worlds.
First up, we've got some simple stitches perpendicular to the edge of the wallet, think a blanket stitch but the thread doesn't run through the loop created. Honestly, there are probably more complex ways I could have stitched that vinyl "leather" back onto the fabric and cardboard of the book structure, but I figured these simple stitches would be faster, and work just fine.
Second, on a slightly larger tear on the "spine" corner, I did some randa stitching! This actually draws from a style of embroidery I'm almost completely unfamiliar with, most popular in Brazil, so I may be labeling it wrong. If you know better, let me know! It's a sort of baseball-stitching like process, I was roughly following this video as a tutorial: https://vm.vxtiktok.com/t/ZT8TNMKw9/
and also this one to understand how to get started: https://vm.vxtiktok.com/t/ZT8TNrMML/ (Excuse the tiktok links, but I am not immune to the allure of short video on occasion! I even have posts of my own, every now and again)
I actually need to do similar rim-lining on the other three corners, as the adhesive is starting to come off, and that'll hold it still enough to solve the problem.
Also, some miscellaneous adventures in hemming patches properly! A process that proved MUCH simpler once I found my rolled hem foot. These two patches came out quite good, actually! straight stitching, for the most part, and relatively even folds.
It was much simpler to get the hems just so on a larger patch like this one, thankfully! I'm actually really pleased with the way this one in particular came out, and hopefully, I can make something pretty with it on the thigh of the jeans it goes with. (yes, that's why the patches are numbered, so I can keep track of where they go in the stack!)
Even despite how well things went overall with the patches, I still fumbled, got a bit hasty in trying to get the corner of one of the later patches through the machine. Said haste had me trying to shove shove, cram cram the fabric through the foot to get it hemmed, turns out, don't do that! Results in bending the needle on my machine! Oof!
Luckily, the machine came with some spare needles, so it only slowed me down a little bit!
#fabric arts#sewing#making#mending#visible mending#solarpunk#denim#novel bookwallet#book wallet#queue.queue#a thousand words#sproutleboople#nesterian lifestylings#I have such a love hate relationship with this wallet tbh#It's such a delightful design!#little book! and it comes in so many different fun public domain covers!#but also it uses vinyl âleatherâ which I've consistently had a major beef with#honestly before I decided to kinda just go for it with the embroidery thread I actually considered throwing this out since it was busted#but then I realized 'hey wait a minute: they use thread to bind books'#so I figured it was worth a shot! plus if it worked I'd keep that much more plastic outta the landfill#that said if the next set of stitches don't stop the continued delamination of the adhesive I'll still consider getting another#because they debuted the phantom of the opera design after the kickstarter happened and that's how I wound up buying mine initially#they even do a version that holds a tiny journal alongside your wallet things which is Tempting Major#honestly if they had gone with actual leather over plastic I would have no hesitation about recommending them!#tee bee aech if you don't mind the plastic flaking eventually they're actually fantastic#it's just when I buy a wallet I want to not buy another for as long as is feasible y'feel?
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Winter 2022 Mixtape.
Cult Of Luna: âCold Burnâ
Dora Robertson / Leperwitch: âBreathing Dustâ
Maneskin: âZitti E Buoniâ
O.C.: âFar From Yoursâ
Vein.fm: âVirus://Vibranceâ
Sidewalks And Skeletons: âExorcismâ
Debbie Downers: âMan In A Panicâ
âŚAnd You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead: âAll Who Wanderâ
Hesitation Wounds: âGuthrieâ
Koyo: âThe World We Claimâ
Safe Word: âWork Rashâ
Uniform: âYouth Of Americaâ
Vagra: Demonstration 2016
Krimi: âKaleidoscopeâ
Muro: Live In Bogota 12.07.19
Depeche Mode: âThe Sweetest Conditionâ
Pathetic Human: âRajbinderâ
Killing Joke: âLord Of Chaosâ
Zanias: âUnseenâ
Trent Reznor & Jeordie White & Peter Murphy: âWarm Leatheretteâ
Boy Harsher: âGive Me A Reasonâ
#omega#music#playlists#mixtapes#personal#synthwave#industrial#metal#d-beat#punk#metalcore#noise#Cult Of Luna#Maneskin#O.C.#Vein.fm#Debbie Downers#Hesitation Wounds#Koyo#Safe Word#Muro#Krimi#Killing Joke#Zanias#Boy Harsher#Nine Inch Nails#Peter Murphy
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Jaime is going to lose it when he sees those noosemarks.
#just based off the way he reacts to her visible injuries at pennytree#the non-sardonic âGods be good!â#the uncharacteristic hesitancy in his speech!#âThat bandage ⌠you've been wounded âŚâ#jaime x brienne#*
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Here is my side for a Miku themed art trade with @ichiijelly Where I drew Miku's fairy module for the trade! I put in some tulips and butterflies too.
Art trades are always open! Even fanart/miku ones. This was fun to do!
#vocaloid#hatsune miku#miku hatsune#fairy miku#my art#all my yellows I use either are a part of a gold color shading or they shade into more of an orange#It was interesting working with that kind of cadmium yellow.. i realized while coloring that I don't use that shade much#I realized I should draw butterflies more .. they surprisingly are good foreshortening practice#the pose was a little complicated but I think she came out okay.. i wanted to capture that kind of impatient childish leaning forward energ#with that shade of yellow I think of like.. rain boots and puddles#her little hair loop things were fun to draw they're cute#she wound up being so pale partially because that shade of yellow scared me haha i was hesitant to give her an undertone of any shade
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Hesitation Wounds EP 7" collection
White - 500 pressed
Olive Green - 708 pressed
Clear - 500 pressed
Oxblood Red - 1020 pressed
Silver - 304 pressed
#hesitation wounds#hesitationwounds#jeremy bolm#vinyl community#vinyl collection#vinylcommunity#vinylcollection#vinyl records#vinyl#records#record#record collection#vinyl collector#record collectors#record collector#colored vinyl#colored record
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how do you deal with loving yourself in an age where everybody publicly hates you? i think my internalised transphobia/homophobia is actually killing me
I think first, you have to forgive yourself for not loving or even liking yourself. That may sound counterproductive, but when I actually did this, I felt so much less pressure to perform love and to pretend like I was okay.
This is a process that can take years, and honestly? I still struggle with this. It's not realistic to expect yourself to wake up and be fine. Recognize when you aren't okay, when you feel that self-loathing, and don't feel shame over it (easier said than done, yes, but it is important). What you feel is only natural. What you feel is completely understandable.
Some of the things I have done beyond what I put above are:
Finding a passion outside of anything related to my internalized transphobia/homophobia. For me, this is crafting. It separates me from the world and from myself in such a way that I feel... beyond myself, if that makes sense. It's a liminal space where nothing matters, but what is in front of me
Community. Finding your own place in this world is incredibly important, and it can be difficult. If there is an LGBT center near you, please go there, even if you leave early. Being surrounded by others who are not only similar but you can see can make a difference.
Learning. This one might not work, but I found that education helped me love this world in a way that really helped change my view. I've dabbled in science and history because they're my favourites, but I think learning the beautiful parts of this world can help to make you reflect on how you aren't seperate from this world, you are integral to it.
Make time for yourself. Whatever time you have left, dedicate it to you. What this means, only you can say. For me, I set time for myself to enjoy video games and crafting and being with my cats. This time should be true to what you want to do in order to listen to and honour yourself
In the vein of community: Surround yourself with others like you, with trans and gay and queer people - with a broad spectrum of our communities. Don't tolerate intolerance, and when you come across it, remember your worth and remember that you and your existence aren't debates. You are an actual person. You don't have to entertain the idea that you are anything less.
Remember the world can be kind. The world can (and will) show you kindness, especially where you least expect it. It may seem like the hatred you hear is loud, but louder still will be the people who will see you for you and won't turn away from you.
This isn't a cure-all. I won't peddle magic cures, and I don't want to give the impression that you are "wrong" or "bad" for how you are doing. You aren't the first person to feel this way, and you aren't the only one, either. In that sense, your pain isn't felt alone. I hope that you can feel peace and safety within yourself, if not now, then one day. You are worth that. If you aren't ready for this, please keep all this in your back pocket. It is never too late. It won't be too late.
#ask#queer#gay#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#internalized bigotry#these also were ideas and there's no shame if you come up with other ideas or don't think my ideas are for you đ#i really appreciate the vulnerability it took to send this. this can be such a personal wound that (understandably) people hesitate to show#i can tell that you have what it takes to truly grow into yourself. you have that tenacity and that bravery even if you don't see it#recognizing hoe you feel is the first step and it is SUCH a difficult thing to do. you have already accomplished a LOT#and i hope you genuinely feel that and maybe even feel pride in that? because you deserve to recognize when you're doing well
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randomly started thinking about the hero au again okay look away this is dumb but i need to get it out
"When will you learn?" Paula sighed as she dabbed a cloth over a wound on Mammon's torso.
"Tch. Tell your dumbass team to go easier on us." Mammon's words were clipped and strained, as he did his best to stay still.
"Hmm. We're not the ones who brought a ray gun, now are we?"
"How else was I meant to test my new device if not by bringing it to a fight?" Solomon spoke up, rummaging through a first aid box. You could almost hear the pout in his voice.
"You shouldn't have made the device at all. You shouldn't be doing this at all. What will it take for you both to stop?"
"Heroes won't let me experiment new ideas, not without restrictions." Solomon fiddled with the end of a gauze roll.
"You know, if you give me a minute, I'll wrap your bandages too."
"When are ya gonna leave those suckers? C'mon. Ya can't fight us forever, don'cha know?"
"I'll stop being a hero when you two stop being villains."
Paula stood up, taking the gauze from Solomon. She studied the wound on his arm. Lucifer had done that. She'd have to talk to him about going easier on her boyfriends. For now.
"So we'll never stop fighting, is that what you're saying? Really, you'd be so much happier with us. I bet you miss my designated monthly cooking-"
"Paula, just join us already! We've got everything we've ever wanted! Riches, a fancy hideout, henchmen! What else could we need?"
Paula didn't look up. She finished off bandaging the wound. Huh. She had gotten faster at this now. That meant less time with the two of them. She needed to get this over quick anyway. Maybe then it would hurt less.
"You have everything you want? You're really happy like this? Truly?"
She stepped back. Her voice was low, exhausted, broken. She had her own fair share of scratches and cuts. Her hair was falling out of it's braid.
Still. The two of them looked at her like she was the world. Maybe that's what she was to them. She didn't feel like it though. Not anymore. She couldn't remember what had changed. Why they had changed.
Or had they even changed? Had they always been like this? Was it just hiding?
So badly she had wanted to follow them.
But she didn't.
And now she was here. In a room with her two favorite people, in an apartment they used to share, but used by no one in months. Here, they pretended everything was fine. Normal. Almost. As much as it could get.
"All that's missing is you, y'know."
"Then we'd truly be happy."
Solomon studied her. Mammon had a wary expression. He didn't like the tone she was using.
"... Then I guess you'll never be happy, will you? And neither will I."
"We can be happy if you just hurried up and joined us already! Paula, c'mon. Please. Don't make the Great Mammon beg."
"We have a space set up for you. It's already been decorated. There's even a new outfit, so you can get rid of that hero one. Barbatos designed it himself."
"I'm telling you this now. And this will be the last time I tell you, because God knows it hasn't sunk in by now. I am not joining the villains. You've finally gone somewhere I can't follow."
Her voice cracked. It never cracked.
And why was she reaching for her chain? Solomon frowned, attempting to reach out for her. Mammon was having trouble standing up.
"Paula-"
"Don't! Don't. It's over. I'm tired. I've tried. If you haven't listened by now..."
She threw the necklace at Mammon. He scrambled to catch it, irritating his wound in the process. The one he got her for their anniversary. Solomon stared, a frown on his face, his body stiff. Fighting the urge to grab her. She had already begun walking to the door.
"Then who's to say you'll ever listen at all? I can't keep hurting myself trying to convince you both to change. This is it. This is the last time I'll be seeing you both until- if you ever change."
She looked back at them. A mistake on her part, for their expressions punched her gut. Almost made her change her mind. Almost.
Instead, she glared at them. True and angry, not the playful one that held love beneath it. The one they missed so much.
"It's okay though, right? Because you two have everything you've ever wanted."
A door was slammed.
And she was gone.
#star rambles#HELP WHY DID THIS GET SO LONG#my silly lil poly ship#obey me#mammon#solomon#my mc#it's so dumb but i literally don't care#imagine bandaging the wounds of your boyfriend's in secret after watching them being inflicted in real time#imagine never being able to directly hurt them#hesitating when you get too close#mc paula
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