#He just closeted it's fine
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I will not take any criticism !/J
#in all honesty I wanted to put 90's Casey in the homophobic tier#He just closeted it's fine#Same thing for 2012 shredder but I also know him & tigerclaw had something going on#But I also believe that he's an incel#Also all the splinters are potentially bi-curious#All the Bayverse turtles are a little homophobic#they just look like they're gonna call me a slur/j#Tmnt#rottmnt#tmnt 1987#tmnt 87#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2003#tmnt bayverse#tmnt 90's#tmnt 1990#I wanted to put mirage & idw but I didn't find them#tmnt next mutation#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tier list#teenage mutant ninja turtles 87#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles 1987#Teenage mutant ninja turtle 2003#Teenage mutant ninja turtles 2018#Teenage mutant ninja turtles 1990#tmnt movie#tmnt mm
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[Solar but I un-twink efied him?]
This was kinda rushed and turned out kinda wonky but s o b
Chat just please don't look closely
Pspspsppsps you don't see any mistakesssssss oooooooo
More doodles and thoughts under cut!
Sorry but I hate how his new model looks he's too skini and his face looks so.... wonk
He's ready to snap
Bro can't carry his own son :(
THIS IS ABSOLUTELY NOT meant as an attack or as hate towards the model creator or the design creator
I love Megs art and I know making models is hard
Everyone on team is very talented and this is just a me thing grahhh I just want buff Solarrr
Also here's Solar before Thanos snap TT.TT
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IM SORRY ITS SO FUNNY HE JUST SPAWNED WITH THE GRIPPERS OUT
#tsams#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams au#the sun and moon show fanart!!#solar tsams#tsams solar#tsams fanart#eeeee idk#chat i just want buff Solar#SORY I KNOW THERES LOTS OF MISTAKESSSS IT WAS A BIT RUSHEDDJJDJ#i drew this the day he came out of the closet#grah give me buff Solarrr#i know hes a twink but eeeee#hed be so fine#also we have enought sticks in the casttt#if anyone should get a different bidy type now it should be himmmm#[and Earth but I wont talk about that todayyyy]#bye chatttt#tsams doodles#tsams jack#tsams sun
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THE ONLY MAN EVER !!!!!! 💕💖💞💗💖💕
#‘different galaxies? fine. we’ll make the universe bigger’#what the fuck!!#get yourself a man like this#if he’s not like this i don’t want him#this entire scene hurted but he made it all better i love him sm#i thought i spent 142 diamonds just for pain 😭🤧😭#also lowkey mad lou was stuck in this fugly outfit & wrong hair for this because it wouldn’t let me into the closet </3#ivo martin#psi#romance club#mine
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Completely innocuous things being framed as menacing just bc gamzee is the one doing them (in karkats pesterquest route gamzee says something about how he thinks there's a mouse in his closet bc how could he know that people have teleported in there? This is framed as a scary moment)
#it just feels weird. he can be mean and scary on purpose that just feels weird#karkat hyperventalating in the closet of a guy he thinks is a harmless idiot who he talks to regulary#but hes fine on the alien planet with the sun out with a complete stranger. ok#textsnores#hs criticisms
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i feel like the biggest buzzkill not liking metadad content fjfjfjdr
#its not even bc of isat making me dislike fandomified found family that tries to force everyone into the mommy/daddy/sister etc#role#(while also getting mad and going ‘’you cant ship those two characters because we decided they were siblings in the found family’’#like ik i admitted i did that with sirica and joe but thats because i was a closet lesbo who had a crush on her and didnt know how else to#explain why i hated sirica being shipped with a boy. and i wasnt even double digits when i did that)#ive just never really cared for the concept. hes like a cousin at best if we stick to those rules#at least with kirby i can understand that bc kirby is a child and lots of ppl love the hc that mk is his dad#and hes in a mentorship role towards him in the anime anyways so you could still expand on that#but with joe and sirica ive never cared for it. mostly bc those two have parents that they love already#and while theyre deceased its still clear that the two are fine on their own#and it feels weird that theyd want meta to be their dad with all that baggage yknow. like they care about him now#and theyve worked things out but i feel like theyd just feel weird about that#anyways its not a bad hc but i felt like a real asshole going into the tags last night and seeing that everywhere djdjdjdj#and i could just go ‘’he would not say that’’#echoed voice
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miss pauling WOULD NOT SMELL FINE.
#me disagreeing at everything about miss pauling that people paints her as something good sweet or cool#WHEN SHES NOT COOL OR AWESOME OR SMELLS GOOD AT ALL SHAKES YOU AROUND LIKE A BOTTLE#she smells LIKE HUMAN SWEAT and old clothes from a humid closet she barely cleans. like a grandma.#well grandmas do smell nice. BUT THATS NOT THE FACT#ok well she does smell fine and bearable maybe he hair smells like bed sheets no changed at all#because she wakes up so early she doesn’t have time to clean her room or make her bed#she just instantly runs not even eating breakfast and dying of hunger until either scout or soldier gives her a cookie#or a half eaten pork beans in soldiers courtesy#and gets home late EXHAUSTED and throws herself in the bed to later wake up in 5 minutes#me wanting to expose her every single damn time i am evil like that to my ult#oh yeah her hair doesn’t smell that good at all. full of lice. and greasy. girl wash YOUR HAIR that’s what demo always says to her#prob demo often times calls her out or secretly spy will come and said damn my mask doesn’t even smell that bad than that hair of yours#but is either of those two. wait what i was talking about#her teeth are so yellow because she forgets to clean them#crusty eyes too. can’t put makeup stupidass just only puts her fav purple lipstick to hide her crusty lips#takes a deep breath… fuck. woman failure
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Halloween Recommendation: Stephen King's Rose Red
** This one can be tricky to find. It was originally released as a 3 night mini-series in 2002, but then re-released as a motion picture. Apparently Hulu has it?
In 1906, oil barron John Rimbauer built a veritable palace overlooking Seattle. It was his young bride, Ellen, who would give the house it's name: Rose Red.
First blood was drawn before the foundation was even laid. A foreman, murdered over a simple argument. Bizarre deaths and mysterious disappearances plagued Rose Red, swallowing up the Rimbauer family, their servants, friends, and anyone who dared enter.
Eventually, the grand estate fell into disrepair. Paranormal investigators descended upon the property, but none were ever able to solve the mystery, nor stop the deaths.
Now, more than 90 years after the first deaths at Rose Red, Steven Rimbauer, the last living descendant of John and Ellen Rimbauer, has been offered massive sums of money to sell Rose Red. It will be totally leveled, the land used for condos.
Before the house is destroyed, Steven agrees to let Dr. Joyce Reardon and a cobbled-together team of psychics, mediums, and other paranormal investigators do one final sweep of the house.
What evil lurks within Rose Red?
What horrors did John and Ellen Rimbauer summon in their palatial estate- or were they victims themselves?
Why does Rose Red kill the men, but swallow the souls of the women and force them to haunt it's halls?
How many of Dr. Joyce Reardon's team can escape with their lives?
*** Stephen King wrote the screenplay for this story, but there is no novel. Instead, as part of the publicity and hype leading up to the miniseries premiere, "The Diary of Ellen Rimbauer" was published, serving as a prequel. You can buy the novel on Kindle.
#tv recommendations#tv recommendation#movie recommendations#movie recommendation#rose red#stephen king#one of his least known that's been translated to screen i'd say#mainly because he wrote the screenplay but for whatever reason it was never released in book form#god this scared me as a kid- to the point where i was nervous just writing this thing#let alone finding the poster for this- there's a still of 2 of the ghosts that usually comes up and i was scared i'd see it#literally had to sleep with blankets over my head and spread eagle across any bed for like 10 years because of one scene in particular#i was terrified#still can't sleep with a closet door even the slightest bit open#my parents wanted to prevent me from watching more than the 2nd night#because as much as the 1st night scared me#the 2nd night was so much worse and where most of my fears came from#i should say at this point- i loved horror; i couldn't be scared; but this one wrecked me#anyways#i had to fight my parents to be allowed to see the final night because i needed to see how it ended to MAYBE be less scared#like if you see the evil die you're fine#but i was so scared i kept my eyes covered the whole time anyways and i have no idea what happened#nowadays it might not even be scary to adult-me but why take the RISK
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fnaf 4 20/20/20/20 mode... grrrr
#why the fuck can bonnie and chica move away from the door WHILE THE DOOR'S IN THE CLOSING ANIMATION#and WHY DOES THAT TRIGGER THE ANTI-CHEESE AND INSTANTLY SUMMON THEM BACK TO YOUR DOOR#and yeah okay fair enough that the anti-cheese blocks them from being cleared until you reopen the door since that's the whole purpose of i#BUT STILL!!!!#worst part is I *did* get one run past the Four into Nightmare#but he did a similarly bullshit fake laugh the moment he stopped at a door!!#which meant no footsteps so it sounded like a real laugh#so I went to the bed then died before I got to the closet#and. okay. sure. situation could've been avoided by just closing the door#but if I'd done that then I was risking whether he went to the closet or not!#because if I shut the door I'd barely have time to check the bed let alone the closet#fnaf 4 ily but damn if two things happen at the exact same time it's pretty fucked#which is fine on the first 7 nights because it's rare!#but not 20 mode! on 20 mode it happens fairly often
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I'm in love with Dr McDreamy
#xoxo august.#HES SO FINE IM CRYING#derek shepherd the man that you are..#and just. im on the episode where meredith goes into the closet crying and struggling to breath#AND HES JUST SO SOFT WITH HER I CANT#hes so pretty </3
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There’s a post going around about how Jason and Tim parallel each other because Jason’s tragedies are narratively driven and Tim’s are a result of his own actions and. I have some thoughts about it but wanted to hear yours
I've seen that post. I don't agree with it at all, mostly because I think it's incredibly forced to call Tim a tragedy in any sense of the word.
There's certainly A period of time when you could call Tim's life a tragedy, but that's the period between War Games and Final Crisis. And frankly, you couldn't find a better textbook case of being caught up in narrative machinations beyond your own control than all of the losses Tim has in that time of his life, because literally none of them are actually about him at all.
Steph's death at the end of War Game isn't about Tim or even Steph, she got full-on fridged for Bruce's manpain in a way that if you think about it for even half a second makes no sense and was clearly just done for the shock value. Jack technically dies because Tim is Robin, but only tangentially; he was actually set up to be a red herring for a completely unrelated murder conspiracy that just happened to involve other superheroes. Neither Infinite nor Final Crisis had anything to do with Tim's personal decisions, so Kon, Bruce, Dana, their passing all had nothing to do with Tim. Hell, Kon died because of an IRL legal dispute over the Superboy trademarks. Darla was innocent collateral damage, while Bart's death and Cass's brainwashing were both things that happened well away from Tim with no connection to him at all.
None of these things happened because of anything Tim did, he literally just got caught in the crossfire of other peoples' narratives. Even getting attacked by Jason and then Damian had nothing to do with him, and everything to do with them and their personal issues.
Red Robin absolutely starts with Tim in a bad place and then makes it worse through his own choices but it's in no way a tragedy, it's a triumphant-rise-from-a-terrible-fall drama.
Literally the only canonical version of Tim that the idea of "tragedy because of his own actions" applies to is, very specifically, the "Titans Tomorrow" Batman as he appears in the aftermath of Infinite Crisis. Prior to that, it was heavily suggested that the evil future Titans came about due to severe trauma from surviving the Crisis while most of the older-gen heroes got wiped out. After, they introduced the idea that evil!Bart and evil!Conner were the clones that Tim had made in the basement, and in that specific context, TT!Batman!Tim orchestrated his own fall.
But every other version out there? It's nonsense. Tim isn't a tragedy. You can't even argue that he's defined by a tragedy, even his backstory is all about being in the wrong (right) place at the right (wrong) time. Even his mother's death had nothing to do with him.
So yeah, I just kinda ignore that post because its primary thesis makes no sense.
#tim drake#dc comics asks#meta#robin#jason todd#(tangentially)#note that none of this applies to the New 52 version because that is not Tim Drake#that is a horrible edgelord distortion of my boy and will not be acknowledged here#that said he's not a tragedy in rebirth either he's just kinda painfully closeted until he comes out#and right now he's doing fine#dramatic but fine
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3 for Aldrich, Aldia, Willem & Laurence
9 for Maria
11 for Micolash & Aldrich
24 for Laurence
(Asks from this ( x ) meme)
3) What first drew you to this character?
As for Aldrich, I vaguely recall finding out that he checks the traits I like the most? He was one of the characters I've learned about through fandom and not on my own, and I think this ancient meme about summarises it:
Also:
@val-of-the-north SHUDDUP you're basically so horny for Laurence/Logarius/Snatchers that you can't even picture them in your mind in any way but being naked!!!!!!! *casts the stone back at u*
With Laurence, like with Mico, it was the very first glance at the character in Youtube compilation with boss themes and concept art image. I did not know the lore yet, but the design and the music made me imagine Laurence as sort of aged, sagely librarian. I could not imagine back then that his boss fight would be him being a "helpless abhorrent little mewmew" as kids call it! Heck, I thought he'd have dialogue despite the monster form x) In a way, my first impression was not wrong, with the cut content of him actually talking even in a beast form, and implication of him being a son of Cainhurst cut content librarian NPC! I have intuition for cut content before having information, hahaha!
I have nothing to say about Willem. It might be a memory gap thing, but I swear at some point I feel I was turned off and then booted back up with liking this character already installed in my system x) As for Aldia.... ugh for fuck's sake... yeah, it was this legend:
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I was absolutely floored by this stupid vid even without knowing any context, but I also instantly liked this character. I didn't even know his name yet, but the voice acting and long yapping about philosophy already pulled me in XD (Also unironically, this video is precisely how I give relationship advice fhfhdds)
9) Does this character remind you of anyone you know? Does that affect how you see them?
Yeah, I know this person. I know them very well. I know them more than anyone else. Someone who was misguided (by their destructive influence mentor figure, by their own foolishness and past history, or combination of both, who can tell anymore?) into committing awful things, then despaired over their sins and attempted redemption but also failed in some way? This person is me. At some point I've found myself in front of horrible truth about my past life and personality, and knew I was guilty and sullied forever. That it was over for me as a human being, but that didn't matter, and I could only keep people safe by locking myself away and trying to serve something better.
......annnnd it took a few years of more informed people to (metaphorically) shake me and slap my face into lucidity, explaining to me that I've fallen for the "BPD demonization" that was going far beyond than my individual failure as a friend, and we are always accused of abuse and causing irreversible harm when the worst we do is being emotionally overbearing. I kept losing trust to those friends, telling them that they were enablers who tried to gaslight me into thinking I was not 'that much of a monster', until it was other people with BPD who 'shook me and slapped my face into lucidity'. xd Nonetheless, even though now I know the truth about how society treats BPDs, I remember the feeling of being so monstrous and harmful that I was not even allowed to "touch" people with my dirty hands, how my reality used to be. So, I could write Maria going through this effortlessly, especially considering what she did was more plain and tangible!
In fact... thank you for asking me about this, because I kept wondering why I had such frequent dreams about being Maria, and why the Maria in my dreams acts like abused child that took back control against Gehrman despite my portrayal of the guy being so different. And now the puzzle is solved! That part of me still lives inside, it seems.
11) How did you “fall in love” with this character?
Already answered this for Micolash here: ( x )! As for Aldrich, it was through properly analysing the bigger picture and context of his actions. I've figured that his madness was, in fact, being informed on what was far too ahead of everyone else around him! He, like the rest of the cast, is trapped in the rotting, doomed world in which the only choices are 1) "die with dignity" or 2) commit something unthinkable from moral standpoint for a chance to escape. And will morality of the rotting world will matter in the new world anyways? Won't it all be left behind and be forgiven?
The guy also tried to take everyone else he could with him, like sort of a fucked up Noah's Arc! I can tell that they reused the concept with Rykard, at least, I am glad they know what works xD I'd say that the sadism he experienced upon eating people was either result of insanity (he understood a thing no one should understand), or still didn't exclude the bigger purpose (egotistically revelling in how holy he is helping everyone and doing what no one else dared, which would be like my Laurence). In any case, I have the strongest respect to the courage it takes to transcend the bonds of morality and compassion in order to to greater good. Being burdened with the knowledge of how the world really works, and choosing to push through instead of still being bound... This is why I also like Fauxsefka; learning how this world works, she chose to turn people into Kin so they can't ever become beasts. I am weak for this trope, you don't understand.
24) Do you ever dream about this character? If so, describe a dream you once had about them.
Laurence appears in my dreams only in two contexts: 1) Micolaurence or 2) dreams about finding secret files in Bloodborne that reveal his canonical appearance before beasthood! I can tell the latter comes from my everlasting unsatisfaction with my design for him, because I love it but it doesn't feel "fitting" and I can't identify why!
The former, I think, fandom rubbing onto me x) In two of these dreams, I was Laurence. In other two, I was Micolash. In one of Laurence dreams it was mutual, in the second one I was in love unrequited. In one of Micolash dreams, it was mutual, and in another it was not.. Basically, my dreams allows me to experience this ship from every possible angle. o_o Waiting for more I guess fhhdfsfd
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Thank you for asking! And.. without exaggeration, you've just done quite a psychological work on me by just asking the right thing. I need to think about that, hahaha
#bloodborne#dark souls 3#aldrich devourer of gods#laurence the first vicar#soulsborne#ask replies#personal#memories#dreams#honestly I remember Maria in my dreams hiding in the closet like an abused bullied child.. that big strong woman reduced to this#and I finally know why it was this way#I'd rather not sully Gehrman with something as dirty as my stepdad of course he deserves so much more and he is his own man#I just don't like the approach of turning characters with their own stories and personality into vessels for my trauma#it feels like frenzied flame: you got infected by it and you have unending need to spread it. to scorch the world in your pain.#I don't think this approach would help my healing but instead make me feel worse by nourishing the trauma#I am keeping it sealed away from the world forever now </3#see this is why it hurts me so much when gehrman haters accuse me of being insensitive to people that want to project their negative-#-experiences with men and misogyny onto him even if that means twisting the actual story and character. I do have a reason to do it myself#I just choose not to because I personally dislike the idea of making fandomry about myself more and about source material less#I don't want to bring the pain and horrors inside me into something that doesn't have them. some things can stay clean!#the passive aggression between canon worshippers and fanon enforcers is something that cannot be avoided in the fandoms#and I disapprove of the lie about 100% peace and mutual respect between the 'camps'. we will never FULLY like each other#each thinks their approach is more productive for the community. and that's fine!
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8 and 3 for DN? (:
thanks! 8. DN + common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about: Light would NOT remain in denial about being gay forever, nor would he perhaps be extremely self-flagellating about it... in fact I feel like he actually already knew by the end of the story (around the time when he was inwardly like "yeah, you're right, most of this WAS because I was just that obsessed with L....") My headcanon is he might still be pretty inclined to lead a double life around it, but he's probably not actually that ashamed of the idea of being gay once he actually realizes and accepts it 3. Screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on Tumblr: Any of those in-all-seriousness hot takes that go something like "Light was SO stupid for not changing the causes of death in the notebook, nobody would have tracked him down if he was more creative with it lmaoo what an idiot." MY BROTHER IN CHRIST HE DID THAT ON PURPOSE BECAUSE HE WANTED TO BE NOTICED / WAS TRYING TO BECOME A GOD PASSING RIGHTEOUS JUDGEMENT ON THE MASSES, it's literally in chapter/episode one, he says it's "the best thing about the notebook" that it defaults to a heart attack, and HE ALSO WAS TRYING TO LURE L IN WITH A LOT OF WHAT HE DID ON PURPOSE SO HE COULD FIND AND KILL HIM AS WELL etc etc etc dafjajaja it literally makes me foam at the mouth and turn into the most ackshually know-it-all keyboard warrior if I don't give myself a moment to calm down lol
[choose violence]
#and like yes he does seem gay/oblivious/closeted at the start but if you read the manga i just cant see late game timeskip light#actually being that in denial or that hard on himself about it#a lot of the takes about light's gayness get tiresome to me in general actually like#especially when it's like 'he's such a stupid oblivious gay loser' type jokes#or his being gay and/or closeted is referred to like a big character flaw he should be ashamed about and mocked for#like the “imagay” variety of jokes hoo boy do they get old after a while even when being made by queer folks#anyways i think he'd be oddly fine with it even if he still decided to lead two lives or sthg... hes just that sorta complicated dude#he kinda just likes having secrets and complications in his private life and inner world to a certain extent i believe#some weird enrichment for his enclosure.....#light yagami#ask#hawkfawun#p
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I'm feeling so sane and normal about bel and ortega right now
#deranged thoughts about when they go back to the broom closet office where ortegas conspiracy board is#absolutely unhinged thoughts about that#and also the alleyway post therapy session#i am completely fine and normal#i think its immensely funny though that they hooked up in that broom closet bc he leaves and daniel walks him out#and hes desperately trying to cover up the hickey on his neck so just awkwardly slaps a hand over it while making excuses#“hey bel whats th-” NOTHING its nothing I'll see you at training BYE
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#last night i learned that my partner of 5 years apparently cannot deal with me being non-binary after all#my world is shattered i don't know what to do#i was in the closet when we started dating but I came out to him years ago and all this time i was under the impression that it was fine#and that he loved me for who i am#every part of me#but apparently he can't#i feel like I'm dying#one of my worst nightmares has come true#and all these last few years of pain and sorrow. i feel like i fought through them for nothing#he was the only thing that kept me going and now there's nothing#and i finally know that i truly am unlovable#i just want to fall asleep and never wake up again
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Fuckkk I just made a gay joke infront of my dad TwT
Good thing we're on a plane this thing is loud
He might have heard me though. His face kinda went •_• to ○_○
#were probably fine#im just casually making an ace flag bracelet in front of him hoping he doesnt know his queer flags#what am i doing#gay jokes#gay#queer#not out yet#pfft lol#i forgot the term closeted#closeted
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just a man and his wife
#they are both girl boss and wifey simultaneously#dont ask me how#fred/brock#fred warner#brock purdy#ur thighs bby they're stunning#nfl rpf#49ers#ngl it felt wrong to see brock in a suit for the sb#so here's him in his natural attire#and fred looking gorgeous as always#when is he not fine#never#i just think that#it would be neat if#brock let fred dress him up for a reg szn game#however#brock doesn't have any suits#his closet's just sweaters n skirts😭
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