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someprettyname · 7 months ago
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✨GF FC INDIGO AWARDS 2024 PT 9✨
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7 | part 8 | part 9 | part 10 | part 11 | part 12 | part 13 | winner's list | after party
Some points to note before you move to the event visualizer : 
🟣 My anchoring style is highly energetic and bubbly so you can imagine me doing a lot of hand gestures, changing pitch and tones of my voice, moving around on the stage a lot, etc. Hehe.  
🟣 The theatre/event venue has been engineered by the best engineers of the world, with the most modern technology. The petals of the lotus can close or open to hide or reveal the night sky. It can also change its colours. For tonight, it's indigo!  
🟣 The "OUTFIT CHECK" were clicked in different places (according to where the member was spotted first) hence the different background. 
🟣 I didn't want to write too dialogues on yall's behalf but I can't really bother you with every small detail, so I hope whatever dialogues I've made up are not too out of character! 
🟣Ignore the contradiction of same blue locker entering the scene multiple times, pretend there are a few copies of each member 🥰👍🏻
🟣 Ignore the outfit mismatch in the edits (any edit after the outfit checks please, our editing skills only go so far 🙏🏻 ) 
🟣 I highly suggest that you listen to songs as you keep finding them being embedded in links for added feels and extra hype! 🔥
🟣 The performances where multiple songs have been used is supposed to be a mashup. You can imagine the mashup to be as you please! The songs I've bunched together are for the sole purpose of creating a particular vibe, so as long as to they are fulfilled it's all good! 😌🤝🏻
🟣 The posts are scheduled at a gap of 3-4 hours each, this event is going to be spread throughout 2 or more days. Feel free to go feral in the comments/reblogs/community my mates. 🔥 
🟣 I hope you enjoy this! Tagging all the attendees here : 
@glue-thief  @getosugurusbangs @bueris @soleilonthesun @galaxynajma
@sid3buns @mariyumemi @pinkinsect @refrigeratedboombursts @satosuguhastakenovermylife 
@10renz0 @simp-simp-no-mi @boinin @sharkissm @milkteansugar 
@thebestsetter @merlucide @jujutsustraycats @kurona-theshark @nskiyuriz
@asarajaa @writingonthewalls1832 @hooudie212back @sadao-tsuki @milaisreading 
@8-xnny @licoririce @rinitoshisgirl @luvingshidou  @duckydee-0
@kuro-min @gojoracle @marcsnuffy @filecurropt0 @riririnnnn 
@wroophruh @sanaexus @melodiclune
Previously on GF FC INDIGO AWARDS : 
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Fabulous performances by (RHS) TEAM BREEZE AND @/NSKIYURIZ!!! (LHS)
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"metavision is basically just autism superpowers" 
- @/nskiyuriz [ winner of GF FC INDIGO GRAND AWARD FOR BEST METAVISIONER ON FIELD 2024 ] 
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"If any of you want an autograph from moi, just ask." 
- @/luvingshidou [ winner of GF FC INDIGO GRAND AWARD FOR BEST OFFENSIVE PLAYER ] 
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Nami : Well well well, that was certainly an ✨OSHA✨ performance. 
[*Camera cuts to Aryu who is twirling a strand in his fingers.*] 
Nami : Does our star player Aryu approve of us? 
[*Aryu is seen smiling and nodding when the camera cuts to him.*] 
Nami : Well, but I think it wouldn't be too OSHA of us if we don't honour our members who have supported us a lot from the sidelines. The one who helped us build this legacy. We shall remember that success seen on field is not just the player's hardwork, but a result of hardwork being put in everyday by a lot of other well wishers. So ladies and gentlemen please welcome on stage sid3buns for GF FC INDIGO GRAND AWARD FOR BEST JERSEY DESIGN. Because who are we without our iconic jersey? 😁
[ *Crowd breaks into cheers as sid3buns makes her appearance.* ] 
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sid3buns : Thank you very much ^_^ the one who's taking this award home tonight is....
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sid3buns : BILLI!!! 
[ *Billi gasps and Kurona pats her on the back, she hugs her twin Riri on her way to the stage.* ] 
Billi (@/bueris) : oh I'm blushing it was pretty casual to make, I didn't expect much of it but I'm happy you guys like it! especially to mimi (@/nskiyuriz) who actually helped with the lettering bc he has nice handwriting!
Soleil : Thank you! The next one's equally important and something similar so let's put our hands for @/kurona-theshark to hand out the GF FC INDIGO GRAND AWARD FOR BEST CLEATS DESIGN!! 
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kurona-theshark : The winner for this one's none other than my wifey.....
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Kurona-theshark: KIRAAAAAA!!!! (@/merlucide)
Kira : *walks up to the stage*
Kira : Wow, I… uh… *sniff* I never thought… wow 🤧
Kira : When I was a fetus in the womb, I wasn’t sure what I was going to do with myself. Maybe I would be a plumber or a gynecologist, but no, I am a member of GF FC.
Kira : The past two months have been nothing short of a dream, and I *sniff* am so grateful for all of you and sniff this incredible opportunity.
Kira : I'm so thankful for the support and love from my dear friends at GF FC, and the awards given to me today. I never thought I’d be given such awards. *sniff* It truly is a pleasure being here. *sniff* Thank you.
Nami : You really did deserve that sweetheart!! A special thanks to BILLI AND KIRA for designing our jersey and cleats which we wear with a sense of proud every time we walk down on the field. And of course, (*turns around to Soleil with a grin and pats her back*) a shoutout to our dear Soleil here for designing our iconic logo!!! 
Soleil : jkjhjsjsjjjssjsj THANK YOU, NAMI!! 
Nami : Of course Soleil!! [*Raises hand in a salute gesture revealing a mini plushie kind of charm on her bracelet.*] 
Soleil : OMG :0 what is that? 
Nami : Oh this? [*looks down at her bracelet*] 
Nami : [*points*] This is a mini version of RIRI and this one...[*points*]....is a mini version of BILLI!! 😁 Aren't they so cute? My absolutely pretty daughters 🫶🏻
[ *Camera cuts to a blushy billi (@/bueris) and  a grinning and giddy Riri (@/riririnnn)* ] 
Soleil : OMG! I want one too!! For my siblings maybe, or maybe my kids 🫶🏻
Nami : Well well Soleil that's for later, for now I have to invite @/asarajaa on stage for GF FC INDIGO GRAND AWARD FOR BEST MERCH SELLER!! 
Soleil : Yes! Huge round of applause ladies and gentlemen!! 
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asarajaa : Good evening! Good evening! I'm glad Indigo awards is recognising the importance of this! I'd expect nothing less, really. So let's put our hands together for the winner already shall we? 
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asarajaa : ASH!!!!  (@/refrigeratedboombursts) 
[ *Camera cuts to a very hyped up and jumpy Bachira who is encouraging and hyping him, while Ash on the other side simply grins, hugs him and moves to the stage.*] 
Ash : Oh my god, thank you so much!!!
I'm super honoured to be a part of fc Girlfriend and seeing how far we've come. And I thank everyone for getting me to this point. (*Throws hand [with trophy] up in the air in victory.*) 
Soleil : You know, I can really feel the excitement and gratitude of these winners. It feels really good to be hyped up and cheered upon by my fellow team-mates 🥹
Nami : THAT'S SO TRUE SOL!! But I'm not really the best at it....I mean, I try but well, it only makes more sense if I call upon stage @/kuro-min for GF FC INDIGO GRAND AWARD FOR BEST CHEERLEADER!! 
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KURO-MIN : Thanks for having me, Nami!! It's with great pleasure that I announce the name of winner, who is none other than....
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kuro-min : @/MILKTEANSUGAR!!!
[ *The crowd breaks into loud applause as she grins widely, hugging and shaking hands with others around her before walking up on the stage.* ] 
milkteansugar : I’m tearing up about the fact that i’ve been nominated, it’s an honor and i feel so grateful. But even though winning an award is a feat, i’m happy just being a part of girlfriend fc with so many amazing people! I was pretty shy about joining at first since i felt a little intimidated but everyone ended up so nice, i’m happy i did. I want to thank everyone in girlfriend fc for their support aaannd my wonderful partner, Ego! He’s given me a lot of encouragement and shooed away my doubts. I hope i can continue to keep up with your expectations.
Soleil : Well miss, I think you're more than keeping up with our expectations! We just hope a certain sharky someone doesn't break our lovely couple apart! Haha! 
Nami : Well well you said it Sol! I hope they have their happy ever after, but your words have reminded me how we have some really lovely couples among us. It's only justified if we award them for being all these postive feelings and inspiration they bring to table isn't it? 
Soleil : True! It's important to appreciate true love when you see it! It's getting rare afterall, and not to mention how tough it is to stay loyal even after all the ups and downs a couple goes through!! 
Nami : More importantly having the strength to work it all out together! 😌🫶🏻
Nami : But the mood also needs to set right for that isn't it? ;) 
Soleil : Then let's welcome on stage RIRI WITH A HUGE ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR HER BEAUTIFUL PERFORMANCE!!! 
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Nami : Perfect 🤩 what a mood! I love this vibe that has been created here! 
Nami : My daughter is really the best 🤧 did y'all hear her amazing voice? 🤧
[ *The camera cuts to a very happy looking Kurona and Billy who was cheering on her twin.* ] 
Soleil : It was! It was! It was a beautiful performance Nami. (*Pats her on the back in a consoling manner*) But don't go crying now, we have to welcome on stage @/sanaexus for GF FC INDIGO GRAND AWARD FOR BEST GLAM COUPLE!! 
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Sanaexus : Well, everyone here really is an amazing pair. Look at me and Rin for a good example 🥰🌝
Sanaexus : And Shidou and pinkinsect!! (*Camera cuts to the said pair.*) Sitting there in their perfect designer suits. 
Pinkinsect : 🤩😎
Shidou : 🤪🤑🤑🤟🏻🤟🏻
Sanaexus : That's not all! We have some other amazing nominations here, well let's leave aside @/satosuguhastakenovermylife and Aryu for obvious reasons, but look at @/asarajaa and SAE!!! (*Camera cuts to them.*) 
Sanaexus : Perfectly classy couple!! Absolutely badass!! If we're talking about badass, ISH (@/jujutsustraycats) and KARASU. Just a Lil concerned if ISH will have a...bald guy....beside him in a few years with how much gel he dumps on there.... [ *Camera cuts to a very 😐😧😒 looking Karasu and 😈🙄😏 ISH.* ] ....but HEY!! They are pretty classy!! I can go on and on about y'all here. I think we're all glam. Me and Rin specially. But the one taking home this awards tonight is.....
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Sanaexus : @/SATOSUGUHASTAKENOVERMYLIFE AND ARYU JYUBEI!! 
Sanaexus : bro really cooked with this one 🔥
[ *She almost jumps and hugs Aryu when the camera cuts to their table, shakes hand with other and move to stage. While Aryu looks certainly pleased.* ] 
Satosuguhastakenovermylife : I mean...who else could it be other than aryu and i ✨✨✨, but really thank youu for this
Satosuguhastakenovermylife : Gratitude is glamorous!
Satosuguhastakenovermylife : Glamour is a highly difficult craft to master, it is something you should shape through a lot of time and um to celebrate this win we will be throwing the biggest, most stylish and glam party tomorrow at our mansion and anyone who shows up that's not glam will not be allowed. So...be glam. Thank you again for this!!!! ✨✨✨🤍
Nami : (*giggling*) Yeah well, certainly! No one stands a chance when we got the ✨OSHA✨ KING and his queen among ourselves!! Haha!! I hope I'm invited to the party!! Hyo and I will come in our designers gown and suits so don't leave us out, okay? XD 
Soleil : Same with me and SAE too!! Skskksk. I'm glad they win this one! They deserved this!! It's quite pleasing to hangout with the couple too!! They are both quite friendly 🫶🏻
Nami : 0: 
Nami : Now that you mention it Sol, some couples are naturally a very easy going pair together aren't they? Well, atleast they don't constantly make you feel like you're third wheeling. (*sigh*) 
Soleil : Yes! Yes! I understand what you mean! And that's why we have coming up on stage @/8-xnny to give out GF FC INDIGO GRAND AWARD FOR MOST EASY GOING COUPLE!! 
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8-xnny : Phew! I have quite a few nominations here with me, so let's discuss about them one by one!! 
simp-simp-no-mi [ merlucide, kurona-theshark, thebestsetter, duckydee-0 
8-xnny : Kira (@/merlucide) and Julian! (*Kira grins and waves when camera cuts to her and Julian.*) Kira's a perfect sweetheart and Julian is perfectly calm. They are the last pair who'll ever make you feel unwelcome. In fact, they are specially in good in making you feel warm and comfortable! 
8-xnny : Then we have kurona-theshark and gagamaru (*Kurona-theshark waves enthusiastically and gagamaru waves in slo-mo, his pupils blown wide in fascination when the camera cuts to them.*)....well. I don't think this one needs any explanation for their this one, haha! They are truly a chill couple.... others being a third wheel? That doesn't exist in their couple dictionary. Period. 
8-xnny : then we have @/thebestsetter and Karasu and let's just say when you're bantering along with the pair, you'd be too busy to feel like a third wheel! 
8-xnny : then we got simp-simp-no-mi and SEISHIRO and like, come on guys! Be so fr now. You think this sweet women and bored menduksai guy will ever make you feel like a third wheel? If you've ever interacted with the pair you know what I'm talking about! 
8-xnny : Then we have duckydee-0 and charles, and when you're hanging out with them you're their homie and a homie ain't ever a third wheel. Period. 
8-xnny : So who's winning the award among these convincing pair? 
Everyone : 👀
8-xnny : Well, ladies and gentlemen you better put your hands together for.....
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8-xnny : @/SIMP-SIMP-NO-MI AND NAGI SEISHIRO!! 
[ *Nagi nods and simp-simp-no-mi slaps a hand over her mouth in surprise. They both share a hug before she moves to stage to get the award.* ] 
simp-simp-no-mi : Guys! Thank you so much for this award! It's a huge compliment that you feel comfortable around us, But I can't really come up with a speech , even if my life was on line (really sorry 🙏🙏) so I'll be...ditching....the next part. (*sheepish*) Thank for the award though!! 
Nami : (*giggles*) Yeah, that's completely fine!! Some people are just not the one for big paragraph speeches and that's okay!! We are just really happy to see you both together, we all just wish you both stay content with each other <3 
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Stay tuned to hear more such cute couple stories...! 
[ organiser : @/someprettyname
script writing credits : @/someprettyname
proofread by : @/melodiclune
editing credits : @/soleilonthesun ]
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royaldollybox · 5 days ago
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Good day, I bring ye more The heart killer text posts
This time featuring Kant and Style becuase I am facinated by their friendship
I have yet to recover from my madness
Post 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7
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ricciardo133 · 2 months ago
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July 2018
maxiel, Daniel genderswap, pining, drunken hook-up alluded to
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Max wakes up slowly, feeling a girl cling to his side in the hotel bed. He can't remember Daniel and him inviting girls over to their shared room to unwind after Silverstone, but they did drink an inadvisable amount. Daniel had drank some noxiously sweet wine that some fan had gifted him. Idiotic, Max had thought. Max stuck to gin, a drink that normally doesn't leave him feeling this discombobulated. He feels wrecked, sore, and achy. He doesn't even feel ready to open his eyes.
The woman beside him stretches and sighs. "Rough night, eh, Maxy?" she says in a familiar Australian lit.
They both freeze.
Max sits up, slapping around the hotel lamp until he finds the switch. He stares wide-eyed at the woman lying beside him, her mass of dark curls against tan skin. Her wide, familiar eyes with that distinctive nose set between. Her hands are flung over her mouth, but Max can still see the right tattoos in the right places, only against different curves.
He glances down at perky, bare tits and soft, wide hips, and then back up in embarrassed shock.
"Daniel?"
"Yeah."
"You're a girl."
"So I've noticed."
Max gets up, starkly aware of his own nudity. He fumbles in the morning light for clothes, glancing at his reflection in the mirror as he pulls on a pair of sweatpants.
He's still quite himself, but the hickeys are new. He didn't know his face could feel this hot. He mentally feels memories from last night brush against his psyche in frustratingly fleeting snippets. Biting down on soft thighs. Warmth and tightness. Hard nipples in his mouth. God, he thinks, we finally did it and I can't fucking remember shit.
He looks back, seeing Daniel is gone. He panics and hustles to the bathroom where not-Daniel-but-still-Daniel stands and assess his body.
"Wow, kinda thought girl-me would have a bigger rack."
"You're taking this well."
"Well, obviously, we're dreaming."
"Hm."
Daniel twists in his spot, watching his reflection as he gives his ass a smack. Max is immediately hard.
"Daniel."
"Max," he echoes with faux shock. "Relax, this is, like, a seriously vivid dream. A horny one at that. I think we boned last night."
Max can't utter a word. He just watches as Daniel feels up his own body, smaller hands drifting over smooth skin. His nails skate along his thigh's tattoos, upwards to drift along fine hair between his legs. Max squirms and feels anything but asleep.
"So real," Daniel whispers.
"Can you maybe put something on?" Max begs. Daniel cocks an eyebrow and smirks. Max feels unnerved seeing his expressions in a feminine font. Daniel's refreshing confidence always made Max feel... too much. Like if he wasn't careful, he could spill over with it all. Watching Daniel now fondle his chest, pressing the small mounds together as he assessed himself in the mirror, Max felt ready to burst.
And they fucked. He turns and heads out to the hotel room.
Life is cruel and this dream sucks and he wishes he could remember.
"Hey, Max, hey," Daniel soothes, coming up behind him and blessedly covered in a hotel towel. "I seriously think this can't be real. Just like...what's that DiCaprio film?"
"Huh? Inception?"
"Yeah, that one. Just a really, really good...weird dream."
"Okay, then hit me." Max walks up to Daniel. He's not used to being this much taller. He feels dizzy again with need, wanting nothing more than to pin the older Aussie down on the bed. To hike his soft yet strong legs over his shoulders. Maybe it'd be fine if they did it again, since it maybe is an impossible dream and Daniel's not a boy right now. Not that it mattered normally. Max didn't care, he just wanted to feel him all over again.
"What?" Daniel smiles, eyebrows knit in confusion.
"In dreams, that's how you wake up. Like, a kick to jolt you awake, right?"
"Oh, right. Yeah, we should wake up."
Max leans closer and turns his cheek.
"I'm not smacking you, Max. Here," Daniel takes Max's hand in his. All Max wants was to knit their fingers together, to feel the way his palm is finally bigger than Daniel's. "We'll do it to ourselves, okay?"
Daniel places Max's hand against his own cheek. He watches the gorgeous woman in front of him mirrors him, hand raised gently, fingertips against the curls that fall so, so long down to the middle of Daniel's back. He'd look so good with hair like that even as a boy. Max thinks to tell him this and stops himself.
"On three, yeah?"
"Okay."
Daniel counts down, in that singsong voice that's his but not his pitch. Max tries to commit it to memory as he gives himself a just-too-painful slap.
And nothing changes. The only thing that changes is now Daniel panics.
"Holy fucking shit, Max."
"Daniel-"
"This is real."
"We'll fix this," Max tries as Daniel starts tearing apart the hotel room. Max glances at the clock on the nightstand while Daniel goes on a heated search for something. "We don't have to leave for the flight for two hours."
Christ. He pictures telling their team anything. Daniel can still race, of course, Max thinks. He'll just need a new suit that fits better. And some adjustments to the car's seat fit. And a good PR statement that, yes, something impossible happened overnight but no worries we'll be set for Hockenheim so don't worry about how this happened.
"This!" Daniel says, leaping up to Max and putting a small card in his hand. "This is why! Read it. It came with the wine that hot girl gave me."
Max rolls his eyes and reads it. He narrows his gaze. "A change, temporary, good for two? What's that mean?"
"Beats me, but read it again. Temporary." He sighs, letting his head knock back. Max stares at the line of hickeys down Daniel's thinner neck, too faint. "I do kinda miss my dick."
"How does it feel?" Max asks despite himself. "To be a girl?"
"Good, I guess." Does Daniel press his thighs together reflexively, Max wonders. He feels pent up and horny again. "Like, I don't mind it, but it'll be hell to buy a whole new wardrobe," he attempts to joke through shaky laughs.
"Maybe that note meant 'two' like in two times," Max says, voice quiet.
All he can hear for a moment is the whirl of the hotel aircon. He watches Daniel's feminine frame, his big eyes and wet lips.
"Can you remember any of it?" Daniel asks, voice barely registering above the whirl.
"Not much."
"And it kinda doesn't count, right? Because I'm not really me right now, so its okay? And you don't mind?"
It can count, Max wants to beg. It can. It can be okay after, too. It can be okay all the time.
"I don't mind. You're hot as a girl." The last three words feel too final. Daniel's shoulders fall as he nods.
"Yeah, a stunner, huh? So, well, we'll take her for one last ride."
Finally, Daniel walks up and pushes Max onto the hotel bed. Max's mind reels as Daniel lets the towel drop. Two breasts in Max's face as he feels thighs straddle his waist. His hands fly up to trace eager lines up Daniel's spine and rake gentle tracks back down with his nails. They both shudder.
"Last time, right?" Daniel says between kisses down Max's neck. Max feels his eyes water. It doesn't have to be. But he doesn't say anything. He flips Daniel over on the bed, body tenting over the smaller frame. And this time, he focuses. He wants to make Daniel feel good. He wants to come inside. He wants to etch every moment deep in his mind, so he'll remember every gasp, every touch, every sigh.
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seekmemystar · 8 months ago
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absolutely obsessed with the desi marauders hc! do you have any specific hcs? I'd love to hear them :]
Hii thank you so much haha
I was really only having fun with it I don't hc all of them as desi just James
But if they were, a few hcs I have are:
James is Punjabi and a typical one so anytime anyone stereotypes him he can't protest because it's almost always true but he speaks up for other desis getting stereotyped or if someone gets particularly mean
Sirius is the 'can't stick to a career' rich boy whose favourite directors are Imtiaz Ali and Karan Johar (yes both) and sirius' favourite movies are "Rockstar" and "Tamasha". He is definitely one of the people who is in the 'you won't understand Tamasha' club
Remus is from Lucknow and while he is not of the religion he fucks people up who disrespect Islam in any way. His favourite director is Satyajit Ray and his favourite place to visit in Delhi was the Faqirchand bookstore but hates it now because it became 'trendy'
Peter is from Indore, he definitely has the Indori accent and uses jeeravan (a common Indori spice) to spice up everything. He goes to 'Litchawk' and 'Jatra' every time they take place.
Lily is a South Delhi girl through and through and a regular visitor of the Faqirchand bookstore. She is a big fan of the poems of Rahimdas and Tulsidas and her favourite movie is Hema Malini's "Meera"
Marlene is a mumbaikar and has a love-hate relationship with Mumbai but in her mind she knows she'll never leave. I definitely think she has slept on the Marine Drive just to fuck with the police
Mary is a Malayalee and very very proud of her culture and follows it to the book. She gets up at 3 in the morning, prays, makes rangoli in front of her house, applies tailum to her hair and all the works. She knows Hindi but refuses to speak it and will deck you if you come to her house and ask for 'idli/dosa/sambhar'
Feel free to add to these if you like!
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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago
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illario was so right... this one traumatized crow boy really can contain such a universe of pure and childlike wonder at the mere existence -- the concept! -- of wyverns. even through the horrors
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feroluce · 9 months ago
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Lucid Dreamer (2/2)
part 1
Gepard stalls almost a week before he finally goes out to the safehouse, and it takes him a couple days to find it because Sampo didn't have the time left to be wasn't super specific about the location. But he does find it.
It's pretty bare bones, really. Gepard knows that was probably to be expected, but… It feels crushing, when he realizes there are so few personal things here. It's nothing specific to Sampo. Just some food, some medical supplies. A cot and a heater and a lot of mismatched blankets. Nothing to remember someone by.
But he does find the letters, in a metal box stashed away under the bed.
There are two for him. Three for Natasha, and two for Seele. One for Hook, one for Serval, one for Pela, one for Bronya.
Bronya's is mostly business. They knew each other from the whole Stellaron incident, but not much beyond that, and the incoming catastrophe is a more pressing matter. Seele's is actually two copies of the same letter, and Gepard realizes why when Seele is so angry she rips the first one up without reading it. He gives her the copy a couple days later, and she slinks off without a word.
Pela seems completely normal after hers is delivered, but Gepard knows better than to trust that. The next day, he finds her asleep in bed with Serval, bottles abandoned on the floor, both their eye makeup smeared and running and Pela's glasses horribly smudged and crooked on her face. Serval doesn't read hers in front of him, but she's clingy with Gepard, Pela, and Lynx for quite a while after. She throws herself into her work a lot. She insists the heater from the safehouse is busted and she needs to keep it. It's too dangerous for use by someone who's not an engineer. Might burn their house down or something. Gepard doesn't argue.
Hook's letter is short, with easy to read words. The rest of it is actually a treasure map, and she and the moles spend the next several days running through the Underground, finding hidden candy and toys. Hook asks them when Sampo is coming back, because one of the marbles she found from his map looks green, just like his eyes, and she wants to give it to him. Natasha shoos Gepard out of the clinic before he can even begin to think of an answer.
Natasha refuses to let him see what's in her letters, which ok, fine, he'll respect that. He hears from Bronya who heard from Seele who heard from Natasha herself though that one of the letters was a map and the other a catalogue, with all of Sampo's hidden "warehouses." Gepard promptly marches himself back out to the frontlines, where he can turn a blind eye. If a ton of stolen goods suddenly enters the black market, and if the orphanage and the clinic suddenly have new supplies, well, technically that's none of his business.
Gepard goes to bed, curls up under mismatched blankets and closes his eyes.
He doesn't dream.
One of Gepard's letters was also business, like Bronya's and Natasha's. He and Bronya follow everything meticulously, down to the letter, because there has to be some good to get out of all this, there has to be. Gepard can't let it all be for nothing, it would bury him.
And so the catastrophe passes. Not without casualties, and not without a lot of damage and destruction. But Belobog survives.
And after that, time just kind of…goes on. Gepard has been a part of the Silvermanes since he was old enough to enlist. The Fragmentum had gotten so much worse in the years before Welt sealed the Stellaron. He knows the statistics, it is literally his and Pela's jobs to keep track. He knows when he sees a face everyday in the camps and then it's suddenly gone. He's not unfamiliar with things like grief and loss.
He still catches himself checking the trashcans and the supply crates and soldiers' footprints sometimes, though.
But there comes a night where Gepard goes to bed, holding the mismatched blankets to his face, and he dreams. And it's strange, it's off, it sticks with him. Sampo doesn't look the same. He's thinner. His muscles have atrophied. He looks like how Gepard has seen soldiers after months in the hospital.
The most unsettling difference is there's a scar across the left side of his head, Gepard can see it over his ear, peeking out past his hairline, carving towards his cheek. Sampo is always careful about his face. Gepard once saw him dodge a Fragmentum monster and literally let it cut across his neck just to keep his face clear. He wouldn't let that happen for nothing.
Their actions in the dream itself aren't new. Sampo seems tired, run down and worn out, but he announces his presence with aplomb by lobbing a bunch of smoke bombs off the rooftops and sending his soldiers scrambling. Same shit, different day.
The new part is what he says when Gepard chases him out to the edges of the camp, tackles him into the snow. Gepard pins him to the frozen ground to detain him and Sampo doesn't even fight it, just looks up at him like he's seeing sunrise for the first time in months.
"I'll be home in one week."
#sampard#gepo#hsr gepard#hsr sampo#gepard landau#sampo koski#hsr natasha#pelageya sergeyevna#serval landau#bronya rand#hsr seele#hsr hook#honkai star rail#my fics#lucid dreamer#I was initially just going to let Sampo stay dead because I love that kind of thing#but I ended up liking this ending so I guess I'll let it stay haha#I love thinking about Sampo's relationships with the rest of the cast and their reactions to all this#he was a founding member of Mechanical Fever. he still plays shows with Pela and Serval.#Pela is constantly giving him second chances like in the museum event and letting him volunteer with the Silvermanes.#And Serval could say SO much about him but all she says is 'hah that guy' and mentions Gepard is going to catch him someday.#I need the three of them to be a weird trio of buddies fdksaljfdkl#Sampo is seen with Seele plenty and he's with Natasha so much that Hook literally thought he was horribly ill for a long time.#I love them having some kind of odd comraderie#and oh my god I am the biggest Hook & Sampo stan ever they're so so cute and sweet and precious and WAH#so I think Sampo would want to be prepared for just in case he didn't make it back. that he would have a contingency plan for everything.#and he would miss these people and this city enough to show up in their dreams one last time.#but I'd like to think he saved Gepard for last#and it is not just because he has a crush or any kind of romantic feelings for him. There's more to it than that.#(If I'm being super honest I don't even really ship them with romance involved. I have a hard time picturing them like that.)
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is-this-pokemon-photo-cute · 7 months ago
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Oh arceus, I keep making spelling mistakes!
I have dysgraphia and I promise I do put effort into writing my bit on pictures/posts :(((
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airystwinsibling · 17 days ago
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lowkey don't know what minutetech put in his character's lore for this season because this shit is so addictive i need him dead
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elvhenmage · 1 year ago
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-> Could I kiss you? Astarion: There is nothing I'd like more.
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hawaiiparty2 · 5 months ago
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Some SELF-ISH oc doodly doodles because IM BORED AS FUCK AND I INDEED NEED TO DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE OKAY.
*cries*
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Disclaimer: this was just a joke, Earl's eye is not a separate person or something like that
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Hi pookie!!!
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Dr.sunshine? More like, dr.sunSHIT hahahahah
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hey... does that hurt, like, opening your face in half hurts. why is your face mostly a mouth. what are you eating for your mouth to be that big. and dont say your mama
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trans-leek-cookie · 5 months ago
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when I think about Geto Suguru i want to kill and torture him when I think about Mimiko and Nanako I want to kms. You give me twins who went from physical abuse to being in a cult and you don't even give them the grace of the guy who is basically Their Dad But Worse dying while they're alive? You just kill the bc. Fucking. Idk they fed him some fingers. You don't let them live without their fucking garbage dad who I want to kill and torture? You waste their potential? You waste the girls who could be really fascinating parallels to Maki and Mai? Twins with similar name schemes who suffer extreme abuse and their abusers are all massacred by one person- but while Mimiko and Nanako are everything to each other, Maki and Mai were pitted against each other and only able to connect at the last possible moment? Mimiko and Nanako were saved but Maki was saved by Mai, and then had to save herself??? I'm going to start killing innocent people at random.
#Suicide ment#You do this to me? You give me girls who were raised in a cult and exited on traumatic terms (their fucking father who was the cult leade#Died and left ALL OF THEM ALONE) and they have no one but each other? And you don't give them the space to grow and reconcile not only thei#Earlier trauma and also the fact their father WAS A CULT LEADER. like is Geto their dad? Yes. Does he think of them as his daughters???#Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I don't think so tbh!!!#I think he sees them as sorcerers first people second and that's. Uoouhjojhghhhhhh. Knowing yr dad only saved you becuase you were sorcerer#Like... Maybe he would've saved them even if they werent. But he probably frames Them Being Sorcerers as the most important part of them#God yeah they internalized his awful eugenicist beliefs but also. Genuinely. They kind of had to. He was their fucking father#He raised them fed them gave them shelter. Can you fucking speak up against that? Maybe he wouldn't have punished them but.#He fucking murdered a village. Do they know if they're safe? I'm going to throw up. I fucking hate Suguru I'm going to lose my mind.#Fuck megumi IDC about what happens to him I just want Sukuna dead and in hell for what he did to them.#I need Suguru to experience an eternity of pain for what he's done. I'm going to kill myself. Mimiko and Nanako deserved better. Anywyas#Suguru: haha I hate this guy. I wanna get a Suguru plus and crucify it lol#Mimiko + Nanako: my real life mental illnesses are getting exponentially worse
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turqrambles · 11 months ago
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While I was playing MediEvil 2, I thought the big argument between Sir Daniel and Professor Kift was going to be "I just put the pieces together and realized I'm helping a necromancer", not "you didn't tell me you owned a time machine and didn't suggest that we use it after my girlfriend died".
Surprisingly, Sir Daniel had absolutely nothing to say about the fact that Kift has both a helper ghost that he summoned and a basement full of rotting flesh hormunculi. You'd think the man who has been eternally cursed to be an animate skeleton by necromancy would have some moral quarrels about that...
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atlantis-just-drowned · 4 months ago
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Hey.
I finally came around achieving all of the little projects and experiences we used to talk about together.
The thing is, you weren't there.
You weren't in them, because other people were, that aren't you and aren't like you, but are here.
You're not here anymore.
I'm so sorry to tell you, you missed my 18th birthday and the occasion to meet my new friends, to see the new city I live in, the decoration in my new bedroom.
It's just... I miss you so much. I think you'd probably call me a hypocrite if I told you how much I think about you and how much I wish you were here with me, because you probably think I hate you. I don't.
I never hated you. I always wanted to make it right, but somewhere along the way I lost hope because I needed to protect myself more than I needed you, and you couldn't understand any of those things.
Do you ever think about me?
Are there certain songs, colours, words, TV shows and books that remind you of me? Do you still believe Lemon Demon has the same vibes as me? Do you ever turn around whenever someone calls my name, only to realise they're talking about someone else?
I think you don't.
I think the only thing you feel when you get reminded of me is irritation.
I hated you right?
We had never argued before. You had never seen me angry or despaired. You had never heard me say anything negative about you.
But then you played the mature, detached one and I snapped. And you couldn't handle it.
You told me so many hurtful things, and I probably did too.
Oh, how bad I felt, how much time I spent regretting every step we took toward this end.
I don't want to remember you this way, I don't want this to be the way I'll see you for the rest of my life.
You were such an amazing friend. Someone I could trust. Someone I was ready to follow to the other side of the country. Someone I cared for.
I do not hate you.
I never did, and I never will.
I just wished you'd care.
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soppymilkgin · 1 year ago
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gin-san is so motherly i want to draw la pieta art of him like he's mary of nazareth for shounen jump
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puppys-rhythm-heaven · 7 months ago
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i am being so fucking autistic about a video game i've only played an hour and a half of and have absorbed like 99% of my information about through osmosis from my bestie(s. it's complicated) and fanfiction. catastrophic levels of autism. i can't stress this in words i don't think y'all understand. or care honestly sdflkjfdskdfsjsfdkj-
#puppy rambles#slightly hurts to know no one seems to really care but eh. can't blame anyone i know y'all follow me for rhythm heaven#i think i have been making high-quality posts though y'all aren't appreciating my incomprehensible rambles about persona enough </3#/lh#(which is funny since this blog isn't even really a rhythm heaven blog anymore i don't think that'll be my main hyperfixation for a bit)#(if ever. it was uhhhhhh. kindddddd of unhealthy. haha lol xd :3)#(turns out a rhythm game that i barely interact with the fandom for is not stimulating enough for my adhd and autism!!! shocking i know)#(i still love rhythm heaven but it was bad for my brain-)#(i'm happy for all the friends i made through it though :333 even if i've only talked to like. one or two of you guys cuz of anxiety)#(and even then just through asks because the idea of interacting with people on tumblr through other means honestly terrifies me)#anyways it's going down now persona 3 reload bops hard idk 99% of the lyrics though#persona songs are good at being incomprehensible. even if you can understand the lyrics i think they're kinda nonsensical sometimes#i mean. check it out i'm in the house like carpet. that's an actual line from a persona song#which is hilarious to me. funniest metaphor#anyways wiping all out is the best persona song i think (<- only actually remembers what like 10 persona songs sound like)#been a little while but i'm still prattling. not a princess (a lot of anger in it) not your cutie girlfriend oh no don't you know#three dots connect to rectangles. demolition#yes i did specifically play p3p and specifically as girl. i probably won't play it more for a while now tho tbh#i kinddddd of spoiled myself on. basically all of the important plot points. through lesbian fanfiction#look can you really blame me. like *vaguely gestures* the door and the toaster are fucking KISSING#they should undoor. i knowwwwww it goes against the game's message but. shut up. i like happy endings#no dead lovers allowed over here >:(#they deserve to be happy and not crucified
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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago
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I was just ambushed within the turbulent halls of my own mind by some headcanons about rye ingellvar's childhood that did 15000000 points of psychic damage to me and my heart personally and also made me almost sure of how I want to play it all at the end (very very differently from how I imagined going in!). some 'oh holy fuck this changes everything' rocking my own world bullshit going on in my neurons right now I'm reeling
#I'm sorry to say that despite what I expected I think the dread wolf might be going down violently on my first run???#not because *I* love solas any less but because of who rye is and some of the twists I know happen down the line#which does make for a neat thing b/c I meant to play the crow I'm going with second as initially incredibly hostile#and then growing to feel for him and redeeming him at the end.#so if rye starts out very reasonable and sympathetic and then is brought to 'haha. no. fuck you forever for that in particular' at the end#...a pleasing cosmic symmetry in it I must admit. perfect and also makes me feel a bit sick#I'll try to put together something coherent eventually but for now#it's sort of a 'my name is ellaryen ingellvar you killed the guy#that my brain went 'close enough welcome back beloved and much missed deceased father figure' over. prepare to despair and die'#I think just the killing part might not have done it but everything that comes after? rye is a chill guy until he finally decides#that enough is fucking *enough*. and that was the most enough of all time for them#it also explains rye's accent (one of his primary caregivers growing up was a dwarf)! so many birds with one stone here#also I am so fucking sad now and I did it entirely to myself. I love fiction I love games (embarassingly genuine)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: ellaryen ingellvar#thank god that the romanced solas playthrough is the second one tho that does make things less dire haha#adaar would have given it the good old college try to get solas to change his mind right to the end I think#but even his capable hands and politician's mind could not hold back the sheer beware the fury of a patient man storm#that is about to hit solas for the shit he just pulled. I think rye and solas are -- as it turns out -- TOO alike in many ways#...solas buddy I'm so sorry I'll come back for you on the second playthrough and make it right I swear fhsak#it's just that a second dead dwarf dad has joined the chat to haunt the narrative (and this time it's fucking personal frfr)#it's almost scary how quick I've gotten attached to my rook tho. I've waited A DECADE to save this bald elf man from himself#and then rye shows up with steel in his normally kind eyes going 'no. I want that fucker *dead*'. and I just go anything for you babyboy#I'll see what we can do. unspeakable stuff
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