#HIT ME AND TELL ME YOURE MINE
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therapist<3
#albertkrueger#albert krueger#therapy with dr albert krueger#twdak albert#twdak albert krueger#albert krueger fanart#fanart#twdak fanart#therapy with doctor albert krueger fanart#HIT ME AND TELL ME YOURE MINE#twdak#TWDAK
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Johnny my doll vamp angel minx boo boo bear sweetheart—
#did I make you cringe with the names because thats what he is gosh#I always call his mouth pink but I never remember its THAT pink tf#I really am just a girl playing with a barbie doll arent I#My strumpet#My tart#He’s so shiny#You think he’s handsome I think he’s a dollfaced unintentional siren#Okay okay fine I’ll give one day where I’m not screaming about his beauty and tragic life#johnny lawrence#I just like to give yall a shock#hit me and tell me youre mine. I’ll be your baby tonight lookin ass
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I am going to CRY. of JOY/hj
#it feels like recently just generally#i've been treated a lot kinder than usual#even before today#my friend hugged me and let me talk about my interests and drew a character of mine#my mum got me a brownie (sorry sis if you see this--)#i chatted with a really nice moot at like midnight#and now when i'm not feeling great i get a RUSH of positivity from ye#idk if its just because my post coincidentally hit all ur dashboards or something but#i love you all. so so much.#it's not something i tell people irl enough. i should try to more. even if its over text or once a week.#i may be affectionate with ye online but irl not so much lol#i guess it just. makes me nervous of what others think. being affectionate to your friends with hugs and i love yous.#sorry for the rant hsshdbcejcjjed#talking
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why did nobody tell me how comfy men's underwear is ??? im straight up relaxing rn it's crazy
#stole them from my boyf and let me tell you something#way way more comfortable than i expected#underwear is very hit or miss with me#and ive been s t r u g g l i n g with waistbands on clothes recently because my stomach has been hurting alot#and it's tight but surprisingly not too harsh on my stomach#I'll tellu what though#it is incredibly humbling when you wear an item that fits loosely on your boyfriend#but it fits you with no spare room#it's like#bro#how is he so tinyyyyy#yeah yeah he doesn't have thighs or hips like mine#whateverrrrr#sage.words
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i don't make resolutions, but if i did
it would be to finish this fic
(and to be kind to myself for however long it takes to actually do so)
#i'm finishing it if it kills me#i know i've been writing this makeout scene for 3 weeks but baby that can't last forever#if we want to get deep and dark and serious for a second i do think a lot of my struggles to write lately have to do with engagement#and how incredibly low engagement has been on the last few things i've written#which like. is what it is. i'm not entitled to anybody's time or comments or kudos.#but when you write stuff you're proud of and it feels like it's barely getting read it's hard to keep momentum.#this isn't intended as a woe is me or whatever it's just kind of like. there. hovering.#happens enough times you start to wonder if it's you. am i just writing for the wrong fandom/ship?#(too bad if so. they're in my bones i'm writing for them and no one can stop me.)#but yeah. if you ever wonder if authors do care or notice about hits. comments. kudos. buddy i am here to tell you#not only do we care and FLOURISH we also notice when those things drop off and readers vanish#and it is a giant bummer. and sometimes makes us wildly paranoid about why that might have happened.#so if you liked a fic today--not even one of mine. just. anybody's. share it. comment on it.#kudos at the VERY least (cuz frankly kudos is there to be an 'i got to the end and this was nice' feature.#so when you get 500 hits and only like 30 kudos? it feels like 470 of those people hated your work)#anyway. that got out of hand. lil' too raw lil' too honest. happens when you let yourself ramble at 11:30 instead of sleeping#to sum: let your local fic writer know if they've made you happy#and as we go into 2024 i am swearing to myself that this fic (and probably several others) are getting finished#come hell. high water. or dishearteningly low engagement numbers.#(and then maybe we...actually work on something original. cuz why not. new year same old me but i'll do my best.)
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I think people seem to forget I work with abused and traumatized kids everyday and I really do not need to hear how my opinions on the subject are invalid or cause problems like seriously my actual job is hard enough I do not need to hear this stuff when I'm just trying to chill and unwind
#like wow curse someone for thinking differently than you wow tell me more about how your biased opinions are better than mine#i am so done with this fandom jajsnjfjajfjsjdj literally the most vitriol for the worst reasons#im not a punching bag for you to hit when youre frustrated with something im a person for crying out loud#bushy rants
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sometimes i think that in defending, for example, a character when someone hates them, we occasionally forget that "art is meant to evoke feelings" very much includes the bad feelings too, and artists put work into making their horror stuff scary and revolting, or their antagonist dislikable and rage inducing, or a fictional event uncomfortable, heartbreaking, enraging or horrifying to witness etc. and if youre like oh i Hated that thing so much, it doesnt mean youre any kind of prude or mean person, it means the art Worked
#i remembered this thought of mine from a while ago#when i saw not a character even. but an ungodly body horror crochet thing#and i was like. how do i tell the artist that i dont want to look at it for a second longer#in the i am stunned at how you pulled it off so well that it hits right in the subconscious visceral reaction#forget the fourth wall i am running away from this thing as we speak#and it is a subtle Detail of your work that did it to me#linden leaf rustling
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Ngl bad parents give me such an ick like stay tf away from me ew
#this cousin of mine has twins#twin boys#and while i sort of understand why she is the way she is with them#i realy cant wrap my head completely around it#because well#its such blind idiot stupid fucking BAD behaviour especially for a mother was especially towards her children#especially when theyre twins and youre so blatantly partial the favoured one KNOWS hes favoured#like. she has absolutely ruined her second boy and absolutely cannot handle him and yet slaps him every chance she gets#doesnt listen to him refuses to indulge him even the least bit shows zero affection and ive been here three days and man can i see#that child is fucking parched for affection specifically from him mother because he is neglected#he knows he is neglected#he is scared shitless of her and acts out of his way to get any attention he can because that is the only time his mother will hold him#be it with sharp fingers and a hold that digs into his skin#theyre literally just 5 years old#the neglected child i a fucking dream come true. is already smart as FUCK#does anything you tell him to do RIGHT THAT SECOND#the only flaw is that he doesnt listen when anyone tells him not to do something which isnt even a flaw for fucks sake#thats a fucking child hes gonna ASK#and you shout at him and dont amswer him and when he keeps asking you hit him#my heart fucking cries man#the other one knows his mother favours him and despises his brother and that evil fucker (i know its not his fault) lies#and gets his brother hit and then fucking TEASES HIM ABOUT IT THREATENS HIM LATER ON LIKE I AM SO DISGUSTED#HOW MUCH OF AN AWFUL PARENT DO YOU HAVE TO BE FOR YOUR KIDS TO BE AWARE OF HOW TO MANIPULATE YOU AT THE AGE OF FUCKING FIVE#F I V E (5).#they. are. FIVE.#i seriously want to keep him to myself because she will ruin him#and whats more disgusting is when shes getting him to do stuff shes all like “baby do this” and the moment hes back and standing close she#pushes him away? looks at him disgusted? says “why do you bother me so much”??????#that is child is the most fucking neglected child ive ever seen and seriously man why does this happen and why do I HAVE TO WITNESS IT#the favoured one is pure evil and NO ONE SAYS ANYTHING TO HIM HES DUMB ASF CANT EVEN WRITE ONE WORD WITHOUT DYING DOES NOTHING DOESNT LISTEN
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Self shipping is always the morally correct thing to do
#Listen to my problems#sometimes self shipping includes the slow and painful process of getting killed over amd over by your f/o thats okay youll get him#eventually. orrr herrrrr (motivational speaker voice).#let me think hm theres been three guys ive loved enough to be this crazy over. self shipping is always correct#if youre not self shipping thats okay but if you want to you should you should draw yourself vivisecting him while hes squealin and giggling#you should write about the two of you biting eavh other until you hit bone you should literally kill him with a knife and them cry over the#body and then bring him back to life and do it again just so you can cry over the body again#you have to grip him by the shoulders and spit in his fave and use all the things he trusted you with against him and you have to make him#hate you you have to make him unable to forgive you then you have to make him forgive you then you have to apologise to him#and then. ohh and then you hit him with all that shit again but make sure you quick save before that because he might not forgive you again#you need to make him swallow pennies before getting into the mri machine and you need yo tell him that itll be okay smd you both know hes#going to explode but he does it anyway because he knows youre going to bring him back and he fucking loves it he wants to do it#oh he doesnt just love it hes addicted to it he wants it to happen and youll make it happen for him youll force it to happen even if hes#begging you not to do it again you can make him do anything you want. you can make him hate you if you want. if thats what he likes. you can#do it for him and you can do it for yourself and you can do it even if you both dont want it to happen you can make him get on his knees and#beg and then you can do it anyway and you can make him so angry that he hurts you right back and you can let him end it and after that you#can do it all over again if you really wanted to ... anyway you self ship to scratch an itch i self ship to scratch an itch everybody wants#different things out of the fiction they consume .. we should get more character reacts when you say youre pregnant but kiryu would be like#um. (blushes) wait is it mine ? <- and you can tell him anything and he’d have to believe it#god i need to go to bed ... wish i was playing yakuza rn ......
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New law that anyone who works in an office cant have an opinion on my job because they fundamentally cant understand what im doing
#sorry if youre proud about sacrificing your dreams for a paycheck you cant tell me what im not doing isnt worth it bc its in your opinion a#poor roi#like fucking maybe but also maybe not everyone needs to sell their soul maybe youre just bitter that you are#stuck in middle management business hell#oh you got a job? *pulls out calculator* doesnt look like it will be worth it in the long run though#like fuck off youre the one getting an online business phd asshole#stop tell me to work in hr stop it stop it stop it stop it#stop telling me to get a sales job fucking stop i mean it when i say i will kill myself first#god why is everyone on earth so business pilled there are more life paths out there i promise i PROMISE#maybe you wont make 100k a year but fuck you might be free#sorry i would rather travel the country and excavate human remains?? walk through the woods the mountains the swamps?!#do something meaningful like preserve archaeological resources and not make a ceo money?? you have one life and you look down on me for not#dedicating mine to making a ceo money????#sorry i would rather enjoy my job and life??#i dont fucking understand why when i hit 25 suddenly EVERYONE is like ok but youre too old for dreams time to work in hr#fucking excuse me?? so the plan is tell kids to undergrads to follow their dreams and as they obtain them tell them that was stupid are you#kidding me??#im fucking losing my mind i fucking hate you all just bc its not a nine to five doesnt mean its not viable#in fact its MORE viable i got the first fucking job i applied to!!! how many fucking people get the first hr job they apply to jesus christ#no i will actually go into data analysis and get 300 rejections bc i have zero background in it good fucking plan#yall im so mad#pulling out a calculator immediately to tell me my choice is bad fuck off
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#my therapist moved offices again so I’m doing the typical patient intake paperwork#of course one of the standard questions is what are your goals or what do you want to get out of therapy#mine has always been being more honest about my feelings/not sugarcoating or sweeping them under the rug#then of course we get to the real questions about how you feel or how often thoughts of sadness hit you#immediately lies lmao#like girl this is your chance#just tell her shits fucked#I’ve been seeing this person for 3 years now#I’m sure it’s well passed due#ANYWAYS#I asked for appointments more often#but since she moved offices they don’t take my insurance yet so I’m about to start paying out of pocket#which means instead of seeing her more I will be seeing her significantly less#wish me luck#definitely will not be opening up abt that yet#personal
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the homophobic version of picture to burn is so engrained the normal version sounds fake
#THATS FINE ILL TELL MINE YOURE GAYYYYY#honestly its never read as homophobic to me because to me it’s saying#‘if they think hes gay he won’t get girls bc the girls think they like guys’#the fact i love this song is my red flag tho i just loved the mv so much it altered my brain chemistry#also suspiciously teardrops is hitting right now#Taylor Swift#picture to burn
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6 and 26 💖
6. Favorite title you used?
noooo don't make me CHOOSE
ok mvp is a close second because ofc pete is the realest mvp but also it SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE TAG NAME FOR VEGASPETEMACAU GUYS!!! IT WAS PERFECT!!!!! HOW DID WE LEAVE THAT ON THE TABLE. we always have time to change our ways just saying
but first place goes to prickly hearts, my baby, because vegas has the prickliest heart of all and pete loves him just as well for it ❤️ but also hedgehogs. hedgehogs! may i be blessed with the ability to think of a title as good and fitting and cute as this ever again, lmfao
26. What’s your most common category?
i tricked myself for a hot second into thinking that maybe it could have been gen, because a lot of my fic ends up having gen vibes (i just love sibling feels and friend feels okay!!!! sue me!), and then i went and checked and of course it is M/M 😂 to nobody's surprise vegaspete has consumed me
#i was telling a friend this but i pull most of my titles out of thin air ten seconds before i post#and so they're just words with vague vibes#respect for people who handpick the most raw lines from lyrics and prose however i am out here being a clown#but when a good title hits me while writing i do keep it! it just doesn't happen that often#i think the ones i actually had beforehand were#prickly hearts#to sleep to dream#and baby got bounce#anyways if you struggle with titling your fics it's ok i am starting to get the feeling that it does not matter too much#thank you milktea for the ask ❤️#mine: asks#ao3 wrapped
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rip nobuyuki sugou you would’ve hated midnights by taylor swift
#taylor.txt#spider boy. king of thieves. weave your little webs of opacity. my pennies made your crown.#karma is my boyfriend <3 karma is a god <3 karma's a relaxing thought <3 aren't you envious that for you it's not? <3#living for the thrill of hitting you where it HURTS. give my back my GIRLHOOD IT WAS MINE FIRST.#do you really wanna know where i was april 29th? do i really have to tell you how he brought me back to life?#did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism like some kind of congressman?#and the LIFE i GAVE AWAY. he wanted a BRIDE i was making my own NAME chasing that FAME.
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WAIT YOU’VE SEEN BSD??? omg that’s so sick!! also omg it’s been so long, how are you?
I’ve actually only seen the first two seasons, but yeah! I love it and will probably watch the rest this summer.
I’ve been good! Just finished up my second year of college, and now I’m back home. I’ll probably get a job for the summer which will leave me busy, but I’m looking forward to it!
#ramblings#asks#feel free to hit up my dms btw#I am kinda avoiding spoilers (I have your liveblog tag blocked) but also not really#because a friend of mine has read the manga and always tells me everything
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calls off work tomorrow because 'my friend died' but doesnt mention the fact that that friend was a local cat
#personal#it sounds so stupid and i feel like it doesnt make sense to anyone outside of it#bc she wasnt mine or my familys or anything we didnt even know her owners#she would just come to visit us every few days and she would say hello to me when i walked past her house in the morning#like saying youre upset and unfit for a work day bc your friend got hit by a car and killed nobodys gona question that#but saying youre upset and unfit for a work day bc a cat you knew got hit by a car and killed sounds. like nothing#whos even fucking driving in this snow. you shouldnt be driving let alone fast enough to kill a cat on impact#she was old she deserved to die peacefully at home not. like that#mum and dad found her lying in the road bleeding and called her owner and carried her to their house#and apparently the owner seemed like he didnt know what to do and just said 'is she dead?' and then silently carried her in#i cant imagine how horrible it must feel to get a phone call to tell you your cat's been found run over#im really torn up about this more than i feel like i should be#she was the sweetest little girl and she really helped getting over my own cat dying#sighs.
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