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Intro post time <3
Heya, my name is Storm! im an artist, writer, gamer, professional simp, chronic fandom enjoyer, and shitposter.
i post art on here sometimes, (maybe even a coherent thought every now and again), and love to yap with my mutuals and friends about anything and everything :]
I'm in a lot of fandoms, but currently fixated on the fnaf DCA and a handful of me and my mutuals ocs.
On the topic of ocs, I Roleplay as one of my own! @static-x3 is the designated roleplay and ask blog for my main OC/sona, Static (ref TBA)
I use tone indicators a lot- and they're much appreciated so I can tell how ya mean things through text better :3c
I am a certified Tag Yapper, but I do try to tag things properly where applicable; my notable tags + other mentions will be thrown under the cut for your convenience <3
#beloved mutuals is my tag for mostly asks and other shenanigans with my Moots :]c
#storm draws and/or #storm doodles is where all my art goes :3
#storm rambles is most of my own posts :p
#storm loses it is the same as before but I live up to my blog title and go EXTRA bonkers in my rambles (only /neg sometimes)
#mutuals art <3 is where all my mutuals gorgeous art goes (I HEART MY MUTUALS GO CHECK THEIR STUFF OUT💥💥💥)
#malware my beloved is my main simp tag. you see my header?? Yeah, that's my friends DCA oc Malware. You're gonna be seeing a lot of him on here. He's . My husbanf <333
#malware my beloved but more is the same as before but where all my fanart of the lad goes o7
Header is by my lovely friend @bumble-the-sun-bee (the creator of Malware and many other wonderful characters)
Also, eat shit @gigabyte1027 I made my intro before the end of the year >:)
General DNI stuff. Don't be a shitty person, respect me and I'll respect you. If you don't like me or my content just block me and move on, i wont take it personally.
#GUH#I DID IT#it only took me#*checks notes*#like 7 months#but anygays#storm rambles#pinned post#lets see if linking the actual tags works-
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Autumn English Sky
Hobie Brown x Fem!Reader
Third person, self insert, fem reader, she/her pronouns used
Summary: Hobie goes out looking for one of his childhood friends, after a while of being missing and busy due to his Spider-Man duties. However when he finds her, she seems to have been struggling for a while. Hobie sits with her in an attempt to get her to open up about it. Warnings: cursing, mentions of weight, weight-loss (but there’s no explicit description of the reader’s appearance other that having lost some weight), eating disorders, depression, Word Count: 1.7K
Big shoutout to: @midnightnoiserose, every so often I go back and read the comments you leave to get a serotonin boost. Thank you for supporting my work so diligently 🥺💜
Putting the Author's note here bcs its longer than usual:
Author’s note: It’s been a while, I know. Life’s been busy I guess. ADHD-ing too close to the sun, dealing with adult life, work, periods where I feel burnt out, depressive episodes that come and go, you know how it is. Even though I’ve been constantly writing, I haven’t finished writing, nor I’ve written something I deem good enough to be posted. Whether it's my impostor syndrome, leaving stuff incomplete, or simply because my writing has been lazier, who knows. The thing is I haven’t posted anything in a while. As I’m writing this, I’m thinking: Hopefully this one will stick to the wall, like spaghetti. If you’re reading this, it means I made it. I finished writing something. I guess this one will be slightly more personal? I’ve been mostly rummaging in my own life events and thoughts, looking for an outlet, so this might as well be that.
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It’s been a while. Hobie can’t exactly place his mind as to how long it has been. He’s been busy. Between taking care of his own universe, protecting people, making art, subversive actions, and taking part in some of the missions assigned in other parts of the multiverse. He was busy, indeed. Not because he had the responsibility to respond to Miguel’s every request, but because his friends asked for help. It’s been hard, tiring even, but not impossible to balance everything happening in his life. Every once in a while he went incognito for a while to catch his breath and ground himself.
But he had to admit, things slipped off his mind every so often. With Gwen’s constant presence lingering in his sailboat, he’d forgotten to check up on one of his friends. To check up on her, who he called by every pet name in existence but never actually calling her by her actual name.
“Shit,” he sighed tiredly as he put his guitar aside and got off his bed. Gwen, who was hanging out as usual in his dimension, bouncing her drumsticks on the dining table gazed at him.
“What did you forget?” She asked, already used to his quirks.
“I’ll be right back, I might take a while,” he said, completely ignoring her question and grabbing a scarf and heading out into the chilly autumn afternoon.
Gwen watched him leave, raising an eyebrow. It wasn’t weird for Hobie to avoid questions. So this wasn’t anything new. Also when he said he’d be away for a while, that always ended up being at the very least six hours. So she guessed he had some important business to attend to. She sighed and kept drumming on the table.
As Hobie swung around the city, his mask on, he took the usual route to her place. It wasn’t far away from the dock where his boat was docked. But as he swung past her flat building, he noticed all the lights were off. Gazing through the windows, there didn’t seem to be anyone inside. So he proceeded to keep swinging around the city, going to the usual spots she frequented.
It was Saturday afternoon, so stopping by her workplace wasn’t an option, she wasn’t there. He tried her favourite coffee shop, nothing. He headed to the park she usually took her dog to, nothing. As his options narrowed down, he went to the public library, hoping to find her. She wasn’t there, not inside the library at least. But she was hanging out by one of the small gardens inside the old building.
One of the small gardens, with a small playground, and a couple of benches, he spotted a hooded silhouette. Although, even with the hoodie over the head, he was quick to recognise her smell. That familiar smell he associated with a warm hug the countless times she snuck him into her room when he was homeless and she still lived with her parents and let him spend the night and sleep on the rug beside her bed, wrapped in blankets that smelled just like her.
“Been lookin’ for ya” He said calmly as she was sipping something out of a paper cup.
As if snapped out of her trance she looked up at him, meeting his honey eyes and smiled at him.
“Hobie!” She said happily, although he was quick to pick up on the tired tone in her voice.
Not only her voice, but something about the eye bags under her eyes, even the sight of her face, he noticed something different.
“Are you alright?” He asked as he sat beside her, and noticed her slight shivering, holding on to her paper cup as if clinging to the heat. He took off his scarf and wrapped it around her neck. “If you’re cold why don’t you go inside?”
She shook her head solemnly and gazed at the empty playground looking rather bright compared to the autumn dirty English sky.
“I don’t mind the cold…” She admitted in a low voice.
“You’ve lost weight.” He pointed out calmly, looking at her attentively. He was aware of her constant recovering-relapsing cycle, noticing how seeing her gain and maintaining her weight worked as an indicator that she was doing good. Seeing her lose weight meant something had triggered her relapse.
“Sorry about that…” She sighed defeated.
“Don’t apologise…” He pointed out as he kept gazing at her. “Is everything alright?”
Hobie didn’t want to admit it, but he felt partially responsible. He knew how important he was to her, they were close friends. Or at least used to be. He’d been busy, absent, and she also hadn’t been reaching out as she would normally do. But he wasn’t looking for someone to blame. He was more worried about her current state.
“Could be better, frankly…” She sighed and took another sip to her paper cup. “I’ve been maintaining my current weight for a few weeks…” She explained. “I mean, I know I’m looking thinner that I normally do…I lost weight, haven’t gained it back, but at least I haven’t kept losing any more weight…”
Hobie hummed, and glanced back at her. “Care to share a little bit more, luv?”
The silence lingered, filled by the howling of the wind. After several seconds.
“Frankly speaking, I am not sure what happened…” She admitted. “One day, I just noticed my appetite was gone…” She looked at Hobie.
The tired look in her eyes was enough to tell him she was telling the truth. Perhaps, in the beginning, her eating disorder was tied to self esteem and image issues. But her most recent relapses seemed to be tied to a feeling of losing control, and even an addiction. She’d explained to him that at some point it just felt like an addiction. It was harming, torturous, self destructive, but something about it was oddly comforting, sometimes even euphoric. It was something he couldn’t understand. His time being a homeless boy, the stomach aches he’d get from being hungry for so long were far from gratifying. He couldn’t understand how she’d find comfort in such a feeling. But he understood how addictions worked, and he was more than aware that addictions simply didn’t make any sense. Yet, they held their victim by the throat and seduced them over and over again despite the number of side effects.
“I’m sorry,” Hobie said softly, filling in the silence. She hummed.
“Don’t apologise…” She whispered softly in an attempt to comfort him. “It’s not your fault. I really don’t know what caused it…”
“Maybe if I hadn’t gone MIA for so long…”
“Or maybe it’s just the seasonal depression,” She added and gazed at him. “You’ve been busy, I know that. And it’s fine. You being gone didn’t cause me to relapse,”
“I’m not saying it did. But maybe if I wasn’t missing for so long, maybe I could’ve checked in on you earlier and helped you,”
Hobie watched her shake her head slightly and look away.
“There’s no turning back time, plus it’s fine…My appetite is still gone, but I’m not actively losing weight…I just can’t bring myself to gain it back…”
“Baby steps, huh?”
“I guess…”
Hobie sighed and wrapped an arm around her, pulling her close to him, hugging her tightly.
“I’m still sorry for suddenly disappearing. I just suck at managing my time,” He smiled when he heard her soft chuckle and her free hand wrapping around his body while the other kept holding her paper cup. “But I’m here now, okay?” He said looking down at her and pressing a soft kiss to the top of her head.
“Thank you,” She whispered softly and gazed at him. “The weather is getting colder, the sun setting earlier…and the fact that I’m busy with work as of lately…It’s starting to mess up with my head,” she explained calmly. “I haven’t been able to make any art either…”
“Life’s been busy, hey? It sucks…” Hobie pointed out. “You haven’t made any art because of a lack of time, or a lack of motivation?”
“Both,” she admitted and gazed at Hobie.
Hobie sighed. “Come on,” he said, standing up and offering a hand to her.
“Where?” She asked and finished her drink.
“Your place…it’s getting late. We can order some takeout, eat together, and make some art. It’ll do you good…” He purred softly.
“And make what exactly?” she chuckled awkwardly as she stood up and held his hand as he pulled her with him and headed out of the library.
“Anything…you draw and paint, the possibilities are endless…” He said with a warm and optimistic tone. “You write too so, either a poem or a short story…Just let that silly creative mind of yours spread it’s wings,”
She chuckled and followed him. Throwing her paper cup on the first bin she found and headed out of the library.
As Hobie had said, they stopped by some restaurant, ordered take out and went to her flat. They ate dinner, chatted, caught up, and spent the afternoon together. All attempts at trying to make art failed. Feeling rusty, she wasn’t able to make anything substantial, nor anything she liked. But even just the effort made her already feel some sort of relief.
At the sight of her smile, Hobie felt his own lips curl into a smile as she watched her get frustrated, laugh, sigh and start over repeatedly, whining about being out of practice. He’d say something back, either a sarcastic comment, or a joke, anything in an attempt to keep that smile on her face.
He decided to spend the night over, reminiscing of their teenage years, when he’d stay over the night in her room. When they were kids, he’d sleep on the rug next to her bed since her bed was that small. Now her bed wasn’t so small, allowing both of them to fit in there. The chilly weather was the perfect excuse to share the bed and keep each other warm. They kept talking well into the night, snuggled under the bed covers, whispering as if they would wake someone else, despite being the only ones in the apartment. Eventually falling asleep next to each other. The company, the talking and the banter, as well as being pushed to create art were the therapy she needed, granting her a good night sleep in a long while.
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Heh... Thanksgiving is tomorrow so you know what that means
Thankfull-ness to these wonderful souls (mutuals who are super great):
@weemssapphic you literally write the best stuff ever. Like I'm sorry but omg chefs kiss?? You string together words in a way so magical I will never understand how you do it. My explanation? You're a majestic witch or something (idk bare with it). Jokes aside though, you have a super kind heart and I'm very lucky that you are my mutual.
@scorpsik your art.... I love it. It's so, so good. The colors, the dynamics of how you blend everything, the volume and how much the poses speak, it's just SO GOOD. It's like looking at a pack of smarties/any rainbow flavored candy. Also thank you so much for drawing Ashley for me it was so sweet 😭🫶
@twyz dude I've lowkey been looking at your art since like April/may (it was near my last birthday that I got into rhps and you were one of if not the first artists I found) and I was like... In awe. The way you draw stuff, how absolutely positive it all looks, even when using darker palletes it just idk honestly it's a very joyful thing to look at and see your art. I'm so happy I could finally commission you and thank you for yapping with me about rhps and Esther, as well as perchance being a friend. You're super sick and I'm super greatful that you and I can talk about rhps together and not get bored.
@pestybones HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYOOOOO
Your the boys art is still my favorite by far. You're so silly goofy and thank you for constantly sending me those goofy memes, they honestly get me through my day. I'm greatful we became moots and that you drew that Homelander Miku binder thing for me, I still love it 😭 also still have your art on my wall as well, thank yew pookie!
@im-a-carnivorous-plant you are literally the most amazing Lilia artist out there and I gladly stand by that. Thank you for sharing your drawings in the server back when it existed, and being so funny and sweet. You're also the number one Patti Lupone fan ever! 🩷🩷
Good golly geewhilikers! Psst hey yeah go check out their pages they are super awesome
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sci can I see your wife
Yes! Of course.
Her name is Morgan. sadly I don’t have many photos with her because of job limitations, however this is a very nice one I have of her.
She works here with facial reconstruction and nursing care :)
Possibly I will be allowed to answers questions with her someday.
Character and art is by
You should go check them out!
#🧬sci#🩻anguilla#GaleNationAsks#GO CHECK OUT MY FRIENDS ART AND STUFF!!!!#golly old people malpractice relation please!!!#SHES so Gorjwous#bless her#good golly#this is so well drawn …
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hi :3 there’s now a part two of this!
He cooked a full on meal over the magma, your honor.
Inspired by this post from @wowitsmetaylor I seriously can’t stop drawing PMD stuff what is this😭
#i hope I'm not bothering you with my silly drawings @wowitsmetaylor !!!#also I've seen this idea of Darkrai's scarf spike thingy growing like sharp when he's hostile or angered and damn I'm absolutely in love#with this concept. Maybe you can tell :)#Don't wanna bother by tagging them but saw the idea first at @scribz-ag24 go check them out their ideas and art are amazing !!!!#this doodle resulted out of me looking up Pokemon snacks from the doodle before and I found Pokemon cafe meals#instantly in love#pmd darkrai#pmd#pmd eos#pmd2#pokemon mystery dungeon#pikachu#chimchar#hero (pmd)#HOW DO YOU TAG THIS#partner (pmd)#tagas friend spoiler#my art#my stuff#pmd shitpost#pmd hero#pmd partner#pokemon
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just some 🥥 related sillies i've made for that fic we all know.
#durarara#izaya orihara#shizuo heiwajima#shizaya#a cheap imitation#i made a thing#i've been holding off on posting these here for so long whoops#i'm so shy... check out my lemonade guys#i've been very motivated to make various things for this fic as a result of this book club i've been hosting for my friends#i actually made the first image (not the video) like two years ago?#back around when i first read the fic and started being annoying about it to my friends#never posted it though because the shizuo i drew was ugly!!!#and the shizuo i drew for the second image this time around is still ugly!! unfortunately :(#well anyways if it isn't clear the images are both for chapter 19 while the video is for chapters 28 to 29 and a little bit of 30 lol#also i know izaya's actual problem isn't fucking shizuo but kissing him lol but it was funnier to keep it like this#you can check out more of this deranged behaviour over at my twitter of the same name#i know not everyone wants to go there though especially with the current situation...#so i'll try to bring over the more memorable stuff to post in batches over here which i think is the stuff i did any art for#since i've made a lot of multimedia type things dedicated to particular chapters as “marketing” for my friends#but i'm not sure they'll make much sense out of context so#my plan is to compile all of everything i've made for the fic during the book club into a powerpoint that i'll try to keep for posterity#because ngl i feel i went kinda hard with certain things that maybe only two people will appreciate#but i'll do it for those two people out there#also it's a whole book club for aci!!#*i'd* want to see what some random people have been up to with a book club for this fic#be the change you want to see in the world#side note i wonder if having so many fucking tags on your own post is a bad look...#idk it's so much clutter but i have too many things to say!!#i look back at my own previous tags and i physically can't bring myself to read them ahhhh#i hope anyone's enjoying them anyways
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My friend @niche-artist drew my lamb for my primary save file of Cult Of The Lamb! :D
Look at 'em!! Love my lil lamb of fortunate!! <3
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl lamb#there is lore behind them that i will ramble about eventually someone just has to ask me about it cause i won't ramble about it on my own#at least not without a blog to go with it#not my art#friend's art#love autumn's art <3#her art is so good you should check out her other stuff :plea: /nf
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So my friend just realized that for multiple weeks my pfp has been possessed by bill cipher
#digital art#bill cipher#gravity falls#gravity falls bill cipher#new pfp#pfp#billsona#friend#friends#bestie#herb isn’t even usually oblivious or anything#she’s just stupid#i genuinely don’t know how they didn’t notice earlier lol#funny#discord chat#tales from the dms#my friends#herb does stuff#that’s her YouTube go check it out#tell her the messenger of the holy triangle sent ya
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stickmen go brrr. couplea my friends’ve been drawin/talkin bout Purple recently so i thought id draw their designs/vaguely imitate their styles at the same time :)
Designs belong to: @chosec @alebrijediscordico and @navy-leader!
#ava#avm#animation vs animator#animation vs minecraft#ava purple#avm purple#fanart#my art#these were fun :) i say Vaguely imitate cause i coulda put more effort inta stealing the way they draw shapes n stuff but it was mostly just#for like what brushes i used akjwerkjw#tom's is prob closest ta how i nromally line things#also long flowy braids my beloved#also cal (chosec's) designs are so delightful but i am. so allergic ta drawing short spiky hair KJAJKWEJRK literally hardest hair for me ta#raw .... theyre fun tho mwah#for zachs as i was drawin it i was like i GOTTA make these wings look decent this is the Wing Guy's design. i Gotta.#mmmm bird wings. i rlly should practice drawi nem more ajkwerkjwekj#i do think its funny that literally All 3 of them use a more bluer purple than purple's Actual kinda pinky colour akwerkj interbesitng#anyway this was fun i love my friends mwah mwah. go check out their art
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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Hudda humph hmmm!!
[[Hello! Welcome to Pyro's blog! Feel free to send in asks, I really enjoy answering them!]]
Ooc, things to note:
☆I'm quite new to Tf2, so please be patient with me! I very much love Pyro and I think that our personalities overlap, which is why I chose to play this character!
☆I headcanon Pyro to be Aro/Ace, but very affectionate. Lots of hugging and stuff :))
☆I also headcanon them to be non-binary, or rather, doesn't care what you refer to them as
☆I love making Pyro-style drawings, please keep those asks coming! It really makes my day when people interact! :D
☆ Go ahead and aim some asks at me, the mod, if you like(?) I doubt anyone would care, but if anyone's curious about my thoughts or a drawing from me, I don't bite!
#Engie translates all this stuff for you guys Be thankful!! :D#(art is also mine by the way! I can draw answers mayhaps??)#(my actual art acc is wolfsune09 if anyone cares!)#go check out emotional-support-demoman and emotonally-devastating-scout too#they're my friends!!#pyro#pyro tf2#team fortress two#tf2#team fortress 2#team fortress
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i'm not sure if i really want more online friends outside of the people already inside my circle atp honestly because tldr; Discourse
#mine#shoot your shot by all means but like...#Everyone scawyyyyyyyy even in the circle of ppl who pretend to not care about 'ship discourse'#they say Psh its so stupid I Have a Job lol!!! and then 2 secs later full death threats for people into feral art. like#i feel like if i went Out of my way to make online friends i'd have to like#quadruple check that they dont think i deserve to explode for one of my opinions#whereas for offline people There is at least a MUCH larger chance of 'i disagree but i still like you so w/e'#Enough TALKING about 'people who touch grass' and circlejerks about who 'acts normal about stuff'.#I Am going to go outside and discover the 'normal' for myself#funnily enough this is why im not moving to seattle LOL i feel like id find myself with the exact crowd of people im scared of#online over there; at least within like; queer stuff#if i make a loli joke in seattle ill get jumped <-THIS IS A JOKE! DISCLAIMER: COMEDY#i could talk on here a lot more than i do but even still; every post i make feels Dangerous XD#like if i word something wrong i Will get my balls exploded even if consciously i know i have like. ten followers now.#bleh. this is just super not a place to make friends and i dont know where i could find entirely new ppl online#with the level of chill i desire SO
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have some recent doodles ft. a "draw my oc" submission and @xxmourningdove666xx 's character, Cyril
#doodle#doodles#oc#not my oc#oc: edgar#jack's edgar#comrade gang#lovely dovely tag#dove cyril#shitpost#uhhh#suggestive cw#smoking cw#ask to tag#< ik i don't usually post stuff like that but i like the drawings too much to not#also i rlly like cy and dove is very cool you should go read their stories and check out their website nd art#i should clarify. as with joel (another friend's oc. hi mortis) this isn't canon#i just like mashing my blorbo and other people's blorbos together#skull cw#eye strain cw#eyestrain cw#animal skull cw
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TOLD YOU I'D BE DOING MORE! Here's the full artwork of the second "fake thumbnail" I've done, for rekrap2's "Getting Every Armor in Minecraft (it took 800 days)" video!
I also actually did a speedpaint for this!!! Here's the link!
I spent longer on this than I meant to (around 9 hours as opposed to the like 3 hours I meant... whoops) mostly because I decided it'd be fun to try and do the background rather than JUST use a screenshot. Oh my days it took so much longer than I thought and I already went into it KNOWING it'd probably take a bit.
Kind of fitting given that's rekrap's sentiment about the whole armour trim thing but I digress haha!
I definitely reccomend checking out the armour trim series and the video this "fake thumbnail" is for, because it was a blast to watch, and I also just reccomend checking out rekrap's content in general! He's one of my favourite mcytbers atm and his stuff is great!! :D
Will be making a seperate post about the speedpaint just in case tumblr tanks this one for having a link :)
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(Original sketch below cut)
#my art#randy's art#rekrap2#rekrap1#rekrap2 fanart#minecraft youtubers#mcyt#mcyt fanart#randy rambles#ramble post#no but seriously rek's stuff is great go check it out#youll also notice that in the speedpaint i start with a different sketch#and i end up scrapping it and basing a different sketch more off the original traditional sketch i did in my sketchbook#the original sketch I did wasn't sitting right with me from the facial structure to just. it didnt have the same flair?#and i talked to my friend ban about it and she mentioned it had less like dynamicc posing going on#the original traditional sketch has more of like a head tilt and the arms are angled too#and it just has more dynamic stuff going on#while the first sketch i did digitally (while more like. symmetrical?) kind of felt stiff and more puppety#and instead of continuing to try and edit and fix the sketch i ended up starting from scratch#that's something that i feel a lot of people (myself included) really undervalue#is the concept of restarting from scratch. Sometimes you can edit something that isn't working. But other times just completely redoing it#and going in with a different perspective can work WONDERS. its painful because oof owie my work but also it tends to really help a lot mor#than just trying to keep edting. its something that everytime i try it im always like well darn that was the best choice. so can reccomend#if your piece isnt working right for you and you cant seem to fix it. as painful as it is try starting from sratch (on a different layer)#it might be just the ticket youre looking for :)#anyway that's randy's advice for the night im going to bed
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//uhHh gunna go on a small hiatus due to not having internet+other (ill expln in the tags c/tw vent/rambling)
#// i owe like 300+ for my internet ($200+ to reactivate) reason i havent been able to pay it was due to paying rent/bills/groceries/gas#and medication(for my partner) and weve applied to a better job but we need funds to pay for the livescan to continue/finalize the hiring#process but sadly we wont be able to pay rent this month due to some circum's sothats sm ;u;#and aside from all that both of us going thru heavy depression and mental fog#we want to hang out w irl friends but feel like we cant cuz were always broke (our friends still live w their parents/have a safety net) an#we feellike a buzz kill cuz we cant pay for our own meals or afford to go out in general just feeling left out causing us to be depressed#and not wanting to go out/be invited out#we had one friend lecture us abt money when its like dude you&gf pay $200 in rent to ur parents; we live together(w my retired/disabled MIL#and we pay rent household bills groceries gas car stuff medication we get paid bi weekly so like first/ending monthweek checks are for rent#and the mid week check we have to save accordingly for rent but were cured w the pharaohs curse cuz whenever#we have money that we plan to get alil smth for ourselves something goes wrong w the car#like we cant do shit and honestly it feels like someones praying on our downfall or smth cuz its every fkn time we cant catch a break#so yeaa gunna go on hiatus dunno how long tho but wont be too long but i will still be drawing so maybe expect some art dumps#ily guys thank you for putting up w me i dont ghost on purpose im just always depressed and need to be distracted or else the urges comebac#trying to be okay but its hard but i need to grow up#//i have my parents but theyre going to financial hardships too so they cant help and my sisters cant help cuz older sis started a family#amd my twin sis lives w my parents#my mom started working but hadda stop due to having a grapefruit sized tumor on her ovary (which is the other main reason4 my depression#and dad could care less abt my moms condtion (hes the reason for her suffering but ahe refuses to leave him#vent post#sorry went off on a tangent#but istg if i lose my mom im going to fkn hurt him cuz i already lost my dad (my FIL) and i will not be able to mentally recover#like i was there when we got the phone call (couldnt be at the hosptial due to covid reg.) i dont ever want to go thru that heartache again#edit if youd like to help me out i have comms open and i have a cshpp if ur feeling generous ;; $altereghost
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i got rickrolled today but it didn't work because i have adblocker installed, so youtube just told me i violated the terms of service. yesterday i was trying to edit a picture as a joke for my girlfriend, and google made me check a box to prove i'm human because i wasn't "searching normally".
it isn't just that capitalism is killing fun and whimsy, it is that any element of entertainment or joy is being fed upon by this mosquito body, one that will suck you dry at any vulnerability.
do you want to meet new friends in your city? download this app, visit our website, sign up for our email list. pay for this class on making a terrarium, on candlemaking, on cooking. it will be 90 dollars a session. you can go to group fitness, but only under our specific gym membership. solve the puzzle, sign up for our puzzle-of-the-month-club. what is a club if not just a paid opportunity - you are all paying for the same thing, which makes you a community.
but you're like me, i know it - you're careful, you try the library meetings and the stuff at the local school and all of that. the problem is that you kind of want really specific opportunities that used to exist. you are so grateful for libraries and the publicly-funded things: they are, however, an exception - and everything they have, they've fought tooth-and-nail to protect. you read a headline about how in many other states, libraries have virtually nothing left.
do you want to meet up with your friends afterwards? gift your friends the discord app. you can choose to go to a cafe (buy a coffee, at least), a bar (money, alcohol) or you can all stay in and catch a movie (streaming) or you can all stay in bed (rent. don't get me started) and scream (noise complaint. ticket at least).
you want to read a new book, but the book has to have 124 buzzwords from tiktok readers that are, like, weirdly horny. you can purchase this audiobook on audible! your podcast isn't on spotify, it's on its own server, pay for a different site. fuck, at least you're supporting artists you like. the art museum just raised their ticket price. once, they had a temporary exhibit that acknowledged that ~85% of their permanent art galleries were from cis white men, and that they had thousands of works by women (even famous women, like frida! georgia o'keefe!) just rotting in their basement. that exhibit lasted for 3 months and then they put everything away again.
walmart proudly supports this strip of land by the street! here are some flowers with wilting leaves. its employees have to pay out-of-pocket for their uniforms. my friend once got fined by the city because she organized a community pick-up of the riverfront, which was technically private property.
no, you cannot afford to take that dance class, neither can i. by the way - i'm a teacher. i'm absolutely not saying "educators shouldn't be paid fairly." i'm saying that when i taught classes, renting a studio went from 20 bucks an hour to 180 in the span of 6 months. no significant changes to the studio were made, except they now list the place as updated and friendly. the heat still doesn't work in the building. i have literally never seen the landlord who ignores my emails. recently they've been renting it out at night as an "unusual nightclub; a once-in-a-lifetime close-knit party." they spent some of those 180 dollars on LEDs and called it renovating. the high heels they invite in have been ruining the marley.
do you want to experience the old internet? do you want to play flash games or get back the temporary joy of club penguin? you can, you just need to pay for it. i have a weird, neurodivergent obsession with occasionally checking in to watch the downfall and NFT-ification of neopets. if i'm honest with you all - i never got into webkins, my family didn't have the money to buy me a pointless elephant. people forget that "being poor" can mean literally "if i buy you that toy, i can't afford rent."
you and i don't have time to make good food, and we don't have the budget for it. we are not gonna be able to host dinner parties, we're not made of money, kid. do you want some kind of 3rd space? a space that isn't home or work or school? you could try being online, but - what places actually exist for you? tiktok counts as social media because you see other people on it, not because they actually talk to you.
there was a local winter tradition of sledding down the hill at my school. kids would use pizza boxes and jackets and whatever worked, howling and laughing. back in september, they made a big announcement that this time, rules were changing, and everyone must pay 10 dollars to participate. when im not scared shitless, i kind of appreciate the environmental irony - it hasn't gone below 40. so much for snow & joyriding.
i saw a bulletin for a local dogwalking group and, nervous about making a good first impression, showed up early. the first guy there grimaced at me. "sorry," he said. "there's a 30-dollar buy-in fee." i thought he was joking. wait. for what? the group doesn't offer anything except friendship and people with whom to walk around the city.
he didn't know the answer. just shrugged at me. "you know," he said. "these days, everything costs money."
#spilled ink#warm up#“why did u tag it warm up” bc i wrote it off the cuff while drinkin coffee lol#btw the 30 dollar buy in for the dog walking is bc they pay the organizer a small pittance so she can#run fb ads and stuff and like she does put in a lot of work i don't mind paying her#but that's exactly what im fucking talking about like.#ppl can't afford to volunteer their time anymore and we all understand it!!! everything costs money for everyone!#like we didn't have to use to say ''do you mind paying me back for the stuff we ate''#we used to be able to afford to feed our friends once in a while!!!
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