#GIRL DIE ALREADY. PLEASE
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behind the scenes of abstraction of the soul, we've hit 160k and heket is still not fucking dead
#GIRL DIE ALREADY. PLEASE#tbh tho anura's arc has got to be one of my all time favorite things ive ever written*#*written in collab with my beloved yes#im gonna have fun beating the shit out of it in the editing phase#had sooo much fun exploring heket#mae rambles
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FUCK YES STEPHANIE IS THE JASON THAT NEVER WAS PANDA YOU ARE THE HERO THIS FANDOM NEEDS BUT DOES NOT DESERVE PREACH THE GOSPEL OF STEPHANIE AMEN
#I FORMALLY FORGIVE YOU FOR ALL YOUR WRONG OPINIONS ABOUT PRE-REBOOT DICK GRAYSON#not everyone can be correct all the time like me ig#thepandaredd#undescribed#can someone please do a transcript#jason stans who hate jason killing are already shopping on the wrong aisle#but the ones who muzzle him for bruce-stanning or ship reasons and sideline steph are the weakest fucking links in fandom#people who love jason but not stephanie are just misogynistic nitwits#I've seriously never met a steph hater that wasn't a bigoted bag of dicks every which way#panda also thinks anyone who doesn't think bruce is a terrible father is nuts. you'd think that was obvious#but the batfandom is powered by people with a rich white Daddy kink#spoiler#robin#girl robin#fandom misogyny#bat meta#robin meta#stephanie brown#jason todd#my golden daughter#my murder baby#jaysteph#<- not my ship but relevant to their interests#batfamily#anti bruce wayne#regular reminder for zionists to not interact with any of my posts and to die in a fire instead#spite waffle
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Mizuki and Date though like. Imagine being 8 and your parents are filthy rich and going through a bad divorce. Your mom treats you like shit, lashing out at you, hitting you, saying she wishes you were never born all because you were behaving like a child. Your dad is more comforting, but he doesn’t do anything to stop the abuse and he spends his time invested in a completely different family, a girl who you love and look up to but he loves her more than you and it fucking shows. Then your dads new friend, some fucking bachelor in his late 20s, is just like "wow you guys are the worst fucking parents ive ever seen" and next thing you know your dad is sending you off to live with him. And it’s just a massive kick in the head cuz you go from a rich lifestyle to living in some really shitty tiny ass apartment with this guy who’s clearly never been around a child in his entire life and he doesn’t know how to behave and does a really bad job of censoring himself like he has a bunch of dirty magazines that he can’t hide very well cuz it’s literally a studio apartment and also he talks to himself sometimes, it’s really weird. He doesn’t even have the slightest clue what he’s doing
And he’s the best parent you’ve ever had
Because fuck, it all really hurts. You have to cope with having never received any love from anyone, and with the fact that your parents clearly don’t want you and can’t even be bothered to send you with anyone even kinda responsible. And this guy has a scary job with crazy hours and you don’t know anything about him and neither does he. But still, he never once hits you or tells you you’re not allowed to cry. He just gives you space and doesn’t push you to feel any sort of way about him. And sometimes, he’s even kind. He makes you some stew, even though it’s a bit chunky. He lets you sleep in the bed and takes the couch for himself, even though he complains about the massive back pain he’d never trade his spot for a second. He pays attention to events at your school and gives you your favorite stuffed animal when you make good grades, even though you called it ugly. He gets worried sick when you come home with bruises and puts on a goofy voice and trains you to defend yourself and you develop some highly deadly skills and even though it’s really abnormal, he buys you a bench press so you can get stronger. There’s this distance there, and you feel really weird caring about someone who you aren’t related to, but you find yourself wishing it was meant to be like this all along, that maybe, he’s secretly your real dad and he loves you like his real daughter
And when you say "I’m back" he says "welcome home"
#aitsf#ai the somnium files#kaname date#mizuki date#THE DATES THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING AAAAAAAAA#its so funny though like imagine being such a bad parent that some loner who jerks off all the time does a better job than you#and hes literally never interacted with children before and is later revealed to have actually been an assassin#renju and shoko really just suck huh#and i dont mean to reduce date to a porno loving loser cuz nah like hes actually got so much depth going on in this situation like he cant#remember a single thing about his past he has no frame of reference for what a family is or if hes ever had one himself#which we then learn he. kinda didnt he was an orphan with no friends no name no one who came looking for him it seems#yet he still finds himself loving and caring for this girl and would literally die over and over for her to live a happy life#hes so genuinely kind and caring and deeply lonely and unsure of himself if hes doing this right#and he feels agonizing pain when hes forced to remember that he isnt mizukis real dad and that. he has nothing#but despite that he doesnt force mizuki to return these feelings because its a lot to burden a child with and shes been through enough#its like. kaname date i love youuuu please just adopt her already 🥺
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Why the fuck is the chaos council teaming up with them now AREN'T WE LIKE SUPPOSED TO BE AGAINST THEM???
#sonic prime#sonic prime s3#sonic prime season 3#sonic prime spoilers#I SWEAR IF THEY GET NEAR TO RUSTY#AND BE LIKE FORGIVEN AND SHIT IM DONE#please just let them die already#😭😭#leave my girl alone#my post
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how do you create so many cool amazing smart clever sweet absolutely badass women characters and also create the worst most annoying lesbian ever too
#somebody poison that clingy bitch to death please#i don't even like yao but i am starting to feel bad for her now#also i don't trust her one bit so every time maomao praises her i wanna hold her by the shoulders and violently shake some sense into her#every time she knows something and maomao goes “oh her information network is great as usual" i am like girl don't you think it's fishy????#i am convinced she wants something from lakan's mansion and maybe she's the one who tried to poison jinshi#maybe she's a spy gyokuyou's bro sent or smth idk but i really really don't trust her and mostly hate her sm it's unreal#she wants to live at kan mansion? cool#but stop forcing maomao to go there she needs to tend jinshi ffs and not waste anymore time with you hoes#die already 😭#yeah i do really hate her this much#and so much more#kusuriya no hitorigoto#the apothecary diaries#light novel#knh text
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akechi’s corpseisms are so enthralling to me
#he was already so corpsey. living entirely for the sake of a goal he didn’t intend to survive#and then BOOM third semester#buddyyyyyyyyy. my mannnnnnnnnn. girlieeeeeeee.#whether he’s literally or essentially or figuratively dead he’s soooooo corpsey. get buried already girl#such a fucking death-seeking corpseeeeeeeee.#this is what i like most abt akechi n akira’s relationship in my head#what i find really fun to explore with them#akira’s in like a half-constant state of grieving a guy standing right next to him#and he’s like ‘hey can you stop dying. for a minute. please. stop reminding me you’re dead. please stop saying you can’t be saved’#and akechi’s like ‘no fuck off’#i think it’s fun when neither of them particularly want to be in this situation#akira doesn’t want to care. cause itd be easier. but cause he does care he doesn’t want akechi to die#and akechi doesn’t want to be cared about. cause it makes dying harder#and so they’re stuck feeling like shit forever <3#rambles#suicide ment#suicide mention#in the tags but yk#ough ive missed thinking about them#it’s been far too long for me to know if this is even glancingly in character but it’s at least interesting isn’t it?
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//16 years later, Naoto discourse remains the most frustrating topic in the entire fandom.
#ooc#delete later#naoto is canonically a woman#but that doesn't mean trans people aren't allowed to relate to her struggles#or reinterpret her as trans or nb#both sides of the discourse are toxic af#idk i feel like there needs to be some middle ground between#''fuck you naoto is a cis woman it's canon''#and ''fuck you naoto is a trans man you're a bigot if you call him a girl''#this shit is so tiresome please let it die already#also persona 4 literally came out in 2008 its very much a product of its time
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is episode 8 the domitian arc ? more on this and EVEN MORE narratives i’ve been ignoring that the show said “actually,,,” about in 5
#hermes staying domitian’s hand… hermes’ face a flash of discomfort when he was torturing tenax… hmm. character growth.#WHAT WAS THAT HERMES. WHAT WAS THAT LOOK. NO GIRL GET BACK HERE I CANNOT ALSO DO THIS NARRATIVE OF YOU NO LONGER ABLE TO PULL HIM BACK FROM#THE BRINK OF HIS CRUELTY WATCHING HIM CHANGE AND SEEKING OUT SOMEONE ELSE IN HIS NEED AND FEAR AND ANGST. NO BABY GIRLLLL#I DON’T WANT TO WRITE A HERMES POINT OF VIEWWWW OF THE SIX YEARS HE SPENT WATCHING DOMITIAN BLOOMMMM INTO HIS POWER AND CORRUPTTTT because.#correct me if i’m wrong but in that very first scene that was a young hermes in the white right he watched domitian give his speech and saw#his father to truly see him the whole time as hermes has seen his brilliance.#NO I ALSO SAW THAT GUARD’S HEAD FOLLOW HERMES oh i hate it here. you know what i also hate? i need domitian to be successful for tenax#but also i do kinda like titus… NOOOOOO NO KILLING TITUS DOMITIAN I JUST SAID I LIKED HIM!!!! DOMITIAN!!!#oh. ohhhh no. OH NOOOO okay listen we can redeem this. we can have the whole turning point of the narrative be domitian’s mercy of hermes#the ultimate staying of his hand. proving he’s not entirely gone that hermes & his love still means something. do i think this will happen#no absolutely not. before he can kill his brother domitian has to kill the only other living person he loves perhaps more than titus if he#could ever realize it. (a brief interlude to yell LET’S GO LESBIANS LET’S GO HI IRIS) domitian… please spare him… OH WAIT HELLO THE BLOOD!!#ALSO a brief interlude to say i knew it was coming but ELIA’S SPEECH ABOUT LOVING INCITATUS??? I WAS ON THIS INCITATUS SHIT WITH THE LITTLE#NOD THEY HAD WHERE SCORPUS CALLED HIM TO BEAT XENON OH MY GOD I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS!!! elia’s going to crush him. incitatus won’t listen.#scorpus is going to die twice once when they call elia’s name instead of his and then the second time when the scorpion bites him again#(he kills himself and tenax finds him. sorry to give everyone absolutely maximum damage here but uh. that’s how i can see it going down)#or alternatively worse: after killing titus who at times he loves and hates in equal measure (if y’all don’t think I have some UNHINGED#brothers quotes. we’ll keep mum here about why but suffice to say it is. relevant to other fandoms. and thus i have a Collection) the last#thing domitian has to do is kill hermes. and this one is both out of betrayal but also love because I think somewhere in here titus’ queen#berenice plays a role because domitian’s hatred of the jews probably comes to play a role and I think titus would show up and protect her#like Domitian engineers some kind of a situation where in theory titus could escape alive or beat him but he can’t do that & save berenice#and so of course he saved berenice. or she dies in his arms and he goes mad with grief and any way you put it berenice is the trap & titus#happily crawls into the lion’s mouth to save her for love of her etc and domitian sees him die for it. he gives titus every chance to come#back to him to work with him to be what he wants him to be and he always chooses himself he chooses love and domitian can’t understand even#when it makes him weak. and then he sees hermes dirty and emaciated and still terribly terribly beautiful and feels such a pang of longing#and love that he decides he has to die because he (domitian) cannot be weak. he cannot have any of it. also giving domitian worse paranoia#than he already has because if you kill your brother the one person who should always love you—support you—who can build me a new brother—#you’ve gotta generate some MAJOR issues. namely trust issues. and if he kills hermes they’ll be even worse. so like ideally To Me domitian#wouldn’t kill him but i do very much see the symbolism of cutting off his last earthly tie & desire to ascend to the divine imperial throne#those about to die
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Believe it or not this is noooottt the vibe
#peace and love#shut the fuck uuuuuuup#die already#no joke#im a hater#at the moment#not cool#my pics#lol#sadgirl#lana del ray aesthetic#2014#san antonio#2014 tumblr#photo dump#get me out of heeeeere#swagg#money please#style#xavier wulf#juice world#girl blogger
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it was a small passing comment in the story but when its mentioned Sheila saw her dog get beaten to death when she was a kid and it made her feel like humankind was just like that (+ her sister's murder afterwards cementing that worldview)... augh.
#fugo.txt#like. idk i feel like im repeating myself but i cant stress this shit enough man. she was just a little girl#she was like 10#damn.#and like by that point she had already very much gone thru a lot of death. her parents were gone and the only family she had was her sister#and the only friend she had was her dog.#and then they both died. and she saw them die. right after the other. and then she was completely alone#idk looking at it thru that lense its not surprising at all that she decided to do all that. she was grieving and she didn't have anyone-#-to guide her in that. and the only logical progression she could fathom is that whoever killed her sister should suffer the same.#and deep down she knows she's doing this for herself because she doesn't KNOW what else to do. and she feels guilty. what would clara even-#think of her? and even if she's all oh illuso is dead and he suffered. so she can rest easy. you can SEE she never got any closure at all.#thats why she froze up when fighting against kocaqi. his sister also died right in front of him. but he did what she couldnt do#he gave her peace of mind. he gave her a dignified death. she died happy. clara didnt. and sheila can NEVER give that to her#all she can do is posthumously give her peace by murdering her murderer. but would Clara want that?#ugh man. its 2:30 am i should be sleeping i have a class to retake at 11:50#but. man..#please take the time to think of her tjis december
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i am living a real nightmare
#half of my team at work left already & today is my first day... alone#it's all because this place is so terrible & they don't treat us like humans lol#& i'm not even kidding my boss is a terrible person & he apparently hates women#i've been here for a month only & three girls left already#please just give me a normal job i am so fucking tired i want to die#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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Hey Kana! I've been a fan of your writings since the past year and I just wanted to say I love them and the way you reply to your asks ❤️ I just wanted to ask a question. How do you deal with the hate comments? Like doesn't it hurt when someone questions your writings? I'm kinda a baby when it comes to tumblr and I just received my first hate comment and it felt really bad. I'm really sorry if I'm bothering you. I just felt like you're someone I should consult about this.
Hello, darling! Thank you so much for sending me a message and you're not bothering me at all! I'm happy that you reached out to me! I don't think I'm the best person to seek advice from but I'll try my best to help! It gets a bit long under the cut, I'm sorry 😭
I have received a few hate comments in the past when I just started writing. Some of them were pretty traumatizing ngl and I had to take like a year break because of it 🥲 so I know how you feel and how upsetting it is. I'm so sorry that this happened to you, sweetheart 😭I'm sending you the biggest hug right now. Nobody in the world deserves a hate comment, especially when you're a writer/artist who creates stuff for free.
I just checked your blog to see the hate comment you were referring to (I hope you don't mind 😭) and I saw that some anon was mad because you wrote a smutty fic involving a character that's still a minor in canonverse.
Now, honey, I'm 10000000% on your side because a) it's your fic, your work, your blog, as long as you've put up some warnings, you can write whatever the hell you want. b) you've aged them up in your fics but even if you didn't age them up in your fics, that still doesn't make it okay for these people to be rude and attack you for it cause they're FICTIONAL. These characters are not real people with real life problems, they're literally just a bunch of drawings. That anon is spending their energy defending lines on paper and hurting a real person in the process.
Tbh I feel like this happens pretty often no matter what fandom you're in and I find it super weird that some people are actually upset about this. It's fiction! It's not real! And it's not like you support the stuff that's happening in the story! Like if you write about character A killing someone, it doesn't make you a murderer. It doesn't mean you support the act. If you write about incest, it doesn't mean you want to sleep with your dad or your brother. It's simply just for the plot, to make the story interesting. To share your ideas and be creative about it. And, the most important thing is, you're not forcing these people to read your fics, are you? They decided to read them on their own. And if you already wrote the warnings and they CHOSE to ignore them, that's their fault. It's like you see a bowl of hot peppers and you know they're spicy as hell but you choose to eat them anyway and when your tongue is on fire, you get angry "WHY IS THIS THING SO SPICY" like what????
A message for that anon: When you read stuff you don't like (stuff that someone wrote for FREE, stuff that someone spent hours or days creating it), the easiest thing you can do is just close the tab. Literally it takes zero energy to do it. Don't attack these writers with hate comments. Don't hurt their feelings. You don't know how hard they've worked on the story, their struggles in real life, or how insecure they are about their writing. One bad comment and they might stop writing forever, even when it's something that brought them comfort before. There are millions of other fics out there that you can read. Just scroll away and move on.
#stop! attacking! real! people! over! lines! on! paper!!!!!!#I don't get as many hate comments as I did in the past about my writing these days#they usually just call my writing mid but I know that already LOL#but I remember like a year and a half ago when a few anons bombarded my inbox#calling me names#saying that I'm stupid#some of them even told me to kill myself and that they'll r*pe my family#simply because I don't like AOT's ending and the fact that I prefer Erehisu than... that other ship that must not be named LMAO#it's insane how the internet makes it so easy for people to hurt strangers#“you don't think m****a is best girl??? DIE BITCH”#honey please i can get an eraser or a tipp-ex and turn your best girl into a dot#sit down child go drink your milk#anyway I didn't mean to make this about me sadlfjsdalkf I'm sorry 😭#if you ever need someone to talk to I'll be here okay?#stay strong and take care love ❤️#kana answers stuff
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Btw I’ve started playing the funny stars and time game. The the one about the loopty loop and the white diamond ass shit
#the klock keeps ticking#ive looped. 7 times now i believe 👍#i did die in battle once when i made a grave error#and honestly? im kinda feeling fed up with this shit lol its notttt clicking in my brain im stressed#and i havent really CLICKED with any characters yet either like theyre fine but im not really invested yet#at least the battle mechanics are very basic lol theyre easy enough for my small bad at fighting brain#yet despite all my frustrations. i dont wanna stop playing#i want this bastard to get more depressed i can already see they got issues#rn my favorite character is probably mira cuz what can i say i have a type for smart girls who are trying their fucking best#bonnie is nice i appreciate it greatly when they boost morale and give snacks#odile is my favorite to use in battle i cling to her like a dying man#and i like her vibes i like very tired grandma with a clear bias towards bonnie#isabeau…oh its complicated#i kinda hate his face i kinda cant stand him i think im in a bitchy mood this week and this poor guy is my outlet#i DO need to kiss him like he has a very obvious crush on siffrin and i WILL be fishing that out as much as possible#so basically im gonna talk a lot of shit about him while acting like i dont care about his feelings but actually i do care so much actually#and will probably come out of this game with an isa body pillow i kiss every night#fuck you isa fuck you and your stupid dying wife pose please kiss me now
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it makes sense that refa had a family with kids and a wife given his status, but making senna a character and having her role be what it is really makes their story tragic as fuck. his family so easily could have never been heard from again after his death, but londo taking senna in out of guilt is so fucking. sad. lol
#and im not gonna be out here woobifying refa of all fucking characters#but i do think he was a good family man. good centauri with a happy home life#and i do think he loved senna#and he died when she was like 15 or something like that so he spent quite some time watching her grow up#she didnt know what he was up to#lords had to do what they had to do#and it makes sense for refa to come home and be good to his family after being shitty to everyone else#hes self serving and the people he decides are worth caring about are going to get His Special Attention#and that includes his little girl#a whole ass teenage girl orphaned is so heart wrenching. a family that loved her.#a nurturing family life is already so rare on centauri prime#like please babylon 5 there was abolutely zero reason to make refa ??? sad ?????????? like dont make me feel upset over him#he doesnt deserve it#but im such a sucker for a weird fucking horrible asshole who has a soft spot for his daughter..#proud of her despite the centauri clearly favoring male children#takes her out in public and raised her to be the strong woman she actually did turn out to be#all for him to die brutally which im not saying he didnt deserve bc he did#but londo rly did do all that bc he thought he killed adira lmfao. no wonder why he took senna in#literally nobody is puttjng this much thought into refa but me. i need to get help
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I hate constantly questioning and not knowing what identity I am. I am fully 30 years old and still do not know what I want. I usually just know what I really DON'T want because that's usually what is offered to me. I'm very good at finding what I don't want.
At this point if I am actually asexual or demisexual I would not be surprised. Because I got repulsed a woman who was being extremely forward on the dating site I was on. We did not know each other at all (literally the second message I got from this woman was sexual and all I said was hi). Am I crazy for thinking that maybe we should at least try to get to know each other first???
#so perhaps biromantic was acurate after all?#I'm guessing I'm more likely demi and that I'd be interested in trying things if it was with someone I trusted and adored#she was verified but someone pointed out to me that she might have been a guy pretending to be a girl to try to get women's attention/pics#don't worry I didn't fall for it if it was a trick#like I could probably die before ever having a relationship- I don't want to but trying to connect with people is just awful#by which I mean I feel like I'm going to be forever single and that used to not bother me at all#there is nothing wrong with being single but I feel like there might be something wrong with me that everything I try ends up being wrong#I know I don't want kids or to date anyone with kids- which is hard to avoid too now too b/c everyone seems to already have kids even on HE#I just don't want to be a parent or step parent so please miss me with all that too#My families' new puppies are the most responsibility I want so I don't want to deal with anyone's kids sorry but no#I feel like I have no right to be as particular as I'm being but I don't want what I don't want#questioning#wlw dating#biromantic demisexual but saying bisexual is just easier but is also easy to misunderstand#b/c boy do I hate how fucking hypersexualized bi women are by literally everyone so I don't feel so connected to 'bisexual' any more#b/c most of the time I feel like 'ew leave me alone'#and not just at men any more it seems
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Engage is literally just around the corner and the whole game’s already been leaked and I don’t want to know anything or shown cause I don’t like spoiler but,
CAN YOU ACTUALLY S-SUPPORT DIAMANT AS M!ALEAR???? Because if so…
AAAHHHHHHHHHHH
(Also please don’t be a dick and spoil things for me. I just need someone to confirm Diamant as a same-sex option)
#NO FUCK OFF IF IT IS TRUE#I SWEAR TO GOD#IM GOING TO DIE#I just want this confirmed#please don’t spoil anything for me but I need to know#I need this important information#I’ve heard things here and there#someone just please confirm me cause I’m so wary of leakers and spoilers#this is fucking important#I’m already in love with this man and I know jack shit#I was fully prepared to marry ivy or citrinne#girls be fucking gorgeous#please please please#I was ready to be disappointed but like#there’s a fucking chance?#please?#fire emblem#FE#fee#FE engage#fire emblem engage#diamant#yeyarants#diamant FE#diamant my beloved#I will simp for him#if I couldn’t marry him as male I was going to play the game again but as female#whose designs hurts my eyes and is awful but male is a bit better#I always play as the male protag first playthrough#I’m just more comfortable with them
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