#Fuck it I’ll do it myself
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In my heart this is how the finale ACTUALLY ended. In my heart…
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Based on this specific panel from the comics:
#I liked the finale don’t get me wrong#it was beautifully bittersweet and hit me hard#but like.#IM SORRY I JUST WANT THEM TO KISS AND BE HAPPY TOGETEHR FOREVER#IS THAT SO MICH TO ASK!?#IS THAT SO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK FOR!?#Fuck it I’ll do it myself#I’ll draw them kissing and being happy as many times as I need to#fuck I might go crazy and become a fanfic writer#they wanna give me a bittersweet emotionally painful ending?#they don’t want to give me the fluffiest toothrottingest ending possible?#fine. I’ll do it myself.#aria draws#digital art#digital drawing#fanart#petrigrof#golbetty#golb#betty grof#simon petrikov#simon x betty#adventure time#adventure time fanart#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#adventure time comics#I’m turning this into a sticker btw#once I get more sticker paper#it’s going on my laptop
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i’ve only been doing gender neutral readers but likeeee. i’m seeing discourse in other fandoms i enjoy and fuck me if i don’t want to just right a male or even just masc reader🧎🏽
i think cod is a good fandom for male loving queer ppl compared to other fandoms i enjoy or have had to leave for lack of diversity. while there’s obv lots of straight fics or just fem!reader i’ve found so many queer ships. especially since a lot of us ship the characters with each other. even black, fat, disabled reader stories which i love and appreciate so much
and like i’m a trans nonbinary person who likes fem things. so it doesn’t always bother me to read fem!reader. but i’m still masc and fuck if i don’t want to just read or write a boyfriend fic. like a fic where im the bf!!!. i think i owe myself the gender validation/euphoria of that
but do i still make a gender neutral version?? like i’m writing for myself why do i feel the need to cater to more people in fandom when 1. it’s hardly done for marginalized identities (or in this case just male readers) and 2. i get like four likes consistency, this really is just for myself lol
and anyways i found some strictly male reader cod and other fandoms i enjoy writers and it makes me soooo happy and comfy
#cod fanfic#gender rambles#give me more male reader#fuck it i’ll do it myself#transmasc#forestrambles
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Sometimes I think oh I could totally brat but then I remember that I fold like a cheap tent at the slightest hint of possibly being praised
#it’s embarrassing how easy#like yeah I’ll taunt and try and get someone to snap#and would love to tease and act out#but also know when the slightest bit of pressure is applied#I will trip over myself to do whatever will get me called a good boy#I’ll do it one day I know it#because I also wanna be a brat to the point it has to get fucked out of me while I cry#t4t switch#t4t puppy#t4t nsft#:3
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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Joshua Jackson for Numéro Netherlands
#joshua jackson#numero netherlands#ok fine I’ll do it myself#like a fine fucking wine#I can’t wait to let him read me an audiobook
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Just Shivana (I think I’m in love with her)
#my art#can’t force myself to put color on anything lately rip#shivana lavellan#dragon age inquisition#dragon age#dai#lavellan#dragon age fanart#the sylaise vallaslin is so#fucking hard to draw#I love it but why#why do I do these things to myself#I remember when I gave her this one and I was like#the full sylaise vallaslin is so cool but I don’t see it so often so I’ll give her this one#I was so innocent then#I know why now
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Mostly Hiring manager, but HR manager and PR manager too
#elden ring#elden ring varre#white mask varre#varre#white faced varre#tarnished#tarnished oc#varre x tarnished#tw; blood#suggestive#no jokes or humor this time sorry#just Varre being Varre#I know I usually stick to humor stuff but this clawed through my brain like an eldritch horror#I actually hate 5/11 Varre faces I drew here but I did my best#sometimes homeboy is gonna look like a lil gremlin and there’s nothing I can do about it#but also those other 6 /11 faces are the best I’ve ever done so I’ll take it#never been more clear to me how I unconsciously push myself to do harder things#like we got crazy hand angles with defined knuckles and fingernails#we got the upward angle face that doesn’t look like shit#we got form fitting lighting that is passable#semi accurate fabric physics#did I not give a fuck about the BG#yes#but I’m here for Varre sex appeal not rendering bricks#also misericorde magically changes scale throughout the whole comic#lmao oops#most detailed environmental lighting I’ve done too#Christ the lengths I go to for deranged fictional men#at the very least I feel like the dialogue isn’t ooc#me fighting for my life to make sure Varre looks like the same damn character between each panel
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Oh but when it comes to merch, in general, it’s something pretty difficult for me to pull off. I am not playin with y’all when I say I have NO MONEY lol.
It’s tricky with time management as well cuz I’m an officer for like 2 clubs, a member in 2 other clubs, in grad school, working 1 job, and needing to get another. PLUS drawing fanart.
Making merch looks really fun and I had a really great time with the “Let’s Dance” standees. But it’s tricky for me to make that sort of thing happen.
I really like getting merch from fellow fans so it’s definitely in my interest to do a project too. 🥰
#I have a really busy schedule#but if I’m like not signed up for a bunch of things to do#I’ll rot#so I have to be very involved#plus it’s fun and I’m a disciple of Beyonce anyway so whatevs#I know people may be worried bout burnout#I feel that#but most of this things are fun things I do#and cater to my interests~#and then there’s fucking work#which I find so abhorrent I can barely get myself to do lol#which is why I have no money!~#maybe I should be more mysterious with yall#but then again i don’t really give a fuck the worlds on fire#literally
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Prime defenders but it’s only the stupidest things I’ve drawn for them
Banimatic
#bandit's doodles#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi wiwi#jrwi vyncent#jrwi dakota#jrwi tide#I guess#jrwi ashe winters#I’m not tagging everyone in the animatic absolutely not#do you see what I was talking about when I said my vyncent design was gorgeous#not to toot my own horn#I’ve started my first pd rewatch so I’m officially locked in#no turning back#they’ve taken over#I actually winged all the designs in the stupid video excluding the main 3#the Cantrip one is doing things to me#bad and good#maybe one day I’ll post proper fully finished art#(I do that sometimes I promise)#also there’s a secret reason why wiwi’s hair coloring is inconsistent#maybe I’ll tell you someday#fuck I caught myself in another yapfest
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You know what I really need in fanfics? More confession scenes where one person drops the confessions then runs, fast as fuck, in the other direction.
Like, obviously they’ll meet back up eventually and talk about it (which is hilarious in itself that they would have to sprint to catch up while yelling why they’re like this) , BUT THINK ABOUT IT!!! It 1) give the other person a chance to gather their thoughts so the person confessing doesn’t have to sit in anxious silence and 2) allows the confessor to get it over with quick and overcomes that anxiety over confessing. Also it’s just fucking hilarious.
Like imagine your fav paring or whatever, they get to that part where one (or both idk) realizes their feelings for the other but they’re just anxious to be vulnerable like that or they fear rejection, whatever. One of them suddenly goes, fuck it, and they turn to the other. (Maybe they’re on a sidewalk, maybe they’re in a park IDK endless possibilities here) and they go:
“ok I’m about to say something, it’s nothing bad (I hope) and I’m willing to talk about it after I say it. I’m 100% serious, this is really not a joke. But I’m going to say this and run to (relevant location). Ok? Ok…. Don’t freak out… iminlovewithyou” *Cue maniac SPRINTING as fast as humanly possible in the other direction* (Bro I’m cracking up just typing about this)
AND THEN!!! You get to chose how they react after a few stunned seconds. Do they sprint after them? Do they shout to bring their ass back over to them? Do they race like hell to beat the other at the determined location??? I don’t know, but it’s hilarious as fuck and can transition seamlessly into heartfelt feeling talk.
(Thinking about this with specific ships is funny as hell too)
Idk I think of more fics had this trope we could all have a grand ol silly time instead of accidentally speed reading through confession schemes because the stress is too much then having to go back and re-read it to fully process it, as one does. You know?
#am I about to expose myself on my ships?#yes. yes i am#hilson#this is especially funny if it’s fucking Wilson doing the confessing in the hospital hallway#ineffable husbands#homumiko#tedpendent#dreamling#johnlock#mattfoggy#stobotnik#shukita#the most randomest ships but it is what it is#i could definitely add more but we’d be here all day#fanfic#please please please writers im begging do this I’ll laugh my ass off#jk I’m adding more ships I think will be funny as I think of them#shassie#harrykim#fic ideas made specifically for me by me#lawrusso
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i want to shift this blog to be more writing focused and devote more energy to my erotica bc i have a biggish piece (~30k completed probably) that’s almost finished and another project waiting in the wings but this means i would have to start posting about my writing 😶🫥 that’s scawy…..
#i’m also bracing myself to watch my follower count drop when i start doing this#like i’ll do it anyway bc who gives a fuck but it will still make me a wee bit sad#blog housekeeping#delete later
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post-mission cuddles aka the perks of having an alien boyfriend (thermoregulation)
#timkon#kon el#conner kent#tim drake#I HAVENT GOTTEN TO DRAW FOR MYSELF IN FOREVER!!!! FUCK!!!!!#so i immediately drew them. yeah yeah i’ll walk with my head down in shame#i’ve missed them….#also kon with long hair bc rimi made a post about his furry island hair and i said YEAHHHH#anyways :) snile :)#bart (as in bug art)#superboy#dc robin#red robin#dc#dc comics#young justice#young just us#yj98#kon-el#i keep forgetting i can do that
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Why.. why does this always happen to me 😭
#I’m going to disappear for awhile#idk if I’m coming back#this one fucking hurts#I always give more than I get back from people#you don’t want to hurt.. but are hurting me rn? that makes so much sense#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#trans dating#trans dating sucks#trans woman#transwomen#trans women#trans women are beautiful#transexual#this is what trans looks like#i don’t want to live anymore#idk if I’ll make it past today#suicidal#I’m never good enough#why do i do this to myself#i wanna die#SoundCloud
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you're scared?? what do you mean you're scared??? you're the one who wanted a stalker. you're the one who wanted someone so obsessed with you that they thought of no one else. I've spent fucking months figuring out every little detail about you. I know your favorite place to go after school, I know the gym you go to, I know your doctors office for fucks sake. and now that I'm here you're scared? you want me gone? well I think it's a little late for that. you're fucking mine. now get the fuck in the car. 🔪
#*unkown+. I thought o made myself clear you are mine no touches what’s mine no one claims what’s mine. You're all fucking mine#you need to have that ingrained in your skull. Tonight when you're alone I'm going to punish you#you understand that you belong to me. You're mine your holes are mine#do you understand me?#I’ll kill anyone Names you utter any names you loath. You saw no one#not even when you walked out and checked over the porch on both sides. You scanned the treeline across the yard and looked for anything o#but when you looked back it was nothing.#There were items on the counter that weren't there when you went to bed. +unkown+ fascinated how you think I still don’t pull thought th#threats lil mouse#bd/sm blog#bd/sm community#r@pe m3#r@pe threats#bd/sm daddy#bd/sm kink#bd/sm slave#cnc fr33use#cnc free use#cnc k!nk#cnc kidnapping#cnc somno#r@petoy#r@pe kink#rough cnc#rap3toy#r@pe play#rap3doll#bd/sm relationship#rap3 fantasy#molest k!nk
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I’m currently hyperfixated rereading Ftfo and can barely do any drawing but I’m trying!!! ‘^’ Designs are easier to draw for some reason so might see only those for a bit T-T
anyways have my version of Lord Lunar’s Gemini! They get fun new outfits!!!
#my artwork#fnaf#tsams#tsams au#tsams Lord lunar au#tsams castor#tsams pollux#tsams gemini#laes castor#laes pollux#laes gemini#the lunar and earth show#tlaes au#tlaes#little rant incoming#feel free to ignore#bro I’m recognizing the difference between a fun interest and a hyperfication and it’s not fun#I really wanna finish rereading ftfo but i keep having to force myself to be like ‘Take a break#go draw and such’ ect#because I’m just not moving for such long periods of time and I physically have to force my brain to stop skipping lines because I genuinely#can’t focus#and#if I stop for too long I’m so worried I’ll lose interest#want to finish ftfo but hyperfication is so bad#T-T#anyways#drink some fucking water#y’all#(don’t worry to much about me btw I’m doing okay and still taking care of myself just a lil frustrated)#(oh and ftfo is an undertale fanfic btw For the Forgotten Ones by I’m_Sorry_Buddy on Ao3 it’s freaking awesome)
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it just occurred to me that some of you might have missed seeing american football player joe burrow’s suit this past june during paris fashion week, and it is my personal opinion that everyone see these images at least once in their lifetime, especially those of us with a shared interest in slutty clothes on men (fictional or otherwise). so here they are.
#not to assume!! i’m sure there are some tumblrinas into sports like myself who have seen these#but i’m just covering my bases here playing it safe#the perfect suit for a fictional character of your choice!!!#will this mean anything to anyone who isn’t me? not sure#i gasped when i first saw these images#number one bc i was like joe burrow is at fashion week? as i do like american football and was not expecting this move from him#and number two bc oh my GOD his BACK#sluttiest suit i’ve ever fucking seen#immediately i jotted it down in my head for later#i said i have so many fictional men i can put this on#anyways it was really groundbreaking for me#it might be in my head bc i like joe burrow personally but i hope this is life changing for u all as well#idk what to tag this??#just fictional men i think it would look good on i guess#and why not i’ll tag joe burrow bc i know there ARE joe burrow fans on this app just maybe not running in the circles i’m in#joe burrow#sam winchester#dean winchester#anakin skywalker#will graham#obi wan kenobi#obi-wan kenobi#bruce wayne#sorry bruce wayne was random lmao#idk everyone just tag hot ur own hot men#my post
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