#Fuck it I’ll do it myself

[aria-greenhoodie]

In my heart this is how the finale ACTUALLY ended. In my heart…

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Based on this specific panel from the comics:

[aforestescape]

i’ve only been doing gender neutral readers but likeeee. i’m seeing discourse in other fandoms i enjoy and fuck me if i don’t want to just right a male or even just masc reader🧎🏽

i think cod is a good fandom for male loving queer ppl compared to other fandoms i enjoy or have had to leave for lack of diversity. while there’s obv lots of straight fics or just fem!reader i’ve found so many queer ships. especially since a lot of us ship the characters with each other. even black, fat, disabled reader stories which i love and appreciate so much

and like i’m a trans nonbinary person who likes fem things. so it doesn’t always bother me to read fem!reader. but i’m still masc and fuck if i don’t want to just read or write a boyfriend fic. like a fic where im the bf!!!. i think i owe myself the gender validation/euphoria of that

but do i still make a gender neutral version?? like i’m writing for myself why do i feel the need to cater to more people in fandom when 1. it’s hardly done for marginalized identities (or in this case just male readers) and 2. i get like four likes consistency, this really is just for myself lol

and anyways i found some strictly male reader cod and other fandoms i enjoy writers and it makes me soooo happy and comfy

[idontmindifuforgetme]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

[cyb3r-mutt]

Sometimes I think oh I could totally brat but then I remember that I fold like a cheap tent at the slightest hint of possibly being praised

[your-fuccked-up-dad-volume100]

you're scared?? what do you mean you're scared??? you're the one who wanted a stalker. you're the one who wanted someone so obsessed with you that they thought of no one else. I've spent fucking months figuring out every little detail about you. I know your favorite place to go after school, I know the gym you go to, I know your doctors office for fucks sake. and now that I'm here you're scared? you want me gone? well I think it's a little late for that. you're fucking mine. now get the fuck in the car. 🔪

[keferon]

Important info please read!!

I am a goddamn moron. And I reeeally fucked up.

You know that thing when you get in a new fandom not from watching/reading canon material but from looking at fanart and fanfics?

So your perception of what characters should look/behave like is based on things other people draw and write?

Yeah. I first discovered Texaid through fanfiction and then went to look for some fanart of it and then, like an absolUTE FUCKING IDIOT, assumed I knew what they looked like because I saw how other people draw them. When in reality I was basically drawing other person's design from memory this whole time??? And no one ever called me out about this until today?? Why no one told me sooner ohmyfuckingod I would stop this shit instantly

Guys. GUYS. Those Texaid designs belong to @disformer They were never mine. It's fucking important you all know that.

I'm going through all imaginable stages of grief rn I'm so sorry. I won't use the designs ever again. Stealing them wasn't my intention. I knew Vortex and First Aid as a rare pair never really had any interactions in canon so I didn't bother to do a proper research about them and just went with what I saw in fandom. I'll go search for my clown shoes now.

[hangingonyourwords]

Joshua Jackson for Numéro Netherlands

[hollytree33]

Just Shivana (I think I’m in love with her)

[sweetmapple]

Mostly Hiring manager, but HR manager and PR manager too

[annoyinglilbro]

Dad who finds out the camboy he’s obsessed with is actually his sweet, darling angel little boy

[blushedfemmes]

i want to shift this blog to be more writing focused and devote more energy to my erotica bc i have a biggish piece (~30k completed probably) that’s almost finished and another project waiting in the wings but this means i would have to start posting about my writing 😶🫥 that’s scawy…..

[banditblvd]

Prime defenders but it’s only the stupidest things I’ve drawn for them

Banimatic

[randomsufff]

You know what I really need in fanfics? More confession scenes where one person drops the confessions then runs, fast as fuck, in the other direction.

Like, obviously they’ll meet back up eventually and talk about it (which is hilarious in itself that they would have to sprint to catch up while yelling why they’re like this) , BUT THINK ABOUT IT!!! It 1) give the other person a chance to gather their thoughts so the person confessing doesn’t have to sit in anxious silence and 2) allows the confessor to get it over with quick and overcomes that anxiety over confessing. Also it’s just fucking hilarious.

Like imagine your fav paring or whatever, they get to that part where one (or both idk) realizes their feelings for the other but they’re just anxious to be vulnerable like that or they fear rejection, whatever. One of them suddenly goes, fuck it, and they turn to the other. (Maybe they’re on a sidewalk, maybe they’re in a park IDK endless possibilities here) and they go:

“ok I’m about to say something, it’s nothing bad (I hope) and I’m willing to talk about it after I say it. I’m 100% serious, this is really not a joke. But I’m going to say this and run to (relevant location). Ok? Ok…. Don’t freak out… iminlovewithyou” *Cue maniac SPRINTING as fast as humanly possible in the other direction* (Bro I’m cracking up just typing about this)

AND THEN!!! You get to chose how they react after a few stunned seconds. Do they sprint after them? Do they shout to bring their ass back over to them? Do they race like hell to beat the other at the determined location??? I don’t know, but it’s hilarious as fuck and can transition seamlessly into heartfelt feeling talk.

(Thinking about this with specific ships is funny as hell too)

Idk I think of more fics had this trope we could all have a grand ol silly time instead of accidentally speed reading through confession schemes because the stress is too much then having to go back and re-read it to fully process it, as one does. You know?

[lemonlimestar]

post-mission cuddles aka the perks of having an alien boyfriend (thermoregulation)

[your-fuccked-up-dad-volume100]

you’re MINE, and if i have to carve my name into your skin to make you remember that, then i won’t hesitate 🔪

[marshmallowcat666]

I’m currently hyperfixated rereading Ftfo and can barely do any drawing but I’m trying!!! ‘^’ Designs are easier to draw for some reason so might see only those for a bit T-T

anyways have my version of Lord Lunar’s Gemini! They get fun new outfits!!!