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The mental illness took over and I created the Wild Kratts crew (and two of the villains) in PonyTown!!
#Sorry Gourmand - there is no good chef's hat#Nothing looks like one :L#Might make Dabio!#For now I am satisfied lol#And tired#it is almost 1 am#A few of them have horns! Can't see them though because I blended them into the hair#Horned characters: Aviva - Zach - Koki - Jimmy - Donita#Okay yap session over now lol#wild kratts#wk#Koki#wild kratts koki#Jimmy z#wild kratts jimmy#zach varmitech#chris kratt#martin kratt#the kratt brothers#Wild kratts Zach#donita donata#aviva corcovado#wild kratts aviva#pony town#ponytown#Okay I give up on tags
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Recently cleaned up some oc portraits so that I could update their lore post for the few people that are interested <3 I'll give the same disclaimer as before that I'm not a master worldbuilder or even a very good writer tbh. these are just my dolls I play with for fun.
anyways long post ahead here is your introductory guide to the characters of fitaly (fake italy) in the early 16th century.
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Antonia de' Vespini Antonia is the eldest child of the Vespini family. Though they interact infrequently, she has a tense relationship with Andrea Bernardi, her formal sister's betrothed. When she is wed, she brings Lucia with her to her husband's villa. The marriage lasts roughly 5 years until her husband passes (I haven't worked out from what yet, but it's not particularly integral to the story.) Seeing as they have no children, her husband's family contests her right to retain his properties and she returns to her father's palazzo, Lucia in tow. She is largely reclusive as a widow and prefers to remain in her apartments, despite having more relative freedom than her sisters. Though the two were already on poor terms before her absence, after her marriage and widowhood she and Andrea become openly hostile towards one another. She finds him dismissive and condescending and is suspicious of his behavior around her maid, Lucia. Despite this, there is a brief attempt by her father to offer her hand in marriage to Andrea after the death of her sister Isabella. She wholly refuses to comply and begins spreading nasty (but not entirely untrue, nor undeserved) rumors about Andrea throughout court to deter further pursuits.
Isabella de' Vespini She has been betrothed to Andrea Bernardi since they were both children. She finds him less objectionable than her sister Antonia does, but she is certainly not enamored with him. Isabella is a vivacious and charming girl, but Andrea seems entirely unimpressed by her (though he never says as much.) She dies abruptly at the age of 16 (allegedly after suffering an acute illness, but circumstances are suspect) before she and Andrea are ever wed.
Maddelena de' Vespini Rather meek but sweet. She's not particularly pivotal to the story, but it IS important to note that she too has already been betrothed, hence why Marietta resorts to trying to marry Andrea to her widowed sister.
Paulo de' Vespini Paulo is also not particularly relevant, but he's currently his father's only surviving male heir (thus far), so he's very doted on.
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Lorenzo de' Silvis Lorenzo was instrumental in arranging a marriage between his young nephew Andrea and Isabella de' Vespini with the intent that they would wed when they reached maturity. He hosts Andrea more and more frequently as he gets older.
Andrea Bernardi Second son, betrothed to Isabella as a child to secure business ties between their families. Andrea is educated and ambitious but somewhat dour for his age. He largely resides with his uncle Lorenzo as he grows older. He coerces Antonia's maid, Lucia, whom he is infatuated with into entering a relationship with him while at court, but shortly thereafter Antonia is wed and takes Lucia with her. During this time, he is taken under the wing of his future father-in-law Niccolò, who sees his younger self in Andrea's ambition. Several years later, when Lucia returns to the palazzo after the death of Antonia’s husband, he resumes their relationship while Antonia grows ever more resentful of him. Isabella dies before she and Andrea can fulfill their marriage contract. He is in no hurry to find a new match, but his mother proposes that he marry Antonio, the dead Isabella’s older, widowed sister. Niccolò is inclined to agree, but Antonia causes such a fuss about the matter that it's quickly abandoned. Andrea leaves court abruptly, and takes Lucia with him, much to Antonia's dismay. Meanwhile, his mother secures the daughter of a Spanish ambassador to be his wife. The two have a very brief betrothal period before they're wed and Ysabel goes to live with him away from prying eyes.
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Ysabel de Torres y Mendoza Ysabel is the daughter of a Spanish ambassador and overall a very reserved and passive girl. She finds herself somewhat isolated outside of Spain. Initially, she is tentatively pleased by her marriage to Andrea— she assumes he is keeping a respectful distance to allow her to acclimate— but it becomes clear over time that he is genuinely disinterested in her, and she has to fight for any scraps of attention from him. He makes no secret of Lucia as their marriage progresses, and young Ysabel chooses to make Lucia the object of her loathing rather than confront her unfaithful husband. Overall, it is an unhappy marriage from the outset. Despite this, she and Andrea have several children together, whom he is similarly uninterested in, except for their sons.
Lucia my most favorite oc... She is Antonia's servant and a notorious flirt and gossip. Though several years older than Andrea, she unwittingly gets his attention and is pressured into a relationship with him when he first arrives at court. Having been particularly unlucky in love thus far, she finds the easy attention she’s able to get from Andrea a refreshing (and deserved) change of pace. However, by the time of Antonia's marriage only a few months later, she's begun to find him immature and temperamental, and is relieved to be out from under his thumb when Antonia takes her away. Her reprieve last roughly 5 years before Antonia's husband dies. Upon their return, Lucia is surprised to find that Andrea even remembers her— even more so that he again pursues her— but she believes he's matured and acquiesces to further relations with him. After Isabella's death and the disastrous marriage negotiations with Antonia, Andrea offers to offers to take Lucia with him away from the palazzo. She accepts, and briefly experiences a honeymoon period where he freely showers her with affection. Unfortunately, the arrival of his new wife complicates matters.
Bartolomea Lucia's mother (and only known relative) and also a servant in the employ of the Vespinis. She claims that Lucia's father was a craftsman who died shortly before Lucia's birth, forcing Bartolomea to find work in the palazzo to support herself and the expected child. The story about her father is 100% not true, but Lucia believes it. Neither she nor her daughter are literate.
I think that’s all for now.. it is hard for me to figure out how to introduce them bc I have a lot of lore backlogged but hopefully everything here makes sense <3
#edited some names now that they are no longer in a fictional location. still calling it fitaly though bc it’s funny#there’s background war happening bc europeans love waging war on the italian peninsula in the early 16th c. but I’m choosing to leave#that out until I can write abt it more confidently so I don’t sound like an idiot#but I am aware of it. It is not unacknowledged in the narrative. just in this summary lol#my ocs#i have a couple years of the lucia/ysabel/andrea torment nexus plotted out but I haven't quite figured out a satisfying way to get#lucia OUT. but I will eventually. my solemn vow#reblogs off bc I am still nervous abt sharing my ocs…
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new designs new me!
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#sona#Colours! what a pain am i right lol#the center one was the easiest. thanks bliss for needing little-to-no tweaking lmfvsh#this is just satisfying to have finished :3 i shall celebrate now. probably with a movie#haven't picked any in a minute so yea.. no idea what i wanna watch so it'll prolly be an hour and a half of just looking kfsvh#/okey doke. going on my way now.. oooon my way... i'm shmoovin.. ooooon my way..#toodles lol .w./
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Bagel, please, I must see more sillies. Would you ever possibly draw more perfectdolls? (Totally hope I do not sound insane or rude, I just love the cute little drawings you've shared so far!)
hbskjbn?? this is so incredibly nice what???? vjhkskh?????
i am definitely not an artist, but i am so beyond flattered??? huh?????
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the sillies :D
also here's some ocean/jane too :)
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this one is technically fanart for the fic no one deserves to be alone by beepsinquestion (please go read that entire series, it's so good)
i don't really know how to draw jane, but an attempt was made :'D
thank you so much for the ask??? i'm gonna go cry now maybe???? /pos /hj
have a wonderful day :D
#i speedran drawing these tonight for you anon#i got this ask and i was like bdhjksdsdh#i can't just leave you hanging#it's half past midnight now lol#i hope these bad doodles satisfy you :D#i will reiterate once more: i am definitely not an artist#these drawings are incredibly messy and all over the place#the anatomy is awful lol#i just drew these because. perfectdolls makes me happy#also please ignore how every time i draw ocean's hair it looks drastically different. i don't know what i'm doing#sorry i'm rambling in the tags again lol#ride the cyclone#rtc#my art#ocean o'connell rosenberg#penny lamb#jane doe rtc#perfectdolls#speaking to the people
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Watching "Satisfied" on Hamilton chokes me up every single time.
What a song and a performance.
#my thoughts#angelica schuyler#hamilton#hamilton musical#satisfied#here I am rediscovering hamilton#when I have other things I need and want to watch#and yet I'm okay with putting those off right now#lol
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i have been playing this hsr update for three hours now and i fear it is time for me to wrap it up
#— 🦦#i was not anticipating it to be this long lol#but! i am VERY satisfied with all the dan heng#my boyfriend hehe <3#mm i’m trying to find a good place to stop#my stomach is telling me right now lmao#but my brain says after the boss battle that is hopefully coming up
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I know crumbl is bad for workers and the calories are horrendous etc etc but tell me why I am obsessed with watching people eat it?
#we don't even have it in the uk#but I can't stop watching people eat it#i am not the type of person who is into mukbangs#and it's not even a mukbang#but I can't stop watching people try them#maybe it's because I have been on a diet for a few months now#but it's not even that I really want to eat them#i mean sure i wanna try#but it's so satisfying watching other poeple eat them lol#mort talks
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my oc blorbo brainrot has reached the point where I'm learning (very VERY basic to be clear) video editing for the first time in my life. The Power of Dragon Age Insanity
(honestly after having to try to fineagle things in the PS5 clip editor this is kind of a relief and waaay less fiddly haha. I will say that having the ability to isolate and loop line deliveries that make my echolalia brain spin around happily is making me too powerful this rules)
#I'm just putting a couple of clips together since tumblr won't let you upload multiple vids unless they're web urls#and shortening some scenes here and there to get to isolate certain parts for points I want to make#but still here I am. doing things. Learning even with tears and grime down my face the whole way#when I get to the post-formless one 'I heard ingellvar took care of it!' mourn watcher on this playthrough I will be unstoppable#I still replay her voice in my head and kick my lil feet about it it's perfect#so funny what my brain just goes 'fuck yeah' about that way btw. you know one of the all-timers for me?#the turian dude on noveria who goes 'now that you have my property you want to dictate how I use it??#very well make whatever arrangements you need with your contact I will wait here'. his cadence BURNED into my neurons forever#literally don't know why but the way he says it is SO satisfying to me. he is just some guy of the highest order#but one that made my brain tickle in a very precise way and now here we are it's locked in there forever lol#I just love. words. and language. and the way it sounds
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A bit of rarepair-indulgence for myself (Khones my beloved), which I started shipping about a decade ago (holy shit) when Into Darkness first aired.
They've popped back up inside my head a few days ago and are currently invading my brain. :')
#Star Trek aos#Star Trek into darkness#Khones#McKhan#(is that even a ship name lol? idk)#Khan Noonien Singh#Leonard McCoy#Star Trek fanart#PummeArt#(when I first started shipping them I wasn't able to draw them due to lack of skills)#(this is the first picture I ever drew of them and it felt insanely rewarding)#(because I was able to put this onto digital paper which I haven't been able to do 10 years ago)#(i am not 100% satisfied but still happy about the outcome)#(I have to say tho Leonard's damn face-position killed me)#(I gave up and leave it like this now)#(this was so hard to draw)
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one of the craziest bat bars like actually
#vee queued to fill the void#WHEN GOTH AND PUNK COLLIDE ITS THE HYPEST DEPRESSION LETS GOOOOOO LMAO#i never talk about kuukou and jyushi’s bond as leader/2gumi since i personally don’t think i need to lol#but the way their ideals just click together so naturally is so satisfying when the story bothers to show it lol#like i am prAyINg that we get kuukou and jyushi clashing over it like they’re both right but kuukou is still wrong lmao#like besides kuukou training jyushi in their debut track kuukou and jyushi haven’t fought yet#as of then that was indicative of their dynamic kuukou is more gentle with jyushi and more firm with hitoya#now tho there’s like………. bits in various places where they’re challenging each other#like when they were competing against each other at video games or jyushi standing his ground against kuukou’s chaos lol#i’m hopeful it’s leading to a confrontation between them fr on god no cap pls it’d be lit lmao#kuukou has won in their little matches i need jyushi to be the pupil that fulfills his wish#and gets to stand next to the man that helped and supported him lol he’s on equal footing with hitoya let’s fully lock in with kuukou#(a fun ichiro and jyushi parallel btw lol like samatoki was that figure that helped and supported him and he wanted to be his equal)#(both kuukou and hitoya are jyushi’s samatoki tho a bit more obscure on kuukou’s end)
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reason #3299874 why i hate tennis twitter: i hate how idealistic it feels to say “omg we’re ALL sort of right.” like there should be a substantial middle ground here somewhere and instead it always feels like im being weirdly diplomatic. people are spreading misinformation about how drugs and drug tests work. people are ignoring the very real and EXPERT opinions that were used in the process of ruling. people are pretending to be oblivious to why players might find the whole scenario upsetting anyway. people are projecting their paranoia about doping onto a case where it isn’t applicable. people are using completely impermissible evidence to prove why he obviously did or didn’t dope. nick kyrgios is an idiot. and we’re going in circles and have gotten no where and at the end of the day whatever YOU say will not change the fact that he did in fact get two positive doping tests AND the experts supported a conclusion of no fault no negligence. so where does that leave us.
#tw doping#idk if this is a trigger warning but ill tag it anyway#i guess im just annoyed at all the stupid takes ive seen#and it’s so frustrating to feel like i cant call those takes stupid or argue against them without aligning myself with a ‘side’#like there is no sides lol. the experts came to a factual conclusion that j have no reason or desire to question#im satisfied with that!#but there are still so many people trying to support him. WHO ARE SAYING THE MOST UNREAL IDIOTIC SHIT#like i cant sit here and watch you say this it’s embarrassing 😭#but if i say ‘hey this is like not true or accurate at all’ now it seems like i’m agreeing it’s a conspiracy or something!!!!#i deleted my original post talking about this because I think i was a bit too annoyed in that one#and did not really think through my opinions on it#so i am sorry for being pretty reactive#i still believe in the gist of what i was saying but I didn’t articulate it well#and it sounded like i was ragging on jannik which i was NOT#anyways. sorry#here we are again
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I have Got to get more transgender
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#transmasc#trans ftm#transgender#i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever#so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL#it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks#such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also#or like. exist in general maybe#reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically#idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again#i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this#i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian#like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty#miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes#partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it#as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once#didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.
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lost in the sauce (sock)
#knitting#ive been zooming along with this sock now after like weeks of slow process (kept knitting frogs instead lol)#its so satisfying. also i can sock and watch stuff so im finally watching xfiles again#i am SO unemployed#nineposting
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I do think the hardest part about actually writing a whole novel for the first time is having to constantly remind myself that first drafts are allowed to suck. They are not meant to be perfect. They're allowed to be filled with half thoughts where you need to go back later because you can't figure out what you need to fix until there are words on a page. Like, allowing myself to feel like I am bad at something and still continuing to push might be the biggest way I've grown in my entire life.
#if you can't tell i feel like i am bad right now because this chapter was a half-assed afterthought in my outline lol#i mean obviously i don't feel like i am BAD at writing#i just know that the good parts come at the end of the process#and it's something that you constantly grow in#like my writing now is so different than my writing 10 years ago in the best way#idk deciding to write a book this year was so weird but i am really glad i'm finally doing it#i've always been so scared of writing original fiction because it's just such a vulnerable thing (for me)#(and i'm sure other people but yeah you know what i mean)#don't get me wrong i am INCREDIBLY satisfied with some of these first draft scenes#but there are chapters that i know have to exist and to make them better i have to fix some of my world building#but i can't figure out where i need to fix the thing until it's written because i can't see it when it's just in my head#personal
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Less a creative pursuit, more a necessary prelude to one - a scale map of my front garden so I can go absolutely HAM on some long-term landscaping/garden planning.
#gardening#technical drawing#sorta kinda anyway. i wouldn't get any technical drawing qualifications on this lol.#but i am EXCITED#fuck you lawn you're going to be a forest garden with dye plants in it#... currently it's a sea of cardboard actually. we're mulching this bitch.#anyway this is very preliminary but now i have a scale map i can draw on top of it and plan a permaculture kinda layout#also i just like doing scale maps they're satisfying#day 2
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idk how i feel about this it's kinda bad but here take first star of the week cale makar except it's that one image where he was at the parade ✨shirtless✨ and definitely drunk as hell
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