#For now I am satisfied lol | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

doink-boink · 3 months

Text

The mental illness took over and I created the Wild Kratts crew (and two of the villains) in PonyTown!!

97 notes · View notes

aeterna-auroral-avenger · 3 months

Text

Watching "Satisfied" on Hamilton chokes me up every single time.

What a song and a performance.

#my thoughts #angelica schuyler #hamilton #hamilton musical #satisfied #here I am rediscovering hamilton #when I have other things I need and want to watch #and yet I'm okay with putting those off right now #lol

37 notes · View notes

wildernessuntothemselves · 15 days

Text

I know crumbl is bad for workers and the calories are horrendous etc etc but tell me why I am obsessed with watching people eat it?

#we don't even have it in the uk #but I can't stop watching people eat it #i am not the type of person who is into mukbangs #and it's not even a mukbang #but I can't stop watching people try them #maybe it's because I have been on a diet for a few months now #but it's not even that I really want to eat them #i mean sure i wanna try #but it's so satisfying watching other poeple eat them lol #mort talks

14 notes · View notes

pummedraws · 1 year

Text

A bit of rarepair-indulgence for myself (Khones my beloved), which I started shipping about a decade ago (holy shit) when Into Darkness first aired.

They've popped back up inside my head a few days ago and are currently invading my brain. :')

#Star Trek aos #Star Trek into darkness #Khones #McKhan #(is that even a ship name lol? idk)#Khan Noonien Singh #Leonard McCoy #Star Trek fanart #PummeArt #(when I first started shipping them I wasn't able to draw them due to lack of skills)#(this is the first picture I ever drew of them and it felt insanely rewarding)#(because I was able to put this onto digital paper which I haven't been able to do 10 years ago)#(i am not 100% satisfied but still happy about the outcome)#(I have to say tho Leonard's damn face-position killed me)#(I gave up and leave it like this now)#(this was so hard to draw)

68 notes · View notes

disorganised-bagel · 9 days

Note

Bagel, please, I must see more sillies. Would you ever possibly draw more perfectdolls? (Totally hope I do not sound insane or rude, I just love the cute little drawings you've shared so far!)

hbskjbn?? this is so incredibly nice what???? vjhkskh?????

i am definitely not an artist, but i am so beyond flattered??? huh?????

throws perfectdolls at you

the sillies :D

also here's some ocean/jane too :)

this one is technically fanart for the fic no one deserves to be alone by beepsinquestion (please go read that entire series, it's so good)

i don't really know how to draw jane, but an attempt was made :'D

thank you so much for the ask??? i'm gonna go cry now maybe???? /pos /hj

have a wonderful day :D

#i speedran drawing these tonight for you anon #i got this ask and i was like bdhjksdsdh #i can't just leave you hanging #it's half past midnight now lol #i hope these bad doodles satisfy you :D #i will reiterate once more: i am definitely not an artist #these drawings are incredibly messy and all over the place #the anatomy is awful lol #i just drew these because. perfectdolls makes me happy #also please ignore how every time i draw ocean's hair it looks drastically different. i don't know what i'm doing #sorry i'm rambling in the tags again lol #ride the cyclone #rtc #my art #ocean o'connell rosenberg #penny lamb #jane doe rtc #perfectdolls

18 notes · View notes

akkivee · 4 months

Text

one of the craziest bat bars like actually

#vee queued to fill the void #WHEN GOTH AND PUNK COLLIDE ITS THE HYPEST DEPRESSION LETS GOOOOOO LMAO #i never talk about kuukou and jyushi’s bond as leader/2gumi since i personally don’t think i need to lol #but the way their ideals just click together so naturally is so satisfying when the story bothers to show it lol #like i am prAyINg that we get kuukou and jyushi clashing over it like they’re both right but kuukou is still wrong lmao #like besides kuukou training jyushi in their debut track kuukou and jyushi haven’t fought yet #as of then that was indicative of their dynamic kuukou is more gentle with jyushi and more firm with hitoya #now tho there’s like………. bits in various places where they’re challenging each other #like when they were competing against each other at video games or jyushi standing his ground against kuukou’s chaos lol #i’m hopeful it’s leading to a confrontation between them fr on god no cap pls it’d be lit lmao #kuukou has won in their little matches i need jyushi to be the pupil that fulfills his wish #and gets to stand next to the man that helped and supported him lol he’s on equal footing with hitoya let’s fully lock in with kuukou #(a fun ichiro and jyushi parallel btw lol like samatoki was that figure that helped and supported him and he wanted to be his equal)#(both kuukou and hitoya are jyushi’s samatoki tho a bit more obscure on kuukou’s end)

17 notes · View notes

kuromi-hoemie · 2 months

Text

wait i'm just starting Frieren rn omg, I love the premise. Every time there's some huge journey I always wonder and would've liked to see What Comes Next and it's so cool that that's where it starts. I'm hype 0:

#there should be more stories like this #before i thought of seeing it as a continuation but i didn't think of that being something that'd be a #good story on its own too until seeing it just now. ouggh #i don't even have context for what happened and i already feel satisfied in seeing how close they are as a group #nooo she leaves the group. that's okay though lol i am so curious

11 notes · View notes

rolandkaros · 29 days

Text

reason #3299874 why i hate tennis twitter: i hate how idealistic it feels to say “omg we’re ALL sort of right.” like there should be a substantial middle ground here somewhere and instead it always feels like im being weirdly diplomatic. people are spreading misinformation about how drugs and drug tests work. people are ignoring the very real and EXPERT opinions that were used in the process of ruling. people are pretending to be oblivious to why players might find the whole scenario upsetting anyway. people are projecting their paranoia about doping onto a case where it isn’t applicable. people are using completely impermissible evidence to prove why he obviously did or didn’t dope. nick kyrgios is an idiot. and we’re going in circles and have gotten no where and at the end of the day whatever YOU say will not change the fact that he did in fact get two positive doping tests AND the experts supported a conclusion of no fault no negligence. so where does that leave us.

#tw doping #idk if this is a trigger warning but ill tag it anyway #i guess im just annoyed at all the stupid takes ive seen #and it’s so frustrating to feel like i cant call those takes stupid or argue against them without aligning myself with a ‘side’#like there is no sides lol. the experts came to a factual conclusion that j have no reason or desire to question #im satisfied with that!#but there are still so many people trying to support him. WHO ARE SAYING THE MOST UNREAL IDIOTIC SHIT #like i cant sit here and watch you say this it’s embarrassing 😭#but if i say ‘hey this is like not true or accurate at all’ now it seems like i’m agreeing it’s a conspiracy or something!!!!#i deleted my original post talking about this because I think i was a bit too annoyed in that one #and did not really think through my opinions on it #so i am sorry for being pretty reactive #i still believe in the gist of what i was saying but I didn’t articulate it well #and it sounded like i was ragging on jannik which i was NOT #anyways. sorry #here we are again

9 notes · View notes

justalittlebluetiefling · 2 months

Text

I do think the hardest part about actually writing a whole novel for the first time is having to constantly remind myself that first drafts are allowed to suck. They are not meant to be perfect. They're allowed to be filled with half thoughts where you need to go back later because you can't figure out what you need to fix until there are words on a page. Like, allowing myself to feel like I am bad at something and still continuing to push might be the biggest way I've grown in my entire life.

#if you can't tell i feel like i am bad right now because this chapter was a half-assed afterthought in my outline lol #i mean obviously i don't feel like i am BAD at writing #i just know that the good parts come at the end of the process #and it's something that you constantly grow in #like my writing now is so different than my writing 10 years ago in the best way #idk deciding to write a book this year was so weird but i am really glad i'm finally doing it #i've always been so scared of writing original fiction because it's just such a vulnerable thing (for me)#(and i'm sure other people but yeah you know what i mean)#don't get me wrong i am INCREDIBLY satisfied with some of these first draft scenes #but there are chapters that i know have to exist and to make them better i have to fix some of my world building #but i can't figure out where i need to fix the thing until it's written because i can't see it when it's just in my head #personal

14 notes · View notes

talkorsomething · 3 months

Text

I have Got to get more transgender

#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ #transmasc #trans ftm #transgender #i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever #so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL #it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks #such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also #or like. exist in general maybe #reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically #idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again #i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this #i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian #like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty #miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes #partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it #as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once #didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.

7 notes · View notes

brittlebutch · 13 days

Text

officially 10K into this fic and having a realization about where I'm at on characterization so far, so i'm wondering:

#N posts stuff #i'm like. this first draft is really the writing equivalent of layout sketching: which characters are where / what's the scene About #with the expectation that the second draft will have the building blocks there to build up specific characterization further #but i'm realizing that i am in fact SO broad strokes on the characters so far that i'd need to do extensive studying #of the source material to really hammer in the characterization in a way that i would be satisfied with. a task that at this point #likely wouldn't be very fun. so i had a moment of 'oh idek if i'll be able to finish writing this fic :(' and got sad about it #which was where the 'oh. actually if i'm That loose on characterization right now I could just. shift the characters in #Whatever ways i want them to go and just make them OCs instead of fanfic...' which would actually be like. technically speaking #a Lot more fun bc this fic is so self-indulgent that i keep having moments where i'm pulling back on other elements i'd want to #incorporate into the fic bc 'if it's Too self-indulgent with numerous headcanons it won't be Good to fandom readers'#(ie the character who would Really vibe being a furry and the other begging to be a tgirl)#it Might wind up being something we do no matter what but i am still curious if there would be like. an actual audience for it #and not just something i'm doing all for myself lol; i used to make a LOT of ocs but haven't really done it in Years nd Years #i had a 'no way' moment but i Have had multiple people tell me they read my fics Regardless of whether they've seen source #material or not. so tentatively hopeful the answer is yes? but i'm curious :3

4 notes · View notes

crow-talks-hockey · 10 months

Text

idk how i feel about this it's kinda bad but here take first star of the week cale makar except it's that one image where he was at the parade ✨shirtless✨ and definitely drunk as hell

#colorado avalanche #avs lb #cale makar #hockey art #hockey fanart #nhl art #nhl fanart #saw it and had to draw it #even tho it's a shitty sketch lol #at least now i am satisfied

17 notes · View notes

syncrovoid-presents · 8 months

Text

Typewriter Acquired!

Guess what I now have? A type writer!! I found it at a thrift store and it seems to be working so far. I'm going to be fixing it up but it's pretty neat!

If anyone's got tips or knows what model it is please let me know!

#syncrovoid.txt #typewriter #type writer #antique #its an underwood made in canada.. i know it must be made in the 1930s or after because it has a shell metal frame #it weighs a ton so it's definitly not a traveling typewriter #probably made for office work? it has a few extra keys so it can't be super old. it's far from electric though lol #anywho it's really neat! i like the aesthetic of the black ones without an encassing a lot more #but who am i to shame it for the way it was built?#I'll be removing the sheet metal for cleanup anyways so we'll see what it looks like then #i also have to fix the B key since it sticks. the rest seem to be good?#right now testing it the ink strip doesn't work but that's expected since it just had an old one in #i might carry it over to the antoque place after i clean it up? just to see what they might say #but otherwise i wish to keep it!! it's a fun tricket of the past #and it is SO satisfying to type with #anywho!!

8 notes · View notes

akkivee · 3 months

Text

got a moment to breathe lol con’s going good lol!!! save for the ax exclusive merch, i did buy everything i wanted!!!

maybe it’s that kuukou magic but i bumped into another kuukou cosplayer and it was lit lol and the guys manning the sega booth saw me loitering around trying to get in line and let me cut the wait 😭😭😭

#this is vee speaking #the sega booth was the first place i visited lol and but they cap the line if there’s too many people #so i came back like a few hours later line was still at capacity but the guy saw me and took me to the front he was so nice 😭😭😭😭#the staff complimented the fit lol but i stepped up fanning myself and the cashier went ‘girl you look amazing but you got a lot going on’#and LMAO yeah 😭😭😭#it’s not a big haul but i am satisfied with it!!! now i just gotta brave the artist alley *wheeze*

9 notes · View notes

superbellsubways · 7 months

Text

thinking about the initial idea i had for some of my ocs. im really glad i went with something different..

#bitz and hb were going to be different 👎👎👎 i changed my mind a couple months later after doing a bit more development #they were going to have a much different view of their creator and humans in general #but i ended up not liking that #i am somewhat satisfied with what im working with rn #it is alot better than before for sure #guh i need to work on my other stories #ive had concepts ive been holding onto for almost 10 years now LOL

8 notes · View notes

theflyingfeeling · 9 months

Text

fic talk in the tags 💝

#aaaaaaaa i have only 4 stores left to write for the advent calendar and then i'm done?! 😭#i can't believe it guys i might actually be able to pull this off 👀#i've literally just winged it day after day with minimal planning #and i haven't even had a breakdown once? gonna knock on wood here real quick lol #i've had so much fun writing all these little stories too 🥺 and i'm fairly satisfied with them as well! yes!! me!! my biggest critic!!#i'm not gonna be writing anything for a while after i get these last ones done though lol i've written SO MUCH during these past weeks #however i did write down a short piece of dialogue in finnish the other day 👀#like. literally 11 words and idk if i'm ever gonna write more but those words just...came to me so i had to write them down somewhere #(it has been peer-reviewed as 'perfect' (thanks eetu <3) and you can totally slide in my DMs if you're curious)#and the college/uni au i've been playing with practically all autumn is something i definitely want to give a try #(so far i only have some random notes and moodboards 😅)#but whatever i'll end up writing i'll do it because i want to and that's what's important 🤍#thank you so much everyone who has been reading these stories or any of my fics this year #i really am not expecting anyone to read my stories and i'm happy if even just one person does 🥺#okay sappy talk over now back to writing byeeeeee #*stories

10 notes · View notes