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doink-boink · 7 months ago

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The mental illness took over and I created the Wild Kratts crew (and two of the villains) in PonyTown!!

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keeps-ache · 3 months ago

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new designs new me!

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #sona #Colours! what a pain am i right lol #the center one was the easiest. thanks bliss for needing little-to-no tweaking lmfvsh #this is just satisfying to have finished :3 i shall celebrate now. probably with a movie #haven't picked any in a minute so yea.. no idea what i wanna watch so it'll prolly be an hour and a half of just looking kfsvh #/okey doke. going on my way now.. oooon my way... i'm shmoovin.. ooooon my way..#toodles lol .w./

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disorganised-bagel · 5 months ago

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Bagel, please, I must see more sillies. Would you ever possibly draw more perfectdolls? (Totally hope I do not sound insane or rude, I just love the cute little drawings you've shared so far!)

hbskjbn?? this is so incredibly nice what???? vjhkskh?????

i am definitely not an artist, but i am so beyond flattered??? huh?????

throws perfectdolls at you

the sillies :D

also here's some ocean/jane too :)

this one is technically fanart for the fic no one deserves to be alone by beepsinquestion (please go read that entire series, it's so good)

i don't really know how to draw jane, but an attempt was made :'D

thank you so much for the ask??? i'm gonna go cry now maybe???? /pos /hj

have a wonderful day :D

#i speedran drawing these tonight for you anon #i got this ask and i was like bdhjksdsdh #i can't just leave you hanging #it's half past midnight now lol #i hope these bad doodles satisfy you :D #i will reiterate once more: i am definitely not an artist #these drawings are incredibly messy and all over the place #the anatomy is awful lol #i just drew these because. perfectdolls makes me happy #also please ignore how every time i draw ocean's hair it looks drastically different. i don't know what i'm doing #sorry i'm rambling in the tags again lol #ride the cyclone #rtc #my art #ocean o'connell rosenberg #penny lamb #jane doe rtc #perfectdolls #speaking to the people

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aeterna-auroral-avenger · 8 months ago

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Watching "Satisfied" on Hamilton chokes me up every single time.

What a song and a performance.

#my thoughts #angelica schuyler #hamilton #hamilton musical #satisfied #here I am rediscovering hamilton #when I have other things I need and want to watch #and yet I'm okay with putting those off right now #lol

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seoulmatez · 21 days ago

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i have been playing this hsr update for three hours now and i fear it is time for me to wrap it up

#— 🦦#i was not anticipating it to be this long lol #but! i am VERY satisfied with all the dan heng #my boyfriend hehe <3 #mm i’m trying to find a good place to stop #my stomach is telling me right now lmao #but my brain says after the boss battle that is hopefully coming up

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wildernessuntothemselves · 5 months ago

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I know crumbl is bad for workers and the calories are horrendous etc etc but tell me why I am obsessed with watching people eat it?

#we don't even have it in the uk #but I can't stop watching people eat it #i am not the type of person who is into mukbangs #and it's not even a mukbang #but I can't stop watching people try them #maybe it's because I have been on a diet for a few months now #but it's not even that I really want to eat them #i mean sure i wanna try #but it's so satisfying watching other poeple eat them lol #mort talks

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vaguely-concerned · 1 month ago

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my oc blorbo brainrot has reached the point where I'm learning (very VERY basic to be clear) video editing for the first time in my life. The Power of Dragon Age Insanity

(honestly after having to try to fineagle things in the PS5 clip editor this is kind of a relief and waaay less fiddly haha. I will say that having the ability to isolate and loop line deliveries that make my echolalia brain spin around happily is making me too powerful this rules)

#I'm just putting a couple of clips together since tumblr won't let you upload multiple vids unless they're web urls #and shortening some scenes here and there to get to isolate certain parts for points I want to make #but still here I am. doing things. Learning even with tears and grime down my face the whole way #when I get to the post-formless one 'I heard ingellvar took care of it!' mourn watcher on this playthrough I will be unstoppable #I still replay her voice in my head and kick my lil feet about it it's perfect #so funny what my brain just goes 'fuck yeah' about that way btw. you know one of the all-timers for me?#the turian dude on noveria who goes 'now that you have my property you want to dictate how I use it??#very well make whatever arrangements you need with your contact I will wait here'. his cadence BURNED into my neurons forever #literally don't know why but the way he says it is SO satisfying to me. he is just some guy of the highest order #but one that made my brain tickle in a very precise way and now here we are it's locked in there forever lol #I just love. words. and language. and the way it sounds

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pummedraws · 1 year ago

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A bit of rarepair-indulgence for myself (Khones my beloved), which I started shipping about a decade ago (holy shit) when Into Darkness first aired.

They've popped back up inside my head a few days ago and are currently invading my brain. :')

#Star Trek aos #Star Trek into darkness #Khones #McKhan #(is that even a ship name lol? idk)#Khan Noonien Singh #Leonard McCoy #Star Trek fanart #PummeArt #(when I first started shipping them I wasn't able to draw them due to lack of skills)#(this is the first picture I ever drew of them and it felt insanely rewarding)#(because I was able to put this onto digital paper which I haven't been able to do 10 years ago)#(i am not 100% satisfied but still happy about the outcome)#(I have to say tho Leonard's damn face-position killed me)#(I gave up and leave it like this now)#(this was so hard to draw)

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akkivee · 8 months ago

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one of the craziest bat bars like actually

#vee queued to fill the void #WHEN GOTH AND PUNK COLLIDE ITS THE HYPEST DEPRESSION LETS GOOOOOO LMAO #i never talk about kuukou and jyushi’s bond as leader/2gumi since i personally don’t think i need to lol #but the way their ideals just click together so naturally is so satisfying when the story bothers to show it lol #like i am prAyINg that we get kuukou and jyushi clashing over it like they’re both right but kuukou is still wrong lmao #like besides kuukou training jyushi in their debut track kuukou and jyushi haven’t fought yet #as of then that was indicative of their dynamic kuukou is more gentle with jyushi and more firm with hitoya #now tho there’s like………. bits in various places where they’re challenging each other #like when they were competing against each other at video games or jyushi standing his ground against kuukou’s chaos lol #i’m hopeful it’s leading to a confrontation between them fr on god no cap pls it’d be lit lmao #kuukou has won in their little matches i need jyushi to be the pupil that fulfills his wish #and gets to stand next to the man that helped and supported him lol he’s on equal footing with hitoya let’s fully lock in with kuukou #(a fun ichiro and jyushi parallel btw lol like samatoki was that figure that helped and supported him and he wanted to be his equal)#(both kuukou and hitoya are jyushi’s samatoki tho a bit more obscure on kuukou’s end)

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rolandkaros · 6 months ago

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reason #3299874 why i hate tennis twitter: i hate how idealistic it feels to say “omg we’re ALL sort of right.” like there should be a substantial middle ground here somewhere and instead it always feels like im being weirdly diplomatic. people are spreading misinformation about how drugs and drug tests work. people are ignoring the very real and EXPERT opinions that were used in the process of ruling. people are pretending to be oblivious to why players might find the whole scenario upsetting anyway. people are projecting their paranoia about doping onto a case where it isn’t applicable. people are using completely impermissible evidence to prove why he obviously did or didn’t dope. nick kyrgios is an idiot. and we’re going in circles and have gotten no where and at the end of the day whatever YOU say will not change the fact that he did in fact get two positive doping tests AND the experts supported a conclusion of no fault no negligence. so where does that leave us.

#tw doping #idk if this is a trigger warning but ill tag it anyway #i guess im just annoyed at all the stupid takes ive seen #and it’s so frustrating to feel like i cant call those takes stupid or argue against them without aligning myself with a ‘side’#like there is no sides lol. the experts came to a factual conclusion that j have no reason or desire to question #im satisfied with that!#but there are still so many people trying to support him. WHO ARE SAYING THE MOST UNREAL IDIOTIC SHIT #like i cant sit here and watch you say this it’s embarrassing 😭#but if i say ‘hey this is like not true or accurate at all’ now it seems like i’m agreeing it’s a conspiracy or something!!!!#i deleted my original post talking about this because I think i was a bit too annoyed in that one #and did not really think through my opinions on it #so i am sorry for being pretty reactive #i still believe in the gist of what i was saying but I didn’t articulate it well #and it sounded like i was ragging on jannik which i was NOT #anyways. sorry #here we are again

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talkorsomething · 8 months ago

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I have Got to get more transgender

#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ #transmasc #trans ftm #transgender #i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever #so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL #it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks #such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also #or like. exist in general maybe #reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically #idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again #i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this #i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian #like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty #miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes #partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it #as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once #didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.

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nine-fingered-entity · 12 days ago

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lost in the sauce (sock)

#knitting #ive been zooming along with this sock now after like weeks of slow process (kept knitting frogs instead lol)#its so satisfying. also i can sock and watch stuff so im finally watching xfiles again #i am SO unemployed

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justalittlebluetiefling · 6 months ago

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I do think the hardest part about actually writing a whole novel for the first time is having to constantly remind myself that first drafts are allowed to suck. They are not meant to be perfect. They're allowed to be filled with half thoughts where you need to go back later because you can't figure out what you need to fix until there are words on a page. Like, allowing myself to feel like I am bad at something and still continuing to push might be the biggest way I've grown in my entire life.

#if you can't tell i feel like i am bad right now because this chapter was a half-assed afterthought in my outline lol #i mean obviously i don't feel like i am BAD at writing #i just know that the good parts come at the end of the process #and it's something that you constantly grow in #like my writing now is so different than my writing 10 years ago in the best way #idk deciding to write a book this year was so weird but i am really glad i'm finally doing it #i've always been so scared of writing original fiction because it's just such a vulnerable thing (for me)#(and i'm sure other people but yeah you know what i mean)#don't get me wrong i am INCREDIBLY satisfied with some of these first draft scenes #but there are chapters that i know have to exist and to make them better i have to fix some of my world building #but i can't figure out where i need to fix the thing until it's written because i can't see it when it's just in my head #personal

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yourdailyjormy · 25 days ago

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Less a creative pursuit, more a necessary prelude to one - a scale map of my front garden so I can go absolutely HAM on some long-term landscaping/garden planning.

#gardening #technical drawing #sorta kinda anyway. i wouldn't get any technical drawing qualifications on this lol.#but i am EXCITED #fuck you lawn you're going to be a forest garden with dye plants in it #... currently it's a sea of cardboard actually. we're mulching this bitch.#anyway this is very preliminary but now i have a scale map i can draw on top of it and plan a permaculture kinda layout #also i just like doing scale maps they're satisfying #day 2

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crow-talks-hockey · 1 year ago

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idk how i feel about this it's kinda bad but here take first star of the week cale makar except it's that one image where he was at the parade ✨shirtless✨ and definitely drunk as hell

#colorado avalanche #avs lb #cale makar #hockey art #hockey fanart #nhl art #nhl fanart #saw it and had to draw it #even tho it's a shitty sketch lol #at least now i am satisfied

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yoshistory · 8 months ago

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part of me still feels like i might be sort of genderfluid and/or bisexual but just traumatized about it. no idea anymore

#like. remember that. remember following me back when i was bi and genderfluid lol. awhile ago now #its like whatever to me now. its really hard for me to pin anymore #like when i feel like genderfluid and bi again i feel like i can be a lot more open about shit #but i dont really even know. its hard #i feel like. and this is just like. me yknow. i feel like if i wasnt dating a man i'd be missing out on something that i want #like i dont know if i would be content just marrying a woman and being satisfied if i. didnt have a husband. yknow what i mean #and its like. if *I* wasnt a man i'd be sad. if in a relationship i wasnt someone's boyfriend or husband i'd be sad about it #so this is what wraps back around to me being a gayboy about it yknow #its complicated because no matter the gender label outcome. i would STILL want testosterone and surgery and masculine terms #and i KNOW this doesnt mean anything for some people. like some women do all that and are women #so i could just be not-a-man and still want all this anyways #but i also know it doesnt make it any less complicated for some of these women. who also had to think about themselves a lot in this way #its this weird notion of whatever ends up happening i... physically want the same shit anyways. THAT stays almost completely static #so that for me is a breather. its just like.... idk ... if i ever got in a relationship with a woman #i'd feel like i would be intrinsically. missing out on something i wanted #which i think is what a lot of burgeoning gay kids feel generally. right #like if you went down this stringent path laid out for you that you'd be missing out on. your life that you want. right.#i dont know what i want out of that really. sometimes i feel like im too out of it to pursue anything romantically anymore anyways #i do sometimes think it'd be cool to be a butch woman. kinda..?#i think what i like about that is the masculinity of myself is gender non-confirming if i were a woman #which if im a masc guy i'm just like. your average dude. like. right #but i wanna be a bear about it. i wanna fag it up about it. and my metric of being transgender im not ... average about how i present mysel #can someone teach me how to fag it up. the construction worker part of this is working right #sighhhh.... i have to go shower. maybe i;'ll have a shower epiphany or something. sighhhhh #sometimes in my head being a woman would be alright. but its like.. i dont even know how to decode it #i think some people would call what im feeling being genderfluid. some people might call it something else. it depends on like. you yknow #and what you want. and what makes you smile. me? not quite so sure anymore #and i think its like. this sounds like its laid quite bare right. but its hard to word even.#but sometimes im like. am i just like. talking ...? yknow what i mean.

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