#For many years

[little-pup-pip]

Hi!! could I rq an earthy green themed pitbull puppy moodboard? thank you!! -awruf 🐕🐕

Yes!!

[starlightswordfight]

gender is crazy bc for all intents and purposes I am entirely a binary trans man but when I go to describe it I can only think of fuckign. wizards, right. scholars of old. skeletons, bones. I use he/him the way skeletor and wizards in towers w those long beards leaving the function use he/him

[bondagebimbo]

I've heard your normal talking voice. Still cute 😍

it’s very much so not and far more annoying than it is cute, as I have literally been told before by multiple people for almost half my life, and so, I’m not arguing this with anyone.

think what you want but the opinion that it’s not annoying does not matter to me when I was told for almost 14 years that my voice and my laugh are obnoxious by people I loved, people I thought loved me, random fucking asshole strangers, etc.

this is an incredibly touchy subject for me and I will not continue to argue this with anyone when that negative voice was implanted in my brain ages ago to make me absolutely hate how I fucking sound.

sorry, I’m just. I’m not in the mood. and I’m not going to keep going back and forth with people over this.

think what you want, I don’t care to hear it because it just sounds like a lie after the years upon years that I’ve been, and still am, told otherwise.

sorry. have a good day.

[rigginsstreet]

i feel like for most of this year ive gotten good at repressing my depression + general anxiety that just always lives within me lmfao but that only means that i am about due for a massive fucking breakdown soon and boy... do i feel it building :) tryna keep it together throught christmas i want to enjoy my presents first then we contemplate offing ourselves

[not-poignant]

Safe

This one's like two months away:

'Alphas don't have this,' Efnisien said, his voice breaking. 'They've never had this. Why am I like this? Why can't I just be one or the other? I don't want to be an omega, I don't, but I can't- I don't understand what's happening to me. It's so pathetic. I wish the heat had never happened. Nothing's been the same. Nothing's the same now. I don't want to think anymore. About anything. Nothing's safe. She was right, you know, I'm a failure.' 

[smiggles]

How did you grow your audience? If you don't mind me asking

Hmmm..it was a steady climb for awhile (this is all twitter) as i posted commissions i finished and people would share them. I also hosted raffles at times with the "retweet and follow"

But there was a turning point during the "socialist teeth" meme when my post took off and i got a lot of follows

I dont know if I really have advice to give on it because it's honestly from what I've seen luck

And ...tbh....not something I really enjoyed for many years and why I scrambled at the chance to use Tumblr as a site for myself again (instead of just silently rbing others art)

Having a small audience who truly care about what you share and engage with u is nice

Growing slowly is the best way i think

Drawing and posting what you TRULY like and never to simply appease others or be likeable

[asheanon]

MUSE BODY LANGUAGE.

Bold / Italicise what you apply to your muse. REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG !

DEFENSIVENESS : arms crossed on chest // crossing legs // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // karate chops // stiffening of shoulders // tense posture // curling of lip // baring of teeth

REFLECTIVE : hand-to-face gestures // head tilted // stroking chin // peering over glasses // taking glasses off — cleaning // putting earpiece of glasses in mouth // pipe smoker gestures // putting hand to the bridge of the nose // pursed lips // knitted brows

SUSPICION : arms crossed // sideways glance // touching or rubbing nose // rubbing eyes // hands resting on weapon // brows raising // lips pressing into a thin line // strict, unwavering eye contact // wrinkling of nose

OPENNESS & COOPERATION : open hands // upper body in sprinters position // sitting on the edge of a chair // hand-to-face gestures // unbuttoned coat // tilted head // slacked shoulders // droopy posture // feet pointed outward // palms flat and facing outward

CONFIDENCE : hands behind back // hands on lapels of coat // steepled hands // baring teeth in a grin // rolling shoulders // tipping head back but maintaining eye contact // chest puffed up // shoulders back // arms folded just above navel

INSECURITY & ANXIETY : chewing pen or pencil // rubbing thumb over opposite thumb // biting fingernails // hands in pockets // elbow bent // closed gestures // clearing throat // “ whew ” sound // picking or pinching flesh // fidgeting in chair // hand covering mouth whilst speaking // poor eye contact // tugging at pants whilst seated // jingling money in pockets // tugging at ear// perspiring hands // playing with hair // swaying // playing with pointer // marker // smacking lips // sighing // rocking on balls of feet // flexing fingers sporadically

FRUSTRATION : short breaths //“ tsk ” sounds// tightly-clenched hands // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // running hand through hair // rubbing back of neck // snarling // revealing teeth // grimacing // sharp-eyed glowers with notable tension in the brows // shoulders back, head up - defensive posturing // clenching of jaw // grinding teeth // nostrils flaring // heavy exhales

Tagged by: @tailoringtay (thank you for the tag, my dude!) 💕

Tagging: @daffodilzae, @oomerkabaoo, @vinjaryou and whoever may like to talk the body talk with an OC or muse of choice! 🕺 Tagging @royaldeceit as well because I feel like I haven't heard from her in a while. 💚

[clfixationstation]

you see, I know I'm a lesbian because

guy approaches me: I am filled with violent intent

sapphic approaches me: 😳🤭

[mysdrymmumbles]

When I was little, I went to DC with my girl scout troop and I saw a street vendor with a bunch of shirts. 

One of them was a chestnut leaf.

I fucking love chestnut leaves, so I bought the shirt.

It said ‘Stay Off The Grass’

I figured that was talking about the White House lawn or some shit. Maybe an inside joke for DC or something. What that had to do with chestnut leaves was beyond me, but whatever. 

Then one of the other girls saw my shirt and said that I was supporting drugs.

Turned out that was not a chestnut leaf on my shirt. 

[amerasdreams]

Yay I feel so great and everyone loves me and im so successful

[james-p-sullivan]

the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.

[botanyshitposts]

love when dogs come back to you with seeds stuck to them. lmao get used as dispersal idiot. that’s just what you get for snuffling the grasses

[chloesimaginationthings]

Happy 10th anniversary to FNAF!!

[beebfreeb]

Louisiana Meshi!!!! Thistle will be at the crawfish boil.

[embraceyourdestiny]

to any americans who feel "paralyzed" and "dont know what to do" to help with gaza:

reading a fucking book. i beg of you.

in a time of knowledge suppression is it your duty to arm yourself with knowledge.

read about americas occupations in the middle east.

read about 9/11 from outside of america and see how they inflicted senseless harm and violence to countless amounts of people and have been suppressing your rights for the past 2 fucking decades.

read about any of the countless wars from the past 30 years. especially from a civilian's. and the victims and survivors' perspective. listen to the horror stories and do not plug your fucking ears as to what your country is doing.

and read about fucking gaza and palestine and keep up with what is happening no matter how "sad" or "uncountable" you might get.

dont look away from this.

you dont have the right to be comfortable during countless active genocides.

if you're knowledgeable, you're powerful, and our current state doesnt fucking want that.

you have the power to change things if you open your eyes and scream to the world.

wake the fuck up.

Edit: please check the reblogs there are readings and ways to help

[pangur-and-grim]

look at that transformation! well done, Belphie, you’ve defeated death!