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WELCOME.Hello.Howdy.
Ok so just follow me. I was writing this post while waiting for a young man I came to West Sacramento to help as part of The PiTe Project. You can Google my name Bruce Slaton or also Bing Me. There are lots of links that may not make sense right now but I promise we will end the day much better than I have been able to before. It will sound scattered in the beginning but each post will bring us…
#103.9#AIRBNB#BNB#Couch Surfing#First Day Going Public#For The Good#Homeless#I Believe#I Street Bridge#I Trust You#Longer Breaks#McDonalds#New Creation#Nick#Nicky#Participation In The Equation#Poiny In The Equation#Promised Us Forever#Rooms For Rent#Spirit Living Inside Of Me#Walking Through The Valley#West Sacramento#When You Say For The Good#Who Can Bring#Who Else Could#Without Power#Y
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❝What else there is to do at a bowling alley but play bowling.❞
FIRST KANAPHAN as KANT PATTANAWAT and KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as BISON episode 6 of THE HEART KILLERS
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#kantbison#gmmtv series#gmmtv bl#thai bl#mlm#thkedit#th: the heart killers#bibi gifs#userrlana#tusermona#tuserhidden#tuserrowan#i understand you kant#i would want to eat this man whole as well#bison is such a tease too like give this man a break#he just wants to have kinky sex in a public place#i will stop saying i'm done for the day (i probably am now since i'm going to bed)#bc i've proved myself wrong maybe three times just this evening this bitch
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It finally happened— Pizza Tower is releasing on the Nintendo Switch today!!! I knew I had to whip up a little something to celebrate, so have this drawing of Peppino and The Noise... on the go! 🍕✨
#⭐ Star's Art ⭐#Pizza Tower#Peppino Spaghetti#The Noise#Nintendo Switch#Sprite Art#Pixel Art#Aseprite#Coolness#I never thought I'd see the day where Pizza Tower would find its way to the Nintendo Switch#I was grocery shopping when I caught wind of the news and it took every fiber of my being to not start fangirling in public!#I didn't have lots going on today so I thought I would draw everyone's favorite Italian Man and Noid knockoff#It's been a hot minute since I've drawn them both and I quite like the turnout. This took about an hour and fifteen minutes to draw#Let's hope Pizza Tower becomes the first game on the eShop to sell one pizzillion copies! 🍕✨
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I LOVE UR BRAIN SO BAD 😭😭😭 YOU ALWAYS POST THEBBEST HEADCANONS AND THOUGHTS LIKE. WORK HUSBAND GOJO. AND JUST HAVING A WHOLE IMAGINATION OF THE OFFICE W NANAMI AND HIGURUMA AND TOJI I?????? I WANT TO LIVE IN YOUR BRAIN
TEEHEEEE you’re so sweet <33333 the work husband to actual husband to househusband gojo pipeline is so so real to me and the office au that comes with it truly does take up space in my brain, so here’s some more loosely established points
satoru has been your work husband since you got your first job in undergrad. you two met in your dorms, and became friends, and eventually you thought a job would help with your time management skills, so you got a very low-maintenance position at the front desk of the library. satoru applied right after you and schmoozed the two little old librarians into giving him the same shifts as you. that was probably the first moment satoru knew he was a little bit in love with you—because he had no reason to have a job while in school, but this small change in your schedule made him miss you so much that he was moved to get his very first job, probably ever, just to spend more time with you.
he wasn’t bad at his library receptionist job, but he technically wasn’t good at it, either. if a student asked him for a laptop charger or to check out a book or something, he could do that, but anything else he’d just smile and say, “oh, you’ve gotta ask the pretty girl right there about that, she knows way more than me,” and bat his eyelashes at you. except, then, when you did need to get up to grab something for someone, satoru would just spring up instead, and tell you he’s got it. it’s like… he was incapable of helping anybody else unless he got to flirt with you, and then help you out to help them out……… strange boy
anyways, satoru makes it a habit to assist you through your student jobs throughout undergrad, and then follows you to the same law school and repeats the process there. (also not to elle woods-ify him a bit but his father heavily questions him going to law school btw because satoru has never showed any interest in working, let alone following in his footsteps to be a lawyer, and now he’s going to law school? his mom is a bit sharper though, because when satoru tells his parents he’s going to the same law school as you, she just smiles and sips her tea and wonders if her son has already made a trip to their family jeweler).
the firm is large, but the floor you work on is a pretty close knit group. there’s hiromi’s office at the tail end, which is the largest because he’s managing partner and he practically lives in there. on the other end, both you and nanami have decently sized offices. satoru doesn’t like hiromi at first because he thinks he’s mean. then satoru watches him play a little prank on kento, and suddenly the two of them are best friends. it would be a surprisingly wholesome friendship if their common denominator wasn’t irritating kento, and acting as guard dogs for you.
kento’s office used to be just the bare necessities—law books, his degree, basic furniture, maybe a fancy paperweight, until satoru got his hands on it and decked it out. which is not something kento asked for, nor he thinks is necessary, but that doesn’t stop satoru from continually adding little trinkets and decorations and art to his office to make it livelier. when kento first meets you, he’s surprised when you tell him satoru gojo is going to be your secretary because kento interned for satoru’s father for two summers during law school, but when kento sees you and satoru together for the first time, it answers all of his questions. satoru couldn’t be more of a lovesick fool if he tried.
listen the ex-convict to single father to janitor to lawyer toji pipeline is so real to me. while toji is working as a janitor at the firm, satoru slips once and then jokes that toji shines the floors too aggressively on purpose to make him slip, toji tells him to fuck off and he can sue for harassment. they truly don’t like each other at first, but once satoru steals toji’s masterkey to get into your office one night after you’re gone to leave flowers, and handle some paperwork to lighten your load in the morning, toji is sort of impressed. he still almost hits him with a broomstick, but even someone as gruff as him can see that satoru had pure intentions. toji is a lot of things, but he’s not immune to or devoid of love or passion. so, eventually he and satoru develop a weird sort of banter and respect for each other. one day someone actually tries to accuse toji of not putting the wet floor sign down and how it’s gonna be a lawsuit because some lowlife janitor fucked up his $3000 suit. satoru catches the argument as he’s heading upstairs and recognized the schmuck as the stuck up lawyer on the other side of kento’s case. satoru’s ready to jump in, but toji’s displaying an impressive amount of physical restraint and legal knowledge that when the dust is all settled, satoru asks him if he ever considered being a lawyer. toji laughs at it at first, but after a month of serious consideration (and megumi becoming a college freshman), he figures it can’t be all that bad. and turns out, toji’s a half-decent lawyer—once you’ve spent so much of your life skirting (or blatantly breaking) the law, you become pretty good at getting people out or around it, too. and with his life experience, he’s a pretty good judge of character; so when it comes time to lock up the bad ones, toji makes sure they get the maximum sentence.
except he has a bad habit of sending out emails with “URGENT: NEEDS ATTN” in the subject, which prompts you, kento, and hiromi to rush to his office, just to see toji with his feet up on his desk tell you that, “the emergency is i hate the opposing counsel, and now that i work on this side of the law i’d really like to not kill him, so somebody else should take this case.”
anyways back to work husband secretary satoru. he pulls you out of boring meetings under the guise of an urgency, just for him to admit that the emergency is that he missed you, and you two were gonna be late for your lunch reservation. because he’s actually a licensed attorney, he can actually carry out duties an associate otherwise would, which saves you a lot of time and trouble; and it means that satoru gets to work even more closely with you, which is always an upside for him. sometimes you ask him to hand you documents and instead he just hands you his hand. and then pretends to blush and preen like a schoolgirl which always draws way too much attention to the two of you, but there’s no way to stop him either. he takes your coat off of your shoulders when you arrive in the morning, and helps you put it back on in the evening. when you tell him you’re looking for an apartment closer to the firm, he has eight places lined up for viewing, and one surprise at the end which happens to be the other vacant penthouse suite in his apartment building; which, conveniently, would make you satoru’s neighbor. he claims that it’ll be just like in college, but it certainly doesn’t feel that way when you finally move in and satoru can now loudly and proudly proclaim, “see you at home!” in the halls at work now.
#answered#that was a lot..... sorry this universe is so vivid to me#maybe i should rewatch suits..............#tho the first time you actually go on A Date with a real dude nothing work related satoru crumbles#he's so quiet at work for the entire day everyone thinks he must be sick or something#the day after your date he's sort of back to normal but something is off.... you don't bring up the date tho so he takes that a good sign#for him at least bc if u have nothing to say u must not have found him all that interesting righ t#but then you briefly mention a second date and now satoru has to get serious#and by serious i mean dig up everything there is to possibly dig up on this guy#way past public records he's calling favors as the DA's office he's calling his dad he's calling moles in the police. if this dude is gonna#be serious about you then he better be squeaky clean#except satoru 100% gets caught by kento who tells him that he needs to stop digging up dirt on ur date#which makes satoru pout and whine but whatever he'll drop it (only bc kento reminds him that if You find out ur gonna be Pissed)#then he really goes back to being himself but 10x#arm around your shoulder driving you everywhere himself introducing himself to ur date with the most smug grin on his face#it doesnt take long for this guy to get uncomfortable/ask you whats up with you and satoru and in the end satoru drives him away anyway#he might not be able to confess to you but he sure can keep everybody else away#besides theres only so many hours in the day u should focus on the important things: him and work 😇#jjk x reader#satoru x reader#lawyer au#satoru.ask
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Something that TSC has me thinking about is the contrast between Kevin and Jean after leaving the Nest.
Like Jean is very confused by being confronted by the fact that his treatment in the Nest (and the Raven's as a whole) is deemed as fucked up and weird.
But you don't see that same dissidence from Kevin. Part of that is that the timelines are off so we never got to see Kevin's acclimation into the real world and we never got Kevin's pov, but another part is how different their experiences were. And I don't mean like in terms of actual treatment in the nest.
Kevin and Riko were the only ones permitted to do press. They were out of the Nest and presumably talking to other teams / people outside of games even if it was still in a controlled environment. It is more than likely that Kevin was aware that the Ravens and the abuse against him was not normal even if he didn't view it as abuse. Riko was his brother and Tetsuji was not just his coach but also his guardian. He was very aware of his place and fully bought into the Raven mind set.
However, he had media training from a very young age for a reason; to lie his pretty little face off.
Which is why I think Kevin was probably very good at hiding his coping mechanisms and trauma. Obviously, we see him using alcohol to deal with anxiety attacks, but besides that, Kevin blends fairly well into what could be deemed as normal (at least by fox standards). Wymack explicitly states that Kevin does not talk about his time at the Nest. He only reveals what is necessary for Wymack/ the foxes to understand the situation with Riko and the Moriyamas and that's it. There are no hints of anything personal.
There was a post going around about Kevin doing night training partially because his body was accustomed to doing 16 hour days for the majority of his life, but how many other things was Kevin doing (whether subconsciously or consciously) to cope? Even something as small as allowing himself to wear colours other than black.
#kevin day#i think kevin was very experienced with lying not only to the public but also to himself#the mental gymnastics that boy must have been going through when he first moved to PSU must have been insane#gnat be quiet#tsc spoilers
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freenoodles request!! Tang smoochin his husband on the snout and Pigsy getting extremely flustered!! (I love these old gays so much they are my fathers actually) ((real)).
he caught him off guard
Here are your dads, thank you for your request!! Very cute concept to draw out thank you very very much :D !
Small bonus! heeheehoo :3c
#heehee them <3#Threw a small hc into this!!:#Even if they do live together they very rarely get to the restaurant at the same time#Be it because Tang has to go to work somewhere else or because he refuses to wake up at 8 am with pigsy every day to open shop- either work#They've worked out a schedule/times that Tang comes in and Pigsy keeps a close eye on the clock every day waiting for him#He also probably prepares a spare bowl of noodles just for him a few minutes before he should get there#Got to make sure husband is safe!! and well fed!!!!#Also the hc that they both get kind of flustered by sudden unexpected affection from the other especially in public#They are very husbands your honor this is my testimony#lmk pigsy#lmk tang#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#freenoodleshipping#lmk freenoodles#It is 2 am and my brain is refusing to word smart sorry if any of these tags are worded weird auaghh#He was late in the first place because he was brainstorming ways to fluster his husband just for funnsies#snout kiss proved to be very effective!!#Zaacoy art💫
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kafka must be releasing some kaiju pheromones bc he legit be winning the hearts of everyone around him to some extent or the other
#he’s just THAT guy ❤️#kn8#kaiju no. 8#everyone WANTS him to be okay considering his circumstances even those who initially only saw him for kaiju no. 8’s utility#ichikawa since day one#ashiro since childhood#captain isao for sure was heavily influenced by his daughter’s belief in kafka but found out first hand that kafka wasn’t all kaiju#hoshina for sure has grown warmer towards him seeing the way he’s putting himself out on the line not just for the public but#for the other defense force officers! similar to himself#kikoru and him absolutely make my heart soar /p/lh#the little sister/big brother type of vibe that you can only find in the midst of all the shit they be going through 😭#im sure even narumi feels a little warmer towards him with how much kafka has proven he’s got the gonads to keep up w/ him#and prove his skill doesn’t lay solely in kaiju no. 8
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good news I got that bullet out I can speak me truth
Charles wears a collar to let Erik choke him with it, maybe some binds BUT ALSO maybe some consensual mind control, happily making Erik tie him up in a sense then letting him get a full look like “well, wonder what you could do while I’m like this :)” who knows. anyways gonna get my bullet wound sewn up since Erik just yanked it out of me
good morning beautiful inbox of mine i see youre trying to kill me before 10AM
#nsft#snap chats#this the type of greed seen in the bible IM SCREAMING SO LOUUUDDDD#none of you read past these tags. please im indecent#im bookmarking that first one ........ i have diabolical imagery with that one i might subject everyone to later this week#MAYBE. we know how i get when i say 'i wanna draw that' <-i dont <- BUT I REALLY WANT TO <- or if it too naughty i hide it#metal cage just made me shrivel BUT I ALSO SEE THE VISION. thats part of the vision i think ENOUGUH--#part of the appeal of erik's magnetism is the danger OF the metal and how tight it can squeeze charles .... //devious hand wringing//#wait the collar name bit tho For Erik am i devious for wanting 'magnus' to be on it. i like that being charles' nickname for erik..#on that note charles goin round callin erik his like. Playroom Name in public is the funniest shit i imagined LIKE DAWG#DAWG I KNOW YOU DONT CARE IF PEOPLE NKOW /YOUR/ KINKS BUT BRO#sorry just reminded myself of the funeral scene from 92 where charles finally calls magneto 'erik'#and i just imagine the gang going 'wait his names been erik this whole time wtf is magnus about then' Like Professor ......#anyway no one look at me i fear im gonna be having indecent thinkings all day. or at least until lunch#thank you all for waking me up this morning i kinda wanted to rot in bed but i cant be a freak if i do that can i#also i have class. in twenty minutes. //screaming//
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boy in silly sitting positions compilation
#cats#I especially like the last one where he just has one single paw poking out of that box for some reason lol#I still have costumes to post and like a billion other things.... grr... constantly failing at staying active on social media aughh#I think because currently my Main Focus is on trying to get my game done and stuff.. which basically just means sitting and writing all day#so there's not much to post about. Though I know the Good At Social Media thing to do would be to post about the#writing and share progress and talk about the game and characters or whatever to try to build interest or something but that is SOOO weird#to me.. I could maybe get it if it was like a tiny tiny discord groupchat of playtesters with like 5 people in#it.. But something about talking openly about things before they happen is weird to me?? Like presumptuous feeling or something#''oooo guess whats gonna happen LATER!!!'' like.. how do you know.. what if it doesnt. what if you dont finish it. what if its not the way#you think it's going to be. what if something changes. etc. Like I literally avoid movie trailers and game trailers for the same reason ghj#Even if it's not ME doing it it just feels... weird.. Maybe it has to do with my OCD and how I just don't like talking about ''future''#things in Certain Terms. Like if I was going to say ''Oh yeah sure. come over to my house in a few months''. I would have to follow it up#with like ''HOPEFULLY you can come over to my house in a few months'' or 'They'll come over in a few months MOST LIKELY''. Because just#stating that something will happen matter of factly takes for granted like.. what if somehting horrible happens and I DONT have a house#in a few months? or what if something bad happens to me. or to the person coming over? I can't ever DEFINITELY say with 100% certainty#that one could ACTUALLY come to my house in a few months. anything could change. So I have to allot for that in my phrasing. hbjjkn#There are a lot of situations where you're expected to just Assume Things but for some reason that bothers me. My brain literally does not#even Assume the most basic things.. like how do *I* know that just because it's someones birthday that they want to be wished a happy#birthday? what if they dont? everyone is different and has different preferences. I should check with them first. or wait until they public#ly announce that theyre accepting birthday wishes. I have to allot for all 5034859069 rare possibilities at any given time and never take#anything for certain. etc. ghjbjhbh.... ANYWAY.. I have been feeling a bit sick lately as usual.. but still slowly making progress on some#things. Moslty I need to edit costume photos. make sculptures. and work on the game. Going back reading some of the old writing from like#2018 and suprisingly I don't have to change that much of it? In fact I like it mostly. so that's good. I would be very interested if I were#playing the game myself. Though that doesnt mean much since my tastes are so niche lol..#Still really want to clear some of my million tumblr drafts as well... alas and aughh and ooughh and so on and so forth. Between all of my#evil appointments other such things...why cant I have one billion dollar to retire into relaxed hermit artist life of no stressors.. bleas
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Why Are We Starting From ScrAtch Instead Of A Nice Theme.
The point of starting from scratch is to show everyone that all you need is an idea. You do not need money to start creating your idea, your content or your brand. All too often these days we are holding our children to a higher standard than we held for ourselves. We are not telling them the struggles we went through. We are not telling them they can be original. We are not encouraging their…
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#103.9#Acts of Random Kindness#AIRBNB#Be The Church#BNB#Building A Brand#Couch Surfing#First Day Going Public#For The Good#Homeless#I Believe#I Street Bridge#I Trust You#Longer Breaks#McDonalds#My PiTe Project#My Sacrifice#MyWorld#New Creation#Nick#Nicky#No Followers#Participation In The Equation#Pets In The Equation#PiTe#Poiny In The Equation#Promised Us Forever#Rooms For Rent#Second Day#Second Day Going Public
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i’m thinking today is TSC read day
#what better day than the midsts of a heatwave to read about SUNHINE#two things i’m worried about tho#1) i cannot stay home to read bc of the heat therefore i have to put myself through TSC in Public and that#wildly un confident this will go well for anyone involved#2) wednesdays are my only break in the week meaning i’m back to work tomorrow but whether i finish it all today or not i’ll still be#unsuitable for work#i’m honestly so scared#for my meow meow mental health#first aftg read was…. *WEEKS of pain#also i’m afraid this’ll change everything about my wips and ocs and hcs
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me while in the middle of writing like 4 other things: what if. soundwave/reader/jazz fic. what then.
#im pandering to myself specifically#velwy.txt#im having Silly Ideas#but first! everything else i guess.#BUT ALSO.............#rpf (robot person fanfiction) writer reader who gets menaced by their muse/s irl after theyr a little too accurate with how they write abt-#-autobot/decepticon plans and one of the two decides to Question them while the reader is having the best/worst day ever because-#-wow!! big robot!!! but also *YOU WERE WRITING ABT THIS GUY LIKE 10 MIN AGO WYDM HES OUTSIDE UR DOOR*#rpf writers worst nightmare/biggest dream... the person in question reading ur fanfic#this should really go in the main post but im shyyyy#anyway i stand by my statement that there should be more poly reader content#not reverse harem (still good!!) but like. the love interests also have Stuff going on as well.#IF ITS A LARGER POLY IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE TO BE THEYR ALL DATING EACH OTHER. THERE CAN BE DIFFERENT CONFIGURATIONS#im just rambling at this point anyway i jist think itd be funny#esp. if they encouraged the fanfic writing like no its great for public image actually.#anyway this is really funny to conceptualise to me but also nightmsrish to imagine in real life. i would die#actually even funnier would be if there ends up with no romance imo#but i think if i were writing explicitly platonic fic id have a different plot
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i miss my friends. i'm the one who hasn't been replying.
#WELL i'm officially moved and i just gotta make it through til xmas so i can. have christmas day off#then go back to work on boxing day. like a freak#LISTEN i get that working boxing day is a necessity for some jobs etc#but when i signed up for this job it was ALL public holidays off AND 3 weeks off over xmas#and since work went to hell this year and we've now had 4 different owners in a six month period#and we're now contracted to open 364 days a year with extended hours#its like. well thats NOT what i signed up for. and i'm gonna be mad about it.#first time this cafes opened in boxing day in 40 years since we opened 🙄#this is what happens when a big sydney cooperation buys a small family business okay they ruin everyones will to live
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I refuse to draw the rest of the interior of this bus but here's more of my TMNT Iteration
#my art#artists on tumblr#artist#art#digital#digital art#fanart#drawing#digital drawing#tmnt#tmnt au#tmnt fan iteration#tmnt fanart#tmnt fan art#tmnt original iteration#tmnt angel#tmnt kendra#rottmnt kendra#rise kendra#in my version Kendra met Angel on the bus#And I mean the american yellow school buses not the public bus#Kendra skipped a grade or two and I feel like she probably didn't have many friends because of it#And Angel is a cool girl who's pretty friendly overall [less so as she gets older] who saw someone alone and decided to make a friend#some of my most formative memories were made on school buses by older girls sitting and sharing their ear buds and chatting with me#either way I think that Kendra would have joined the purple dragons and her personality would remain unchanged#she joined younger because Angel joined first. But honestly Kendra is higher in their hierarchy because she'd be harder to replace#Kendra was always going to be a intelligent sly manipulative vindictive person and Angel I think gave her an outlet#A time and place she didn't have to hide her true feelings because she wasn't trying to get anything out of Angel#I feel in the modern day in my comic Kendra doesn't even have to manipulate Angel either. Angel has genuine trust in her that it'll go well#I feel Angel is one of the few people she currently knows in my iteration she would hesitate before throwing under the bus
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I'm sick so I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense, but I've been thinking about the nature of myths recently as I've been exploring hellenic polytheism.
For context: I'm ex-Mormon. I was raised in the church and, because of that, was taught biblical literalism but in, like, a more subtle way than most? I was raised believing that Adam & Eve and Noah's Ark, etc., were literally true, but that the story of Job specifically was not; I also always knew evolution and the Big Bang to be correct, despite there being a verse in the Doctrine & Covenants (a Mormon-specific religious book) where God apparently told Joseph Smith that the world is 6,000 years old- a passage I didn't know existed until my senior year of high school. I didn't realize I had believed in biblical literalism until I'd left the church, actually.
Now that I'm aware of it, it's a mindset I'm actively trying to combat while I explore Hellenic polytheism. It's definitely been a task to separate the nature of the Gods from their myths, as brutal as they often are. And it's something I've noticed within the community, too, which I think is interesting. It makes sense: Christianity, at least, has had a chokehold on much of the world for a long time, and so many of us have experienced literalism as our first interaction with any sort of holy text (though, of course, Greek myths as a whole aren't that) alongside our first experience with divinity as a wrathful God whose flaws are waved away, or ignored, or twisted into positive attributes. This also means that I'm trying to re-approach several deities with an open mind (Zeus, Hera, and Ares in particular, but many of them to some extent) while also trying to un-condition myself. I was already in the process of doing this, of course, but trying to figure out how to interact with a completely different pantheon has made that especially clear.
It extends to things like prayer and offerings, too. Prayers were very formulaic growing up, even though most of the time there wasn't a strict script to follow. There was always something you ask as part of the prayer, even if it's just 'please help me do better tomorrow' (alongside giving thanks, of course), so trying to craft a prayer without adding *everything* I'm used to including in makes it feel incomplete and, therefore, disrespectful. And daily prayer is something I'm resistant to because of prior experiences with it. I don't want to offend any of the gods by asking for something or asking for too much, especially so early on, and there's always a promised offering the few times I *have* asked. Add worries about exact obedience on top of that and it's proving to be a difficult thing to untangle. And I know that the gods are difficult to offend, figuring out how to do this takes trial & error and that's okay, it'll get better the more I do it, etc., etc.; this is more an issue with my own overthinking than anything else (hooray for ✨ mental health issues ✨). I'm not really asking for advice here, necessarily, just thinking out loud because I'm not comfortable talking to people in meat space about it yet.
#also: the whole thing about cleanliness? as someone w/ mental health issues? Rough. very rough. what counts? how individualized is it?#if i cant get my room (where my shrines are/will be) clean does that mean i cant give any offerings?#is just washing my hands and/or veiling actually okay most of the time? even when ive been struggling to shower?#when does something require a change of clothes? or do i have to do that every time i offer something at any point in the day?#including meal/drink (ex steam from tea) offerings? i dont have that many clothes besties#if im pouring out an offering to hermes on my way home from work do i have to somehow wash my hands first b/c i just got off public transit#can i pour it directly from my water bottle or do i have to keep a little separate bottle of water just for libations?#and like. i know logically the answer is 'do whatever you can and you'll figure it out' but it hasnt sunk in yet#it's always...interesting when a new layer of religious trauma tm gets discovered#also. maybe it's just the 'tism but 'just jump in!' and 'go slow at the beginning' seem contradictory to me#like. you cant do both??? i dont think??? 'just jump in' is the answer ive been getting when i do tarot so im trying to do that#also. doubts? not offending a deity??? wild concept. just. the hardest thing to wrap my head around. mormon god's ego is FRAGILE fr#hellenic pagan#helpol#hellenic polytheism#not adding exmo tags b/c i dont have a good enough handle on the community here & im too sick to deal with people being weird about this#my post#coriander says#seeing people get into the theological weeds is cool from the outside (see: that 'can spiderman do superhero stuff on the sabbath' post)#but very stressful when there's not centuries on centuries of detailed information to draw from & everyone's just trying to figure shit out#in a world that's *very* different from the one the information we *do* have was written down in#christianity cw#mormonism cw
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the amazing showstopping life-changing beautiful lovely and talented @alcego tagged me in the writing game where you post all your first sentences from already posted fics (and also the just as amazing showstopping life changing beautiful lovely AND talented roisin, thank you!) but i don't really care much for those lately so here's the first lines of several WIPs at the moment as a compromise :)
Kevin knows he’s being watched. (with @knickknacksandallthat <3)
“Riko? Are you awake?”
In the morning when Jean is supposed to be sent to his death, he takes five minutes out of his schedule to braid Kevin’s hair. (with @jaywalkers :)<3)
Not for the first time, they are in the infirmary.
“Coach says you don’t talk anymore,” Aaron mumbles, looking out the window awkwardly.
Christmas dinner with the Gordons is perfect.
Some people ride the crazy train. Jeremy drives it.
Neil knows the gray does something to people.
what this tells me is that i am bad at writing first lines HAHA :3 i am tagging um everyone who wants to do this. thank you!
#theyre also all rather short which at least im pleased with#also my favorite is number 2 its the riko transmigrator au and it lives in daydreams with me#i LOVE you scum villain's self saving system i love you i love you#its so silly and i love it so dearly#uhhh lets see what else. thg au with roisin! absolute banger#kerejean with miss niknak! ABSOLUTE banger#7 is first time / first light#and 8 is gratuitous kandreil smut with gray haired kevin <3 yay#no but seriously what this tells me is that while looking through my wips i realized i need to write something for k/t or k/j/t#ive written thea before but only in brief mentions so i want to try to get her pov right or at least a good grip on writing her#kevin day you're fucked. and you will be fucked#amen#uuuh lets see. number 6 i will not tell you but i will say i love seth gordon#and number 4 is the previously mentioned jean in palmetto fic#but it is actually mostly an excuse to write gratuitous sub!jean smut#thats all i have for you. for now. i will go back to the drawing board and draft up some kevthea for my enjoyment#either lesbian kevthea (i hauve covid) or. i shan't say it in public#nora sakavic saw me talking about kevin day forced feminization the last time i'm not taking chances now#txt#my writing
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