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I am really tired of a situation rn.
#fe three houses#felix hugo fraldarius#me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine#can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp#and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene#so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth#literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic#i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like#bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved#cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered#idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy#got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam#and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified#there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them#and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious#its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it
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I know nobody gives a shit about this in comparison so posting a save file with uncredited builds in it, but reminder of that time @mapanou started calling me out of name and spewing hateful nazi ideology at me out of nowhere just bc i made a lukewarm criticism of a paywaller and I dared to say black people are often criticized more for being angry... but since only one of my parents are black that ain't allowed 😬 some of yall acted like this was okay but I didn't forget it, I notice how some of their friends are acting all betrayed now bc their homie turned out to be a sims content thief but you knew who you were laying down with clearly. You were glad to support an extremely nasty ass person when the vitriol was directed at me, but God forbid someone not credit a build! anyway guess who was struck down and it wasn't me bitch 💀
That aside, since the insufferable cunt had the nerve to mention the One Drop Rule, which has been used as a tool to discriminate against all black people and keep their mixed offspring othered for as many generations as possible, here's some sources on what it actually refers to (and some related articles about the struggles of mixed race people). It's a method of discrimination by white supremacists, not a way for mixed race people that you think are unworthy of speaking to "claim" to be black. If you're lurking, mapanou, i hope you and your friends read them and understand something you should have already at your "very big age".
One Drop Rule on Wikipedia (for the basic concept + more sources)
How The "One Drop Rule" Became a Tool of White Supremacy
How The Nazis Were Inspired by Jim Crow
Understanding the Stressors and Types of Discrimination That Can Affect Multiracial Individuals
Exploring Black mixed-race experiences of Black rejection
Not Enough Or Double The Prejudice: On Being Black & Asian American
Why Imposter Syndrome Goes Deep for Multiracial People
When Your Own Family Is Racist Toward You
^ the basic gist for the lazy. and just an added bit. I don't know if mapanou has ever seen me, because I barely know them and certainly didn't share with them, but I have been doxxed plenty and my pics probably shared to them by others and im obviously not white though i am light skinned. im very proud of my dark natural hair, brown eyes, thick lips and big nose that I all got from my father. I have nothing to prove nor hide about who I am. I am black and asian and white and I love every part of what makes me, me. I am mixed race and if you don't believe or like me as I am that's your problem not mine. just wanna clear that up for all the people that may have been confused about it. and for all my followers that are mixed, especially black and asian, I love you and you have a place here. your voices and experiences are valuable and you deserve to be heard. that's all I got to say.
#ceci speaks#nonsims#text#negative#mapanou#long post#ceci speaks a lot more#white supremacy tw#racism tw#tw antiblackness#i know im gonna get attacked for this but idc#send ur asks make ur vagues whatever idc#yall were wrong for this one#so screenshot and wank and cry all u want in discord ur still shit#and make up some more lies like you do when ur wrong i already expecting that#thank you to all the ppl that supported me when they were saying that shit btw cos ngl it sucked to see ppl just ignoring it#also i dont use she her pronouns so pls dont use them just bc mapanou did thx#why did i write this at 11 pm#also i only saw about the save file so if they did other vile shit idk about it so lmk if so#but it would be on brand if so
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if ya'll don't think it's incredibly important to me that, until snw fucked it up, number one all but disappeared from the star trek timeline after 'the cage' / 'the menagerie,' I don't know what to tell you.
like, this woman who canon never named and who was never again mentioned by any character in any star trek show. who is notably absent from 'the menagerie,' who didn't assume command of the enterprise after pike...
the way she just disappears from the narrative. and the way snw could have played with that? instead of... the nonsense in 'those old scientists'.
#LET HER DISAPPEAR#don't go 'oh yeah poster girl!'#like?? what even?? was that???#her absence speaks so loud and I feel like there's so much interesting that could've been done with it#⤷ file / from the writer’s desk.#snw negativity //#yes I'm back on one of the many una-related hills I will die on
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stop speaking french astarion the html can't handle it
#a little (eldritch squarbling) <3#astarion#bg3 datamine#datamine#speaking of eldritch squarbling. Lae'zel's PointNClick dialog file is soooo /neg like not writing-wise just. it's all repetition.#iykyk#bg3#by the way if anyone is wondering/doesn't know he's saying tête-à-tête (means a one-on-one talk)#does this mean french is canon to dnd though? /j
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Girl help the moogle suit might be making me resave and reupload every single file
#its so fucking tall#and id feel so bad if it got cut off#but that means so much negative space above literally every other outfits head#fuck#i hate it here#theres like hundreds of files rn#but if i wait until itll just mean more work to do#ugggghghhhh#i hate that im probably gonna do it to#rip all the progress i was making#as a sweet little treat im gonna add a bunch of coded assets just for me#no one else#kingdom hearts#kh#khux#kh union x#kh union cross#picrew#jellyfish's thoughts#jellyheart rambles#khux picrew
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I do think Ome.luum, being a Mind Flayer, can sometimes have difficulty with expressing and even understanding emotions. It has a range of emotions, even those often unseen from their kind as noted in game, but that doesn't mean there isn't issues. They are very direct with thoughts and words as to not be misconstrued or taken as manipulation, but due to this can sometimes appear cold or distant or making conversations feel 'too professional'.
From others, sarcasm can be occasionally lost on them as well as sincere displays from those it has not been around for long. They do not wish to pry through minds unrequested to determine the legitimacy or origins of words, but also coming from a species whose manipulation is basically written in DNA, it's a caution that's innate and hard to shake. Of course such paranoia it will not speak and will display what is believed to be proper in the moment- either a light comment if it's a joke or sarcasm, or a simple thank you or display of appreciate in one way or another if a sincere display of positivity
#OMELUUM. files#( they still a mind flayer and have their problems but they trying#thinking about how illithid lore says most of the emotions mind flayers feel constantly are negative ones and#ome isnt exactly free of that. but it comes as paranoia and anxiety for lots of reasons#but much like other illithids they still conduct and seem level headed besides this#the only difference is ome is trying to make things better for others and often times garners joy#from things learned or crafted or the new interactions occasionally given#i have a lot of thoughts on them )
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I can't imagine being a fan of a game, being so excited watching the merch drop & waiting for that release, & then it drops &
1. Everyone stops talking about it immediately because
It is completely janked & unfun, bugged to hell & back & then
You find out, like, a month later that the reason it's so bad & not like any of the promo material is because 2 guys went in a week before release, gutted everything that had been made, tossed out levels & mechanics, & released a buggy, shitty game, making the thing that hours of work & (allegedly) millions of dollars went into producing become lost media (as still none of the pre-release builds have seen light of day) with the actual released game
Doing so poorly that the company was at threat of going under, which led them to
Fire a bunch of employees before Christmas during a pandemic, during which they offered a higher severance pay to those that signed an NDA, a normal thing to do.
& then, like, a little after that, the released version of this game is removed from the Steam page by the company & is also unplayable, that way.
#em.txt#negative#vent#MEANWHILE one of the 2 guys is on reddit being accused of being abusive to his employees & deleting his social media#& then later down the line another game of the company gets released & he leaves in a fall guy based vent poem in the files#because even though a lot of the blame was shifted to him & he was publicly removed from the project he was still involved in the sequel#furthermore there were 2 other members on the board who to this day stay silent on the whole affair so as to not tarnish their fans views#this is about something in specific. every time i look at the details of this thing i want to tear off my ears
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"Back by unpopular demand:"
"Us!"
#[*trips and falls to the ground like that one pepe frog meme but dramatically explodes into a million pieces instead* hi hi]#[i'll start by apologizing and thanking y'all for your patience bc wheew its been almost 2 months since my last post holy shittt]#[mental health along with intrusive thoughts and stuff have been absolute ass and still are right now]#[not gonna go into much detail bc i'm dealing with tons of bad stuff and negativity but yeah]#[at this point i aint even going to say 'im back!' bc everytime i do some even more terrible shit happens irl so naw]#[i also can't promise thread replies today bc i already know i'll likely not be able to finish any]#[but i will try to at least start working on some of them ;v;]#[other than that please feel free to send in stuff if you wish!]#[i haven't been around in so long that i feel completely rusty and out of the loop rn]#[but i think i'll start with the few asks i was unable to get to last time]#[if you guys who sent them see this: i'm sorry for the super looooong wait and thank you so much for your patience!!! <3]#[hope everyone's having a lovely day/night!!! <3]#;ic#(?#;ooc#(??#[the world will never truly know *x files music plays*]
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Sometimes, it’s sort of hilarious how many allergies I have. I’m halfway through a form, in which I have to list them, and I’ve been blue-screening for about 5 minutes trying to remember all the ones that come after the food ones
#I also sometimes decide which ones are relevant or not#simply because I’ll be shoving a dummy thicc file at them#most of which is ‘official test came back negative but body was on flame for 2 days’#and all it’ll prove is that I am a wet cat of a human#I’m weak but hey I’m still standing so am I REALLY WEAK???#IM STRONK but also please don’t use aerosol near me 🥺#ren rambles#personal#spoon tag
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ITS BEEN A FUCKING WEEK. PASS THE DETRITUS
#howling#had a lvl 1 trauma at abt 720#which sucks but we were managing fine#call er back at 750 as protocol to ask if theyve transfused and if theyll need more and to make sure they have a t&s ordered#secretary confirms that both units were transfused + they wont be needing more (lol) + a type and screen WAS drawn just not ordered yet#ok cool. all i have to do is wait for the specimen so i can crossmatch the units#im chilling in bloodbank doing bloodbank things#meanwhile. er calls the front desk (blood bank has a separate phone line. they specifically called the lab line instead)#lab assistant takes the call (like normal). theyre not sure what er said exactly but theyre planning to transfer the patient somewhere#and mentioned 'something like mpp???'#midnight tech was upfront and overheard. immediately asked if they meant MTP#lab assistant wasnt sure but said she had asked if er wanted to talk to blood bank (aka me) and they said no#both the assistant and the tech assumed that they DIDNT actually mean mtp because that would be fucking bonkers#if they casually mention it to a lab assistant and NOT FUCKING BLOOD BANK#and i didnt hear about this phone call until like maybe an hour or two later btw#anyways. yeah no they called an MTP#thats always fucking awful but they DID bring down the t&s partway thru#patient had no history and the only other specimens on file were drawn at the same time#so i order a confirmatory type to make things easier later on. it needs to be drawn by either the nursing team or by a lab assistant#screen is negative so at least we only need to do an immediate spin crossmatch on everything#we get all the units emergency issued + the platelets are ordered and issued normally after the t&s is done since it doesnt need a xmatch#er cancels the mtp. theyve transfused 6 out of the 8 units we sent them. two remaining units being sent to or#or is told directly that the mtp was canceled and that theyd need to call a new one if things escalate again#ok. things are calming down. its fine. i got all the xmatches done and theyre all compatible which is great#we get in a delivery from arc of platelets bringing us back up to 6 on the shelf (we need 5 on hand tomorrow morning for an open heart)#(at this point i find out about the phone call i mentioned earlier)#i get a call from or. my heart sinks immediately#or nurse says they need 2 rbcs and 2 platelets and theyre sending someone down RIGHT NOW to pick it up#we still hadnt gotten that confirmatory btw#im too stunned to say anything else so i just go ok. and hang up
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Went scavenging for rabid screenshots and drained my soul along the way so here's my silly nitpick of their nitpick
The academies (almost) align with colleges age-wise (I am once again asking why they chose 17 as the majority cast's age), but the Beacon era is littered with tropes exclusive to high school settings, like shoving people into lockers, school uniforms, insta-crushes, food fights, and getting ready for prom
It's little wonder why people confuse Beacon Academy for a high school. All the high school hallmarks are there yet not a single student is pulling an all nighter with the help of redbull, cigarettes, and anxiety-induced insomnia
Side note: are the Academies confirmed 4-year programs or is that an assumption?
#rwde#yodeling into the void#bruh im so glad to be ruthless in blocking people. i never have to see any of those blogs unless i absolutely have to#but holy shit are these people just so uncharitable towards the concept of 'rwde' and 'rwby critics'#using one shitty person's actions to demonize the whole is not exactly thinking critically#and not once did i ever see them ask 'why was this chosen to be portrayed like this?' which to me is THE question#why thematically are grimm drawn to negative emotion alone rather than strong emotions in general?#what is the purpose of having two characters w different methods of immortality opposing each other when neither represent anything?#why are the 4 gifts from the gods represented only through the relics and not reflected in every aspect of the world?#why is violence by certain groups demonized despite this show being based on a genre that heavily features combat?#embrace your inner toddler and never stop asking *why* things are the way they are#dear god even skimming through their arguments was exhausting#if i wasnt fighting for my life against this damn mkv file id take a damn nap
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like, I'm sorry, but are you telling me that this woman served with pike her entire career, and they're not gonna have an actual, personal, heart to heart conversation ever about what it means for her to be illyrian and have kept it from him for two decades, or, I don't know, the fact la'an discovered she turned herself into starfleet? or literally anything else that happens in these two seasons...
#⤷ file / from the writer’s desk.#Make It Make Sense????#snw negativity //#one conversation?? just one?? that can't be too much to ask...
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I’m realizing that with the way I interact with the real world, I could very much make the case of being an alien trying to learn about and blend in with the human race
I don’t know if that makes sense, but the way I act sometimes, you’d think I don’t know what a person is
#I’m not saying this as a negative thing#well I mean okay objectively it probably isn’t great#but this isn’t like a put myself down sort of thing#I just act strange#no wonder that one girl genuinely thought I was homeschooled#also you guys probably don’t see that much of it#because here I can act semi normally (or at least normally for tumblr)#but take me out of my element and put me in the real world?#yeah no#I don’t know what I’m doing#so I must observe#learn to blend in#hmm maybe I could make that into a narrative for Creative Writing#quite literally have my main character be an actual extraterrestrial trying to observe humans#file that idea away#real life stuff#school stuff#random stuff
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more people need to play shtdn this is literally critical im going insane
#ITS FREE ITS A FREE GAME PLEASE I CANT HANDLE THIS ON MY OWN#ITS ABOUT LOVE AND LIFE AND LOSS ITS FUNNY ITS EMOTIONAL IT'S BEAUTIFUL#im actually going fucking crazy insane its unreal. game made me cry multiple times. its FANTASTIC#if guille sees this... i credit ur insanity to my eventual obsession with this game#since ur the one who found and introduced it to the gc LOLLL#liza post#literally growling going feral insane crazy holy god#shtdn#ITS FREE GO PLAY IT U CAN PLAY IT RIGHT NOW#um. um the plot. its about a computer virus whos seen the whole internet and the antivirus whos never left his pc.#and the virus teaching rhe antivirus about the world as they go through the pc's image files as the antivirus searches for the virus's code#it's genuinely so beautiful and well-written#the only negative thing to say is that the gameplay gets repetitive but it's basically a 2d walking sim/vn so#having played the long dark i can grind walking sims all day any day babey
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I have been super close to a robust number of artists over the years and it is hugely funny how much I absolutely just fucking hate the process of creating digital art
#I've picked up nothing#desperately trying to make some new channel assets and I would rather tweeze my nose hairs#just shit some shapes on a couple of canvases hoping I'll open them again in the future and poke them again#and rinse and repeat until I have something#it's not even that self depreciating “I hate my own art” thing#frankly I LOVE my own art especially when I have An Idea That I Manage To Implement#what I fucking hate is digital art programs#it feels like drawing with reacher grabbers instead of arms#I know I don't want to learn the motor skills required to freehand draw (because I am not excited by it)#so here we are in aseprite vacillating between yelling at my monitor and arranging squares#by the time I even get a workable file and upload it to stream elements then I have negative patience for stream elements#which I also LOATHE#sidebar there are so many programs that grid has no problems with that I Cannot Comprehend#which would be super funny if it wasn't all the programs I need to use in order to make the ONE HOBBY I HAVE any better
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i think anyone going into psychology should be forced to take basic math courses and some kind of seminar in data organization.
"oh i went into psychology cause i don't want to do math lol" I don't know how to explain to you that this is a scientific discipline. you need to know basic stats at least.
also to the actual university level researcher who designed this database where the text files are labelled so terribly that I have to open every single one of the over 1000 files individually to check the single number inside, I am going to strangle you with my bare hands
#sorry i'm just in a mood rn but god there is a difference when i go to a psychology class vs a biochem class. in the students and teaching#not to shit on anyone i mean math isn't easy but OH MY GOD. we're all near graduating!! how do you not know this#also label files properly. please. please. i am having to make a spreadsheet myself to make sense of this shit.#entering each point. one by one.#i hate it here.#ugh sorry. i hate being negative but i am serious when i say some basic data organization and math skills would probably fix most of this#storyrambles
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