#Feels like I'm more tired than usual.
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The looks in school are bugging me. I didn’t want to go in a dress either, damn it. Once again, I find myself blaming Sato. And Sato just looks like the cat that caught the canary.
At least I’m getting a pretty steady stream of Faith from this now.
It seems that the Radiance has gone to ground after the past couple weeks. With any luck, we’ve driven them out of the Nameless City, and we can get some peace and quiet around her. Make no mistake, I want all of them gone - but it doesn’t have to be now. I can afford to wait - I have no doubt that, once I figure out this Nascent Divinity business, I am going to be their scourge.
Seriously, doomsday cults all have something wrong with them.
I have several directions to get more information now. I have a bunch of memory fragments, which I haven’t been able to look at, but might be able to look at now. Sasha has invited me to the Nameless Cult’s holy ground - the tomb of their goddess, so to speak. I can also pay a visit to Kunlun too. Hmm, decisions, decisions.
#online::Levant#sorry if this post is a little scatterbrained#I'm feeling as such#Feels like I'm more tired than usual.
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orange juice - noah kahan
#sorry i know i usually put which comics but i'm very tired. feel free to ask if you'd like to know#me: i dont like jason. also me: posts more about him than any other character#batman#bruce wayne#red hood#jason todd#web weaving
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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What do you even draw when your asexual, misanthropic colonists won't stop talking about crushes and lovers and stuff? Idk random backstory and irrelevant lore??? I hope Xina leaves soon.
Anyway, in more interesting news, Kwahu made an arm for himself, which was very clever of him to do with only one hand. Huzzah!
Soon, he'll be fit as a fiddle and ready to help Mechi get "back on his feet"— literally!
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#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#slightly more polished art than usual but it's not my best#quite an abrupt jump from “bleeding out” to “building a new arm” but we'll chalk it up to caffeine#I started drawing this and then decided I hated it#but I was already nearly done and I decided not to redo the whole thing#so it's not very good#and probably doesn't make sense#but I'm tired and have work tomorrow#and don't feel like proofreading#ugh#have a good day y'all <3
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Sometimes i remember a comics moment i randomly came across somewhere, where Sam Wilson mentiones a musical and Steve Rodgers says he doesn't like musicals, to whitch Sam goes "Guess that means you really are straight" and even tho i don't care about Cap America or the Avengers, the moment stuck in me for that quote by Sam. And like....Sci, any ideas if straight men actually don't like musicals or is that bullshit?
actually i think i know more gay men who hate musicals than i know straight men who hate musicals. i've had a drag queen stop me point blank when i was about to sing a barbra streisand song, and i know so many gays who pointedly hate abba. so based on my experience i think the inverse is true. most of the straight men i know are kind of impartial about musicals, but gay men? hate.
my theory is that a lot of gay men don't want to fall into stereotypes, maybe. but thaaaaat's just a theory! a gay theory.
#sci speaks#i'm trying to understand the gays. they are a mystery to me.#i've seen a lot more toxic masculinity coming from gay men than i have from straight men.#i think it makes sense. they have less women in their lives. so they reckon with a lot more masculinity. more dick measuring.#also gay men have some of THE most unhealthy romantic relationships i've ever seen in my life.#this isn't a blanket statement on everyone but just from what i've seen. it's such a strange pattern i've observed.#lesbians? healthy. straights? usually healthy. gay men? universally a tire fire that makes me say “if you hate each other so much ??”#“why are you together??????????”#i have never met a cis gay mlm couple in real life that was healthy. every single one of them made my eyes widen in horror.#i want them to be healthy. please treat each other better.#the number of bitchy bitchy fights i've seen between mlm couples in public that make me so terrified#but i know mlm relationships in general are usually less... affectionate than wlw relationships. even and especially friendships.#just an observation.#i hate to say that there is a definite difference between amab vs afab experiences when it comes to relationship dynamics but.#of course there is. there is. as much as i want to say gender and sex do not matter. it really does.#it makes a difference. it does.#which is kind of why i'm glad i was born in the body i was. when people say “trans means you feel you were born in the wrong body”#im like.. i don't think that's true. i don't think that's true for me.#i wouldn't be me if i wasn't born the way i was. and i want to be me. but i'm a boy. i'm a boy but in the body that i have.#my body is still a boy's body. because i live in here.#sorry this went off on a tangent.#but yeah i know my brain would be different if i was amab. and i don't want all those other issues.#i think the only reason i'm so peaceful and serene is because i'm afab. and afabulous.#i see cis guys and im like.. yeah i don't want what you got.#once again! lucky to be me! i'm lucky. im lucky i have a vargooba. thank fuck for that!#couldve been so much worse off. could've been born with a dick and would be fighting for my life right now.
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Chat what if I do today's prompt tomorrow???
#I'll see in like. half an hour or so if i feel rested enough to get up and draw lol#idk i'm just tired#a little more than usual today#but i SWEAR I'll finish IMtober ok? even if it's not every prompt on time. I'll STILL finish it#anyway#demon rambles™#also this decision IS influenced by the fact that the idea for today's prompt includes a furry. a character type i INFAMOUSLY struggle with#THE FURRY IN QUESTION ISN'T EVEN THE POINT OF THE PROMPT????? but JUST drawing a forest is BORING#so furry in the forest it is#I'll give an internet cookie to whoever guesses WHICH furry I'll be struggling with... whenever i get around to drawing it lol#also the tiktok trad wives FunkyFrogBait video autoplayed again HELP
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Update 3: drove the asshole home bc I was so sure he was fr gonna die if he drove himself lmao. Poor dude looked so miserable, like bro was either holding back while we were working or he got worse the second he was able to relax, bc there wasn't a single moment of silence the whole drive back, dude was just curled up in the passenger’s seat shivering and being so fucking symptomatic. Like he was doing that thing where you basically cough all of the air out of your lungs then doing that rattly little inhale and then repeating, like it was Not Good 😬 0/10, hated being there to experience that in person, I was horrified, I want all of that to stay in audio recordings where it can't hurt me lmao. And he wasn’t sneezing a ton, but when he did, he stifled them until I told him to quit it bc the last thing he needs is a fucking ear infection on top of whatever the hell is already wrong with him, and even when he stopped, he was so congested that they sounded kinda stifled anyway 😭 like it's all objectively hot and I would've loved it had I just read it and not experienced it first hand, but unfortunately I'm a massive germaphobe and had to sit three feet away from this guy all damn day. So I bleached the hell out of my car and scrubbed myself down in the shower three times and I still don't feel like anything is clean enough, but I'm tired so it's gonna have to do for now lmao
#this is kinda snz kink ain't it?#whatever idc i feel so gross and I'm tired lmao#i might shower again before i go to bed idk lmao#OH ALSO important to note#he was stifling with his fingers so he was getting that shit all over his hands i was like IN MY CAR????? fucking horrific#again it's objectively hot but not when it's in front of me 😭#i hope y'all are enjoyjng this at least bc I'm not lmao i was trying not to pass away the whole day#like i feel so bad bc i consider my partner a friend so obviously i care about him and wanna help#but at the same time i literally can't train my disgust reaction out of me#I'm fucking weird when it comes to who I'm more okay with being around when they might be sick#like if he wasn't my usual partner or if he was just some random coworker i wouldn't have given him a ride#like i did it scared but i still did it lmao#anyway#i told him to text me tomorrow so i know he's not dead and to call if he needs anything#so we'll see what comes of that#and i will be passing away if he gets me sick so stay tuned for that#knock on wood i haven't been sick since i was 13 and I'm almost 22 now#and last time i was sick i had strep and bronchitis at the same time so that wasn't good#but other than that it's just been allergy flare ups#so other than the vaccine reactions i genuinely don't remember what it's like to actually be sick#so let's hope i just manage to avoid it 😭
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historically accurate trip to clifton's cafeteria!!!
[progress shots under the readmore]
#em draws stuff#SEND HIS ASS TO THE CLIFTON’S CAFETERIA!#I have been working on this image for More Than A Week and I feel like it has taken years off my life :]#look sometimes you get possessed by enthusiasm about fun comics you read and also nostalgia for bizarre novelty restaurants#due to the fact that clifton's no longer exists I cannot go there. but I can send the blorbos there by force if I so choose.#there's just something about old southern california restaurants with strange gimmicks and themes. take me away to there.#since I am very proud of this I will be using the full proper tags just this one single time [lying through my teeth]#swapping my usual format so there’s not just an absolute deluge of organizational stuff right off the bat#I think I said that the madness would probably go away soon but as you see that has not been the case (it's only gotten worse)#this is the most people I’ve put in a picture since I don’t know when#actually after a quick look-see through my files this might very well be the most people I’ve put in a picture Ever#the madness will do that to ya I guess. also the sheer raw clifton’s energy.#(altho' I got so tired in the end that about half the background is a very crunchy photo of The Real Clifton's...)#this is why my header is what it currently is and also why I posted that horrid 70s jello drink a week ago#many thanks are owed to jon dxppercxdxver for chatting with me about outfits and drink orders and such!#this is fanart for the weirder forefather of a rainforest cafe just as much as it is fanart for a videojame#I do not know what the typical tagging etiquette for this is but by golly I'm going to guess#clifton's cafeteria#team fortress 2#spy tf2#engineer tf2#soldier tf2#sniper tf2#demoman tf2#medic tf2#heavy tf2#pyro tf2#miss pauling#scout tf2#why yes I am tagging clifton's Like It Is The Piece of Media. what of it.
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my niece is staying with us for the whole weekend for the first time. until now it's always been one night only, not two.
it's the second night now and I have already decided this is not happening again anytime soon. I'm so fucking exhausted. it'd be less exhausting if it was my nephew, I think - he's older and also doesn't need as much help (even when he was her age).
I love my niece but she just asks so many questions. like when we're watching a show or a movie, even if it's one she has seen before (even multiple times), she doesn't understand what's going on and constantly asks me to explain everything. I don't mind it, really, but it does take a lot of energy. plus tonight it took over two hours for her to fall asleep because she was scared by the noises of the house and the nearby road. I get it, but damn I'm so fucking tired, I just want to sleep 😭
#my nephew will get to stay for two nights soon so that it's fair and everything#but then I think we'll go back to one night only for a while#I just can't sleep when someone else is here. and I do not handle being tired well. or rather being even more tired than usual#so yeah no this is too much#I'm so glad I don't have children. I literally would not survive#we played board games with her today. her idea. she chose the gsme#but it was so fucking difficult.....#I think most kids would have understood this game at like. 10 maybe. probably before that really#she's 12 and a half and just did not get it at all#she's got difficulties learning and she's finally getting (more) help for that in school now but I'm really.. a bit shocked that it took#this long for her parents to accept that#she's a great kid but it's been obvious since she started school that she needs more help#so anyway yeah it's 3am and I think she finally fell asleep after I put Charmed on for her#I've got a massive headache and I'm so fucking tired I feel like I'm losing my mind lol#couldn't sleep last night & I hope it's better tonight. but having someone else here is stressful.#ugh I wish this wasn't so hard for me. I want to be the fun aunt (I'm their only aunt.. aunt-like person... whatever) but I know I get more#and more impatient when they're here. I hate that. but I can't change it. I've tried! for 10 years! but it didn't work#don't get me wrong - I'm never mean or angry with them. I just get somewhat annoyed and I know it's noticeable and I hate that#they don't seem to mind. they love visiting us. but I don't like it because I hated the way adults treated me when I was a kid so I want to#be better#:(#anyway I have to sleep now or tomorrow will be hell :)#personal
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how barton feels after not getting into a single argument/fight with someone for a day (... meanwhile, he's still killing people ☠️)
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#i'm sorry but SKSK the instant i saw that meme in my stockpile i was like 'OOP what if... what if that was barton whenever he does what-#most people do on a daily basis and that is actually try to get along with people for once ' like AHHH#i think he knows that he shouldn't feel like an angel for doing something that is pretty much the bare minimum BUT-#also... barton's view of himself can change pretty drastically sometimes so i hate to say it but it unfortunately fits him#a little TOO well LMAO but yeahhh. i'm sorry for the lack of replies lately you guys! it's just that i've been feeling more tired than-#usual lately and so i've only really replied to some shorter rp's but i promiseee that i'll start grinding out some other one's soon#especially with the weekend coming up!
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I honestly can't remember the last time I wasn't nauseous. Was it five days ago? Seven? Who knows. Certainly not me.
#this is about the persistant stomach bug I've had since i got food poisoning on the 17th#I'm just. so damn tired of feeling like my stomach is going to crawl out my throat#I've thrown up more times in the past week than i have in the past ten years and I'm really upset about it#not to mention the pain that's happening#and I'm just supposed to carry on with my life!#I've had to talk to my work because i can't do the shifts i usually do and ask i seem capable of is fucking sleeping#OR#doing classwork#the only reason my class is going well is that it's in the morning and i can do the work for it with a ton of breaks to use the bathroom#and it doesn't seem to matter what i eat#I'm nauseous but not throwing up in the morning and then in the afternoon i start throwing up and by the time i take my evening pills...#i can't keep anything down#i can't even keep water down#i fucking love water#but nooooooo#my body wants to reject even that#i don't know what to do#hopefully this goes away or the CT shows what's going on so i can live my fucking life again#anyway#rant over#drink water you heathens
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[Image ID: A colored comic.
Panel 1: Chikao's hand offering a peach. She says "It's a peach of immortality."
Panel 2: Tongbi is mildly surprised. The background is of a night sky. Chikao says "I thought maybe...if you wanted..."
Panel 3: Tongbi's tail rests on Chikao's arm. He says "Promise me something?"
Panel 4: Chikao gives him a mildly confused expression and a "?"
Panel 5: Cut to both of them standing in front of each other. Tongbi looks nervous and has a hand outstretched. He says "If we do this...we stick together?"
Panel 6: Chikao smiles widely and exhales softly in amusement.
Panel 7: "We'll be together forever." Is at the top of the screen. At the bottom there is a peach seed that splits open and grows up into two branches that split off each other, where Chikao and Tongbi sit beside each other and look out at the night sky. The background under the branches is dark green fading into black.]
Yeah I did this instead of the actually planned drawings lol.
Anyway, I actually like how this turned out for the entire thing being made on zero sleep?? Even if you can kinda see the exhaustion start to kick in in places and I'll probably wake up tomorrow horrified at how much I missed XD.
On the last panel I kinda wanna just slowly add stories/drawings under/around the peach tree (that's what I was attempting, the seed sprouting up - I dunno how well that translated lol) and yeah. Idk think it would be interesting lol.
#the last one makes them feel a little more distant than I'd have liked#but oh we'll I'm too tired to fix it now#maybe later (lies)#anyway have some Chikao and Tongbi#I'll explain a little more on this scene if anyone wants to hear#exhaustion definitely kicked this a little bit#but ah well#anyway#enjoy#hopefully#also as usual I crave questions about my OCs :3#tealstars#obligatory bad at image IDs but trying!
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One last hug for good luck, and then...
(Patch was a refugee, I don't know who tf Stanley was. Also in memory of Vance, who isn't dead, but was cool while he lasted. Less in memory of Curly, that guy sucked.)
The end.
I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did. Thanks for sticking with the gang until the end! May Ecthuctu smile upon you ❤️
Not pictured here - Toddler Gangster and Baby Butternut
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#i feel anxious bc i havent messaged my old friend a since yesterday#he replied almost immediately yesterday but i was too exhausted after spending time w my friend t#and i continued being exhausted today :') irl social interaction DRAINS me#and i spent more hours w t yesterday than i usually do bc i always get hungry and have to go home (have to eat regularly)#but my mom told me to stop being cheap and just buy a protein bar and lol t had also brough one#so we sat in a mall and ate our protein bars while talking#but im so exhausted now socially... but i feel anxious abt not replying to him#bc during our time knowing eo he has ghosted me multiple times#so im always anxious and scared that i take too long and he'll never reply again#buuut like 15min ago he had messaged me again#and he was like 'do u still watch dan & phil?' 😹#it's just funny to me bc me and a used to remind me of d and and phil so i was like omg???? 🥴#anyway.. i just got home from my walk and im so tired... i wanna reply but#ppl dont get that im socially behind and it takes me so long to figure out what to reply so i sound like a normal person#i can sit for like 20+ min with a message... so i'm gonna reply after i've had my evening coffee 💪💪💪#bc i mean if he messaged me again that means hes not gonna ghost me right... 😳
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onlu have 1 out of 3 balls of yarn left on the brown & beige half of my crochet blanket and then i get to move on to the blue half but the first stripe of the blue half is just a slightly colder shade of white than the last stripe of the brown & beige half which is off white and I gotta crochet 3 full balls of yarn of that
#z talks#not horse game#I am having a ridiculously bad anxiety night and I was like. crochet will fix me. so now I'm working on my blankie#and changed into comfy clothes#still anxious as hell but at least I'm not on the verge of hyperventilating anymore#I've yawned twice and I'm starting to feel more tired than anxious that's usually a sign that the worst has passed i think#oh yeah. ohhh yeah. the headache is coming on. we're coming out of it folks B)#anyway blankie is going well. it is soothing#when im done i think i might order some more yarn and make a nice frilly border#thinking maybe some glittery yarn tbh
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Has your cold been making you sneeze much ?
Not really honestly?? Like there's some sneezing, but mostly I'm just coughing 😔
#kinda snz#i feel like this cough is worse just bc the first one never fully went away lmao#I'm congested as hell tho and like yeah there's way more sneezing than usual for me but it's not a ton#and it's pretty sporadic#i miss those like two days when i could breathe through my nose 😔#also I'm sleeping like shit so that's definitely not helping#no fucking clue how i fell asleep in my partner's car when i can't even fall asleep in my own bed lmao#but I'm so tired it huets to keep my eyes open#and then i can't fall asleep when i try to#like wtf is that about#got the pillows propped up bc of my cough and i still can't sleep 😔#maybe i should just go sit in the car idk maybe that's what does it
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