#Feeling Very Parasocial about this
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ANYWAY in my campaign one watch through I just got to episode 109 which is the live show at 2017 gen con in Indianapolis and I just
I am feeling parasocially proud of these fucking nerds right now. Can you imagine telling 2017 Matt Mercer about the Wembley Arena live show from this past week?
#critical role#c1 e109#mighty nein: echoes of the solstice#matt mercer#Feeling Very Parasocial about this
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This tweet makes me feel things, and I don’t know how to process it
#starkid#mariah rose faith#it’s just so good to know that the new gen starkids are all just as good friends with each other as much as the old sk actors are#me personally#that’s part of why people like Starkid so much#you can just tell how much everyone respects and cares for each other#sorry if this sounds parasocial or whatever#I’m very much in my feelings about the Starkid family today
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im brainrotting so hard about husband shayne like he's actually married like for real after talking about being single and his bad dating experiences for so long and after working on himself for the better and he was really playing with his ring on stream and he's officially a cat father now and he looks so happy and he's glowing...
#also courtney and him have talked extensively about how bad and toxic their past relationships were#im just sooo happy the two of them found someone they want to spend the rest of their lives with#feeling very parasocial bc ive been watching them for soooooo fucking long it's like idk#translation for ianthonys: this is like if ian and anthony got married#to me#shayne topp#smosh#courtney miller#shourtney#shartney
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Gem, very earnestly to Imp and Skizz: You guys are my favourite.
#a quote#gigs phasmo#geminitay#this just made me smile#gem really has been an impulse fan since it feels like the very beginning. or at least a while. and I love her about it#her talking about watching impulse's videos when he tried to show her something in season 9. saying she already knew#and her talking about having imp and skizz's podcast on in the background all day so when she joins them for phasmo it really feels like#they've been hanging out for ages#I don't understand how anyone can't adore gem. I'm not gonna get too parasocial bc I obviously don't know her but like.#from an outside perspective. she's fantastic. and also hilarious so there's that too#anyway this was a very self-indulgent quote (partially bc I'm not really in the mood to go back through vods so I'm running out of drafts)#it's also from impulse's vod 'perfect insanity games or bust! (phasmo w/ friends) timestamp ~1:34:30#mod rhys
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We joke about how Travis “showed up to Eras with a friendship bracelet and a dream” manifested his pop star-but-actually-biggest-cheerleader girlfriend, but how about Taylor “I've been on my knees, change the prophecy, don't want money, just someone who wants my company” manifesting her glued-to-the-hip-never-not-making-her laugh-football-player boyfriend????
#tnt#I’m just feeling really parasocial about this tonight apparently lol#idk between the prophecy and the manuscript i was fucked up today#I’m just glad she seems to be very happy right now
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Genuine question. Do you like or dislike Rob? Your posts tend to imply both feelings hahaha
Do I like Rob?
#i think this is a funny response so im leaving the text at that#but in all seriousness#my feelings and opinions toward and about Rob are complex#clearly#and this video does well encapsulate that lmfaooo#but like. i think he's done some irreparable things and i think he still currently holds some. less than stellar views#and a lot of his investments are.. well.#but he created my favourite thing in the world#and there are things i do admire him for and appreciate he's done/does#at the same time many of those things are still flawed#i.e giving us gay rep but having to be pressured and convinced to actually make it concretely textual#bc he just. doesnt understand why thats important#also i have a weird like .. more social than parasocial relationship with him#which ill admit makes my feelings even more complex and a little biased toward him#hes a weirdly captivating person irl like he feels very genuine theres something about talking to him#also he keeps giving me things i ask for so... ya know#but then i hear things hes done or said and wanna bash him like a whack a mole#so yes and no but yes but also no#which basically just means i get to have fun with it and talk about how hes a cuck with no care#rob mcelhenney#ask
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I feel really bad for having such an intense obsession with dan and phil even though i havent done anything online (or irl) that could actually impact them. like these people dont know me and all i think about is them. of course, a part of it is because its a hyperfixation but beyond that i do genuinely love them and that makes me feel like shit. why do i love these people? is that unhealthy? i mean, its in human nature, right? thats just what people do. of course, im aware that the "them" im referring to are the internet personalities that arent really them in their personal lives (which ill be honest i dont really care about unless they share it with us) but should i love them? the obsession hasnt caused any harm to anyone. in fact, it's saved me from truly hitting rock bottom. but should that be true? isnt it selfish and weird to put/have put my life in the hands of people who dont even know what my favourite colour is? but also i didnt have anything else at a time of complete depression so how is that weird? but also it just is, man. maybe??
#dan and phil#someone console me please#but without being mean to me because every time someones not completely/mostly positive i think “oh ok they hate me”#if anyone knows if theyve ever said that what im feeling is normal pls lmk#because i feel like a complete jerk#like i need to step back#im also not very good at hearing what people actually mean when they say things#cause autism#so every time theyve commented about parasocial relationships i know for a fact im not taking it 100% the right way#and now i am confused#phan#daniel howell#amazingphil#yapping
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fun question, fun answer, with a lot of neat points!
especially loved:
- the elaboration of its not that the personas we see are fake, or inauthentic, as much as it is that they are not an all encompassing or holistic representation of who they are as whole people
- Amanda apparently being equal parts "on" both on and off camera- cool :)
- Courtney highlighting that Arasha is really good at slipping into specific roles/personas depending on what the video needs
- Courtney + Amanda emphasizing how sweet Arasha is + how the video personas aren't fake but also don't showcase all of her as a peraon
- Explicit acknowledgement that there are definitely elements that are intentionally played into because they are on camera, especially little brain farts or dumb moments. Highlighting how those can become running jokes/a Big Thing but if it hadn't been a video it probably would have been glossed over.
- just the general discussion about how the personas/perceptions are intentional in a number of ways- they prep, drink energy drinks, choose to play into certain things for comedy. Not lies, but definitely not accidents.
- People being weird about Shayne/misconceptions due to perception of his video-persona.... :/
- Smosh Mouth helping break those perceptions/Shayne getting to be more himself on Smosh Mouth/it getting to reveal more of Shayne's depths and self. (as a smosh mouth lover i <3 this bit)
#smosh#amanda lehan canto#shayne topp#courtney miller#tommy bowe#gonna try not to write an essay on this but yeah i love the way this is discussed here and also . its all good info to keep in mind#i really think understanding/holding onto that element of 'its not a lie but its not a holistic view' is really important in not verging#into unhealthy parasocial thinking w/ online personas like this#and shayne talking about people being weird about him doing stuff + people thinking angela's goofs are Her As A Person is a really good#callout of like. the kinds of assumptions/thinking that are genuinely kind of. rude. if you indulge them along with bring inaccurate#anyway i also loved highlighting arasha here bc shes SO good at reading the room and playing a role accordingly and i think sometimes#i see comments like 'oh arasha didnt get the joke???' 'arasha didnt want to join in the fun' and im here like. NO SHES HEIGHTENING EXPERTLY#and i feel very vindicated by that discussion lol
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i can’t believe i’m this many years old. i can’t believe i’ve been looking at this picture since elementary school and now i am the same age as Her.
this is very special to me
#i feel very Parasocial about this#gaming video made me shed a tear#dan and phil#dan howell#gay#lgbt#phan#daniel howell#dnpgames#dnp#i had nowhere to put this thought and no one to tell it to but i think tumblr would understand exactly what i mean
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hello. it is i, your friendly neighbourhood goblin that pops up every now and then to scream about something new.
i love damien haas.
this has been a psa.
#i just made a very long post about parasocial relationships and saved it in my drafts because i just needed to sort my thoughts out#never meant to publish it and never will#but it was about damien and youtubers and streamers and how they're Different and harder to deal with than like tv stars#i mean well duh but i've not been into that many youtubers like this. there's dan howell and drawfee and geoff castellucci#and none of those was to the level i've had with traditional media celebrities#but anyway i talked about him and i also just needed to scream into the void about how much i love him and how much i relate to him#and how seen he makes me feel#and safe#like i for real wish i could be his friend and tell him how awesome he is (and also like. so fine)#how parasocial of me#but i dealt with that in The Post That Shall Not See The Light Of Day so no tangent on that#also i have realised that nearly every time i've been really ADHD hyperfixated on a real person on here i've also been real limerent#like it's not just a crush it's limerence baby!#and i need to work on the underlying issues there#but that was also addressed in The Post so it's okay#but yeah i was psyched to learn about the concept of limerence#it me! every time!#internal monologue#damien haas
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The hands holding yours are not clean either.
VegasPete + Hands || KinnPorsche (2022)
#Disclaimer: I have very complicated feelings about this show and this couple after everything that's happened over the past month#I actually started these in late december for a friends birthday but the colouring ended up so complicated I didnt get it done#and while I'm still untangling how I feel about the fandom and fan culture and the whole situation (tldr: bad sad parasocially betrayed lol#I was so proud of these for my 3rd ever gifset the absolutely insane amount of time I spent on the colouring and masking against shaky shot#like I genuinely had to keyframe adjust about 8 different overlapping layers frame-by-frame for at least 1 of these lol#and perhaps selfishly: I need to post bc I can't bring myself to work on new sets while this was staring back at me every time i opened PS#And I'm proud of it and it meant a lot and even though the shape of the fandom and friendships have changed its still worth something to me#anyway. enough rambling. on to the actual tags lol#VegasPete#kinnporche the series#vegas theerapanyakul#pete saengtham#asiandramasource#asianlgbtqdramas#lgbtedit#vegas kp#pete kp#idk idk idk I feel like this is my one last little love letter to these silly little characters that meant a lot to me#and to the friends that inspired it too#on a lighter note: the caption is an adapted taemin lyric and the colours were inspired by the criminal MV lmao#so like lol its not that deep :')#aaaand post.#bee.gif#kpts
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i hope you find your equally as sex-repulced saphic alien girlfriend one day and you go on adventures in domestic bliss with lots of cute chumbly seals to adore along the way.
that said:
"it's simple I just need a gf who will never ask anything of me, put up w/my infinite neuroses & psychotic behavior, never make me feel even slightly worse than usual, always say/do the right thing (& be fine w/me Not doing that), be ok w/not having sex except under rare hypothetical specific circumstances & only exactly the way I want it. she has to be attractive, have a decent income (flexible on that though), & be willing to tailor her whole personality & energy to my rapidly shifting moods. also must be cool w/my rampant trust issues, lack of relationship experience & avoidant attachment style. not to forget the necessity that when I inevitably get overwhelmed w/the relationship I can snap my fingers and she will disappear from existence for a few weeks or months in an instant, poof. like a phantom or perhaps a genie. other than that id say my standards aren't very high"
you sound exactly like what you claim to hate about males and that is.. concerning? disgusting? i have an ambivalence towards your stance on people. are you aware of your hypocrisy? best of luck in therapy and getting that alien sex repulced impossible standard girlfriend.
is this the first time you've encountered someone exaggerating for comedic affect or what
#''just like a man'' for being an autistic woman w/childhood trauma who chooses not to date specifically bc of that? girl whatever lol#how do i sound at all like what i claim to hate about males like genuinely...im not a rapist or a misogynist & i dont traumitize women#so uh. no im not at all like that actually.#god this is bizarre. feels very parasocial too. like clearly you think you know me well even though we likely have never spoken before??#asks
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it’s the way i just can’t stop randomly bursting into tears like what the actual hell
#i feel so crazy but honestly seeing ppl who also grew up with them and were/are as obsessed as me… there’s kinship and connection there and#it helps#there’s so many posts of ppl feeling the same things i am and really talking through why this is so hard for so many and#it’s such an important conversation to have#call it parasocial all you want but Liam truly had such a huge impact on so many of our lives our youth and now he’s gone and one direction#is really gone and our youth is gone and for so many - what was once our safe haven and what got us through some of the hardest years of our#lives is just…gone#in such a devastating way and ugh#idk what i’m saying I’ve never been very articulate#i’m just sad#for so many reasons bc this loss isn’t /just/ about Liam it’s about like… everything#anyway#i have two root canals today so might not be on for a minute bc pain but i will be writing all weekend so hopefully I’ll have something#to post soon#hope you’re all doing okay and have a good weekend 🩵#bella talks
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hi
#life update nobody asked for lol#I missed you guys my pookie wookie dookies#I deleted all my social media and life is so great wow#still a lot of mental health problems but I'm finally learning to deal with my emotions and not hate life (wow)#is it bad for me to say I'm so glad I left blr#I will probably never come back here lol but I think (?) today is txt's debut anniversary and since I am the self proclaimed empress of moa#downgrading to a flip phone actually#I unstanned txt and all the kpop peoples too (SHOCKER)#I do feel really nostalgic and sad when I think about them but I think it was the thing I needed most#delulu is infact not the solulu#daydreaming about beomgyu being the new student at my school and being soobin's bestie was never the greatest idea hey#it's so freeing to not care about them and focus on what's infront of me#if you need a sign to start growing out of kpop and start worrying about your own life here it is babe 😭 don't let anybody give you shit#Not to say kpop is bad or anything I just think for me it was getting a bit out of hand#As much as we all make fun of the delulus it's so easy to fall down that spiral when these idols constantly tell you they love you#The parasocial relationship was REAL istg these people felt like my friends#Hueningkai does not give a FUCK about me and he is so real for that#Thinking about deleting this blog but I'm logging off after this so I very well may forget it exists again#But I just wanted to share what's been going on#And I miss you guys a lot#I may have outgrown kpop and tumblr but you all still have a special place in my heart#I miss the good old days 😭 when discord let's me back in I might visit wme#Not much has changed with me but mentally I feel like a whole new person#But I hope you all are doing GREAT#Living your best lives and doing things that make you happy#You owe it to yourself more than you owe these celebrities anything#xoxo savie 😝🤟🤟🔥🔥🔥
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#since it’s parasocial hours#still thinking about what we’ve talked about in the last year or so#about how she probably assumed or at least hoped there would be one set of Plans happening once Eras was over#when she started planning the tour years ago#like probably in part designed the tour with those plans in mind at the conclusion#then last year probably thought those plans were toast hence the ttpd breakdown of it all#amd now not only are those Plans presumably back on the table#but seemingly kicked into high gear and very very very tangible#like girly has a countdown happening#(affectionately)#and it probably feels sweeter than she ever imagined#idk it’s all very warmie#she is one very excited bean right now#and I’m very excited for her
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Just a little psa or warning or whatever, but in light of the Joe Quinn...."drama", i might be unfollowing some people. No offense meant. It's just that... i dont.... care??? About celebrities that way. Like... at all? But i keep seeing stuff about it.
And like i said, no offense meant at all here i just could not care less about it and i keep seeing it and like... y'all are stressin me the fuck out.
So if you've found that I've unfollowed you its just... cuz i dont wanna see that stuff. At all. So... yeah. Idk. I just didnt want anyone to notice and think they did anything serious or bad i just dont wanna see it.
#and if you're someone ive talked to in messages like.. feel free to still message me i just dont care about celebrities personal lives#like obviously if they're hurting people thats not okay. but i dont care who's dating who or doing what#i just... the parasocial-ness of it all. from some people. makes me very uncomfortable.#so sorry if i offend anyone it just creeps me out how aggressive some people get about atuff like this...sorry. 🤷🏻#mine#im not even gonna tag this with his name cuz i dont want people to attack me.... k bye
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