#FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE!!
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really really hate how my brothers make fun of me for being mentally ill . not great!!
#THEYVE BEEN DOING IT SINCE I CAN FUCKING REMEMBER#THEY BOTH PURPOSELY DO THINGS TO ANNOY ME AND I GET IN TROUBLE WHEN I DO SOMETHING BACK#NOT TO MENTION HOW MY YOUNGER BROTHER WILL JUST FUCKING. LIE#AND I CANT TELL WHEN HE DOES THAT SO I IGNORE HIM AND#EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT ??#IM SORRY IM LIKE THIS#ITS NOT MY FAULT STOP FUCKING MAKING FUN OF ME#AAAHH#I HATE THEM SO MUCH#I WOULD NOT CARE IF THEY BOTH DIED. LIKE ACTUALLY IT WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER FOR ME#THEY DO SO MUCH THERES SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS#I FUCKING HATE THEM#ITS !! NOT!! MY FAULT IM LIKE THIS !!!!#FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE!!#IM SORRY !!!!!!#rambling#kinda vent#actually im just screaming at this point
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everyone sh. shutd up im cooking smthn
#genshin impact#venti#what am i cooking?? no idea#oh this isnt canon? dont care leave me alone#i remember thinking years ago how badass it would be to have to fight all the archons in reverse order once u get to celestia#like. not that they want to. but celestia or the heavenly principles control them not thru the gnosis but thru their thrones#dont. dont think about it too much i do NOT have enough brains to keep up with accurate lore details#i just want to see venti having lied about being the 'weakest' archon. that bitch has a fucking church theres no way. also gap moe is hhh#fitting to have your first major ally end up being a final-ish boss fight#zilly art
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boops might be gone but the experience will stay with me forever
#sth#sth fanart#Sonic The Hedgehog#Shadow The Hedgehog#sonadow#if you squint. I think#since these idiots won't leave me alone I started doing these a little bit before the boop feature was no more#I also wrote down a followup but I'm debating on whether to do it or nah#idk#caguaydraws#I can't believe *these* are the first sonic drawings from me to see the light of day out of anything else#fuck it let's roll#boop
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I literally feel dead in a living body
#tw depressing thoughts#hitting styro#thigh cvts#mentally unstable#cvtaddict#sh things#depresssion#depressing shit#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#depressiv#tw depressive#s3lf mutilation#s3lf harn#alone with my thoughts#you are not alone#i feel empty#lonelly#dead inside#made of styro#sh#s3lfharmm#feeling alone#leave me alone#mental health#mental illness#actually mentally ill#mentally fucked#tw styro#mentally drained
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flea-biting is a sign of companionship :) - thank u therexorcist for uploading the one video i havent been able to get out of my head since 2020 (X)
#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#coalecroux#coalecroux fanart#ouaw#ouaw fanart#legends of avantris fanart#this is so fucking stupid#can u tell i forgot gid's fucKING HORNS I WAS ALMOST DONE AND THEN I REALIZED#awful#if i missed other details no i fucking didnt i drew this from memory leave me alone#ANYWAY I FORGOT GIDEON'S YELLOW EYES I WANT TO . IM GOING TO YELL#LFMAOFMGD#also im not an animator i just had to get this shit off my chest i hope u understand#fanart#oyster art#video
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It's the fact that so far Armand is the most inhuman monstrous vampire still walking the earth that we as readers have met. And yet we see him fall hopelessly in love with the most ordinary human man.
#yes im drunk postng leave me alone#armandaniel#devil's minion#armand#daniel molloy#ig ore how much of a weird freak daniel is and appreciate how armand is essentially reconnectinf with his humanity in this moment#iwtv#i love you queen of the damned#yeah sure its a short chapter but the impact has been felt for over 30 fucking years#i love you armand and daniel i fear i will carry you with me for all of my days#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#the vampire armand
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Tracked quest: Kill Shamura in Silk Cradle
i just didnt want to do the fucking enemy wave again
#cotl#cult of the lamb#narilamb#I MEAN I GUESS#doodles#thought that wouldnt leave me the fuck alone during a 'kill the bishops in reverse order' run#its shockingly not as hard as i thought to get 12 followers before killing a bishop#because im dumb it's also a permadeath run so. thoughts and prayers guys
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Misplaced hatred
I always thought that if Nightmare got to see the younger version of Dream he wouldn’t be able to contain his hatred regardless, only to realize how misplaced his hatred is and that he fucked up later down the line
I had a part 1 sketched that had smol Night but my chronic pain said fuck you and i haven’t cleaned it up much so no part one just this shhshshsh
Edit: finally made part 1
#alternate name: Nightmare projecting his hatred towards a smoll innocent Dream#nightmare leave the poor boi alone i will deck you#the fact the brothers were six when the apple incident happened will forever fuck me up#anothers art#dreamtale#dream#nightmare#dream sans#dream!sans#nightmare sans#nightmare!sans#undertale#undertale au#dreamtale fanart#utmv#utmv fanart#utmv nightmare#utmv dream#dreamtale nightmare#dreamtale dream
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*headcanons your ‘hyper-sexualized by the fandom’ character as asexual*
#dick grayson#dean winchester#this is for you bbg#there’s definitely others that i’m forgetting rn but you get my point#asexual#asexuality is a spectrum#ace headcanons#ace#asexual community#asexuality#acespec#aspec#they’re ace to ME#again#it’s a spectrum!#anyway#if you sexualize dick grayson stay tf away from me#two words:#tarantula and mirage#leave him the fuck alone#i am very defensive of him okay#yes he’s fictional#no i don’t care#also i could probably write an essay on why dean winchester is acespec#AND arospec#thx for coming to my ted talk
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I miss tumblr porn as much as the next guy but the way fellow trans people are showing everything BUT hole to avoid being nuked from the platform has me feeling like a regency era man SWEATING at some ankle.
#like yes show me some wrist#trans nsft#now if staff could stop banning us that would be great#especially trans women leave them the fuck alone
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it’s their’s to burn
sharing a cigarette with joan of arc - dante émile ( @orpheuslament ) // photography by brendon burton
#this poem punch anyone else in the grey matter or?#jk I fucking know it did#‘None of that matters when God has plans for you. I still love him I just wish he'd leave me alone.´#GRRR BARK BARK BARK#holyyy shit do you know what you’ve done to my psyche ??#words#edit#poetry edit#dante émile#joan of arc#sharing a cigarette with Joan of arc#aesthetic#aes#art#photograph#Brendan burton#western gothic#typography#typo#writing#h8#poem#Poet parlay
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strangler fig - the crane wives
(click for hd/closeups under the cut)
every single crane wives song fits malevolent (fight me on this. i'll win)
ty to @ganem-ouchie for giving me this idea last month in the replies of a random shitpost
#tummyache works hard but i work harder#i suck at composition leave me alone#apologies for my atrocious handwriting#also the bg is weird because i couldn't fucking find the right shade of yellow-green#save me crane wives#malevolent#malevolent podcast#izel scribbles#artists on tumblr#sketchbook#traditional art#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#jarthur#the crane wives#strangler fig#crane wives#the fool in her wedding gown#music#inspired by music#alcohol markers#art#mixed media#colored pencil#malevolent fanart#my best work
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“I don’t regret it, Dean.” Cas says quietly. “Telling you I love you was the best moment of my life.”
“Yeah? Well, it was the worst of mine!” Dean yells, throwing his arms out to the side. There’s a moment of stricken silence where Cas’s face falls and Dean realizes how his words came across. He rushes to elaborate. “Do you know how many years I wondered if angels could feel love? Romantic love? Do you know how long I hoped that they could— that you, specifically, could? And more than that, that you would feel it towards me? I wondered all the goddamn time, Cas. And then you— you finally—“ Dean swallows past a lump in his throat, letting his arms fall back to his sides. “You finally tell me not only that you can love, but you love me. Me. And in one second, ten years of my wildest dreams came true and then were ripped away.”
Dean looks down at his feet. Clenches his jaw against the feelings threatening to choke him. He tries to take a steadying breath in through his nose but it doesn’t help him feel any better.
“Dean—“
“I didn’t think I was ever gonna see you again.” Dean confesses to his boots. “I thought I’d have to live the rest of my miserable life knowing I could’ve had you and kicking myself for being such a dumb piece of shit.” He swallows again and looks up. “I thought you were going to spend eternity not knowing that I love you, too.”
“I didn’t mean— Dean, I didn’t—“ Cas shakes his head as words fail him.
“So yeah,” Dean shrugs a little helplessly, his voice still tight with emotion. “It was the worst moment of my life. Except for every moment that came after— because every single moment from your death until you came back was the worst moment of my life. Every moment without you is. And you coming back could’ve been the best moment of my life if you hadn’t been such an ass about everything.”
There was a time, once, in the distant past where Cas’s face never betrayed any emotion. Dean could’ve scrutinized every single molecule of his expression and he wouldn’t have been able to read a goddamn thing from it. That hasn’t been the case for a long time— Cas took to emotions and humanity better than Dean did, and it was the only thing Dean had ever known.
Now, Dean can read a multitude of emotions in Cas’s expression: disbelief in the slight part of his lips, hope in the blue of his eyes, shock in the rise of his eyebrows. He can practically read every thought going through Cas’s mind as he tries to process what’s happened.
And then, there it is: acceptance in the way the corner of Cas’s mouth ticks up.
“I had no idea.” Cas answers after a moment.
“‘Course you didn’t.” Dean replies, his own mouth mirroring the small smile. “You fucked off before I got a chance to say it back.”
“I just assumed—“
“You know what they say about assuming, Cas.”
“No, I don’t.” Cas is full on smiling now, warm and full of the love Dean had only ever seen hidden in shadows of his expressions. Now it’s practically splitting his face open, spilling out of Cas like he’s finally filled up with so much of it that it’s simply impossible to keep it all in. “And frankly, I don’t care. I only care about what you have to say.”
Dean huffs out a fond laugh as he shakes his head. “Finally gonna let me do the talking, huh?”
“I’m in the mood to do some listening,” Cas’s grin is dazzling and a little cheeky, Dean wants to memorize it immediately.
He takes a step closer to Cas. And then another. Cas simply watches him approach, making no attempt to back away. His personal space is inviting and Dean enjoys stepping directly into it with no hesitation.
“Well, I might be in the mood for something other than talking.” Dean whispers, less than a foot from Cas now.
“Oh?” Cas prompts, his hand reaching across the minuscule place between them to settle on Dean’s hip.
“Yeah,” Dean murmurs, leaning in. “But just to make sure you get it through your stubborn head: I love you, Cas. And I’ll fucking kill you if you ever do something like that again.”
Dean kisses him before Cas has a chance to reply.
#idk man#these idiots just won’t leave me alone#I never write fucking little ficlets and I’ve written like five for these assholes#they just make me so insane#I’m literally not in control anymore#ficlet#destiel#deancas#supernatural#spn
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what in the otherworldly fuck happened y'all
#goncharov#martin scorsese#katya goncharov#sofia goncharov#goncharov 1973#seriously i leave y'all alone for ONE second#and you go and make a whole movie without me#I genuinely got whiplash when I opened tumblr to find a dash full of whatever the fuck this is#i can't even be bothered catching up I'll just let y'all take this one#have fun and update me when goncharov is inevitably played by chris pratt
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Palestinian freedom fighters breaking out of Gaza and reclaiming their occupied territories. They’ve taken over israeli tanks and have chased out the settlers that were on that land. They’ve launched rockets everywhere and the iron dome has failed to intercept. This is about to mark a momentous event in history.
From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free.
#free palestine#it feels so surreal and so shocking#there’s so much hope but so much fear#you just know they’re about to retaliate with the genocide they’ve been planning for years now#i fear for my palestinian brothers and sisters but this is so fucking huge#they tore down part of the barbed wire fence!!!! the people of Gaza are breaking out!!!!#god there’s so much more on twitter but i beg if you look do NOT look at non-palestinian sources#they’re twisting the narrative as if this isn’t retaliation for 76 years of torture#as if the israeli forces and settlers didn’t kill 4 palestinians yesterday alone#as if they haven’t killed nearly 300 palestinians this year alone#do NOT let the media trick you into thinking anything after will be a retaliation to an attack Palestine started#PALESTINE is the one retaliating#also if you’re gonna come in here with both sides or whatever sincerely block me and lmk so i can blokc you#they’ve already out out statements to leave children and the elderly alone so any middle aged fuckers are free to kill :)#which is fine since they’ve likely killed hundreds if not thousands of their friends and family and neighbors anyway#tag: important#fuck israel#gaza#tag: october 7 2023
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i wanna believe that katsuki actually tried to rush to deku AS SOON as he woke up and mitsuki and masaru who were sleeping by his hospital bed tried to catch him so he didn’t injure himself even more
like “YOU ALMOST DIED YOU BRAT CAN YOU AT LEAST SAY HI TO US FIRST” – “i CAN’T i have to see IZUKU fuck OFF MOM”
he reluctantly agreed to wait for the doctor to check his condition and THEN go to see izuku
#mitsuki’s gonna tease him for that we all know it#‘ur so fucking gay’ – ‘LEAVE ME ALONE��#bkdk#bakudeku#bakugou katsuki#izuku midoriya#bakugo katsuki#bnha#mha#bnha spoilers#boku no hero academia#mha spoilers#my hero academia#bnha 424#mha 424
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